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I Have a Demon I Am Fighting

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    Fear

    My Demon Fear. The thing that tries to tackle and hold on to you. That thing Your so scared to do Because you know there is a possibility you may Fail. It's Fear. I am Fighting A Demon that demon is Fear and Fear alone. It's Got me to this point I feel pain. I Feel like I am...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 9 Responses Aug 12, 2008

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    It is the fear of not succeeding

    or ever finding true happiness. It just seems every turn I take, people such as my family and friends are always moving away or trying to get as much separation as possibly from me. People keep saying to stay positive and be happy and it will attract other happy and positive...
    Kman4You Kman4You 31-35, M Jul 26

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    Satanic Male Supremecy Groups Are Abusing Me

    even the doctor i spoke to yesterday seemed satanic rude and abusive not letting me answer questions my way ... talking over the top of me talking opinionatedly he seemed annoyed I was there but wanted the money...
    IceEntice IceEntice 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 23, 2012

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    His Name, I Shall Not Speak- The part of me

    that whispers in my ear, the part that hears my mind. The part that shouts words of hate and misery, keeping me in doubt. The part that speaks when no one is around. The part that scratches on the walls of my subconscious, burrowing deep inside. The part which I know little of...
    Aventias Aventias 16-17 Feb 24

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    The Pity Demon

    "Knock-knock" "Go away" I reply. "What, wallowing in self-pity? It's not wonder that you are all alone. I mean who would want to put up with you?" It says to me. "Shut up! You know nothing. You are me but you are not me" I finally say. This is how it is. The side of me that I...
    Lillith29 Lillith29 18-21, F Jul 28, 2012

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    I Want This Hell To End

    i have a demon i think he acts like one i swear he loves torturing people.I hear them i feel them but they need to try to control me so this demon is in human form to get me. I try to resist him i cant alot of people cant resist him i noticed. I dont know how much more i can take...
    kmn4 kmn4 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 11, 2012

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    Never Ending Battle

    I hate that I can hear the voices in my head telling me to do bad things. I have always fought demons. I cant let them take control. It would ruin my life and me. I remain to stay strong.
    firestarterfairy firestarterfairy 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 14, 2008

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    Myself

    i'm fighting myself constantly. i can never stop, theres a part of me that is truly evil. it hurts people its evil and darkness itself. i sometimes don't know how to deal with it either. i fight it but some days i feel like its a losing battle. i feel like if i don't find a way...
    CaptainJackass CaptainJackass 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 9, 2011

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    This Turned Into "i Want The Demon To Take Control."

    I can feel my heart beating but I feel some kinda spirit in my body syncronizing with my heart. Maybe I should just give in and let it take me so I can have all the superpowers and save the world and everyone can just die in sin. I know that they'll still be taking advantage of...
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 1 Response Apr 24, 2012

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    His name is Nicholas.

    He's been with me for 4 years. I can't go into detail. He might hurt me.
    KatIsCrazy KatIsCrazy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 23

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    I Cant Fight Anymore

    It actually started when i was 12 years old. I had a demon try to take over but i been fighting them a couple of times i almost slipped & let them control me & ruin my life. I dont know what else to do because i know they got me ( im pretty sure it more than one) my life is so...
    kmn4 kmn4 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 11, 2012

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    Stalking Me....sometimes Catching Me.

    I have many demons that haunt me.  Some days I can stay far enough ahead of them that I can't even hear them.  Most days I cannot. There is the demon that says I am not good enough. There is the demon that questions why anyone would want to be around me. There is the...
    dyin2live dyin2live 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 10, 2008

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    I Don't Do It On Purpose

    I don't do it on purpose, on that I swear. "Do what?" you may wonder. For some reason, I have become overwrought with the deadly art of procrastination. I really should finish cleaning my room, but for some reason..I barely seem to get much cleaned. And what is a college...
    Lillith29 Lillith29 18-21, F Dec 30, 2012

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    War With In ....

    Through HIS Dirt..( Gods tool of creation ).....Forms an elite destroyer. From a World that i.s above Hell....... He stands to face the Hate. They (Demons) eat their own....... Now seeing no reason to fear MAN....... They walk through the Bodys using the mind and all i.t's...
    Skinwalker79 Skinwalker79 31-35, M 2 Responses May 7, 2010

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    Recently I have made a good friend online

    who is helping me understand myself better. It started with a ringing in my ears. It was extremely loud, like screeching. She offered to pray for me, and then told me something evil was preventing her from doing so. Something big. As this continued the ringing went from a high...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy 16-17, F Jan 27

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    I realize that no amount of posting,

    and sharing the misery that experience, will ever amount to anything by spread negativity to others, and there's no reason for that. I never thought I would reach a point of such indifference though, I sometimes wish I could convert my sadness into anger, at least then I would...
    Axelerator3000 Axelerator3000 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 16

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    Lost my mom. I've seen here such beautiful pictures of a mother with her daughter. And these beautiful pics made me so infinitely sad again. Because there will be no more such...
    prettysybill prettysybill 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 22

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    not so much the fighting, but the loooow battle cry before the fight. The one that sounds like a person saying ROOOOOOUUUAAAAAAr...or the kind that sounds like a baby crying...so...
    Shells4Belles Shells4Belles 26-30, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    Greetings to you all, I would like to talk with some demons (they must be actual demons) the reason for this is in the information below. I am not a demon, but in my past life I...
    pompeaj pompeaj 16-17, M 5 Responses Dec 3

