I Have a Scar On My Heart

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    moongoddess35 moongoddess35
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jan 10

    My First Love

    I fall in love the first time i meet him, he was amazing we hit it off so well . I was 13 he was 16 and wow he made me crazy . we where together 6 moths then we took a brake and then got back 2 moths later and i was 14 he was still 16. well out of no where i found out i had to...
    skylarblueness skylarblueness
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 26, 2013

    It's been almost a year

    since he left..and I am still not over the pain that he caused..how he ruined me..disrespected me. .and just left me with his unborn baby..now my little one is here and it's like we don't exist. It is a hurt I think sometimes will never heal.
    Crazy2LetUknow Crazy2LetUknow
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 19, 2015

    I've Had Many

    Scars. That is. On my heart. Even though the heart is just an organ and has no vital feelings for such a thing. But it clearly does hurt when someone hurts you. And badly. So much that it traumatizes you, that you will never forget, and never quite understand, as to, why they...
    RivoltaSilenziosa RivoltaSilenziosa
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 30, 2010

    Broken

    they were frends since first year in college but she fell for him along the way.he used her and she let him do it over and over again bcoz she loved him.he didnt care for her of coz and she knew but wat could she do.she was so deep in love alone.then he just dumped her and left...
    queendani queendani
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 26, 2012

    It Still Hurts And It'S Been Six Months

    Why does it still feel so painful? We have been broken up for about six months already and it still feels as if it was just yesterday. I can't take it anymore. I want to rip out the pain. I hate feeling so vulnerable. I hate dedicating most of my day to thinking about him. It...
    LightUpMyWorld LightUpMyWorld
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Feb 13, 2013

    A Battle Wound

    I like to think of it as a battle wound. The deepest scar on my heart was when I was truly in love and devoted to this guy... run now, if you don't want to hear this tale of a broken heart! XD His name was Neil and we met at this friendship site. I forget the name of it now...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Dec 30, 2008

    Locked Up and Sealed

    I don't have any inclinations to allow anyone into my heart at the moment. I have locked it up and sealed it tight and no one is getting in.  My friends who are already in residence, of course I love you and always will...  You are my rocks. As far as the...
    HeavenBesideYou HeavenBesideYou
    41-45, F
    11 Responses Jul 7, 2009

    Just start writing your love

    wherever you are.
    diurnallyours diurnallyours
    51-55, M
    May 11, 2015

    She Tore My Heart, Then Just Walked Away

    I was married to someone I thought I would be with forever, sure we had some ups and downs, but through it all our love didn't seem to waiver. Then slowly something changed, she built a wall around her heart and refused to let me back in.I tried every way I could to breach that...
    1sabre 1sabre
    61-65, M
    3 Responses Oct 15, 2012

    I had my 1st serious relationship in my

    freshman year in college in 1978/1979.In the summer before my sophomore year,she left suddenly with no warning no forwarding address even though our relationship was going strong.In my apartment was a dear john letter and her favorite album-Pablo Cruise's 1978 "Worlds Away"(I'm...
    Golondrinas Golondrinas
    56-60, M
    Jul 6, 2015

    It Isn't Fair

    I haven't slept on a dry pillow in almost 6 months, I've been crying myself to sleep almost every night, I hate that you've disappeared and cut yourself out of my life, I feel like I open a brand new wound every day that I don't hear your voice every week that goes by that I don...
    unluckylove unluckylove
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jun 28, 2012

    Hats Off to the Guy!

    A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on a motorcycle) Girl: Slow down. Im scared. Guy: No this is fun. Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. (Girl hugs him) Guy: Can you...
    Floydian Floydian
    22-25, M
    38 Responses Dec 25, 2008

    Something intense happened to me today.

    I was in the library studying when suddenly the world began to spin. I have had panic attacks before so I wondered if maybe it was some type of anxiety. But it wouldn't stop. I couldn't walk, my vision was blurred. I was experiencing intense depersonalization; I was no longer a...
    danii92 danii92
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 14, 2014

    It Has Been Said..

    The age old saying, that all wounds heal in time has yet to apply. Years pass and at every opportunity painful memories make an appearance, thrashing against her heart.  The ancient saying that all people have a soul mate, does prove its self true, however who your soul mates...
    Ewalkerc Ewalkerc
    22-25, F
    May 10, 2012

    Miss Understood

    He stood there, screaming, his breath heavily reeking of bottle after bottle of beer. His words piercing through her like bullets fired at close range. Each word exploded from his lips, he judged her , staring into her broken soul with narrow eyes, no understanding of her pain...
    Ewalkerc Ewalkerc
    22-25, F
    May 17, 2012

    Torn

    I know your fine, but what about me? You left me with pain as deep as the sea, I feel trapped in this anguish I just want to break free, I wish you could comprehend the half of what you did to me.  You took my heart and broke it and left me with a scar, years have passed I...
    Ewalkerc Ewalkerc
    22-25, F
    1 Response May 13, 2012

    The lord is close to the brokenhearted.

    He saves those whose spirits have been crushed. ~Proverbs 34:18
    StahpCopyingMyName StahpCopyingMyName
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 10, 2015

    There was so many times I just want to grab my

    phone and dial his number then tell him how much I miss him, how badly I want to talk to him, how I long to spend times with him, how much I love him.. But there's a small voice inside me says 'what if you get hurt again' -_-..
    PrincessTales84 PrincessTales84
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 2, 2014

    You ever feel like you've lost yourself?

