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I Have a Heavy Heart

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    Heavy

    Ice is pretty heavy and that is what my heart is full of!
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 4 Responses Sep 13, 2010

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    I can't take it. I just feel my whole body's

    paying for the mistake of my heart. I wish my heart had a brain but I can't blame it. My heart just wants another to beat at the same rate as it.
    Dynasty2000 Dynasty2000 16-17, F Oct 7, 2014

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    Atlas

    I'm always waking up in a good mood. Mornings, while sipping my cup of coffee, are the only time my mom and I can talk of how our day went through. Nothing new of her stories. It's always about my dad. I can feel her sufferings with her stories. Then I'll be affected with her...
    dazzlingeyes dazzlingeyes 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 22, 2010

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    My Heart Is

    my heart is on hiatus. due to lack of it being shattered. but its mending and will be  back together in no time.
    xZombiexGirl xZombiexGirl 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 25, 2010

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    So I'm feeling too romantic lately

    and the only thing I can feel to relieve it is a really good teen romance novel, and no not the obvious ones by John Green cause I've read all of them! Please help!!! ( no sex either, at least not a lot..I hate slutty love stories.)
    arcticSoul97 arcticSoul97 13-15, F Jul 9, 2014

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    I don't know what to say.

    When I have the opportunity to be happy, I am full of guilt and sadness. I want to smile but in my mind I know it's so unreal. I wonder maybe it is just me. I've failed my family because I couldn't make them happy, and they've given me so so much. I want to move on because I...
    AxDisorientedxMind AxDisorientedxMind 22-25, F Jul 4, 2014

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    I have a heavy heart tonight,

    I can't get my mind straight. I feel no one gets me because no one thinks like I think or is going through what I am. Is she the fool or am I? It's the question of the night.
    dsuzy dsuzy 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 22, 2014

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    Very Heavy Heart....

    I have a really heavy heart right now, tonight has been a hard and difficult night. I found out that one of my work buddies lost her kid. she had a miscarraige, and i just am remembering crap. also i found out someone i met online on a different site had killed himself. god my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 21, 2009

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    It so heavy that the guy I loved couldn't carry

    it. It got too heavy for him and he just dropped it
    Dynasty2000 Dynasty2000 16-17, F Jul 9, 2014

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    My heart is heavy tonight,

    not for what you may think. Some may say it's shocking and others say they understand. My heart is not mine to give away. I gave it away, almost two years ago to a man that I'm not married too! I feel I'm stuck between being happy and doing what I had promised to do. Life...
    dsuzy dsuzy 36-40, F Aug 19, 2014

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    Where to start? I'm in love with a man.

    ... Which is great no doubt. It rarely comes around around once in a lifetime and I think I've found it a few times. This time is different. So different it hurts. This man that I love is another's. I'm also taken. Well today I asked him to marry me... He said yes. Which made me...
    dsuzy dsuzy 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 28, 2014

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    This is my daily life.It's almost been a full year since my car died and I don't have the finances to buy another one.I never could have imagined this would be my life at this age...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 46-50, M Apr 25

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    I'm scared to even want to know what is happening with my heart. I am in my early 40s. Had tests done after being kept over night for observation back in January. Said no heart...
    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F 2 Responses May 3

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    You are the only one with the magical key to my heart, it is only your finger tips upon my skin, only your fingerprint that can open it up. Others might try but you see they don't...
    NewBeginnings77 NewBeginnings77 31-35, F 4 Responses May 11

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    Today is the day. I find out if I have to have a procedure to see if have blockage to my heart.
    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F 4 Responses May 6

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    Here waiting for the cardiologist to come into the room. Deep breath.
    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F May 6

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    Just had some of the best indian food I ever had.
    asherjoh asherjoh 36-40, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    The heart beats...thoughts form A pulling within, that will not let go To feel in the very depths of your core, knowing you can never have another day, where this feeling does...
    WithinTheHeart WithinTheHeart 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 25

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    After more than a decade of eating poorly and being sedentary, I have developed heart disease. Currently, I'm trying to reverse it nutritionally and will have to start exercising...
    zarpanzur zarpanzur 26-30, M May 5

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    How do you deal with the voices? When your mind and your body are talking to you faster than you can hear faster than you can understand and only little utterances make sense. If...
    LadySweetz LadySweetz 18-21, F 2 Responses May 10

