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I Have a Poison Person That Comes and Goes

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    Whoever She Is.

    Who knows what to call her? You give 'er a name, and you get attached. She's a brat. She doesn't love her boyfriend, she uses him for sex, and justifies it by telling me that he's doing the same to her. She drinks and smokes and swears. She's mean to other people, she...
    Crazybunnygirl Crazybunnygirl 18-21 1 Response Feb 19, 2010

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    Joyce

    she kills n gave me a nervous breakdown... she raped n abused n she will never be welcome ever again in my life! like some of my inlaws tell em to GGGGEEEETTTTT!!!!
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Feb 5, 2011

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    HYDE Juice

    IT STIRS UP IN MY VEINS AND I GO COMPLETELY INSANE. I HAVE NO CONTROL OVER MY EMOTIONS OR ACTIONS OR THOUGHTS OR WORDS THAT COME OUT OF MY MOUTH... USUALLY AFTER 24 HOURS I CHANGE BACK AND REGRET THE THINGS I'VE DONE. doesn't seem to really effect me anymore though...
    fukkboii fukkboii 36-40, F 4 Responses Mar 21, 2009

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    Myself

    I am very hard on myself and never allow the same concessions, empathy or understanding I naturally extended to others.  The same rules just don't seem to apply, and I will constantly beat myself up.  If I am faced with situation A, it will lead to self...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 11, 2009

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    Ms. Hyde

    I have two. One is more mean-spirited and I call her Devere and the other is sad and cynical and she used to be called Sadira but she wants to be called Catatonia now. I hate it when my thoughts change into their thinking. Criticising my TV show! I've had these sides since I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 19, 2010

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    It Used to Be My Ex-boyfriend

    Yeah, it used to be him. He was so stupid 4 leaving me and yet, he kept on hurting me with all his stupid decisions and acts. He wanted us to be friends but he wasn't at all a "friend". And that's when I realized that sometimes, it's really all or nothing. It's not like...
    mistyeyedlass mistyeyedlass 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 28, 2009

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    It's Called My Mil

    "Poison" is a great description of her. I used to be very sad at the way she treated us, but now, I'm just pissed about it. All these years with her as a mother in law have been wasted. There are great mother in laws out there who want to be an active part if the lives of their...
    bloggerme bloggerme 46-50 Nov 11, 2011

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    Not Consistant

    Theres a poison person in my life who comes and goes. They are one of my close friends but sometimes they just leave my life for long periods of time. There is no consistancy. The thing about my friend is that they aren't exactly what one would call a good influence. They don...
    brighteyed brighteyed 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 15, 2007

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    Blood Is Not Thicker Than Water.

    I can sit here and say I have some fond memories of her, but truth be known that everything surrounding her for my whole life has been shrouded in sadness. My only sibling, my older sister, has essentially tormented me my whole life with her instability and moodiness. I recently...
    sylvain91 sylvain91 31-35 1 Response Apr 11, 2012

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    My Fiance's Sister...

    She was my best friend from 7th grade thru high school.  Then I started dating her brother.  Suddenly, it was my fault that she had no friends (when in reality, she had become such a crazy raving brat in h.s. that she had already lost all her friends), that she was...
    Chanteuse1984 Chanteuse1984 26-30, F 2 Responses Jun 6, 2007

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    Let It Go....

    i neva had a bf or so to sae i nva liked or loved ne one bt about an year ago i got in wid a guy i really loved..der was no reason for me to love him like all i knew is i did...to sae my frnds nva liked him..alwas tld me i shud not get too involved n stuff wich i jst ignored to...
    strongsady strongsady 22-25, F Jul 10, 2013

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    My Poison

    My  poison man has been crossing my life for 7 years now. I have never really known if he loved me at all or if he just stuck around because I let him get away with any thing.My life has been like a play ground he could enter and leave no questions asked. He has won every...
    smileyfaces84 smileyfaces84 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 12, 2011

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    I Did

    It has been quite a while now since he has been in my life But there was one that loved to jump in when least expected and he was poison as he questionned every element of any faith I had in myself and unfortunately I stupidly invested my trust and respect in him...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Apr 28, 2009

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    BUT NOT ANYMORE

    Closing Doors   When things get to hard too bare, close the door so it's no longer there. Crawl back in the shell you were in, close the door don't let them in.   Don't come out cause if you do, they may come and visit you. Close the door and shut it tight, Lonely...
    fukkboii fukkboii 36-40, F 6 Responses Apr 29, 2009

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    healdeal healdeal 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 7

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    I stole my boyfriend from someone else and now I am unable to trust him. We've known each other for a long time. I always knew he liked me but I friend-zoned him. After all, he...
    elocinitis elocinitis 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 5