    You don't want to admit that you're very upset because you're missing someone. You feel like you could never be the same without them or that you've let yourself slip away. You sleep all day and you actually appreciate your dream and wake up in disappointment wishing it was...
    blahblahblahxoxo blahblahblahxoxo
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 25

    I got a scar on my heart

    and its bleeding out I got a scar on my heart and its touching the clouds I got a scar on my heart and its fading out I got a scar on my heart and its not gone now
    Angel2345 Angel2345
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jan 1, 2015

    Then She Walked Away.

    I was married to someone I thought I would be with forever, sure we had some ups and downs, but through it all our love didn't seem to waiver. Then slowly something changed, she built a wall around her heart and refused to let me back in. I tried every way I could to breach that...
    308shooter 308shooter
    56-60, M
    May 8, 2012

    He Died.

    I recently lost someone very close to me. Josh Lively. He was my boyfriend, but we had broken up just months earlier because our relationship was too serious. I wanted to get out of school before we started dating again. We were perfect for each other. He was my everything, and I...
    efm1509 efm1509
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 14, 2013
    wrestlingfan23 wrestlingfan23
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 28

    Used.

    I doubt i will ever be able to trust again. Its crazy how much boys can take from you. You once trusted this person with everything; He was perfect in your eyes. The two of you together were perfect. But as time goes by, he slowly starts to change. The romance begins to fade, but...
    tzeller tzeller
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Oct 13, 2009

    this scar will stay with me forever,

    no matter where i go. its apart of me now.
    classylips classylips
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 29, 2014

    My heart hurts really bad like I swear to God I

    can feel it it's physical pain and I hate it I am like half crying I can't cry fully and idk why
    Angel2345 Angel2345
    13-15, F
    Jul 14, 2014

    Raised

    The scar on my heart is from a love lost. He was wedged into my heart like a bad weed, unwilling to go. When the root was ripped out, it tore a huge hole, throbbing and gushing, jagged edges. Now, after time, it's edges form a raised scar. Puckered and twisted, it marrs my heart...
    Veronica4 Veronica4
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 3, 2011

    No one can see but me.

    I can feel it, I feel it all day. Come back, Jan. No bandaid will ever heal the flesh wounds you have inflicted on my psyche. Not a night goes by without a dream of you, ripping out my heart. Sadly, that wasn't even a dream. My dream had become reality. I loved you, Jan. I still...
    newjerseycarpenter77 newjerseycarpenter77
    56-60, M
    Jan 8

    My heart is filled with

    so much pain.
    adekue adekue
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 28, 2014

    After 13 Years 3 Kids .. I Don'T Know Who U Are

    I married the man I thought of my dreams. It truly was love at first sight. I knew he was a drug addict and a drinker but I thought it was because we where young still in high-school so I thought h wanted to party. I should have realized at from the moment he shook our premature...
    Diznme00 Diznme00
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 10, 2013

    The Dream

    Impossible it is, for one to fathom My passion that lies most deep within my soul. Passion surges feverishly through my veins. When Mine eyes are closed , I see my innermost dreams. My heart rate increased, my breath hitched, my entire being, embraced in bliss.  All I had longed...
    Ewalkerc Ewalkerc
    22-25, F
    May 18, 2012

    Getting Over Him

    So I went to see the movie "Oz the great and powerful" and it left me something to think about. Huge Spoiler (so if you haven't seen it); So in the movie Oz is a womanizer. He crawls into the hearts of women and does his destruction from the inside out...LBVS. Anyway, to make a...
    365singlemoments 365singlemoments
    46-50, F
    Mar 17, 2013

    Well, more than one. My heart has been hurt

    so much that it's reinforced itself with a hardened shell. It's like a battle scarred fortress, covered in marks from every attack it's taken from the outside. I may seem tough, maybe even uncaring, but I always leave a secret door open though, so anyone or anything lucky enough...
    GraceJediHeart GraceJediHeart
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 9, 2015

    Broke Two Hearts With One Stone

    it hurts me just as bad to say it as it does for you to hear it and since the day i met you ive feared it i knew it was too good to be true you were my angel i loved you like a fat kid love food but i gobbled you up and **** you out im such a fool treated you just like my...
    Navystud19 Navystud19
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Mar 25, 2011

    Only A Name And A Memory

    How do you find someone when all you have is a memory and a first name? This started 9 years ago. Back then I had a different name. I was living in Portland, OR, the city I love. I was 19 years old and just realizing that I could be the person the I always new that I was. I...
    Ellygirl1 Ellygirl1
    26-30, T
    Aug 13, 2012

    No bond, To hold us close,

    Broken, Between time, And, Bad words, Numbness, No tears, Just time, Lost in space, All the feelings, Gone! x
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul
    36-40, F
    Jun 29, 2014

    Help Me, Save Me

    Where are you when I call your name? With open arms, your supposed to wait!  I'm breakin down I'm full of hate, I'm getting tired , fed up , it's too late , is this my destiny ? is this my fate? Help me please I'm going insane.  I loose sleep and cry, I cry and weep, the pain...
    Ewalkerc Ewalkerc
    22-25, F
    May 11, 2012

    My Perfect Heart!

    Tell me that EP is not one of the greatest places to meet caring people.  I received this story below in the mail today from one of my friends that is no longer part of EP.  I won’t include the sentiments that he included in the letter that he sent me but I will...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    73 Responses Dec 25, 2008
    SkincollecT0r SkincollecT0r
    61-65, M
    1 Response Oct 15, 2015

    My Scars

    I love you. And it hurts that you don't see me the same way I see you. But why should you? I have a scar on my heart. But I love you, and it's most important that you are good. Please love God.
    Ste11aeres Ste11aeres
    26-30, F
    Nov 8, 2012

    God knows who belongs in your life

    and who doesn't.. Trust and let go.. Whoever is meant to be there, will still be there.....
    MixedEmotions615 MixedEmotions615
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 24, 2015
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