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I Have a Heavy Heart

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    My Heart Is

    my heart is on hiatus. due to lack of it being shattered. but its mending and will be  back together in no time.
    xZombiexGirl xZombiexGirl 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 25, 2010

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    I can't take it. I just feel my whole body's

    paying for the mistake of my heart. I wish my heart had a brain but I can't blame it. My heart just wants another to beat at the same rate as it.
    Dynasty2000 Dynasty2000 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    I have a heavy heart tonight,

    I can't get my mind straight. I feel no one gets me because no one thinks like I think or is going through what I am. Is she the fool or am I? It's the question of the night.
    dsuzy dsuzy 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 22

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    My heart is heavy tonight,

    not for what you may think. Some may say it's shocking and others say they understand. My heart is not mine to give away. I gave it away, almost two years ago to a man that I'm not married too! I feel I'm stuck between being happy and doing what I had promised to do. Life...
    dsuzy dsuzy 36-40, F Aug 19

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    Heavy

    Ice is pretty heavy and that is what my heart is full of!
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 4 Responses Sep 13, 2010

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    I don't know what to say.

    When I have the opportunity to be happy, I am full of guilt and sadness. I want to smile but in my mind I know it's so unreal. I wonder maybe it is just me. I've failed my family because I couldn't make them happy, and they've given me so so much. I want to move on because I...
    AxDisorientedxMind AxDisorientedxMind 22-25, F Jul 4

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    It so heavy that the guy I loved couldn't carry

    it. It got too heavy for him and he just dropped it
    Dynasty2000 Dynasty2000 16-17, F Jul 9

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    Where to start? I'm in love with a man.

    ... Which is great no doubt. It rarely comes around around once in a lifetime and I think I've found it a few times. This time is different. So different it hurts. This man that I love is another's. I'm also taken. Well today I asked him to marry me... He said yes. Which made me...
    dsuzy dsuzy 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 28

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    Very Heavy Heart....

    I have a really heavy heart right now, tonight has been a hard and difficult night. I found out that one of my work buddies lost her kid. she had a miscarraige, and i just am remembering crap. also i found out someone i met online on a different site had killed himself. god my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 21, 2009

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    So I'm feeling too romantic lately

    and the only thing I can feel to relieve it is a really good teen romance novel, and no not the obvious ones by John Green cause I've read all of them! Please help!!! ( no sex either, at least not a lot..I hate slutty love stories.)
    arcticSoul97 arcticSoul97 13-15, F Jul 9

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    Atlas

    I'm always waking up in a good mood. Mornings, while sipping my cup of coffee, are the only time my mom and I can talk of how our day went through. Nothing new of her stories. It's always about my dad. I can feel her sufferings with her stories. Then I'll be affected with her...
    dazzlingeyes dazzlingeyes 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 22, 2010

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    I failed in love for more than 20 times since my childhood. I am emotional at times. Slowly, I learn to patch-up my heart until I felt nothing at all. I recently got rejected again...
    CaptainHarlock CaptainHarlock 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    its broken in pieces like that Chinese vase your grandmother keeps even though it was dropped by the nieces. picked up all the parts, one by one, held it in my hand and looked down...
    xxbrokenlinkxx xxbrokenlinkxx 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    So, b*tches, you can't break something which doesn't exist
    BeingMe98 BeingMe98 16-17, M 2 days ago

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    .....or so I've been told .
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    It would be a privilege to have my heart broken by you
    SairaE SairaE 16-17, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I had a dream last night where I had a heart transplant. It felt so real. There are parts I remember vividly being on the operating table and the doctor asked me if I want to feel...
    ForeverIsOver ForeverIsOver 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 12

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    I had been out with my horse for about two hours, when all of a sudden, out of no where, I had the awfullest chest pain! It felt like something was crushing my entire chest, a...
    Willa91 Willa91 22-25, F Nov 22

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    Hi there. Since I was born I have been diagnosed with marfan syndrome. Little did I know, being an infant, I was on the verge of having many issues in life. They may not have been...
    ChrisSFTY ChrisSFTY 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    How long does it take? How long until you can forget? Can you even forget, is it possible? I love him so much.. I never believed in true love, let alone soul mates, until he came...
    xRiax xRiax 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have had my heart broken by so many guys I have lost track. Several didn't like me back as more than a friend, and another just wanted to hook up and nothing more. And I realized...
    advicefairy advicefairy 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I never believe people When they said how much it hurts To have your heart broken Until It was me Lying on my bedroom floor With mascara running down my face gasping for air crying...
    ShadowRiver ShadowRiver 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    i'm only 15, and i have so many issues and have made so many mistakes that i regret. i also have been heart broken, i swear to god i thought i was f*cking dying. it hurt so bad. it...
    courtneythepizzaqueen courtneythepizzaqueen 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    This is to you baby, our song: "Worldwide" [James:] Ooh Wait a minute before you tell me anything, how was your day? Cause I've been missing [Kendall:] You by my side, yeah...
    LawrenceGirl16 LawrenceGirl16 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 29

