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I Have A Lot Of Fears

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    Its ruining my life. I get a fear of changes the littlest things. A towel not folded right. Moving furniture is not allowed. If anything is not done my way I get some mad until I fix it asap. Its hard to deal with. Really hard with 3 kids messing things up to. I'm also I...
    bridget81 bridget81 31-35, F Dec 2, 2012

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    Alot

    1.) highschool2.) people bigger than me3.) heights4.) death5.) guns6.) choking7.) weight gain8.) drowning9.) dogs10.) knives11.) people judging me12.) love 13.) my dad leaving14.) my brother leaving15.) my uncle never getting out of the hospital16.) getting hurt17.) pills18...
    royalziall royalziall 13-15, F Dec 1, 2012

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    The Cages And Doors Inside My Heart.

    I have fears.enough fears to drive a less tolerable person insane.I have a fear of my own self.I kind of think of my feelings as different versions of me in separated cages.My happy cheerful self rarely comes out.she has a twin, a hologram of her.a mere shadow of the happiness...
    Lorelie1 Lorelie1 13-15, F Jan 12, 2013

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    My Fears

    1.) Heights 2.) Small children 3.) Death 4.) Oceans 5.) Living 6.) The dark 7.) Love 8.) Spiders 9.) Butterflies 10.) Moths 11.) Bees 12.) Wasps 13.) Geese 14.) Going insane 15.) Spiderwebs 16.) Cancer 17.) Embarrassment 18.) My thoughts 19.) My mom 20.) Pain 21.) Me 22.) Myself...
    catpissstinks catpissstinks 13-15, F Nov 18, 2012

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    What's bothering me the most is fear from

    people. Life experiences screwed me up when it comes to this.. I have a constant fear that I'll lose anyone any minute. I feel that betrayal is just at the corner watching me and it'll affect and overtake anybody who gets too close and makes them just decide to leave. This fear...
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 18-21 1 Response Jun 12, 2014

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    Possibly outrageous anxiety

    or fear is helpful. We spend so much money to rid ourselves of depressions, fears and anxiety. But why is it there? Possibly it is an aid to keep you alive. If you do not have the tools to react in the dark to a pouncing mountain lion, yet have intolerable anxiety of the dark...
    jeresey jeresey 56-60, F 4 Responses Sep 8, 2014

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    I just realized I'm scared of like a lot.

    .... Lmao it's probably not healthy
    SomethingAboutFigureSkating SomethingAboutFigureSkating 13-15, F Feb 10, 2014

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    twistedgirl86 twistedgirl86 26-30, F Mar 20

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    sometimes i wonder, would there be a time in my life when i'll smile with a purpose, cry with joy or will i forever remain in the shadows of my own fears? Silence has become my...
    whyfeelpain whyfeelpain 22-25 Mar 1

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    I can't remember when it started but I know that as I grow older it is getting worse. Everyday I go throw the motions trying to keep my face in a calm smile, but inside I am...
    Cogsy Cogsy 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 21

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    I have read experiences and questions on here and many times the persons are wanting to find love but too scared to take a chance. It is obvious they have taken a chance before...
    srfchopper srfchopper 56-60, M Mar 21

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    I am a friendly person. I am social. I trust people easily. I don't know how to not trust people right away. I am very caring. I also am very forgiving and give people chances. I...
    blankcheck4urhart blankcheck4urhart 36-40, F 5 days ago

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    I have OCD, and I will tell you, it is a true ANXIETY DISORDER, not some joke to make when you get annoyed at something not going your way. People fail to realize how similar OCD...
    bandgeekavery bandgeekavery 13-15, T 2 days ago

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    It's not a cleanliness issue. I'm afraid that by touching others in even something as innocent as hugging, that I might offend them. I identify myself as heterosexual, but have...
    Shovelfighter Shovelfighter 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 1

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    **** you, I hate you, don't even think about talking to me ever again you piece of trash- you hurt me and I promised myself that I would never let that happen, I told you my fears...
    jbnichole jbnichole 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 2

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    I have just recently found out that I am pregnant. Yes, I am excited. But, I'm also terrified because of the havoc pregnancy is already wreaking on my fragile emotional state...
    whiskeyprincess37 whiskeyprincess37 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    I stole my boyfriend from someone else and now I am unable to trust him. We've known each other for a long time. I always knew he liked me but I friend-zoned him. After all, he...
    elocinitis elocinitis 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 5

