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I Have a Poison Person That Comes and Goes

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    Let It Go....

    i neva had a bf or so to sae i nva liked or loved ne one bt about an year ago i got in wid a guy i really loved..der was no reason for me to love him like all i knew is i did...to sae my frnds nva liked him..alwas tld me i shud not get too involved n stuff wich i jst ignored to...
    strongsady strongsady 22-25, F Jul 10, 2013

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    HYDE Juice

    IT STIRS UP IN MY VEINS AND I GO COMPLETELY INSANE. I HAVE NO CONTROL OVER MY EMOTIONS OR ACTIONS OR THOUGHTS OR WORDS THAT COME OUT OF MY MOUTH... USUALLY AFTER 24 HOURS I CHANGE BACK AND REGRET THE THINGS I'VE DONE. doesn't seem to really effect me anymore though...
    fukkboii fukkboii 36-40, F 4 Responses Mar 21, 2009

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    I Did

    It has been quite a while now since he has been in my life But there was one that loved to jump in when least expected and he was poison as he questionned every element of any faith I had in myself and unfortunately I stupidly invested my trust and respect in him...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Apr 28, 2009

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    My Fiance's Sister...

    She was my best friend from 7th grade thru high school.  Then I started dating her brother.  Suddenly, it was my fault that she had no friends (when in reality, she had become such a crazy raving brat in h.s. that she had already lost all her friends), that she was...
    Chanteuse1984 Chanteuse1984 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 6, 2007

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    Whoever She Is.

    Who knows what to call her? You give 'er a name, and you get attached. She's a brat. She doesn't love her boyfriend, she uses him for sex, and justifies it by telling me that he's doing the same to her. She drinks and smokes and swears. She's mean to other people, she...
    Crazybunnygirl Crazybunnygirl 18-21 1 Response Feb 19, 2010

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    My Poison

    My  poison man has been crossing my life for 7 years now. I have never really known if he loved me at all or if he just stuck around because I let him get away with any thing.My life has been like a play ground he could enter and leave no questions asked. He has won every...
    smileyfaces84 smileyfaces84 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 12, 2011

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    Not Consistant

    Theres a poison person in my life who comes and goes. They are one of my close friends but sometimes they just leave my life for long periods of time. There is no consistancy. The thing about my friend is that they aren't exactly what one would call a good influence. They don...
    brighteyed brighteyed 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 15, 2007

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    Joyce

    she kills n gave me a nervous breakdown... she raped n abused n she will never be welcome ever again in my life! like some of my inlaws tell em to GGGGEEEETTTTT!!!!
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Feb 5, 2011

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    It's Called My Mil

    "Poison" is a great description of her. I used to be very sad at the way she treated us, but now, I'm just pissed about it. All these years with her as a mother in law have been wasted. There are great mother in laws out there who want to be an active part if the lives of their...
    bloggerme bloggerme 46-50 Nov 11, 2011

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    Blood Is Not Thicker Than Water.

    I can sit here and say I have some fond memories of her, but truth be known that everything surrounding her for my whole life has been shrouded in sadness. My only sibling, my older sister, has essentially tormented me my whole life with her instability and moodiness. I recently...
    sylvain91 sylvain91 31-35 1 Response Apr 11, 2012

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    BUT NOT ANYMORE

    Closing Doors   When things get to hard too bare, close the door so it's no longer there. Crawl back in the shell you were in, close the door don't let them in.   Don't come out cause if you do, they may come and visit you. Close the door and shut it tight, Lonely...
    fukkboii fukkboii 36-40, F 6 Responses Apr 29, 2009

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    Ms. Hyde

    I have two. One is more mean-spirited and I call her Devere and the other is sad and cynical and she used to be called Sadira but she wants to be called Catatonia now. I hate it when my thoughts change into their thinking. Criticising my TV show! I've had these sides since I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 19, 2010

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    Myself

    I am very hard on myself and never allow the same concessions, empathy or understanding I naturally extended to others.  The same rules just don't seem to apply, and I will constantly beat myself up.  If I am faced with situation A, it will lead to self...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 11, 2009

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    It Used to Be My Ex-boyfriend

    Yeah, it used to be him. He was so stupid 4 leaving me and yet, he kept on hurting me with all his stupid decisions and acts. He wanted us to be friends but he wasn't at all a "friend". And that's when I realized that sometimes, it's really all or nothing. It's not like...
    mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 28, 2009

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    It took me years of searching, but I finally found it. The answer to pretty much everything wrong with me. Why I do what I do. It's beautiful. In an awful, you have a personality...
    jaisikae jaisikae 26-30, F 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    I think I may have borderline personality disorder. It's a little hard to deal with. I know something is wrong with me and I don't want to live my life thinking that and not doing...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, T 2 days ago

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    I have borderline Personality Disorder. I have known for a long time that I had something wrong but did not find out until a couple months ago. I am really just looking for...
    kamykamz kamykamz 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 8

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    Hi beautiful people! I'm new here but so far I'm loving it. Well, I don't know if I have this or not. But reading about APD I feel like they were describing me. Being honest, I...
    almasolitaria312 almasolitaria312 26-30, F Nov 13

