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I Have A Lot Of Fears

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    Its ruining my life. I get a fear of changes the littlest things. A towel not folded right. Moving furniture is not allowed. If anything is not done my way I get some mad until I fix it asap. Its hard to deal with. Really hard with 3 kids messing things up to. I'm also I...
    bridget81 bridget81 31-35, F Dec 2, 2012

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    Possibly outrageous anxiety

    or fear is helpful. We spend so much money to rid ourselves of depressions, fears and anxiety. But why is it there? Possibly it is an aid to keep you alive. If you do not have the tools to react in the dark to a pouncing mountain lion, yet have intolerable anxiety of the dark...
    jeresey jeresey 56-60, F 4 Responses Sep 8

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    I just realized I'm scared of like a lot.

    .... Lmao it's probably not healthy
    JustKeepSpinning JustKeepSpinning 13-15, F Feb 10

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    My Fears

    1.) Heights 2.) Small children 3.) Death 4.) Oceans 5.) Living 6.) The dark 7.) Love 8.) Spiders 9.) Butterflies 10.) Moths 11.) Bees 12.) Wasps 13.) Geese 14.) Going insane 15.) Spiderwebs 16.) Cancer 17.) Embarrassment 18.) My thoughts 19.) My mom 20.) Pain 21.) Me 22.) Myself...
    catpissstinks catpissstinks 13-15, F Nov 18, 2012

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    The Cages And Doors Inside My Heart.

    I have fears.enough fears to drive a less tolerable person insane.I have a fear of my own self.I kind of think of my feelings as different versions of me in separated cages.My happy cheerful self rarely comes out.she has a twin, a hologram of her.a mere shadow of the happiness...
    Lorelie1 Lorelie1 13-15, F Jan 12, 2013

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    What's bothering me the most is fear from

    people. Life experiences screwed me up when it comes to this.. I have a constant fear that I'll lose anyone any minute. I feel that betrayal is just at the corner watching me and it'll affect and overtake anybody who gets too close and makes them just decide to leave. This fear...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 1 Response Jun 12

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    Thanks to meds. And cigs.

    And jerks. And laws. And. Wow. Jerks hurt. Laws protect most. If they dont have pals to do so. Sought help with sad. Got put on meds. Smoked cigs to calm. Had heart attacks. Grew way phobic slowly. Was it smokes. Or meds. Or heart...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 8

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    Alot

    1.) highschool2.) people bigger than me3.) heights4.) death5.) guns6.) choking7.) weight gain8.) drowning9.) dogs10.) knives11.) people judging me12.) love 13.) my dad leaving14.) my brother leaving15.) my uncle never getting out of the hospital16.) getting hurt17.) pills18...
    royalziall royalziall 13-15, F Dec 1, 2012

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    My dad's an ***, simple as that, but I'm the only one in my family of four that wants him out of the picture. He's been a nightmare for years and I only realized that he is what...
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    I always hated speaking publicly, presenting or being the centre of attention in fear of loosing face. Still, I volunteered every time while at uni. Now, doing my masters I am one...
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    So, I've decided to start writing in hope that I’d improve my English from this. Writing in English has been a big struggle for me ever since I went back to school from working...
    applejang applejang 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    Sarcasm is a defense mechanism its a way for me to exist without revealing real emotions. Its part of the reason I try not to interact outside of face to face because I can't read...
    CassieWithAnO CassieWithAnO 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    I want to tell you a story. Well more like write a love letter in an unusual way. You see I have met someone here. She knows who she is. Her posts are what attracted me to her. We...
    Leeza1964 Leeza1964 46-50, M Sep 26

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    My mom has it really bad. My mom fears i have it because we have the same symptoms. I read a while ago that they found out its genetic. Great...
    EllieAmazing EllieAmazing 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 27

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    Sometimes I wonder where I've beenWho I am, do I fit inMake believin' is hard aloneOut here on my ownWe're always proving who we areAlways reaching for that rising starTo guide me...
    JAD01 JAD01 31-35, F Sep 29

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    Sometimes these vague scenes appear at the edge of my consciousness where something or somebody come up from the side with a bat or a club like they about to smash my computer up...
    VI55555 VI55555 31-35 Oct 2

