I Have a Hard Time Expressing Myself

Artistically, emotionally, verbally, sexually, all around incapable of expressing myself. 1,314 People

    That's.. That's about it,

    I express myself through weird art
    mainVine mainVine
    16-17, T
    Aug 18, 2015

    All the music i have,

    and the all the poetry i make pretty much explains exactly how i feel. Yet i still cant find a way to actually say it. But if you could read my mind, youd be, disgusted, amazed, in tears, and freaked out. Lets just say, my mind is a pretty scary place to be. :/
    XxToxicKissesxX XxToxicKissesxX
    13-15, F
    Jun 9, 2015

    When I speak, I often start off with.

    ...Wellll..... (Because I'm still thinking)
    jeresey jeresey
    56-60, F
    2 Responses Mar 23, 2014

    Like now..today. or yesterday.

    I cried ! want to cry now. I can't. I am too ashamed reading online, here and other side all luscious story about me. I heard them from public too! the journey began back in sep 2009. I did not know. I read delicious detail about ..my ..whatever was suppose to be mine. daily...
    thewindofnavajos thewindofnavajos
    41-45, F
    Nov 18, 2015

    Hard Time

    I try to say something and I have it all straight in my head what it is supposed to mean.Somewhere between my brain and the person listening it gets turned around.I have made people mad and lost friends because I mean 1 thing and they percieve something else.
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow
    56-60, M
    1 Response Apr 13, 2011

    specially when it comes to showing some girl i

    like that i have feelings for her , i suck so bad at giving a girl the impression i really like her. sadly what i do when i like a girl, i hide it . i don't know why, but i do my best to not show her that i like her, i don't know why i do that. so many times i've seen girls i...
    thenameofthegame thenameofthegame
    22-25, M
    Aug 28, 2015

    I don't know why this happens to me every time

    I want to elaborate answering questions! It feels like I speak better in another language than my own that I feel dumber than everyone else!
    Starfishgirl Starfishgirl
    26-30, F
    Mar 23, 2014

    Language Barrier

    It might seem my English is above average, but usually I have a dictionary open when I write. I also have a hard time understanding some subjects near to my heart only because of abundance of technical terms. There has been times I've had to apologize for not understanding.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 8, 2012

    Another reason why I believe in online friends.

    The Internet makes it so much easier to express myself. on the outside I'm pretty quiet and sometimes I seem stuck up. I'm honestly way more bubbly than I appear to people that know me. damn annoying.
    Nojji Nojji
    16-17, F
    2 Responses May 11, 2014

    last night I talked about my past a little with

    my boyfriend. I started crying and eventually passed out. he held me and told me nobody will ever hurt me again. he will protect me. god how I hope he was being 100% serious. I need someone. when I fell asleep he. held me and covered me up . he loved on me. I feel better. just...
    BrokenSilence22 BrokenSilence22
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 27, 2015

    Hello, My name is Nicole,

    i have been a psychic since i was 15 years old, i have been helping people with there love lifes, finance’s, Jobs, and just being there for there everyday coaching, a lil about me that you should know … i always give the 100% truth no sugar coating at all, i dont like to...
    psychicnicole psychicnicole
    26-30, F
    Jul 23, 2015

    It Seems Like the World Is a ******* Blank Canvas Some Days.

    And it suddenly becomes my job to express how I feel. I don't know how. I might as well take a modern art approach and throw eggs at a blank wall for all the good it'll do me. I want to tell my boyfriend what exactly is on my mind, why I'm snapping, why I'm upset, why the...
    snokat snokat
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 23, 2007

    I'll try... I had a ****** dad to say the

    least, to this day I believe the only person he cares about is my mom, and even that I question every now and then since he's a straight up *******. I have a hard time falling for guys. I can't help but think they don't care about anyone but themselves. I may be wrong but...
    teehee342 teehee342
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Feb 10, 2015

    I always have this problem.

    Even more so when it comes to meeting girls or even girls that you are Friends with (pretty ones mostly). I know how to express my feelings better as I'm getting older but In the end, the main factor always comes in play. Expressing my feelings to a girl I really like is an...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 23, 2015

    There's tumblr, then there's EP

    and then there is pen and paper. I envy those people who knows how to express themselves verbally...and even through EP. How they express their opinions and thoughts with pure honesty.
    Provinceana Provinceana
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Aug 28, 2014

    As a girl, society teaches me to express my

    feelings and emotions, to laugh and cry, to say what's on my mind...but I can't.
    PinksTheNewBlack PinksTheNewBlack
    16-17, F
    Oct 8, 2015

