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I Have A Second Personality

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    All 9 Of Us

    Hi I will start to introduce them, 1. The child is the most important and sane one of us. The is 5 years old. Innocent and carefree. 2. Surviver Emily is a tough with a military like way of doing things. She is not to be crossed! She had to be born in my hour of need. She was...
    drakneko drakneko 22-25, T 1 Response Feb 2, 2013

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    In Between

    If you look at me from the outside I am one body. Whether I'm a wolf or whether I'm a human I am one organism. But I feel like different people or different personalities sometimes. In wolf form I am white, I am outgoing and an alpha, and basically all around happy and proud of...
    midnightblood midnightblood 16-17, F Aug 26, 2012

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    You Know Its True XD

    I have a second personality. I've been told I'm Bipolar. (Which knowing me I probably am.) One of my personalities is very loving, sweet and caring. My other personality is just plain evil. I'm a prankster on both accounts though. My nice personality is also very shy. I can sing...
    BENDrowned BENDrowned 18-21, F Jun 1, 2013

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    Related Experiences

    With this disorder, relationships hurt. People frequently complain about being single, and how lonely they are; but with BPD, I hurt way more and am way more lonely in a...
    DanicaER DanicaER 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 5

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    I am recently out of the "denial" that I have a disorder. I am consciously aware that the thought processes within my neurological wiring are malfunctioning. I have the behaviors...
    utteringartist87 utteringartist87 26-30 2 Responses Sep 29

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    I see people so happy, with friends and a significant other. And then there's me. I'm so terrified I will spend my life alone. My loneliness is all thanks to my BPD. I just push...
    betelgeusex3 betelgeusex3 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 29

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    and it's taken over my entire life. When I read about others having the disorder, I shift from feeling comforted (when I am relating to their symptoms) to utter hopelessness...
    jasiilovely jasiilovely 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 30

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    Hello, I was recently diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. I am really freaking out about it. Since I was 18, I thought I had Bipolar disorder and now I am 25 and they...
    SouthernBella89 SouthernBella89 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Well its that time again, my monthly therapy appointment to try and deal with the monsterous multiflavored monkey on my back called APD. I almost feel its useless to go but i keep...
    shinjorai shinjorai 36-40, M 2 Responses Oct 2

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    My wife of 8 years has reached the end and can no longer put up with my BPD-like personality. I only say "like" because I haven't been diagnosed yet. I have however been diagnosed...
    choloch choloch 36-40, M 2 Responses Oct 5

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    To all with BPD- have you found someone who truly loves you for you? And who is willing to take care of you when you are having an episode? I'm so scared I will never find someone...
    kbeary kbeary 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 25

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    i need to vent i just feel like i cant go on i dont like men sorry yesterdsy imade myself step out in the world go to my friends store to visit i diidnt get home until ten then i...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 26

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    It's getting harder and harder at work to control my mood changes. I'm a teacher and must be positive at all times at work and it's hard to do when you are screaming on the inside...
    aligain aligain 31-35, F 4 Responses Sep 26

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    I have BPD and am in a serious live-in relationship. Things are rough, at best, mostly because of my own debilitating issues. Also, I feel so alone. How can you BE with someone...
    DanicaER DanicaER 36-40, F 3 Responses Sep 28

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    These past few days have been a blur. I'm constantly switching whenever I get stressed, which is almost every time and everyday. Some freshmen kid at my high school started a fight...
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 28

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    i need to write i get up in the morning im tired all the time im probably in my head i believe being overweight for me i cant stand do i stick to something know last nite i called...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    Do you ever have that feeling where you *need* to finish everything important you've ever wanted to do right now, end up with several messes, failed projects and an extreme feeling...
    AlleywayGospel AlleywayGospel 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 2

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    Hey Guys! I need some advice. My boyfriend of two years, has BPD traits. We met in college and it was a whirlwind of romance. Although, after some time together I began to notice...
    Nicoleashleyxo Nicoleashleyxo 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    I was just diagnosed today. I need information.. If you know a lot about this disorder or have it yourself, could you please tell me a bit about it? I know lots about it but I need...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 6

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    I'm in hospital trying to figure out whether I have BPD or what the heck is going on with me. What's been going on with me since I was a kid. I'm so grateful for this site to have...
    Ilovehavingbraces Ilovehavingbraces 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    And I have FINALLY broken up with and moved out from the boyfriend. It means I'm living at home with my ailing elderly father and 40 year old unemployed brother... But at least I...
    DanicaER DanicaER 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 8

