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I Have a Diary

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    A Record of the Past and A Relief For Today

    It's the perfect place to pour out all my soul: all my secrets, wishes, fears, and experiences can be released onto the pages where they are no longer held uncomfortably in confinement. I have been keeping a diary for 4 years now and already I have filled up 8, going on 9...
    flyingintherain flyingintherain 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 2, 2008

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    The Most Horrible Thing I Saw Recently On Experience Project

    I saw that there are groups for members who wish to be raped and who wish to roleplay being raped, who wish to rape others and who wish to roleplay raping others. Why??? Do people think this is some sick joke??? Shortly after I moved to the mainland USA from Hawaii, USA, I was...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 14, 2013

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    I have been reading the news online

    and discovered something alarming. Because of the rapid control the gay organizations are getting in the country, some people are afraid to travel to such places as California and others for fear of heterophobia. The gay world is causing a lot of its own members to be ashamed...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F Dec 23, 2013

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    Do you ever go through your diary

    and read old entries? Sad and happy!! Lol Memories!!
    PrinceAkeem PrinceAkeem 18-21, M Jul 7

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    I am so disgusted. I ran across groups

    where husbands in Christianity use the verse "Wives, submit to your husband" to physically harm their wives if their wives make a choice they don't like. I am so appalled. I mean, using Christian verses to be a dominating tyrant and physically harm or physically punish someone...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F Dec 20, 2013

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    MY STREET IS GETTING CASED!

    !!!!!!!!!!!!! January 1, 2014 - One of my neighbors' homes got burglarized and the people there got tied up. January 1, 2014 - My mom's and stepdad's garage got broken into by the same people who apparently have a gadget that can break through electronic security alarms and...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F Jan 5

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    Rambling Rose-24march2012

    Dear Diary We received two messages while we were asleep. Yesterday a good friend passed away in the USA after a short illness. He was only 54years old. Today, our good friend, John Avery, master of wine, passed away in the UK. He was a great man. RIP It is not a good week...
    Duchessforthright Duchessforthright 46-50 2 Responses Mar 24, 2012

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    I'm Not Like That!!!

    Hello again!!! I haven't written a story in a couple of days so I figured I would. I've been more concentrated on school work cause I've been getting like a bunch of essay's and projects that I gotta keep up with or else my grade will drop below 90 or A, whichever you wanna say...
    Potatoking242 Potatoking242 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 5, 2013

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    Miley Cyrus just lost her dog.

    Poor thing! A lot of people do not realize that these celebs have real lives, hearts and feelings beyond the press and celeb fluff of every day life. I too lost a beloved pet. His name was Zeus. He was a big bull mastiff, the same color of pugs. Even Jon Bon Jovi said his fans...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F Apr 3

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    I am so excited!!!!!!

    !!!!!! I have been recovering from getting sexually and physically abused every day for seven months by two men. It happened three and four years ago but I can finally reclaim my days. I have more writings about to be published coming in time for Christmas off the Internet. I...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 8, 2013

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    Radical Muslims are serial killers

    who pretend to be God worshippers just so they can travel around and kill humanity.
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F May 20

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    Another spiral of sadness pummeled me like an

    anvil on me from the sorrow of my miscarried son or daughter. I feel nauseous right now. I know I did not ask to ever get attacked and impregnated, but like some lyrics from a song my favorite Christian rock band Superchick sings "Stand through the pain. You won't drown." I live...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F May 3

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    My Own Personal Counsellor

    My diary has been the best support i've had for years! I write everything in it. All my thoughts, feelings, doings.... and then i analyze everything i do. The breakdown of all my inner workings has helped me see the real person i am and how i work. It's truly helped me get over a...
    SammyCymru SammyCymru 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 21, 2009

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    Diary Entry #10: Beautiful Outside, Rotten Inside

    #January 02, 2011 When I was little I would always tell myself, that I wanted to live forever to see how our world evolved and our science and technology advanced for the better. But now I keep getting the feeling am going to die young. Its been a year getting that awkward...
    PandaaMee PandaaMee 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 15, 2013

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    I think it is so nice

    when you come across something in life that brings back good memories. I met a woman who reminds me of a dear friend I met many years ago named Mary Jane. I have indeed thought of our old crowd from time to time. It was an online crowd but still very real, very personal. The lot...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F Dec 22, 2013

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    Miley Ray Cyrus

    and I I have been friends online with Miley Cyrus for many years on another site. I have never mentioned wanting to see her in concert to others, never tried to get tickets before. Over the years, quite a few have tried out of the blue to get me to a Miley Cyrus concert. Many...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F Nov 16, 2013

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    I love my diary. I don't wright in it everyday

    just when The things I feel like I can tell no one else. Or the things that I'am to embarrassed to tell anyone else. It's my way of getting rid of all my inner most darkest thoughts. 🙈
    InMybubble InMybubble 16-17, F Apr 18

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    I am curious about something.

    Some of my favorite most-passionate, most-raw, most-stimulating love songs come from women who dated Wilmer Vaderrama. So what is so mystifying about him? Not that I want to feel the love for myself. I don't. I have a love I feel already and it belongs to a man already. But...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F Feb 12

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    Yes, I do, and there's nothing to be ashamed of.

