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I Have A Second Personality

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    All 9 Of Us

    Hi I will start to introduce them, 1. The child is the most important and sane one of us. The is 5 years old. Innocent and carefree. 2. Surviver Emily is a tough with a military like way of doing things. She is not to be crossed! She had to be born in my hour of need. She was...
    drakneko drakneko 22-25, T 1 Response Feb 2, 2013

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    In Between

    If you look at me from the outside I am one body. Whether I'm a wolf or whether I'm a human I am one organism. But I feel like different people or different personalities sometimes. In wolf form I am white, I am outgoing and an alpha, and basically all around happy and proud of...
    midnightblood midnightblood 16-17, F Aug 26, 2012

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    You Know Its True XD

    I have a second personality. I've been told I'm Bipolar. (Which knowing me I probably am.) One of my personalities is very loving, sweet and caring. My other personality is just plain evil. I'm a prankster on both accounts though. My nice personality is also very shy. I can sing...
    BENDrowned BENDrowned 18-21, F Jun 1, 2013

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    Could someone please help me. I'm in need of help.. I feel that I may have borderline personality disorder / bipolar disorder but talking with someone that suffers with one of...
    dte21 dte21 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 19

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    A Constant Battle I find being social extremely tiring and a bit timid to bring the stress on myself. It's not that I don't act myself around friends, I do. It's just a...
    Phoenix3439 Phoenix3439 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    So I had these constant heart aches since the morning,and I was looking for cause and cues,and any time when I was actually happy,perfectly happy,and what did I do wrong since then...
    aquabunny aquabunny 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 24

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    I am (almost can't believe it) peaceful since yesterday night and today.I am usually a lot of emotions,but never peaceful,never.The instances where I have been peaceful,I can...
    aquabunny aquabunny 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    This is a newer diagnosis for me, happening sometime during the early winter. It was brought up by a new therapist I was seeing (and stopped seeing for unrelated reasons) and then...
    PerturbedBrain PerturbedBrain 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    I'm diagnosed schizotypal personality disorder, ptsd, and panic disorder, I'm mentally and physically exhausted.. Does anyone else get a humming in their head? It always is just...
    MissE78 MissE78 36-40, F Feb 16

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    Apparently so. It was only in recent months I was told that I have BPD. I was like "Oh, so that's what all that nonsense in my head must be" I honestly thought I was losing it, or...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 5

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    Hi! I think I have APD. I've never been diagnosed because I don't tell anybody about my problems and defeniatly don't want to visit a psychologe. I recognize all symptoms of APD in...
    xForgottenOne xForgottenOne 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 10

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    When I'm in a relationship I feel like the guy has a moral obligation to stay with me. My ex left me and it caused me to be suicidal. He broke my heart with no remorse. There was...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 11

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    I've been in therapy since last October, and last week my therapist tells me that her contract ends in April. We have not made much progress, having only attempted to gain control...
    cgould72 cgould72 41-45, F 3 Responses Feb 14

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    Why do I find the worst people in the world and get close to them? My "best friend" beat me up and choked me just cause she was under the influence of alcohol...and I'm not...
    betelgeusex3 betelgeusex3 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 15

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    Let's put it in a poem.Emptiness and Longing for someone gone anyone? Two open papers, To stem down a heartache ebbing, Deeper than my skin,my heart, my soul, Like a blackhole...
    aquabunny aquabunny 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 16

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    This is so me. Wow. I don't even know what of do when my mother dies. It's so bad :( I have social phobia as well. If she dies I don't know....she is so unwell. I can't cope...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response Feb 16

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    Should I stay in my relationship?! I love this guy more than anything and I wanna be with him forever but I can't seem to get over that fact he'll never have a normal relationship...
    bananananaxo bananananaxo 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    i need to vent im feeling angry and dark i feel like im not as good everyday is woth i feel like its harder to get through the day ialso feel like i need to vent or flip out im so...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 1 Response Feb 17

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    I feel like I'm on a roller coaster, I'm constantly going up and down. I feel confident and raring to go one minute and I'm feeling despair, desperate and empty the next. I hate...
    dte21 dte21 18-21, F Feb 19

