I Have a Mother Who Is Addicted to Drugs

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    Ever since I was a kid,

    my mom has been addicted to drugs. I was the oldest kid in the family and my dad always worked, so I really did the most work to keep our family together. It was very hard to keep our family stable since my mom never made money. My brother got very sick because the drugs...
    vintagequxxn vintagequxxn
    26-30, F
    1 Response May 15, 2015

    I HAD a mother who was addicted to drugs.

    She over-dosed three years ago. She was my best friend when clean, I could tell her anything and she always gave reasonable advice, she encouraged me to achieve things and unbelievably she taught me morals, respect and love. But she was my worst enemy when not clean. She would...
    sereniitee sereniitee
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jun 18, 2014

    Welp, Here Goes

    I'm not used to being able to allow my memories and emotions to flow freely, but I suppose it's worth a shot. My family consists of my dad, mother, one far older brother, and me. My brother moved out a long time ago, my dad is a devout Christian so he's generally gone, and my...
    JayJayStitchez JayJayStitchez
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 9, 2013

    I just wish I had someone to actually talk to.

    Someone who can help me understand the situation I'm in. Someone else who has had they're life affected by a cruel uncaring mother, by drugs...idk, someone who could relate I guess. Is that too much to ask...for a real meaningful conversation...
    GraceyD GraceyD
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 8, 2014

    I wish I had someone to talk to during

    that time . Someone to tell me that everything will be okay but nobody ever did. My mother has been clean for 3 years but now I'm worrying she's back to her old tricks .
    smilingsmith17 smilingsmith17
    16-17, F
    4 Responses May 10, 2014

    I was so naïve, when mum said she needed to

    take medicine I thought she had been given it by a doctor. It was a lie, she had befriended heroin and they wanted to spent time together. Want very quickly turned into need...
    GlueGirlMegan GlueGirlMegan
    13-15, F
    4 Responses Feb 26

    I haven't been open to discussing this

    until recently - I realized that there are so many young kids going through what I went through and sharing my story and offering my advice can help people. My mother was a single mother of 4 children. We lived in a housing authority just outside of Boston until I was 7 years...
    Kerryn2508 Kerryn2508
    22-25, F
    Feb 16, 2015

    Lunesta/Ambien + Others

    When I was 14, my mother became addicted to Lunesta and Ambien. I've been dealing with this since then and I'm almost 19. Sometimes she takes more than just those pills though. She'll take anything that could possibly get her high. Sometimes she takes 30 Lunesta or Ambien at one...
    capturetheflag capturetheflag
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 16, 2009

    CRACK/COCAiNE

    MY MOTHER HAS BEEN ON DRUGS FOR YEARS. TO BE HONEST, IM QUITE SURPRISED SHE HASN'T HAD AN OVERDOSE. I HAVE BEEN TOLD SHE PROBABLY EVEN SMOKED CRACK WHEN I WAS IN HER WOMB. WHICH WOULD MAKE ME A CRACK BABY. HAHAHAHAHAHHA!! ITS SO FUNNY TO HEAR THAT TERM. AND ITS QUITE FUKCING SAD...
    JEZZAB3LL JEZZAB3LL
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Jul 30, 2008

    My friends just don't get how much drugs ruined

    my life and I don't even do them they just don't understand so now I need open ears and an open mind
    greenpotato112 greenpotato112
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jul 4, 2014

    For Me It's *had* A Mother Addicted To Drugs.

    My mother was on drugs before, during && after I was born... I was just two when my mother stated she wanted to kill me... "If I can't have her, Then no one else can". My grandma got custody of me right then and there because my dad didn't want me. My mom was in and out of my...
    MysticBeauty MysticBeauty
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 30, 2011

    My First Love

    My first love Why was she weak-willed What made her start Why won’t she stop Dosn’t she know how beautiful she is A broken record of questions that plays in my mind over and over This woman was my first love I loved her enormous heart I loved her soft, sweet smile I...
    krpr78 krpr78
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Oct 8, 2013

    Dear Mother

    i never knew who u wre. i cried over u evry noght. i thought i loved you. sad thing was i didnt know you. ur baby dad shot me up when i was ****** nine years old. i have been addicted to heroin since. if you would have taken the chance to get to now me i would be safe and not...
    shootwithstars shootwithstars
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Sep 17, 2012

    Dear Mommy, I'm sorry

    that I don't remember that your sick, just like me, just like all addict's are. I have to remember that it's your addiction that I hate, not you. I must remember that it's your addiction that has to choose drugs over me, not you. I have to remember that your addiction doesn't...
    skinbaby69 skinbaby69
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 1, 2015

    My mom is hooked on prescription pain killers.

