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I Have a Pee Fetish I Both Love and Wish I Didn't Have

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 554 People

    Ambivalent...

    Like a lot of people who share this fetish, I often wish I could have a "normal" sexuality. It's so deep seated in me that it's almost a Pavlovian response, and I don't think I could remove it by force of will any more than a gay person could turn straight, or a straight person...
    DavidiSRm DavidiSRm
    36-40, M
    Nov 30, 2013

    It's Disappearing...

    I've been in a relationship now for just over 2yrs, and I've always had trouble with the idea of never being able to see another girl naked, or see another girl hold it, etc. Just, wanted to see as many girls as possible do it I guess, see what it feels like to be inside them...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife
    26-30, M
    Jan 21, 2012

    My Love/Hate Story

    I don't know how long I've had this fetish but now I'm starting to kick myself for having it. I initially kept this a deep dark secret but when I met my girlfriend I let her know about it, she seemed apprehensive about it, but later told me she's kind of into it as well. I was...
    youngcuriousboy youngcuriousboy
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Feb 3, 2013

    A Sexy Boob Story...that Really Happened

    So, I got this new red lace bra, and I wore it under a black sheer top to a party.... the light was low but you could clearly see I was wearing a sexy red lace bra… we were dancing and a friend of mine who I like to flirt with was checking me out... he whispered to me that he'd...
    blissbybike blissbybike
    46-50
    2 Responses Feb 15, 2012

    Holiday, And Giving Up

    Well well! Small successes are all we can have against ourselves, and generally they involve new inspiration, understanding about the strength we have inside but do not realise. My fiance went on holiday, to a conference and back home recently. She doesn't like Skype, preferring...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jul 28, 2013

    Torn...

    I think my fetish is more then just peeing my pants but also the feeling of wet clothes. If I took a shower with my clothes on it would get me as aroused as me holding my pee until I give up and flood my pants. There are many times I have to pee so badly that I'm now fearful...
    iwetmypants4fun iwetmypants4fun
    26-30, F
    Feb 3, 2011

    I love it because I enjoy holding

    and at the same time I hate it because I am afraid to tell anyone I meet about it! Not many people get it or understand the joy I get from fighting to hold. Or who I need that fire inside my bladder!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Oct 1, 2015

    The Irony Of My Situation Is Not Lost On Me.

    I have prostate cancer. I first joined EP because I have kinky sex fantasies about women who have to pee.  I found this was a place where I could read and share titillating stories, both true reminiscences and kinky fantasies.  The anonymity makes it possible to be very open...
    wabbott11 wabbott11
    51-55, M
    Apr 11, 2012

    Working In The 'ladies'

    Today I was working in a school, the plant room was a cellar. the entrance door to the cellar was situated off of the staff toilets. There were 2 traps and the toilets are nominally 'unisex', but all the staff were women so effectively used as a 'ladies'. I...
    burstin2go burstin2go
    51-55, M
    1 Response Dec 1, 2009

    Because it isn't regarded highly

    and is embarrassing to admit to people who don't. I have to pee right now, and I am sitting up in bed. My opinions and posts are being deleted nearly as fast as my smartphone. When did EP become so narrow-minded?
    Simpfan Simpfan
    56-60, F
    5 Responses May 4, 2015

    Love & Fetish

    Hi all, so this is another part of my story... If you're in a relationship with someone and you feel some similar kind of struggle, please rate up and/or comment - I'd love to talk about it and feel like I'm not alone!So, I've been into desperation since high school. I loved...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife
    26-30, M
    1 Response Mar 8, 2012

    Don't Always Feel The Need

    While I get super turned on by wetting my tight jeans, it seems to be somethign that comes and goes.  I don't pee in my jeans every day every week all month.  I may go several weeks without the urge.....I recently flew on a plan to/from Texas...and made teh whole...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 2, 2010

    Stay strong! There's hope

    for you. Posted in the comments below :)
    betterwhenwet betterwhenwet
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 19, 2014

    Are you out there? - Would love to chat to a

    genuine desperation lover. A woman who likes holding her **** to the absolute limits of her control. Holding it from the night before, drinking a good amount, then waking up with a throbbing morning bladder. She keeps holding it though, going about her day, drinking steady...
    2se7en 2se7en
    31-35, M
    Sep 2, 2014

    This Group Works! Cleaning Up... Long-term Pee Fetish Discussion.

