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I Have a Demon I Am Fighting

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    I Want This Hell To End

    i have a demon i think he acts like one i swear he loves torturing people.I hear them i feel them but they need to try to control me so this demon is in human form to get me. I try to resist him i cant alot of people cant resist him i noticed. I dont know how much more i can take...
    kmn4 kmn4 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 11, 2012

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    Myself

    i'm fighting myself constantly. i can never stop, theres a part of me that is truly evil. it hurts people its evil and darkness itself. i sometimes don't know how to deal with it either. i fight it but some days i feel like its a losing battle. i feel like if i don't find a way...
    CaptainJackass CaptainJackass 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 9, 2011

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    It is the fear of not succeeding

    or ever finding true happiness. It just seems every turn I take, people such as my family and friends are always moving away or trying to get as much separation as possibly from me. People keep saying to stay positive and be happy and it will attract other happy and positive...
    Kman4You Kman4You 31-35, M Jul 26

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    I Don't Do It On Purpose

    I don't do it on purpose, on that I swear. "Do what?" you may wonder. For some reason, I have become overwrought with the deadly art of procrastination. I really should finish cleaning my room, but for some reason..I barely seem to get much cleaned. And what is a college...
    Lillith29 Lillith29 18-21, F Dec 30, 2012

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    Fear

    My Demon Fear. The thing that tries to tackle and hold on to you. That thing Your so scared to do Because you know there is a possibility you may Fail. It's Fear. I am Fighting A Demon that demon is Fear and Fear alone. It's Got me to this point I feel pain. I Feel like I am...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 9 Responses Aug 12, 2008

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    Satanic Male Supremecy Groups Are Abusing Me

    even the doctor i spoke to yesterday seemed satanic rude and abusive not letting me answer questions my way ... talking over the top of me talking opinionatedly he seemed annoyed I was there but wanted the money...
    IceEntice IceEntice 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 23, 2012

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    Recently I have made a good friend online

    who is helping me understand myself better. It started with a ringing in my ears. It was extremely loud, like screeching. She offered to pray for me, and then told me something evil was preventing her from doing so. Something big. As this continued the ringing went from a high...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy 16-17, F Jan 27

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    War With In ....

    Through HIS Dirt..( Gods tool of creation ).....Forms an elite destroyer. From a World that i.s above Hell....... He stands to face the Hate. They (Demons) eat their own....... Now seeing no reason to fear MAN....... They walk through the Bodys using the mind and all i.t's...
    Skinwalker79 Skinwalker79 31-35, M 2 Responses May 7, 2010

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    I realize that no amount of posting,

    and sharing the misery that experience, will ever amount to anything by spread negativity to others, and there's no reason for that. I never thought I would reach a point of such indifference though, I sometimes wish I could convert my sadness into anger, at least then I would...
    Axelerator3000 Axelerator3000 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 16

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    This Turned Into "i Want The Demon To Take Control."

    I can feel my heart beating but I feel some kinda spirit in my body syncronizing with my heart. Maybe I should just give in and let it take me so I can have all the superpowers and save the world and everyone can just die in sin. I know that they'll still be taking advantage of...
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 1 Response Apr 24, 2012

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    The Pity Demon

    "Knock-knock" "Go away" I reply. "What, wallowing in self-pity? It's not wonder that you are all alone. I mean who would want to put up with you?" It says to me. "Shut up! You know nothing. You are me but you are not me" I finally say. This is how it is. The side of me that I...
    Lillith29 Lillith29 18-21, F Jul 28, 2012

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    Never Ending Battle

    I hate that I can hear the voices in my head telling me to do bad things. I have always fought demons. I cant let them take control. It would ruin my life and me. I remain to stay strong.
    firestarterfairy firestarterfairy 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 14, 2008

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    His name is Nicholas.

    He's been with me for 4 years. I can't go into detail. He might hurt me.
    KatIsCrazy KatIsCrazy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 23

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    Stalking Me....sometimes Catching Me.

    I have many demons that haunt me.  Some days I can stay far enough ahead of them that I can't even hear them.  Most days I cannot. There is the demon that says I am not good enough. There is the demon that questions why anyone would want to be around me. There is the...
    dyin2live dyin2live 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 10, 2008

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    I Cant Fight Anymore

    It actually started when i was 12 years old. I had a demon try to take over but i been fighting them a couple of times i almost slipped & let them control me & ruin my life. I dont know what else to do because i know they got me ( im pretty sure it more than one) my life is so...
    kmn4 kmn4 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 11, 2012

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    His Name, I Shall Not Speak- The part of me

    that whispers in my ear, the part that hears my mind. The part that shouts words of hate and misery, keeping me in doubt. The part that speaks when no one is around. The part that scratches on the walls of my subconscious, burrowing deep inside. The part which I know little of...
    Aventias Aventias 16-17 Feb 24

