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I Have a Demon I Am Fighting

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    War With In ....

    Through HIS Dirt..( Gods tool of creation ).....Forms an elite destroyer. From a World that i.s above Hell....... He stands to face the Hate. They (Demons) eat their own....... Now seeing no reason to fear MAN....... They walk through the Bodys using the mind and all i.t's...
    Skinwalker79 Skinwalker79 31-35, M 2 Responses May 7, 2010

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    Myself

    i'm fighting myself constantly. i can never stop, theres a part of me that is truly evil. it hurts people its evil and darkness itself. i sometimes don't know how to deal with it either. i fight it but some days i feel like its a losing battle. i feel like if i don't find a way...
    CaptainJackass CaptainJackass 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 9, 2011

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    The Pity Demon

    "Knock-knock" "Go away" I reply. "What, wallowing in self-pity? It's not wonder that you are all alone. I mean who would want to put up with you?" It says to me. "Shut up! You know nothing. You are me but you are not me" I finally say. This is how it is. The side of me that I...
    Lillith29 Lillith29 18-21, F Jul 28, 2012

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    Fear

    My Demon Fear. The thing that tries to tackle and hold on to you. That thing Your so scared to do Because you know there is a possibility you may Fail. It's Fear. I am Fighting A Demon that demon is Fear and Fear alone. It's Got me to this point I feel pain. I Feel like I am...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 9 Responses Aug 12, 2008

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    Stalking Me....sometimes Catching Me.

    I have many demons that haunt me.  Some days I can stay far enough ahead of them that I can't even hear them.  Most days I cannot. There is the demon that says I am not good enough. There is the demon that questions why anyone would want to be around me. There is the...
    dyin2live dyin2live 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 10, 2008

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    I Don't Do It On Purpose

    I don't do it on purpose, on that I swear. "Do what?" you may wonder. For some reason, I have become overwrought with the deadly art of procrastination. I really should finish cleaning my room, but for some reason..I barely seem to get much cleaned. And what is a college...
    Lillith29 Lillith29 18-21, F Dec 30, 2012

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    This Turned Into "i Want The Demon To Take Control."

    I can feel my heart beating but I feel some kinda spirit in my body syncronizing with my heart. Maybe I should just give in and let it take me so I can have all the superpowers and save the world and everyone can just die in sin. I know that they'll still be taking advantage of...
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 1 Response Apr 24, 2012

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    His name is Nicholas.

    He's been with me for 4 years. I can't go into detail. He might hurt me.
    KatIsCrazy KatIsCrazy 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 23, 2014

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    I Cant Fight Anymore

    It actually started when i was 12 years old. I had a demon try to take over but i been fighting them a couple of times i almost slipped & let them control me & ruin my life. I dont know what else to do because i know they got me ( im pretty sure it more than one) my life is so...
    kmn4 kmn4 36-40, F 5 Responses Feb 11, 2012

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    Recently I have made a good friend online

    who is helping me understand myself better. It started with a ringing in my ears. It was extremely loud, like screeching. She offered to pray for me, and then told me something evil was preventing her from doing so. Something big. As this continued the ringing went from a high...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy 18-21, F Jan 27, 2014

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    Never Ending Battle

    I hate that I can hear the voices in my head telling me to do bad things. I have always fought demons. I cant let them take control. It would ruin my life and me. I remain to stay strong.
    firestarterfairy firestarterfairy 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 14, 2008

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    I realize that no amount of posting,

    and sharing the misery that experience, will ever amount to anything by spread negativity to others, and there's no reason for that. I never thought I would reach a point of such indifference though, I sometimes wish I could convert my sadness into anger, at least then I would...
    Axelerator3000 Axelerator3000 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 16, 2014

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    I Want This Hell To End

    i have a demon i think he acts like one i swear he loves torturing people.I hear them i feel them but they need to try to control me so this demon is in human form to get me. I try to resist him i cant alot of people cant resist him i noticed. I dont know how much more i can take...
    kmn4 kmn4 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 11, 2012

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    Even though I am fighting suicidal thoughts, I don't want to commit suicide, I'm way too scared of how people around me will feel like. I don't have any specifically close to me...
    xHeartbeatz xHeartbeatz 16-17, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    In my dream last night, one part of it was me reading more about anxiety online. There was a list of anxieties experienced by people who actually had anxiety disorder, and a list...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    one of best feeling there is. holding back all the p. fighting to hold just a bit longer
    singledaddyofone singledaddyofone 22-25, M 7 hrs ago

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    When I was little, about 5 years old, me, my dad and my mom went to France with my aunt and her children. Not Paris, just the south of France. We were camping there and we were...
    6tallperson5 6tallperson5 13-15, M 21 hrs ago

