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I Have a Secret I Can Never Tell

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 338 People

    Mine's A Little Crazy

    Oh, I have a secret I can never tell, except I already have. Part of it. I guess the part I haven't told is the secret though...
    Falcon720 Falcon720 13-15, M Jul 18, 2012

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    So Many

    I hold so many secrets, so many so that it hurts sometimes. So many that I feel a heavy weight on my shoulders through every day of my life. So many that I once was sad. I suffered depression, but one day, I saw what it was like to lose someone. I saw the pain of my family. It...
    akaia akaia 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 3, 2011

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    I Have A Secret

    I have a secret, I cannot tell, About a flying chair, And how it flew, When it was thrown, Across the room, Who it hit, When it landed, That’s all I’m saying, ‘Bout the flying chair, And how it flew.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Oct 1, 2011

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    Abuse

    My biggest secret is that I self harm myself. I have only told my ex girlfriend, one of my ex best friends and my current best friend. This is a huge thing. If my family ever found out I hurt myself they would hate me. It wasn't just cutting. I used to punch myself, throw myself...
    lightsaboveus89 lightsaboveus89 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 25, 2011

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    Secret

    well it's a secret... I can't say what it is... but I'm loving it!
    sadladylover sadladylover 36-40 Mar 2, 2012

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    Secrets

    Secrets,Have many,So many,Hidden,In the closet,Don't know,Where to start,Today,I've decided,I'm not opening it!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 5, 2012

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    I Will Tell. But Shhhhh....

    My most haunting childhood memory. It's my biggest secret. One that is so big i'm still dealing with the emotional scars to this day. And I probably will for the rest of my life up until the day I die. I was molested by my own uncle when I was 7 years old, up...
    ScarletDreams ScarletDreams 16-17, F 14 Responses Sep 2, 2010

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    A Secret

    You want to know my secret, then you got to pay big bucks or else I won't tell.  ;)
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Jun 21, 2011

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    I have told my fiancé my secret.

    And I tried to share it here once but people were cruel and blamed me. They didn't even try to understand or listen.
    Jeradactyl Jeradactyl 22-25, F Jun 14, 2014

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    Hush It's A Secret!

    i'm not supposed to tell anyone now
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 15, 2010

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    Misdirected

    It's not much of a secret to the world, but it is to me. They all think that when I'm acting all hyper, I've either had a dosage of coke or chocolate... They're wrong...oh so wrong.. I act hyper when I'm holding back the tears.. Like anger and sadness explodes in you when you've...
    xSilverWillowx xSilverWillowx 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 17, 2011

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    Why Is It a Secret ?!

    I always thought why certain things in our life we fear to tell and soo we call them secrets ? Just the thought of leting it out makes me feel like I'm falling with no 1 to hold me, that's why I rather to hold the weight then fall. Worst thing to happen is telling someone about...
    unknowngurl unknowngurl 26-30, F 10 Responses Mar 5, 2009

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    Dark Secrets

    I have more dark secrets then anybody should.People think they know me....but they are wrong.My mind is twisted, my heart is stone cold.Being alone has made it worse.I have done things,said things,seen things no one could imagine.No one knows my secrets.And no one probably will...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 17, 2011

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    Help Me With My Soccer Club

    Hi i am 16 living around orange county and i am writing this because i need somone or any place that can help me get a sponsor for my club soccer. I am almost there for my soccer season to start in September, but there a rule in my club that if players dont pay a certain amount...
    jeno7 jeno7 16-17 2 Responses Sep 2, 2010

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    Scar I'm So Sorry...

    This secret has been tearing me apart inside every day.About a year ago me and a friend were out in he forest running.We ran into this big clearing when he yelled at me to stop.Well, I didn't stop.He is alot faster then me so he ran up and shoved me to the ground.Thats when I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Aug 16, 2011

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    He Says He Needs Me

    I need you too. No, I need you to listen to me. Withhold your reaction, and listen with a fair ear. Put aside your judgments, so I can tell you my secret. I've been keeping it for so long, and it needs to escape. I need you too. No, I need you to respect who I am, and where...
    Vellamo Vellamo 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 16, 2011

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    I Have a Secret

     and i will tell. because no-one i know uses this site :P I have OCD. Call me a freak if you want, but you have no-one to tell :P plus im a master at hiding it. there one less secret for me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jun 24, 2009

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    I have a few secrets all related to something

    that I can never tell... I've only told a very tiny part of the secret to 1 person on skype. I would need to have a lot of trust in someone to tell them :( sometimes you just wish you could tell something but then no one would think of you the same (I'm not gay, trans, or doing...
    tyman512 tyman512 16-17, M May 22, 2014

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    Never Ever!!