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    And while I accept that, it's just who I am and my life, it doesn't mean that it's not hard sometimes. Tonight is one of those times. I was reading a book that I didn't expect to...
    IrisArrow IrisArrow 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    Caused by heart attacks on seroquel. Minor fears before. Insane phobia after. And they say cigarettes caused it. Lol. But sued won others money. Not much but...
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 5 Responses Mar 8

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    How my mother shows me how much she doesn't love me: I got up and she was awake. She was awake to get HIM awake for something for the car. She was cold and uncaring to me. Felt so...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Mar 9

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    I hate it when my fears are validated A while ago I was out eating with my mother. We never do that because of money. It was a treat for me. I felt so self conscious because I am...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Mar 9

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    March 9, 2015 The next person that tells me to be positive is going to get punched in the throat. Don't tell me how to deal with this if you've never been through it. I'm being...
    ncbarr ncbarr 31-35, F Mar 11

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    I used be soft spoken. I used to let every walk all over me. I'm over the stage in life where I want to be liked by everyone. I want to be liked for who I am. I have an opinion...
    MommysGotTats420 MommysGotTats420 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 12

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    Upset by cruel egos and fears. Exit trailer. See little dipper. Wonder if its a good sign. Does it mean i can stay. Or does it mean bad news. What does it mean...
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 12

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    I could really use and appreciate some help, your experience and input. I'm studying BPD psychopathology and there is something that is so conflicting for me. I'm really struggling...
    Altruistrick Altruistrick 56-60, M 6 Responses Mar 13

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    Over the last couple days I have been happy and felt lie for once everything in my life was going okay but then 2days ago I had a terrible feeling something bad was going to happen...
    Aidenpatrick Aidenpatrick 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 13

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    Me... my dreams... my reality... If these boots could talk, they would have a mighty story to tell. Weathered and worn sheltered from a storm. Sweat blood and broken bones. They...
    HotMessExpress101 HotMessExpress101 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 16

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    My fears closer. http://ourfuture.org/20140425/trade-deal-means-lower-wages-for-90-of-americans-why-is-obama-pushing
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Mar 16

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    I've been a mess for several days now. My mind is jumping from one thing to another, to another. Everything is jumbling. Everything is scattered. It's like a fog. My worries...
    Scoodaloop Scoodaloop 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 17

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    I miss him. He is going through a lot and he has shut me out of his life due to his fears of being a burden. We both share similar mental illnesses, (major depression and bipolar...
    himenoko143 himenoko143 16-17, F Mar 19

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    I love my bestie and I really admire her. She is kinda how I would like to be...She's got such a great personality, she is so natural, she is not afraid of anything, she is so...
    TheArtisticOne TheArtisticOne 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    Words left unspoken, Fears felt with passion, Darkness so serene, If only it was this simple, The world would surrender.
    SunshineAnderson13 SunshineAnderson13 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    My mood collapsed. Pointless came. Fear of fined And removed. And enraged. Stupid fears. based in facts. But not gone yet.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 6 days ago

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    I just had the strangest dream. I dreamt that I was stuck in another dream. I was sent back to my past where bad things happened to me. I wanted to go back to my time. I kept...
    AndrogynousBeauty AndrogynousBeauty 22-25 2 days ago

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    I was diagnosed with it three years ago. I slowly started to realize that my level of pain probably wasn’t in the average range when it increased with each day. I sometimes...
    mishale80 mishale80 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    A VERY small part of me would want to be a house wife and have many babies and have a husband be the sole provider. But I have dreams of a career and I honestly can't imagine...
    churchdadatnight churchdadatnight 18-21, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    Hi there Aspies! I'm currently working on a short presentation about MDD (Maladaptive Daydreaming Disorder) and I've came to the point where I have to describe what are the usual...
    RichardAndon RichardAndon 22-25, M 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    One of the struggles i have found myself having is speaking with other people i have the words i want to say but they won't come out. I want to meet a person because she has been...
    Autumnflowers Autumnflowers 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    In 2004 I totaled my car, the passenger with me was hurt, i was severely injured and punished, I did my time, fast forward 11 years. My parents, who have become very proud of who i...
    sean868786 sean868786 31-35, M 5 hrs ago

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    I was diagnosed with genital herpes about a month ago. At first, I cried a lot and paced around my house aimlessly. I have stopped crying, but I don't like going out in public. I'm...
    Stella27 Stella27 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I've had HH (hyperhidrosis) ever since I was 5 . I suffer from having sweaty armpits every day & it really brings me down . I've tried literally everything you can think of & I...
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    This is my first time posting on EP, so bear with me. Also, keep in mind that doctors and therapists are not 100% of my BPD diagnosis-- I also have dissociation, ADHD, and panics...
    DepressedDemigod DepressedDemigod 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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