I Have a Drunk For a Father

As long as I can remember my father has had drunkin stupiers! Now being 24 yrs old, I look back and think of all the abuse. He never hit my little sister, but I was always in the middle of my parents arguments. I still remember the...

when i think back at all the things he put my family through i feel like killing him, but when i see him now i dont, having an alcoholic parent can mess you up big time in ways you cant explain just for people reading this if you have...

He died a few years back. really did crazy and abusive things. I am not glad that he died nor was I sad,I just wished he would have gotten better. That is easy to say now,

So my dad has been an alcoholic as long as i can remember. Along with other drug use he was the perfect model of what not to be. He started young with mostly beer and gradually graduated to hard liqueur. When i was young he was the...

So as usual not very surprised by his behavior but this time he has gone to far and I am very hurt. We were looking at old pics with his girlfriend And he shows her two pics of my brothers And tells her see I can make some good looking...

I have a drunk for a father.
I have a misogynist for a father.
I have a racist for a father.
I have a coward for a father.

I have a scared, wounded little boy who was broken by experience for a father.

I go from anger to sorrow. I go...

I know I'm still young but Im hopeing that some people who have lived or are living with the same thing can help me get through this, and understand. I just need people who understand what it's like. My father is really stepfather but...

He doesn't always make the best decision. but he makes his own bed no matter what.

He drinks a lot. I don't like it. But he's never done anything too crazy. He can be a really cruel and mean person when he's drunk. I feel sorry for my mum. She tells me everyday "Make sure you don't marry a drinker"