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I Have A Lot Of Fears

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    Its ruining my life. I get a fear of changes the littlest things. A towel not folded right. Moving furniture is not allowed. If anything is not done my way I get some mad until I fix it asap. Its hard to deal with. Really hard with 3 kids messing things up to. I'm also I...
    bridget81 bridget81 31-35, F Dec 2, 2012

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    1.) highschool2.) people bigger than me3.) heights4.) death5.) guns6.) choking7.) weight gain8.) drowning9.) dogs10.) knives11.) people judging me12.) love 13.) my dad leaving14.) my brother leaving15.) my uncle never getting out of the hospital16.) getting hurt17.) pills18...
    royalziall royalziall 13-15, F Dec 1, 2012

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    I just realized I'm scared of like a lot.

    .... Lmao it's probably not healthy
    JustKeepSpinning JustKeepSpinning 13-15, F Feb 10

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    Thanks to meds. And cigs.

    And jerks. And laws. And. Wow. Jerks hurt. Laws protect most. If they dont have pals to do so. Sought help with sad. Got put on meds. Smoked cigs to calm. Had heart attacks. Grew way phobic slowly. Was it smokes. Or meds. Or heart...
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 8

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    The Cages And Doors Inside My Heart.

    I have fears.enough fears to drive a less tolerable person insane.I have a fear of my own self.I kind of think of my feelings as different versions of me in separated cages.My happy cheerful self rarely comes out.she has a twin, a hologram of her.a mere shadow of the happiness...
    Lorelie1 Lorelie1 13-15, F Jan 12, 2013

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    My Fears

    1.) Heights 2.) Small children 3.) Death 4.) Oceans 5.) Living 6.) The dark 7.) Love 8.) Spiders 9.) Butterflies 10.) Moths 11.) Bees 12.) Wasps 13.) Geese 14.) Going insane 15.) Spiderwebs 16.) Cancer 17.) Embarrassment 18.) My thoughts 19.) My mom 20.) Pain 21.) Me 22.) Myself...
    catpissstinks catpissstinks 13-15, F Nov 18, 2012

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    Possibly outrageous anxiety

    or fear is helpful. We spend so much money to rid ourselves of depressions, fears and anxiety. But why is it there? Possibly it is an aid to keep you alive. If you do not have the tools to react in the dark to a pouncing mountain lion, yet have intolerable anxiety of the dark...
    jeresey jeresey 56-60, F 4 Responses Sep 8

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    What's bothering me the most is fear from

    people. Life experiences screwed me up when it comes to this.. I have a constant fear that I'll lose anyone any minute. I feel that betrayal is just at the corner watching me and it'll affect and overtake anybody who gets too close and makes them just decide to leave. This fear...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 1 Response Jun 12

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    Well right now I am staying with my mom, and I have two friends, which includes others within their family. One friend lives just down the street from me. Her life is in turmoil...
    MMMartin MMMartin 51-55, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Fear of life We are a living part of creation empowered by spirit. Inside each living creature lives a soul. It pushes us drives us affects us in every possible way. Every faith...
    anamikanta anamikanta 31-35 Nov 9

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    BEFORE you go "telling me about The danger of fear" ??, Read what I have to say ? I know "Fear" isn't THE GREATEST thing to Have, but then again, isn't There a Saying: Tis Better...
    desireindisguise desireindisguise 56-60 3 days ago

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    So today after months of procrastinating, I RSVP'd to my high school reunion! It's an 11/10 anxiety for me, but I'm not going to get an opportunity like this again to face my fears...
    lisadee87 lisadee87 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 8

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    I face my fears... Sort of. My worst fear is drowning but I still surf and swim as deep as I can. The amount of times I almost drowned is probably higher than most people's but I...
    Lindsy18 Lindsy18 13-15, F Nov 11

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    Let me breathe. Let the sky be blue again and sun warm. Let me be, set me free. Things will crowd up on you if you let them. And I let them. I let them get so heavy they...
    Freestanding Freestanding 51-55, F 3 Responses Nov 18

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    I can't. I like to to speak in public, I want to read aloud and be an actress. I love doing these things, but I can't. I feel lightheaded, I can't breathe, I get nauseous and...
    NyBrid NyBrid 13-15, F Nov 18

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    At a certain age we all begin to wonder who we really are. I remember the first time I found myself alone, lost and completely forgotten. My best friends had decided I was no...
    Helenabby Helenabby 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    My best friend gave me the best advice. He said, "Each day's a gift and not a given right. Leave stone unturned, leave your fears behind, and try to take the path less traveled by...
    LoveAndPeace1321 LoveAndPeace1321 18-21, M Nov 5

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    Just when I think I am missing out on what everyone else is experiencing, I am reminded of how much better off I am waiting on someone worthwhile. I am afraid to get into...
    IndecisiveLateBloomer IndecisiveLateBloomer 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Do you have a fear of vomiting? i had it last night i had to grow through it. there was no way out. i felt like this is what life is all about. even if you don't want to confront...
    maubunt maubunt 26-30, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    It's always so much easier to keep the storm inside. It's much easier than calming everyone else's fears and doubts. I've always dealt with everything alone and I wouldn't know how...
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 17 hrs ago

