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I Have a Monster

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    Sophisticated Hate - Sophisticated conversations held around the dinner table Similar to a royal family. Only speaking of what is wrong with everyone else and never why. Especially...
    melz1108 melz1108 26-30, F Dec 31, 2010

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    Beast of Black Pike - Oh my god...it is true,it is all true. Travels upright,175 pounds,vocalizes with screams & mutterings...has a face that has human like qualities with...
    PeaceOnEarth PeaceOnEarth 46-50, F 4 Responses Jun 16, 2008

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    Shrek... - That one line...the one where he says "ogres are like onions" Does that make me an onion? 'Cuz I really have to empathize with that statement. So many pieces of me...
    GoldLikeAutumn GoldLikeAutumn 13-15 Nov 15, 2011

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    The Death of Peace - I have a Monster. I suspect it rages in the heart of every man. I have taken mine and locked it deep, chained in the darkest of places in the hope that it...
    TheTardyDodo TheTardyDodo 31-35, M 19 Responses Jul 17, 2007

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    I Love Monsters - but they are in extinction.
    Thought1 Thought1 22-25 3 Responses Jun 25, 2009

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    Try Again - I call on the demon from down below Please come up and take my soul It is no longer needed for no one else cares I was in need of love but no one would share I call...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 5 Responses Sep 8, 2007

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    I'm Sure I Have Many. - They only come out on nights like tonight... but when they show up, it's bad.  It's always bad.  Tonight, it's particularly awful.  Nights...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 2, 2008

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    My Monster - My "Monster" is the family cat. His real name is Cisco but I call him "Crisco" because he has cream colored yellowish tipped hair and is a...
    keepingwarm keepingwarm 31-35 1 Response Jan 4, 2008

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    I Am the Monster Inside - My brain tells me to do bad things. It tells me to hurt people, to hurt the people who hurt me. It tells me I'll feel better after I punish them. My...
    eyes eyes 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 14, 2007

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    The Demon I Call My Friend - They live within me, craving all the bad things. They want hate so I hate others. They want pain, so I hurt others to watch their tears. They want...
    Veronica4 Veronica4 18-21, F 1 Response May 31, 2011

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    Tools - She goes through life never knowing left from right love from hate warmth from cold. She is expected to a productive member of society, With no one ever telling her...
    melz1108 melz1108 26-30, F Jan 23, 2011

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    Monstrous Passion - I am a gentleman through and through but what you don't see in the raging inferno of carefully repressed passion and a blazing hot intense sexuality that could...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Dec 16, 2009

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    Norm - Physical wounds have healed, emotional not so much. This deep blackness that is within absorbs all that is good. I have never known another way of living and now I am...
    melz1108 melz1108 26-30, F Jan 23, 2011

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    Shakespeare's Shadow - This time, I won't be pushing you away I have tried that countless times and felt the dismay Pausing to think, perhaps you have something to say Other than...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 6 Responses Mar 9, 2012

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    My Monster -   My monster is sometimes my friend… adding to my creativity, allowing me to function days on end with little to no sleep, giving me the power to stand up...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 7 Responses Jul 17, 2007

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    We've All Got Monsters... - Some are big. Some are small. Some are so loud you can't ignore them and some are shy little things that hide away, whispering. We've all got monsters...
    Yoru Yoru 18-21 1 Response Nov 15, 2011

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    My Monster - Not really. He's never truly dead. But all the same he is indeed a monster. I never knew he would sneak up on me like he had. I actually for a while thought my life...
    Naelextip Naelextip 16-17, F Jun 12, 2013

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    Today I Died... -   Today I died, just gave up hope. I jumped, fired, sliced, swallowed whatever I needed to escape… and yet I’m here, breathing, barely...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 6 Responses Jul 17, 2007

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    But How? - Dieing with-in my soul is so painful to watch Knowing I need to live, but how? So much was destroyed, so much was taken How do we go on, how do we move on It is said...
    melz1108 melz1108 26-30, F Feb 3, 2011

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    My Monster - My monster is not abusive nor is it passion. It is simply that i tear away at myself i love pain. Cuts, gashes, bits anything it brings me to my knees it is the pain...
    PeopleTreatMeLikeCrap PeopleTreatMeLikeCrap 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 21, 2010

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    Oh Yes!! The Monster Inside!! - constantly telling me im not good enough, and im a lowlife and a failure!!! time for me to try and fight the monster inside i think!!!
    cowshed123 cowshed123 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 24, 2010

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    Under My Bed! - I have a monster it lives under my bed I don't let it out often because he eats people I have to keep him well hidden or friends will  Run in fear I have a...
    cutout cutout 26-30 5 Responses Oct 15, 2011

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    Excess - I have a monster inside.  It desires terrible things.  When I am alone, or with people, it is asleep, or waiting.  I'm not sure.  It only gets to come...
    flirtswithdisaster flirtswithdisaster 26-30, M 11 Responses Aug 18, 2007

