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I Have a Heavy Heart

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 76 People

    It is so important to take care of the people

    you love and care for not only when they’re radiant and full of contentment. If you’re going to make the commitment to care, then do so without boundaries. If there’s one thing I can say with certainty, it is that feeling like a burden is one of the most heart wrenching...
    SabaKeeyan SabaKeeyan 18-21, T Dec 23, 2015

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    I can't take it. I just feel my whole body's

    paying for the mistake of my heart. I wish my heart had a brain but I can't blame it. My heart just wants another to beat at the same rate as it.
    Dynasty2000 Dynasty2000 16-17, F Oct 7, 2014

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    Heavy

    Ice is pretty heavy and that is what my heart is full of!
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 13, 2010

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    I don't know what to say.

    When I have the opportunity to be happy, I am full of guilt and sadness. I want to smile but in my mind I know it's so unreal. I wonder maybe it is just me. I've failed my family because I couldn't make them happy, and they've given me so so much. I want to move on because I...
    AxDisorientedxMind AxDisorientedxMind 22-25, F Jul 4, 2014

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    My heart is heavy tonight,

    not for what you may think. Some may say it's shocking and others say they understand. My heart is not mine to give away. I gave it away, almost two years ago to a man that I'm not married too! I feel I'm stuck between being happy and doing what I had promised to do. Life...
    dsuzy dsuzy 36-40, F Aug 19, 2014

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    I don't think I'm ok.

    :( Thinking about my current circumstances, my marriage... I don't think I can do this anymore.
    SaundraMae SaundraMae 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 8, 2015

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    A LETTER FROM YOUR HEART I am

    so sorry I've hurt you. That is the last thing I ever wanted to do. It's difficult sometimes for me to stay silent for so long. You allow me to show myself to others but very seldom do I feel anything in return. It's been so long since you have allowed us to experience joy...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 46-50, F 4 Responses Dec 21, 2015

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    Such a sad day but I have to remember

    that heaven now has a kick *** duo. I can't wait to hear this choir! http://youtu.be/YoDh_gHDvkk
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 46-50, F 3 Responses Jan 11

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    Monday we talked. I told him how I feel.

    It looked like we were headed for divorce. Tuesday we were both scared & decided we should keep trying. Wednesday I wished I was with him instead of at work. Thursday, as we were sitting together watching tv, I couldn't shake the feeling that by "giving him another chance," I'm...
    SaundraMae SaundraMae 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 18, 2015

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    During my morning gym adventures I have been

    listening to faith-based podcasts. I have enjoyed adding a morning devotional to exercise my soul as well as my body. Anyway, this morning as I was listening the person asked the following question of the group to which he was speaking, "If Christianity became illegal in the...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 46-50, F 7 Responses Nov 18, 2015

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    Sometimes situations wound us

    so deeply that they temporarily blind us. More often than not, we aren’t even aware of this. We think that we’re seeing the whole picture, when in reality, we’re only focusing on a fraction of it. The fraction we focus on is one we frequently find the most comfort in. That...
    SabaKeeyan SabaKeeyan 18-21, T Jan 18

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    Where to start? I'm in love with a man.

    ... Which is great no doubt. It rarely comes around around once in a lifetime and I think I've found it a few times. This time is different. So different it hurts. This man that I love is another's. I'm also taken. Well today I asked him to marry me... He said yes. Which made me...
    dsuzy dsuzy 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 28, 2014

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    It actually hurts and I feel like I can't

    breathe. Happens every once in a while and I have it again now. Hope it goes away soon.
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 22, 2015

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    Recently had my heart hurt,

    going through the motions. I need positive vibes, good energy and praying praying PRAYING.I was used and lead on, I feel hurt that he didn't take the time we spent go get to know the real me, why would someone do that? Or purposely play w/someone's heart for some kind of ego...
    KernsK KernsK 31-35, F Dec 12, 2015

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    Though it was really looking like we were headed

    for divorce, we've decided to give it one last shot. My head is swimming & I just want to figure this out. Would love to take a personal day or two off of work, but I feel like I can't. I hate feeling like I don't have support. Like, "oh, that sucks. But suck it up because you...
    SaundraMae SaundraMae 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 16, 2015

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    Atlas

    I'm always waking up in a good mood. Mornings, while sipping my cup of coffee, are the only time my mom and I can talk of how our day went through. Nothing new of her stories. It's always about my dad. I can feel her sufferings with her stories. Then I'll be affected with her...
    dazzlingeyes dazzlingeyes 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 22, 2010

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    So I'm feeling too romantic lately

    and the only thing I can feel to relieve it is a really good teen romance novel, and no not the obvious ones by John Green cause I've read all of them! Please help!!! ( no sex either, at least not a lot..I hate slutty love stories.)
    arcticSoul97 arcticSoul97 16-17, F Jul 9, 2014

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    I have a heavy heart tonight,

    I can't get my mind straight. I feel no one gets me because no one thinks like I think or is going through what I am. Is she the fool or am I? It's the question of the night.
    dsuzy dsuzy 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 22, 2014

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    It so heavy that the guy I loved couldn't carry

    it. It got too heavy for him and he just dropped it
    Dynasty2000 Dynasty2000 16-17, F Jul 9, 2014

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    I've been Christmas shopping,

    decorating, baking...even listening to Christmas music and have watched a movie or two. I just cannot get into the Christmas spirit. Perhaps I've reached the point that I've truly stopped believing in all of it.
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 46-50, F 2 Responses Dec 11, 2015

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    My Heart Is

    my heart is on hiatus. due to lack of it being shattered. but its mending and will be  back together in no time.
    xZombiexGirl xZombiexGirl 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 25, 2010

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    And I'm not sure what to do about it.

    I don't know if I just need to sit with it for a bit, have a good cry. I don't know if I should look for some sort of release. Go for a walk. Talk with a friend... ???
    SaundraMae SaundraMae 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 7, 2015

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    Very Heavy Heart....

    I have a really heavy heart right now, tonight has been a hard and difficult night. I found out that one of my work buddies lost her kid. she had a miscarraige, and i just am remembering crap. also i found out someone i met online on a different site had killed himself. god my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 21, 2009

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    So soothing to my ears. To me, heavy metal is Killswitch Engage, Avenged Sevenfold, and Falling in Reverse =3
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    I have never believed that if your love doesn't happen to come to "Lived Happily Ever After" and you have a heart ache in love because the person you really thought would be their...
    Bareen Bareen 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    ahhh...no....heavy rain makes me feel sad, I just feel lonely, for no any reason? :(
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    My father was a pretty heavy smoker since the time he was a teen. A few years ago, he died from lung cancer. It was a slow painful death that i wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. I...
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    Because it always go through so much pain while he never give but love and kindness, best brother i am but when it comes to love, i am always having troubles with my heart, and...
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    i wish could just spend the rest of my life going on cross country road trips seeing new things in camper or a caravan with a comfy bed no cares just smoke weed chill eat have s3x...
    sogdianrock sogdianrock 56-60, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    You have someone and I have a crush on you. I thought I was straight then I met you.I respect your relationship. I would never. Whenever I think of you my heart gets heavy. But if...
    jdisimilar jdisimilar 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Never apologize for how much love you have to give.... Just feel sorry for those who didn't want any of it.. I have a heart full of love,,but it's mine to give only to the one...
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    To have your heart ripped apart by the person you thought you wanted to spend the rest of your life with is such incomprehensible pain. I'd rather be numb.
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