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I Have A Friend That Died

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    In a couple of days it will be one year

    since I spoke to this person last. We had been dating almost 6mo, at one point I caught myself at work thinking about how I couldnt wait to see them again...that's the moment I knew whatever it was we had, it was real...at least to me it was. On Nov 27th 2013, my world shattered...
    DoctaJay DoctaJay 26-30, M 3 Responses Nov 25, 2014

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    Two friends from two different circles

    committed suicide within 9 mos. of each other. I always heard those things come in threes, and I thought for certain I'd lose a third friend. Fortunately, it didn't happen.
    SnowCrow SnowCrow 31-35, M 2 Responses Dec 5, 2014

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    She was found dead in her bedroom at 4am

    yesterday. No news yet with regards to the cause. She was one of those crazy party girls. But there was something wrong. For as long as I'd known her she was almost always drunk and/or high. Even sometimes in school. And when she got drunk, she'd get WASTED usually...
    NekroNomikon NekroNomikon 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 15, 2014

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    Man, the last time I talked to this guy,

    I was sitting in the hospital at night time. He messaged me over facebook at random while I was in massive pain, recovering from just getting out of the ICU. I threw up in surgery and because I was under anesthesia, my stomach acid went into my lungs and literally began to...
    DoctrineDark DoctrineDark 26-30, M Aug 29, 2014

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    rest in peace travon ,

    junbug , and
    sharichi sharichi 22-25, M Jan 6

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    Its hard to believe someone is gone even

    after awhile it will a year on 6th since I lost one of my best friends Jarrod. I never knew him that long I met him a summer before he passed away but we were so much a like he could of been my biological brother. point being always treasure the people in your life because you...
    XxNDN701xX XxNDN701xX 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 1, 2014

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    My Dearest:

    I remember, you were always there, you were a family member, and the pain is too much too cope with. I used to dial your number and try to call you, even though you never had your own number, it was a number I made up, as therapy, I suppose? "This call cannot be completed...
    gigglysass gigglysass 18-21, F Jun 29, 2013

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    His name was jake He was an happy guy

    but he got bullied for being gay . & I was he's only support & his only friend that was a guy he mostly hang out with girls & I didn't have a problem with that because his friends were hot. But everything was fine until he went off to college. He met this guy name Justin . From...
    kylehc6 kylehc6 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 17

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    This lady named mrs.lural died on Saturday an I

    just found out I'm in tears because she and I was so close....closer than me and my mom I miss her so much I am in so much disbelief that she died I never even knew she had cancer....
    Botdf1shutup Botdf1shutup 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 9, 2014

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    I wrote another post awhile ago,

    but I wanted to take time to remember another friend I used to have. I lost touch with that whole circle 10 years ago, so I never heard any confirmation that he died--but I'm sure he's dead by now. He was living on borrowed time back when I knew him. He was a 6'10", 135 lb...
    SnowCrow SnowCrow 31-35, M Jan 6

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    get meet me I crazy dog for palstine I beet in beet **** up dog dog now in rap game to the did by to3333333 palstine save next some 9000000 man
    moabusakran moabusakran 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    My best friend and lover died

    after we were together just over 2 years .
    SkivySenior69 SkivySenior69 70+, M 2 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    A close friend of mine committed suicide by

    hanging herself. I blame the person who drove her to it.
    anygirl1978 anygirl1978 36-40, F 3 Responses Nov 7, 2014

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    I lost 3 friends in the last 2 years.

    It's been hard, it really has. Especially losing my best friend michael. He was the sweetest, most insightful person i ever knew and he was the love of my life.
    pixiepiink pixiepiink 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2014

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    My friend die last year .

