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I Have a Demon I Am Fighting

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    I Want This Hell To End

    i have a demon i think he acts like one i swear he loves torturing people.I hear them i feel them but they need to try to control me so this demon is in human form to get me. I try to resist him i cant alot of people cant resist him i noticed. I dont know how much more i can take...
    kmn4 kmn4 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 11, 2012

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    War With In ....

    Through HIS Dirt..( Gods tool of creation ).....Forms an elite destroyer. From a World that i.s above Hell....... He stands to face the Hate. They (Demons) eat their own....... Now seeing no reason to fear MAN....... They walk through the Bodys using the mind and all i.t's...
    Skinwalker79 Skinwalker79 31-35, M 2 Responses May 7, 2010

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    His name is Nicholas.

    He's been with me for 4 years. I can't go into detail. He might hurt me.
    KatIsCrazy KatIsCrazy 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 23, 2014

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    Recently I have made a good friend online

    who is helping me understand myself better. It started with a ringing in my ears. It was extremely loud, like screeching. She offered to pray for me, and then told me something evil was preventing her from doing so. Something big. As this continued the ringing went from a high...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy 18-21, F Jan 27, 2014

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    This Turned Into "i Want The Demon To Take Control."

    I can feel my heart beating but I feel some kinda spirit in my body syncronizing with my heart. Maybe I should just give in and let it take me so I can have all the superpowers and save the world and everyone can just die in sin. I know that they'll still be taking advantage of...
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 1 Response Apr 24, 2012

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    Never Ending Battle

    I hate that I can hear the voices in my head telling me to do bad things. I have always fought demons. I cant let them take control. It would ruin my life and me. I remain to stay strong.
    firestarterfairy firestarterfairy 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 14, 2008

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    Stalking Me....sometimes Catching Me.

    I have many demons that haunt me.  Some days I can stay far enough ahead of them that I can't even hear them.  Most days I cannot. There is the demon that says I am not good enough. There is the demon that questions why anyone would want to be around me. There is the...
    dyin2live dyin2live 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 10, 2008

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    I realize that no amount of posting,

    and sharing the misery that experience, will ever amount to anything by spread negativity to others, and there's no reason for that. I never thought I would reach a point of such indifference though, I sometimes wish I could convert my sadness into anger, at least then I would...
    Axelerator3000 Axelerator3000 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 16, 2014

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    I Don't Do It On Purpose

    I don't do it on purpose, on that I swear. "Do what?" you may wonder. For some reason, I have become overwrought with the deadly art of procrastination. I really should finish cleaning my room, but for some reason..I barely seem to get much cleaned. And what is a college...
    Lillith29 Lillith29 18-21, F Dec 30, 2012

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    Fear

    My Demon Fear. The thing that tries to tackle and hold on to you. That thing Your so scared to do Because you know there is a possibility you may Fail. It's Fear. I am Fighting A Demon that demon is Fear and Fear alone. It's Got me to this point I feel pain. I Feel like I am...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 9 Responses Aug 12, 2008

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    Myself

    i'm fighting myself constantly. i can never stop, theres a part of me that is truly evil. it hurts people its evil and darkness itself. i sometimes don't know how to deal with it either. i fight it but some days i feel like its a losing battle. i feel like if i don't find a way...
    CaptainJackass CaptainJackass 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 9, 2011

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    I Cant Fight Anymore

    It actually started when i was 12 years old. I had a demon try to take over but i been fighting them a couple of times i almost slipped & let them control me & ruin my life. I dont know what else to do because i know they got me ( im pretty sure it more than one) my life is so...
    kmn4 kmn4 36-40, F 5 Responses Feb 11, 2012

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    The Pity Demon

    "Knock-knock" "Go away" I reply. "What, wallowing in self-pity? It's not wonder that you are all alone. I mean who would want to put up with you?" It says to me. "Shut up! You know nothing. You are me but you are not me" I finally say. This is how it is. The side of me that I...
    Lillith29 Lillith29 18-21, F Jul 28, 2012

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    SylvieKitty1015 SylvieKitty1015 18-21, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    which means I actually don't have it. ppl who have schizophrenia don't "think" they have it. They don't even know they have it! so, at least I can distinguish my paranoid delusions...
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 11 hrs ago