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    She can be immature, yet she can be so appropriate. She can have a heart as cold as ice, yet she can be so thoughtful. She has some emotional issues, yet she can seem so normal...
    aag311 aag311 41-45, M 2 Responses Dec 1

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    I have always been broken was abused by biological parents then adoptive tortured me til was 15 than foster parents everyone told me I was unlovable and unhuggable taught me to b...
    unspankablebrat80 unspankablebrat80 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    Feels like I'm going through purging withdrawals! I NEED to PURGE!!! Had a stressful day and I just NEED that feeling of discomfort when I binge because that's how I feel now. Then...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 9

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    You are a tough, lean, mean Marine; boy you certainly live up to the expectation. You stand one head taller than me. You can easily cover my whole head with both your hands, but I...
    dearalexe dearalexe 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I was in 8th grade when I first had the feeling for a certain boy. I saw him at the park and talked to him all night. I then started talking to him on Facebook since he was a grade...
    arianagrande14 arianagrande14 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    Four consecutive major break ups... never that easy.. I hate always being the one who gets dumped when you are loyal and dedicated in a relationship. I want to be the heart breaker...
    guhint guhint 18-21, F 10 hrs ago

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    A few years ago, I moved from the east coast of the United States to the southwest to go back to university after taking a year long break from school, and I didn't know a single...
    uglyhands uglyhands 22-25, F Dec 4

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    I know I have a child's heart and all ways will .. I believe that's the reason that is feeding me to keep-on going ...!
    benginm benginm 26-30, M 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    My heart is very tender. I'm hurt easily and pressured easily. It doesn't matter if it's my fault or someone else. I usually take the blame for everything and when I'm blaming...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 6 hrs ago

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    At first he happen to be caught in her glance, she had not noticed him her eyes were only focused on a friend as they whispered. Then slowly his existence started to grow, her eyes...
    Moonlight94 Moonlight94 18-21, F Nov 27

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    In 3 years i lived a life in black and white, when all of a sudden someone add different colors and just leave it unfinished making it look so messed up. Now after 3 months i...
    Thiswillbethelast Thiswillbethelast 18-21, F 15 hrs ago

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    It's the center of all life and its so so beautiful. The sound of a beating heart is truly captivating. I am always left in awe whenever i hear one.
    pixiepiink pixiepiink 16-17, F 5 hrs ago

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    Yesterday we had the most amazing evening ever, and today you're going on a date with another girl. Yesterday you loved me, today you'll love her. It is so heavy on my heart. But I...
    sproetje sproetje 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    life at the moment has its special moments like dining out with family going to the cinema swimming and the theater . These are the times which will stay in my heart as happy...
    scoobie2412 scoobie2412 41-45, F 15 hrs ago

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    I grew up during the biggest wave of heavy metal music in the 80s and early 90s. Back when MTV's Headbangers Ball was still on the air. While I'm not completely sure which heavy...
    BLACKTIGER75 BLACKTIGER75 36-40, M 1 Response Dec 10

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    Up again tonight, at that point where i want to give up. I'm so tired but i can't sleep. My mind is racing and my heart is really loud. Full meds and im doing all the right things...
    TryingToLoveLifeNow TryingToLoveLifeNow 18-21, F 22 hrs ago

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    Hopefully this will go in the same group as the other experiences and I havent forgotton one capital letter like the original which I intended to write about but just clicked me...
    stargirl58 stargirl58 26-30, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    My fiance and I just broke up after 2 years. We had major ups and downs. He is depressed and has a lot of hurdles in his life that had an impact on our relationship. After a...
    kraegee kraegee 41-45 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    So i found some things i wrote on some of my "good" days for someone that was feeling like i do today. I feel like it belongs here Though the war we fight is not on a battlefield...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 21

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    hey! my name is karan i am from hyderabad i got a seat in punjub for my graduation so i left for punjab it was the 1st tym i was away from my family everything was new there and i...
    realysweetguy realysweetguy 22-25, M Nov 24

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    Empty canvas. In appearance - really empty, silent, indifferent. Stunned, almost. In effect - full of tension with thousand subdued voices, heavy with expectations. A little...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 10

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    On the cold streets of the big apple. Bags so heavy i could not take a bite. The world on my shoulders. That's how it felt, crying internally pushing for shelter. I could see the...
    AndrogynousBeauty AndrogynousBeauty 22-25 1 Response Dec 11

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    So why don't she love me? That's the question I've been asking for most of her 20 years on Earth. Especially the last 10 or so. She's been living in Iran since she was 5 and that's...
    NDChoc NDChoc 41-45, F 2 Responses