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I Have a Lot of Doubt About a Lot of Things

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    Doubt-box

    I am a doubt-box. I don't normally ask doubts in classes because I don't like attention on me and also I am constantly worried my questions might be stupid ones and I will be made fun of by the teacher. It's really a complex, I guess. I can never get past it, though sometimes I...
    frootiee frootiee 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 28, 2011

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