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    i dont know why im writing im in so much dark mental agony i dont wan to face the world so rage i hatew the way i feel nothing helps i get up then go to be dagain my mood is so low...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    I have just recently found out that I am pregnant. Yes, I am excited. But, I'm also terrified because of the havoc pregnancy is already wreaking on my fragile emotional state...
    whiskeyprincess37 whiskeyprincess37 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    I could really use and appreciate some help, your experience and input. I'm studying BPD psychopathology and there is something that is so conflicting for me. I'm really struggling...
    Altruistrick Altruistrick 56-60, M 6 Responses Mar 13

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    I just recently researched this disorder after taking a personality quiz online. My results told me I suffer from APD. I haven't felt like this my whole life up until now. I'm...
    heaven89 heaven89 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 15

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    Though it's far f rom being the worst thing in the world, being a psychopath is an odd thing to journey through life as. I choose to not physically hurt other people, and mostly...
    bigwags239 bigwags239 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 16

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    My borderline personality disorder has made me see the havoc I cause in people's lives and I'm regretting things I've done. I completely slandered my ex when I was splitting and...
    mconner1030 mconner1030 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 15

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    I'm writing this in an effort to reach out and make sense of what's happening inside. At times I feel completely normal and then sometimes I feel batshit crazy, all within a few...
    adub2222 adub2222 31-35, M 3 Responses Mar 16

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    http://psychcentral.com/disorders/schizoid-personality-disorder-symptoms/ my life makes sense now, and i'm pretty sure i have this type of disorder. i'm not sure how long i've had...
    randomgirl42 randomgirl42 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm 21 suffering with borderline personality disorder along with depression and anxiety. I've been dealing with this since I was 11 and my mom remarried a Disney style evil step...
    knittingpretty22 knittingpretty22 18-21, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    I first discovered this in my junior year of high school. Being trans in high school is probably the worst, but being trans and having a personality disorder in high school is just...
    noyoubro noyoubro 18-21, T 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Today was quite a roller coaster. Fast mood swings from extreme happiness to the lowest of lows all day. I'm beginning to wonder if Wellbutrin stopped working. It really takes...
    keekzie keekzie 22-25, T 1 Response Mar 1

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    I was diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder with Borderline Traits. Professionals are reluctant to give a full BPD diagnosis because I'm not a cutter and had been able to hold...
    RayneBeauHill RayneBeauHill 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 3

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    I am (almost can't believe it) peaceful since yesterday night and today.I am usually a lot of emotions,but never peaceful,never.The instances where I have been peaceful,I can...
    aquabunny aquabunny 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 3

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    I was diagnosed almost two years ago (although I've struggled with its symptoms as far back as I can remember). Yet even now when I tell people I have it - I guess because I find...
    vagabondthrone vagabondthrone 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 6

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    I have started writing a blog. Please take a look. Read, Like, Comment, Share etc.. dionnetyler.wordpress.com
    dte21 dte21 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 8

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    One of the symptoms of BPD is an unstable sense of self, and I hate it so much. My self worth literally changes depending on who I'm with. Someone who used to be my best friend...
    Ambernonymous Ambernonymous 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 8

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    I've noticed that my borderline traits pretty much go away when I'm not in a relationship, but as soon as I fall in love I go crazy. Having bpd is hell, I'd rather be single and...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 9

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    I've had this account since 2011, and I abandoned it for a long time. I was in therapy for about a year, where I learned to lie really well and cover it up if I did drugs or cut...
    tangledx22 tangledx22 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 9

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    I want to die. I'm so well informed about how borderline behavior seeps into my every waking moment that I have started to second guess every feeling I have. Am I allowed to be...
    jennaporter jennaporter 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 13

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    It's so hard to get out of bed in the mornings when you have no idea how your day could go. I wake up like a blank slate and then whoever I spend my time with tends to define how I...
    Ambernonymous Ambernonymous 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 13

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    Love and Courage!! For us that have made it so far.Unbowed.Undefeated.Not giving up,just yet. Invictus Out of the night that covers me, Black as the pit from pole to pole...
    aquabunny aquabunny 22-25, F Mar 13

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    when I disassociate it feels like I don't exist (like surreal I guess). I mean I can feel my body is here but it feels hollow kinda. does anyone else have this feeling
    mia4MyLady mia4MyLady 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 14

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    I am a straight male and have been all my life. However I've also have illusions of what I could have and who I could be, in another life. My fantasy include many different ideas...
    cougar1967 cougar1967 66-70, M 2 Responses Mar 15

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    This is a question for all the ladies out there that have been hurt. I hurt someone a long time ago, and I'm trying to reconcile with her. I've reached out to her on Facebook and...
    callmejohann callmejohann 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 16

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    So many times I've read people here that are having difficulties with their relationships and I so feel for the pain and confusion they're in. I've been through my own and so has...
    Altruistrick Altruistrick 56-60, M Mar 18

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    You know when you just have those days when you just break? You can't fake it anymore? Today was that day for me. I was going to attempt suicide last night because I got rejected...
    Ambernonymous Ambernonymous 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 20

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    i really dont know much to say except im tired of life getting up everyday today i deceded to clean my house i told my mom i cant talk to her right now as i just cant be in her...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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