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I Have a Heavy Heart

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 55 People

    My Heart Is

    my heart is on hiatus. due to lack of it being shattered. but its mending and will be  back together in no time.
    xZombiexGirl xZombiexGirl 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 25, 2010

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    It so heavy that the guy I loved couldn't carry

    it. It got too heavy for him and he just dropped it
    Dynasty2000 Dynasty2000 16-17, F Jul 9, 2014

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    Where to start? I'm in love with a man.

    ... Which is great no doubt. It rarely comes around around once in a lifetime and I think I've found it a few times. This time is different. So different it hurts. This man that I love is another's. I'm also taken. Well today I asked him to marry me... He said yes. Which made me...
    dsuzy dsuzy 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 28, 2014

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    I have a heavy heart tonight,

    I can't get my mind straight. I feel no one gets me because no one thinks like I think or is going through what I am. Is she the fool or am I? It's the question of the night.
    dsuzy dsuzy 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 22, 2014

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    I don't know what to say.

    When I have the opportunity to be happy, I am full of guilt and sadness. I want to smile but in my mind I know it's so unreal. I wonder maybe it is just me. I've failed my family because I couldn't make them happy, and they've given me so so much. I want to move on because I...
    AxDisorientedxMind AxDisorientedxMind 22-25, F Jul 4, 2014

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    Heavy

    Ice is pretty heavy and that is what my heart is full of!
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 4 Responses Sep 13, 2010

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    So I'm feeling too romantic lately

    and the only thing I can feel to relieve it is a really good teen romance novel, and no not the obvious ones by John Green cause I've read all of them! Please help!!! ( no sex either, at least not a lot..I hate slutty love stories.)
    arcticSoul97 arcticSoul97 13-15, F Jul 9, 2014

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    Very Heavy Heart....

    I have a really heavy heart right now, tonight has been a hard and difficult night. I found out that one of my work buddies lost her kid. she had a miscarraige, and i just am remembering crap. also i found out someone i met online on a different site had killed himself. god my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 21, 2009

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    I can't take it. I just feel my whole body's

    paying for the mistake of my heart. I wish my heart had a brain but I can't blame it. My heart just wants another to beat at the same rate as it.
    Dynasty2000 Dynasty2000 16-17, F Oct 7, 2014

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    Atlas

    I'm always waking up in a good mood. Mornings, while sipping my cup of coffee, are the only time my mom and I can talk of how our day went through. Nothing new of her stories. It's always about my dad. I can feel her sufferings with her stories. Then I'll be affected with her...
    dazzlingeyes dazzlingeyes 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 22, 2010

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    My heart is heavy tonight,

    not for what you may think. Some may say it's shocking and others say they understand. My heart is not mine to give away. I gave it away, almost two years ago to a man that I'm not married too! I feel I'm stuck between being happy and doing what I had promised to do. Life...
    dsuzy dsuzy 36-40, F Aug 19, 2014

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    I have an enlarged heart and pretty frequent palpitations. I could die any time but it doesn't really bother me. The thing is, some days I hope my heart just stops and doesn't...
    bmo7897 bmo7897 26-30, M Mar 8

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    every time i go near the ED, I can't help but remember how wonderful you were and how you made my ED experience so memorable... but I still don't understand what was true and...
    TrueLove213 TrueLove213 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    I will never give my heart to someone again. I have been hurt too many times. How can anyone be so cruel ?
    sassygirl42 sassygirl42 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 11

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    I am having a hard time convincing myself that everything about you was just a lie... i want to move on and accept the fact that there will never be an "us".. but every time i...
    TrueLove213 TrueLove213 26-30, F Mar 16

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    But it's mostly due to acid reflux.
    MermaidCurry MermaidCurry 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    Tears flow from my cheeks for I am only human. So many things wrong in my world, I just seek comfort and understanding. Time moves on but many things remain the same. I have a...
    johnny048 johnny048 46-50, M 3 Responses Mar 14

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    One day I was getting ready for my first day of high school. I'm trying to stay really calm. I'm trying to breathe at the normal speed. My heart is beating so fast I can feel it on...
    TheGlamRush TheGlamRush 13-15, F 3 hrs ago

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    This is something that I have been considering for some time now. Before I go into my story, I will tell you a bit about me. I am a divorced, mother of three beautiful children...
    youchampion youchampion 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    Everyone at school talks about grand parents. My grandma made these cookies my grandpa took me here... And I am over here like, never met one of my grandpas. The one on my mothers...
    LoverOfAllSouls LoverOfAllSouls 13-15, F Mar 11