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    I don't know where to start this off, but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    You may mess up, but you are not a mess up. You may make a mistake, but you are not a mistake. You may screw up, but you are not a screw up. You may fail, but you...
    torr62 torr62 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    My depression is a Demon. I've had Sleep Paralysis my whole life. I have memories of dreams about what i thought were the golden eyes of my beloved rottweilers, but were instead...
    TwentyTwoReasons TwentyTwoReasons 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 25

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    At first he happen to be caught in her glance, she had not noticed him her eyes were only focused on a friend as they whispered. Then slowly his existence started to grow, her eyes...
    Moonlight94 Moonlight94 18-21, F Nov 27

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    Many people believe all demons are evil. What happens when as a Christian your enemies hurt you and cause you to have suicide attempts. I'm so weak that I can't fight back. So I...
    bigbear9521 bigbear9521 18-21, M Nov 27

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    Sorry if this posted twice. I think GOD Wants us to show fallen angels compassion. The Bible says we should love one another and that means the demons as well. GOD Loves them...
    angelatone angelatone 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    His name is Alastor and he is the torturer of hell and he is my inner demon. Alastor and I do not like our time wasted and if you are one of our enemy's we will do everything to...
    PrinceofDeception PrinceofDeception 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Yesterday I went on a demonstration to protest against the abortion regulation here. Now abortion is fully allowed during the first three months. Our president promised to change...
    Danceofhours Danceofhours 41-45, M Nov 23

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    Last night I took a picture and I found a figure that had a gas mask on and I know it was a demon I just wonder what kind of demon it was.
    DemonDear DemonDear 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 10

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    I'm thinking about being a demon hunter I hate demons they are the worst thing ever I just want all of them sent back to hell were they came from! I know I have god on my side so...
    RainbowWolf13 RainbowWolf13 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    I'll keep fighting. Sometimes however, fighting is not the answer. It is better to accept. Put down your weapon and go home soldier. The war is over.
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My demons know my weakness. I'm vulnerable because I've been hurt and made wrong choices. But my choices make me who Iam. And your not going to take me down with you to that dark...
    LizC815 LizC815 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 20

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    I've ran into him multiple times in my life. I'm not sure if he's a demon but I can't tell. He's about 9 feet tall with wide shoulders and large hulking arms. He stands similar to...
    EmptyLaugh EmptyLaugh 22-25, M 3 Responses Nov 20

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    I guess I do. I always knew I was strong, but I never knew the extent of it until recently. I got a message from someone today, in my inbox. I could see that I had spoken to...
    NotHisBabydoll NotHisBabydoll 41-45, F 13 Responses Nov 23

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    I personally believe in demons and would not mind giving one control of my body.. I would willingly let one possess me I would do anything to stop being fully mortal and weak.. I...
    Xoris Xoris 13-15, M 3 Responses Dec 2

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    I HUNT DEMONS FOR A LIVING. THIS IS MY LATEST CATCH. 'E'S A MIGHTY BIG BUGGER AIN'T 'E. FOUND THIS BEAUTY ON THE NINTH LEVEL OF 'ELL. CRIKEY, HE'S A FIESTY ONE.
    TheRose202 TheRose202 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 4

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    Yet, I do find specific traits and morals that certain cultures have, as unique and admirable. For instance, I love Greek History like Sparta's fighting ethics and my favorite tv...
    city87 city87 26-30, M Dec 6

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    it aint schizo bipolar depression do your voices ever tell you ANYTHING good??? if they do they are lying stop loppin up their **** and get the f rid of them b4 they drive...
    kmaero1 kmaero1 51-55, F Dec 6

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    Pain just always stays around and for me pain is my demon
    imagination34 imagination34 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 7

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    The fighting games just keep comingSuper Smash Bros on the Wii-U: An epic bash that now features 8-player action, Captain Falcon is back to his old self and LiL Mac is my manGuilty...
    BurningFist BurningFist 22-25, M Dec 8

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    I feel him and his power his name is Alastor and he has been my friend since I was little. Me and Alastor are one our feelings are one, our emotions are one, our mind are one and...
    PrinceofDeception PrinceofDeception 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Newest update; just realized demon has been lying to me this whole time to separate me from God so it could attack me. It was the one who would always whisper that I wasn't good...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 23

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    Why am I so empty? Guilt? Guilt of surviving. No one knows my story. I'm the polite, mild mannered, with a charming boyish look. You don't know what I've seen. The connection I...
    xicovu xicovu 22-25, M Nov 26

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    lol my story is a bit different may not be believed. i am in contact with a spirit as i am writing this. it started about a year ago calls itself "U" "We" "3" has many names has...
    Redskull2 Redskull2 36-40, M Dec 1

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    I AM a seer I CAN see things and demons are my favorite hunters too but resorts they take the cake. being a seer isn't always fun tho I HAVE visions of people who die and weeks...
    mgji1996fireseer mgji1996fireseer 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 4

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    this is going to sound stupid. I'm afraid of demons. like for real. And the dream I just had. I was awake the whole time. I knew where I was in time and space. but I heard these...
    ZombieBaitMaiden ZombieBaitMaiden 31-35, F 13 Responses Dec 10

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    My alter ego name is Isakha. Isakha was formed by my demon and I just found out two days ago, those demon were my sins. He was formed based on my sins. For instance, I have method...
    562alex 562alex 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    I'm not sure how much people will actually read this because it's going to be really long but basically I've struggled with depression my whole life . I'm not looking for attention...
    AlissaCupcakes AlissaCupcakes 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 25

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