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    Part of me knows that my fears aren’t rational, but I can’t shake the part that doesn’t.
    Livinglife95 Livinglife95 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    Nothing like finding out the person you love,the one you have given your everything to, the one you trusted, who kept your secrets and shame and fears for you, decided that you...
    DizzyGreenEyes DizzyGreenEyes 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 3

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    Who doesn't? It is human.That's how we learn.I was always afraid to fail.Now everytime I encounter a mistake I see an oportunity to learn.In order to loose our fears to fail,we...
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F 3 Responses Oct 4

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    I've always suffered from anxiety and thoughts and worries that would pop into my head at random. They used to revolve around disease or paranormal/religious thoughts, and even...
    Patronusmagic Patronusmagic 18-21, F Oct 8

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    I was looking at my text messages and I noticed that about 99% of those conversations are meaningless. They're texts from friends and people I really love, but they don't mean...
    zuzeethh zuzeethh 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    I certainly don't want to forget the past, and the lessons it gave...The truth is - life now is getting out fully of the dark and into the light. "When we begin to take our...
    samemay54 samemay54 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    I was diagnosed at 14 with PCOS and when the nurse told me, I just broke down and cried.. I semi expected to get it but I didn't want my fears to be true, my mum had it and a...
    BennetWitch BennetWitch 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    Just got off the phone getting advice from a notorious mental institute. The person just hung up and even laughed I told him almost everything on my mind and addiction to EP also...
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    You don't know what i been through until you've walked in my shoes . You don't understand because i make it look easy. You don't overcome my obstacles , pain and fears daily. You...
    ThePrettyOnee ThePrettyOnee 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 13

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    I tried all kinds of treatments for PTSD... I would isolate myself from people in order to avoid being triggered, sought out counseling numerous times which could only help so much...
    msr721 msr721 46-50, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    I have IBS (Irritable Bowel Syndrome). I've always had a very sensitive digestive system, but it became really bad in 2010-2011. It was triggered because I had severe depression...
    spacepixie spacepixie 22-25, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    Yes I'm still alive, if it wasn't for my bf (now ex) and sister and her bf Doug I would have killed myself last night. I am checking myself in to a mental institution today to see...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    Everybody has been on both sides of bullying. The bully and the victim, everybody, except maybe Gandhi. Throughout my career as a student in middle and high school, what I have...
    francake16 francake16 16-17, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    When I look back into my childhood, I could say that I was a happy-go-lucky child. I was one of those kids who played outside in clutters, with bikes, toys, and imagination. I didn...
    JumpingTomatoes JumpingTomatoes 16-17 15 hrs ago

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    i have a crush who works on another location but we have the same company. lets call her vina. shes the kind of girl who almost got my ideal one. shes simple, smart, caring, sweet...
    KeeyCharming KeeyCharming 22-25, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    I understand she is my mother and I am supposed to respect her yet I can't respect anyone who treats me the way she does. If we have a disagreement and we try to talk it out she...
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    We have a major terrorist threat building, we have a pretty open border on the south end and extremist who know how to use it. The US, contrary to what some people try to teach is...
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    Within the last year, I have developed an overwhelming urge to experience another man. To date I have been with 3 different guys. I have had oral, given oral, and bottomed. I have...
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    Have snapchat but don't have many friends on it -.- anyone under 18 want to add me? My snapchat is patrick6cfc . Just want to have a nice chat with some people :)
    patrick6cfc patrick6cfc 16-17, M 9 hrs ago

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    It's undiagnosed, as my other issues have taken precedence. The healthier I become, the more prominent my lesser problems become. And so it has come to this: I need to control my...
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 8 hrs ago

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    Just recently found out I have PLS. I knew something was wrong and like many of you were looking in other medical directions for answers. I do feel fortunate that somehow (I'm sure...
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    I broke down yesterday. Between school, work, and him, I've been under too much stress. I was managing it to an extent, but the break up really pushed me over the edge. In a day I...
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    Would it make any difference if I said I loved you? Because I do, and no physical distance or social barriers are going to change that. The only thing that matters is what...
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    I have severe anxiety, when I was younger I would hide from everyone around me I wouldn't even eat the front of other people, i wouldn't walk up the street without fear. I have...
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