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I Have a Demon I Am Fighting

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    I Don't Do It On Purpose

    I don't do it on purpose, on that I swear. "Do what?" you may wonder. For some reason, I have become overwrought with the deadly art of procrastination. I really should finish cleaning my room, but for some reason..I barely seem to get much cleaned. And what is a college...
    Lillith29 Lillith29 18-21, F Dec 30, 2012

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    I Want This Hell To End

    i have a demon i think he acts like one i swear he loves torturing people.I hear them i feel them but they need to try to control me so this demon is in human form to get me. I try to resist him i cant alot of people cant resist him i noticed. I dont know how much more i can take...
    kmn4 kmn4 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 11, 2012

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    Never Ending Battle

    I hate that I can hear the voices in my head telling me to do bad things. I have always fought demons. I cant let them take control. It would ruin my life and me. I remain to stay strong.
    firestarterfairy firestarterfairy 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 14, 2008

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    This Turned Into "i Want The Demon To Take Control."

    I can feel my heart beating but I feel some kinda spirit in my body syncronizing with my heart. Maybe I should just give in and let it take me so I can have all the superpowers and save the world and everyone can just die in sin. I know that they'll still be taking advantage of...
    WhoisChaff WhoisChaff 26-30 1 Response Apr 24, 2012

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    Recently I have made a good friend online

    who is helping me understand myself better. It started with a ringing in my ears. It was extremely loud, like screeching. She offered to pray for me, and then told me something evil was preventing her from doing so. Something big. As this continued the ringing went from a high...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy 16-17, F Jan 27, 2014

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    Fear

    My Demon Fear. The thing that tries to tackle and hold on to you. That thing Your so scared to do Because you know there is a possibility you may Fail. It's Fear. I am Fighting A Demon that demon is Fear and Fear alone. It's Got me to this point I feel pain. I Feel like I am...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy 18-21, F 9 Responses Aug 12, 2008

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    Myself

    i'm fighting myself constantly. i can never stop, theres a part of me that is truly evil. it hurts people its evil and darkness itself. i sometimes don't know how to deal with it either. i fight it but some days i feel like its a losing battle. i feel like if i don't find a way...
    CaptainJackass CaptainJackass 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 9, 2011

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    War With In ....

    Through HIS Dirt..( Gods tool of creation ).....Forms an elite destroyer. From a World that i.s above Hell....... He stands to face the Hate. They (Demons) eat their own....... Now seeing no reason to fear MAN....... They walk through the Bodys using the mind and all i.t's...
    Skinwalker79 Skinwalker79 31-35, M 2 Responses May 7, 2010

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    I Cant Fight Anymore

    It actually started when i was 12 years old. I had a demon try to take over but i been fighting them a couple of times i almost slipped & let them control me & ruin my life. I dont know what else to do because i know they got me ( im pretty sure it more than one) my life is so...
    kmn4 kmn4 36-40, F 5 Responses Feb 11, 2012

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    The Pity Demon

    "Knock-knock" "Go away" I reply. "What, wallowing in self-pity? It's not wonder that you are all alone. I mean who would want to put up with you?" It says to me. "Shut up! You know nothing. You are me but you are not me" I finally say. This is how it is. The side of me that I...
    Lillith29 Lillith29 18-21, F Jul 28, 2012

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    His name is Nicholas.

    He's been with me for 4 years. I can't go into detail. He might hurt me.
    KatIsCrazy KatIsCrazy 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 23, 2014

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    Stalking Me....sometimes Catching Me.

    I have many demons that haunt me.  Some days I can stay far enough ahead of them that I can't even hear them.  Most days I cannot. There is the demon that says I am not good enough. There is the demon that questions why anyone would want to be around me. There is the...
    dyin2live dyin2live 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 10, 2008

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    I realize that no amount of posting,

    and sharing the misery that experience, will ever amount to anything by spread negativity to others, and there's no reason for that. I never thought I would reach a point of such indifference though, I sometimes wish I could convert my sadness into anger, at least then I would...
    Axelerator3000 Axelerator3000 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 16, 2014

