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I Have A Friend That Died

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    A best friend who was also my boyfriend at the

    time. Gone too soon. Forever and always in my heart :)
    kaixin97 kaixin97 18-21, F Nov 8, 2014

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    Human existence itself is sinister,

    macabre is in its essence. The human being, by occasion, encounter himself in this universe, without an apparent purpose, without a sense or greater significance, without consolation, without greater protection, guided only by occasion. He observes the universe, realize his...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M 1 Response May 26

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    I had this friend, well not really a friend,

    but a boyfriend. I fell in love with him, he died of cancer in August. A part of me still loves him, but I'm moving on, just like he told me he would want from me. All I need to do is try. I've been getting better at things I was never good at. So I believe his death made me...
    KamrynDawn KamrynDawn 13-15, F Feb 16

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    It's been almost two years.

    ..I still feel like it's my fault even though that's impossible
    shelbylizard shelbylizard 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 8

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    You just stood there screaming,

    Fearing no one would listen to you, The emptiness can rattle the most, The sound of your own voice must soothe you... Now your my friend of misery....
    KozGame KozGame 16-17, M 1 Response May 3

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    Ok I had a friend that died

    and I watch him die right in front of me. We had the same birthday same age and born the same time and on our 10 birthday we were at my dads house for our birthday and his mon was inside talking to my dad and he was right by the railroad tracks and I told him to get away but he...
    skyegraeler skyegraeler 13-15, F May 8

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    4 now it's hard, and it makes it harder

    because they was all younger than myself, but I know I will never forget them
    Lahaynes14 Lahaynes14 22-25, M May 27

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    I lost my friend 2 days ago,

    we have been friends sense kindergarten.. She committed suicide, she didn't think she was good enough.. She may not have had the prettiest face, the perfect hair, the perfect eyes, perfect body, perfect butt, but she did have an amazing personality, she was perfect, she treated...
    Micheleplausteiner6 Micheleplausteiner6 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 25, 2014

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    imANDYlol imANDYlol 16-17, M 2 Responses May 27

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    I have many friends who have died.

    Some partially because of my own actions. I feel no regret or guilt for for deaths.
    ShatteredGlasses ShatteredGlasses 22-25, M 2 Responses Jun 14

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    I had a friend named Alex,

    we were great friends but one day a stupid texting driver ran him over, I miss him
    Benvalentine14 Benvalentine14 16-17, T 3 Responses Jun 8

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    my best friend in high school.

    ...... after I moved away, in year ten, we lost contact. I heard years later he had died in a car crash as an 18 year old. I found out a few years ago it is believed that someone else was driving the car, and after the crash they had put him in the drivers seat and left him for...
    scottie1974 scottie1974 41-45, M 7 Responses Apr 11

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    I miss you Joshy! I wish you were here!

    There is so much to tell you! I know you can hear me when I talk to you, read what I message you and are there with me when I go to the cemetery and visit you. It's just not the same. I miss you everyday brat!
    JustWantItToWork JustWantItToWork 26-30, F 1 Response May 9

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    I had a friend he died 1 year ago we were near

    waterfalls and we went too close and there were no people expect us we were swimming and he was carried by a large wave I searched for him many other people also did but his body was found after 3 days near a village I feel like I did nothing to save him I feel so guilty he was...
    abhithedude abhithedude 18-21, M Jun 18

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    Trying to prevent another friend suicide today.

