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I Have A Second Personality

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    In Between

    If you look at me from the outside I am one body. Whether I'm a wolf or whether I'm a human I am one organism. But I feel like different people or different personalities sometimes. In wolf form I am white, I am outgoing and an alpha, and basically all around happy and proud of...
    midnightblood midnightblood 16-17, F Aug 26, 2012

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    All 9 Of Us

    Hi I will start to introduce them, 1. The child is the most important and sane one of us. The is 5 years old. Innocent and carefree. 2. Surviver Emily is a tough with a military like way of doing things. She is not to be crossed! She had to be born in my hour of need. She was...
    drakneko drakneko 22-25, T 1 Response Feb 2, 2013

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    You Know Its True XD

    I have a second personality. I've been told I'm Bipolar. (Which knowing me I probably am.) One of my personalities is very loving, sweet and caring. My other personality is just plain evil. I'm a prankster on both accounts though. My nice personality is also very shy. I can sing...
    BENDrowned BENDrowned 18-21, F Jun 1, 2013

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    I just don't feel ok. the others make me lose everyone I have
    Meliantha Meliantha 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I have BPD. I am about to lose my partner because I am so clingy, then I push him away. I self harm and abuse pills. Is there a self help group out there? I just want to be normal...
    biffiebabie biffiebabie 36-40, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    So having a narcissistic mother who never seemed to care about me enough, who used me as leverage to get what she wanted all of my childhood, and who ended up abandoning me when I...
    NatalieR13 NatalieR13 31-35, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    There are days I hate my life. In other words hating my life is hating my parents, my father in particular. I was my family's scapegoat. Yep, I inherited that dreadful honorable...
    allinlove allinlove 26-30, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    At least once or twice during our walk, my dog comes across an irresistible spot. A spot so rich in whatever it is that a dogs nose finds valuable, that the dog stops on a dime...
    AgentSeven AgentSeven 46-50, M 17 hrs ago

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    So I gotta’ get this outta’ my system. I don’t know if there’s anyone I can really talk to or anyone who’ll really listen without spouting off some cheap catchphrase...
    FluttershyLabeouf FluttershyLabeouf 18-21, M 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    It was during the summer. I was out of school and house hopping since I had no stable home to go back to. It was a difficult year. I felt like dying every day. I had bouts of...
    starsheepie starsheepie 22-25, F 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    i feel so sad and lonely and abandoned everyday is the same im afraid to wake up i dont want o do anything anymore today is the first day in 5 days ive done something this illness...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    But I'm pretty unique to other Borderlines. Anybody else feel alone, even with this?
    leflay leflay 22-25, T 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I find a lot of people on EP have misunderstandings about what borderline personality disorder is (like mixing up different disorders). So for anyone coming on this page for...
    AnonymousKCQ AnonymousKCQ 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It All Makes Sense Now. A chance encounter and some independent research resulted in my realization that for the last 5 years my behavior, experiences, and relationships would...
    Missluhvlee Missluhvlee 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    If you have this disorder can you please message me? I have some questions and I am wondering if I , myself might be.! thanks
    LunaDove LunaDove 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I'm taking control of my disorder. I'll ride through the emotions it brings me, feel them fully, and let them go as they pass rather than clinging for dear life and desperately...
    nicaea nicaea 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    A few days ago I posted how my head hurts and how I have to let ago of a relationship. Also to use it as an opportunity to reflect on my issues. So here goes. The thing that sucks...
    allinlove allinlove 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    Your Personality is Very Rare (ENTP) Your personality type is optimistic, curious, enthusiastic, and open. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all...
    PrimadonnaKitten PrimadonnaKitten 31-35, F 4 days ago

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    ... Blank ... I feel like that sums up me right now. I feel like I'm losing hope.
    Jlb13592 Jlb13592 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    Yes, I am who I am partly because of them, I hate that they cause drama for me sometimes, I hate that I can never get any peace, always hearing them complain in my head, especially...
    Silverfeather1993 Silverfeather1993 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    But I am NOT: -Crazy -Manipulative -A promiscous person
    Blueborder21 Blueborder21 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    One day I asked the DBT therapist to lead a mindfulness activity as a repair for showing up to the previous group late. My individual therapist encouraged me to give an explanation...
    allinlove allinlove 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I accepted that there's going to be up and downs. The downs doesn't make me a failure, however, it is an opportunity to explore what is inflicting me and sharpen my skills. I'm...
    allinlove allinlove 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I don't have BPD but my (ex) boyfriend may have it so coming here to learn. Hopefully that is okay.
    Lann2015 Lann2015 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I can't live like this forever. I'm not in physical danger, but I'm feeling hopeless. Is there reason to hope?
    mymaidenname mymaidenname 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I really dislike it when people presume to know you from one brief EP post
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response a week ago

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    My head hurts. For the past couple of months my symptoms were being triggered by what I suspect to be a narcissist. I was sucked in to his cycle of discard and being placed on...
    allinlove allinlove 26-30, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    There's a part of me, which would like to meet a girl that has BPD just so she can meet a few of my darker needs just because I think the others don't get it. Any girls out there...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses a week ago

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    Recently diagnosed, learning coping strategies... Feels like if I even go near the thoughts I'm supposed to challenge, it amplifies them and makes them so scary... I fight against...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response a week ago

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    I have a question for those of you who have also been given this diagnosis. I was diagnosed about 1.5 years ago, and it has certainly been the worst period of my life. I feel...
    DanicaER DanicaER 36-40, F 7 Responses Jan 29

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    I like to see my blood... I like to vomit after I drunk a lot of wine and hard liquor... I do not like to eat too much and wrong foods, as medicines make me do... I do not like to...
    bpd86it bpd86it 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 27

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    Having borderline personality is like being normal but intensified. You feel like your mind is pure chaos and you try to act as normal as you can be so no one’s figures it out...
    Blueborder21 Blueborder21 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    I feel like this describes me. Ive been diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety. None of the medications ever made things better? And I've tried numerous kinds. I don't know.
    aBlackRoseBurial aBlackRoseBurial 26-30, M Jan 27

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    Does anybody struggle with feelings of low self worth, even though they know it not to be true?
    deej200 deej200 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 26

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    I am so tired of not being understood whatsoever. I feel like there is an insane and massive distance between me and everyone I know. It's like a vast space that just keeps them...
    NarcissisticCartman NarcissisticCartman 26-30 6 Responses Jan 26

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    Today, in a lecture, suicide was casually mentioned. Wasn't even about humans, was about birds, but I just wasn't mentally prepared. I can deal with reading about that sort of...
    Ambernonymous Ambernonymous 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    It took several years and soooo many meds to finally get diagnosed with BPD. I only got the dx because I went to an outpatient program and there were 2 doctors looking at my...
    justme081 justme081 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 26

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    I am being treated for depression, anxiety and panic attacks. Although I am certain that I have BPD (self observation, I haven't seen a professional as of yet) My mood is...
    EverlyLeex EverlyLeex 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    One has opened up to me in a new way. A few nights ago i had a dream, ive felt i kind of knew what it meant, but the thing is, he sees things the way that they arent, and is very...
    xseventyXsevenx xseventyXsevenx 18-21, M Jan 23

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    Nah it's just the inter web getting to me.
    Everyheartbeat Everyheartbeat 26-30 1 Response Jan 21

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