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I Have a Secret Eating Me Alive

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 41 People

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    Probably silly to most, but they get to me.   Ive been eating recently. Not much of a secret but I havent told anyone, does that make sense? Im the girl who doesnt eat, or who purges. Not lately. And Im not proud of my weakness. I slept with Dan. Many times. And I will do...
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 8, 2008

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    I Am So Ashame

    I have this secret that I want to dress like punky brester and have my man *** me is that sick or what...LMAO 
    MiseducatedChik MiseducatedChik 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 8, 2008

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    I Can't Believe I'm Saying This

    I haven't told my therapist, my boyfriend or anyone else for 14 years...   I lost my virginity when I was 13 on a sorta/kinda dare. I am so ashamed of it. I hate myself for it. It has the ability to make me feel dirty still. I don't know when or how I'm going to tell my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Mar 8, 2008

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    Cementerygates' Secret

    To tell you the truth... I havent told this to anyone, but... this may have been said before... Butthe truth is that the person from my past, hates who I am now. And she will never like me now. She hates the changes that have so unwelcomely controled my every word and action...
    cementerygates cementerygates 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 8, 2008

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    If I had a single, cruel bone in my body, I would post a classified advert somewhere, asking for someone who has nothing to do, no reason to stay alive, nothing left to give and no...
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    Secrets........everyone has a secret....one we will never know,....or it wouldn't be a secret!;)
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    When do you like to tell your SECRETS ?
    CODECRACKER2014 CODECRACKER2014 41-45, M 4 days ago

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    I'm not shy to say that i want my girl to ripe my A** :( don't hate :) that's why i feel that I'm a girl and every time i get h**** i get it from my A** :)
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    I will die or I will be alive yes well today answer many peoples question am going in search of answer well am an atheist I dont believe in god or. ghosts but in my village...
    shekarleader shekarleader 18-21, M a week ago

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    I seriously need to slow down on how much I'm eating...because I eat and eat and eat then forget how much I ate and keep going :O the only way I seem to really be motivated to...
    cherriberri cherriberri 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    约定 Agreement by 周蕙远处的钟声回荡在雨里我们在屋檐底下牵手听幻想教堂里头那场婚礼是为祝福我俩而举行From far away, the church bells ring...
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    I did not realize my childhood was ****** up until.. I experienced loads of therapy. As an 8 year old child, I thought I liked cleaning, if you can believe it. "What 8 year old...
    katysailinghome katysailinghome 22-25, F Jan 30

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    How do u purge quietly? So my mom won't hear me
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    I've lost 3 stone in 2 months but I still feel fat :/
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    I dont know what it is about me but everyone tells me there secrets even people i dont really know and not just little secrets but huge dark secrets. I know every secret at my...
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    I have an eating disorder but no one knows. No one will care. My eating disorder is my slow suicide because it's less painful than a bullet to the head. I'm alone and even if I...
    Deeplyflawed89 Deeplyflawed89 26-30, F Jan 28

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    Some of which I'll (eventually) reveal on here. I'm an extremely private person in the real world, it's nice to have an outlet to reveal them anonymously.
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