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I Have a Heavy Heart

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    I have a heavy heart tonight,

    I can't get my mind straight. I feel no one gets me because no one thinks like I think or is going through what I am. Is she the fool or am I? It's the question of the night.
    dsuzy dsuzy 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 22, 2014

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    Heavy

    Ice is pretty heavy and that is what my heart is full of!
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 4 Responses Sep 13, 2010

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    It so heavy that the guy I loved couldn't carry

    it. It got too heavy for him and he just dropped it
    Dynasty2000 Dynasty2000 16-17, F Jul 9, 2014

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    I can't take it. I just feel my whole body's

    paying for the mistake of my heart. I wish my heart had a brain but I can't blame it. My heart just wants another to beat at the same rate as it.
    Dynasty2000 Dynasty2000 16-17, F Oct 7, 2014

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    My Heart Is

    my heart is on hiatus. due to lack of it being shattered. but its mending and will be  back together in no time.
    xZombiexGirl xZombiexGirl 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 25, 2010

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    My heart is heavy tonight,

    not for what you may think. Some may say it's shocking and others say they understand. My heart is not mine to give away. I gave it away, almost two years ago to a man that I'm not married too! I feel I'm stuck between being happy and doing what I had promised to do. Life...
    dsuzy dsuzy 36-40, F Aug 19, 2014

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    I don't know what to say.

    When I have the opportunity to be happy, I am full of guilt and sadness. I want to smile but in my mind I know it's so unreal. I wonder maybe it is just me. I've failed my family because I couldn't make them happy, and they've given me so so much. I want to move on because I...
    AxDisorientedxMind AxDisorientedxMind 22-25, F Jul 4, 2014

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    So I'm feeling too romantic lately

    and the only thing I can feel to relieve it is a really good teen romance novel, and no not the obvious ones by John Green cause I've read all of them! Please help!!! ( no sex either, at least not a lot..I hate slutty love stories.)
    arcticSoul97 arcticSoul97 13-15, F Jul 9, 2014

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    Very Heavy Heart....

    I have a really heavy heart right now, tonight has been a hard and difficult night. I found out that one of my work buddies lost her kid. she had a miscarraige, and i just am remembering crap. also i found out someone i met online on a different site had killed himself. god my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 21, 2009

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    Atlas

    I'm always waking up in a good mood. Mornings, while sipping my cup of coffee, are the only time my mom and I can talk of how our day went through. Nothing new of her stories. It's always about my dad. I can feel her sufferings with her stories. Then I'll be affected with her...
    dazzlingeyes dazzlingeyes 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 22, 2010

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    Where to start? I'm in love with a man.

    ... Which is great no doubt. It rarely comes around around once in a lifetime and I think I've found it a few times. This time is different. So different it hurts. This man that I love is another's. I'm also taken. Well today I asked him to marry me... He said yes. Which made me...
    dsuzy dsuzy 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 28, 2014

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    SecretEscape SecretEscape 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 18

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    I have a heart shaped birthmark on the top of my shaft. My girlfriend thinks it's great
    leedleleeee leedleleeee 18-21, T Jan 10

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    I just dont know why I feel broken heart so easily. its just like my heart made from glasses and really hurt to feel like this.Sometimes just because silly things , sometimes from...
    denez denez 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    Deep ache. Years of suppression. Emotions...Thoughts...Wants..and Desires. A caged heart, begging to be set free. Begging to feel...begging to love. Numbness awakening to the...
    SecretEscape SecretEscape 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    Three times. All by women I'd have done anything for. A horrible feeling that crushes your heart.
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 2 Responses Jan 15

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    It hurts to breathe when it happens. You wanna scream and destroy things. It almost feels like you're dying. Then when it's all over this numb feeling comes over you. You become...
    Ghostprojection Ghostprojection 18-21, F Jan 13

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    one time this cute boy made eye contact & smiled at me all day every time we passed each then after school i saw him walking home with his gf
    uhkenz uhkenz 13-15, F 7 Responses Jan 13

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    My first love my first for everything but he never treated me right treated me bad and expected me to stay. I stayed for 4 years finally let go last month it was the hardest but...
    mslexibae mslexibae 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I've never truly loved my wife, nor do we have great sexual chemistry, but our relationship is otherwise very open and honest. I was mildly depressed getting into it almost a...
    Haplava Haplava 26-30, M Dec 31, 2014

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    I haven't written a thing in a month. I have had no words to say, just dealing with myfeelings. Yes, my feelings, are all over the place like an abandoned animal left to fendon its...
    bemyvalentine bemyvalentine 56-60, F 8 Responses Jan 19

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    It just occurred to me while out walking.... I have been heartbroken for decades... Heartbroken from abandoning my inner child... Heartbroken because I didn't value her or love her...
    Orangerocket Orangerocket 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    If Only Have you ever wanted something so badly, and then not get it? Whether it be a love interest, a job, or another opportunity, you were just sure would be the perfect fit...
    akindheart akindheart 56-60, F 15 Responses Jan 13