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    I think I might have borderline personality disorder. I am bulimic and am also diagnosed with general anxiety disorder and major depressive disorder. I am taking medication to help...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, T 2 days ago

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    So I always mess up. I wrote about my therapist disliking me but it's not just her it's everyone who is in my life I will mess up or purposely push a person away or make them...
    nevawas nevawas 22-25, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Sometimes I think I exceed the standards of a schizoid but that is my secret to lock away, a secret that will never see the light... There are some, some creatures of light and...
    mlynnikens mlynnikens 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 30

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    I think (know, really) that I must have BPD. But I still wish someone would validate me by telling me that I do... Any takers? This is desperate, I know...-I fly into a rage at my...
    phoenixsfire phoenixsfire 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I have controlled the condition, but I feel at certain times it comes back! I feel and think too deeply and sometimes do things like fight someone out of something that a normal...
    FinalSoldier FinalSoldier 13-15, M Nov 2

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    i feel like i dont want to go on in this world anymor eim sick and fricken tired of being fat im sick and tired of beind in pain and feel likeim rotting inside not the proper help...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 4 Responses Nov 17

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    So i posted here earlier today, and i have so much i want/need to say but i have no idea where to put it and im pretty sure this is bpd related so here goes 7 years ago i fell in...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 3 Responses Nov 17

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    Whenever I get depressed I get the worst thoughts, all these doubts come into my head and all the horrible things anyone's ever said to me are back in my head. I can never just...
    bananananaxo bananananaxo 18-21, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Ive never shared anything like this with anyone before so im just gonna write as it comes to. Im in my late 20s and ive spent the majority of my adult life feeling this way. Only...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 3 Responses Nov 17

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    Please someone tell me whether or not these are signs that I have BPD. - I'm 18 years old and will be 19 in December. -I'm a lefthander. - I'm the eldest child. -I have a very...
    DestinationUnknown1995 DestinationUnknown1995 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    I've always wondered how many of us are affected by our personality disorders, not only in the 'real' world, but in the cyber world as well? Personally, I still find it difficult...
    mlynnikens mlynnikens 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 2

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    You know that moment when an answer to a question you weren't even thinking about suddenly hits you, and you wonder how you could have overlooked it before when it was so obvious...
    EdgeOfSanity EdgeOfSanity 22-25, M Nov 12

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    I didn't realize the ways I have been feeling for a very long time, and for less than a long time, were relateable to others. I never even thought to label them. For as long as I...
    sedublin sedublin 18-21, F Nov 12

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    I was recently given a provisional diagnosis of Schizotypal Personality Disorder. It seems strange because I always felt there was something wrong. I have always had these stray...
    Explorerofknowledge Explorerofknowledge 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I most definetly have disociative disorder nos. I may not have fully developed multi personalities but my conscious is obstructed and split into hundreds of fragments. I just have...
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M Oct 29

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    I've been reading a lot about BPD online, and I'm pretty sure I have it. My therapist didn't agree. Can someone tell me what BPD symptoms are and what a person suffering from it is...
    littlemissrainy littlemissrainy 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 5

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    I'm in a psychiatric hospital and guess what? typical me... I have a crush on another patient. 😊 I feel like I'm in jr high again. It's been awhile since I've had a "crush" haha...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 5

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    People don't understand me. When I cry that I don't know who I am and that I don't know what's real or what's fake, they have no idea what I'm talking about. My boyfriend was...
    sedublin sedublin 18-21, F Nov 12

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    I used to think I had BPD, but I have found stability. I am who I am, with a complex personality, I have many sides, but I have found a stable me.
    MentalTravelor MentalTravelor 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 14

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    I can't tell the difference between my bipolar abd my bpd. But they're ruining my life and even worse than that they're ruining everyone else's too. I'm such a ****** up person, I...
    bananananaxo bananananaxo 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 15

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    Why can't I just enjoy everyday like a normal person instead of letting the good things ruin my life :(
    isatbytheocean isatbytheocean 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 16

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    Im tired, i can't live like this anymore. I keep pushing people away. i try to explain what im going through but it only makes it worse. The only person on this earth that makes me...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 3 Responses Nov 18

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    sorry i need to vent yesterday i found out tmy mom does have lung cancer im probably youn g i went had a few glasses of wine then i was like a kid phoned people its cause im not a...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F a week ago

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    im feeling tired of life so much pain came out last nite but im tired and worn out im tired of livng im so depressed that i dont want to do nothing im starting to feel the pain ive...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I was diagnosed not too long ago, and the therapist said he didn't feel qualified to see me. Not that it really matters, since I was laid off and lost my insurance. I haven't told...
    Saithe Saithe 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Well, I did it again. I let my thoughts bubble up into a fit of rage. I am so bitter and cold today. It all started this morning. Waking up , realizing this is it for now. I am...
    ashless ashless 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 29

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    I have five alters that I keep in check for the most part, one of them has been acting up lately because he represents my sexual side and my dad's girlfriend's son is hot, add that...
    idenmarshals idenmarshals 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 31

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    I'm undiagnosed and was told to have the traits since I don't fit in the criteria to be diagnosed. This battle with my emotions is hell. I don't ever wish it on my worst enemy...
    SolitarySol SolitarySol 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 31

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