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I Have A Second Personality

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    Hi I will start to introduce them, 1. The child is the most important and sane one of us. The is 5 years old. Innocent and carefree. 2. Surviver Emily is a tough with a military like way of doing things. She is not to be crossed! She had to be born in my hour of need. She was...
    drakneko drakneko 22-25, T 1 Response Feb 2, 2013

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    I have a second personality. I've been told I'm Bipolar. (Which knowing me I probably am.) One of my personalities is very loving, sweet and caring. My other personality is just plain evil. I'm a prankster on both accounts though. My nice personality is also very shy. I can sing...
    BENDrowned BENDrowned 18-21, F Jun 1, 2013

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    If you look at me from the outside I am one body. Whether I'm a wolf or whether I'm a human I am one organism. But I feel like different people or different personalities sometimes. In wolf form I am white, I am outgoing and an alpha, and basically all around happy and proud of...
    midnightblood midnightblood 16-17, F Aug 26, 2012

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    Over time I've realised that BPD has made me a Chameleon. I change my colours depending on who I'm with. I've done this for as long as I can remember. I've realised that I don't do...
    LewisCollins LewisCollins 31-35 3 Responses Jul 7

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    TRIGGER - SUBJECT OF SUICIDE. The last time I saw a Psych I was asked a question that I've never been asked by a Psych in the 18 years I've been seeing Dr's. He asked "Have you...
    LewisCollins LewisCollins 31-35 2 Responses Jul 2

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    I'm not quite sure whether I have one or not but I have this symptoms: 1. I feel like most of the times I feel nothing unless anger and sadness and hurt. Sometimes I'll laugh but...
    ayamaxx ayamaxx 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 3

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    I was never diagnosed with BPD but I feel I do have it. I have been reading about it and after reading many of your own testimonies I am convinced this is what I have. It's been a...
    Serenity14 Serenity14 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 22

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    I've made several posts with this heading, and I'm aware that this might make it hard to follow if looking at multiple posts. However, this is my current focus and all of these...
    DanicaER DanicaER 36-40, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    Hello, I was recently diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. I am really freaking out about it. Since I was 18, I thought I had Bipolar disorder and now I am 25 and they...
    LostAriel LostAriel 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 14

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    Hey guys, it's been awhile since I last posted. I just wanted to post that my alters agreed to have new names, so these are my alters. Sigma: the malevolent one Delta: the logical...
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    There is a demon in us all. For some people it comes out easier than others. Our very own... Hadrian Coull, the only one who refuses to use our given last name. He would smile and...
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 13-15, M 2 Responses Jul 10

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    The symptoms of this personality disorder are proving true. And it feels like it's out of my control. I'm very grateful and appreciative of the things around me, consciously. But...
    NoraDysphoria NoraDysphoria 18-21, F Jul 14

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    hello , I been in a relation with woman has borderline personality disorder .. It ended in the most painful way to me , I can't get over it , she just abandoned me gradually until...
    xthedreamerx xthedreamerx 41-45, M 4 Responses Jul 16

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    What a difference a day makes. Today I got my diagnosis This morning my knowledge about borderline was somewhat limited. I have had friends who had borderline and those were very...
    Fireleaf1991 Fireleaf1991 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 24

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    I don't know if this is a BPD thing or not but I honestly don't understand social interaction. This might be a Schizotypal Personality Disorder thing (I have that as well) but I...
    LewisCollins LewisCollins 31-35 a week ago

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    Once upon a time, There was a little girl. The little girl had a mummy and a daddy who said they loved her very much. One day, the little girl was hurt by something she shouldn't...
    NearAsFarCanBe NearAsFarCanBe 13-15, F 5 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I was officially diagnosed about 8 years ago when I was 21 but of course I've had it for much longer time. Since my childhood I'd always been very moody, capricious, prone to all...
    maajake maajake 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    Who am I? I am a chameleon. I change, I turn blue or pink depending on what your favorite color is. Deep down, I want you to protect me and I want you to love me. I am a mirror...
    sabrinainstars sabrinainstars 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 3

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    So I have told my friend about my 'friends' she was really supportive and understanding. She said it explains some of my weird behavior. We talk and laugh about it when we're alone...
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 13-15, M 6 Responses Jul 4

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    Idk if this is something that's typical of someone with bpd. But There's this guy and I've been seeing him for about 4 months. Things are getting more serious between us and I like...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 5

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    That feeling of rejection you get when you know a message you've sent someone has been seen but they don't reply. Why do I have to feel these emotions so intensely?
    LewisCollins LewisCollins 31-35 1 Response Jul 6