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    But it may have shrank. Heart attacks can cause that. Since i smoke.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 6 days ago

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    The best way to not get a broken heart, is to pretend that you don't have a heart.
    serenapaul serenapaul 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    My Indian boyfriend broke up with me, he said the feelings fade away. I was crying over our phone call, i beg him not to leave then he got convinced, he stayed but after one week...
    kishmishshekhar kishmishshekhar 18-21, F 3 Responses 52 mins ago

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    He is the ocean I was drowning in your undertow. Heavy waves dragged me down. Heavy.. Heavy.. you would release me for a moment, just to pull me back out into your riptide. I was...
    summerdaniella summerdaniella 22-25, F Mar 18

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    Sigh, it's that time again. I met this guy in college. he' s pretty cool with me and he does these funny awkward gestures around me. It seems like he likes me but, from all my past...
    CrsNero CrsNero 18-21, M Mar 16

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    I woke up around 3:30ish lastnight. I had no clue why, I just did. When I attempted to fall back asleep I drifted into a subconscious state I guess. My body broke out in a cold...
    Destinyyy Destinyyy 16-17, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I had a miscarriage Feb 6th 2015 @ 5 weeks & 5 days ( my first child ) , the bleeding started approx. 8:15am I woke up out of a deep sleep I had thought I urinated on myself but...
    GodChild77 GodChild77 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    So I just realized that I like heavy metal and death metal but the thing is my mom is a strict catholic so it's kinda complicated because I don't know if she will think I'm satanic...
    NoraCipriano NoraCipriano 13-15, F 7 Responses Mar 6

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    FYI: For anyone crossing into Mississippi, the sign that reads "All heavy luds" to the left..... In translation, it's heavy loads. I was just informed....
    CowboysAndAngels CowboysAndAngels 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    I'm 48 and have been a heavy smoker since I was in High School. I start when I was 12 and start smoking regularly at 15. I have always smoked Marlboro Light 100's and I think their...
    sherri100ssmoker sherri100ssmoker 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    I can't remember when it started but I know that as I grow older it is getting worse. Everyday I go throw the motions trying to keep my face in a calm smile, but inside I am...
    Cogsy Cogsy 16-17, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    And meeting up with other heavy smokers is really awesome. Met 2 cool dudes tonight.
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M 6 days ago

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    Like Emo, Screamo, Punk Rock and Heavy Metal Music
    goodnites25 goodnites25 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    That music! So loud and powerful. So energetic. So lively. So invigorating. It's perfect music. It takes away my stress. It makes me feel alive. It gets inside and moves things...
    FruitSlice FruitSlice 41-45, M 17 hrs ago

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    Iam 16 years old and I have been going out with my girlfriend for 10 months and I completely fell in love with her she means everything to me and I know I mean the world to her too...
    Qewwz Qewwz 22-25, M Mar 16

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    this is for Kristen I love her and I hope she does the right thing cause I love her ----------------- It's hard enough to be a man in this world all alone, Paying bills and...
    Angelicguitarist85 Angelicguitarist85 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    My music taste is all over the charts, I have been introduced to so many different kinds through my life. Some of my favorite groups are Metallica ( Heavy metal) Pink Floyd, Led...
    orchidangel orchidangel 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    I don't get why people like alcohol so much. I don't see what the big deal is. First off, I'm a heavy weight for a girl, it takes a lot to get me drunk. (Probably because I'm...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    Mike Luna. Specialist 4th class Michael Luna. The name might lead one to thinking he was of hispanic background. There might have been some of that heritage in his ancestry, but...
    wantadoover wantadoover 56-60, M Mar 5

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    I'm so sick of people saying "I don't need that to have fun" like good for you and your life but some people like drinking and like smoking. Maybe they like that it makes the world...
    Jusjellybean Jusjellybean 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 5

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    Another night, forced to stay awake against my will. I'm so tired, I just want to sleep. I don't remember the last time I had a good nights sleep. Too long ago to remember. My...
    Scoodaloop Scoodaloop 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 10

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    If you have been feeling depressed and you are just tired of it and you want to be in peace, I invite you to surrender the war you have with depression. Our society judges...
    SatsangWithTathina SatsangWithTathina 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 10

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