I Have a Poison Person That Comes and Goes

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    Blood Is Not Thicker Than Water.

    I can sit here and say I have some fond memories of her, but truth be known that everything surrounding her for my whole life has been shrouded in sadness. My only sibling, my older sister, has essentially tormented me my whole life with her instability and moodiness. I recently...
    sylvain91 sylvain91
    31-35
    1 Response Apr 11, 2012

    It Used to Be My Ex-boyfriend

    Yeah, it used to be him. He was so stupid 4 leaving me and yet, he kept on hurting me with all his stupid decisions and acts. He wanted us to be friends but he wasn't at all a "friend". And that's when I realized that sometimes, it's really all or nothing. It's not like...
    mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 28, 2009

    Myself

    I am very hard on myself and never allow the same concessions, empathy or understanding I naturally extended to others.  The same rules just don't seem to apply, and I will constantly beat myself up.  If I am faced with situation A, it will lead to self...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 11, 2009

    Ms. Hyde

    I have two. One is more mean-spirited and I call her Devere and the other is sad and cynical and she used to be called Sadira but she wants to be called Catatonia now. I hate it when my thoughts change into their thinking. Criticising my TV show! I've had these sides since I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 19, 2010

    I Did

    It has been quite a while now since he has been in my life But there was one that loved to jump in when least expected and he was poison as he questionned every element of any faith I had in myself and unfortunately I stupidly invested my trust and respect in him...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    5 Responses Apr 28, 2009

    My Fiance's Sister...

    She was my best friend from 7th grade thru high school.  Then I started dating her brother.  Suddenly, it was my fault that she had no friends (when in reality, she had become such a crazy raving brat in h.s. that she had already lost all her friends), that she was...
    Chanteuse1984 Chanteuse1984
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jun 6, 2007

    Whoever She Is.

    Who knows what to call her? You give 'er a name, and you get attached. She's a brat. She doesn't love her boyfriend, she uses him for sex, and justifies it by telling me that he's doing the same to her. She drinks and smokes and swears. She's mean to other people, she...
    Crazybunnygirl Crazybunnygirl
    18-21
    1 Response Feb 19, 2010

    It's Called My Mil

    "Poison" is a great description of her. I used to be very sad at the way she treated us, but now, I'm just pissed about it. All these years with her as a mother in law have been wasted. There are great mother in laws out there who want to be an active part if the lives of their...
    bloggerme bloggerme
    46-50
    Nov 11, 2011

    Joyce

    she kills n gave me a nervous breakdown... she raped n abused n she will never be welcome ever again in my life! like some of my inlaws tell em to GGGGEEEETTTTT!!!!
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    Feb 5, 2011

    Let It Go....

    i neva had a bf or so to sae i nva liked or loved ne one bt about an year ago i got in wid a guy i really loved..der was no reason for me to love him like all i knew is i did...to sae my frnds nva liked him..alwas tld me i shud not get too involved n stuff wich i jst ignored to...
    strongsady strongsady
    22-25, F
    Jul 10, 2013

    Not Consistant

    Theres a poison person in my life who comes and goes. They are one of my close friends but sometimes they just leave my life for long periods of time. There is no consistancy. The thing about my friend is that they aren't exactly what one would call a good influence. They don...
    brighteyed brighteyed
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 15, 2007

    My Poison

    My  poison man has been crossing my life for 7 years now. I have never really known if he loved me at all or if he just stuck around because I let him get away with any thing.My life has been like a play ground he could enter and leave no questions asked. He has won every...
    smileyfaces84 smileyfaces84
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 12, 2011