    ..she was shy and dident talk much but when I am with her she all always opens up to me I miss her so much some times I can her voice in my mind like she is here with me.
    girlsgetme girlsgetme 13-15, M Dec 21, 2014

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    my best friend and step dad died 8 yrs ago feb

    6 and i still remwber it like it was last week
    gramafey gramafey 13-15, F Dec 21, 2014

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    My friend April passed away a couple years ago

    from cystic fibrosis. My parents didn't tell me for months after, and I wasn't able to go to her funeral. I miss her to no end, she was with me in the hardest time of my life.
    lightningTroubadour lightningTroubadour 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 5, 2014

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    I use to take care of a lady at a retirement

    home I worked at. Loss her this morning, she earned her wings. She will be missed and made my first day at work memorable. Rest in peace Gianna D'Angelo..... What a wonderful opera singer. Love Angel
    dsuzy dsuzy 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 27, 2013

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    I found out Wednesday night

    that a friend from church died from cancer - she'd been first diagnosed at age 26 and had just recently turned 60. This lady had been a swimsuit model when she learned she had metatastic melanoma. She married, had a son and her husband left her because he couldn't deal. She...
    AlacrityMelancholy AlacrityMelancholy 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 2, 2014

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    My best friend Louise died last year of an

    epileptic fit in her sleep. We saw each other every day for the six cherished years we were friends for. Alcohol would render her epilepsy medication useless, unfortunately we went out for a few drinks on the night she died. She was a wonderful and kind person; never had a bad...
    ArtLifeTaylor ArtLifeTaylor 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 21, 2014

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    I Lost My Best Friend

    All my life, I've had difficulty in making friends. So, when I did make an actual friend, I cherished that friendship. My friendship with Ron was probably cherished more so than any other friendship I have had. On November 1, 2010, I lost my best friend and am still struggling...
    bobrido bobrido 46-50, M 5 Responses Jul 8, 2012

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    I Have Lost Several Friends To Death...

    One of the first friends who died when I was only a teen was a woman in her 80's; Mrs. Breyers. She was the first woman police officer in our city and she lived in a very dusty and musty smelling brick house on a hill. For a while she had a Mexican hairless dog named "Tammy" and...
    Missalaineyeus Missalaineyeus 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 10, 2012

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    I feel like am loney

    but I have lots of friends and famliy what do I do To forget him
    pssypssy pssypssy 18-21, F 6 Responses a week ago

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    My friend died in an accident he was awesome

    always there for me R.I.P Dylan
    saramae01 saramae01 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 20, 2014

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    My dear friend of almost 30 years died this

    week from a heroin overdose. He was the love of my life the first few years but the party never stopped for him and I couldn't live like that. We kept in touch all these years. Talking to him was always exciting compared to the married with kid office job life I ended up with...
    pkkitty pkkitty 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 19

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    If u had a 12 pack of beer

    and a broken Hart and a trick what whuld u do
    girlsgetme girlsgetme 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 21, 2014

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    rip Lee Houston. your missed

    so much Lee bear
    Justins1girl Justins1girl 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 7

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    A girl at my school died today.

    I didn't even know her. But she was in my class. I could have helped but I didn't know. This is the 3rd time I failed to help someone.
    canadatalia canadatalia 13-15, F 4 Responses Jan 13

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    You were my best friend,

    my soul sister and you were supposed to be my life long friend. I never thought the day would come where I wouldn't hear your voice anymore or be able to find comfort in your words. Never thought I wouldn't see you again or never be able to laugh so hard we can't breathe and...
    Teenmomma014 Teenmomma014 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 10, 2014

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    My great grand mother just died two weeks ago I

    miss her but I know she is in a better place😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭πŸ˜₯😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
    lnawesomcool lnawesomcool 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    This is was like my sister basically,

    i can't believe she's dead now /: . It whist crazy she was only 19 years old. I cant even remember the last thing I said to her either. Life is too short!
    ayoolexie20 ayoolexie20 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 23, 2014

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    A best friend who was also my boyfriend at the

    time. Gone too soon. Forever and always in my heart :)
    kaixin97 kaixin97 16-17, F Nov 8, 2014

