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I Have A Lot Of Fears

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    The Cages And Doors Inside My Heart.

    I have fears.enough fears to drive a less tolerable person insane.I have a fear of my own self.I kind of think of my feelings as different versions of me in separated cages.My happy cheerful self rarely comes out.she has a twin, a hologram of her.a mere shadow of the happiness...
    Lorelie1 Lorelie1 13-15, F Jan 12, 2013

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    Its ruining my life. I get a fear of changes the littlest things. A towel not folded right. Moving furniture is not allowed. If anything is not done my way I get some mad until I fix it asap. Its hard to deal with. Really hard with 3 kids messing things up to. I'm also I...
    bridget81 bridget81 31-35, F Dec 2, 2012

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    Alot

    1.) highschool2.) people bigger than me3.) heights4.) death5.) guns6.) choking7.) weight gain8.) drowning9.) dogs10.) knives11.) people judging me12.) love 13.) my dad leaving14.) my brother leaving15.) my uncle never getting out of the hospital16.) getting hurt17.) pills18...
    royalziall royalziall 13-15, F Dec 1, 2012

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    My Fears

    1.) Heights 2.) Small children 3.) Death 4.) Oceans 5.) Living 6.) The dark 7.) Love 8.) Spiders 9.) Butterflies 10.) Moths 11.) Bees 12.) Wasps 13.) Geese 14.) Going insane 15.) Spiderwebs 16.) Cancer 17.) Embarrassment 18.) My thoughts 19.) My mom 20.) Pain 21.) Me 22.) Myself...
    catpissstinks catpissstinks 13-15, F Nov 18, 2012

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    Possibly outrageous anxiety

    or fear is helpful. We spend so much money to rid ourselves of depressions, fears and anxiety. But why is it there? Possibly it is an aid to keep you alive. If you do not have the tools to react in the dark to a pouncing mountain lion, yet have intolerable anxiety of the dark...
    jeresey jeresey 56-60, F 4 Responses Sep 8

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    I just realized I'm scared of like a lot.

    .... Lmao it's probably not healthy
    JustKeepSpinning JustKeepSpinning 13-15, F Feb 10

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    What's bothering me the most is fear from

    people. Life experiences screwed me up when it comes to this.. I have a constant fear that I'll lose anyone any minute. I feel that betrayal is just at the corner watching me and it'll affect and overtake anybody who gets too close and makes them just decide to leave. This fear...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 1 Response Jun 12

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    Thanks to meds. And cigs.

    And jerks. And laws. And. Wow. Jerks hurt. Laws protect most. If they dont have pals to do so. Sought help with sad. Got put on meds. Smoked cigs to calm. Had heart attacks. Grew way phobic slowly. Was it smokes. Or meds. Or heart...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 8

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    Hello. My name is Brittany and I am 16 years old. I have suffered with anxiety for as long as I can remember, but I was diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder at the age of 5...
    holdon45 holdon45 16-17, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I am genophobic and gynophobic... There it's true such an odd combination in fact the worst combination of fears I feel anyway. Well I'm xenophobic in general anyway. But there you...
    HelterSkelter1 HelterSkelter1 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 20

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    I always hated speaking publicly, presenting or being the centre of attention in fear of loosing face. Still, I volunteered every time while at uni. Now, doing my masters I am one...
    Sunflair Sunflair 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 2

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    So, I've decided to start writing in hope that I’d improve my English from this. Writing in English has been a big struggle for me ever since I went back to school from working...
    applejang applejang 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    I have hemophobia, philophobia and arachnophobia
    cittykatluv cittykatluv 18-21, F Sep 20

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    Discovered by a family member, client, co-worker, or close friend on EP. I wonder how many people would be embarrassed by any of their posting on EP if they were...
    Jones47 Jones47 61-65, M 4 Responses Sep 20

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    Hi... This is not easy... :/ Well... I have fear of bonding/going for a relationship. I'm kind of the forever doubting type of person... It's not hard to know were it came from...
    Paeka Paeka 18-21, F Sep 21

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    http://www.blogthings.com/thecheesecaketest/ You Are a Blueberry Cheesecake You are a unique and quirky person... the type of person who's suited for purple foods. You are bouncy...
    mother1983 mother1983 26-30, F Sep 22

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    i don't know.. i have these twisted feelings about everything.. confusion on what is wrong based on what i know and what i feel tomorrow is the day that my mother gave birth to me...
    shenghuidai shenghuidai 26-30, F Sep 23

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    Sarcasm is a defense mechanism its a way for me to exist without revealing real emotions. Its part of the reason I try not to interact outside of face to face because I can't read...
    CassieWithAnO CassieWithAnO 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    My mom has it really bad. My mom fears i have it because we have the same symptoms. I read a while ago that they found out its genetic. Great...
    EllieAmazing EllieAmazing 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 27

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    Sometimes I wonder where I've beenWho I am, do I fit inMake believin' is hard aloneOut here on my ownWe're always proving who we areAlways reaching for that rising starTo guide me...
    JAD01 JAD01 31-35, F Sep 29

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    Sometimes these vague scenes appear at the edge of my consciousness where something or somebody come up from the side with a bat or a club like they about to smash my computer up...
    VI55555 VI55555 31-35 Oct 2

