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I Have A Second Personality

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    Hi I will start to introduce them, 1. The child is the most important and sane one of us. The is 5 years old. Innocent and carefree. 2. Surviver Emily is a tough with a military like way of doing things. She is not to be crossed! She had to be born in my hour of need. She was...
    drakneko drakneko 22-25, T 1 Response Feb 2, 2013

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    You Know Its True XD

    I have a second personality. I've been told I'm Bipolar. (Which knowing me I probably am.) One of my personalities is very loving, sweet and caring. My other personality is just plain evil. I'm a prankster on both accounts though. My nice personality is also very shy. I can sing...
    BENDrowned BENDrowned 18-21, F Jun 1, 2013

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    In Between

    If you look at me from the outside I am one body. Whether I'm a wolf or whether I'm a human I am one organism. But I feel like different people or different personalities sometimes. In wolf form I am white, I am outgoing and an alpha, and basically all around happy and proud of...
    midnightblood midnightblood 16-17, F Aug 26, 2012

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    It took me years of searching, but I finally found it. The answer to pretty much everything wrong with me. Why I do what I do. It's beautiful. In an awful, you have a personality...
    jaisikae jaisikae 26-30, F 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    I think I may have borderline personality disorder. It's a little hard to deal with. I know something is wrong with me and I don't want to live my life thinking that and not doing...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, T 2 days ago

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    I have borderline Personality Disorder. I have known for a long time that I had something wrong but did not find out until a couple months ago. I am really just looking for...
    kamykamz kamykamz 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 8

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    Hi beautiful people! I'm new here but so far I'm loving it. Well, I don't know if I have this or not. But reading about APD I feel like they were describing me. Being honest, I...
    almasolitaria312 almasolitaria312 26-30, F Nov 13

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    I think I might have borderline personality disorder. I am bulimic and am also diagnosed with general anxiety disorder and major depressive disorder. I am taking medication to help...
    yonnie97 yonnie97 16-17, T 2 days ago

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    So i posted here earlier today, and i have so much i want/need to say but i have no idea where to put it and im pretty sure this is bpd related so here goes 7 years ago i fell in...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 3 Responses Nov 17

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    Please someone tell me whether or not these are signs that I have BPD. - I'm 18 years old and will be 19 in December. -I'm a lefthander. - I'm the eldest child. -I have a very...
    DestinationUnknown1995 DestinationUnknown1995 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    You know that moment when an answer to a question you weren't even thinking about suddenly hits you, and you wonder how you could have overlooked it before when it was so obvious...
    EdgeOfSanity EdgeOfSanity 22-25, M Nov 12

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    I've always wondered how many of us are affected by our personality disorders, not only in the 'real' world, but in the cyber world as well? Personally, I still find it difficult...
    mlynnikens mlynnikens 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 2

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    I was diagnosed not too long ago, and the therapist said he didn't feel qualified to see me. Not that it really matters, since I was laid off and lost my insurance. I haven't told...
    Saithe Saithe 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I used to think I had BPD, but I have found stability. I am who I am, with a complex personality, I have many sides, but I have found a stable me.
    MentalTravelor MentalTravelor 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 14

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    I was recently given a provisional diagnosis of Schizotypal Personality Disorder. It seems strange because I always felt there was something wrong. I have always had these stray...
    Explorerofknowledge Explorerofknowledge 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    Well, I did it again. I let my thoughts bubble up into a fit of rage. I am so bitter and cold today. It all started this morning. Waking up , realizing this is it for now. I am...
    ashless ashless 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 29

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    I have five alters that I keep in check for the most part, one of them has been acting up lately because he represents my sexual side and my dad's girlfriend's son is hot, add that...
    idenmarshals idenmarshals 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 31

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    I'm undiagnosed and was told to have the traits since I don't fit in the criteria to be diagnosed. This battle with my emotions is hell. I don't ever wish it on my worst enemy...
    SolitarySol SolitarySol 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 31

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    I feel like an emotional wreck everyday. I feel irritated and impulsive. I'm taking 1mg risperidone and 40mg lexapro. I'm supposed to be taking 300mg of lithium carbonate 3 times a...
    highorlow highorlow 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 1

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    I have controlled the condition, but I feel at certain times it comes back! I feel and think too deeply and sometimes do things like fight someone out of something that a normal...
    FinalSoldier FinalSoldier 13-15, M Nov 2

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    I've been reading a lot about BPD online, and I'm pretty sure I have it. My therapist didn't agree. Can someone tell me what BPD symptoms are and what a person suffering from it is...
    littlemissrainy littlemissrainy 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 5

