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I Have a Demon I Am Fighting

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    Fear

    My Demon Fear. The thing that tries to tackle and hold on to you. That thing Your so scared to do Because you know there is a possibility you may Fail. It's Fear. I am Fighting A Demon that demon is Fear and Fear alone. It's Got me to this point I feel pain. I Feel like I am...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 9 Responses Aug 12, 2008

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    Never Ending Battle

    I hate that I can hear the voices in my head telling me to do bad things. I have always fought demons. I cant let them take control. It would ruin my life and me. I remain to stay strong.
    firestarterfairy firestarterfairy 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 14, 2008

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    I Cant Fight Anymore

    It actually started when i was 12 years old. I had a demon try to take over but i been fighting them a couple of times i almost slipped & let them control me & ruin my life. I dont know what else to do because i know they got me ( im pretty sure it more than one) my life is so...
    kmn4 kmn4 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 11, 2012

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    Stalking Me....sometimes Catching Me.

    I have many demons that haunt me.  Some days I can stay far enough ahead of them that I can't even hear them.  Most days I cannot. There is the demon that says I am not good enough. There is the demon that questions why anyone would want to be around me. There is the...
    dyin2live dyin2live 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 10, 2008

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    The Pity Demon

    "Knock-knock" "Go away" I reply. "What, wallowing in self-pity? It's not wonder that you are all alone. I mean who would want to put up with you?" It says to me. "Shut up! You know nothing. You are me but you are not me" I finally say. This is how it is. The side of me that I...
    Lillith29 Lillith29 18-21, F Jul 28, 2012

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    Recently I have made a good friend online

    who is helping me understand myself better. It started with a ringing in my ears. It was extremely loud, like screeching. She offered to pray for me, and then told me something evil was preventing her from doing so. Something big. As this continued the ringing went from a high...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy 16-17, F Jan 27

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    I Don't Do It On Purpose

    I don't do it on purpose, on that I swear. "Do what?" you may wonder. For some reason, I have become overwrought with the deadly art of procrastination. I really should finish cleaning my room, but for some reason..I barely seem to get much cleaned. And what is a college...
    Lillith29 Lillith29 18-21, F Dec 30, 2012

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    This Turned Into "i Want The Demon To Take Control."

    I can feel my heart beating but I feel some kinda spirit in my body syncronizing with my heart. Maybe I should just give in and let it take me so I can have all the superpowers and save the world and everyone can just die in sin. I know that they'll still be taking advantage of...
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 1 Response Apr 24, 2012

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    His Name, I Shall Not Speak- The part of me

    that whispers in my ear, the part that hears my mind. The part that shouts words of hate and misery, keeping me in doubt. The part that speaks when no one is around. The part that scratches on the walls of my subconscious, burrowing deep inside. The part which I know little of...
    Aventias Aventias 16-17 Feb 24

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    I Want This Hell To End

    i have a demon i think he acts like one i swear he loves torturing people.I hear them i feel them but they need to try to control me so this demon is in human form to get me. I try to resist him i cant alot of people cant resist him i noticed. I dont know how much more i can take...
    kmn4 kmn4 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 11, 2012

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    War With In ....

    Through HIS Dirt..( Gods tool of creation ).....Forms an elite destroyer. From a World that i.s above Hell....... He stands to face the Hate. They (Demons) eat their own....... Now seeing no reason to fear MAN....... They walk through the Bodys using the mind and all i.t's...
    Skinwalker79 Skinwalker79 31-35, M 2 Responses May 7, 2010

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    I'm ashamed to even admit that I attempted suicide before. When people see me, I'm that happy girl with not a worry or problem in the world. I'm that person someone turns to for...
    adifferentstory adifferentstory 18-21, F Mar 27

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    Yeah, I have inner demons fighting in my head. I'm hazardous so beware. Some people think I'm crazy, but truth be told. I don't know what I am.
    Audrina14 Audrina14 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    Hey, I haven't been here in a long time... and for good reason too. While doing some research online I met an exorcist who posts educational videos about exorcism, demons...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Ever since I can remember my parents have been fighting with each other. I can't stand it when they do. My father always gets defensive and over dramatic and says horrible things...
    RachelRosieanne RachelRosieanne 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    I have been fighting these thoughts for years. I'm lonely, and just upset. Someone message please..?
    BethMP BethMP 16-17, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    I've been cutting till i can barely hold my blade and i have been fighting my suicidal thoughts..even though i want to give.. i have no one to help me..
    Autophobia6 Autophobia6 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    I'm not in anyway socially, financially, or mentally deprived. I live with an average family. Thinking I have nothing to complain because some were even less fortunate than me...
    DreamerCost DreamerCost 16-17, M 22 hrs ago

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    Napa Anti-Renovation Specter By Paul Dale Roberts, HPI Esoteric Detective HPI (Hegelianism Paranormal Intelligence) International https://www.facebook.com/#!/groups...
    PaulDaleRoberts PaulDaleRoberts 51-55, M 4 hrs ago

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    Imagine dragons demon and Bastille flaws define me. I want to think I'm good but there's something dark in me that wins every ******* time I try and try I want to be good but the...
    ellelinkin ellelinkin 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    I definitely deal with demons. I am thinking about going around my apartment totally nude agai need somebody to say yes or no.
    exhibiter1000 exhibiter1000 51-55, M 2 Responses Apr 6

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    After a few weeks of nearly dying , I'm fighting again I gave up on life I'm 32 and lost everything I have but I'm trying to NOT BE AFRAID this post is just about me not being...
    mike2030 mike2030 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 8

