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I Have A Second Personality

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    Hi I will start to introduce them, 1. The child is the most important and sane one of us. The is 5 years old. Innocent and carefree. 2. Surviver Emily is a tough with a military like way of doing things. She is not to be crossed! She had to be born in my hour of need. She was...
    drakneko drakneko 22-25, T 1 Response Feb 2, 2013

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    You Know Its True XD

    I have a second personality. I've been told I'm Bipolar. (Which knowing me I probably am.) One of my personalities is very loving, sweet and caring. My other personality is just plain evil. I'm a prankster on both accounts though. My nice personality is also very shy. I can sing...
    BENDrowned BENDrowned 18-21, F Jun 1, 2013

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    In Between

    If you look at me from the outside I am one body. Whether I'm a wolf or whether I'm a human I am one organism. But I feel like different people or different personalities sometimes. In wolf form I am white, I am outgoing and an alpha, and basically all around happy and proud of...
    midnightblood midnightblood 16-17, F Aug 26, 2012

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    It took me years of searching, but I finally found it. The answer to pretty much everything wrong with me. Why I do what I do. It's beautiful. In an awful, you have a personality...
    jaisikae jaisikae 26-30, F 8 Responses Nov 23

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    I think I may have borderline personality disorder. It's a little hard to deal with. I know something is wrong with me and I don't want to live my life thinking that and not doing...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Nov 26

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    Nov. 20, 2014 5:30pm I don't know what is wrong with me. I felt so happy when I got home. I felt so much love for mj and I was just on cloud nine. But I guess my flight reached...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I think I might have borderline personality disorder. I am bulimic and am also diagnosed with general anxiety disorder and major depressive disorder. I am taking medication to help...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Nov 26

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    SO Since I Last Posted We Have Got A New Host.... Which Is Good Cause Mike Was Getting Fed Up Playing Host So Now We Got Me - Mist :D And Im Still Learning Lots Of Things But Its...
    LoonyBinOffical LoonyBinOffical 16-17, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Every time I meet someone in person I get really close to them and like them a lot and then the next second I want to distant myself from them and feel like their two faced for no...
    T055 T055 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 4

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    I am getting married tomorrow.. And I just found out all my episodes.. Suicidal experiences, depressions could be related to BPD.. My fiancé is supportive, he said now we know...
    arachmichel arachmichel 26-30, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I was diagnosed not too long ago, and the therapist said he didn't feel qualified to see me. Not that it really matters, since I was laid off and lost my insurance. I haven't told...
    Saithe Saithe 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 24

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    Today I have seen so many of my personalities come out. I hate it. I wish I could go back to being who I was before all my mental problems started. I love that personality.
    sadly203 sadly203 18-21 Dec 7

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    I was recently given a provisional diagnosis of Schizotypal Personality Disorder. It seems strange because I always felt there was something wrong. I have always had these stray...
    Explorerofknowledge Explorerofknowledge 18-21, M 3 Responses Nov 23

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    anybody wanna be email "pen pals"? talk about our days and daily struggles and anything great that may have occurred? 5 days a week or everyday if you want. all through email. we...
    Friendlee Friendlee 26-30, M 3 Responses Nov 19

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    So I always mess up. I wrote about my therapist disliking me but it's not just her it's everyone who is in my life I will mess up or purposely push a person away or make them...
    nevawas nevawas 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 21

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    I've been trying to reconnect with the rest of my family but my dad is ruining everything. He is ruining my life but i have nowhere to else to go. i don't understand how someone...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 21

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    Sometimes when I'm afraid, I just need someone to hold me and tell me everything will be ok. Or when I'm lonely for someone to tell me they'll always be there for me. Or when I'm...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 23

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    im feeling tired of life so much pain came out last nite but im tired and worn out im tired of livng im so depressed that i dont want to do nothing im starting to feel the pain ive...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 1 Response Nov 24

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    once I was at this birthday party thing with my family and we shared a table. plus I have an anxiety of tight places. I get unhappy and I can't control what's going on, I just...
    VictoriaHall VictoriaHall 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    I want to be in control. In control of my actions in control about my thoughts but I don't think I ever will be. And that's terrifying. Does anyone know what will help me? I have...
    bananananaxo bananananaxo 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    I feel that way! by now! i have been alone most of them! i travel alone, go to eat or do other things alone, i always wanted to a nice lovely and beautiful gf! but it never got one...
    Idontknowwhomiam Idontknowwhomiam 22-25 2 Responses Dec 3

