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I Have a Heavy Heart

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    Ice is pretty heavy and that is what my heart is full of!
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 13, 2010

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    Where to start? I'm in love with a man.

    ... Which is great no doubt. It rarely comes around around once in a lifetime and I think I've found it a few times. This time is different. So different it hurts. This man that I love is another's. I'm also taken. Well today I asked him to marry me... He said yes. Which made me...
    dsuzy dsuzy 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 28, 2014

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    I can't take it. I just feel my whole body's

    paying for the mistake of my heart. I wish my heart had a brain but I can't blame it. My heart just wants another to beat at the same rate as it.
    Dynasty2000 Dynasty2000 16-17, F Oct 7, 2014

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    Very Heavy Heart....

    I have a really heavy heart right now, tonight has been a hard and difficult night. I found out that one of my work buddies lost her kid. she had a miscarraige, and i just am remembering crap. also i found out someone i met online on a different site had killed himself. god my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 21, 2009

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    My Heart Is

    my heart is on hiatus. due to lack of it being shattered. but its mending and will be  back together in no time.
    xZombiexGirl xZombiexGirl 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 25, 2010

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    I have a heavy heart tonight,

    I can't get my mind straight. I feel no one gets me because no one thinks like I think or is going through what I am. Is she the fool or am I? It's the question of the night.
    dsuzy dsuzy 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 22, 2014

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    I don't know what to say.

    When I have the opportunity to be happy, I am full of guilt and sadness. I want to smile but in my mind I know it's so unreal. I wonder maybe it is just me. I've failed my family because I couldn't make them happy, and they've given me so so much. I want to move on because I...
    AxDisorientedxMind AxDisorientedxMind 22-25, F Jul 4, 2014

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    My heart is heavy tonight,

    not for what you may think. Some may say it's shocking and others say they understand. My heart is not mine to give away. I gave it away, almost two years ago to a man that I'm not married too! I feel I'm stuck between being happy and doing what I had promised to do. Life...
    dsuzy dsuzy 36-40, F Aug 19, 2014

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    Atlas

    I'm always waking up in a good mood. Mornings, while sipping my cup of coffee, are the only time my mom and I can talk of how our day went through. Nothing new of her stories. It's always about my dad. I can feel her sufferings with her stories. Then I'll be affected with her...
    dazzlingeyes dazzlingeyes 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 22, 2010

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    It so heavy that the guy I loved couldn't carry

    it. It got too heavy for him and he just dropped it
    Dynasty2000 Dynasty2000 16-17, F Jul 9, 2014

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    So I'm feeling too romantic lately

    and the only thing I can feel to relieve it is a really good teen romance novel, and no not the obvious ones by John Green cause I've read all of them! Please help!!! ( no sex either, at least not a lot..I hate slutty love stories.)
    arcticSoul97 arcticSoul97 13-15, F Jul 9, 2014

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    Stop haunting me. Stop coming in the middle of the night while I sleep and invade my dreams. Stop pouring salt on my wounds, they've been tortured enough. Stop showing up in the...
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    "It's better to have loved and lost, then to not love at all." I'd have to disagree. I'd much rather have never fallen in love, then to have fallen in love, and then have that...
    PsychGirl94 PsychGirl94 18-21, F 4 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    While she lay in deep slumber, my philosophical mind wanders. Fleeting images do cross my mind: the kiss of a god, the lulling song of an angel and the devil's sweet venom. Here...
    PoutingEnigma PoutingEnigma 26-30, F 6 hrs ago

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    Marriage is sacred.Vows must be forever.But there are cheating hearts.Who love to betrayTheir promises go astrayBlinded eyes seek no oneA man suddenly found his womanLong lost...
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest 36-40, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Cold sweats, my heart racing, and a jolt as I wake from that terrible place. I'm terrified of nothing and everything all at once...I don't even remember what the dream was this...
    vault101 vault101 26-30, F 9 hrs ago

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    Hello everyone, I recently found out that my son who is 11 has a Desmoid Tumor. My heart is shattered. I'm scared to death. I just wish is was me instead of him. How do yall get...
    SabrinaandXavier SabrinaandXavier 26-30, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Sunday Devotion A sun rises to a storm bruised western horizon. The sun and storm race to capture the sky and it is in that still moment the pup and I walked to the old silo...
    Freestanding Freestanding 51-55, F 21 hrs ago

