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I Have a Disorder

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 409 People

    Chipmunk1023 Chipmunk1023 16-17, F 7 hrs ago

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    Many

     I have many disorders. But I don't let them get in between my life. i can't do that. Its better to keep the disorders away from normal life. So I can live my life normal just like everyone else. And I'm doing just that. And I'm glad I am doing so much better then before...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 12, 2008

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    My Disorder

    I have Attention-deficit Disorder. If no one knows what that means is I can't concentrate on one thing. I have to do alot of stuff to keep myself busy so I don't get distracted anymore than I do already.
    deathpreventer deathpreventer 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 20, 2012

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    Trichophagia

    I've been hesitant on facing the fact that I have a problem. I pick at my hair and eat it. It started about six months ago. And i personally have no idea what to do. It started with my just playing with my hair, and running my fingers through it to get out all the loose hairs due...
    xDRcx xDRcx 18-21 Sep 30, 2011

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    Volunteers Needed For A Research Study On Self Injury

    Share your experience- Help increase understanding about self-injury! Have you intentionally cut yourself in the last 30 days? We invite you to share your experience by participating in a short online study. The purpose of this research is to examine health factors related to...
    ODUResearcher ODUResearcher 26-30, F May 21, 2012

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    A Growing List ...

    RSD, bursitis, arthritis, depression, etc. please read my stories under, "RSD and all it's glory," "better living via chemistry" as well as "the itis" ... it might not be much of one ... BUT it IS a life!  i'm learning how to enjoy it more and...
    AbbyNormal AbbyNormal 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 25, 2007

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    Trichophagia?

    I'm only 14 years old at the moment but bout to be 15...for like 2 years now I've been chewing/eating my hair and I'm worried.I never told my parents cuz they might think I'm joking but I'm not and I don't tell my friends cuz they might think I'm a weirdo. Lately I'm tummy have...
    Lylyon Lylyon 13-15 Apr 10, 2012

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    Like so many, I suffer from depression and am usually on medication for that, except that now I am pregnant and had to stop taking the meds.  This has worsened my other condition, compulsive eating disorder so am struggling a bit at the moment! lol.  How I would...
    Danika Danika 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 13, 2008

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    Just Feel Like Listing

    anybody have these in common? Ulcerative Colitis Irritable Bowel Syndrome Seberia-not really a disorder but wtf Bruxism some other skin thing... take lexapro slightly anemic slight heart palpitations when blood pressure high thin tooth enamel=fillings ALL the F'in Time...
    kasey kasey 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 24, 2007

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    what ?????

     I dont go by them(dis-orders and diagnosises) but put it this way 85% of the world is undiagnosid(meaning they have a disorder but they dont know it yet lol right) or has a disorder so basically were all crazy please really dont believe what they tell you go with your...
    PRETTYGIRLHATESTHEWORLD PRETTYGIRLHATESTHEWORLD 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 5, 2011

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    From The Abuse As A Child And Adult These Are My Disorders And Learning Disabilities

    i get social security disability because i have low thinking capacety and depression. which came from the childhood trauma. i got adult ADD because of what the wisconsin doctors did to me while i was in labor thats another story i wrote on ep go read it. i got tested for ADHD...
    AppleCherry2013 AppleCherry2013 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 25, 2013

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    Not Just One

    i have many disorders and they all suck. i dont take any medicine anymore and its really hard i have anxiety bi polar disorder borderline personality disorder, depression , ADD, OCD, anger problems, like i said i have alot of disorders. and people make fun of me, and i lose...
    apml apml 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 16, 2012

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    Only Two, But Sometimes It Seems Like More

    I have two mental disorders. Obsessive-compulsive disorder is the first. I've had it since I was old enough to process information intelligently. My parents tell stories of when I was two I'd compulsively line up my toys, put them into groups, organize my things, and be upset...
    chococat159 chococat159 18-21 2 Responses May 22, 2011

