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I Have A Second Personality

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    I have a second personality. I've been told I'm Bipolar. (Which knowing me I probably am.) One of my personalities is very loving, sweet and caring. My other personality is just plain evil. I'm a prankster on both accounts though. My nice personality is also very shy. I can sing...
    BENDrowned BENDrowned 18-21, F Jun 1, 2013

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    All 9 Of Us

    Hi I will start to introduce them, 1. The child is the most important and sane one of us. The is 5 years old. Innocent and carefree. 2. Surviver Emily is a tough with a military like way of doing things. She is not to be crossed! She had to be born in my hour of need. She was...
    drakneko drakneko 22-25, T 1 Response Feb 2, 2013

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    In Between

    If you look at me from the outside I am one body. Whether I'm a wolf or whether I'm a human I am one organism. But I feel like different people or different personalities sometimes. In wolf form I am white, I am outgoing and an alpha, and basically all around happy and proud of...
    midnightblood midnightblood 16-17, F Aug 26, 2012

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    I just can't cope at the moment. I'm having counselling and "personality" has been mentioned, and, now I really think about it, perhaps my having a personality disorder would "fit...
    Chaleureuse Chaleureuse 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    ok. I don't really know what I'm doing. glad this is anonymous bc I don't want to be doing this wrong. I know a lot of people are very judge mental towards me & I have a hard time...
    goodatnothing goodatnothing 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 2

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    this "personality" is a curse
    styxc styxc 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    I managed to creep myself out... A lot. I just looked through some of my old papers and stuff. I must have had borderline personality disorder for a long long time. I kept emails...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 7

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    I am have been diagnosed as with borderline personality disorder last year.Such a relief.I think I have had it for 10 years and have inherited it from my mother.Who I forgive,If...
    aquabunny aquabunny 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 9

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    I know what could have made me like this. I've never been tested for reasons behind my problems, (I was told I have social phobia and I know that but I'm sure I also have APD too...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Jan 14

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    So I'm here my bf is sick he tells me to go out with my friends for new years asks me at what time I'll leave, turns around and asks me to cash his check which i don't mind, but...
    melibar melibar 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    I truly hate holidays so glad there over with... so glad they're over with and all the who we're going to, what we're doing and ugh the meeting new ppl, being surrounded trying to...
    melibar melibar 26-30, F Jan 1

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    I absolutely hate playing pretend but I love it when it suits me I feel dead most of the time unless I'm interacting or planning I have horrible impulse control I day dream of...
    DontScream4Help DontScream4Help 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    I feel like there's this darkness surrounding me and I'm chained to it now. I don't even have to try to resist food anymore. I just don't want it. Although it sounds crazy,I keep...
    poodahpop poodahpop 18-21, T Jan 1

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    so Christmas was good... I got more than I needed and I am very appreciative but I just felt like empty the whole day.. like why is Christmas all about getting gifts to some people...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Jan 1

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    I'd really like to know if my story is similar to anybody else's. I was diagnosed with BPD at 14, after being told it was Depression, then Bipolar, etc etc. Almost as if it was a...
    skyworm skyworm 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    One week with a blade and this is my arm. One day with the pills and there will go my life. What have I become?
    missmalky missmalky 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    I hate the days where I am really paranoid.. I have already convinced myself that someone has been in my apartment for about 20 hours, they kidnapped my fiancee, and they changed...
    jwest230 jwest230 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 5

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    Feeling beautiful today when I haven't for a very long time ❤️
    jwest230 jwest230 22-25, F Jan 5

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    Does anyone else have urges to where they are compelled to do something to "Fix" themselves? Yesterday I felt like I had to cut my hair. I did this once before and that time I...
    insanepoet84 insanepoet84 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 5

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    My dad just came home. He seemed mad at me . He asked me why I sounded funny on the phone when we spoke a while ago. I told him it was because I said "hola" in a Spanish voice. But...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    I've been diagnosed with APD for 3 years now, I'm sure I've had it my entire life because I cant remember the last time I cared, or had empathy for anything. Maybe I'm a psychopath...
    DakotaMuffin DakotaMuffin 16-17, M 3 Responses Jan 6

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    I have a job interview this afternoon, and I am so incredibly nervous.
    jwest230 jwest230 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    Isn't this basically social phobia? Or is there some difference? Because I have been diagnosed with social phobia and have had that all my life. But the symptoms are exactly the...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Jan 10

