But I do now.
About 10 years ago I was going through a nasty divorce and also recovering from spousal abuse (verbal and mental, mainly, but some physical). I had a very low self-esteem for a long time as a result. In fact I was anorexic - I got down to 100 lbs (and I'm 5 ft...
I'm studying hard and working hard for me. my life. I'm getting active, and working out to be healthier. for me. myself. I don't need a boyfriend. They're going to stand in the way of what i need to do. I'm focusing on myself. For once in my life, it's about me.
you can. think about why you were created. there are no mistakes. everything happens for a reason. pick your self up and show people you're not scared. show people you can do everything you want to. show them you can achieve your dreams. and most important, be yourself. that's...
image of me but much deeper it seems.
I see a person who is kind a dear
who never leaves those who are near.
a person who loves with her whole heart
just waiting for the one to make a new start.
a person who is loyal always to the end
a person who hides her feelings within
yesterday while looking into a mirror: I couldn't recognize myself. In the past few days I got a hair cut and chopped my beard, and I never really look at myself anyways. If I had to pick out a picture of myself mixed in with similar faces, I don't think I could do it. Crazy.
I have been blessed enough to have very good fortune and genes in the health department. I never really god sick as a kid, cancer is sparse in my family and overall I'v been lucky to be always able-bodied and healthy.
That being said my self image in my teen years were less than...