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    Oxfam: 85 richest people as wealthy as poorest half of the world As World Economic Forum starts in Davos, development charity claims growing inequality has been driven by 'power...
    sogdianrock sogdianrock 51-55, M 2 Responses Oct 2

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    Part of me knows that my fears aren’t rational, but I can’t shake the part that doesn’t.
    Livinglife95 Livinglife95 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    Nothing like finding out the person you love,the one you have given your everything to, the one you trusted, who kept your secrets and shame and fears for you, decided that you...
    DizzyGreenEyes DizzyGreenEyes 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 3

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    Who doesn't? It is human.That's how we learn.I was always afraid to fail.Now everytime I encounter a mistake I see an oportunity to learn.In order to loose our fears to fail,we...
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F 3 Responses Oct 4

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    I've always suffered from anxiety and thoughts and worries that would pop into my head at random. They used to revolve around disease or paranormal/religious thoughts, and even...
    Patronusmagic Patronusmagic 18-21, F Oct 8

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    I was looking at my text messages and I noticed that about 99% of those conversations are meaningless. They're texts from friends and people I really love, but they don't mean...
    zuzeethh zuzeethh 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    I certainly don't want to forget the past, and the lessons it gave...The truth is - life now is getting out fully of the dark and into the light. "When we begin to take our...
    samemay54 samemay54 51-55, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    I was diagnosed at 14 with PCOS and when the nurse told me, I just broke down and cried.. I semi expected to get it but I didn't want my fears to be true, my mum had it and a...
    BennetWitch BennetWitch 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    Extraterrestrials in a World of Magic By: Deanna Jaxine Stinson, Paranormal Researcher Halo Paranormal Investigations - HPI International https://www.facebook.com/#!/groups...
    PaulDaleRoberts PaulDaleRoberts 51-55, M Oct 12

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    Just got off the phone getting advice from a notorious mental institute. The person just hung up and even laughed I told him almost everything on my mind and addiction to EP also...
    Concerto Concerto 22-25, F a week ago

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    You don't know what i been through until you've walked in my shoes . You don't understand because i make it look easy. You don't overcome my obstacles , pain and fears daily. You...
    ThePrettyOnee ThePrettyOnee 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I tried all kinds of treatments for PTSD... I would isolate myself from people in order to avoid being triggered, sought out counseling numerous times which could only help so much...
    msr721 msr721 46-50, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I guess it's time to face my fears. I can't expect everything to get handed to me or wait for someone to save me. God gives me the toughest challenges & its up to me to stand up...
    FreeSpirit02 FreeSpirit02 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I want to tell you a story. Well more like write a love letter in an unusual way. You see I have met someone here. She knows who she is. Her posts are what attracted me to her. We...
    Leeza1964 Leeza1964 46-50, M Sep 26

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    Well it's been 6 months with 10.5 to go. It hasn't been easy but we are becoming stronger together everyday. I miss him so much. I'm lucky to have him close by. We talk almost...
    DeniseMarie72 DeniseMarie72 41-45, F 2 hrs ago

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    Two years ago today I never thought my life would change forever. October 20, 2012. I got pregnant at 16. All of these emotions are flooding in. I never thought I would actually...
    forgottenheart forgottenheart 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Come from a family of idiots who are currently trying to destroy each other, and am caught in the crossroads. The guy who stayed with me through it all cheated and left, and then...
    roza96 roza96 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    I have crippling social anxiety. I have the worst times during the day because I am afraid to ask for help at work even when I really need it. Or even at stores. Even when a group...
    nwrner nwrner 16-17, M 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    For many years ever since i was a boy, i have always felt like a wolf, not human or anything just a wolf trapped in the wrong body and at this time in my life i knew nothing about...
    papaKwolf papaKwolf 22-25, M 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Hm IF i were hugged, would i have the courage to hug back? Hm or would i just make a joke? Hm and how would u know when u like-like someone and isnt just a wrong thought? Hm i have...
    Crossfire14 Crossfire14 13-15, M 1 hr ago

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    It's weird because for a long time I would irrationally hate and fear men who were really, really masculine. They would really intimidate me. Last year I had a teacher who just...
    motp motp 16-17, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I won't. A lesson learned after years of trying to get along with ppl and being disappointed repeatedly. I am complex, complicated, and on the edge. I don't judge other people...
    sassyg1rl sassyg1rl 36-40, F 4 hrs ago

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    He molested me during childhood (he didn't drink back then) and my mother knew. I'm so sick of living at home...I don't even like looking at him and I can't stand that my parents...
    whereismyl0ve whereismyl0ve 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    I don't know if I'm just really dense or what, but based on my experience I don't recall having someone who shows that they're interested to me..thus I still don't have a boyfriend...
    aintamuggle aintamuggle 18-21, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    My dog keeps peeing and pooing in the house. I let him outside to do his business on an hourly basis but he holds it till he gets inside then goes in the house. What do I do? P.s...
    shelby270 shelby270 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Follow me!! I have nice photography on there :) @jennifer_wheat
    cawnbread cawnbread 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    i stubbed my toe and no i didn't cry like a baby babies don't have the lung capacity to do what i just did XD
    DDT97 DDT97 16-17, M 1 Response 1 hr ago