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    my sweetheart and I have been together for over a year. we love each other deeply.. but we've hurt each other so much most of that year.. I have a bad past and so does he.. so he...
    trmhippygirl7 trmhippygirl7 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 31

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    scriptURE FULFILLED IN MY LIFE Oct.1947: “My substance was not hidden from Thee, when I was made in secret, and intricately wrought in the lowest parts of the earth. Thine eyes...
    jburns1947 jburns1947 61-65, F Nov 3

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    I remember being 7 and my mother agreeing to give me an allowance for doing chores daily. Within a few days, a list was posted on the fridge and on it was a seven day schedule of...
    HDJA HDJA 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 7

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    Today's ear worm Both Sides Now Rows and flows of angel hair And ice cream castles in the air And feather canyons ev'rywhere I've looked at clouds that way But now they only...
    Harley53 Harley53 56-60, F 2 Responses Nov 11

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    I have thought about ending it a few times, to check out and leave by my own terms. Sometimes it seemed like it was the only way I could control my life, that I could actually be...
    Synapse81 Synapse81 31-35, M 2 Responses Nov 11

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     Its been about three months since my last seizure. I'm expecting another one soon. I normally have them about every three months now. There has only been one time where I...
    Alisaperne6446 Alisaperne6446 18-21, F Nov 12

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    So ever since I was a little girl all I've ever heard was "omg you have a really big butt!" I heard this from the age of 5 years old to now (22) I became so self conscious about it...
    denisestephanie denisestephanie 22-25, F 19 Responses Nov 19

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    I have a fear of a fictional cartoon pony that haunts my dreams and I'm a brony! If I describe it to someone though they might laugh and then I get embarrassed
    MaxwellMoonHoof MaxwellMoonHoof 18-21, M Nov 20

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    when you are mentally ill do you feel like you have a "weed" mind or are having irrational thoughts? or are you doing impulive things or having irrational fears?
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I have anxiety.. but this post isn't about myself. This is about a woman I saw at the store. she was crying and inconsolable, saying repeatedly "I can't do this!" I just couldn't...
    TiffTart TiffTart 22-25, F a week ago

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    I am engaged to my best friend of 8 years, partner of 3 years who happens to be in the military. We both want kids someday. We are not in the situation currently to have a child...
    Lexx42 Lexx42 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    1 die in all alone 2 have cancer 3 heart attack 4 the system of our country 5 insane people in public 6 night time 7 having anxiety feelings 8 trouma of sexual abuse 9 forgetting...
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    Dreams can be based on hopes,fears and desires! I do believe dreams mean something like some dreams can be warning like letting you know something's wrong or something is going to...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    The thing that scares me the most is waking up one day and realising that maybe that person you loved the most never really loved you as much as you loved them. And having to wake...
    skyelybooo skyelybooo 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Aliens? In UFOs?? Let's think of them more as our brothers and sisters, sharing the same vast universe, our mutual home. Then they might visit more often and stay awhile, bringing...
    paulie138 paulie138 66-70, M 1 day ago

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    At first he happen to be caught in her glance, she had not noticed him her eyes were only focused on a friend as they whispered. Then slowly his existence started to grow, her eyes...
    Moonlight94 Moonlight94 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    For those who have anxiety such as Hypochondria. Please allow me to give you some advice.. I know what it's like to constantly worry over numerous of things that have to do with my...
    Alexandra1996 Alexandra1996 18-21, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    Let me start with I have a problem. I'm only 19 and I have always been drawn to older women that have a strong personality. I went to job corps and Miss Maria was my 3rd shift...
    patriotslover21 patriotslover21 26-30, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    For the most part, if someone insults me, I can rise above it. I'm usually calm and collective, and realise that the problem is not with me, but with the person hurling the abuse...
    shellofaboy shellofaboy 18-21, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Do you know what I hate? I hate people who say "violent TV shows and violent video games should be banned or censored, because it causes our children to have more of a chance to...
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    ...and I'm still recovering. I used to wonder about my father... how little things could send him into a rage. How his words and actions always mismatched the perceived offense...
    DubstepEnderFox DubstepEnderFox 26-30, F 8 hrs ago

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    sometimes I feel lame whenever I talk to or hang out with my friends. Yes I drink, but only with a group of people, so I'm only a social drinker. yet other than that, I don't smoke...
    alxvii alxvii 18-21, F 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I haven't really written anything on EP in about 4 days. Just posted a few little blurb-y things. It's frustrating when I have ideas for something I want to write but am missing...
    Friability Friability 18-21 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    Hello everyone I need advice I have gone low contact with my NM & mostly I'm managing it very well & I am a lot happier . I'm on crutches at the moment for an injury & she has...
    blueberry36 blueberry36 36-40, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I don't want people to get upset with what I'm about to post but I can't stand how Black Friday shopping is starting earlier and earlier. Don't these money hungry companies...
    brady120378 brady120378 31-35, M 11 mins ago

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    Twice in the recent past, as my relationship with my male BFF has continued to develop, I have had disturbing dreams about him. Both of the dreams were similar in that my BFF's...
    lc1967 lc1967 46-50, F 6 hrs ago

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