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    Before I forget, I will write about this. I guess I have mentioned it already in an earlier bit under this heading, but it's become more poignant, I think, since then. Or...
    Lgl700 Lgl700 51-55, M 4 days ago

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    "People say I have the heart of a child. I actually have 5 or 6. I collect them."
    YouKnowIHateMyself YouKnowIHateMyself 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    Heavy equipment has at all times remained an essential section of the construction industry, such industry like construction distributor Axis Capital Group in Jakarta. It is not...
    mariepayne mariepayne 22-25, F Jan 11

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    It does. I have no idea how. Maybe because things are bad at home now. Maybe because, my father hates us Maybe because I miss my mother, she isn't dead, thank god, she's just...
    iamnoor iamnoor 13-15, F Jan 1

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    I first felt the symptoms in September which I ignored. I thought my arm and chest pains were due to over exercising at the gym. It could not be a heart attack. All my previous ECG...
    sakura20 sakura20 46-50, F Dec 29, 2014

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    What is Addiction? It is now one hundred years since drugs were first banned -- and all through this long century of waging war on drugs, we have been told a story about addiction...
    Ferric67 Ferric67 36-40, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I didn't grow up with a normal dad. He was different from other dads, my dad was diagnosed with asperger's syndrome, which is why he was different. He is a fun dad but acts rather...
    SpencerUK SpencerUK 16-17, M 7 hrs ago

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    In my reveries a thousand words I often share with you-I know not why? But when I face you I remain silent.I retreat-I know not Why? My heart weeps.No more it weaves dream...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 5 hrs ago

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    The saddest thing is loving someone whole heartily when they don't love you back. Or being so desperate your willing to accept the worst of a person just to hold on to something...
    Shattered89 Shattered89 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 8

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    The saddest thing is loving someone whole heartily when they don't love you back. Or being so desperate your willing to accept the worst of a person just to hold on to something...
    Shattered89 Shattered89 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 8

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    simple plan along with my family is my life<3 alot of the people who love simple plan say they have family problems well let me just say im not one to discribe on the internet...
    adventuretime55 adventuretime55 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    she's not my colleague or classmate or girl friend. we are same university, both of us from a different countries for a different course. we met at an university event. we used...
    stark55 stark55 18-21, M Jan 15

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    I thought being in love would be the greatest feeling I can ever have yes it's true and yes it's not true. I feel broken because I just made a decision that would change my whole...
    myleslus myleslus 22-25, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I have a boyfriend. He melts me into a puddle in my panties. He makes my heart hurt and my brain stupid. I don't need him and he doesn't need me but we chose to spend all our free...
    Lynzeelionhair Lynzeelionhair 18-21, F 12 hrs ago

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    I was really depressed when me and my boyfriend broke it. It felt so weird. I could barely breathe, my heart felt heavy, I lost a lot of weight, I was always alone (but what's new...
    uh2behonest uh2behonest 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    part six I had asked caroline over the summer to hang out a phew times but I never got to because she was usually quite busy but as the school year began to come around youth was...
    BushMaster243 BushMaster243 16-17, M Jan 7

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    *YOU ARE LOVED*DON'T GIVE UP. IT' S JUST THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD.WHEN YOUR HEART'S HEAVY,I , I WILL LIFT IT FOR YOU.DON'T  GIVE UPB ECAUSE YOU WANT TO BE HEARDIF SILENCE...
    lunadelobos lunadelobos 41-45 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I don't judge anyone, I'm not wise enough!But my heart tells me these are the important things for me as a person: 1.Honesty 2. Fidelity 3. Hospitality, especially to strangers. 4...
    glowbugs glowbugs 18-21, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    Yoooo im totally falling for this girl in college shes in my class so i gotta see her every day and im pretty confident she's straight so im like aaarrgh i don't wanna go through...
    ClosetedRebel ClosetedRebel 16-17, F 4 hrs ago

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    Yoooo im totally falling for this girl in college shes in my class so i gotta see her every day and im pretty confident she's straight so im like aaarrgh i don't wanna go through...
    ClosetedRebel ClosetedRebel 16-17, F 4 hrs ago

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    I'm starting to get one :) when I reach under my belly and try to hold it up it's pretty heavy now :D
    GettingChubby GettingChubby 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 9

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    I decided to put a whole bunch of my weight gaining life into this one experience. It's really long, but if you want to read it, do so :) My scales are sadly broken. The last...
    FlabPack FlabPack 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 4

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    I'm noticing that I like to hammer things. Today I put up a heavy collage on my wall in my new room. Felt good. And the other day when I assembled that bookshelf.. felt good...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 28, 2014

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    In about 2.5 years I've gained 45 pounds! I noticed the gain slowly over time but then all of a sudden I recently had a shocking revelation. I weigh 236lbs! WHAT?!!? My family...
    AprilShowersCatherine AprilShowersCatherine 22-25, F 3 Responses