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I Have A Friend That Died

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    Human existence itself is sinister,

    macabre is in its essence. The human being, by occasion, encounter himself in this universe, without an apparent purpose, without a sense or greater significance, without consolation, without greater protection, guided only by occasion. He observes the universe, realize his...
    DiegoSMarinho DiegoSMarinho 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It was a Wednesday in 2005

    that my two main bullies told me my best friend died the night before. I thought it was all a joke, because who would believe their bullies? But then my dad who was a teacher aid at the school at the time and our grade 1 teacher came into the classroom with puffy, wet eyes. I...
    Monique1996 Monique1996 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 27, 2014

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    Trying to prevent another friend suicide today.

    Fortunately, this friend let me know how he was feeling first, so at least this time I tried...can only hope I got through to him somehow. Have lost too many friends already...
    SnowCrow SnowCrow 31-35, M 7 Responses Apr 16

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    She was found dead in her bedroom at 4am

    yesterday. No news yet with regards to the cause. She was one of those crazy party girls. But there was something wrong. For as long as I'd known her she was almost always drunk and/or high. Even sometimes in school. And when she got drunk, she'd get WASTED usually...
    NekroNomikon NekroNomikon 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 15, 2014

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    You just stood there screaming,

    Fearing no one would listen to you, The emptiness can rattle the most, The sound of your own voice must soothe you... Now your my friend of misery....
    KozGame KozGame 16-17, M May 3

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    I still miss you Chelsea.

    It's been so long and I still think about who you could have become.
    KrisEC KrisEC 31-35, F 2 Responses May 17

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    Well, when I say friend,

    I mean my grandmom. but she was the first person who died who was really close to me. and I'm old enough to have it effect me more. My grandpa died when I was 5, and we were close, but at 5, things are much different. My grandmom and I were friends. She was the typical always...
    BowtiesRcool BowtiesRcool 22-25, M May 2

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    Missing her like crazy today.

    My friend passed this last October and left behind two beautiful daughters. Their dad hired me to be their nanny until I go to college this Fall. Some days are better than others. Some days I look at my girl's and all I see is their mom. They are beautiful, kind, funny, and...
    ashleywarren96 ashleywarren96 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    My friend Sarah passed away

    when I was in college. She was a confidence booster when I did not have confidence in myself. I hope she is reading this from heaven. I had another friend who died tragically a few months back. It is suspected that she was murdered by her spouse. I pray for justice. She was a...
    tan54321 tan54321 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 16, 2014

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    My dear Brielle I wasn't the kindest to you

    sometimes and I will not blame it on my depression but blame it on you hurt the closest people to you. I'm sorry I've been selfish and I know you want answers. You already have them all just put them together and you'll find it. It was never you baby, you did nothing, you were...
    lawsonbrownbrielle lawsonbrownbrielle 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 23

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    A true friend you were.

    We will miss you forever......... Go DJ it up in heaven!!!!!! Love you Rass!!!
    VeniceTheMenice VeniceTheMenice 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 13

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    my best friend in high school.

    ...... after I moved away, in year ten, we lost contact. I heard years later he had died in a car crash as an 18 year old. I found out a few years ago it is believed that someone else was driving the car, and after the crash they had put him in the drivers seat and left him for...
    scottie1974 scottie1974 41-45, M 7 Responses Apr 11

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    A best friend who was also my boyfriend at the

    time. Gone too soon. Forever and always in my heart :)
    kaixin97 kaixin97 18-21, F Nov 8, 2014

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    My friend Matt was in a car accident in

    November. He lost control of his car and his a telephone pole. He died in the hospital and it kills me everyday that I didn't get to say thank you to him for everything that he did for me. It kills me that I didn't get to say goodbye.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 26

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    My best friends brother hung himself in his

    closet back in 2008, she took it really hard and we all tried to be there for her but I think it traumatized her because she was never the same, I don't blame her though I mean that's rough. 6 months later she jumped in front of a train and killed herself. When I found out, I...
    civics22 civics22 18-21, M 5 Responses Apr 21

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    Ever since Greys Anatomy started everyone has

    been talking about their "person". You know, that friend who you can talk to about anything, who knows you better than anyone who would do anything for you and you for them. It's like your soul mate you're made for each other but not in a romantic way, you just have this deep...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 26

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    my best friend since middle school died last

    year she had a heart defect since birth she was 21 I miss her so much It's never the same
    conservativegirl24 conservativegirl24 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 12, 2014

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    In memory of a dear friend.