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    I don't think I'd ever tell anyone but I might as well. I have Schizoaffective Disorder which, in a basic definition, it's like Bipolar and Schizophrenia, some people have...
    PitchDaffy PitchDaffy 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I have had this disorder sense middle school (and I am now 22). Many people could never diagnoss my condition because I could never completely describe it nor did I trust others...
    LiliumxoTears LiliumxoTears 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 31

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    guys it may seem crazy but my dreams come true not like i see them directly but they come true one day in my dream i was an angles wings keeper i dont know if this really exist...
    justindigo justindigo 16-17, F Mar 31

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    This is to expand more on the topic of Astral Dreams. The following two links go a bit more into it, so I highly recommend reading these to get a fuller picture of the Astral...
    MeenKalag MeenKalag 22-25, F Mar 30

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    First I want to say that I AM NOT A DEMON HUNTER! I'm posting this to find out a bit more about demon hunters. I'm writing a book and I need to find out a bit more about demon...
    Interpational Interpational 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    There are two parts of me fighting for control. One part is the dominant part, the one that truly cares for people and knows I have the skill and power to help them, and the other...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    I have overcome Schizophrenia!!! Who the SON SETS FREE IS FREE INDEED.....From the moment I fell when I was 19----The voices told me that I sold my soul! I was redeemed! I had just...
    Jesusfoundme Jesusfoundme 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    As I said, in the days to come I would be telling what's happened so far.I guess I'l start with the newest demon hunter on the team up here in newyork, she lives not far down the...
    Shotgunkwala Shotgunkwala 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    I have recently within the last 3 month become very interested in the paranormal almost obsessed with it. I started watching the tv show Ghost Adventures and became addicted to it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 22

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    I tried to summon a Demons and devil to come because I mainly want to get possessed by Demon really bad so How do you get possessed by the demon? Will you please ask demon to...
    ChristianColeCrosman ChristianColeCrosman 13-15, M 2 Responses Apr 10

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    I used to know one and I fell in love with him. He was only part demon and I remember our phone calls an how he use to sing to me. He would try to protect me from other demons that...
    PrincessSerena PrincessSerena 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 23

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    Interview with Paul Raymond Carrisosa, Paranormal Experiencer Interviewed by HPI Journalist Assistant Deanna Jaxine Stinson HPI (Hegelianism Paranormal Intelligence) International...
    PaulDaleRoberts PaulDaleRoberts 51-55, M 2 Responses Mar 23

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    Dreams are important in the paranormal world for a ton reasons that should not have to be listed. Besides different stages of sleeping, there are different types of dreams. I...
    MeenKalag MeenKalag 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    I know there are angels and demons assigned to everyone, which our physical eyes can't see.There are all kinds of demons (fallen angels) Demons of lust and perversion,fear, hate...
    Allthingschrist Allthingschrist 31-35 Apr 7

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    "I Am a Demon Hunter" Heh... Surprised to even see this.. I came here to ask you all Demon hunters or what ever you people are if you have been witnessing weird things happening...
    unknown1122 unknown1122 13-15 1 Response Mar 21

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    I don't like saying i believe in demons, but the fact is they do exist..but i do like to say i believe in angels and with good reason... After i had left rehab i was a complete...
    markpaul69 markpaul69 41-45, M 1 Response Apr 5

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    If you read my other experience it'll mention my "companion" The bastard has been with me since Birth My mother always told me she would see a dark figure stand in my room Later...
    apolloburnstar apolloburnstar 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 19

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    Hey guys this post is just here to say happy Palm Sunday, today is a day for good, and rest. So again happy Palm Sunday I won't be demon hunting today and I don't think demons are...
    Shotgunkwala Shotgunkwala 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    I have taken the decision to be a demon hunter because I fell like I need to help people and I have encountered a demon before and I want to know how to get started
    Zekes Zekes 22-25, M Mar 29

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    I know this is very controversial, but I want to share a few things about exorcism / deliverance ministry with regard to epilepsy / seizure disorders. As a Christian I do...
    Buckley4U Buckley4U 36-40, F Apr 7

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    I don't believe in ghosts, but do believe in demons. I had many experiences that I can not explain. I don't care if you don't believe in demons. Just play with ouija board...
    strangerguy78 strangerguy78 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 7

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    I saw Demon when I was 5 year old. I can remember it pretty good anyway My Mother drive and I sat on back of car I was really bored so for while I was started feel like something...
    ChristianColeCrosman ChristianColeCrosman 13-15, M 3 Responses Apr 8

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    Hey guys its me, it's been a long while since I have been on the site but I guess its time to start writing again. So I have alot to catch you guys up on, such as my friends finaly...
    Shotgunkwala Shotgunkwala 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 10

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    Hey out there, anyone besides a few on this site use aura to fight demons? Because I sure do, this group should if I am right be full of stories about different things you have...
    Shotgunkwala Shotgunkwala 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    Misguided deliverance attempts. When the doctors refused to help me, I allowed other people to try - with disastrous results. In some cases I didn't actually allow it, but rather...
    Buckley4U Buckley4U 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 7

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    Ok..someone? enlighten me? demon hunter?
    Stephanie2211 Stephanie2211 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 19

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    I woke up my a demon literally
    RoobieCatenis RoobieCatenis 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 21

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    does anyone know what an albatross demon is? im drawing a blank..... please help
    attou14 attou14 13-15 1 Response Mar 21

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    Does anyone know anything about astral demons? Thank you!
    Iamacatgurr Iamacatgurr 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 31

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    I did some research but I'm not done with it. There are quiet a bit, actually a lot things what's behind of the shadows I see. I found other people who see these 'things' and we...
    FallowMyVoice FallowMyVoice 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 10