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    How does music affect you guys? The internet won't answer me, so I figured I might get more if I asked more directly. For me, music has a very strong and direct effect on my...
    psychoticpsy psychoticpsy 16-17, F 5 Responses Nov 5

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    I'm in a psychiatric hospital and guess what? typical me... I have a crush on another patient. 😊 I feel like I'm in jr high again. It's been awhile since I've had a "crush" haha...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 5

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    Hi I have BPD, PTSD and bipolar disorder. I was wondering if someone on here that is also suffering that may could help me. I'm miserable. I am on an antianxiety and antipsychotic...
    WolfOfDreams WolfOfDreams 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 6

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    The doctors put me on mirtazapine and I've only been on it for like a week and a half, but I feel like I have no emotions, I can't even cry and it's making me feel like I'm not...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 8

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    i dont want to go on anymore im in a dark place i feel angry and want to be mean to anyone i feel trapped and lonmeluy this illness takes over i fricken despise myself im il inside...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 2 Responses Nov 9

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    Does anybody else have Alters of themselves? I'm just a 6 year old version of myself in one of mine and I've never spoken to someone else with it before b
    ljevans1234 ljevans1234 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 9

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    I didn't realize the ways I have been feeling for a very long time, and for less than a long time, were relateable to others. I never even thought to label them. For as long as I...
    sedublin sedublin 18-21, F Nov 12

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    People don't understand me. When I cry that I don't know who I am and that I don't know what's real or what's fake, they have no idea what I'm talking about. My boyfriend was...
    sedublin sedublin 18-21, F Nov 12

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    I just have to accept the fact that no guy is ever gonna want to keep me around. I used to say I live for love, and now i don't know what the **** I live for. Life is one...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 10 Responses Nov 12

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    I feel like i wont be able to have the life ive dreamed of. A husband kids. How can i possibly be a good role model when i cant even deal with myself. I feel no guy would be able...
    yesiigarciaa yesiigarciaa 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 13

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    I have BPD and OCD... it's a nightmare. I hate being alone. I hate being ignored. I'm so paranoid and listen in on conversations and assume everyone is ignoring me. I know it's...
    maggie9801 maggie9801 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 14

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    I know that I need to do something because my symptoms keep getting worse and worse, but I don't want a therapist. Even if I did want one, I can find very few near me that...
    jwest230 jwest230 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 15

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    I wish I could stop isolating myself. I wish I could have more confidence in myself.
    betelgeusex3 betelgeusex3 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 15

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    i feel like i dont want to go on in this world anymor eim sick and fricken tired of being fat im sick and tired of beind in pain and feel likeim rotting inside not the proper help...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 4 Responses Nov 17

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    Ive never shared anything like this with anyone before so im just gonna write as it comes to. Im in my late 20s and ive spent the majority of my adult life feeling this way. Only...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 3 Responses Nov 17

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    anybody wanna be email "pen pals"? talk about our days and daily struggles and anything great that may have occurred? 5 days a week or everyday if you want. all through email. we...
    Friendlee Friendlee 26-30, M 3 Responses Nov 19

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    sorry i need to vent yesterday i found out tmy mom does have lung cancer im probably youn g i went had a few glasses of wine then i was like a kid phoned people its cause im not a...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F a week ago

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    So I always mess up. I wrote about my therapist disliking me but it's not just her it's everyone who is in my life I will mess up or purposely push a person away or make them...
    nevawas nevawas 22-25, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I've been trying to reconnect with the rest of my family but my dad is ruining everything. He is ruining my life but i have nowhere to else to go. i don't understand how someone...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I think (know, really) that I must have BPD. But I still wish someone would validate me by telling me that I do... Any takers? This is desperate, I know...-I fly into a rage at my...
    phoenixsfire phoenixsfire 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Sometimes when I'm afraid, I just need someone to hold me and tell me everything will be ok. Or when I'm lonely for someone to tell me they'll always be there for me. Or when I'm...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    im feeling tired of life so much pain came out last nite but im tired and worn out im tired of livng im so depressed that i dont want to do nothing im starting to feel the pain ive...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Sometimes I think I exceed the standards of a schizoid but that is my secret to lock away, a secret that will never see the light... There are some, some creatures of light and...
    mlynnikens mlynnikens 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 30

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    Sometimes I hope that I drink enough so that I don't ever wake up.
    jwest230 jwest230 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 2

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