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I Have a Lot of Doubt About a Lot of Things

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    I am a doubt-box. I don't normally ask doubts in classes because I don't like attention on me and also I am constantly worried my questions might be stupid ones and I will be made fun of by the teacher. It's really a complex, I guess. I can never get past it, though sometimes I...
    frootiee frootiee 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 28, 2011

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    ultimatehacker ultimatehacker 26-30, M Oct 20

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    God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference. Living one day at a time; Enjoying one...
    blessednlife blessednlife 51-55, F 6 days ago

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    The past is the past forgive and forget what ever you may have done. Worrying stressing and regretting it shows that you have changed otherwise you probably would not be worrying...
    sarahrose1994 sarahrose1994 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I'm not even going to worry about certain things. I'm just going to step back and see if it's noticed.
    cjohnson1983 cjohnson1983 31-35, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    World hunger, abused children and woman, incurable diseases and people who abuse any sort of power melt me inside. Why must such things exists. ):
    clamthatjams clamthatjams 22-25, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    Don't even think about it people! Let life take you! Just make sure you're ready when opportunity knocks!
    somanydynamos88 somanydynamos88 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    A Step Too Close A few weeks ago I took a step that was too far. My life felt like it was falling apart all around me. My thoughts were haunting and the nightmares even more...
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    Idk y so many odd things have been happening in my neighborhood , an overdose, stabbing all in one, and my neighbors were arrested a week ago. The weird part is my neighborhood isn...
    wtfiswrong78 wtfiswrong78 16-17, F Oct 10

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    Well, I'll be straight up on this. Firstly, I will have to step up male friend requirement, age cap is reduced by 5, so it means any men above 35 are no longer able to connect to...
    TetraZL TetraZL 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 11

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    Think Thelma and Louise , Lucy and Ethyl and Laverne and Shirley . That is me and my best friend. She is here for the weekend and 12 hours in to the visit she has caused simple...
    Dancemomisme Dancemomisme 46-50, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    I had a handmade fimo bracelet that I bought when I was a child. I have never seen another one like it. One day a cat ran into my apartment. I started to shoo it out the door and...
    Morrgin Morrgin 31-35, F Oct 18

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    It's somehow killing me inside. I lied about something huge - no, worse, i pretended. I don't know what made me do it. somehow there was an idea that popped into my head and i did...
    happylifesaver happylifesaver 18-21, F Oct 2

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    Another sleepless night... I'm getting sick of this ****! I wake up constantly every ******* night. I just want to sleep for once... Everytime I wake up all I can think about is...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Oct 10

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    I felt peace when I think about suicide. It's not actually a bad option but to others it is, no one understands me or my situation.
    MaryJay712 MaryJay712 16-17, F 4 Responses Sep 30

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    I am 46 years old. I was married for 16 years. My boys are 15 and 17. I have primary custody. I have never missed my ex husband for one day. But I regret having broken our...
    Monicas2boys Monicas2boys 46-50, F Oct 6

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    Surrounded by my friends... But it feels like it's too much... :/ they're all smoking weed and I'm the odd one out... :/ this just adds to my pain and hurting inside! Why can't I...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 16

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    I have just started college, I have been bullied for the past 6 years at primary school and high school, I have experienced terrible moments. My girlfriend left me during February...
    SidneyCoughlan SidneyCoughlan 16-17, M 2 Responses Oct 19

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    Existential angst, all the great minds end up fairly miserable it seems. In Stardust Memories it is referred to as "Ozymandias Melancholia" When really all we should aspire to be...
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M 1 Response Oct 22

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    Why do I hope, why do I resist? I haven't calculated in a while and that scares me to be doing so. I see the blood and I imagine the relief it can bring. Why? Why do I not pick up...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    I really don't want to have to do this again today... The same daily routine... The same ****... The same thoughts.... I just want it to end... I don't want to live... I just want...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Oct 13

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    Why am i still alive why have i been saved every time i go near death? Everyone close to me has died and im left alone with nothing... Why am i alive.. To see the people i love die...
    Sourr Sourr 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 15

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    I fought very hard to not make a plan. Now I have it, and boy is it easy. Not good news friends. Never good news.
    livefreensing livefreensing 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 17

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    Idk dressing in my black hoodie and sweatpants and playing in the street sounds nice right now. Its dark and people drive far too fast on my street (its actually quite scary...
    SonicEXE SonicEXE 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 17

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    I want to sleep and never wake up again...I've been wanting this to happen so bad...Can I just go ahead and donate my organs to people who really need them while I'm still alive...
    l3lackmamba l3lackmamba 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 17

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    You sit there from across the room on your laptop... We talk and laugh... But little do you know how I feel and what's on my mind... You have no idea...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 18

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    I just want to die. I don't have to watch the kids tonight...so maybe tonight? I cut too deep and one too many pills
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I don't want to be here... I walk along busy highways hoping someone is drunk and swerves into me... I walk through huge fields late at night hoping to be attacked by wild animals...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    So many times has this come across my mind... And all the different ways I could Drown myself, cut my wrists and bleed to death, over dose, jump out in front of a car, jump off a...
    catho catho 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Something is just not right. I can't explain it but idk, it's different. I'm beginning to question every aspect of my relationship and I don't even know why. Nothing has changed so...
    gummball gummball 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 19

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    most likely dont work. you will be alive. you want to experience chronic pain? this not a good idea. anywy, please dont kill yourself
    mstud17 mstud17 22-25, F 5 hrs ago

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    I try to leave smoking I tried this many times. I failed please suggest me
    suresh9175 suresh9175 22-25, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I wish I had a delete button in my life, to delete some people, some memories, and some feelings...
    SunshineH316 SunshineH316 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 15

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    Why won't lousy cyclists and motorists just die instead of riding or driving abusively
    ringgo69 ringgo69 31-35, M Oct 16

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    Where's my weed? Gimme my weed son....
    ringgo69 ringgo69 31-35, M Oct 17

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    I don't understand how I can hate myself so much :(
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 30

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    You know you're day is gonna be bad when you wake up and are temped to down a bottle of pills :/ I hate this
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 30

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    The thought still creeps up on me every once in a while. Last night was bad, I wanted to do it, but I was scared... Which is a good thing I guess. I'm glad I had a friend who...
    HisDaysAreNumbered HisDaysAreNumbered 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 6

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    There's only one thing on my mind and each minute the thoughts get worse. I'm just ready to do it. .
    CatySansom CatySansom 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 7

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    Someone please message me... I really need someone to talk to....
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 9

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    Just want this ******* pain to end. It is too much for one person to handle.
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    How long would it even take for someone to notice I was gone?
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 10

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    I can"t take it anymore maybe i"m better of dead
    nagaseiori nagaseiori 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 12

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    They say it's the thought that counts... Well the thought is there... And i guess it's here to stay.
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Oct 13

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    Sigh! I wanna run away and not return.
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 14

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    Please just kill me! I don't want to live like this any longer. I can't live like this anymore! :'(
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F Oct 16