    Lets explain.  I am 24 years old female and have been secretly peeing in my pants since around the age of 10. I also like to and have been wetting my bed totally on purpose without any protection and I like it this way. My pee goes right into my mattress...  I also like to pee...
    WetgirlEP WetgirlEP
    22-25, F
    7 Responses Oct 28, 2011

    Love/hate Relationship

    I'm a young woman in New York who loves everything pee related- desperation, wetting, watersports, etc etc. Everything. This can be so much fun when I'm getting myself off, my fantasies give me the most intense *******. I even think about these things in bed with my fiancee...
    allieanna allieanna
    18-21, F
    6 Responses May 26, 2010

    The Party

    I went with a friend to a so-called party, I didn’t know much what this party should be, I just knew that I will be asked to pee in front of other people, and I agreed to that since it is an experience that I never had. I dressed with a clean black strapless robe, and 4...
    hadar99 hadar99
    36-40, F
    7 Responses Mar 14, 2010

    My Future

    I've been into my peeing fetish since I was young and barely even a teenager! As they years have passed, I enjoyed it but I have also been a bit concerned about my future. I am 18, and a young, aspiring actress going to audition after audition. Every night I think to myself...
    pbabe18 pbabe18
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jul 12, 2010

    Giving Up

    At the moment I am having my first 'successful' pause on the fetish. I can last days, even a week (!) without wanking over it now. How? Basically my gf did something amazing for me, I really upset her in a different way, and she still came to the station to see me off. She...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Apr 9, 2012

    Question.

    Today I was stood with a group of people and after a few minutes, I felt something wet drip down the back of my leg.  I had a canvas shoulder bag on and my drink of Sprite had leaked in my bag, now running down my leg. I have no idea how it took so long for me to notice...
    wriggling wriggling
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Oct 6, 2010

    Easier As Times Change

    As a youngster I kept this fetish a secret, it made me feel that I wasn't normal and commonly like I was the only one, I've read that last comment so many times that I've realised that there are countless numbers of people that are hiding this fetish unnecessarily, I also...
    unite unite
    56-60
    4 Responses Jul 25, 2009

    Pleasure and Second Thoughts

      Usually it happens when I wait a little longer than I should to pee and notice that it is starting to feel erotic.  I think, I can feel this good and even better and that I can drag that feeling out for as long as I can hold it.  After several hours, I start to...
    orangeivan orangeivan
    56-60, M
    12 Responses Nov 15, 2008

    Ups And Downs

    I'm not entirely sure where I'm going with this post, but it seems that for every step I make towards acceptance of my fetish, sooner or later it comes crashing back down ten times as hard. Okay, so. I'm currently in the best relationship of my life, and have never been so...
    wriggling2 wriggling2
    22-25, F
    13 Responses Apr 2, 2013

    Shouldn't Be This Difficult...

    I adore my fetish. Having a full bladder or imagining people desperate can give me the most powerful *******. In fact, even if it wasn't sexual, I have met some wonderful people on EP through having my fetish that would not be a part of my life if I had not sought like-minded...
    wriggling wriggling
    22-25, F
    13 Responses Jul 18, 2011

    I Don't Know If Is Okay to Have My Fetish

    I fear to tell about my fetish as I have bad times from doing this. When I was young I find it hard to enjoy as I think I am the  only one and it is bad. When I am young I am still finding out my fetish and just think I like female desperation. Now I also like other things...
    popmybladder popmybladder
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Jul 20, 2009

    Something That Helped Me A Lot...

    Well, I started here on EP breaking all the rules, thankfully unnoticed. I wanted things that turned me on.Gradually, slowly, more than that seeped through (I'm an advice-giver by nature) and I saw more.Now I have begun searching for other experiences of things I enjoy, not...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife
    26-30, M
    2 Responses May 17, 2012

    Success?

