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I Have a Demon I Am Fighting

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 105 People

    I Want This Hell To End

    i have a demon i think he acts like one i swear he loves torturing people.I hear them i feel them but they need to try to control me so this demon is in human form to get me. I try to resist him i cant alot of people cant resist him i noticed. I dont know how much more i can take...
    kmn4 kmn4 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 11, 2012

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    His Name, I Shall Not Speak- The part of me

    that whispers in my ear, the part that hears my mind. The part that shouts words of hate and misery, keeping me in doubt. The part that speaks when no one is around. The part that scratches on the walls of my subconscious, burrowing deep inside. The part which I know little of...
    Aventias Aventias 16-17 Feb 24, 2014

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    Myself

    i'm fighting myself constantly. i can never stop, theres a part of me that is truly evil. it hurts people its evil and darkness itself. i sometimes don't know how to deal with it either. i fight it but some days i feel like its a losing battle. i feel like if i don't find a way...
    CaptainJackass CaptainJackass 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 9, 2011

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    Never Ending Battle

    I hate that I can hear the voices in my head telling me to do bad things. I have always fought demons. I cant let them take control. It would ruin my life and me. I remain to stay strong.
    firestarterfairy firestarterfairy 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 14, 2008

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    Stalking Me....sometimes Catching Me.

    I have many demons that haunt me.  Some days I can stay far enough ahead of them that I can't even hear them.  Most days I cannot. There is the demon that says I am not good enough. There is the demon that questions why anyone would want to be around me. There is the...
    dyin2live dyin2live 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 10, 2008

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    War With In ....

    Through HIS Dirt..( Gods tool of creation ).....Forms an elite destroyer. From a World that i.s above Hell....... He stands to face the Hate. They (Demons) eat their own....... Now seeing no reason to fear MAN....... They walk through the Bodys using the mind and all i.t's...
    Skinwalker79 Skinwalker79 31-35, M 2 Responses May 7, 2010

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    It is the fear of not succeeding

    or ever finding true happiness. It just seems every turn I take, people such as my family and friends are always moving away or trying to get as much separation as possibly from me. People keep saying to stay positive and be happy and it will attract other happy and positive...
    Kman4You Kman4You 31-35, M Jul 26, 2014

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    The Pity Demon

    "Knock-knock" "Go away" I reply. "What, wallowing in self-pity? It's not wonder that you are all alone. I mean who would want to put up with you?" It says to me. "Shut up! You know nothing. You are me but you are not me" I finally say. This is how it is. The side of me that I...
    Lillith29 Lillith29 18-21, F Jul 28, 2012

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    Satanic Male Supremecy Groups Are Abusing Me

    even the doctor i spoke to yesterday seemed satanic rude and abusive not letting me answer questions my way ... talking over the top of me talking opinionatedly he seemed annoyed I was there but wanted the money...
    IceEntice IceEntice 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 23, 2012

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    I Cant Fight Anymore

    It actually started when i was 12 years old. I had a demon try to take over but i been fighting them a couple of times i almost slipped & let them control me & ruin my life. I dont know what else to do because i know they got me ( im pretty sure it more than one) my life is so...
    kmn4 kmn4 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 11, 2012

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    I Don't Do It On Purpose

    I don't do it on purpose, on that I swear. "Do what?" you may wonder. For some reason, I have become overwrought with the deadly art of procrastination. I really should finish cleaning my room, but for some reason..I barely seem to get much cleaned. And what is a college...
    Lillith29 Lillith29 18-21, F Dec 30, 2012

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    This Turned Into "i Want The Demon To Take Control."

    I can feel my heart beating but I feel some kinda spirit in my body syncronizing with my heart. Maybe I should just give in and let it take me so I can have all the superpowers and save the world and everyone can just die in sin. I know that they'll still be taking advantage of...
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 1 Response Apr 24, 2012

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    His name is Nicholas.

    He's been with me for 4 years. I can't go into detail. He might hurt me.
    KatIsCrazy KatIsCrazy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 23, 2014

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    I realize that no amount of posting,

    and sharing the misery that experience, will ever amount to anything by spread negativity to others, and there's no reason for that. I never thought I would reach a point of such indifference though, I sometimes wish I could convert my sadness into anger, at least then I would...
    Axelerator3000 Axelerator3000 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 16, 2014

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    Fear

    My Demon Fear. The thing that tries to tackle and hold on to you. That thing Your so scared to do Because you know there is a possibility you may Fail. It's Fear. I am Fighting A Demon that demon is Fear and Fear alone. It's Got me to this point I feel pain. I Feel like I am...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 9 Responses Aug 12, 2008

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    Recently I have made a good friend online

    who is helping me understand myself better. It started with a ringing in my ears. It was extremely loud, like screeching. She offered to pray for me, and then told me something evil was preventing her from doing so. Something big. As this continued the ringing went from a high...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy 16-17, F Jan 27, 2014

