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I Have A Lot Of Fears

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    What's bothering me the most is fear from

    people. Life experiences screwed me up when it comes to this.. I have a constant fear that I'll lose anyone any minute. I feel that betrayal is just at the corner watching me and it'll affect and overtake anybody who gets too close and makes them just decide to leave. This fear...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 1 Response Jun 12

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    Thanks to meds. And cigs.

    And jerks. And laws. And. Wow. Jerks hurt. Laws protect most. If they dont have pals to do so. Sought help with sad. Got put on meds. Smoked cigs to calm. Had heart attacks. Grew way phobic slowly. Was it smokes. Or meds. Or heart...
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 8

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    The Cages And Doors Inside My Heart.

    I have fears.enough fears to drive a less tolerable person insane.I have a fear of my own self.I kind of think of my feelings as different versions of me in separated cages.My happy cheerful self rarely comes out.she has a twin, a hologram of her.a mere shadow of the happiness...
    Lorelie1 Lorelie1 13-15, F Jan 12, 2013

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    Alot

    1.) highschool2.) people bigger than me3.) heights4.) death5.) guns6.) choking7.) weight gain8.) drowning9.) dogs10.) knives11.) people judging me12.) love 13.) my dad leaving14.) my brother leaving15.) my uncle never getting out of the hospital16.) getting hurt17.) pills18...
    royalziall royalziall 13-15, F Dec 1, 2012

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    My Fears

    1.) Heights 2.) Small children 3.) Death 4.) Oceans 5.) Living 6.) The dark 7.) Love 8.) Spiders 9.) Butterflies 10.) Moths 11.) Bees 12.) Wasps 13.) Geese 14.) Going insane 15.) Spiderwebs 16.) Cancer 17.) Embarrassment 18.) My thoughts 19.) My mom 20.) Pain 21.) Me 22.) Myself...
    catpissstinks catpissstinks 13-15, F Nov 18, 2012

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    Ocd

    Its ruining my life. I get a fear of changes the littlest things. A towel not folded right. Moving furniture is not allowed. If anything is not done my way I get some mad until I fix it asap. Its hard to deal with. Really hard with 3 kids messing things up to. I'm also I...
    bridget81 bridget81 31-35, F Dec 2, 2012

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    Possibly outrageous anxiety

    or fear is helpful. We spend so much money to rid ourselves of depressions, fears and anxiety. But why is it there? Possibly it is an aid to keep you alive. If you do not have the tools to react in the dark to a pouncing mountain lion, yet have intolerable anxiety of the dark...
    jeresey jeresey 56-60, F 5 Responses Sep 8

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    I just realized I'm scared of like a lot.

    .... Lmao it's probably not healthy
    SomethingAboutFigureSkating SomethingAboutFigureSkating 13-15, F Feb 10

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    Well right now I am staying with my mom, and I have two friends, which includes others within their family. One friend lives just down the street from me. Her life is in turmoil...
    MMMartin MMMartin 51-55, F 1 Response Nov 26

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    I am arrogant. Yep. Arrogance is like smoke. It remains an abomination to air though it raises dancing in the sky. It acts as an opposing force to self-criticism abilities. But...
    susipsikopat susipsikopat 22-25, F 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    BEFORE you go "telling me about The danger of fear" ??, Read what I have to say ? I know "Fear" isn't THE GREATEST thing to Have, but then again, isn't There a Saying: Tis Better...
    desireindisguise desireindisguise 56-60 Nov 24

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    I want to list my fears hoping to get over them one day Fear of judgement, rejection, abandonment Fear of loneliness Fear of getting lost Fear of not being enough Fear of driving...
    Mangostrawberrybanana Mangostrawberrybanana 31-35, F Dec 8

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    At a certain age we all begin to wonder who we really are. I remember the first time I found myself alone, lost and completely forgotten. My best friends had decided I was no...
    Helenabby Helenabby 18-21, F Nov 24

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    Just when I think I am missing out on what everyone else is experiencing, I am reminded of how much better off I am waiting on someone worthwhile. I am afraid to get into...
    IndecisiveLateBloomer IndecisiveLateBloomer 18-21, F Nov 23

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    Do you have a fear of vomiting? i had it last night i had to grow through it. there was no way out. i felt like this is what life is all about. even if you don't want to confront...
    maubunt maubunt 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 26

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    It's always so much easier to keep the storm inside. It's much easier than calming everyone else's fears and doubts. I've always dealt with everything alone and I wouldn't know how...
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F Nov 27

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    I'm 22 and about a year ago I was totally different person. Popular, very fit from going to the gym, etc.. I was also smoking weed. Everything was going great, but at then end of...
    unknownOrigin unknownOrigin 22-25 Dec 1

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    Most are good and avoid doing wrong knowing they should. Some people are tempted and fight all their lifetime to not do wrong and be kind. Others are just plain bad and know...
    GivaCafeMatin GivaCafeMatin 56-60, M Dec 11

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    This isn't particularly weird but...last night I had a dream where I was serving at the restaurant at which I work, but the table configuration was all wrong and everything. But...
    TheRose202 TheRose202 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 12

