I Have a Personality Disorder

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    omg sometimes I get so fukin tired of my

    choices in life. but no matter how hard I try I can never seem to not make the same choices. it's just the personality disorder at work. some say we can change some say we can't. I don't think we can. at least I know I truly can't. I've tried many times. all that ever happens is...
    BeautifullySickkk BeautifullySickkk
    31-35, F
    Feb 8, 2016

    I've always felt different

    than most children. A curiosity never satiated. I have been violent as a little girl of about 6, smothering a kitten to see what a dead thing was, punching an annoying asthmatic neighborhood girl in the solar plexis, stabbing a boy in the arm in school for irritating me, etc. I...
    BrokenBeauty301 BrokenBeauty301
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jan 12, 2014

    I process information.

    I can read a face and determine if someone is disingenuine but not all the time. I recall practicing in front of a mirror different emotions as a little girl trying to make sure they looked right. I catch myself mirroring people and I stop it before I'm caught but I see other...
    BrokenBeauty301 BrokenBeauty301
    36-40, F
    Jan 14, 2014

    Life In The Looney Bin

    I wish that it didnt take 19 years of tantrums accidental incidents caused by my sudden urge to just do this and a constant emptiness weighing on my heart not to mention two nightmare filled nights in a room the size of a two door sports car with a camera focused on you. Can you...
    Daniel929 Daniel929
    May 18, 2011

    Mental illness of varying forms runs in my

    family. I have been diagnosed with clinical depression myself.
    deleted deleted
    Jul 19, 2015

    Hah. This is a massive understatement.

    I have personality disorders. Plural. Multiple. Legion. Officially, I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Social Phobia, Major Depressive Disorder, and Borderline Personality Disorder. I've also tested highly for PTSD, Schizotypal, Avoidant, and Paranoid Personality Disorder(s...
    PersonalApocalypse PersonalApocalypse
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jul 11, 2015

    Recently diagnosed as borderline,

    and now it feels like my personality and past relationships finally make sense
    risingpheonix risingpheonix
    22-25, F
    Jul 19, 2015

    I've been diagnosed with several personality

    disorders, so I think I just have a general one. I managed to hit all over the board. Several doctors have said I have Dissociative Identity Disorder (Multiple Personality Disorder), but I don't think that's accurate. I do seem to be a different person on different days but I'm...
    macabremara macabremara
    26-30, T
    Feb 18, 2014

    It is a relatively new diagnosis

    for me but i have dissociative identity disorder or multiple personalities... it is rather scary in all that happens with it. I literelly lose chunks of time, go by different names, act different, and do things without even realizing it. it makes daily life a challenge and...
    lilbit33 lilbit33
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 23, 2014

    Label : Schizoid

    I remember the day the label was applied. I was in the military in Hawaii. I really needed a change. I had gotten to the point where I was going to explode. There were so many problems and I could not stand life. I couldn't even remember how I got there. I decided the first thing...
    JSkelington JSkelington
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Nov 8, 2007
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