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I Have a Heavy Heart

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    Very Heavy Heart....

    I have a really heavy heart right now, tonight has been a hard and difficult night. I found out that one of my work buddies lost her kid. she had a miscarraige, and i just am remembering crap. also i found out someone i met online on a different site had killed himself. god my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 21, 2009

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    So I'm feeling too romantic lately

    and the only thing I can feel to relieve it is a really good teen romance novel, and no not the obvious ones by John Green cause I've read all of them! Please help!!! ( no sex either, at least not a lot..I hate slutty love stories.)
    arcticSoul97 arcticSoul97 13-15, F Jul 9, 2014

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    It so heavy that the guy I loved couldn't carry

    it. It got too heavy for him and he just dropped it
    Dynasty2000 Dynasty2000 16-17, F Jul 9, 2014

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    I can't take it. I just feel my whole body's

    paying for the mistake of my heart. I wish my heart had a brain but I can't blame it. My heart just wants another to beat at the same rate as it.
    Dynasty2000 Dynasty2000 16-17, F Oct 7, 2014

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    My Heart Is

    my heart is on hiatus. due to lack of it being shattered. but its mending and will be  back together in no time.
    xZombiexGirl xZombiexGirl 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 25, 2010

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    Where to start? I'm in love with a man.

    ... Which is great no doubt. It rarely comes around around once in a lifetime and I think I've found it a few times. This time is different. So different it hurts. This man that I love is another's. I'm also taken. Well today I asked him to marry me... He said yes. Which made me...
    dsuzy dsuzy 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 28, 2014

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    I don't know what to say.

    When I have the opportunity to be happy, I am full of guilt and sadness. I want to smile but in my mind I know it's so unreal. I wonder maybe it is just me. I've failed my family because I couldn't make them happy, and they've given me so so much. I want to move on because I...
    AxDisorientedxMind AxDisorientedxMind 22-25, F Jul 4, 2014

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    Atlas

    I'm always waking up in a good mood. Mornings, while sipping my cup of coffee, are the only time my mom and I can talk of how our day went through. Nothing new of her stories. It's always about my dad. I can feel her sufferings with her stories. Then I'll be affected with her...
    dazzlingeyes dazzlingeyes 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 22, 2010

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    I have a heavy heart tonight,

    I can't get my mind straight. I feel no one gets me because no one thinks like I think or is going through what I am. Is she the fool or am I? It's the question of the night.
    dsuzy dsuzy 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 22, 2014

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    My heart is heavy tonight,

    not for what you may think. Some may say it's shocking and others say they understand. My heart is not mine to give away. I gave it away, almost two years ago to a man that I'm not married too! I feel I'm stuck between being happy and doing what I had promised to do. Life...
    dsuzy dsuzy 36-40, F Aug 19, 2014

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    Heavy

    Ice is pretty heavy and that is what my heart is full of!
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 4 Responses Sep 13, 2010

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    I let my guard down. I cried over him tonight. It's been a good while, I couldn't hold it in anymore. No matter how much I loved him and wanted to be with him, no way would it ever...
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    I finally think I'm getting over him. I thought seeing him with another girl would break me, but it's made me realize he really didn't care about me. He wasn't who I thought he was...
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    MermaidCurry MermaidCurry 18-21, F Feb 21

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    My pain is a difficult one to describe. I carry around a great deal of suffering. It feels like falling into ice cold water then being stabbed by hundreds of knives, but you can't...
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    I think this is the real reason I'm afraid of relationships. My last experience crippled my ability to trust and open myself up to anyone. I was emotionally abused by someone I...
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    My father is an alcoholic, in recovery for close to 25 years. While I am proud of the fact that is sober now, I am still so angry with him for never apologizing for making my...
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    lorinnicole lorinnicole 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    Thristic Thristic 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 20

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    I think of him a little less. I miss my daddy I loved him best. Of all the crimes I will confess I caused this harm and made this mess. I hurt him to his very core I am certain...
    LastofmyPeople LastofmyPeople 31-35, F 8 hrs ago

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    And most of the time I really wish they'd stop. 1. Why do I spend hours of my time per week sorting out my recycling when the recycling guys then pick up all my sorted recycling...
    Blondiex15 Blondiex15 36-40, F 7 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    im so tired of having your face run thru my mind everyday. I hate how you igonore me like I didnt matter. I opened my heart to you, I gave my body to you and you said you loved me...
    teri266 teri266 31-35, F 4 hrs ago

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    My bf is adorably handsome. He has a youthful face and personality. When he looks up at me or winks at me, I melt into a sappy puddle. When he's watching tv, he gets so engrossed...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 52 mins ago

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    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M 3 Responses Feb 15

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    My chest hurts , my heart is broken and just heavy I can tell any day now I'm going to break .😒
    yassbishh yassbishh 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 22

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    It's healing now. My bags are packed, light and heavy. The smell of you is almost gone. I'm scared of your darkness. But see you won't win. I still believe in love. I still...
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    Sitting alone under the night sky so black, Nobody knows what she's holding back, Pulling her sleeves past the black and blue. Once these bruises fade they'll come back anew...
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