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    he told me he wants to wake up every morning to me. XD i just don't know what to say. I feel the same way. 100 percent. there is no doubt in my heart or mind this is the man I...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Does anyone like ear piercing?...I just have tragus piercing today. I feel like I can overcome my fear after it done.
    Tikksunisa Tikksunisa 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I have a fear of a fictional cartoon pony that haunts my dreams and I'm a brony! If I describe it to someone though they might laugh and then I get embarrassed
    MaxwellMoonHoof MaxwellMoonHoof 18-21, M Nov 20

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    I have anxiety.. but this post isn't about myself. This is about a woman I saw at the store. she was crying and inconsolable, saying repeatedly "I can't do this!" I just couldn't...
    TiffTart TiffTart 22-25, F Nov 21

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    I am engaged to my best friend of 8 years, partner of 3 years who happens to be in the military. We both want kids someday. We are not in the situation currently to have a child...
    Lexx42 Lexx42 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    1 die in all alone 2 have cancer 3 heart attack 4 the system of our country 5 insane people in public 6 night time 7 having anxiety feelings 8 trouma of sexual abuse 9 forgetting...
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F Nov 22

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    Dreams can be based on hopes,fears and desires! I do believe dreams mean something like some dreams can be warning like letting you know something's wrong or something is going to...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 22

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    The thing that scares me the most is waking up one day and realising that maybe that person you loved the most never really loved you as much as you loved them. And having to wake...
    skyelybooo skyelybooo 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 23

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    Aliens? In UFOs?? Let's think of them more as our brothers and sisters, sharing the same vast universe, our mutual home. Then they might visit more often and stay awhile, bringing...
    paulie138 paulie138 66-70, M Nov 26

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    At first he happen to be caught in her glance, she had not noticed him her eyes were only focused on a friend as they whispered. Then slowly his existence started to grow, her eyes...
    Moonlight94 Moonlight94 18-21, F Nov 27

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    For those who have anxiety such as Hypochondria. Please allow me to give you some advice.. I know what it's like to constantly worry over numerous of things that have to do with my...
    Alexandra1996 Alexandra1996 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 27

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    I have met a number of Ascended Masters during my lifetime, some like Rama, I just met in passing. But aside from Kuthumi, there are three that stand out: Hilarion, Babaji and...
    Orion33 Orion33 51-55, M Nov 28

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    I have a boyfriend who I think has bipolar disorder. He has mood swings, depressions and tendencies to isolate himself. When he is in good mood, he's very sweet and he adores me...
    cutejny cutejny 31-35, F 8 Responses Nov 30

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    I hate how anxious and scared I feel. My life has basically been turned upside down. Now I have to face my biggest fears head on and do a number of things for my self betterment...
    sleepingbeauty13 sleepingbeauty13 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    My wife has DID.....I'm in tears seeing the words of others struggling with some of what I'm going through. So much to say....so much to ask.....the stupid friggin system....led to...
    drdidnt drdidnt 36-40, M 1 Response Dec 5

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    Well, it'll be a year in January since everything went down. I think I'm finally over it. I don't miss him anymore, I'm not really angry...well maybe I have a little anger left...
    imatulipinacup imatulipinacup 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 7

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    There are many things over a span of years that I have allowed to be said about me, and to me by members of this site. I have told you repeatedly that I do not speak out to...
    Joseph84 Joseph84 31-35, M 2 Responses Dec 8

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    here's one for strange fears, I can't stand it when people touch my wrists, I can't even deal with thinking about my wrists. the fact I have wrists completely freaks me out all...
    TheUntrainedSubmissive TheUntrainedSubmissive 16-17, F Dec 9

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    Only two people know about this. One of my best friends, and me (and my alters). My family don't know and I'm un-diagnosed (obviously)... I'm not sure if I should tell my family...
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 13-15, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    Only two people know about this. One of my best friends, and me (and my alters). My family don't know and I'm un-diagnosed (obviously)... I'm not sure if I should tell my family...
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 13-15, M 1 Response a week ago

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    This is not what I expected. So many doubts, fears, misunderstanding, and loss of interests. I'm tried of fighting, I tried of trying I do not know what is to come, but I do...
    Butterflywings1987 Butterflywings1987 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I was raised in a foster family (I was fostered then adopted into this family- and they continued to foster other children). When I was younger I was a loud, confident child and as...
    Alexmoss1990 Alexmoss1990 22-25, M 8 hrs ago

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    So it's the season of good will. I planned to visit my grandparents this year for Xmas. They decided to invite my mum. Anyho I planned to buy Xmas presents months ago for the 15...
    lilygeorge12 lilygeorge12 22-25, F 8 hrs ago

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    Am 22 single and still studying And I want to have a baby so bad I would kill someone for it But I can't have a baby unless I was married or have a job I want a baby to hug and...
    collegegirl20 collegegirl20 22-25, F 4 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    The time has come! My friends S is on a new program for rebirth January 1. We have discovered a means of obtaining the necessary information for him to interact with the world as...
    Sotanax Sotanax 13-15, F 9 hrs ago

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    life at the moment has its special moments like dining out with family going to the cinema swimming and the theater . These are the times which will stay in my heart as happy...
    scoobie2412 scoobie2412 41-45, F 8 hrs ago

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    I am 58 years old and have a passive aggressive mother. My sister in law classified this behavior and I have just started to research. I just came back from a visit with mom and...
    marlenesdaughter marlenesdaughter 56-60, F 6 hrs ago

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