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    A mental letter for you: I love you, with all my heart. I lied to you, I stabbed you in the front and watched as your heart pumped out all the blood. I was young and foolish, but...
    saraandherfoxes saraandherfoxes 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    Who doesn't? even the nicest person does i think.My theory is that it has to do with instincts it's not about bad or good it just is,I think it has to do with survival we need a...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    My sister and I have another demon attached to us. This one feels far worse than the last
    solivagant86 solivagant86 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Well as a kid there was one demon that liked to torment me. It would enter my dreams. It would show up day or night and I would just feel the hair stand up on the back of my neck...
    AnonymousKCQ AnonymousKCQ 22-25, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    This is a true story of what happened to Greg Zaffuto. I have just experienced much the same and do not want this to happen to you, so I am sharing the following. I apologize for...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F 2 days ago

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    Become Christian! GOD will help protect you he is the light from the dark and In no way shape or form acknowledge the demons IGNORE THEM BE SURE TO IGNORE THEM COMPLETLY AND THEY...
    Withaspade Withaspade 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    my boyfriend is half demon/half angel. my soul is full demon in a human body. i am a demoness i guess? My inner demon is awakened I guess but like there's an issue. she shows...
    MissMorgana MissMorgana 18-21 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    It All Makes Sense Now. A chance encounter and some independent research resulted in my realization that for the last 5 years my behavior, experiences, and relationships would...
    Missluhvlee Missluhvlee 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    El Cuervo (Spanish Translation #1 - Submitted by: Gilberto Mertins) El Cuervo Edgar Alan Poe Una vez que promediaba, triste noche, yo evocaba, fatigado, en viejos libros, las...
    soulgonetoitsmate soulgonetoitsmate 36-40, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    There are demons everywhere and many have been assigned to certain places. Demons of suicide, demons of greed and hate, demons of homosexuality, demons of violence and murder...
    Allthingschrist Allthingschrist 36-40 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I was diagnosed in 2009 at the age of 59 with Temporal Arteritis and have been fighting it ever since. I was on Prednisone for 2 continuous years after initial diagnosis. Since...
    phales1950 phales1950 61-65, F 5 days ago

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    Grandma talks horribly about me to her drunk sister, who hates me for no reason. They say things to put me down, they've been doing this for years and I feel horrible when they do...
    JunkFoodJunkie JunkFoodJunkie 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    First and foremost, I want to thank my friends, my family and last but not least, my fans. If you follow WWE you should know by now I have been fighting a war with The Association...
    MIDNIGHTRIDER4 MIDNIGHTRIDER4 41-45, M 6 days ago

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    So I've been having this dream where I'm in a hotel with friends and there is like a demon that lives inside me and when we all go to sleep it comes out and kills everyone. It...
    Aimeelou811 Aimeelou811 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    In my dream my family went to a huge castle that was also a museum. It was so big and winding we all got lost in it and couldn't find our way out. During our stay there I noticed...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F a week ago

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    So... I have been fighting suicidal thoughts for the last 6/7 years... But it got a lot stronger when I got to college.. I feel so so alone.. and my Bf doesn't talk to me cause he...
    tabby8f tabby8f 18-21 1 Response Feb 1

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    It only appears in desperation though..when I can't escape the demons in my mind.
    Cocrispy Cocrispy 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 31

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    I did not realize my childhood was ****** up until.. I experienced loads of therapy. As an 8 year old child, I thought I liked cleaning, if you can believe it. "What 8 year old...
    katysailinghome katysailinghome 22-25, F Jan 30

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    He feeds off of my suffering. He doesn't just feed off of it, he finds it DELICIOUS. I know this because I have FELT what he feels before. It is HORRIFIC to feel the sheer amount...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F Jan 30

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    I live alone in a small apartment in Nevada. Last night I had one of the worst experiences I've ever had with sleep paralysis. I've experienced SP before and it's nothing new to me...
    ChloeRivers ChloeRivers 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    What to do when you realize the people in your life have treated you abominably and you taught them how? The curtain is pulled back and the demon behind the controls is you...
    Skidamarink Skidamarink 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    I understand myself more only after all those days that I destroyed myself. And only in the process of fixing myself, I know now who I really am. Realizing that you are worth it...
    MissQueenB MissQueenB 18-21, F Jan 29

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    My husband and I have had a terribly rocky last three years together. He's cycled, going from adoring me to blaming me; he's begged me to stay and he's insisted I leave. He's...
    FakeIsTheNewReal FakeIsTheNewReal 31-35, F Jan 29

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    I know not all of you believe in the paranormal. Some of you do. I do. This adds to the list of weird dreams and experience. So to cut it short, my dream was already weird. From...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 70+, F 2 Responses Jan 29

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