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    Related Experiences

    I know this is long. I want to know if anyone else feels the guilt that I feel and depression or if anyone has similar experiences. Thank you so much for your support. I feel...
    interested0001 interested0001 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    My parents have been fighting for 11 years now and I am so fed up of being in the middle. I am in the middle of all their fights. I hate it so muc
    hiedi14 hiedi14 18-21, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    My boyfriend and I have been fighting for just a week today. We've been together for almost 3 years. At first he wasn't everything I ever wanted. We briefly dated in high school...
    Withmywoes Withmywoes 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Soooo...If I hunted down a sexy seductive demoness....and well....you know. Does that make me a hunter, a lover, a player. or..just Ken being Ken? I wonder if it works for female...
    ken757 ken757 31-35, M 8 hrs ago

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    There was a demon in our house, and I had to try to keep everyone calm and tell them what to do. It was really stressful because I was fighting my own fear and the demon was...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Feb 24

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    This so called sleep paralysis, is what the doctors and scientists say because they them selfs don't know what it is. And they say its all got to do with so called rem sleep? And...
    ashleymendes55 ashleymendes55 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 20

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    In 8th grade I saw. a video that was to help you control your depression. It said you have to give it a form and name it. I gave my depression a human form and named it Sebastian...
    Mewl Mewl 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Ardad Demon who leads travelers astray If you have ever taken a vacation and had trouble finding your hotel, car, map, anxiety medication or the rest of your family, you’ve...
    UnknownFiles UnknownFiles 18-21 Feb 9

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    I am a demon and I fight to protect my lord Satan and I fight to protect hell and my fellow demons. My name is murmus. I am the great duke and Earl of hell and I have 30 legions...
    PrinceofDeath666 PrinceofDeath666 26-30, M 3 Responses Feb 23

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    Wow last night's was a trip. So in the dream, my family decided to go out to dinner. So we left the house and were driving to the restaurant when suddenly all our surroundings were...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm so tired of my parents fighting.We were a happy family until my mom migrated to canada but she's planning to get us to but 8 years has passed and until now were still here in...
    allea allea 13-15 1 Response Feb 24

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    His name is Nero if you do not know him do some research on him and Nero is my inner demon. Me and Nero is very close I feel his power covering my body everyday.
    Nero6 Nero6 26-30, M Feb 11

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    I believe in both because I've been witness to battles between them over me. I can hear my angels, but I am also cursed with hearing the demons as well.
    1mtnstr 1mtnstr 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    I know no one is perfect- there's really no such thing as perfect, but I hate that my family is so dysfunctional. My father is an angry drunk that uses coke, never was really there...
    blissfulreverie blissfulreverie 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 12

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    I shall embrace both of my angelic and demonic sides.
    shioshishio shioshishio 18-21, F Feb 18

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    I am the demon host of one of the ancient ones a beast so old that has survived though my blood line I want to find others like me plz come forward
    vice13 vice13 16-17 Feb 19

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    So I want to become a demon hunter and I have been training myself for a while now. Where should I start and how?
    ItsjustKaite ItsjustKaite 13-15, F Feb 16

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    I am the demon of crows and crows are very calm unless you make them mad.I am a humanoid crow which means I have a body,arms and hands of a man and a head,legs and feet as a crow.
    DemonicCrow666 DemonicCrow666 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 17

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    I dreamt that there was an outbreak of this crazy disease. It was a dream where I was there but I didn't look like myself. I was some kind of healer. The infected people had...
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F Feb 22

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    So I'd really like to begin this post by letting you all know that I haven't actually had an actual nightmare for the last 3 years of my life. Yes, that is highly unusual but I...
    TheCasualChick TheCasualChick 18-21, F Feb 22

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    Was practicing a new coping mechanism where I blatantly insult the demons/disrespect them, whatever to prove that nothing bad will happen and that I'm safe now. (Sort of like...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I can't say 100% that I have this (just 98%) I wish I knew how to get better because I also have pseudotumor cerebri and the two are going in circles with each other right now...
    lu7998 lu7998 31-35, F Feb 16

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    I care too much about other people! I always had a tendency to be overly compassionate when I hear about others misfortunes, to a point that it made me anxious for the rest of the...
    TerryArmstrong TerryArmstrong 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 19

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    I think I'm ok. I think I'm actually happy. But I'm to weak to make that last. I feel sick, weak and tired and all the thoughts I tried so hard to get rid of just come back and I...
    thequietone0307 thequietone0307 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    Their fighting again.....I wish it would just stop....
    nomnommings nomnommings 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    I've been with my boyfriend for ten months and it's been a long distance relationship for a little over three weeks now and we've had our first fight since he has been gone. I...
    143blondieee 143blondieee 18-21, F Feb 25

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    Since the age of 3 I have had my share of nightmares but nothing scares me the most than when I'm having a Sleep Paralysis episode. Imagine being awake but you can't talk, you...
    DaCreativeChild DaCreativeChild 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 8

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