    It may be 3 yrs but it feels just like yesterday. I miss you dearly, love you forever. <3 R.I.P
    Neveah95 Neveah95 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    A really good friend of mine passed away in the

    last week. He got sober about the same time as me about a couple of months after I stopped drinking so did he. I met him on his last day of drinking. He was a really great guy, real laugh and interesting to talk to - he had led a full life from never going to school as his...
    nunos nunos 51-55, M 4 Responses Nov 27, 2014

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    I had a dream last night of my friend.

    He passed away in 2008 from a seizure while swimming in a lake. In my dream he came up to me and told me that he missed me and was glad to see I was doing so well. I miss him so much.
    l4archer l4archer 26-30, F 2 Responses Apr 20

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    I have a close friend back then

    who have a cousin which became my friend. We shared PlayStation 3 usernames, about 6-8 of us would play Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2 together back in 2010. And in 2011 I didn't knew my friend's cousin was diagnosed with cancer and about five to six months later, I heard the...
    XxCuTiE14xX XxCuTiE14xX 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    my friend Diana died

    when very young i miss her a lot
    janvi4 janvi4 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    I had this friend, well not really a friend,

    but a boyfriend. I fell in love with him, he died of cancer in August. A part of me still loves him, but I'm moving on, just like he told me he would want from me. All I need to do is try. I've been getting better at things I was never good at. So I believe his death made me...
    KamrynDawn KamrynDawn 13-15, F Feb 16

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    i felt guilty about my friend's death.

    I felt guilty because a few weeks leading to her death, i was so busy with my own life that i didn't even bother replying to her messages. We knew each other since we were very little, went to the same elementary school, and were very close all until i moved overseas. she died...
    rxdical rxdical 18-21, M 1 Response May 13

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    I had a friend who passed away right

    before his 26th birthday back in 2010. He and I had been friends for years and attended the same church together. We lost touch for a couple years and then reconnected on facebook, where we talked about neither of us being religious anymore, what was going on in our lives, and...
    WalkAwayFromTheSun WalkAwayFromTheSun 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    I have three friends

    who died although I wasn't that close to one of them. A drunk driver killed her in a hit and run a long time ago, and one of my good friends died of cancer a couple years later. They were both kids, and the one I didn't know as well was 13. Not to sound self-centered, but I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 30

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    How are you Jeb? I'm happy I had the chance to

    get to know you deeper and to take care of you when you had you're first surgery fix (ruptured appendix) Your mother had nobody to left you in the hospital and you are like a brother to us. We felt your pain and struggle, when you we're rushed to ER, had catheter on, had that...
    cmc2 cmc2 26-30 May 15

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    My best friend died in January.

    We'd been through a lot together, battled drug addiction, been through him getting diagnosed with HIV...and after all that he gets hypothermia whilst out fishing...it feels like such a ******* waste
    Propsta84 Propsta84 26-30, M 4 Responses May 8

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    A year and 2 weeks ago to the day,

    a friend a had Lauren, died of a stroke in the hospital. I didn't find out until a day later, my life was already crumbling at this point, but when I found out, basically my face was stomped into the ground. Even after a year, I miss her so much. She'd help me through my...
    havingfun89 havingfun89 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I miss you so much Joe :'( He was my best

    friend, and he was taken from me a year ago, due to a heroin overdose. He was no drug addict, he just got unlucky on his first try. R.I.P my tornado of pizza, I'll always think of you 💕
    IntoxicatedLies IntoxicatedLies 16-17, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    imANDYlol imANDYlol 13-15, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    We all know someone who has passed away.