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    I hate this disorder. Yesterday I was supposed to meet my friends for a girls night and an hour before one of the girls text me like she really didn't want to come so I...
    aligain aligain 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    Living with this disorder is not something I am proud of. All my life I have pushed people away because I can not control my emotions. I am absolutely terrified to meet new people...
    ForeverLostPoet ForeverLostPoet 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    I saw a Psych (the 4th in the last 4 months) and he said it might be a good idea to put me on mood stabilisers. Which in itself is fine but what bothers me is that I'm already on...
    LewisCollins LewisCollins 31-35 Jul 10

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    Borderline ruins my life. I'm almost 15 and at least here in Sweden you have to be 18 to get diagnosed with Borderline. But I do have it. I'm sure. They even say I do and I'm...
    paradiseisbroken paradiseisbroken 13-15, F Jul 10

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    and I have known this for quite a while so I have been studying up on it and mostly they say the only true way to manage this is through counseling this is really not an option for...
    catlady496 catlady496 36 1 Response Jul 13

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    For the last several weeks I haven't been able to set my mind straight. My mind and my desires keep shifting to the desire to be alone. Not just for a few hours or days, but for...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 1 Response Jul 14

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    Have any other alters had a vast world inside that felt safe, but once you opened up about your existence found your world to be fading? Ever since I told a few people about my...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 Jul 16

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    I've been completely off this week. My mother (who's my biggest trigger) came into town doing her usual dishonest antics causing constant upset and paranoia that I'll be just like...
    aligain aligain 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 17

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    Positive traits of those with BPD: 1. Passionate-experience extreme intensity of passion when we find something that interests us 2. Individual-strongly cultivate our individuality...
    kavlynn99 kavlynn99 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 21

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    And I'm poor. I go to a state funded clinic (thank GOD for its existence), and only pay $5 for each prescription. However, there are considerable draw-backs to the state funded...
    DanicaER DanicaER 36-40, F Jul 22

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    And I have no one in my life to understand. Not even my parents, no one really understands what it is like to have BPD. I feel abandoned but I am the real one who pushes people...
    pinkchalk pinkchalk 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 22

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    I was raped by my brother of 8-9 years my age; who was beaten and raped by my half brother of 10-11 years my age who was raped by his mother and beaten by our father. Fun family...
    LightYagami LightYagami 18-21, M Jul 24

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    And I'm bipolar with ADHD and Psychosis. I take meds and I feel pretty good but I notice that my mood swings now are circumstantial. I find it difficult to cope with life. My...
    Roxvox Roxvox 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 24

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    Recently i found out that I have BPD. I always knew that something was different with me. My emotions ran me. They are so up and down but not only that, they were so intense. My...
    xchelseydawnx xchelseydawnx 22-25, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    Does anyone else feel like some days they don't have BPD? You go through a stint of feeling almost ok? Almost normal? Of course it isn't true, but you can pass it off in public? Or...
    Serenity14 Serenity14 26-30, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Do any of you have animal alters? -Shar
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 13-15, M 4 days ago

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    Do any of you have animal alters?? -Shar :)
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 13-15, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I know I write a lot here, but it's very therapeutic for me because these thoughts are constantly racing around in my head and getting them out is healthy. I usually wouldn't write...
    Serenity14 Serenity14 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Finally found the man who I would love to spend my life with. Gives me more happiness caring and understanding I have ever been given. He try's his best to be understanding of my...
    awmusic awmusic 22-25, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    It has been a good couple of days. It means no sleep for me but things have been better. I work thirds and have been working overtime the past 2 weeks. All I do is work and sleep...
    kavlynn99 kavlynn99 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Just had my first anxiety attack in a while. I think mothers day was the last time I had one. Holidays are never good. Usually get one during thanksgiving and Christmas. Not sure...
    kavlynn99 kavlynn99 22-25, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I think I have it but my mom isn't taking me to a psychologist or anything to diagnose. I could be wrong though.
    WinterSkyout WinterSkyout 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Past two days have been manic for me. I can't sleep and I started teaching at a new school. I don't talk to anyone because I'm afraid they will think I'm crazy. I don't like...
    aligain aligain 31-35, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Were supposed to go out tonight. Me my wife, and our roommate to a local bar. Im just hoping i dont make an *** out of myself. Im going to try not to drink too much but i get so...
    shinjorai shinjorai 36-40, M 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    i feel like i cant go on i feel like full of dirt and have no energy i dont know how to get my feeling s out iffeel nothing i dont cant makr myself feel better it feels like ,y...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 9 hrs ago

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    i feel like i cant go on i feel like full of dirt and have no energy i dont know how to get my feeling s out iffeel nothing i dont cant makr myself feel better it feels like ,y...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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