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I Have A Lot Of Fears

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    My Fears

    1.) Heights 2.) Small children 3.) Death 4.) Oceans 5.) Living 6.) The dark 7.) Love 8.) Spiders 9.) Butterflies 10.) Moths 11.) Bees 12.) Wasps 13.) Geese 14.) Going insane 15.) Spiderwebs 16.) Cancer 17.) Embarrassment 18.) My thoughts 19.) My mom 20.) Pain 21.) Me 22.) Myself...
    catpissstinks catpissstinks 13-15, F Nov 18, 2012

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    The Cages And Doors Inside My Heart.

    I have fears.enough fears to drive a less tolerable person insane.I have a fear of my own self.I kind of think of my feelings as different versions of me in separated cages.My happy cheerful self rarely comes out.she has a twin, a hologram of her.a mere shadow of the happiness...
    Lorelie1 Lorelie1 13-15, F Jan 12, 2013

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    Ocd

    Its ruining my life. I get a fear of changes the littlest things. A towel not folded right. Moving furniture is not allowed. If anything is not done my way I get some mad until I fix it asap. Its hard to deal with. Really hard with 3 kids messing things up to. I'm also I...
    bridget81 bridget81 31-35, F Dec 2, 2012

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    I just realized I'm scared of like a lot.

    .... Lmao it's probably not healthy
    MyHeadsUnderWater MyHeadsUnderWater 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 10

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    Alot

    1.) highschool2.) people bigger than me3.) heights4.) death5.) guns6.) choking7.) weight gain8.) drowning9.) dogs10.) knives11.) people judging me12.) love 13.) my dad leaving14.) my brother leaving15.) my uncle never getting out of the hospital16.) getting hurt17.) pills18...
    royalziall royalziall 13-15, F Dec 1, 2012

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    Is it bad I have so many fears. I have a fear of death, I am terrified of death. I can't sleep at night cause I'm worried ill die. I get nightmares every night of me dying or I'm...
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    I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave...
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    My son is 11 and has pure o OCD. I want nothing more than to learn all I can to help him. His fears are so upsetting that he has panic attacks.
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    My husband just deployed recently. I'm worried sick and miss him so much. I have so many fears like what if he doesn't want me when he comes back? What if something happens to him...
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    I have these fears. Imagined or real. No matter how much they say they care I'm so scared. But at the same time im just there like daring it to happen..It's happened so many times...
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