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    Thought he was different? Ok Stop the bus!!!!! Well looks like I have been ghosted by someone I really thought was a decent guy. So does this mean I am just a fool or a bad judge...
    tamarisk1 tamarisk1 41-45, F 5 Responses Apr 24

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    I have my heart broken so many times. But it made me stronger now. I tried to find someone, it didnt work and now i can forget about it. I had so many bad expirences that i dont...
    tokyo60s tokyo60s 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    people tell me i am lucky i dont reply usually just say this in my heart am i lucky will be the person who will have her who will share sunsets and sunrises with her who will...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 1

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    Family is very important to me. I was - am being - raised as a family oriented type of person. Therefore, they are mostly responsible for how I turn out, right? They have so many...
    Purplebow123 Purplebow123 16-17, F May 12

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    More like my heart is broken. There is a girl I fell for, and I expressed my feelings to her. We fought a lot about it. Our friendship was up and down for months. Until today she...
    AaliyahRobinson AaliyahRobinson 18-21 1 hr ago

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    Hello fellow CES survivors my heart is out to you all I had surgery on March 4 2015 laminectomy/discectomy emergency decompression was paralyzed for 30 hours .This syndrome is one...
    clint03 clint03 36-40, M 1 hr ago

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    I started out 5 years ago weighing 289. I worked hard to lose a bit over 100 lbs. I bounce around 185. I would love to lose another 20 lbs. My issue here is even though my kids are...
    Samadde Samadde 41-45, F 1 hr ago

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    I surrender myself to you come to your home body so bare so innocent with soft eyes You are hard as rock So hurt So broken Furious eyes Meets my eyes You see a vulnerable...
    TeeStory TeeStory 18-21, F May 6

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    Forgotten veterans.Beat by mother as a child for rich father abandoning us. I looked and sounded like father so I paid the price for it.Step father a good man and is why I am not a...
    sswehiii sswehiii 51-55, M 1 Response May 12

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    cause not everybody has a heart as thick as ours keep aiming for the stars not everybody has a heart as thick as ours keep aiming for the stars Its so hard to let a smile creep out...
    Rourou19 Rourou19 18-21, F Apr 24

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    Marlboro 100s. There's only 3 types of Marlboro 100s smokers... Heavy smokers, really heavy smokers and chainbots non stop.
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M Apr 24

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    Cedar Capital Group, a company which rents and sells capital equipment in Singapore with agents in Tokyo, Japan and Seoul South Korea, is now delivering across Asia in hopes to...
    MarkPaulLucas MarkPaulLucas 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    Would you like to wake up to a " Good morning beautiful!" or see "how is/was your day?" or "Just thinking of you again babe!" or any other caring & comforting text throughout the...
    the1true the1true 26-30, M Apr 27

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    It all started when I was 5 or 6, I don't have much experience with this since I'm only 13, but I need to know I'm not alone out there :3 what bothers me is chewing, sniffing...
    MisophoniaKitten MisophoniaKitten 13-15, F May 4

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    I saw you again .... I felt you this time I felt the love and how you cared . I'm back in Texas and how I wish I was w you or text you but I'm afraid of love I'm afraid to be with...
    amandalovee24 amandalovee24 22-25, F May 4

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    I miss her a lot. I've heard of a lot of twin flames who haven't seen each other for months or even years. It's only been about a month, and I can't get her out of my head. The...
    frootloops123 frootloops123 22-25 2 Responses May 14

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    I love Heavy Metal Music But My Environment Is Hostile I am a Metal fan since early 2012. However it looks as if I do not get positive reactions from people, if I get reactions...
    metalheart2012 metalheart2012 51-55, M Apr 23

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    When your Heart brocks, no-one can hear the sound. But only one can feel it, yeah that's you. A broken heart is one of those experiences that all of us as humans can share, yet...
    Riyaan8 Riyaan8 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 26

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    My heart has been teaching me lots of lessons lately. He's been in the spot light for awhile now by going through the roller coaster journey of his own. A while ago, exactly a...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F Apr 28

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    We are doing a project on hearts and we had to listen to someone's heart. we went in this room where we we're private. the speaker told us to do things. I was up first. the told me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 26

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    As a child I grew up in a household with an alcoholic father, who was very much a dictator in the household, had anger problems, consistently cheated on my mom and would get into...
    CountryPrincess88 CountryPrincess88 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 26

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    The Existence of Negative Entities Growing up as a child, my grandmother lived far away from where we used to live. She would visit each one of her children, one year at a time...
    PastPilot PastPilot 51-55, M Apr 23

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