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I Have A Second Personality

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    Hi I will start to introduce them, 1. The child is the most important and sane one of us. The is 5 years old. Innocent and carefree. 2. Surviver Emily is a tough with a military like way of doing things. She is not to be crossed! She had to be born in my hour of need. She was...
    drakneko drakneko 22-25, T 1 Response Feb 2, 2013

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    If you look at me from the outside I am one body. Whether I'm a wolf or whether I'm a human I am one organism. But I feel like different people or different personalities sometimes. In wolf form I am white, I am outgoing and an alpha, and basically all around happy and proud of...
    midnightblood midnightblood 16-17, F Aug 26, 2012

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    I have a second personality. I've been told I'm Bipolar. (Which knowing me I probably am.) One of my personalities is very loving, sweet and caring. My other personality is just plain evil. I'm a prankster on both accounts though. My nice personality is also very shy. I can sing...
    BENDrowned BENDrowned 18-21, F Jun 1, 2013

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    Once upon a time, There was a little girl. The little girl had a mummy and a daddy who said they loved her very much. One day, the little girl was hurt by something she shouldn't...
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    My therapist loaned me a book called "I hate you-don't leave me: understanding the borderline personality" has anybody read it? Any feedback???
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    Yu12 Yu12 26-30, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 Aug 1

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    AnxietyReactor AnxietyReactor 36-40, M 3 Responses Aug 17

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    Keldeo Keldeo 22-25 1 Response Aug 18

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    BeBeautiful95 BeBeautiful95 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    Serenity14 Serenity14 26-30, F 5 Responses Aug 20

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    stephaniekaye stephaniekaye 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    I have been crying for two days straight. I have been sleeping all day because I exhaust myself with my thoughts. Now I can't sleep at night. I have also been very angry with my...
    stephaniekaye stephaniekaye 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    About to be at my first therapy session in a month. Just worked a 16 hour shift, been up for 23 hours and I'm nauseous with anxiety. This can't be over soon enough.
    kavlynn99 kavlynn99 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 31

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