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I Have A Lot Of Fears

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    Its ruining my life. I get a fear of changes the littlest things. A towel not folded right. Moving furniture is not allowed. If anything is not done my way I get some mad until I fix it asap. Its hard to deal with. Really hard with 3 kids messing things up to. I'm also I...
    bridget81 bridget81 31-35, F Dec 2, 2012

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    The Cages And Doors Inside My Heart.

    I have fears.enough fears to drive a less tolerable person insane.I have a fear of my own self.I kind of think of my feelings as different versions of me in separated cages.My happy cheerful self rarely comes out.she has a twin, a hologram of her.a mere shadow of the happiness...
    Lorelie1 Lorelie1 13-15, F Jan 12, 2013

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    My Fears

    1.) Heights 2.) Small children 3.) Death 4.) Oceans 5.) Living 6.) The dark 7.) Love 8.) Spiders 9.) Butterflies 10.) Moths 11.) Bees 12.) Wasps 13.) Geese 14.) Going insane 15.) Spiderwebs 16.) Cancer 17.) Embarrassment 18.) My thoughts 19.) My mom 20.) Pain 21.) Me 22.) Myself...
    catpissstinks catpissstinks 13-15, F Nov 18, 2012

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    Possibly outrageous anxiety

    or fear is helpful. We spend so much money to rid ourselves of depressions, fears and anxiety. But why is it there? Possibly it is an aid to keep you alive. If you do not have the tools to react in the dark to a pouncing mountain lion, yet have intolerable anxiety of the dark...
    jeresey jeresey 56-60, F 4 Responses Sep 8, 2014

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    What's bothering me the most is fear from

    people. Life experiences screwed me up when it comes to this.. I have a constant fear that I'll lose anyone any minute. I feel that betrayal is just at the corner watching me and it'll affect and overtake anybody who gets too close and makes them just decide to leave. This fear...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 1 Response Jun 12, 2014

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    I just realized I'm scared of like a lot.

    .... Lmao it's probably not healthy
    SomethingAboutFigureSkating SomethingAboutFigureSkating 13-15, F Feb 10, 2014

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    Alot

    1.) highschool2.) people bigger than me3.) heights4.) death5.) guns6.) choking7.) weight gain8.) drowning9.) dogs10.) knives11.) people judging me12.) love 13.) my dad leaving14.) my brother leaving15.) my uncle never getting out of the hospital16.) getting hurt17.) pills18...
    royalziall royalziall 13-15, F Dec 1, 2012

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    I fear, mistrust and absolutely DREAD air travel...every single time I get aboard a plane, I'm like oh GOD please don't crash on takeoff, don't crash in midair don't crash on...
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    My mood collapsed. Pointless came. Fear of fined And removed. And enraged. Stupid fears. based in facts. But not gone yet.
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    Yes, even though I tend to be a positive person most of the time I am insecure about things at times. I am the type that normally says "I'm fine". Most of the time that is true...
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    Ok this might be really weird but I'm afraid of caterpillars like very afraid.... I can't even look at them without panicking and trying to climb something around me lol I'm sure I...
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    DropsOfRain DropsOfRain 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    I am regressing. I had some people I thought were my friends do some mean things lately. Such as not letting me eat with them, laughing when I sit with them, and even sending a...
    shootdownthestars shootdownthestars 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 7

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    supergenius0814 supergenius0814 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 12

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    ConnieConArtist ConnieConArtist 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    My anxiety is not constant, but when it's there it can get pretty bad. It has manifested itself in different ways over the years: irrational fears, horrible bouts of overthinking...
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    Her name is Naomi. She is a fearsome thing to behold.
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    Hi all, my boyfriend..currently ex boyfriend was diagnosed with bipolar disorder type II 8 years ago and he is medicated ever since the diagnose..i met him back in university when...
    Y1900 Y1900 26-30 1 Response 3 days ago

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    They all came to me in desperation. Each had his own story, each his own fears and longings, an individual personality carved from love, loss, hope and suffering. To me they are...
    MythicDreamer MythicDreamer 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    Gosh I feel good today how can I improve your life and make you smile right now - come on don't be bashful or shy - lower those inibitions - put those fears behind you its ok to be...
    peachstring peachstring 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    People have said I have an attractive smile before. I don't think so though. I've been told I "light up" with my smile. Which makes me want to gag. My teeth are very crooked. I...
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    I had my first tattoo done when I was 18 on my 18th birthday altho I don't "regret" it I wish I had out more thought into it! I walked in and said yeah that one right there the one...
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