I Have a Heart That Aches

For those who feel the aches that don't feel like they'll ever mend 182 People

    My pain is a difficult one to describe.

    I carry around a great deal of suffering. It feels like falling into ice cold water then being stabbed by hundreds of knives, but you can't feel them. It's painful in the sense that you know it's there, but you don't feel it. Numb. At this point you would give anything to be...
    marieflorence109 marieflorence109
    26-30, F
    Feb 21, 2015

    i wish i could tell my mother

    and sister that i hate this life. even if my mother give me everything i ask her still i don't feel that she loves me. why do i feel like that? why it's only me who say that i miss my dad? why it's only me who is left alone? why my sister always criticize me? why am i such an...
    starkelly starkelly
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 8, 2014

    There's this girl....

    ....and I don't know what to do anymore. I like her a lot and she's confused but mostly straight and it's not like I didn't know what I was getting in to. But all of the people around me keep telling me to stop talking to her and just cut her off. But they all have partners and...
    deleted deleted
    Jun 7, 2015

    every time i go near the ED,

    I can't help but remember how wonderful you were and how you made my ED experience so memorable... but I still don't understand what was true and what were lies from all that....... it hurts my heart to know that things will never be the same between us.... i miss you so, DB...
    MixedEmotions615 MixedEmotions615
    31-35, F
    Mar 23, 2015

    ....and I keep on saying

    that I am not sad, I am fine, it is not like I am trying to fool myself, I really think that I am fine, that my life could have been a lot worse ... I don't feel devastated and I have a lot of energy to keep going, which I am thankful for, because I don't know what i would do...
    MissGaga MissGaga
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 26, 2015
    MermaidCurry MermaidCurry
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 19, 2015

    I am having a hard time convincing myself

    that everything about you was just a lie... i want to move on and accept the fact that there will never be an "us".. but every time i thought I've finally moved on, i get this weird feeling, telling me that you're worth it and i must keep waiting.... *sigh* why, oh why do i...
    MixedEmotions615 MixedEmotions615
    31-35, F
    Mar 16, 2015

    Why must I be her enemy

    and lover at the same time? No one will win, both sides just get hurt.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Apr 9, 2015

    I went out with this girl

    for over a year.. We were close.. We loved each other a lot. There were times she would complain about not seeing me and seriously wanted to be with me "forever".. I wanted that too.. But on the last day of November, she we argued.. And it wasn't anything big either but she said...
    MysticGohan18 MysticGohan18
    18-21, M
    1 Response Feb 21, 2015

    Today I saw the man who makes my heart jump

    with joy and ache at the same time.. He was only 20 feet away.. I wanted to come up to him and say hi, but he looked happy and thought I should just let him be.. So i turned away without saying a word.. I'm not sure if he saw me, or if it even mattered.. i miss him soooo much...
    MixedEmotions615 MixedEmotions615
    31-35, F
    Feb 23, 2015
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