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I Have a Demon I Am Fighting

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    The Pity Demon

    "Knock-knock" "Go away" I reply. "What, wallowing in self-pity? It's not wonder that you are all alone. I mean who would want to put up with you?" It says to me. "Shut up! You know nothing. You are me but you are not me" I finally say. This is how it is. The side of me that I...
    Lillith29 Lillith29 18-21, F Jul 28, 2012

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    I Don't Do It On Purpose

    I don't do it on purpose, on that I swear. "Do what?" you may wonder. For some reason, I have become overwrought with the deadly art of procrastination. I really should finish cleaning my room, but for some reason..I barely seem to get much cleaned. And what is a college...
    Lillith29 Lillith29 18-21, F Dec 30, 2012

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    Recently I have made a good friend online

    who is helping me understand myself better. It started with a ringing in my ears. It was extremely loud, like screeching. She offered to pray for me, and then told me something evil was preventing her from doing so. Something big. As this continued the ringing went from a high...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy 16-17, F Jan 27, 2014

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    His name is Nicholas.

    He's been with me for 4 years. I can't go into detail. He might hurt me.
    KatIsCrazy KatIsCrazy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 23, 2014

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    Never Ending Battle

    I hate that I can hear the voices in my head telling me to do bad things. I have always fought demons. I cant let them take control. It would ruin my life and me. I remain to stay strong.
    firestarterfairy firestarterfairy 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 14, 2008

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    Satanic Male Supremecy Groups Are Abusing Me

    even the doctor i spoke to yesterday seemed satanic rude and abusive not letting me answer questions my way ... talking over the top of me talking opinionatedly he seemed annoyed I was there but wanted the money...
    IceEntice IceEntice 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 23, 2012

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    I realize that no amount of posting,

    and sharing the misery that experience, will ever amount to anything by spread negativity to others, and there's no reason for that. I never thought I would reach a point of such indifference though, I sometimes wish I could convert my sadness into anger, at least then I would...
    Axelerator3000 Axelerator3000 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 16, 2014

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    This Turned Into "i Want The Demon To Take Control."

    I can feel my heart beating but I feel some kinda spirit in my body syncronizing with my heart. Maybe I should just give in and let it take me so I can have all the superpowers and save the world and everyone can just die in sin. I know that they'll still be taking advantage of...
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 1 Response Apr 24, 2012

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    I Want This Hell To End

    i have a demon i think he acts like one i swear he loves torturing people.I hear them i feel them but they need to try to control me so this demon is in human form to get me. I try to resist him i cant alot of people cant resist him i noticed. I dont know how much more i can take...
    kmn4 kmn4 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 11, 2012

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    Stalking Me....sometimes Catching Me.

    I have many demons that haunt me.  Some days I can stay far enough ahead of them that I can't even hear them.  Most days I cannot. There is the demon that says I am not good enough. There is the demon that questions why anyone would want to be around me. There is the...
    dyin2live dyin2live 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 10, 2008

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    It is the fear of not succeeding

    or ever finding true happiness. It just seems every turn I take, people such as my family and friends are always moving away or trying to get as much separation as possibly from me. People keep saying to stay positive and be happy and it will attract other happy and positive...
    Kman4You Kman4You 31-35, M Jul 26, 2014

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    His Name, I Shall Not Speak- The part of me

    that whispers in my ear, the part that hears my mind. The part that shouts words of hate and misery, keeping me in doubt. The part that speaks when no one is around. The part that scratches on the walls of my subconscious, burrowing deep inside. The part which I know little of...
    Aventias Aventias 16-17 Feb 24, 2014

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    I Cant Fight Anymore

    It actually started when i was 12 years old. I had a demon try to take over but i been fighting them a couple of times i almost slipped & let them control me & ruin my life. I dont know what else to do because i know they got me ( im pretty sure it more than one) my life is so...
    kmn4 kmn4 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 11, 2012

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    Fear

    My Demon Fear. The thing that tries to tackle and hold on to you. That thing Your so scared to do Because you know there is a possibility you may Fail. It's Fear. I am Fighting A Demon that demon is Fear and Fear alone. It's Got me to this point I feel pain. I Feel like I am...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 9 Responses Aug 12, 2008

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    Myself

    i'm fighting myself constantly. i can never stop, theres a part of me that is truly evil. it hurts people its evil and darkness itself. i sometimes don't know how to deal with it either. i fight it but some days i feel like its a losing battle. i feel like if i don't find a way...
    CaptainJackass CaptainJackass 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 9, 2011

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    War With In ....

