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I Have A Second Personality

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    In Between

    If you look at me from the outside I am one body. Whether I'm a wolf or whether I'm a human I am one organism. But I feel like different people or different personalities sometimes. In wolf form I am white, I am outgoing and an alpha, and basically all around happy and proud of...
    midnightblood midnightblood 16-17, F Aug 26, 2012

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    All 9 Of Us

    Hi I will start to introduce them, 1. The child is the most important and sane one of us. The is 5 years old. Innocent and carefree. 2. Surviver Emily is a tough with a military like way of doing things. She is not to be crossed! She had to be born in my hour of need. She was...
    drakneko drakneko 22-25, T 1 Response Feb 2, 2013

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    You Know Its True XD

    I have a second personality. I've been told I'm Bipolar. (Which knowing me I probably am.) One of my personalities is very loving, sweet and caring. My other personality is just plain evil. I'm a prankster on both accounts though. My nice personality is also very shy. I can sing...
    BENDrowned BENDrowned 18-21, F Jun 1, 2013

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    I had a panic attack Friday night and was suicidal, I went to the hospital and the psychiatrist told me he thinks it's likely I have borderline personality disorder. If this is...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 21

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    WHAT IS - A BREAK DOWN OF IT: Personality disorder involve patterns of behavior, mood, social interaction and impulsiveness that causes distress to the one experiencing them...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 2 Responses Sep 8

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    Hi, I am new on EP, and I got here because I wanted to talk about this. Sorry if some things aren't clear, English isn't my mother tongue. I didn't went to any therapy or...
    SemperFilthy SemperFilthy 16-17, F Sep 14

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    I am recently out of the "denial" that I have a disorder. I am consciously aware that the thought processes within my neurological wiring are malfunctioning. I have the behaviors...
    utteringartist87 utteringartist87 26-30 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I see people so happy, with friends and a significant other. And then there's me. I'm so terrified I will spend my life alone. My loneliness is all thanks to my BPD. I just push...
    betelgeusex3 betelgeusex3 22-25, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    and it's taken over my entire life. When I read about others having the disorder, I shift from feeling comforted (when I am relating to their symptoms) to utter hopelessness...
    jasiilovely jasiilovely 22-25, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    how do you love your self as i loathe myself i need love but cant receive my kid parts super angry at my parents as when i was younger i needproper parents and it so affected big...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 3 Responses Sep 11

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    I haven't written in a while. Not that there hasn't been anything to share. Simply that... I've been attempting to live my life without diarizing all of it publicly. I started...
    DanicaER DanicaER 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 20

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    I want to understand borderline more. No, I don't have it. I was misdiagnosed once, but I do have aspergers. Anyways, I have a friend with BPD and I wish to write a book about BPD...
    nikkianni nikkianni 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 4

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    I have 6 different alters they include a child alter, a happy energetic alter, a sad alter, a angry alter and a protector alter. I have had them ever since I was a child and we all...
    Jasmine368 Jasmine368 16-17, F 7 Responses Sep 4

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    I feel really, really bad... I keep having these dreams about how my parents treated me before they put me in a mental hospital, then about the year I spent in the mental hospital...
    Yu12 Yu12 26-30, M 3 Responses Sep 5

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    have you ever stayed in a relationship because you're afraid of being alone? I don't know if I am.. I don't think I am staying in it for that reason.. I love someone so much but...
    kbeary kbeary 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 5

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    does anyone here to know how to cope i get up struggling everyday is a struggle just to get through the day ive gained so much weight that could be it i smoke to much its so black...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 3 Responses Sep 5

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    Just told a girl that said she thought I was cute to **** off and then got totally drunk so I'm gonna rant a bit now! Don't even think you understand what I'm going through! Don't...
    Yu12 Yu12 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 5

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    I think the pills I take could be working but just not in the right way? I take Effexor and Sulpiride. I think they are giving me headaches and also causing me not to care about...
    Beatles22 Beatles22 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 8

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    im feeling down im not sure what to write i feel like i want to give up i feel imature to day nothing works i feel like im just donr everyone is too nice i have a part that doesnt...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 2 Responses Sep 9

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    Ok uhh, talked with my psychiatrist yesterday and we decided to try a three week trial period of no meds! So I'm one day in and I'm getting serious withdrawals... I'm cycling so...
    Yu12 Yu12 26-30, M 3 Responses Sep 10

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    im feeling so angry and rageful inside and im soi sick and tired of people trying to control i feel like i want to hurt my lanlord he is a trigger im trying to getthrough the day i...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F Sep 12