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    Actually

    I have a lot of disorders. I have generalized anxiety disorder, I have panic disorder, I have bipolar disorder, major depressive disorder, Temporomandibular joint disorder, spinal stenosis, and Irritable bowel disorder.
    Warmthoughtsofyou04 Warmthoughtsofyou04 26-30, F 4 Responses May 24, 2008

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    647821097bbnmhb 647821097bbnmhb 18-21, F Mar 18

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    Mine Get In The Way

    I hate the fact that mine get In The way if everyday things. I don't like the fact that most times I don't even know what I am doing and end up ******* people off with out knowing what I did.
    BrattyAngel BrattyAngel 31-35, F Nov 24, 2013

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    I had an eating disorder

    when I was younger, and the truth about these things is, they never really go away. And I think I'm having a relapse
    juliaangell juliaangell 13-15, F Mar 15

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    I have bipolar disorder

    and bulimia. I've struggled with an eating disorder since I was 16, and I'm almost 24 now. I was diagnosed with bipolar when I was 18, and I've been trying to figure out who I am ever since.
    bripolar bripolar 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    Depersonalization

    I have depersonalization,i would like to know  has anyone who has this condition experienced no taste!ThanksBcaz
    bcaz bcaz 36-40 Jun 5, 2011

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    I Am Me

    Knowing who I am does that make you love me less When you finally opened your eyes and noticed the pain in my eyes I try to hide so bravely When you no longer just noticed my smile but saw the suffering behind my smile Do you love me just the same when you look into my heart and...
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 23, 2012

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    I have Female Orgasmic Disorder.

    I don't have *******. My therapist at the time tried everything to help me but nothing worked. It sucks so much. I've never had a ****** but hopefully one day I will know and enjoy the feeling
    ReeseThompson0424 ReeseThompson0424 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 14

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    I Have Dermatillomania

    It's an obsessive-compulsive disorder and it's simply put - skin picking. And everyone picks their skin one time or another. So I didn't even know I had a disorder until last night when I realized I spent 2h plucking hair (not scalp hair) with tweezers. And I thought I have a bad...
    insanitycuresboredom insanitycuresboredom 22-25, F Oct 19, 2012

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    i think i have a disorder

    or some disease. i feel like im thinking constantly and cant think. sometimes i think im depressed. i tend to not look people in the eye... sometimes i feel like something is after me. sometimes i see things that arent really there or i think i c them... or maybe im just tired...
    bubbles543 bubbles543 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 3

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    I'm battling an eating disorder

    and it's just not going well. It's hard to believe I could ever live without ED. It's constantly there and I don't know how I could shake it off. It's gone too far, even my definition of succes gets set by ED.
    enzedanst enzedanst 18-21, F Mar 22

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    Just Found Out I Have Adult Add

    And it had answered SOOO many questions for me!  I've honestly thought I was going crazy & couldn't get anyone to understand what I was going thru the last few years, but I went for a neurophych test & just found out that I have very SEVERE Adult ADD.  I'm not...
    ManhattanAtHeart ManhattanAtHeart 31-35, M 3 Responses Nov 20, 2009

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    Eating Hair

    When i was 16 years old i started gainning a very bad habit when i was pregnant..for osme reason i craved my hair and i would chew it in little pieces and eat it.....months later inoticed i started loosing my hair and  my sotmach get bigger  theni couldnt eat food or...
    stephanie05 stephanie05 16-18, F 40 Responses Sep 13, 2006

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    Hypothyroidism

    And finally, after two years, I think I've started to really get it under control.  :)  Yay!
    mj915 mj915 31-35, F Jan 14, 2008

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    Actually I'm Not Sure If D...

