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I Have a Love-hate Relationship With Myself

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    Complex Relationship With...... Myself?

    So I'm an 18year old teenager that has just graduated highschool this past june. I've had this weird insane complex relationship with myself for a long time. Sometimes I look in the mirror and I say: "Damnnnn You lookin fine today!!" and I will love the person that I am and how i...
    iwantlovetoo iwantlovetoo 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 25, 2010

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    I Hate What I Love

    I love myself, but hate my intensity sometimes. Especially my ability to love without expectation. On the occasion that I do "fall in love", I am rejected. My intelligence is awesome, but my intellect is not. I am too "full-on". I am a professional groupie...
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 13 Responses Sep 14, 2008

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    Dwindled

    I have instances where I am proud of myself but over the years those have dwindled. I feel like crying, but I can't even do that.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 2 Responses Aug 18, 2010

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    What to hate about me?

    I'm too perfect to live in this world XD jk! Seriously.. Sometimes i love myself like a lover other times like a best friend Sometimes I hate myself but when I think about it i actually hate living in this fukked up world I accept myself as i am as i accept people as they...
    AutoLove0 AutoLove0 22-25, F Aug 3, 2014

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    This Fits Me

    This fit me - this is exactly how I feel. I am a strong, confident and self-assured woman.  I see what I want, I go for it.  Nothing stands in my way, no challenge is to great. On the other hand - I am a weak child, playing on the safe side of...
    MizzBlue72 MizzBlue72 36-40, F 6 Responses Dec 7, 2008

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    Make Up My Mind!

    one minuet im like happy with myself the next second i hate myself. i say i did a good job then im like it sucks. With EVERYTHING its like that. even if theres nothing or no everything. ugh! it bugs..
    tomtombear tomtombear 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 15, 2008

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    Hate and Love

    I truly at times hate myself, I detest my physical appearance and I detest my actions a great deal.  However, when I am attacked by others or presumptions are made about me, I suddenly passionately defend myself to extent I can love myself for those brief moments of an...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 31, 2008

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    I used to hate myself ( people know how to make

    you hate yourself!) I worked hard on myself and I reached the point where I had Love-hate Relationship With Myself now it is mostly love I love me! I'm the one who entertain myself and I'm the one who understand myself and this is enough
    AutoLove0 AutoLove0 22-25, F Sep 29, 2014

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    I Get to Decide

    I could almost call my Love-Hate Relationship with myself a split personality.  I have good days and I have bad days.  But that's not what I'm talking about.  It's like I have Love on one shoulder and Hate on the other.  I get to choose who I want to listen...
    WarriorMom WarriorMom 51-55, F 2 Responses Nov 14, 2008

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    Reality At Its Finest

    The "Love-hate relationship" with myself is probably like any other teenagers'. I have a wonderful family with married parents and an older brother always by my side. It's hard to be thankful for all the good things in my life. Why? Good question. I am your typical teenage girl...
    BeautifulDreamer97 BeautifulDreamer97 18-21, F Jun 10, 2013

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    Love Vs Hate

    Yes it's true people, I have a Love - Hate relationship with one's self. I know, I know, you probably thinking, What?...but I thought he was the most perfect man in the world and beyond. And to be honest, I thought..I was the most perfect guy in the world and beyond as well, But...
    LongLiveRockAndRoll LongLiveRockAndRoll 26-30, M Mar 27, 2012

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    An Awful Way To Start

    Umm, never done this before... Okay so, I have this weird thing I do were I love myself as in loving your body and your face and hair and all that stuff people say. I love my skin and I think I'm pretty (I don't wanna appear haughty, but just to explain this the right way) and I...
    Freansaviour Freansaviour 18-21 Apr 10, 2013

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    Same Things I Love Are the Things I Hate

    The same things i love about myself are the things i hate. I love that i can be so understanding but i hate that i can be so nieve. I love that i can be so patient but i hate that i can so easily be taken advantage of. I love that i can forgive but i hate that i always forget. I...
    goldie25 goldie25 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 18, 2008