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    Who Am I to come here? (Who am I even at all?) I can't press the me too button because I don't know. A doctor didn't tell me, I just guessed and a lot of people have said some...
    ForeverStarrs ForeverStarrs 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 11

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    What is the outlook like for someone with this disorder, whether in treatment or not? If you have this, how long have you known? What steps have you taken to manage it, and how is...
    anniemagus anniemagus 31-35, F Jan 12

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    I've described myself as a chameleon pretty much all my life. Even my family has jokingly called me the same. However, no one seems to know how frustrating it is to wake up...
    foreverneveranyone foreverneveranyone 18-21, F Jan 13

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    i have so much anger built up in me and take it out on all the wrong people. i feel so empty. i really dont know what to do. i want to feel happy again. i want to not get so angry...
    pinkwink1245 pinkwink1245 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 13

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    hello i am an 18 yr old with aspd first thing is i have these moments that i call my laughing problem so well basically i thinks i can relate it to euphoria i get really excited...
    ipodman2134 ipodman2134 18-21, M Jan 15

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    Just got diagnosed yesterday. Would explain why I have always found life tough and struggle to keep friends. I currently have no friends but thankfully have a very understanding...
    Violaplayer84 Violaplayer84 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 15

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    Hi, ive got a question for my fellow bpd's. should I tell my boss I have been diagnosed with it? if someone on here has, how did it go and did anything change? I'm currently in...
    Violaplayer84 Violaplayer84 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 16

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    hello i am an 18 yr old with aspd first thing is i have these moments that i call my laughing problem so well basically i thinks i can relate it to euphoria i get really excited...
    ipodman2134 ipodman2134 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 16

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    I really want a hug.... I just want a shoulder to cry on, a friend to laugh with, and share everything with, a lover, a support system. But I don't have this cause I pushed that...
    mysoulachesforyou mysoulachesforyou 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 18

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    Do you have a problem with argumentative people So I was having these perfect three days ,and I decided to tell my brother about my tendencies for "depression" and "anxiety".He...
    aquabunny aquabunny 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 23

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    My mother got icy cold cause I she wanted a scarf I had ,and I could not give it to her then and there.She proceeded to dramatize how she needs nothing from me,and she is capable...
    aquabunny aquabunny 22-25, F a week ago

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    Weekend weekend I love the weekend! I get to have so much fun! Do you like the weekend? Of course you do it's the weekend ^_^ ~Theta
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm borderline. and in a relationship with the most caring compassionate understanding human being I've ever found... I am incredibly grateful and head over heels in Love. But...
    Minnowshi Minnowshi 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    So, I think I might be becoming a system (I'm probably a median) and I'm not really sure what to do. I have a friend with DID but I'm scared to tell them what I'm feeling out of...
    artisticaltay artisticaltay 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Kelly Clarkson's Dark Side speaks out to me. http://youtu.be/H5ArpRWcGe0 "Oh oh oh, there's a place that I know It's not pretty there and few have ever gone If I show it to you...
    69NTD8 69NTD8 36-40, F 1 day ago

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    Don't know how to control myself. I feel like I'm on drugs being so up and elated to all of a sudden this major come down. I can't have bad days without getting negative comments...
    bananananaxo bananananaxo 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I can be Carolyn from the Black Veil Brides song Carolyn who is not afraid of the world who is out going, strong, kind, and compassionate. I can be Diana from One Direction song...
    AngelsAgainstUs AngelsAgainstUs 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    I was dx'd with bpd last year and it makes so much sense. My biggest fear is that I'll never be able to have any kind of relationship.
    borderlinecassandra borderlinecassandra 16-17, T 1 day ago

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    And I think everyone hates me now. I can see it in their eyes, in the way they shift their feet away from me. And I can see it in their faces, forever tense and serious when...
    madelinefish madelinefish 18-21, F Jan 15

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    she will never understand how much it hurts.....to feel rejected, to feel angry, to feel judged, to feel walked on.....
    styxc styxc 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    I can't sleep because of her
    styxc styxc 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    I feel like people like me don't deserve to be alive. My boyfriend got sick with the flu and all I did is start a fight and feel unwanted... I'm so tired of being selfish, mood...
    melibar melibar 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    So i walked outside today in nothing but a sweatshirt and running pants for 20 min. its 17 degrees here. i walked until i went numb. i thought it would help lessen the pain inside...