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    Shock - My husband of 27years ago walked out on me 5 weeks ago while I was at work came home to a noteWe had been having problems over the last two years then recently he had an...
    Soffeesue Soffeesue 61-65 1 Response Sep 2, 2011

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    A Wrinkle In Time - The layers surround her little world a world of pain pain penetrating her layer by layer penetrating her innocence innocence never known by her little world...
    melz1108 melz1108 26-30, F Nov 18, 2010

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    Clutter Brain - my clutter brain I say my, comatose state of mine squeak, squeak, squeak fining my words to speak nothing but cries, cries of many trying to escape a child...
    melz1108 melz1108 26-30, F Jan 31, 2011

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    Still Hunting.... - Let me say that I don't actually have a monster...yet.But I have been hot on the trail of one for a couple of years now.It lives in the southeast and has been...
    PeaceOnEarth PeaceOnEarth 46-50, F 8 Responses Nov 5, 2007

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    Hi Honey I'm Home... Did Ya Miss Me? - He says casually as he strolls into my head. "I'm back and here to take over... life's been to easy for you the past few days and I...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 4 Responses Sep 11, 2007

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    My Very Own Monster - I have a monster that goes and comes. I never see it coming and it makes me feel numb. It taunts me and teases, telling me Im not good enough, some days it's...
    soulrunher soulrunher 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 20, 2013

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    My Monster - Some days ( like todays ) I have victory's , some days I dont. I will win the battle.
    tootiemcfruity tootiemcfruity 18-21, F Dec 31, 2011

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    (Kyle= my 4 year old little brother.) Kyle: Sissy why do you have those marks on your arm? Me: Well Bubs....um, I have these little mean monsters who hurt me on the inside, but...
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    I am monster all of the time. Just be careful not to surprise me if you ever meet me in real life. Just a warning ☺ you'll regret it.
    silentlyhurtingeveryday silentlyhurtingeveryday 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I'm a little late posting this but the other night I went to sleep and l was in some kind of house. There was a white door that went into a bedroom and I happened to notice a foot...
    Sam31905 Sam31905 16-17, F Mar 24

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    2 very engaging and vivid ones last night. I feel like they're important and I'm still trying to decipher them. In the first one it was my brother's birthday again and all his...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Apr 2

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    You interpret it as you wish. I met Mutato. And I liked it. And I will never be able to admit to anyone my secret. He does not look like a monster. He is no monster. There...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Do you want to know what ****** me off in the worst way anyone can imagine? Self-absorbed, self-righteous, egotistical, cruel, rude, judgmental ********. Do you know where I find...
    kcoop123 kcoop123 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    I have anger management issues, which I have been working on since I've noticed them. However, no matter how long and hard someone has been working on controlling their anger...
    faeriefate faeriefate 18-21 5 days ago

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    Behind Those Green Eyes-(llovelyfallenangell) March 6th, 2014. Green eyes the colour of emeralds, astonishing you after every blink. Her long brown hair fell in soft curls around...
    llovelyfallenangell llovelyfallenangell 16-17, F Mar 19

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    I wonder what id be like to live on the moon... Ooooh shiny... Is it bad that I cant swim... Bacon, bacon, bacon.... I hate the summer and winter... For my 16th birthday I want KFC...
    Blissfulkissofdeath Blissfulkissofdeath 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 20

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    You're so strange, people occasionally wonder if you're from another world.You don't try to be different, but you see most things from a very unique, very offbeat perspective...
    UnchartedOne UnchartedOne 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    My boyfriend or whatever I should call him! Is a monster and had tortured me for years and years! I'm in a terribly deep depression and I know i NEED to break it off! I'm so...
    Dracogirl Dracogirl 22-25, F Apr 3

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    i just posted my icon as me. today. the morning after an epic bp on ice cream, chocolate, peanut butter, cereal, and PIZZA! be warned. binge and you will turn into a fat monster...
    discoveringisabel discoveringisabel 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    all these looks I get given. in the supermarket I can't even ******* but gum without the cashier staring at me like im some kind of monster. I am ******* anorexic get over it -.-
    popcornpillows popcornpillows 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    Someone here calls it a nihilist attitude. It's true, sometimes I just want everything to burn including myself. Doesn't make sense but when anger takes over the monster is not in...
    GrumpyGrouchy GrumpyGrouchy 22-25, F Apr 8

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    I don't have cancer myself, but I know there are several types of cancer, and also many people fighting cancer. However, there is a large number of people who are unsuccessful in...
    ConcealedWildheart ConcealedWildheart 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    Me and a girl from school (she weighs about 200 pounds probably) walk to this quick shop every day after school and i buy us each a monster i make sure i get the ones high in...
    BigFatNick BigFatNick 13-15, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm always being turned into a multitude of different characters, animals, or monsters in my dreams to which I think is a good thing. And believe it or not it's a reocurring...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M Mar 28

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    I have difficulty with letting things go; things I’ve said and done that I regret, I hold them all in and cannot forget them or move on. I feel that I’m a monster at heart...
    HMSaph HMSaph 16-17, M Mar 28