    So what if i'm 17 and I own a diary? I'd rather trust myself, my pen and my pages than some people who could backstab me anytime, called "friends". No, it's not a girly, pink, flowery, locked-up diary. It's just a notebook i keep hidden well, where nobody would even think about...
    raisasemanova raisasemanova 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    Thoughts

    I have kept a diary since I was in 4th grade.  I still have them all and keep them in a fire-proof safe.  I sometimes go back and read them and laugh and cry.  I like to go back and see what I was doing on the same day in different years.  There is nothing...
    Krypton Krypton 31-35, F 16 Responses Dec 1, 2008

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    Media Calls Model Robyn Lawley Plus Sized?!?!

    and people wonder why men and women develop self-harming hobbies and eating disorders. this woman is SKINNY. yeah sure she's not skin and bones, but it's time hollywood stopped creating the illusion that it is okay to be a skeleton with skin painted on. it is NOT okay and men and...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 1, 2012

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    Since 2000

    I have been keeping a diary for 8 years. 'Though the entries are sporadic and often hard to read/interperet. I love having a diary, it's like an autiobiography almost. When I die I want people to read my diaries and by that point there will probably be volumes and volumes (I...
    SaharaOdeil SaharaOdeil 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 7, 2008

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    I am so excited. Many years ago,

    one of my favorite actresses, singers and musicians was thought by me to be a Christian. She didn't mention it. She was on Disney at the time. Many are shocked when they hear Christian actors and musicians get jobs with and through Disney. I don't know why since Disney is family...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F Apr 4

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    I don't really use my diary to keep secrets in

    or record what I do every day (unless something massive has happened), more to chat to myself about things and people I like (and hate) with myself, keep notes in, keep quotes and random facts, doodles etc. I'm half way through volume 10 now and I've had one ever since I was 12...
    EveRiffton EveRiffton 22-25, F May 6

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    I just saw a woman griping to someone online

    about how she and others were disappointed at the gift given to someone just because of the fancy wrapping. I am baffled. So the wrapping is from a fancy designer store and the gift was not. I don't see why all those grown women had to be babies about it, even the recipient of...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F May 6

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    I am on another journey in life,

    another path of self-discovery, another chapter of my book in life. I write I know, but this is another journal for me, this group I Have A Diary. I am recovering from sexual abuse, physical abuse, verbal abuse and death threats I received from two men in autumn 2009 to spring...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F Jan 9

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    March 2, 2014 is a night to remember

    for me. :) My experience at Demi Lovato's concert was amazing. I have been friends online with her on more than one social site over the years and she's just a regular person to me. I got ready for the day. I had my outfit all planned. I washed my hair, showered, cut my hair...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F Mar 4

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    The Question For All

    I am watching a series of pre-recorded episodes of my favorite games on GSN. One answer that had to be guessed was "Things people hoard". One of the clues given to get the contestant to figure the answer out? "A rich man's money" Sad that money has taken such a huge ugly role in...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F Sep 24, 2012

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    Merry Christmas Eve to everyone

    who will see Christmas Eve tomorrow. Merry Christmas to everyone who celebrates Christmas too. To everyone who does not celebrate Christmas, I hope you still have a wonderful and safe time. To all the parents of human babies, and especially all the parents of babies that are...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F Dec 23, 2013

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    Why are so many married men,

    horn dog men and men from India emailing me??? I am NOT here to date or satiate lonely males or talk raunchy!!! I love someone already and I don't believe in cheating on my heart!!!!
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F Feb 4

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    The Little Book

    I started writing diary when I was 14.  It started with a small book, half a page for each day and slowly to one page a day.  As time goes by.. it became a few pages a day! LOL   I guess I had more and more things to report to my Diary. Believe me, I...
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 18, 2009

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    What Is With The Hatred Of Miley Cyrus, Selena Gomez, Demi Lovato And Jonas Brothers?!?

    Seriously, in this day and age, we have so many celebrities who condone and endorse advertising violence, anger outbursts, becoming parents while still depending on others, racism, targeting someone for life just cause they didn't want to date you anymore, etc., that when truly...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 12, 2013

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    After turning 14 years old (

    where I have stopped on the previous part) , a lot of things has changed in me and in my life. I always believe that every human has his own circle where he can be creative and special in it . I've started many things when I was 14 years old like start having violin courses...
    Bash94 Bash94 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 24

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    HOME INVASION ROBBERIES SUCK!