    Actually i'm not sure if depression is a disorder or not i guess it must be because i was told i fall under the Americans With Disabilities Act now
    ihaveanameitsrick ihaveanameitsrick 46-50, M Jan 14, 2008

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    Davenz101 Davenz101 41-45, M 2 hrs ago

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    Schizoid....rightyo 😊 Schizoid Personality Disorder - individual generally detached from social relationships, and shows a narrow range of emotional expression in various...
    kaixin97 kaixin97 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    Hello, I was recently diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. I am really freaking out about it. Since I was 18, I thought I had Bipolar disorder and now I am 25 and they...
    SouthernBella89 SouthernBella89 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    My life goes up and down, up and down constantly. I'm all over the place, never quite sure what I'm feeling at any given point. I've never been diagnosed, but my mom has bipolar...
    casuallyscreaming casuallyscreaming 16-17, F Sep 22

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    I've been taking a class in my college that recently the topic of eating disorders came up. Now at first I felt like staying out of the conversation because I couldn't figure out...
    cookii cookii 18-21, F Oct 9

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    So i have borderline personality disorder, schizo affective affective disorder, anxiety and panic disorder. All i ever wanted my mom to say is i love. But no im 37 years old and i...
    uvet123 uvet123 36-40, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    I decided to say my story about my Depersonalization Disorder. I began to be really depressed when i moved away from my family and really good friends. I got into this horrible...
    A0927T A0927T 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 22

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    and it's taken over my entire life. When I read about others having the disorder, I shift from feeling comforted (when I am relating to their symptoms) to utter hopelessness...
    jasiilovely jasiilovely 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 30

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    Well its that time again, my monthly therapy appointment to try and deal with the monsterous multiflavored monkey on my back called APD. I almost feel its useless to go but i keep...
    shinjorai shinjorai 36-40, M 2 Responses Oct 2

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    A year ago I was diagnosed with Complex Trauma PTSD, Major Depressive Disorder with Moderate Episodes, and Anxiety Disorder NOS. All of this originated from physical, sexual, and...
    mjh8808 mjh8808 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Bipolar disorder is the hardest thing about my life. I still don't understand why I feel the way I do, I just pretend to. I can never sleep & it makes me physically ill. The only...
    mciarleglio26 mciarleglio26 18-21 Oct 5

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    Disorder Rating Information Paranoid: High Schizoid: Very High Schizotypal: High Antisocial: Moderate Borderline: Low Histrionic: High Narcissistic: High...
    Dancingnight Dancingnight 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 6

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    Hi. I post lots of stuff here. However, this is more of serious post. I am in hopes of finding some answers. I have a 5 yr old student at school, and I suspect that he may have a...
    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F 3 Responses Sep 24

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    I don't know exactly what kind of disorder I have. Or if you can even call it that. Sometimes I have it and other times I can block it all out. But it always comes crawling back. I...
    candellightloveletters candellightloveletters 18-21, F Sep 26

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    My sister is bipolar.Though I really know that she can't control her thoughts and action,everytime she enters her maniac phase,I really want to break her face.My parents are old...
    bakonet bakonet 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 28

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    I have been diagnosed with bulimia. My school found me skiving my lesson in one of the toilets and binge eating and then throwing back up afterwards. They informed my parents and...
    annonymususer15 annonymususer15 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 5

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    It hurts having to get up at 5am every morning, to spend 3 hours fully on makeup to only be called 'ugly' that day or not be noticed. It hurts spending loads of money on clothes...
    SilkyDoughnut SilkyDoughnut 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 5

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    How do I tell my friends and loved ones that I have Schizoaffective disorder?
    ParanoidGirl ParanoidGirl 26-30 2 Responses Oct 5

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    With this disorder, relationships hurt. People frequently complain about being single, and how lonely they are; but with BPD, I hurt way more and am way more lonely in a...
    DanicaER DanicaER 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 5

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    I was just diagnosed today. I need information.. If you know a lot about this disorder or have it yourself, could you please tell me a bit about it? I know lots about it but I need...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 6

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    I start my first day in an eating disorder treatment tmw. I really want to be okay with myself
    tokitten tokitten 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    I was actually diagnosed 3 weeks ago, but the first time I had any problems was about 2 months ago. The first time I was sitting in the passenger seat of my stepmom's car running...
    Kmferg0415 Kmferg0415 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 10

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