I Have A Lot Of Fears

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 34 People

    Alot

    1.) highschool2.) people bigger than me3.) heights4.) death5.) guns6.) choking7.) weight gain8.) drowning9.) dogs10.) knives11.) people judging me12.) love 13.) my dad leaving14.) my brother leaving15.) my uncle never getting out of the hospital16.) getting hurt17.) pills18...
    royalziall royalziall
    13-15, F
    Dec 1, 2012

    Possibly outrageous anxiety

    or fear is helpful. We spend so much money to rid ourselves of depressions, fears and anxiety. But why is it there? Possibly it is an aid to keep you alive. If you do not have the tools to react in the dark to a pouncing mountain lion, yet have intolerable anxiety of the dark...
    jeresey jeresey
    56-60, F
    3 Responses Sep 8, 2014

    The Cages And Doors Inside My Heart.

    I have fears.enough fears to drive a less tolerable person insane.I have a fear of my own self.I kind of think of my feelings as different versions of me in separated cages.My happy cheerful self rarely comes out.she has a twin, a hologram of her.a mere shadow of the happiness...
    Lorelie1 Lorelie1
    13-15, F
    Jan 12, 2013

    I just realized I'm scared of like a lot.

    .... Lmao it's probably not healthy
    SomethingAboutFigureSkating SomethingAboutFigureSkating
    18-21, F
    Feb 10, 2014

    My Fears

    1.) Heights 2.) Small children 3.) Death 4.) Oceans 5.) Living 6.) The dark 7.) Love 8.) Spiders 9.) Butterflies 10.) Moths 11.) Bees 12.) Wasps 13.) Geese 14.) Going insane 15.) Spiderwebs 16.) Cancer 17.) Embarrassment 18.) My thoughts 19.) My mom 20.) Pain 21.) Me 22.) Myself...
    catpissstinks catpissstinks
    13-15, F
    Nov 18, 2012

    What's bothering me the most is fear from

    people. Life experiences screwed me up when it comes to this.. I have a constant fear that I'll lose anyone any minute. I feel that betrayal is just at the corner watching me and it'll affect and overtake anybody who gets too close and makes them just decide to leave. This fear...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jun 12, 2014

    Ocd

    Its ruining my life. I get a fear of changes the littlest things. A towel not folded right. Moving furniture is not allowed. If anything is not done my way I get some mad until I fix it asap. Its hard to deal with. Really hard with 3 kids messing things up to. I'm also I...
    bridget81 bridget81
    31-35, F
    Dec 2, 2012

    I'm afraid of turtles,

    the boogeyman, and melon heads, and clowns. Those are top 4, there are many more. But of that list, I am more afraid of melon heads. Maybe you haven't heard about them, they live in Ohio (where I live), Michigan, and Connecticut. I have heard many stories about them but I still...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 18, 2015

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