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    I just never know how I really feel or even know what my mood really is. I don't understand emotions, had too many ups and downs. I guess one could say it is an emotional disorder!
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 27, 2012

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    What Am I This Hour?

    If I tried to pick a mood to set, I'd have to change it every hour! Possibly sooner than that! I can have 10 thoughts running through my head at once, and be overcome by 5 different emotions or moods during that time! And sometimes, my mood just isn't there! And sometimes...
    emerald emerald 36-40, F 11 Responses Sep 1, 2010

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    Like Today....

    ..I feel cunty, that's not an option.
    MrsLalaninjacakes MrsLalaninjacakes 26-30, F 5 Responses Feb 7, 2010

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