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I Have a Demon I Am Fighting

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    Stalking Me....sometimes Catching Me.

    I have many demons that haunt me.  Some days I can stay far enough ahead of them that I can't even hear them.  Most days I cannot. There is the demon that says I am not good enough. There is the demon that questions why anyone would want to be around me. There is the...
    dyin2live dyin2live 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 10, 2008

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    I Cant Fight Anymore

    It actually started when i was 12 years old. I had a demon try to take over but i been fighting them a couple of times i almost slipped & let them control me & ruin my life. I dont know what else to do because i know they got me ( im pretty sure it more than one) my life is so...
    kmn4 kmn4 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 11, 2012

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    I Don't Do It On Purpose

    I don't do it on purpose, on that I swear. "Do what?" you may wonder. For some reason, I have become overwrought with the deadly art of procrastination. I really should finish cleaning my room, but for some reason..I barely seem to get much cleaned. And what is a college...
    Lillith29 Lillith29 18-21, F Dec 30, 2012

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    War With In ....

    Through HIS Dirt..( Gods tool of creation ).....Forms an elite destroyer. From a World that i.s above Hell....... He stands to face the Hate. They (Demons) eat their own....... Now seeing no reason to fear MAN....... They walk through the Bodys using the mind and all i.t's...
    Skinwalker79 Skinwalker79 31-35, M 2 Responses May 7, 2010

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    Recently I have made a good friend online

    who is helping me understand myself better. It started with a ringing in my ears. It was extremely loud, like screeching. She offered to pray for me, and then told me something evil was preventing her from doing so. Something big. As this continued the ringing went from a high...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy 16-17, F Jan 27, 2014

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    The Pity Demon

    "Knock-knock" "Go away" I reply. "What, wallowing in self-pity? It's not wonder that you are all alone. I mean who would want to put up with you?" It says to me. "Shut up! You know nothing. You are me but you are not me" I finally say. This is how it is. The side of me that I...
    Lillith29 Lillith29 18-21, F Jul 28, 2012

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    I Want This Hell To End

    i have a demon i think he acts like one i swear he loves torturing people.I hear them i feel them but they need to try to control me so this demon is in human form to get me. I try to resist him i cant alot of people cant resist him i noticed. I dont know how much more i can take...
    kmn4 kmn4 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 11, 2012

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    Myself

    i'm fighting myself constantly. i can never stop, theres a part of me that is truly evil. it hurts people its evil and darkness itself. i sometimes don't know how to deal with it either. i fight it but some days i feel like its a losing battle. i feel like if i don't find a way...
    CaptainJackass CaptainJackass 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 9, 2011

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    His name is Nicholas.

    He's been with me for 4 years. I can't go into detail. He might hurt me.
    KatIsCrazy KatIsCrazy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 23, 2014

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    I realize that no amount of posting,

    and sharing the misery that experience, will ever amount to anything by spread negativity to others, and there's no reason for that. I never thought I would reach a point of such indifference though, I sometimes wish I could convert my sadness into anger, at least then I would...
    Axelerator3000 Axelerator3000 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 16, 2014

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    Fear

    My Demon Fear. The thing that tries to tackle and hold on to you. That thing Your so scared to do Because you know there is a possibility you may Fail. It's Fear. I am Fighting A Demon that demon is Fear and Fear alone. It's Got me to this point I feel pain. I Feel like I am...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 9 Responses Aug 12, 2008

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    Never Ending Battle

    I hate that I can hear the voices in my head telling me to do bad things. I have always fought demons. I cant let them take control. It would ruin my life and me. I remain to stay strong.
    firestarterfairy firestarterfairy 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 14, 2008

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    This Turned Into "i Want The Demon To Take Control."

    I can feel my heart beating but I feel some kinda spirit in my body syncronizing with my heart. Maybe I should just give in and let it take me so I can have all the superpowers and save the world and everyone can just die in sin. I know that they'll still be taking advantage of...
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 1 Response Apr 24, 2012

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    Michael this is for you I know I have been fighting a lot these past few days in school.I'm so sorry I promise I will try and stop even Nate sod it I don't want to hurt you by...
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    I'm always stressing over whether I'm bad or good. I want to be good but I feel like there's very bad things in me that hinder that. But I want to be good. It just feels like...
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    I have this one friend that is pretty bad to me right Jesus ? She LITERALLY FORCES me to do it her way and I JUST HAVE TO OBEY HER. Oh and Oh my she is a narcissist my God , Jesus...
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    Who am i to say I am a demon, but then again...why the hell not? Who am I to deny that I could be demented fresh blood from my possible ancestry of fallen angels, Lucifers...
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    I'm remember when I was 12 weird things started happening to me. It all started when I asked to go to to the bathroom. I was in the third floor in school, the third floor bathroom...
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    There are demons all around me and I see them all. I try and point them out but they're hidden within the skin of our own kind. I only wish I could warm the girl I love who doesn't...
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    It was already halfway through summer session in the dream and I was feeling very relieved to have my first set of classes done with. Not much happened in the dream. My friends and...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 22 hrs ago

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    I've had bulimia for about 2 and a half years now.. There was a time for about 10 months or so that I thought I had fought through it... I thought I got past it... But it's back...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Apr 27

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    I absolutely hate arguing and fighting, screaming matches, salacious words or name calling, anything to say just to win the argument. people bringing up past transgressions That...
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    THE DEMONS HAVE WON THEY ARE EVERYWHERE THERE IS NO HOPE WE ARE ALL ******* E D!!! WELCOME TO THE HELL THAT WE HAVE ALL CREATED
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    I was shaking, a lot. Just to do a demonstration where not even the whole class was watching. Even when I was doing the demonstration, I was still shaking wildly, my heartbeat even...
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