    Fortunately, this friend let me know how he was feeling first, so at least this time I tried...can only hope I got through to him somehow. Have lost too many friends already...
    SnowCrow SnowCrow 31-35, M 6 Responses Apr 16

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    How are you Jeb? I'm happy I had the chance to

    get to know you deeper and to take care of you when you had you're first surgery fix (ruptured appendix) Your mother had nobody to left you in the hospital and you are like a brother to us. We felt your pain and struggle, when you we're rushed to ER, had catheter on, had that...
    cmc2 cmc2 26-30 May 15

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    When I found out that she had died,

    I didn't feel anything at first. I was shocked. I couldn't believe it. Hannah, my friend, dead? In a car crash? No. I was denying it. Then realizaton hit. My friend... My Hannah... Was no more. No more late night conversations. No more awful karaoke sessions. No more fangirling...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 5

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    My best friends brother hung himself in his

    closet back in 2008, she took it really hard and we all tried to be there for her but I think it traumatized her because she was never the same, I don't blame her though I mean that's rough. 6 months later she jumped in front of a train and killed herself. When I found out, I...
    civics22 civics22 18-21, M 5 Responses Apr 21

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    I lost my best friend jase on march 21 2014 I

    can't believe he's gone still to this day. I can't believe no one believed that his father beat him to death. No justice at all and I can't let go I have dreams were he's there but he can't respond to me. I call his name and he just looks at me
    mommyof3soontobe5 mommyof3soontobe5 16-17, F Nov 9, 2014

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    I miss you so much Joe :'( He was my best

    friend, and he was taken from me a year ago, due to a heroin overdose. He was no drug addict, he just got unlucky on his first try. R.I.P my tornado of pizza, I'll always think of you 💕
    IntoxicatedLies IntoxicatedLies 18-21, M 4 Responses May 21

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    In memory of a dear friend.

    It may be 3 yrs but it feels just like yesterday. I miss you dearly, love you forever. <3 R.I.P
    Coldbrezze Coldbrezze 18-21, F 2 Responses May 27

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    my best friend since middle school died last

    year she had a heart defect since birth she was 21 I miss her so much It's never the same
    conservativegirl24 conservativegirl24 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 12, 2014

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    I have a close friend back then

    who have a cousin which became my friend. We shared PlayStation 3 usernames, about 6-8 of us would play Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2 together back in 2010. And in 2011 I didn't knew my friend's cousin was diagnosed with cancer and about five to six months later, I heard the...
    XxCuTiE14xX XxCuTiE14xX 16-17, F May 25

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    I just came home from her wake.

    Her service and burial are in two days. It's so hard to even grasp the fact that she's gone from this world. She was one of my closest friends. We went through elementary, middle, and high school together and we had so many fun memories with each other. So many inside jokes. So...
    nemophilist8 nemophilist8 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 2, 2014

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    Daniel died from suicide August 11,

    1994. I can't believe it's been nearly 21 years. I still miss him very much. RIP Daniel.... You were such a good friend to me. My hope is that we will see each other again one day.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 5

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    She wasn't a friend. We only met once.

    I hardly remember her. However, she touched those around her. She radiated light and hope. Many are broken and hurt over her death. I see how it effects her friends, family, and even her boyfriend. Being a girlfriend myself, a military girlfriend at that, I can't even imagine...
    ashleywarren96 ashleywarren96 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 11

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    My Best Friend was murdered on December 26,

    2014... They still haven't convicted his killed.. He was the greatest person in my life... I still sleep in his shirt and have his necklace...
    KatieBugg795 KatieBugg795 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 26

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    She called 21 times, you know.

    .. Left 12 voicemails.. It haunts me everyday that I look at my old phone and wonder what she said, what she was thinking, how she felt. Maybe if I would have just ignored my ******* stupid thoughts that I was mad over something so trivial... She'd be here. My best friend...
    octoberlovely octoberlovely 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 26

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    EX BOYFRIEND DIED YESTERDAY Yesterday I

    recieved a call from my little cousin telling me that everyone was reposting my ex boyfriend picture on instagram because he died. My heart instantly dropped and i immediately looked on my social networks hoping it was a mix up. Me and that person share so many memories that I...
    QueenTay91 QueenTay91 22-25, F 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm not even sure if im ready to talk about it,

    6 years and im not ******* ready! It easy to say " life goes on" or " i should move on" but really hard to do , really hard to not think about it , not thinking about how my life would be if he's still alive !!!
    othmanetazi othmanetazi 22-25, M 2 Responses May 13

