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I Have A Lot Of Fears

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    My Fears

    1.) Heights 2.) Small children 3.) Death 4.) Oceans 5.) Living 6.) The dark 7.) Love 8.) Spiders 9.) Butterflies 10.) Moths 11.) Bees 12.) Wasps 13.) Geese 14.) Going insane 15.) Spiderwebs 16.) Cancer 17.) Embarrassment 18.) My thoughts 19.) My mom 20.) Pain 21.) Me 22.) Myself...
    catpissstinks catpissstinks 13-15, F Nov 18, 2012

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    The Cages And Doors Inside My Heart.

    I have fears.enough fears to drive a less tolerable person insane.I have a fear of my own self.I kind of think of my feelings as different versions of me in separated cages.My happy cheerful self rarely comes out.she has a twin, a hologram of her.a mere shadow of the happiness...
    Lorelie1 Lorelie1 13-15, F Jan 12, 2013

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    What's bothering me the most is fear from

    people. Life experiences screwed me up when it comes to this.. I have a constant fear that I'll lose anyone any minute. I feel that betrayal is just at the corner watching me and it'll affect and overtake anybody who gets too close and makes them just decide to leave. This fear...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 1 Response Jun 12, 2014

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    I just realized I'm scared of like a lot.

    .... Lmao it's probably not healthy
    SomethingAboutFigureSkating SomethingAboutFigureSkating 18-21, F Feb 10, 2014

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    Possibly outrageous anxiety

    or fear is helpful. We spend so much money to rid ourselves of depressions, fears and anxiety. But why is it there? Possibly it is an aid to keep you alive. If you do not have the tools to react in the dark to a pouncing mountain lion, yet have intolerable anxiety of the dark...
    jeresey jeresey 56-60, F 4 Responses Sep 8, 2014

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    Alot

    1.) highschool2.) people bigger than me3.) heights4.) death5.) guns6.) choking7.) weight gain8.) drowning9.) dogs10.) knives11.) people judging me12.) love 13.) my dad leaving14.) my brother leaving15.) my uncle never getting out of the hospital16.) getting hurt17.) pills18...
    royalziall royalziall 13-15, F Dec 1, 2012

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    Ocd

    Its ruining my life. I get a fear of changes the littlest things. A towel not folded right. Moving furniture is not allowed. If anything is not done my way I get some mad until I fix it asap. Its hard to deal with. Really hard with 3 kids messing things up to. I'm also I...
    bridget81 bridget81 31-35, F Dec 2, 2012

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    I'm afraid of turtles,

    the boogeyman, and melon heads, and clowns. Those are top 4, there are many more. But of that list, I am more afraid of melon heads. Maybe you haven't heard about them, they live in Ohio (where I live), Michigan, and Connecticut. I have heard many stories about them but I still...
    evreno evreno 13-15, M Jun 18

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    Related Experiences

    They are adorable and have got me through a lot. Although, they may be annoying at time I love them
    KayleeanneW KayleeanneW 13-15 20 mins ago

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    How to avoid my biggest turn offs 1. Shower well and thoroughly wash with soap including your crack. 2. Floss and brush daily and have professional dental cleanings at least 2x...
    syntheticrhyme syntheticrhyme 46-50, F 26 mins ago

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    It seems like having body image issues is a rite of passage for girls in this day and age. If you want to fit in, you need to hate how you look - and be expressive about it. Which...
    Storiesnotforthefaintofheart Storiesnotforthefaintofheart 18-21, F 1 Response 26 mins ago

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    Well my mom got locked up for hitting my dad cause he stole all her money and he's cheating on her.. My dad got mad at me for being on her side so he kicked me out.. I'm sleeping...
    Jazmay Jazmay 18-21, F 1 Response 36 mins ago

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    I wouldn't really regard myself as a particularly adventurous person, however I have emigrated from the UK to Australia and completely changed my life. Best thing I ever did!
    Ed1509 Ed1509 36-40, M 1 hr ago

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    My daughter sent me a text yesterday: My daughter: My sister called me with some news... Me: Oh? What news? Is she ok? My daughter: Yeah.. My dads not tho.. Me: What's happened...
    snowberry75 snowberry75 36-40, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I haven't been on here in a while and have decided to post. I have a few minutes so why not right? RIGHT! It's been one helluva ride this year to say the least. I've...
    flibsley flibsley 31-35, M 15 hrs ago