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    As the years go by I become more and more unable to restrain the monster growing inside me. I am alone in this world and even my own reflection turns its back on me, leaving me...
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    My friend was killed by a demon years ago.There was a demon inside their house.I stayed at their house for several months. The first night that we prayed for her something...
    yodatheching yodatheching 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I need help understanding this. I'm very new to this hunting thing and my knowledge on demons is very limited. I would like if an experienced demon hunter would explain to me all...
    FS196 FS196 16-17, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I fight them most every day. I am fighting constantly to reach my dreams only to have them shattered in front of me. I don't feel smart enough, it good enough. My entire life...
    TheMoonIsFallingDown TheMoonIsFallingDown 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    i live with it night and day. it abuses me. it heckles me. it torments me. i has made me a self harmer. it has put suicidal thoughts in my head. it intends to take me to its...
    geestory geestory 61-65, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    It's been a while since I've been on here. Some of you may know me, most of you probably will not. Before I issue this warning I would like to recap what led up to my discovery...
    kirkman1990 kirkman1990 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Has anyone come across a demon that is quite powerful, offers to make deals with you, and upon your refusal, possesses you to make you do the thing you most hate? It's quite...
    Ambermaiden Ambermaiden 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Has anyone come across a demon that is quite powerful, offers to make deals with you, and upon your refusal, possesses you to make you do the thing you most hate? It's quite...
    Ambermaiden Ambermaiden 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    it stresses me out. it upsets my emotions. i have trouble dealing with it all that I just want to shut down. physically and emotionally. I've always had trouble dealing with stress...
    ForgetableMe ForgetableMe 31-35, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I've been having allot of dreams lately where someone's trying to kill me, or an evil spirit /demon chases me and tries to kill me, but i wouldn't call them nightmares because I'm...
    WooTang710 WooTang710 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    I've been having allot of dreams lately where someone's trying to kill me, or an evil spirit /demon chases me and tries to kill me, but i wouldn't call them nightmares because I'm...
    WooTang710 WooTang710 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    I've been having allot of dreams lately where someone's trying to kill me, or an evil spirit /demon chases me and tries to kill me, but i wouldn't call them nightmares because I'm...
    WooTang710 WooTang710 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    My penis is little too 2inches soft with a 1inch. girth. erected its 4.75inches with 3inch girth I was always taunted and teased to no end by my brothers and sisters growing up and...
    afterthedead afterthedead 56-60, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    not a hunter just some who doesn't like it when demons go to far
    etdragonstrom etdragonstrom 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    You will never catch me. All you fake demon hunters.
    Slayer617 Slayer617 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Though not all demons are malevolent. Some are misunderstood benevolent beings.
    Spidey0 Spidey0 26-30 1 Response 5 days ago

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    the dreams of mine keep choking me...a dark embrace and yet i am both light and darkness....why do i fight? ..revenge, those i love...my reputation isn't for flattery...its to kill...
    ThePhantomRose ThePhantomRose 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    i dreamed about demon and evil spirits that trying to kill me, at first i'd escaped then, all those who is close to me are all killed instantly, then me escaping and shouting for...
    lachrymosejessa lachrymosejessa 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    How are excorcisms performed and is their a certain mindset that you need to have like a strong faith, willpower, etc?
    lastassassin lastassassin 22-25, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    I've protected you. With every slap, with every kick, I've asked myself why, why do I protect you. you took my heart and shredded it with your bare hands before my eyes and now...
    WonderStruckLove WonderStruckLove 13-15, F 5 Responses Jul 20

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    my teacher and best friend is a demon he showed me when he let me inside his head. he's a kind and gentle dude. a total hard *** though
    mundinger1992 mundinger1992 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    Is there a big blonde Viking or some Demonous Dothraki Dream Drogo with strikingly bright eyes that will get me pregnant? I want him to be tall like me. I want his eyes to be...
    SvenaAlskad SvenaAlskad 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 18

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    I am not a demon hunter, but i actually feel like i'm an incarnated demon, this might seem weird or impossible but it's true. I sometimes just have those urges where i want to kill...
    GaelicCat GaelicCat 13-15, M 11 Responses Jul 17

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    The demons and monsters especially. My mom always tells me I've got nothing wrong with me. It's all in my head; anxiety. She's probably right, but what if she's wrong?
    ZER0RPHEUS ZER0RPHEUS 18-21, F Jul 17

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    After almost 20 years of fighting with the cysts and having every possible procedure, I gave up and had the gland removed. I am 6 days post op. I finally came to the point where...
    Yoohoolibbylou Yoohoolibbylou 36-40, F Jul 16

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    I am a Christian and I believe I am half Nephililum AKA a fallen angel and a fallen angel is a demon and I'm scared and need help
    ImaNephilum16 ImaNephilum16 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 16

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    One time I met this guy in my poetry class. We will call him Wayland to protect his privacy. Wayland and I became pretty close because we were always put into critique groups...
    LyraAlluse LyraAlluse 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    There are times I feel that some individuals try to enter my hell. Unbeknownst to them it is a place where few had trekked unscathed. Typically I strive to be mild mannered and a...
    FightingPhoenix FightingPhoenix 46-50, M 2 Responses Jul 14

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    Insomnia Nothing like demons to keep me up at night. I'm so stressed, where is the light? My brain wishes to shut down but my eyes put up a fight. They're not allowed to close. I...
    Yorkshirelad86 Yorkshirelad86 26-30, M