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    This is something so painful that only people experiencing this will truly understand ... I'm from Australia , Sydney in particular I've known this guy since 15 mind you we fell...
    Lydiaaellise Lydiaaellise
    18-21, F
    6 days ago
    The man who molested me is in a different country, so I have no way of carrying this out, in case anyone was worried. I want to poison my abuser, or smash his skull open, or stab...
    Grrlpeach Grrlpeach
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    a week ago
    I havee. I can't say they are my best friends now, but when they were, oh boy did we do some stupid stuff! I think it's only right I end my time here on EP with a positive, fun...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1
    16-17, M
    a week ago
    I am an artist and it's difficult handling it with a full time job as a teacher a lot to teach and less to think and draw. This not exactly the path I have chosen but when the time...
    Barfthought Barfthought
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 20
    I feel like I'm barely in control anymore since I can't afford my meds I'm a mess. I can't stand it.
    MIMIEMOUSE MIMIEMOUSE
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    And sometimes people take advantage of it! Which is ok, because I know everything that goes around comes back around! I've tried keeping a guard up but it's just not me!
    Jfour001 Jfour001
    31-35, M
    1 Response Apr 19
    I'm an educated female who is a Trap Queen on the inside! After having to act a certain way at my job and in front of my husband she's in hibernation. Although when all alone or...
    1kallaway 1kallaway
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    it's really good to discover interesting people here on ep specially when this comes near to end.. it's just refreshing to see those people.. it's just sucks that society we're in...
    yayepisoverimsad yayepisoverimsad
    22-25, F
    Apr 18
    Is chanting in my head a bps trait or is it something else? I'm trying to figure out if the chanting is a hallucination or not.
    ParanoidGirl ParanoidGirl
    26-30
    Apr 18
    Time goes by, But pain is still here deep in my heart. Someday it rains, another the sun shines bright, But everything looks so grey to me now. I knew that some would win and some...
    livingdeadsoul61 livingdeadsoul61
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 17
    I've denied it for years. But admittedly, it's something I have and can't seem to rise above. It effects much more than most can imagine. So last night, I was at my cousins' 19th...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 17
    Hey, Lately it has really been bothering me that I have no future at all... Due to chronic illness, I am unable to work, so all I'm able to do is sit at home every single day...
    Junkard Junkard
    22-25, M
    Apr 17
    Since when do you all have your alter? Mine is here I guess since I was born he's more like an older brother to me right now than only an alter. He was more of a boogeyman to me...
    TightnShady TightnShady
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 17
    Why do I care so much for a man that's not mine. When I know that I shouldn't. My heart always speaks of you, when it should be silent. It needs to learn to let go of the things it...
    lisamarie829 lisamarie829
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 15
    Hey there! i have this disorder since i was 13. I started to have a strange behaviour and weird thoughts. My obsession with death and sick things got worse,i don't think it's a...
    Batwoman1968 Batwoman1968
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 14
    For those that have been betrayed, I want to leave stories in the archives that they might find helpful should they stumble across this site. Is your spouse's cheating your fault...
    kpitup kpitup
    56-60, F
    1 Response Apr 13
    For those that have been betrayed, I want to leave stories in the archives that they might find helpful should they stumble across this site. Is your spouse's cheating your fault...
    kpitup kpitup
    56-60, F
    Apr 13
    seems people would prefer abandoning me rather then befriending me. even the people who told the false tale of being my friend and always sticking together had left me as well. it...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Apr 13
    Wow. This weekend was somethin' else, I'll give you that. So. My step mom was in California on Friday and Saturday. When she's gone, my dad and I actually talk and we get along...
    IntenseCookie IntenseCookie
    18-21, F
    9 Responses Apr 12
    Mine stated in like grade 8..i have on my hands and feet groin armpits and nose...it progressively got worse as I got older.i have periods of dry spells so thank God for that..i am...
    dizzy1575 dizzy1575
    36-40, F
    Apr 11
    **Not Feeling Helpless Anymore - Gaining Control Of My Anxiety And Thoughts** Hey guys, I'm relatively new to this thread but I looove the support this community has. Wish I found...
    SyazKhan SyazKhan
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Apr 10
    Chubs and Nubs were supposed to stay in our garage, to control the mouse population. Then we decided to move, but they didn't like their new surroundings, so they became house cats...
    Boshie Boshie
    66-70, F
    Apr 10
    (I refer this to Christians going through TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up) Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 10
    So I'm going to put my self on the line - doesn't matter if I get this wrong - but I'm going to risk it - my self is not totally centered yet cause I'm challenging so many things...
    Stephenrko Stephenrko
    36-40, M
