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I Have A Lot Of Fears

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    The Cages And Doors Inside My Heart.

    I have fears.enough fears to drive a less tolerable person insane.I have a fear of my own self.I kind of think of my feelings as different versions of me in separated cages.My happy cheerful self rarely comes out.she has a twin, a hologram of her.a mere shadow of the happiness...
    Lorelie1 Lorelie1 13-15, F Jan 12, 2013

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    Alot

    1.) highschool2.) people bigger than me3.) heights4.) death5.) guns6.) choking7.) weight gain8.) drowning9.) dogs10.) knives11.) people judging me12.) love 13.) my dad leaving14.) my brother leaving15.) my uncle never getting out of the hospital16.) getting hurt17.) pills18...
    royalziall royalziall 13-15, F Dec 1, 2012

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    Ocd

    Its ruining my life. I get a fear of changes the littlest things. A towel not folded right. Moving furniture is not allowed. If anything is not done my way I get some mad until I fix it asap. Its hard to deal with. Really hard with 3 kids messing things up to. I'm also I...
    bridget81 bridget81 31-35, F Dec 2, 2012

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    My Fears

    1.) Heights 2.) Small children 3.) Death 4.) Oceans 5.) Living 6.) The dark 7.) Love 8.) Spiders 9.) Butterflies 10.) Moths 11.) Bees 12.) Wasps 13.) Geese 14.) Going insane 15.) Spiderwebs 16.) Cancer 17.) Embarrassment 18.) My thoughts 19.) My mom 20.) Pain 21.) Me 22.) Myself...
    catpissstinks catpissstinks 13-15, F Nov 18, 2012

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    I'm afraid of turtles,

    the boogeyman, and melon heads, and clowns. Those are top 4, there are many more. But of that list, I am more afraid of melon heads. Maybe you haven't heard about them, they live in Ohio (where I live), Michigan, and Connecticut. I have heard many stories about them but I still...
    evreno evreno 13-15, M Jun 18

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    What's bothering me the most is fear from

    people. Life experiences screwed me up when it comes to this.. I have a constant fear that I'll lose anyone any minute. I feel that betrayal is just at the corner watching me and it'll affect and overtake anybody who gets too close and makes them just decide to leave. This fear...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 1 Response Jun 12, 2014

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    I just realized I'm scared of like a lot.

    .... Lmao it's probably not healthy
    SomethingAboutFigureSkating SomethingAboutFigureSkating 18-21, F Feb 10, 2014

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    Possibly outrageous anxiety

    or fear is helpful. We spend so much money to rid ourselves of depressions, fears and anxiety. But why is it there? Possibly it is an aid to keep you alive. If you do not have the tools to react in the dark to a pouncing mountain lion, yet have intolerable anxiety of the dark...
    jeresey jeresey 56-60, F 4 Responses Sep 8, 2014

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    Related Experiences

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    I find it refreshing not having anyone to talk to anymore. I don't have friends. Getting to know strangers is difficult. I'm glad I have family because If I didn't have that I'd...
    AwesomeGuyy22 AwesomeGuyy22 22-25, M 49 mins ago

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    About 17 months ago I injured my left shoulder during a period where I was training particularly hard and i just woke up one day and could hardly raise my left arm at all without...
    dukeyboy83 dukeyboy83 31-35, M 2 hrs ago

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    I have recently seen my so called family for the scanky low life's that they are ... I was abandoned by my mother when I was a baby in a train station for my father to find when he...
    nastybastard nastybastard 36-40, M 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I have an evil side to me, I enjoy seeing pain/hurt from society. I was molested/raped a lot in my childhood and growing up with that type of abuse around me everyday sort of...
    Sable25 Sable25 22-25 3 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Till the end of time I believe that all of us will have a dark and a light side. Unless something or someone out of this world changes us we will always have two sides. like a coin...
    AbleSankovik AbleSankovik 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    We have always been hyper careful about contraception, and would check the condom between positions and check if we needed lube (because it tends to come off if there's too much...
    Kira9898 Kira9898 18-21 4 hrs ago

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    It pertains to parenting after suffering abuse. :/ My daughter is a little over 2 and a half now, and so it's hard for me to get information from her except through what she says...
    somebodylovely somebodylovely 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    Everybody worries to a certain degree.But without the use of a worry-o-meter how do we really know to what level is our own particular problem? I worry too much.I know there are...
    Mrmeaner02 Mrmeaner02 41-45, M 5 hrs ago