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    I have a question for others who have this disorder, do you find it hard to listen to music sometimes? I've noticed I have to be in the "right mood" for almost everything...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 5 Responses Oct 9

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    My husband and I are going on vacation tomorrow for 8 days. I truly pray we have a fun trip and that I can keep my emotions in check and don't have any "episodes". I really want to...
    aligain aligain 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 9

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    I believe my mothers behaviour and the emotional abuse she put my sister and I through as kids is a significant factor as to why I've developed brain damage. I'm at a family dinner...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    Is it just me or is there a link between BPD and an aversion to being touched or touching someone else? I get creeped out, disgusted, or just feel awkward when people tend to touch...
    EngulfingBreeze EngulfingBreeze 22-25, F 4 Responses Oct 12

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    I have it.. I have had it since I was 12. I found out after talking to a psychologist. Turns out, I was emotionally unstable. It's hard to have people around me since I'm more of a...
    PureLies PureLies 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 13

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    Do you tell your boss about BPD ? Hi. Before the BPD took over I was a Cert 4 in local govt operational works, Cert 4 in Human resources and qualified computer technician who owned...
    AussieAZ AussieAZ 41-45, M 4 Responses Oct 13

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    A few actually, I have myself, Cody, scarlet, and Ai
    bisexuwhale bisexuwhale 13-15, M 1 Response Oct 14

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    My papa is dying and I went to see him and it's so horrible and sad but now that I'm home and I'm thinking about everything else it hurts more, he's had such an amazing life he's...
    bananananaxo bananananaxo 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 14

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    I went to a job interview today. That was a highly social job, where you have to interact with people and do similar stuff. I really wanted it and felt motivated to do it; because...
    Gegete Gegete 22-25, F Oct 14

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    I am going to make a full recovery, live a wonderful life and have a family one day and be a good mother to my future children and a wonderful partner for my boyfriend. I WILL...
    AngelMom062013 AngelMom062013 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I have a question for those of you who have bpd or know about it, do you have problems eating? I have appetite problems, I sometimes only eat when I'm craving something specific...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 7 Responses 6 days ago

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    My dear fellow BPDs We have to remind each other that we are strong enough to get through another day. I know it's hard to breathe, and to smile, but push forward! We all have...
    betelgeusex3 betelgeusex3 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I hate it that I'm alone. I hate it that I can't look at myself in the mirror. I hate it that if I were to die today, right now, nobody would miss me. I hate my dreams because they...
    betelgeusex3 betelgeusex3 22-25, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    Well to be honest there is nothing borderline with it lol I have quite a few personalities and they are all different. I can't see these myself, only once when I was being...
    ultimatehacker ultimatehacker 26-30, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I get so lonely and empty. I want so badly to be close to people and have meaningful conversations all the time. I have so much need for attention that I hate myself for it. I've...
    SimiRayea SimiRayea 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I always want to be somewhere else or with someone else... rather than where I am or who I'm with. Why am I so LISTLESS? Why am I so hard to please? To entertain? Sometimes...
    DanicaER DanicaER 36-40, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have spent most of my life by myself. I never really had much for fiends. There are very few people i keep in regular contact with only 3/4 if you count my brother who lives with...
    whatisi whatisi 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    Fight the demons every day...
    euphoricvoyage euphoricvoyage 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 24

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    Hello Guys, I am just new here. I see myself as a normal college student who has different group of friends. But other people sees me as a person who has BPD. I dont what it is at...
    rui1074 rui1074 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 26

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    I wonder if EP will censor me this time... No one cares! So what do I care about hurting them too! I got a bunch of psych tests coming up next week and I just want to best that...
    Yu12 Yu12 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 26

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    Attempted suicide Wednesday night. I'm not feeling very well these days..
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 26

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    just wanted to share something with you guys if you go on youtube click on bpd videos there is music and it has words i find it gives me relief try it if you cant relief
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F Sep 28

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    This is what it's like when a fight with my bf makes me panic... My thoughts are racing My heart hurts When you talk It makes it worse Can't you see I'm panicking Please stop...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    This song.. I dedicate to all you F*CKS! http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=d8ekz_CSBVg
    Yu12 Yu12 26-30, M Oct 3

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    Alienation. It seems to be the only thing I understand. The only of my own emotions that I'm not confused by.
    psychoticpsy psychoticpsy 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 3

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    im feeling tired of life can anyone tell me why people cant fucntion i dont know if i told you guys my mom was diagnosed with cancer a couple days ago i dont even know what to say...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 2 Responses Oct 5

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