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    I love to play with myself with a girl on the phone so we can hear each other getting off together.
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    I love them they're so cute and cuddly and soft and just soooo adorable but it just makes it hard to ignore them hard enough to make them pay you attention.
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    I really do. See I'm noticing a pattern with my Last couple of partners. 1. Kendall - Absent Father. Overbearing mother. 2. Tara - Super close to her Father, Abusive Mother. 3. My...
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    Yet another story of thoughtless friends. There was the time Ansley and Daniela pestered me about the past. Throughout the years Ansley and Daniela teased me about my 9th grade...
    sabertigersab sabertigersab 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    My ex-friends were like trackers: persistant and rude. In the middle of my senior year of High School, I tried so many tactics of avoiding my friends who didn't treat me like a...
    sabertigersab sabertigersab 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    My ex-friends sucked. There were the little things. Just typical teenaged small problems that would roll off my back. I'd be the third-wheel whenever I was in a group with them...
    sabertigersab sabertigersab 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    So...my boyfriend and i met online. We have been dating for 6 months. We have Skyped several times. Ever since the begging of our relationship, I've always felt like he doesnt care...
    erixaz erixaz 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    My relationships always seem to end horribly. My first boyfriend went back to his ex without giving me any explanation or saying sorry, nothing. Then, I started talking to this guy...
    honor1997 honor1997 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    Does EP ever make you feel like you're on top of the world, and on the very same day make you realize that you're not "all that." lol How quickly does your mood change here?
    1gr8guy 1gr8guy 41-45, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I love playing with myself in front of the mirror, especially if there's mirror on the ceiling. Love to spread my legs wide apart and rub my c l i t till I reach a mammoth o r g a...
    tionna1998 tionna1998 31-35, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I got a kit to bring hair back to it's natural colour..over the hot pink stage..it smelled horrific, really sickening but I persevered cos it was pretty expensive, and i wanted my...
    saravonpein saravonpein 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    I would love to play with and kiss a sissyboy right now
    Chuck421942 Chuck421942 70+, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    I love playing with myself while on ep , makes me so horny , luv it . shsh don't tell anyone it's our secret ..
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 24

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    I ****** up, I ruined the best chance I had at relationship. Today started so well, I woke up at 4 in the morning to be with her, as with her as I could be since she lives in...
    itscake itscake 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    Hello, My name is Nicole, i have been a psychic since i was 15 years old, i have been helping people with there love lifes, finance’s, Jobs, and just being there for there...
    psychicnicole psychicnicole 26-30, F Jul 23

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    I’m trying to decide if I want to change my gender from male to female. I’ve been trying to find a woman who will love me as I am for a very long time. I’ve dated three women...
    JohnL2015 JohnL2015 36-40, M Jul 22

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    I now remember little things that were signs I wasnt aware of- my ex never liked physical contact beyond sex - if we held hands he would squeeze my hand really hard till it hurt so...
    blonde10 blonde10 36-40, F 4 Responses Jul 22

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    I consider myself to be a good employee. Always on time, deliver great service, etc. but when a promotion is available, I always get snubbed for the position. People who always...
    MissKennybabe MissKennybabe 22-25, F Jul 21

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    I don't. Not really. The thing that I don't like about him is that he never calls me, but every five years he wants to come to town, take me to theme parks that he knows I like...
    hugsnotughs hugsnotughs 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    chriscc11 chriscc11 26-30, F Jul 21

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    chriscc11 chriscc11 26-30, F Jul 21

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    But it's mostly hate. I have no t&a or curves and I'm not tall. I wish I could have been blessed with a more feminine appearance.
    AshleyakaPebbles AshleyakaPebbles 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 20

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    What I love about it is the prestige ... People respect you more knowing my profession, especially since I m a young girl working in such a tough environment. And the free dinners...
    thousandcuts thousandcuts 22-25, F Jul 20

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    In an old job of mine I used to work with a girl who was in a relationship with an army soldier, I used to criticise her situation and say "God knows how you do it, you hardly see...
    Robjamlil Robjamlil 18-21, F Jul 19

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    LMFAOOOOO I LOVE HOW I GOT SO MUCH HATE
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 19

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    I'm not even fully aware of what happened. I mean, I'm not really close to much of anyone in my family, or even out of it. But I don't understand why I have such a hard time with...
    dwyli33 dwyli33 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    To my white brothers, black men need your contribution towards interracial relationships! In order for the future of black male/white female love I ask you to please continue to...
    MiIesLong MiIesLong 41-45, M 1 Response Jul 16

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    ultacc11 ultacc11 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 16

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