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    it is light on the tongue and heavy on the scale. Juwairiyah (One of the wives of the Prophet, peace be upon him) reported that one day the Prophet, peace be upon him, left her...
    lonely147 lonely147 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    I love the pressure of lots of good food in my belly. When I'm stretched out and heavy like that, everything is so sensitive! >.< My breasts expand and become tender. I can...
    Alrightletsdothisiguess Alrightletsdothisiguess 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I've broken a bone . I broke my femur as a result of a medicine I was told to take by a doctor. My upper left leg hit the ground after I flew in the air for a few second as a...
    crazyram45 crazyram45 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    every day for a straight week. till they moved the heavy bullying to someone else.
    wolfsparadise wolfsparadise 13-15, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Last night, I finally told the one I believed my flame that he was my twin flame. As I started pouring out to him. I had this sudden ache and heavy feeling in my chest and I was...
    krimsonlove krimsonlove 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Now you see my life. This is my 100th post in Experience Project and I felt like it was time to reveal my origins, also known as my childhood through early age, to teenager...
    HighEndofYourLow HighEndofYourLow 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 21

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    As a teen, I had ridiculously heavy menstrual cycles, so, at the suggestion of my doctor, I began taking birth control pills, and continued taking them until I was 25 and married...
    roswartz roswartz 31-35, F Jun 20

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    A psychologist walked around a room while teaching stress management to an audience. As she raised a glass of water, everyone expected they'd be asked the "half empty or half full...
    Vision2Fly Vision2Fly 26-30, M 3 Responses Jun 20

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    I have never really said this out loud, my co workers know that I use to do it while my family never had a sense of clue. About a year and some time ago I got involved with some...
    TheresAPossibility TheresAPossibility 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 20

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    People have been ostracizing me and excluding me all my life. I felt like whenever I spoke I was being ignored; so I stopped speaking. I lost the ability to converse with people...
    Purrkittyy Purrkittyy 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 19

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    It does not matter to me how bad cigarettes may be for me, that is actually one of the things I love about them. But I have no shame in saying I love smoking. I love having a lit...
    rosiepatch rosiepatch 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 19

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    I have serious brain cancer concerns. Headaches, dizziness, cross-eyes, heavy head all the time, heart palpitations it's so bad it's there all the time. I'm scared I have brain...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Jun 19

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    My head is heavy. I need sleep but the files had not finish deleting yet. I will leave computer on and I will sleep.
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F Jun 19

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    My Aunt is near death. We think she may not live another day. My heart is heavy.
    Bluetangerine Bluetangerine 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    I've learned from my mom to be very strong and sometimes cold hearted to situations. My mom is the strongest person I know for many reasons and that has motivated me to become who...
    OhJoz OhJoz 22-25, F Jun 18

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    I am addicted to watching GORE videos on sites like heavy-r.com are they even real ?
    ExtremeNext ExtremeNext 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 17

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    And I want to share a specific thing I have been thinking about. I had mine corrected, but that is a different story. What I want to say, is that there is a two-fold thing to...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M Jun 16

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    Not really.. If you listen to super pure heavy metal, it sometimes sounds like "RORROROROROROROROROTOOROOOAAAAAAAOOO!*bass guitar riff* BLAHBLSHSIBWJWISROOROROROORO" no offense...
    DoorMattress DoorMattress 13-15, M 3 Responses Jun 16

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    My introduction to heavy metal music started with Twisted Sister's "We're Not Gonna Take It". I was 9 years old at the time, and didn't know what heavy metal music was. But once...
    BLACKTIGER75 BLACKTIGER75 36-40, M Jun 16

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    im tired of life im feeling like i have depressed kid i feel like im goin goff the deep end too much pain but it doesnt want to come out im well i cant stand that im tired of...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F Jun 16

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    WHY IS LIFE SO HARD? . There is an answer to the WHY question, found in the Bible. But it's not an answer that most people like to hear: the world is the way it is because it's the...
    GraceIsMine GraceIsMine 66-70, F 3 Responses Jun 16

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    Anyone near Reno Nevada?? I'm looking for someone to nurse on me to help bring in my milk to really be able to feed him.. I have a little bit in already but the pumping doesn't...
    FatNSexyBaby FatNSexyBaby 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 15

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    I'm not, obviously, but someone soon is going to be first one here and if I were young and making a baby I'd try to be first in this group. Pregnant Heavy Smokers all have fun and...
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M Jun 15

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