    Sometimes self acceptance can be a challenge.  One we can often feel we're failing at.  Or are we?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 12, 2012

    For the record, even

    though it may confuse some even more, I have been with my boyfriend for six years. But we don't cohabitation nor do we have sex. I hope I do get to become his wife someday, but not just for the sex. We met 30 years ago at a church, but neither of us was available then. We have...
    Simpfan Simpfan
    56-60, F
    2 Responses May 6, 2015

    I've begun to feel like

    such a pervert and like this somehow makes me a worse person or something. A lot of it comes from the EP community especially. I don't harass people but somehow have become associated with those who do and it's unfortunate. It makes me feel kind of gross. Am I guilty by...
    superfastcars superfastcars
    18-21, F
    12 Responses Mar 27, 2015

    I Appreciate This Group And Have A Few Thoughts

    (Written for another small group, and I think it belongs here too.) I've told one person ever about my pee interests, my (now ex-)wife, before we were married. I thought she had a right to know, and I wanted us to be in a marriage in which there were no secrets, about anything...
    nonny nonny
    46-50, M
    1 Response Jan 24, 2012

    Other People

    Just wondering, how do you react when people mention their need to pee? Like, if youre just out with friends and someone says 'I need the toilet' how do you respond? I'm always very aware of myself in these moments and feel like no matter what I say it must be clear to all...
    wriggling wriggling
    22-25, F
    13 Responses Sep 24, 2009

    I Know What It Is...

    Here I scrawl late at night, I should have been asleep 3hrs ago I am so tired but can't. So, here goes.My girlfriend doesn't live with me - actually 60mi in another city. Sex is hard to come by.Vids are there when she is not - when u get horny, it's not that easy to switch it...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jun 14, 2012

    Mixed Feelings

    I love reading pee stories on EP for hours at a time. Enjoyable, yes. Healthy? I don't know. It's quite like **** as it does turn me on. Hours at a time might be at the compulsive level. I am moving in 3 weeks and could have been using this time to clean/pack. Now I need to leave...
    kerowyn kerowyn
    31-35, F
    1 Response Aug 4, 2010

    A Conversation

    This was originally in the comments section of this story, by WetgirlEP.  EP Link I ended up getting so wordy, with my replies, I thought I would copy and paste my input into a new story here as well.  My answer was to a question about whether anyone knew where our...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses May 12, 2010

    Vomit Fetish

    I love everything to do with girls puking and me piling for them my fav part is them puking
    Kota9211 Kota9211
    18-21, M
    May 3, 2012

    Well, I am back :) This is always the same

    story... It is like a devil is sitting on one shoulder and an angel on the other. The devil is scoring more points :) This takes way too much time and energy, but on the other hand I can't go on for long without it. Last time I've deleted all my profiles, stories and blogs...
    jjpwet jjpwet
    31-35, M
    1 Response Apr 29, 2014

    I Started Writing This For Newchrissy, But...

    I have never fantasised before, not really. 1 thing doesn't really count. Recently I discovered what the touch of a woman _who loves you_ is all about. Thence came these emotions, and at the end you will see what happens to my fetish...A girl with curves. The type of curves that...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 14, 2012

    The Enjoyment, The Horror And The Messy Cleanup

    Like (what i believe) most people into pee and watersport games i have had the day when you really regret it. Most times i plan when and what to do, but lately its been more of a thrill to just do it, with very little planning, preparation and even nights before work. Problem is...
    wetlatex wetlatex
    26-30, M
    Sep 12, 2010

    Tired Of Being Me.

    I have such a love/hate relationship with this fetish and at the moment I'm feeling the hate.  In my poll I had voted that I was on the fence as to whether I would wish my fetish away given the chance.  But right now I really do wish I had a...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 23, 2009

    Love Hate Kinda Thing

    I love wetting i been intrested in it since i was 6 and relized i loved it a lot when i was 12. But also its hard to hide...like my wet clothing an also this site...i few times my parents almost found it :…i know if anyone found out about this they would be mad or just grossed...
    bloodyrainbow bloodyrainbow
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Feb 23, 2012

    A Community Of Misfits

    It’s weird. I think all of us here found EP looking for titillating stories about peeing in one form or another. A lot of us quickly discovered what a profound relief it can be to share our feelings with one another, unpacking the emotional baggage that can go along with...
    wabbott11 wabbott11
    51-55, M
    4 Responses Oct 25, 2009
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