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    "One day you’ll make peace with your demons, and the chaos in your heart will settle flat. And maybe for the first time in your life, life will smile right back at you and...
    Boxerlove2 Boxerlove2 41-45, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I was quite calm about all of it actually. For me, it lasted for only a few brief seconds because I was way too sleepy. I was fine in the morning :D Not like any demon visited...
    Eninferno Eninferno 13-15, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    Now in my life I have spoken to quite a few Angels as well as quite a few Demons. Overall I have found Demons to be more accepting while a lot of Angels are pretty much xenophobes...
    MrMobos MrMobos 16-17, M 1 day ago

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    DEEP Push it back, pack it down Turn the lights out, close the door LOCKED Looking up from the center of my souls abyss Inside out I am Chaos, tumult Even the dreaded silence...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    For ages the canvas has remained untouched. The demonic artist forever looming to paint his hellish mural; always thwarted with herculean effort. But furious brush strokes have...
    Frankenstein99 Frankenstein99 36-40, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    "This is who I am, and I am willing to die for it". - Will Smith No, I am not talking about becoming a terrorist. But I am on a journey of faith. I have discovered that I am not...
    ItisonlyI ItisonlyI 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    ****VERY LONG DEscriptION****I've never told anyone about this before and it's one of my darkest secrets. But I have 3 alters that make up "me." They don't have names so I gave...
    Ikebanna69 Ikebanna69 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    before i started having attacks my mom told me that people said god had big plans for me i didnt know what this meant until a few weeks into when i had attacks everyday. i started...
    jojowoo58 jojowoo58 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Demons, Imagine Dragons. (why my user is DemonsFreak)
    DemonsFreak DemonsFreak 13-15, M 4 days ago

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    Now that I don't have the demon attached to me I feel different about myself. I no longer hate myself and I'm okay with the idea of growing older. I don't feel like a waste of...
    solivagant86 solivagant86 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I paid rent to a demon for about 3 years. I can tell you demons aren't hurt at all by holy water or any of that stuff. That demon went to church every f--n sunday! Probably to...
    Mossonarock Mossonarock 41-45, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    So after being here for quite sometime, I think I like it....it is like a small demonstration of what life is, people all over having different personalities and thoughts...seeking...
    pleasureworld pleasureworld 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am married to one. It says my story is too short to post... I wish it b wasn't MY story b at all, but it's true... I am married to a demon... sucks.
    Likewise2 Likewise2 41-45, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I go to an all girls school. Not just any all girls school, it's also a private catholic school. I purposely don't get into detail about that part with people. Why? Not because I...
    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I've been dealing with weird stuff throughout my life. From weird dreams and voices to seeing things and (quite recently) watching someone get possessed. It sounds crazy and at...
    jojowoo58 jojowoo58 18-21, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    It's over. 18 months of fighting and the final reports recommend my 6 and 8 year old live with me six days and him four days on a rolling ten day pattern. This is regardless of day...
    Sunrise13 Sunrise13 36-40, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Trigger warning. I have been depressed for a while. Right now, the thoughts are under control. But they weren't in September 2014. At that time, I had a "row" with this girl...
    skylar1621 skylar1621 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    You know that feeling? When you're just waiting, waiting to get home, into your room, close the door, fall into bed and just let everything out that you kept in all day. That...
    BrokenBabygirlx BrokenBabygirlx 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Another weird dream of mine is when I saw a demon on my bedroom wall, with yellow eyes, smiling at me evilly. I think we were friends in the dream though o_o...
    Eninferno Eninferno 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    From noon till the hour of my witching.I work twelve hours a day times five, so long of one hundred and sixty eight hours consecutively stacked hours times two, exactly one half...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    My last dream consisted of video game simulations, fair grounds, and finding out Taylor Swift is a demon.
    meowziewowzie meowziewowzie 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    So, I recently had another weird dream, and I think it's cool because I remember a lot of it. It started off where I was hanging around two people- a girl and a guy who I think...
    KittyCassidy KittyCassidy 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    She wore her troubled past like scars...she had been through battle and though no one could see her demons...they could see the face that conquered them
    Salsaconqueso1124 Salsaconqueso1124 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I crested the small hill seconds after it happened. My gaze drawn to the flashing hazard lights of the car that was traveling ahead of me. Then immediately to the scooter laying in...
    whatif23 whatif23 26-30, M Aug 19

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    Sometimes I have dreams where I'm not even the main character of the story. I'm just a floating bystander watching everything unfold. I had a dream where I was watching two...
    WhimsicalKara WhimsicalKara 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    I had two extremely vivid nightmares last night. I really don't want to go into details but all I can say one had the zombie apocalypse in it and it seemed like the zombies' were...
    odessa94 odessa94 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    My mother is the most controlling narcissist In the world, she is very manipulative a