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    Lost my mom. I've seen here such beautiful pictures of a mother with her daughter. And these beautiful pics made me so infinitely sad again. Because there will be no more such...
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    I have had it a couple times in my life,but last night was the scariest thing ever.I was sleeping,fell asleep on the couch.I started to dream about demons and i was scared,but i...
    1prettygirl 1prettygirl 36-40, F 10 Responses 1 hr ago

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    We all fight inner demons. We strive to do the right thing all the time; turn the other cheek, be pleasant to everyone. Sometimes, occasionally, I let my demons win... ;)
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    How blogging and EP saved my life. At some point in July all my demons I've been fighting all my life resurfaced and destroyed me mentally and physically.It took some time before I...
    loomfree loomfree 22-25, F Nov 6

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    sometimes i wonder: what if every time you blanked out, you're actually fighting a demon over the control of your mind and soul....?
    CiaraCollin15 CiaraCollin15 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    This is actually based on a real story I'm not lying about anything I write from here on. So lately as in the past years I've noticed that I have a strong liking in the night and...
    GreenyNeko GreenyNeko 18-21 6 days ago

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    More Then A Demon howdy demons or whatever you are. i am a demon but not just a demon am a werewolf and a witch too. i love what i am its cool to be demons plus i have sliver...
    slivereyes slivereyes 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 3

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    My depression is a Demon. I've had Sleep Paralysis my whole life. I have memories of dreams about what i thought were the golden eyes of my beloved rottweilers, but were instead...
    TheDylanG TheDylanG 18-21, M 17 hrs ago

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    I played with a Ouija board. I went to church. That night I had a nightmare. in my dream I saw demons. I heard a vibrating Humm over my house. when I woke in my room I could not...
    LoveRobbery LoveRobbery 26-30, M 3 Responses Oct 26

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    PaulDaleRoberts PaulDaleRoberts 51-55, M 1 Response Nov 10

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    Hello to everyone. I am wanting to speak with a demon, to get their input and opinions on how demons work and what they truly do. Where their power stems from, and if they are...
    MachinistZero MachinistZero 22-25, M 5 Responses Nov 1

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    Ok so this is more of a question. When I was 7 I saw a ghost. Now as I am 25 I am wondering if what I actually saw was a demon. Here's some background. I was living at the time...
    coltsmaniak1287 coltsmaniak1287 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Dream #4 The Dark Demon There's a dream I had about this one demon. The demon had very dark skin, and its skin matches the color of dark ashes, and it looks like his skin is...
    Trueshadowwolf Trueshadowwolf 22-25, M Nov 6

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    When I was at a Christian camp in high school I was asleep at night. I remember that I was dreaming, and the dream just stopped. I was confused because I felt awake but couldn't...
    jakobiwan jakobiwan 41-45, M 1 Response Oct 31

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    I think I am a demon. Somebody tell me if I am. I love the darkness and evil. In my soul I am a demon but I don't know if I truly am.
    StormianaGraymane14 StormianaGraymane14 16-17, F 6 Responses Nov 1

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    the angel of God dragged that demon away from me when i called for God's help. That demon cried in pain. I will never forget my experience that night.
    yodatheching yodatheching 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 4

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    I sort of believe in Demons. I am one of those people who are really curious. Someday I would love to hunt ghosts and demons but not like "Ghost Busters" Sort of like "Supernatural...
    Bree432 Bree432 18-21, F Nov 12

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    Yesterday I went on a demonstration to protest against the abortion regulation here. Now abortion is fully allowed during the first three months. Our president promised to change...
    Danceofhours Danceofhours 36-40, M 3 days ago

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    So ever since I was a little kid I have always been a target for the paranormal. When I was 16, I got attacked by a demon and I got scratched up, and I mean all over my body. Now...
    yourbrowneye yourbrowneye 18-21, M 5 Responses Nov 1

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    I was cleaning my home when I heard a dog growling very deeply outside by my window. It took me a few seconds to realize the growling was coming from inside the house and neither...
    anygirl1978 anygirl1978 36-40, F Nov 7

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    My parents have fought since I was very young, since I was in kindergarten to be specific. At the start, it was very bad. There would be endless screaming and shouting and would...
    changeisempowerment changeisempowerment 13-15, F a week ago

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    PaulDaleRoberts PaulDaleRoberts 51-55, M Nov 9

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    Do you think demons exist? Angels?
    Ahumblefollower Ahumblefollower 16-17, M 2 Responses Oct 30

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    Giving to recent events in my life as a hunter, I've decided to help where I can. I know even with my last post some of you will continue to try living this life so I figured one a...
    SH1ELDS SH1ELDS 31-35 Nov 1

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    Also didn't know there are fake demons
    AlwaysAnonnymous AlwaysAnonnymous 13-15, M 4 Responses Nov 2

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    My name is Baal-in, and I'm a prince of Hell an sheit, dawg. Dis be mah crib, yo. Check it. Here you see we got da lightning strikes ere day, make it look rull scary. Got dat...
    TheRose202 TheRose202 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 2

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    Incase you didn't read my fantabulus poem yah I'm a demon a horrible person indeed
    Kitry Kitry 13-15, F Nov 2

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