    Expressing My Feelings

    Honestly I don't think I could be much worse at it. On the inside I'm racing with emotions, thoughts, and feelings, but none of this can penetrate the surface. I often get asked if I'm bored when I couldn't be further from boredom.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses May 26, 2008

    i am one of the people

    who are not good with expressing their feelings in outside world my gestures never work like i expect so i write i am not kinda a guy who would go to girl he loves and say i love you be brave without knowing she does or not in reality i am afraid that if i fall for...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 27, 2015

    Can't Explain Myself

     It's frustrating to not be able to just explain what is going on inside my head.  It makes me feel stupid...  
    Seattlegirl Seattlegirl
    16-17, F
    Mar 2, 2008

    when people ask what's wrong i don't know what

    to say.. because i don't even think i know what's wrong.
    troglodyticrecluse troglodyticrecluse
    18-21, F
    Jun 26, 2015

    Just Me

    I like to write and to draw. I express myself that way, but I cant express myself verbally. Sometimes it's like i don't think i don't have any opinions at all because i never say them out loud. I just go with the flow, and i'm not always happy about that.
    jbfignut jbfignut
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jul 29, 2009

    I lost my rapping skills like a month

    or two back, I was able to make up some real life, dope verses with minimum effort, with my own beats and flow going in my head. But after this recent depression episode, I been struggling with everything including it. I hate this. Every time I try to write, I can't keep focus...
    WarriorsHeart WarriorsHeart
    22-25, M
    1 Response Oct 19, 2015

    Not Just Expressing Me.

    I can express my sefl better through the poems and songs I write. My emotions as well as the emotions of others. Every song and poem I've written aren't just about me. In some instances, they really aren't about me, about how I feel. I can pick up the emotions of others and put...
    JollyDevittaRoger JollyDevittaRoger
    22-25, M
    1 Response Oct 1, 2008

    sometimes i'm just overflowing with thoughts

    and feelings. and there's always that worry that absolutely nothing i say makes any sense. there's so much inside my head and i never know where to begin. i leave information out, carelessly. and i contradict and doubt myself constantly. it's all incoherent. this is a rough...
    labyrinths9689 labyrinths9689
    16-17, F
    2 Responses May 28, 2015

    I Suffer At Communicating Verbally.

    I'm getting better at expressing myself through writing, but it seems almost always when asked to express myself verbally I'm at a loss of words.  I almost always have a hard time giving an opinion verbally or responding to someone else when they ask a question.  I know this...
    Zarita Zarita
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 7, 2011

    Edit...

    Expressing myself verbally...I can really suck at it and greatly envy anyone who can talk a mile a minute and never stammer or run out of words. When I try to have an intense conversation with someone I care about, I usually end up in tears out of frustration for the words just...
    kittysoftpaws kittysoftpaws
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Apr 10, 2013

    I always find it hard to express my feelings to

    other people. When I think about why I'm sad or hurt in my head I feel like man that's going to sound really silly out loud to someone else. I even have a hard time explaining myself to my family cause I feel like no one understands. I don't know maybe I'm just over thinking...
    Jasmine992 Jasmine992
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 11, 2015

    the sky over me asking me to give; how?

    the oceans near me asking me to give. How? The earth beneath me asking me to Give; How? I don't know anymore, how to give. Please stop asking. I am not one of you. I have no belongings.
    hurricane70 hurricane70
    41-45, F
    Oct 11, 2015

    Language is a powerful tool.

    It affects the way we think and talk and interact with others. Sometimes I wonder about living in a world without language though, and how that might be. There wouldn't be a way to think "I" or "me". There wouldn't be a way to speak "you" or "please". Languages have developed...
    AshleyJea AshleyJea
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 15, 2015

    And because of this, I look many places to try.

    To English for the right words to string together the explain the tightness in my chest. To science to explain why and how. Even with my vast vocabulary, I am useless when it comes to trying to vocalize what I think or feel.
    WordsAreBeautiful WordsAreBeautiful
    16-17, F
    Sep 5, 2014

    Especially recently. I keep

    so much inside that i have a hard time not being closed off. And most recently by boyfriend. I told him i think i might be depressed, and he asked why so i told him about feeling hopelessness, apathy, persistent tiredness. And he told me he doesn't think I am because he has...
    CaitlinBuchan97 CaitlinBuchan97
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Mar 11, 2015

    I want to straiten my hair,

    get my ears pierced, and other things... But I can't with the society we all live in today.
    INeedAFriend21 INeedAFriend21
    13-15, M
    2 Responses Aug 12, 2015

    I just don't bother anymore.

    If I say something, I will be asked why I said it and when I say why people (teachers) judge me and take it the wrong way, which is why I now just stay quiet even if I am right. I don't know who to explain things, and I never will. That's just who I am. I hope one day I find a...
    taytay1401 taytay1401
    13-15, F
    1 Response May 15, 2015

    Never Learned.