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    As I lie on the soft, firm sand and listen to the rhythmical breaking of the waves hitting the shore... I turn inwards, I feel the whirlwind of emotions sweeping through me, and...
    Injoy1767 Injoy1767 46-50, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    Ahhh ****!! **** it all The more I practice being open with myself about my self - about my emotions - the more difficult I find it to accept them. There's a divide between my...
    jacquelinejones jacquelinejones 46-50 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Hi, this is my story about said topic.. thanks for reading, if you stick around to the very end .. it all started when i was about 4. . i "accepted Jesus into my heart", and it...
    tobeheld tobeheld 16-17, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have decided to face my fears .. My fears revolve around departure .. farewell for whatever reason. I know it is pathetic that this is all I fear in life, I know I should not...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    A great TED talk video in conquering your fears so you can have the life you want by an astronaut who went blind in space: http://www.ted.com/talks...
    LoveIsWithinYou LoveIsWithinYou 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    A great TED talk video on conquering your fears so you can have the experiences you want to have by an astronaut who went blind in space: http://www.ted.com/talks...
    LoveIsWithinYou LoveIsWithinYou 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    For as long as I can remember—even as a kid—I have had violent fantasies (and even dreams and have been able to manipulate my dreams, but another story for a different...
    JadeKnight JadeKnight 26-30, T 4 days ago

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    The other day my mother rearranged me to see a friend I haven't seen since preschool and that was quite a long time ago. So I'm okay with it, sorta stressing, constantly asking my...
    MARAVELOUS MARAVELOUS 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 27

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    I was diagnosed with Asperger's (autism) about a year ago but I didn't accept the diagnosis because I had a lot of misunderstandings about what it meant. After continuing treatment...
    ExtrovertedAspie ExtrovertedAspie 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 27

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    The first ones I was just like a wind behind a sheet trying to get out, screaming like a zombie. Once I got out in the room I never dared to do anything, something always scared me...
    Chryssipus Chryssipus 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 27

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    I used to be ashamed of saying it, of telling this to my friends because they all had had at least one relations hip in their lives... But then I stopped caring... I mean I haven't...
    LittleUnicorn LittleUnicorn 18-21 6 Responses Jul 27

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    So I'm not 100% sure I have OCD but as of recently I have noticed my need to re-check all locks in the house is getting worse especially when I am alone. It is often triggered by...
    bdagurl bdagurl 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 26

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    Everyday I feel terrible because anxiety and fears are preventing me to enjoy my life to the fullest. 2 years ago my life changes because of this anxiety that I don't know how did...
    Nckoanglo Nckoanglo 18-21, M Jul 26

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    I have many, many fears. The sound of a bug moving under paper in my room made me feel the need to list them. That starts the first fear. Bugs. Spiders. falling. Flying. Death...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F Jul 26

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    my life changed FOREVER yesterday. I had sex about 3 weeks ago. I remember having a headache which is something I usually don't have. I had sharp pains in my genital area I kind of...
    bruisednotbroken1 bruisednotbroken1 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    So...this feels so strange to say, but I am 29 and am starting to realize that maybe in the weird, enmeshed relationship that my mom and I have that I am not the only one to blame...
    Ziggyspaz Ziggyspaz 26-30, F Jul 21

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    I first joined EP- I think- four years ago. I was a lonely and miserable girl stuck in the house all the time, afraid to step outside. I had all these fears and ghosts from the...
    Demonizer Demonizer 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 19

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    Friends are poor. Or gave too much. City and other agencies Are under funded. Due to tax dodgers. So what comes to me first. No gas. Or housing assistance Or mean...
    Converted Converted 46-50, M Jul 16

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    Maybe with the pattering of the rain My fears my fade, Tap, tap, tap on the glass of my window panes I should probably close the shades but I like the sound of the pounding...
    RicanPenguin RicanPenguin 18-21, M Jul 16

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    I am eighteen and still a virgin. Yes, in case you're wondering, I am waiting for the right person to give it to. I don't mean that I will wait for marriage (I don't really follow...
    sunatdawn214 sunatdawn214 18-21, F 8 Responses Jul 15

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    I have had an intense fear of vomiting for as long as I can remember. I used to fear others vomiting around me, or even seeing it on TV or in movies (to the point where my parents...
    Einalem22 Einalem22 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    I feel so alone it gives me relief finding this that there are others out there fighting the same fight within themselves I have so many fears and obsessions and fights with...
    tjmeeks tjmeeks 22-25, M Jul 14

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    My name is Amy John and at age 19 I was diagnosed with Premenstrual Dysphoric Disorder. Doesn't seem like a big thing, but to me it was, as I have been suffering with this since I...
    AmyJJohn AmyJJohn 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 12

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    My thoughts have taken an uncharacteristically morbid turn. Over the past few months I have been through a lot of emotional distress. My boyfriend of two years dumped me and then...
    nerdbabe102 nerdbabe102 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 12

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    Back in October 2013 I went to a bar - where a friend of my was celebrating her 21st birthday. I got drunk & went home with a stranger. It was a very traumatizing experience. I...
    k4rri3w0lf12 k4rri3w0lf12 26-30, T 1 Response Jul 11

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    Cracks and flaw The Will of God Remember. The Will of God will never take you... Where the grace of God cannot keep you, Where the arms of God cannot support you, Where the hands...
    pjskj pjskj 51-55, M Jul 10

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    Huckleberry friend, I found Gift of friendship, we share I can be myself with him Safe in his love and care I miss him when out of sight Friendship bond meant to be I think of him...