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    Doubt-box - I am a doubt-box. I don't normally ask doubts in classes because I don't like attention on me and also I am constantly worried my questions might be stupid ones and I...
    frootiee frootiee 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 28, 2011

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    i'm thinking about it now in fact. i'm tired of being depressed and sick all the time. i'm tired of being used. i'm tired of hurting. i don't think anyone will miss me except...
    Transluminal2010 Transluminal2010 41-45, M 6 days ago

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    i'm thinking about it now in fact. i'm tired of being depressed and sick all the time. i'm tired of being used. i'm tired of hurting. i don't think anyone will miss me except...
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    i'm thinking about it now in fact. i'm tired of being depressed and sick all the time. i'm tired of being used. i'm tired of hurting. i don't think anyone will miss me except...
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    My names amber and I have thought about suicide a lot. I have so many problems at home and school is really stressful. My parents don't understand how hard it could be to be a...
    diamond104 diamond104 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    I have thought about suicide and I still continue to think about it. Every night. It seems like it's the only way out of this sadness that I feel. I'm not motivated to get my self...
    Glo59 Glo59 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    I'm not going to lie. I have thought about suicide. I didn't do it for attention. I honestly wanted to commit suicide that day. I didn't tell anyone cause they would think I'm...
    IDontKnowAnymore13 IDontKnowAnymore13 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm not gonna lie here, I have thought about, and attempted suicide... God forbid me from Heaven and Hell won't have me
    TristonBrozik TristonBrozik 13-15, M 6 days ago

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    At one point I had it all planned out. I was going to make things right with everyone and answer any doubts in their mind about me. What came next wasn't that elaborate. I was...
    IcyDragon IcyDragon 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    The thoughts about trying to commit suicide are just more real yet less intense. I mean I cry about it and it scares me but it seems more like a job to be done. There are moments...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    There's a lot of things I should be doing but I'm not,keep putting them off till later,the more overwhelmed I get by things the less I do stuff..I guess my coping mechanism is...
    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I overthink everything. No matter what it is, I will over analyze the entire situation. I always think negative things about them, I don't know how to stop. I just constantly worry...
    trippyprincess trippyprincess 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    It's been a long week. Monday my therapy session got ambushed by parents. Thursday I get a call from my therapist saying that my parents wanted to have a session and so mine was...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    A actually wrote this last January 31st but I wasn't able to post it immediately because I'm a little bit busy. Just a random post, I don't know what are the things that will be...
    m00nshine m00nshine 16-17, F Mar 24

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    I live in a happy house with parents who love me. I love them too. I feel safe with them. I have a brother who I jokingly say I hate because of his annoyance, I love him however. I...
    varixtic varixtic 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    It was Oct. 31 1991 my friend Nori had a invite to a Halloween costume party in Jamul ,Ca. about 25 miles east of Chula Vista that were I was living I wasn't invited but went...
    skineejenny skineejenny 51-55, F Mar 20

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    I worry about seeing people again. I saw a random guy and got a deep pain in my stomach and got scared I'd never see him again.
    littlepopples littlepopples 13-15, F Apr 1

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    Today I asked a close friend to accompany me while talk to a girl for the first time. Anyways I went to remind him and he was with his girl. I talked to him about it, and his girl...
    BeatTheBest BeatTheBest 16-17, M Mar 27

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    So.. The truth is. You CANT have your cake and eat it too. As some of you know, my best friend/roommate Hayley has been lusting for me in a sexual way. I'd never known she liked...
    mylifesajoke mylifesajoke 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    I have said this when I first started on EP. That when I say I get it, that means I get what you guys go through. I don't know you pain because yours is yours and mine is mine...
    mlcockrell mlcockrell 36-40, M Apr 3

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    1.) There are more selfish people in the world than selfless people. 2.) A lot of people only care about themselves. 3.) Some people enjoy causing pain to others. 4.). People...
    hadyourchance hadyourchance 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 6

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    I don't know what it is. Even if I am so tired, and I know I need to get some sleep, if I have a lot on my mind, the hampster wheel just keeps on spinning!
    marine0351 marine0351 36-40, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I'm thinking about suicide still, even right now when I'm at my happiest. It's actually hilarious when I really think about it.
    nepineph nepineph 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    I'm thinking about it again. I feel I've done as much as I can. Seen enough. I dislike the life I've led and don't wish to continue knowing that it was a part of me. I don't feel...
    burrowbunni burrowbunni 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    I use to think about it, planned it, dreamed about it but I never tried it.. I think I have learned to move in life
    sunnsood sunnsood 26-30, M 3 Responses Mar 18