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    I started regularly weekly therapy 5 years ago after a lifetime of severe trauma. I was immediately diagnosed with BPD. Actually, I was pretty thrilled to know there was a real...
    AlleywayGospel AlleywayGospel 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 12

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    And sometimes it feels like a death sentence on long nights like tonight when you realize your only friends in the world are on other continents or halfway across the country all...
    shinjorai shinjorai 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 13

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    i need to vent i called my brother today big fricken mistaken anyways i was telling him about my situation with a my landlord controlling me hes a hole iwasnt being mindful anywas...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 5 Responses Sep 13

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    Hi, I've read a lot of your experiences and most of you talk about "black outs". How does it feel? How can your alters be so disrespectful towards you? I want to know because mine...
    SemperFilthy SemperFilthy 16-17, F 8 Responses Sep 16

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    sorry i need to vent i have no energy dont want to go on i dont want to go on anbymore i feel like such a fat pig i think of certain people i want to do myself im i cant take the...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 3 Responses Sep 18

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    I'm 29 years old, and I have a great amount of social anxiety all the time. When I meet new people, I'm extremely awkward and shy and I don't feel like I can be myself around them...
    AdamLINY AdamLINY 26-30, M Sep 18

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    So, I came to Malaysia a year ago for studying, my cousin whom I met recently came with me, we were both new, we needed each other all the time, we were afraid to stay away from...
    leenalatallah leenalatallah 18-21, F Sep 19

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    This is ruining my life. Impulses I can't control. Anger I cant maintain. Such deep brutal feelings. Scars from head to toe, self inflicted, done so I didn't have to feel my...
    skinfeeder skinfeeder 26-30 3 Responses Sep 20

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    My system is a house. We all live in this house, with our own rooms (bedrooms) and communal rooms. Like the lounge room and library. We also have something like a prison, where the...
    TheDylanWorld TheDylanWorld 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 20

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    Can someone describe to me what it's like to have bpd? How does it affect you? What exactly is it? Thanks so much
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 22

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    And I'm crying right now. Just another extreme low once again. Happens to much. My bf texted me saying we need to talk. I know it's about the fact that I worry about him cheating...
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F Sep 23

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    To all with BPD- have you found someone who truly loves you for you? And who is willing to take care of you when you are having an episode? I'm so scared I will never find someone...
    kbeary kbeary 18-21, F 7 Responses 6 days ago

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    i need to vent i just feel like i cant go on i dont like men sorry yesterdsy imade myself step out in the world go to my friends store to visit i diidnt get home until ten then i...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    It's getting harder and harder at work to control my mood changes. I'm a teacher and must be positive at all times at work and it's hard to do when you are screaming on the inside...
    aligain aligain 31-35, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have BPD and am in a serious live-in relationship. Things are rough, at best, mostly because of my own debilitating issues. Also, I feel so alone. How can you BE with someone...
    DanicaER DanicaER 36-40, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    These past few days have been a blur. I'm constantly switching whenever I get stressed, which is almost every time and everyday. Some freshmen kid at my high school started a fight...
    MultipleRex MultipleRex 16-17, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    i need to write i get up in the morning im tired all the time im probably in my head i believe being overweight for me i cant stand do i stick to something know last nite i called...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Can feel myself growing distant again. It's where I'm most comfortable. Dealing with realizing my codependency issues and trying to work thru those. Surprised my boyfriend hasn't...
    kavlynn99 kavlynn99 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 3

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    It has been suggested that this is what I'm dealing with. I've been reading a lot into it and tbh I think it hits the nail on the head. I've been referred to a psychiatrist to...
    FallenForDeceit FallenForDeceit 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 4

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    i just found this link http://bpd.about.com/od/livingwithbpd/a/Coping.htm , not adding much from what i've already knew but still a nice reading material.. still struggling to...
    yayforKay yayforKay 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 5

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    I hate how you can feel a sad episode coming on yet can do absolutely nothing about it to stop from coming.
    aligain aligain 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 7

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    I hate how I can feel a sad episode coming on yet there is nothing I can do to stop it from coming.
    aligain aligain 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 7

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    Waiting outside my psychiatrist's office! What to talk about today?
    Yu12 Yu12 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 9

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    Well just been diagnosed with bpd and adhd on top of that so just starting to get my head around it all so hope meet other and talk to them about it all
    philipm42 philipm42 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 9

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    I'm tired of feelings like this. I hate getting upset over the smallest things and having impulsive thoughts take over my mind. I don't want to feel angry or sad anymore. I feel...
    highorlow highorlow 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 10

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    Who the **** am I????? I'm so beyond confused right now. It seems like since I got diagnosed idk what was really me and what was the disorder. My anger is irrational, I fall in...
    kavlynn99 kavlynn99 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 11

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