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I Have A Second Personality

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    In Between - If you look at me from the outside I am one body. Whether I'm a wolf or whether I'm a human I am one organism. But I feel like different people or different...
    midnightblood midnightblood 16-17, F Aug 26, 2012

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    You Know Its True XD - I have a second personality. I've been told I'm Bipolar. (Which knowing me I probably am.) One of my personalities is very loving, sweet and caring. My other...
    DivergentWolf DivergentWolf 18-21, F Jun 1, 2013

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    All 9 Of Us - Hi I will start to introduce them, 1. The child is the most important and sane one of us. The is 5 years old. Innocent and carefree. 2. Surviver Emily is a tough...
    drakneko drakneko 22-25, T 1 Response Feb 2, 2013

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    i have borderline personality disorder maybe i have to join another group lee anne
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    Okay.. well, Im a 16 year old girl, been in and out of the hospital for depression, selfharm, anxiety. That was all two years ago. I've lived with a dad that has pretended that i...
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    I haven't actually been diagnosed with this disorder but I have all the symptoms of it. And I have a hard time getting close to people. I'm just trying to start to open up more to...
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    I spend my free time filling my head with fantasies of running away. Running away from the life I know, maybe I'd be better if I started over somewhere else. No one knows you, you...
    jhib jhib 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    This just isn't fair. I am in so much anger, and pain. I hate my impulses, and I hate getting hurt and not getting over it quickly. I keep cutting, but each time it gets deeper...
    nellagrr nellagrr 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    Has anybody been to the Mclean Hospital in Belton MA? I have their website pinned to my favorites. I dream of the possibility of being a go there. Unfortunately, people don't see...
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    ***Before you read this: I am NOT looking for sympathy and/or pity; I'm trying to explain a little what living with this disorder is like. Please don't feed the narcissist's supply...
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    Starting at a young age I felt alone, empty, and misunderstood. It was such a normal feeling I almost didn't realize it wasn't "normal". What was wrong with me? ADD? Depression...
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    Hello, I finally found somewhere where I can finally share my story. I just want to put these out on small little intervals so that it's not too much. I am the queen of this host...
    DarkHappiness DarkHappiness 13-15, F Mar 31

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    Shadow ~ queen of host body. Tells people what to do and is married to Riley; husband in another realm. Glenda ~ super afraid of everything but mainly germs. Can be sometimes mean...
    DarkHappiness DarkHappiness 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    I have nobody to talk to. I've never felt so alone and I'm scared of getting bad again
    kristinaloo kristinaloo 18-21, F Apr 1

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    Definitely feeling manic right now. I have been so productive it's insane. It almost seems like a good thing but I know that it will most likely interfere with my sleep tonight. I...
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    Since we haven't posted for a little while, we felt that it might be ideal. This is simply a bit of curiosity, but how many of you have, amongst your alters, wild variance in terms...
    Turio1725 Turio1725 18-21 2 Responses Apr 5

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    I have DID/MPD I think... Would anyone like to talk to me about there experience or trade questions? I don't mind talking to alters or letting you talk to my alter... My alter is...
    2Thoughts 2Thoughts 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    I have been afraid for so long to say so. I am afraid of being this way, but when learning about BPD no matter where I looked (if it was an accurate source not like wikipedia) it...
    InsanitySpark InsanitySpark 13-15, F Apr 6

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    I was diagnosed exactly a year ago a week from today. I have no support system right now, I can't go to therapy or get medicine, and I'm worried that I'm getting worse.
    moubliez moubliez 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    I'm not sure of this is what I have or not, and I am not able at this time to see a doctor about it so if someone could help me out and listen and try to give me some insight, I...
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    InsanitySpark InsanitySpark 13-15, F 1 Response 16 hrs ago

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    therearemanymes therearemanymes 16-17, F 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    I have three others. We all get along quite well. I have one male other, or "alter" and the remaining two are female. I have a feeling something happened very early in my childhood...
    iamlikewater iamlikewater 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    My dad was exposed to it in Vietnam. My parents were told by a doctor I was slightly affected. Result? Brittle, easily broken teeth. Was told that by the time I was 35, I would...
    daddyj2008 daddyj2008 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 31

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    and I read a post from someone today, where they stated that "we are not ill," and I told her that I do identify with it as an illness that I want to recover from. I said that the...
    serendipitysparkle serendipitysparkle 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 16

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    So very misunderstood. Wish there was a local meet up I could go to to connect to other people with this.
    xyourxonlyxstarx xyourxonlyxstarx 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    I'm starting my first DBT group tomorrow night, and aside from the few days that I was in the hospital, I've never done any kind of group therapy before, and I really don't know...
    showusyoursouls showusyoursouls 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 17

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    I feel like I'm so plain and boring. I'm not outgoing, attractive nor fun. I feel like Im just an another mouth to feed, waste of space, just total useless.
    rsddhj rsddhj 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 18

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    I was diagnosed with BPD well over a year ago. It's been a difficult journey thus far. And although I am doing much better than I used to be, I feel myself regressing. I'm...
    JBean3893 JBean3893 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 20

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    I was diagnosed with BPD about a year and a half ago. I was in denial and didn't get the help that I needed. It was my husband who figured out that their was something wrong and...
    mamakate09 mamakate09 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    Social mugging: Held at eye point in a crowded room having your interests, hobbies, life story and all other precious and valuable social information demanded of you. At every...
    Beth403 Beth403 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 24

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    Why is lying associated with BPD?
    Australianladybug Australianladybug 31-35, F 5 Responses Mar 25

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    Does anybody else suffer from Bulimia or anorexia? Drinking? Cutting? roleplaying (I live in my mind) I do all the above but I think my bulimia has gotten really bad :(
    whoamifooling whoamifooling 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 27