    I was never taught how to express myself verbally or emotionally because throughout my childhood, my parents (or anyone else for that matter) never cared about how I felt or what I thought. Everyone tells me that I'm closed off, and I never did realize that I am until recently...
    deletedd deletedd
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jan 13, 2009

    Why the duck can't I express myself I am

    so overwhelmed I don't know how much longer I can keep this up
    neutralwalrus neutralwalrus
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 17, 2015

    I wish I could tell you how I feel.

    it's as if I have duct tape over my mouth, it's always been this way.
    SammiSakura SammiSakura
    16-17, F
    1 Response Aug 22, 2015

    I've always had a hard time expressing myself

    and when others who are close to me say that they love me or what-not, I just feel really awkward. I have that one friend who will say "I love you" like a thousand times per day and then people wonder why those three words are often misunderstood - because they are. I don't say...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 4, 2015

    Yesterday in Maths I was behaving Maturely

    and in a nice manner until unfortunately some boys in my class started to harrass me by saying I smoke, making nasty and rude remarks to me which really got on my nerves that I retaliated. Unfortunately I got send out of the class for 'retaliating' after I told one of the boys...
    taytay1401 taytay1401
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jun 5, 2015

    I don't even know how to say this.

    It's been on my mind for a long time, maybe about a week. Social Services are being complete bastards by restricting me from seeing my father… because they believe its 'dangerous' for me to see him. Truth is, I don't care. I don't care what he's done-- yes it hurts me to...
    taytay1401 taytay1401
    13-15, F
    4 Responses Oct 28, 2015

    I just want to express how much I intensely

    care, but people always take it the wrong way. Why is that. Why don't people believe in me or how devoted I can be? I'm serious, because you don't trust me I'm always afraid of you leaving.
    Calamityy Calamityy
    26-30, M
    Jul 16, 2015

    I am an avid writer/ drawer

    and I've been thinking a lot lately. It dawned on me that this just seems so pointless! I mean what's the point of writing is no one is living the words?? What's the point in drawing if no one is seeing the whole picture??? I mean it just seems like such a waste of time!!
    fireworks1283 fireworks1283
    13-15, F
    2 Responses May 16, 2015

    and i can't deal with conversations

    and i don't know what to say much of the time and i don't know how to discuss
    koriyou koriyou
    22-25, M
    Nov 14, 2015

    I want to have somebody I can tell everything

    to. Without feeling bad, or making them feel bad... But I think I might be too much for anybody to handle.... I don't mean to be, I wish I was a normal girl sometimes. I want somebody to care for me unconditionally.
    Bigcat1697 Bigcat1697
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 22, 2015

    I've always have a hard time expressing how I

    truly feel. Maybe it's because I don't want to be looked upon as different, or I just don't have the right words to express myself. I really wish I did though. I wish I could talk about the thoughts in my head, but even I don't understand them
    ladypotsticker ladypotsticker
    16-17, T
    Aug 7, 2015

    I find it difficult to put my thoughts

    and emotion into words when i speak to people. usually my words are taken the wrong way. so i usually just stay quiet.
    CastleFreak CastleFreak
    26-30, F
    May 11, 2014

    I've completely stopped telling people how I

    feel (either physically or emotionally) because it seems like no matter what I'm going through, whoever I'm talking to seems to have a worse problem than me. For example, if I'm dealing with pain from an old injury or something, I try to discuss it with someone and I usually...
    Elexxa Elexxa
    26-30, T
    1 Response Jan 29

    Some Times Expressing Myself Is Hard For Me

    i have to say even i have trouble expressing things & explaining thangs at times tryin to find my way around place's can be hard at times but if i could only think before i speak it might be better or to listion & actly do it right the first time around when some one...
    F5Twister F5Twister
    26-30, M
    Feb 21, 2008

    Reflections!

    Couple of days ago I was looking at some of my old stuff and pictures and realized that a major change has occurred in my life. Until few years ago (3-4 years) all of my good friends were guys, I listened to mostly male artists/vocalists and all the book/novels that I read had...
    SeekingEternalBliss SeekingEternalBliss
    31-35, M
    1 Response Aug 9, 2012

    How do you express frustration without making

    others mad, hurting yourself, or breaking something. Writing doesn't help either.
    Bigcat1697 Bigcat1697
    18-21, F
    Jun 22, 2015

    I was quiosexual growing up.

    . So many of friends dealt (and deal) with my impulsive awkward lewd behavior that I regret it to this day.
    mainVine mainVine
    16-17, T
    Aug 6, 2015

    I Dont Like to Express Myself

    i dont like to show how i feel, cos then people will know my weak points, and may find it easier to get at me. i dont like to tell people how i feel, or write it down or anything, cos i'm scared to show how i really feel, may sound wierd, but no matter what i'l always give...
    sezy sezy
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Aug 15, 2007
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