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    I had a dream about my crush talking to my classmate. Although it did not happen in real life but he actually did text her on the exact same day!
    doublechin94 doublechin94 18-21, F Mar 26

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    Do you guys ever get so used to thinking about suicide that it comforts you? Knowing it can all be over whenever you want? Im so done with physical life im excited to finally be...
    Anonomous441 Anonomous441 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I am about to take a handful
    Sarahsworldofpain Sarahsworldofpain 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I am thinking that I will be closing my account down for good.. I opened this account to interact with people maybe even connect with a few but I have found that even more...
    lyanna84 lyanna84 26-30, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    Some nights I just want to stab myself and watch myself bleed to death because I feel like I deserve it for having a ****** life. But then again, I really don't deserve it because...
    llovelyfallenangell llovelyfallenangell 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 17

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    I have went as far as to join exitinternational (pro euthanasia) I know exactly how I would do it, when the time is right
    bittersweet128 bittersweet128 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    As I say my resting prayers, what will become of me? Shall I die in vain? Or will this bring attention to others who are going through similar problems? As I say my final good...
    WrongfulAngel WrongfulAngel 13-15, M Mar 25

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    I can't take much more anymore. I have divorced parents.. I get bullied at home where I am now, told I'm stupid, worthless and a bunch of other stuff. I clean the whole house...
    idkEP idkEP 13-15, F Mar 30

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    I have lightly considered before. But I would never do it, because I'm too afraid of the pain and I have goals and ambitions in life.
    Akakios1 Akakios1 13-15, M 6 Responses Apr 4

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    I've tried 5 times... But then I realised if I've tried 5 times and it hasn't worked then something is clearly stopping me... I haven't tried since but I don't want to talk too...
    izzyrosee izzyrosee 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    How to sit with someone who is suicidal? Understand that their longing for death is really their longing for Home. This is a spiritual crisis, not merely a medical one. They are...
    saktilv saktilv 41-45, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm 17 and I have a severe skin condition called Hidradenitis Suppurativa. It is so painful, and absolutely disgusting. I've had it for ten years now, and its all the same...
    bel1196 bel1196 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I hate that I think of suicide and there's people out there that have it way worst than me. Why am I so weak
    Glo59 Glo59 18-21, F 5 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    Seriously ... I took 1mg xanax earlier. Have now been drinking. Considering taking the other 25mg xanax and killing the rest of the booze with hopes of not waking up. INB4 so...
    Kolakona Kolakona 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 29

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    i cant beat myself up over bs
    frozeninhorror frozeninhorror 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    All these thoughts can be overwhelming
    kcm92 kcm92 18-21, F Mar 16

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    Like tonight for example. Someone talk to me!!! lol.
    Wholam Wholam 18-21, F Mar 27

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    I hate it when i post something on this app and then people who dont know me say that I'm too young and stuff like that i post stuff to get advice from people not for them to tell...
    blackrose256 blackrose256 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    everyday when i wake up i start thinkin that nobody cares of me but if i kill myself they gonna at least thinkin of me a little much for not havin me in there life no more
    jayneedhelp jayneedhelp 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 16

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    I can't live like this anymore
    natty439 natty439 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    I don't know if I'm still here because I'm strong to not do it or because I'm a coward to do it
    Glo59 Glo59 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    I am still here, and I know that I am a fighter. I may feel like ending my life, but I should be proud of myself for coming a long way and still being strong. But this battle will...
    llovelyfallenangell llovelyfallenangell 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 17

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    I got put in a hospital because of it... It helped until i got home...
    Thisworldscaresme Thisworldscaresme 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    Today is another bad day....I don't know what to do....it seems like there is only one answer
    kzambori kzambori 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    Suicide is constantly on my mind. Whether it be plans, thoughts of it, or just the general idea, I can't make my thoughts deviate from the subject. I am sure that it will be the...
    lacklongafter lacklongafter 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 30

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    I proud all of you are here right now.
    Daylejess Daylejess 13-15, F Mar 30

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