I Have a Fear of Losing Control

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    Sometimes the need to kill others gets

    so bad so I kill myself instead and wake up in the morning and start over. But what if one day the need over powers my self control and I kill someone... I can't lose control.. I just can't..
    KatIsCrazy KatIsCrazy
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 22, 2014

    Volunteers of America

    i have biological depression. It hasn't really happened lately but i have this fear of losing control of my mind and emotions. Recently my bestfriend commit suicide and i am so afraid that i will get depressed and lose control and kill myself.
    CeMatinLa CeMatinLa
    18-21, F
    Jan 6, 2008

    Crash & Burn,sick Again

    I fear losing control.  I have bipolar and I can't help but fear some.  I get angry and sometimes rage.  Much less now, but it has gotten me in trouble before.  So I fear my rages. I also fear getting too manic.  Injustice is something that really stirs...
    NewShoes NewShoes
    46-50, F
    Sep 5, 2007
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