    Through HIS Dirt..( Gods tool of creation ).....Forms an elite destroyer. From a World that i.s above Hell....... He stands to face the Hate. They (Demons) eat their own....... Now seeing no reason to fear MAN....... They walk through the Bodys using the mind and all i.t's...
    Skinwalker79 Skinwalker79 31-35, M 2 Responses May 7, 2010

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    We have been fighting for a long time now. I think about 8 years ago. About when my mom got sick
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    I have had triche for about 4 years now, and it hasn't been easy. I have been pulling out my eyelashes and sometimes my eyebrows. When I was younger and I didn't have makeup and...
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    So I have chest pain because of a heart condition and it wouldn't go away for almost two weeks now. I don't want to be negative but I feel it getting worse everyday. It wouldn't do...
    Alyeskaa Alyeskaa 26-30, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    You either spend your whole life fighting your demons or spend your whole life embracing them...But their is a third option you let them go and move on with your life because that...
    HermausMora HermausMora 18-21, M Jan 6

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    that is...until I found this site...I've met a lot of truly sincere, funny, and kind people here. and I guess I just want to say thanks to those people and let you know that all of...
    Inara24 Inara24 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Okay so this is a really interesting experience, just saying. About 3 dad ago I had a really bad breakdown. Usually I can fix it within the day. I'll sit down and analyze the...
    ChelseaJN ChelseaJN 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    On my 45 minute journey through the darkened woods tonight, I decided not to listen to music. I just paced myself and listened. I listened to the quiet of the night, trying not to...
    hunterw0lf hunterw0lf 41-45, M 2 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    Uncle Adam There are a lot of alcoholics in my family, including my father, now sober. But the first in our family to be recognised for this disease was my uncle, Adam. He was...
    PersonalGenesis PersonalGenesis 22-25, F Jan 7

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    Walking alone on this path chosen for me decades ago Hiding my pain and sorrow so no one would know Trying to evade from the demons hiding behind my smile Chasing ghosts of old...
    ocecas ocecas 41-45, F Jan 16

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    Where is the compassion for others? I've spent a while on and off reading various stories on here. The sadness and depression as a result of what others have endured or are...
    SmartSweet1 SmartSweet1 51-55, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    Why is it that all that matters to my parents are my grades. They get a letter from a teacher saying I have 4 late assignments, but the majority of the letter is that I admitted to...
    Nicotab Nicotab 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm not technically a Demon, but I'm sort of classified as one anyway. Long story. Anyway, I'm here for a reason. I'm looking for a specific Demon. My reasons are personal. This...
    StarlightWincan StarlightWincan 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    1- Everyone has got demons inside them. Everyone. We are no saints, no angels. You have your demons. They are different from anybody else's. Know it. 2- Learn how to feel them. The...
    Danceofhours Danceofhours 41-45, M 2 Responses Jan 5

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    My name is Warren. I am a Sif Wolf. I defend young children from Hunger Demons, Night Stalkers, Nightmare Demons, and demons who are evil in pure. At day I appear as a boy. I hunt...
    MauiSadness MauiSadness 13-15, M 3 Responses Jan 8

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    I'm demon trapped in a mortal body to feel the burden of being flesh. A demon and I have been friends since childhood. Armadyl and I finally combined our souls as one. Now he...
    bigbear9521 bigbear9521 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 3

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    I climb, I crawl, I claw out of hell that is my mind. But I am dragged into the burning fires once again. Facing the Demon, its eyes amber and hypnotic. The Demon understands and...
    urbannomad6699 urbannomad6699 31-35, M 4 days ago

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    I know my demons very well. They rear their ugly heads never letting me breath a breath of air. Some people don't even know when they help the demon to rise. This will be a...
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M Dec 26, 2014

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    I am a demon god I worship no one but myself I don't worship Satan I hear his voice talking to me everyday in my mind. My power is growing everyday and I am the god of death but...
    PrinceofEvil6666 PrinceofEvil6666 26-30, M 3 Responses Jan 4

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    No I'm not..Demon Hunter? Where does one hunt for demons? I have a few in my soul..which I've learned to live with:-).
    Stephanie2211 Stephanie2211 41-45, F 4 Responses Jan 8

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    My past has been nothing but Unnecessary arguments and false beliefs. I soon came to realize there is only one God and that is He himself. There were no greek gods, hence the term...
    jsoaps2 jsoaps2 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 8

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    Everyone is striving for every else's approval but really they're waiting for self satisfaction. My demons of depression Bulimia Self harm Worthlessness Ugliness Not being good...
    PrinAriel PrinAriel 16-17 6 days ago

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    I'm not a "demon hunter" and I'm not a fake either. I've been through most of the experience posts on here and some of them just make me feel gross. Not one day in my life have I...
    DemonDear DemonDear 16-17, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    My demons they know how to swim. I fear of drowning...
    ForTheFallen ForTheFallen 22-25, M Dec 26, 2014

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    To the demon named stendar be warned I'm coming for you
    jvisgar45 jvisgar45 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    Can anyone tell me how this works? Not that I want to be a demon hunter, but I'd just like the facts so I can tell a fake from a not-so-fake, you know?
    LostNeko LostNeko 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    Sometimes I wrestle with my demons...sometimes I just snuggle..
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F Jan 10

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    Can You Feel My Heart by BMTH. One of my all time favorites. The whole entire line is just amazing "I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone. I long for that feeling to not...
    Haleyh02 Haleyh02 18-21, F Jan 11

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    Mom and my first step mom, if you read this now I just want to say. I am a fighter battling my demons and you won't stop me , so think you for making me a fighter .
    xxtina15 xxtina15 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    I think demons should be allowed to posses things. Maybe a phone and some cooking utensils, perhaps even a wooden spoon or two, shoes, a mug, ironing board, Sellotape and chicken...
    Diginator Diginator 70+, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    What matters most are the demons Inside the living.
    Amethyst09 Amethyst09 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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