I Have a Heavy Heart

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 77 People

    Where to start? I'm in love with a man.

    ... Which is great no doubt. It rarely comes around around once in a lifetime and I think I've found it a few times. This time is different. So different it hurts. This man that I love is another's. I'm also taken. Well today I asked him to marry me... He said yes. Which made me...
    dsuzy dsuzy
    36-40, F
    Aug 28, 2014

    Very Heavy Heart....

    I have a really heavy heart right now, tonight has been a hard and difficult night. I found out that one of my work buddies lost her kid. she had a miscarraige, and i just am remembering crap. also i found out someone i met online on a different site had killed himself. god my...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 21, 2009

    I thought that the worst possible thing

    that had happened to me this year was my break up back in January... But 2 months later, I lost my grandfather. Just 2 days before he passed away I even took our last photo together. The day of his funeral I experienced the pain of losing someone I loved so much yet again. My...
    glittxrdiva glittxrdiva
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 26

    So I'm feeling too romantic lately

    and the only thing I can feel to relieve it is a really good teen romance novel, and no not the obvious ones by John Green cause I've read all of them! Please help!!! ( no sex either, at least not a lot..I hate slutty love stories.)
    arcticSoul97 arcticSoul97
    16-17, F
    Jul 9, 2014

    It so heavy that the guy I loved couldn't carry

    it. It got too heavy for him and he just dropped it
    Dynasty2000 Dynasty2000
    16-17, F
    Jul 9, 2014

    My Heart Is

    my heart is on hiatus. due to lack of it being shattered. but its mending and will be  back together in no time.
    xZombiexGirl xZombiexGirl
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 25, 2010

    I don't think I'm ok.

    :( Thinking about my current circumstances, my marriage... I don't think I can do this anymore.
    SaundraMae SaundraMae
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Sep 8, 2015

    It is so important to take care of the people

    you love and care for not only when they’re radiant and full of contentment. If you’re going to make the commitment to care, then do so without boundaries. If there’s one thing I can say with certainty, it is that feeling like a burden is one of the most heart wrenching...
    SabaKeeyan SabaKeeyan
    18-21, T
    Dec 23, 2015

    I don't know what to say.

    When I have the opportunity to be happy, I am full of guilt and sadness. I want to smile but in my mind I know it's so unreal. I wonder maybe it is just me. I've failed my family because I couldn't make them happy, and they've given me so so much. I want to move on because I...
    AxDisorientedxMind AxDisorientedxMind
    22-25, F
    Jul 4, 2014

    I can't take it. I just feel my whole body's

    paying for the mistake of my heart. I wish my heart had a brain but I can't blame it. My heart just wants another to beat at the same rate as it.
    Dynasty2000 Dynasty2000
    16-17, F
    Oct 7, 2014

    My heart is heavy tonight,

    not for what you may think. Some may say it's shocking and others say they understand. My heart is not mine to give away. I gave it away, almost two years ago to a man that I'm not married too! I feel I'm stuck between being happy and doing what I had promised to do. Life...
    dsuzy dsuzy
    36-40, F
    Aug 19, 2014

    Though it was really looking like we were headed

    for divorce, we've decided to give it one last shot. My head is swimming & I just want to figure this out. Would love to take a personal day or two off of work, but I feel like I can't. I hate feeling like I don't have support. Like, "oh, that sucks. But suck it up because you...
    SaundraMae SaundraMae
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Sep 16, 2015

    Heavy

    Ice is pretty heavy and that is what my heart is full of!
    Arorin Arorin
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Sep 13, 2010

    Someone told me I’m the type of person

    someone will never get over. I had to text my ex-girlfriend to see if it were true because if there is anything in life I don’t want to be, that is it. I do not want to be the person a bunch of people won’t ever get over. I don’t want to be the main character in someone...
    SabaKeeyan SabaKeeyan
    18-21, T
    Feb 14

    Sometimes situations wound us

    so deeply that they temporarily blind us. More often than not, we aren’t even aware of this. We think that we’re seeing the whole picture, when in reality, we’re only focusing on a fraction of it. The fraction we focus on is one we frequently find the most comfort in. That...
    SabaKeeyan SabaKeeyan
    18-21, T
    Jan 18

    I have a heavy heart tonight,

    I can't get my mind straight. I feel no one gets me because no one thinks like I think or is going through what I am. Is she the fool or am I? It's the question of the night.
    dsuzy dsuzy
    36-40, F
    1 Response Sep 22, 2014

    Recently had my heart hurt,

    going through the motions. I need positive vibes, good energy and praying praying PRAYING.I was used and lead on, I feel hurt that he didn't take the time we spent go get to know the real me, why would someone do that? Or purposely play w/someone's heart for some kind of ego...
    KernsK KernsK
    31-35, F
    Dec 12, 2015

    And I'm not sure what to do about it.

    I don't know if I just need to sit with it for a bit, have a good cry. I don't know if I should look for some sort of release. Go for a walk. Talk with a friend... ???
    SaundraMae SaundraMae
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Sep 7, 2015

    Atlas

    I'm always waking up in a good mood. Mornings, while sipping my cup of coffee, are the only time my mom and I can talk of how our day went through. Nothing new of her stories. It's always about my dad. I can feel her sufferings with her stories. Then I'll be affected with her...
    dazzlingeyes dazzlingeyes
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 22, 2010

    It actually hurts and I feel like I can't

    breathe. Happens every once in a while and I have it again now. Hope it goes away soon.
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 22, 2015

    Monday we talked. I told him how I feel.

    It looked like we were headed for divorce. Tuesday we were both scared & decided we should keep trying. Wednesday I wished I was with him instead of at work. Thursday, as we were sitting together watching tv, I couldn't shake the feeling that by "giving him another chance," I'm...
    SaundraMae SaundraMae
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 18, 2015

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