I Have A Hard Time Picking My Mood From The Mood List On Ep

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    Idk

    I just never know how I really feel or even know what my mood really is. I don't understand emotions, had too many ups and downs. I guess one could say it is an emotional disorder!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 27, 2012

    Like Today....

    ..I feel cunty, that's not an option.
    MrsLalaninjacakes MrsLalaninjacakes
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Feb 7, 2010
    deleted deleted
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