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    I'm really not sure what to do. My daughter is a little over 2 and a half now, and so it's hard for me to get information from her except through what she says of her own...
    somebodylovely somebodylovely 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    I bought two goldfish today called bubbles and comet. They make me so happy. I used to have goldfish as a kid so it really takes me back. I have a proper filtered tank for them so...
    Tink1986 Tink1986 26-30, F 5 hrs ago

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    It started off very quirky and we were just friends. I knew him when I just got into my degree and we are in the same group of mates. It started off when the both of us got close...
    Gayle93 Gayle93 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    Having a crush on this guy in my Hay Day neighbourhood. I didn't know him for very long. He is waaaay older and I really like his sense of humour. I have a great sense of humour...
    YongTauFoo YongTauFoo 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    Something you only hear about through others you're finally faced with it. to know I've never gotten a STD to even having an yeast infections Ive now been told I have herpes!! I...
    AhJp15 AhJp15 22-25, F 7 hrs ago

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    I had my first experience with a male. I have had a desire I could not get out of my head for some time now. I have gone to a couple of ABS and noticed that often times someone...
    amwantingit amwantingit 46-50, M 7 hrs ago

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    Don't Quit! When things go wrong, as they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all uphill, When the funds are low and the debts are high, And you want to smile but...
    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee 22-25, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    (Part 4) -3 months later- On the first month I had a buffet twice every two weeks, a stuffing dinner every three days, and a shopping trip once a month, measurements at the end...
    amanda369 amanda369 18-21, F 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Hi, I was diagnosed with otoscelrosis around two years ago now in both ears, but primarily effecting my left worse than right. In this time I have had two unsuccessful stapedectomy...
    SRB1993 SRB1993 22-25, M 11 hrs ago

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    Life is rarely what we expect it to be, and in the span of a year I went from having almost everything I ever wanted and being well on my way to reaching several of my life goals...
    ladydavia ladydavia 26-30, F 12 hrs ago

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    All I can say is thank God for the theatre. My parents signed me up for an amateur theatre group when I was 11; in hindsight, they may have done it because of my Asperger's (I was...
    heyitsgarrett heyitsgarrett 22-25, M 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    As I was watching the movie Fahrenheit 451, it made me think of a few things. I noticed that Montag (the main character) just agreed with whatever his captain said and never...
    moose73630 moose73630 16-17, M 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    Hi I would like to vent a bit.Yes I have a bipolar spouse.I understand that it takes patients and the right medication.He was diagnosed with bipolar this April.And he is bipolar...
    Fruitypunch15 Fruitypunch15 31-35 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Have you looked at clouds from both sides now? Tears and fears .... I really don't know life ... At all!
    AF00lishHeart AF00lishHeart 46-50, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    It's when your going through the endless loop that you fear the good times won't happen again. It's when things are going good you fear getting caught in the loop again. Ocd can be...
    tormentedinternally tormentedinternally 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    I just read another's. She says she fears that she is fighting time. There are things to be done so that she has had a life well-lived. I don't see it that way. It isn't the...
    Bfinally Bfinally 51-55, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    that Hawkfrost is gonna turn me into a kit and kill me. idk why i have this fear but i do.
    wolfsparadise wolfsparadise 13-15, M 4 days ago

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    To my father, my abuser for 25 years: I am writing to inform you that I know exactly who and what you are. Additionally, despite your many years of bullying & brainwashing...
    wowodeals wowodeals 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    To my father, my abuser for 25 years: I am writing to inform you that I know exactly who and what you are. Additionally, despite your many years of bullying & brainwashing...
    wowodeals wowodeals 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    To my father, my abuser for 25 years: I am writing to inform you that I know exactly who and what you are. Additionally, despite your many years of bullying & brainwashing...
    wowodeals wowodeals 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    I have obsessive, circular thoughts that cause a lot of stress and anxiety and compel me to constantly look for reassurance or proof of my fears. It strains friendships. Life is...
    iacob iacob 26-30, T 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I live with G.A.D. and some days I feel like I can't make it . So full of ridiculous fears and I cry and wish for it all to go away .
    avgarcia6031 avgarcia6031 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I used to be just a globophobic But thanks to ISIS who apparently like to attack my people I developed some sort of phobia toward bearded men(old dutch style and their usual...
    AutoLove0 AutoLove0 22-25, F a week ago

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    "Who would I be if I wasn't strong enough to fight my fears, challenge my battles and be strong enough to stick with what I believe in? I wouldn't be me."
    KylieeBear KylieeBear 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 29

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    So afraid of professionals. They lie to your face for pay. But help is now needed. Because me trusted many. And their pills made me worse. And nobody protects the...
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 2 Responses Jun 29

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