    Well, maybe you're fortunate to have not, but I guarantee you know someone who has. Death isn't all as bad as people make it out to be. Some people get sick and die, while others get better and go on with their lives. But, eventually, they die too. It's not a matter of if, it's...
    HelloKardashiann HelloKardashiann 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 26

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    Ashthewolf7601 Ashthewolf7601 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 24

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    I lost my best friend jase on march 21 2014 I

    can't believe he's gone still to this day. I can't believe no one believed that his father beat him to death. No justice at all and I can't let go I have dreams were he's there but he can't respond to me. I call his name and he just looks at me
    mommyof3soontobe5 mommyof3soontobe5 16-17, F Nov 9, 2014

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    This month is really hard

    for me... Tomorrow (march 17th 2015) is the 2 yr anniversary of my friend passing in a bad car wreck... He was only 26 :( RIP David i miss you lots my friend
    tig1991 tig1991 22-25, F 8 Responses Mar 16

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    Yes. Her name was Lu Lu.

    She was imaginary and I stopped thinking about her. She came back to life and haunted me forever. ( lulu is an imaginary friend I had when I was 3 )
    PikachuIsPikachu PikachuIsPikachu 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I miss you Joshy! I wish you were here!

    There is so much to tell you! I know you can hear me when I talk to you, read what I message you and are there with me when I go to the cemetery and visit you. It's just not the same. I miss you everyday brat!
    JustWantItToWork JustWantItToWork 26-30, F 1 Response May 9

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    My friend died in an accident he was awesome

    always there for me R.I.P Dylan
    saramae01 saramae01 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 20, 2014

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    My Best Friend was murdered on December 26,

    2014... They still haven't convicted his killed.. He was the greatest person in my life... I still sleep in his shirt and have his necklace...
    KatieBugg795 KatieBugg795 18-21, F 7 Responses Apr 26

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    This is long and I'm sorry,

    but writing this was really cathartic. His name was Raymond, but we always called him Ray. Like a Ray of sunshine. He had trouble walking. He needed a walker until fourth grade and wore braces on his legs until sixth grade. He was always smiling. Always. Unless he saw...
    scsoccer scsoccer 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 26

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    I live in New Hampshire,

    murder isn't very common here. It's small state. Everyone normally feels safe here... I used to go to school with two boys, one I had a love interest in. He left the school to be home schooled. Nothing was ever heard from him, except a Facebook message or a phone call once in...
    imsoclassic imsoclassic 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 29

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    Got news today the very first girl i ever loved

    died two days ago we were still really close and she sent me a necklace for my birthday last year and i get teary eyed every time i touch it i dont know if to take it off or not please help
    pjrtt pjrtt 22-25, M 6 Responses Apr 15

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    I just came home from her wake.

    Her service and burial are in two days. It's so hard to even grasp the fact that she's gone from this world. She was one of my closest friends. We went through elementary, middle, and high school together and we had so many fun memories with each other. So many inside jokes. So...
    nemophilist8 nemophilist8 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 2, 2014

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    She called 21 times, you know.

    .. Left 12 voicemails.. It haunts me everyday that I look at my old phone and wonder what she said, what she was thinking, how she felt. Maybe if I would have just ignored my ******* stupid thoughts that I was mad over something so trivial... She'd be here. My best friend...
    octoberlovely octoberlovely 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 26

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    4 now it's hard, and it makes it harder

    because they was all younger than myself, but I know I will never forget them
    Lahaynes14 Lahaynes14 22-25, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    When I found out that she had died,

    I didn't feel anything at first. I was shocked. I couldn't believe it. Hannah, my friend, dead? In a car crash? No. I was denying it. Then realizaton hit. My friend... My Hannah... Was no more. No more late night conversations. No more awful karaoke sessions. No more fangirling...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 5

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