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    My dear Brielle I wasn't the kindest to you

    sometimes and I will not blame it on my depression but blame it on you hurt the closest people to you. I'm sorry I've been selfish and I know you want answers. You already have them all just put them together and you'll find it. It was never you baby, you did nothing, you were...
    lawsonbrownbrielle lawsonbrownbrielle 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 23

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    A year and 2 weeks ago to the day,

    a friend a had Lauren, died of a stroke in the hospital. I didn't find out until a day later, my life was already crumbling at this point, but when I found out, basically my face was stomped into the ground. Even after a year, I miss her so much. She'd help me through my...
    havingfun89 havingfun89 16-17, M 1 Response May 25

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    Ashthewolf7601 Ashthewolf7601 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 24

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    My friend died two and two thirds of a year ago.

    After that, my life had changed forever. We had been best friends in college, even roommates. She was always by my side. Since she died, my life has improved dramatically. At her funeral my tears were shed not out of sadness, but of pure and utter joy. Thank god she's off of my...
    sparklequeen7 sparklequeen7 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 17

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    Best friend. lost him at a very young age

    and miss him more every single day
    Spfxartist13 Spfxartist13 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    A really good friend of mine passed away in the

    last week. He got sober about the same time as me about a couple of months after I stopped drinking so did he. I met him on his last day of drinking. He was a really great guy, real laugh and interesting to talk to - he had led a full life from never going to school as his...
    nunos nunos 51-55, M 4 Responses Nov 27, 2014

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    One of my friends was hit by a school bus on

    his way to school he suffered really badly and passed away but I did not get to say my final good byes to him it haunts me to this day
    overlord0209 overlord0209 13-15, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    My friend died in an accident he was awesome

    always there for me R.I.P Dylan
    saramae01 saramae01 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 20, 2014

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    i felt guilty about my friend's death.

    I felt guilty because a few weeks leading to her death, i was so busy with my own life that i didn't even bother replying to her messages. We knew each other since we were very little, went to the same elementary school, and were very close all until i moved overseas. she died...
    rxdical rxdical 18-21, M 1 Response May 13

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    Missing her like crazy today.

    My friend passed this last October and left behind two beautiful daughters. Their dad hired me to be their nanny until I go to college this Fall. Some days are better than others. Some days I look at my girl's and all I see is their mom. They are beautiful, kind, funny, and...
    ashleywarren96 ashleywarren96 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    I don't use cards, tea leaves, or read your palm. I use a completely innovative techniques specifically for online application.
    575woodu 575woodu 70+, M 4 days ago

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    I still miss you Chelsea.

    It's been so long and I still think about who you could have become.
    KrisEC KrisEC 31-35, F 2 Responses May 17

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    He was one of my few friends from high school.

    He was killed in a drunk driving accident. He wasn't the drunk one. He, sadly, left behind 2 kids and a wife. He was a great guy. He didn't deserve it. No one deserves to leave life like that.
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    My friend Sarah passed away

    when I was in college. She was a confidence booster when I did not have confidence in myself. I hope she is reading this from heaven. I had another friend who died tragically a few months back. It is suspected that she was murdered by her spouse. I pray for justice. She was a...
    tan54321 tan54321 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 16, 2014

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    She was found dead in her bedroom at 4am

    yesterday. No news yet with regards to the cause. She was one of those crazy party girls. But there was something wrong. For as long as I'd known her she was almost always drunk and/or high. Even sometimes in school. And when she got drunk, she'd get WASTED usually...
    NekroNomikon NekroNomikon 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 15, 2014

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    I've had a brother and cousin murdered.

    it sucks I know believe me. but you gotta mourn them. then get back to moving forward cuz that's what they would want. but I know that's easy to say cuz it's Been 4 years since my brother still think about him every day I just try to live for the both of us.
    jboston09 jboston09 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 22

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