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    I haven't posted in a while because I've been dealing with a lot of emotions and depression. My students are what makes me smile each day when I'm feeling so horribly down...
    aligain aligain 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 20

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    Things are perfect on paper.I got enough to be working,doing a bit that I want to,and being able to plan for the future,maybe a masters.I have friends who love me,and people who...
    aquabunny aquabunny 22-25, F Feb 20

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    i dont care i need to vent i could never say how im feeling to my sick family abused neglected im so angry insid enobody lets me express myself i dont think i treally like my...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F Feb 22

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    If you are never sure when you are euphoric,you are actually happy,or when you are devastated you are actually devastated.Or that people in your life mean that much to you,or...
    aquabunny aquabunny 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 22

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    It's extremely difficult to decide what I want to do as a career because I don't have much of a sense of self.
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F Feb 23

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    Amid the crowd they hear a scream, they pass it by like a mere dream, vast amounts of the human race, the likes of which are not my taste, they suffer and cry, they beg and lie...
    fenrirandimpachi fenrirandimpachi 22-25, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    i cant handle living like this one day i have walls up i feel so angry inside i dont wan to do anything im covered in poisoned i want the pain to come out i feel lost and ugly mabe...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 4 days ago

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    They say if you die suddenly, your life flashes before your eyes. I have been slowly dying for close to fifteen years, all I have seen are other people's lives.
    rorenchan rorenchan 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I really hate it! I have borderline and DID and my boyfriend dumped me because of it. OF COURSE I know it's hard sometimes but I've been in therapy and everything and it's very...
    Lerione Lerione 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Today was quite a roller coaster. Fast mood swings from extreme happiness to the lowest of lows all day. I'm beginning to wonder if Wellbutrin stopped working. It really takes...
    keekzie keekzie 22-25, T 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I was diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder with Borderline Traits. Professionals are reluctant to give a full BPD diagnosis because I'm not a cutter and had been able to hold...
    RayneBeauHill RayneBeauHill 46-50, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I actually say something off putting sometimes... does anyone else do this??? like I don't know why I did it. I did it with this guy but I think I did it because I was trying to...
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 18-21, F Feb 4

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    I feel like such a terrible person. I'm suicidal and I feel like telling my friends will make them want to cut me off so I've just been bottling it in and soon I think I'll explode...
    mantafriend mantafriend 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    When I'm mad I feel like a little chiuhuahua. I hate it when people say I'm cute when I'm seriously angry.
    Minnowshi Minnowshi 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    Sweet. 3 manic episodes done this morning and its not even noon.
    Minnowshi Minnowshi 18-21, F Feb 6

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    The words I want to hear all my life: "You're crazy. I love you soooo much, honey!"
    Explorerofknowledge Explorerofknowledge 18-21, M Feb 9

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    I'm starting a self-help support group in London for all those (including families and friends) affected by BPD. Please contact me on lisagao at hotmail.co.uk /07886528941if you...
    lg274 lg274 26-30, F Feb 10

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    Why do I still snap... thought I had it under control...
    Yu12 Yu12 26-30, M 2 Responses Feb 11

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    So here is something I figured out. borderlines like me, work on either extreme love or extreme hatred, anger and consequent impulsive behaviors for that. Today I was working and...
    aquabunny aquabunny 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    You know some days Borderline is not so bad.Today I am ridiculously ,I am not sure why , happy,and I feel like I am a character from The Sound of Music.The sun is beautiful,the...
    aquabunny aquabunny 22-25, F Feb 14

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    Ii was diagnosed with BPD a while ago.. And i just figured out what it's all about just a few weeks ago.. And it's crazy how i see myself in whatever article i read about it .. So...
    xxooxx1986 xxooxx1986 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    I hate living like this. I ruined everything. I ruined Valentine's day. I was trying so hard to be happy but I let someone make me angry, I let myself ruin it. she almost left...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 15

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    Wonder if anyone with BPD is on Twitter?
    Yu12 Yu12 26-30, M Feb 18