    Apr 10
    This is my story. It is long, but I hope you all can relate to it. A year ago I went on a catholic retreat called Kairos and I gave a speech on my ideals and how to find them and...
    cmom96 cmom96
    18-21, F
    Apr 9
    Its funny.........my mom always thought I just had a wild imagination. Turned out it wasn't exactly that. It wasn't til I was 14 I realized what it was. First time Ace came out was...
    Ace43262 Ace43262
    22-25, F
    Apr 9
    When it comes to relationships, looks only matter so much. People fall in love with personality, which is where I feel like I lose out due to SAD. Making friends and dating was...
    ManicPanicx ManicPanicx
    22-25
    3 Responses Apr 9
    9 alters and I wish I didn't have them, but at the same time I love them. Jade- sexual Unknown- sassy, sarcastic, smart *** Goldie- laughs at everything Sadie- bipolar, easily...
    wolftherianGrace wolftherianGrace
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Apr 8
    So my best friend comes over last night, most of it is spent with him talking about his problems, which is fine, I didn't mind listening and talking about that. But when you spend...
    Redstar86 Redstar86
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Apr 7
    I don't tell my secrets to anybody that knows me. I wear a mask, smile and say I'm ok. I have a disguise that hides me well, if you did not know my secrets you would say there goes...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 7
    Fuming. Are we to generalise all those with a limp, or all those who get a physical illness? Are they all the same? Two programs on TV this week where the 'perpetrator' is suddenly...
    happytolearn happytolearn
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Apr 6
    I feel so ******* angry a lot lately and I don't know why. When I was gone all I could think about was my family and now that I've been home a while they've been irritating the...
    BjKhann BjKhann
    26-30, M
    4 Responses Apr 6
    Today at school, at art class, 'I' did something that made a friend mad. I'm not a very friendly person, not at all! But because people have expections, I can't just act like I...
    Aleixan Aleixan
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 6
    Bear with me, this is going to be a long story, but I need to get this off my chest. I am happy people found these places to vent and some people were lucky enough to become aware...
    Horriblesister Horriblesister
    51-55, F
    1 Response Apr 4
    Help me I don't know what I am. I have had these feelings ever sense preschool I have always said I wanted to be a girl. But as time goes on those feelings go away but come back...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    7 Responses Apr 4
    Hey.. I am pretty sure I have MPD.. I have all the symptoms and voices in my head telling me stuff and commenting on things I do. I am here for anyone who wants to talk about it.
    wolftherianGrace wolftherianGrace
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 4
    The tilde. The squiggly. The ~ symbol. Seeing this symbol makes me feel the rage of Adolf Hitler after overdosing on f'ucking PCP. I just can't express my hatred over this symbol...
    jasonBK1 jasonBK1
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Apr 4
    https://youtu.be/i56AkejYpdE I know I shouldn't but I Love my dark side because I believe in justice so for all the people who was bullied a kid into suicide, or slaughter animals...
    Kornisone Kornisone
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 4
    Fighting personality- Sapphire Naughty personality- Jade Protective personality- Jackson Depressed personality- Red Dark personality- Dal Funny personality- Chester Small...
    wolftherianGrace wolftherianGrace
    13-15, F
    Apr 2
    02/04/2016 - Everyone has done things they're not proud of. I've hurt people I would never have ever imagined I would have hurt. I've done things I have sometimes wished I hadn...
    shecanonlydream shecanonlydream
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 2
    I wish I didn't feel so crazy...
    lvk80 lvk80
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 2
    Tonight, three of my alters killed themselves. It's horrible. Jake cried. For the first time in his life, the first time since we were six years old, Jake, the protector, cried...
    Indigo27 Indigo27
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 1
    Oh this person looks pretty cool, Imma message them. *Sees an already existing failed attempt in the inbox* ****!
    yaotl5 yaotl5
    18-21, M
    Apr 1
    You can change your looks, but your personality is your forever, you are who you are! Looks is skin deep, but your personality goes down to your soul!
    texas2themax texas2themax
    56-60
    Apr 1
    The more I believe in this concept, The more hopeless I am, Unfortunately. I shouldn't have been born into this world. Nature shouldn't have created me. Suffering is the scariest...
    CrazyAndInsane CrazyAndInsane
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 1
    I can't stop crying or I'm always on the border of crying right now. I do Neighborhood Watch for the area I live in and liaison with the county police strongly encouraged us leads...
    Morrgin Morrgin
    31-35, F
    Apr 1
    16 Little Things You Can Do For Someone With AnxietySaw this article on Buzzfeed yesterday and thought it could come in handy for those who know somebody that lives with anxiety...
    iSpyce iSpyce
    31-35
    Mar 30
    hello, you guys I'm dating this guy who I believe is my soul mate. it will be a month April 3rd. I know for some it might seem a bit extreme, however, I knew from the moment him...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 30
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