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    Hiya im a Mike an im a alter.. heh the Host just kinda up an left locked himself up an well we dont really have anyone in charge... but lately iv been aware most an iv been finding...
    LoonyBinOffical LoonyBinOffical 16-17, M Dec 3

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    Omfg! I hate myself so much right now. I felt like literal **** because we went to a pizza buffet place and I ate 3 cinnamon sticks, 3 pizzas and a pie. I felt fine but like 30...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Dec 4

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    Yo. I think I have BPD. All the things people talk about experiencing and the symptoms of borderline are things I experience. Eating disorder, self harm, self-hatred, etc. Any...
    Emilyyyyy Emilyyyyy 18-21 Dec 6

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    I really dog feel ok right now. I'm tired and feel drained emotionally and physically. I just want to cry my eyes out for a reason I'm not sure of. I really want to die. Or maybe I...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F 7 Responses Dec 7

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    I was holding my nephew today, little one year old sweet little thing. He fell asleep on my shoulder and I let him stay there for a while. When I went to go put him down in his bed...
    missmalky missmalky 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    The women with BPD can relate to this: I hate when I am pmsing or on my cycle. It seems like every depressing feeling or emotion that I could ever have comes out 100 times stronger...
    aligain aligain 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    I think I'm going crazy again. I can feel the parts of my brain that aren't right. But of course, none of you care. I am as I have been from the beginning. Alone.
    Explorerofknowledge Explorerofknowledge 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    the mood swings are so scary. I gradually go downhill so that I don't know I e lost control because I haven't noticed the shift and I think I'm in charge. then I cut. but then I...
    missmalky missmalky 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm not for sure if I have it or not. I suspect that I do after skimming through a psych text book for nurses. I took a couple tests online and it says that I should probably get a...
    Philli8807 Philli8807 26-30, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I feel empty. Like I always have to look for strong emotions to feel alive. That means I'm addicted to cutting and to other bad things
    styxc styxc 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    sorry i need to vent yesterday i found out tmy mom does have lung cancer im probably youn g i went had a few glasses of wine then i was like a kid phoned people its cause im not a...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F Nov 21

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    I think (know, really) that I must have BPD. But I still wish someone would validate me by telling me that I do... Any takers? This is desperate, I know...-I fly into a rage at my...
    phoenixsfire phoenixsfire 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 22

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    Super happy! Went to the park with fam. At first I wanted to be alone but then I sucked it up and my dad got me to have fun. I was on cloud 9! Held a baby alligator. We went eat...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, F Nov 29

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    I must be really dense. About a year ago, my wife had some bad panic attacks...and we found she had OCD...and upon finding out what it was... she said she's been this way forever...
    WtfAmIHearing WtfAmIHearing 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 4

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    I was diagnosed 4 years ago and completed my therapy. I think I am relapsing. I had everything under control. I was functioning better then ever before. Now my mood is so unstable...
    lauraslark lauraslark 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 5

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    Today was my bffs first bday since passing away in Sept. My bday is in 16 days. As kids we often celebrated together. Last night a family friend passed away from old age. It was...
    nvragain1024 nvragain1024 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 8

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    Does this sound like borderline : - aggressive and needs to be in charge all the time -loves making people uncomfortable -hard on themselves and tries with all their power not...
    strawberryletter22 strawberryletter22 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 9

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    Only two people know about this. One of my best friends, and me (and my alters). My family don't know and I'm un-diagnosed (obviously)... I'm not sure if I should tell my family...
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 13-15, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    i can't take this feeling anymore. its just pure despair. Its unlike anything i have ever felt before. it literally affects me physically. i feel so empty inside. I have never...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I'm not a person seeking attention. Nor do I delude myself, or others, about who I am. I've been faking emotions since I was a young teen, just like the majority of us. I work...
    poetrygonebad poetrygonebad 36-40, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    hahaha...probably just bipolar. I don't know. Or, crazee! XD
    schizochic schizochic 26-30, F 27 mins ago

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    Im tired, i can't live like this anymore. I keep pushing people away. i try to explain what im going through but it only makes it worse. The only person on this earth that makes me...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 3 Responses Nov 18

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    Primary School: "It's a rebellious phase, don't worry" High School: "It's hormones rampaging, don't worry" Rest of life: "Well if you aren't getting any better after 14...
    rorenchan rorenchan 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 19

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    i woke up today and i just felt like crying. i hadn't even done anything. Just opened my eyes and felt like crying. ive been awake for 6 hrs and ive either been crying or felt like...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 3 Responses Nov 19

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