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    I lost my friend 2 days ago,

    we have been friends sense kindergarten.. She committed suicide, she didn't think she was good enough.. She may not have had the prettiest face, the perfect hair, the perfect eyes, perfect body, perfect butt, but she did have an amazing personality, she was perfect, she treated...
    Micheleplausteiner6 Micheleplausteiner6 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 25, 2014

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    It was a Wednesday in 2005

    that my two main bullies told me my best friend died the night before. I thought it was all a joke, because who would believe their bullies? But then my dad who was a teacher aid at the school at the time and our grade 1 teacher came into the classroom with puffy, wet eyes. I...
    Monique1996 Monique1996 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 27, 2014

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    I hate that I can never talk to her again

    and I feel like it's my fault...she was 14 and she shot her self a year ago
    sarabearengen sarabearengen 16-17, F Nov 18, 2014

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    My friend who was 14 passed away October 31

    2012. She was allergic to something she ate at a restraunt. She got home and told her mom she wasn't feeling well. Her mom didn't think anything of it. She then went into anaphylactic shock. There was nothing they could have done for her. I miss her everyday. This is definitely...
    juliamaryraexo juliamaryraexo 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    I lost my 25-year-old son

    and best friend to suicide on June 2. It came as a complete and total shock to me. I have learned a lot about suicide and losing a grown child in the five months since his death. I am forever changed because of this experience.
    everydaysteph everydaysteph 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 26, 2014

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    My friend died instantly whilst riding his

    motorbike. We always knew it was a risk you take. It was only after did I realise how much we both meant to each other and how he was waiting for me. That broke my heart.
    friskybison friskybison 36-40, F 1 day ago

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    A really good friend of mine passed away in the

    last week. He got sober about the same time as me about a couple of months after I stopped drinking so did he. I met him on his last day of drinking. He was a really great guy, real laugh and interesting to talk to - he had led a full life from never going to school as his...
    nunos nunos 51-55, M 4 Responses Nov 27, 2014

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    Ashthewolf7601 Ashthewolf7601 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    my best friend since middle school died last

    year she had a heart defect since birth she was 21 I miss her so much It's never the same
    conservativegirl24 conservativegirl24 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 12, 2014

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    I lost my best friend jase on march 21 2014 I

    can't believe he's gone still to this day. I can't believe no one believed that his father beat him to death. No justice at all and I can't let go I have dreams were he's there but he can't respond to me. I call his name and he just looks at me
    mommyof3soontobe5 mommyof3soontobe5 16-17, F Nov 9, 2014

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    Au Revoir, Mon Cheri ,

    Until we meet again my friend.
    TeddyOrTeddie TeddyOrTeddie 13-15, M Dec 12, 2014

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    My friend Sarah passed away

    when I was in college. She was a confidence booster when I did not have confidence in myself. I hope she is reading this from heaven. I had another friend who died tragically a few months back. It is suspected that she was murdered by her spouse. I pray for justice. She was a...
    tan54321 tan54321 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 16, 2014

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    Today I was told a girl of my career in the

    university has died. Her name was Dianeth. We werent so close, but i got to know her a little bit at least. She seemed a nice person, a sweet person and a good person. When we said hi to each other, she really had the smile. I will remember her for that, besides those lovely...
    iamnotbabe iamnotbabe 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    My childhood friend, Cyrus.

    He was found dead by police less than a week ago. He killed himself after he killed a man, and shot another several times. The news claims that he was trying to rob these people during a drug deal but for all I know they were trying to rob him. Anyways I feel bad for his son...
    smokebombtom smokebombtom 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I just came home from her wake.

    Her service and burial are in two days. It's so hard to even grasp the fact that she's gone from this world. She was one of my closest friends. We went through elementary, middle, and high school together and we had so many fun memories with each other. So many inside jokes. So...
    nemophilist8 nemophilist8 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 2, 2014

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    One of my first friends passed away a few

    summers ago. He was a really nice person, he understood me and he was the life of whatever room he was in. He died of a heart condition and I nearly lost it. I was too unstable to even attend the funeral.
    AllonsyDoctor AllonsyDoctor 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 23, 2014

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