    She can't stop taking them no matter how much I want her to.
    NoBodyKnowsMeLikeIKnowMe NoBodyKnowsMeLikeIKnowMe
    26-30, M
    Jun 11, 2015

    My mother has been addicted to all sorts of

    drugs for as long as I remember and she got all three of her daughters hooked as well. She was always trying to hide it from us but gave up when my older sister starting using heroin. So me and my younger sister were fully exposed to heroin, crack cocaine and meth until the two...
    sophiesg sophiesg
    16-17, F
    Jun 10, 2015

    Mama I know you lie So I don't cry But I need

    to know the truth I want you to tell me when you use Mama I love you I know you love me too But these drugs are taking over I miss the times that you were sober Mama You could be here today, gone tomorrow Those thoughts fill me with such sorrow You're sick And the more you use...
    ThatGirlAhtumn ThatGirlAhtumn
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jan 12, 2014

    I can't believe my mom I'm

    so sad I can't believe my mom she's been acting so crazy because she's been smoking so much crack and when she gets high she acts like someone I've never met before she treats me like crap give me so much attitude she gets so paranoid because she smokes in the bathroom and I can...
    LuvLostSoul LuvLostSoul
    26-30, F
    Jul 3, 2015

    I Know I Had One....

    Lord knows if she's even still alive. I doubt it unless she cleaned up her act. She's probably in prison. Dumb *****. SMDH.
    Serabi Serabi
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Dec 30, 2010

    Memories

    Memories Why when i look at pictures of the Past it brings me such grief that even in my heart i wish i was not there, Even though in the past i use to like that life style but now that life style brings me such emotional pain and grief that when i see the pictures i delete them...
    Godslaoutreach Godslaoutreach
    22-25
    Jan 15, 2013

    I Remember When...

    I remember when I was young, I had a mom. I remember that she was attentive and thoughtful and we lived in a big three-story house with a matching playhouse out back. I remember her watching ball games and coming on class field trips. I remember when I was 12 and my parents...
    simmonsr09 simmonsr09
    26-30
    Jun 24, 2012

    My Mom Is Addicted to Drugs.

    My moms been addicted to drugs ever since I was two years old. Both my parents left my sisters and myself at my grandams one day and just never came back. They called from time to time but thats it. Mom and dad do heroin and crack. It worrys me because I know there is nothing I...
    JessUndefined JessUndefined
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Aug 14, 2009

    I Want You Back Mom

    For as long as I can remember, mom has been addicted to pills, she is different everyday based on what medication she is on. It's like having a hundred different mothers. I wish she cared enough to set boundaries for me and act like a mom, maybe somewhere inside she wants to...
    abbywhitaker abbywhitaker
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Apr 2, 2010

    Marijuana

    i know most people don't believe weed is habit-forming. i disagree. my mom smokes every single day. she smokes in the house. she smokes when she's supposed to be taking care of my daughter. she smokes at 9:am on her days off. she blows me off when we have plans because she'd...
    thirty30 thirty30
    31-35, F
    5 Responses May 28, 2008

    I really need to get this off my chest oMG I

    don't even know where to start so my mom has been addicted to drugs my whole life I was her first born and she had my brother then she had another little girl and then another little boy in the last little boy she had was taken away to a foster home because my grandmother raised...
    LuvLostSoul LuvLostSoul
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 3, 2015

    I still can't believe I had to have her section

    thirtyfived I have never in my life done that to her or anyone but enough is enough I couldn't take the abuse anymore all she cares about is getting high she always needed a fix instead of fixing herself. The way she started to treat me was crazy and she was out of control I...
    LuvLostSoul LuvLostSoul
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 9, 2015

    My Mom

    my moms addicted to drugs has been since i was in about 4th grade sometime i hate her so bad i cant stand it and then i remember how she used to be. i mean she used to get in McDonnalds play place with us and i remember she used to talk to me every day just to see if i had a bad...
    yoite77 yoite77
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 31, 2012

    My mom sent a letter from jail saying how

    she’s praying for us (meaning my family) and that she hopes we can heal and forgive her for all the horrible things she’s done in the past. In her letter she had no regret, didn’t say sorry even once, and basically said that we need to get over it and implied that it’s...
    Alexander401 Alexander401
    16-17, T
    May 20, 2015

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