    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My neighbors got tied up and burglarized during the wee hours. My mom and stepdad's garage was opened and the police went there to investigate and they have a really good alarm system. I couldn't shake the feeling in the wee hours that something bad was...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    Bullies Who Bully Celebrities Like Miley Cyrus, Joe Jonas, Kristen Stewart, Etc

    This is so disgusting! I keep seeing people make fun of how Miley Cyrus, Joe Jonas, Selena Gomez and others talk on various social sites. I am absolutely shocked. I mean, there are more important things that deserve our emotional reactions. I could be mistaken but it seems like...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F Apr 3, 2013

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    To everyone who celebrates the beginning of the

    year today, Happy New Year! :) Today I welcome the American New Year and later down the monthly chain, I will be welcoming the Chinese New Year due to my Chinese side.
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F Dec 31, 2013

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    I Have/ Had One

    Well, I used to have one. I write in it every once in awhile when I feel up to writing like 10 pages. I used to write in it everyday since high school started, but then all that I noticed was coming out of my head were anxiety, stressing out, and boredness. The occasional happy...
    stripesANDsunshine stripesANDsunshine 18-21, F Mar 5, 2008

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    A Place For My Thoughts

    I keep a diary, not a "Dear Diary" sort of diary... I write my diary as a stream of conscious. That's when you just sit down and write whatever comes to mind, not worrying about grammar or even making sense. It just helps me get my feelings and thoughts out. I don't write in it...
    emmelinesmiles emmelinesmiles 13-15 Apr 22, 2011

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    I'm Always Having It In My Bag..

    Since people aren't supposed to look through your bag I'm always having it there. I feel pretty safe with it being there. Apart from that it's kinda encrypted haha. Because if I write something into it, I write so fast and all that it's hardly readable, even for me. Normally...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 18, 2008

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    Helloow :). My name is Bash ,

    and I live in middle east . This is kinda a diary series for me , I'll put it separately , so it wont take much time reading this :) I like EP , it's a good way to share our experiences . I do believe that nothing will sustain after your death except what you've done on...
    Bash94 Bash94 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 6

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    I like to keep a record of my life in a small

    leather bound book (I like it because I used to just right in notebooks which are easily lost and also because it looks like something from the 1800s or before). Inside I keep a record of events, quotes, advice, and personal feelings (plus feelings from another's view) in hopes...
    ZephyrLied ZephyrLied 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 12

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    This is so horrible! Some people are wondering

    why Demi Lovato didn't get arrested and sent to prison when she assaulted her friend in a blind rage and why Kanye West faces prison charges for defending his girlfriend's honor when a racist comment was made. I think things like this will always grate people one way or the...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F Jan 13

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    I Write In My Journal Everyday.

    I started keeping a journal in 2006. I was going through some things and didn't want to express them out loud, but felt I had a NEED to express my feelings. I was not looking to have them validated, I just wanted to let them out. When I write, I find comfort and release. When I...
    Loveisallaround Loveisallaround 46-50, F 2 Responses Sep 4, 2012

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    Dear Diary, Life Is Boring.....

    i have a diary but i hardly write in in basicaly because not much interesting stuff is happening in my life at the moment which is kinda sad in a way, but ive just been writing poems and fave quotes in my diary to fill up the blank void of emptyness,do you have any ideas or...
    missXbonzo missXbonzo 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 2, 2011

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    March 19, 2014 This is my promise to myself,

    God, and others who truly love me and care about me. My life has difficulties every day I am alive especially because of how I was born and intentional wrongs done to me, but I am fortunate in that it has not turned me into a vindictive person or a person who wants to commit...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F Mar 19

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    Voice Of A Child

    Happened again. Actually becoming humorous for me. Of course I stand there speechless at the time it happens. I’m out in the store shopping. My back faces a man or woman who is trying to reach around me. I ask if I am in their way. “No you aren’t, sweetie” is the...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F Jul 16, 2012

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    A page from my diary: Family - diary Ugghhh

    family!!! They disgust me. We would all be Cordial for a little bit and then everything will just be crazy. My parents basically always blame everything on me. Sometimes I do things that are wrong and I acknowledge that but, they don't recognize that I try to change or the good...
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    I call my dairy by the too letters.

    EP. Though it is not much of a dairy because a lot of people like to read it.
    TimeTwoBeMe TimeTwoBeMe 18-21, M Jul 7

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    Being Bullied For My Defense

    The online saga continues. I was defended by others but Quester bullied me and used Jesus to back up his hate-filled ways. I won't put any of what he wrote this time. Understandably, it got people upset, what he said to me. Here's what I said in my defense of myself and others...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 22, 2012

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    I heard it said before by someone with no

    physical disabilities that they did not know that someone physically disabled that they knew had a hard time doing things. It is my belief that people who are physically disabled will ALWAYS have a harder time doing things than people who are not physically disabled. So...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    I like to think of it

    as a journal of my feelings. It's where I pour my most innermost thoughts and feelings that I can't even share on here on EP. I can only write in it when I feel so distressed and alone that I can't keep my thoughts in my head and just have to express myself. It feels nice to...
    TheGuy147 TheGuy147 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 15

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    My Diary Is Part Of My Life !

    Hey All , well i used to write about everything i think it is worth havin in my diary , i started writtin my diary a year ago , i written a bunch of stuff about what is going on in my life , good and bad experience , the good ones remember me of good memory and cheer me up...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 21, 2010

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    I'm 18 and I've been writing diaries

    since I was 10, is it just me that names their diary?
    TheGreenEyedGirl TheGreenEyedGirl 18-21, F Mar 24

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