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I Have A No Fear Instinct When I Get Mad

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    My Anger - Whenever I get angry, all I want to do is hit that person. Instead, I tend to keep that feeling inside of me so that I would not snap. I always do my best to calm myself...
    1 Response Jan 9, 2013

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    Anger - I tend to have no fears in the world when I am angry. That may sound impossible, but it is beyond true. When I am angry, it is like nothing exists except for my target...
    Amalie01 Amalie01 16-17, F Jan 3, 2013

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