    I have a secret that I would rather die before telling! It eats me up everyday and makes me angry as hell to know that I keep doing it but at the same time I am too ashamed to tell a soul! I would rather live in pain and misery than to live with my secret in the open!
    Brokenyounglife Brokenyounglife 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 7, 2013

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    Tell

    I have a big secret which I may or may not tell.  It all depends....
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 17, 2011

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    ..

    nobody knows not even my closest bff and it stays that way I take it to my grave... its bad, very bad.... eats me up inside but I cant say a word........... a few in fact but one that is big and well push it down and it does not exist right>?
    MeltedFlowers MeltedFlowers 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 2, 2010

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    Secrets Upon Secrets.

    If you directly ask me, I will tell you anything you want to know. But there are two in particular that I REFUSE to admit. I will die with those secrets.
    SgtWalrus SgtWalrus 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 15, 2013

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    My Little Secret...

     Well, here goes. I've never told this to anyone before, but I just need to let it out, and since no one I know use this site, it should be perfectly safe for me to tell. I have what technically would be called a "mutation" But it is not a mutation as in what you...
    Dmark91 Dmark91 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 12, 2009

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    Secret

    I have many many secrets that i cant tell.
    annie1953 annie1953 56-60, F Oct 23, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I have so many secrets that I can never tell anyone......sometimes I wish I could just open up to someone trustworthy and basically be an open book telling them all of the things I...
    GirlWithADangerousMind GirlWithADangerousMind 22-25, F Jan 6

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    What's happening to me? Lately I just feel like everyone is against me. Nobody cares about me in this world. My friends are more like an acquaintance more like a close friend. I...
    gueswhobb gueswhobb 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    They are great memories I'd never trade for anything. Camp fires, girlfriends, kindergarden, my first school dance, my first kiss. I can never forget them nor would I want to
    NewBeginnings5 NewBeginnings5 22-25 2 Responses Jan 8

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    secrets that I have never shared with anyone. painful and shameful. wonder if you can let them go without sharing.
    serendipitousone serendipitousone 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    I have maybe....6 secrets that I have never told to anyone. Not even family members know what they are o.O
    Heart4Jesus Heart4Jesus 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    Before you read the title and go "ohhhh yeah it's gonna be one of *those* where he writes about some perverted topic" it's not one of those. .. In my deepest heart of hearts what...
    CaptainMarvelous CaptainMarvelous 18-21, M Jan 3

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    I enjoy remembering the time when I was a kid and used to believe in indirect kissing. When I was playing with this certain kid I had a crush on, I secretly put my palm on my lips...
    dakilangdreamer dakilangdreamer 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    The sky was black; the wind blew with such force the trees could barley stand, swaying as if they where conscious beings; understanding the world and all its secrets. I was...
    AngelOrionNevarious AngelOrionNevarious 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    Last week I became official with the guy that I've had a thing with for a few months. He's my best friend's brother so I get to see him a lot but every one pretty much knew there...
    katd1234 katd1234 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 12

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    I literally have so many secrets, I try to talk about them, sometimes but it doesn't help. I still feel the guilt and will always have the memories of it. nobody understands how...
    SweeterThanFiction SweeterThanFiction 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    Hello I am 20 year old iam an engineer student I live with my family (it's normal in my country) i used to be happy or normal with no problem but i was think differently than...
    mohammdomoush mohammdomoush 18-21, M Jan 11

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    Looking up the ceiling all night just thinking about the STUPID things I did with my life and wishing I could change it and telling myself it shouldn't have never happen.. But it...
    DaOneandOnlyOne DaOneandOnlyOne 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 13

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    The only people who tell me they love me and mean it are my parents, no one else.
    Mindofanintrovert Mindofanintrovert 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 25, 2014

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    He invited me to spend my weekend with his family(just his mother and his sister). I went and thought it went pretty well because his mom really kind to me. When i asked him...
    mimsNayla mimsNayla 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    You know how they tell couples to "get a room"? Well we did and we got walked in on, by his sister/my best friend. My boyfriend and I have had a thing for a while, but finally...
    katd1234 katd1234 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 16

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    If you want to read a story about a 16 year olds life, the ups and downs so far in the few years of experience he has had, then please, feel free to read. The main focus on this...
    Fsfl Fsfl 16-17, M 1 Response a week ago

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    God im so stupid. In got into deep this time. I ruined it all but then again what was there to ruin? There never was it was all an illusion. Just something to keep me around as I...
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel 31-35, F Dec 24, 2014

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    I've never been someone's first love. I've never been someone's first choice. Im too old to ever be that to anyone now. There will always be their true love on their mind. They...
    JJjenniejones JJjenniejones 41-45, F 10 Responses Jan 8

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    Memories are significant to me... Some are warmly cherished moments, floating upon the clouds along with my dreams. Never ceasing to display their depth of happiness... often...
    WithGracefulness WithGracefulness 46-50, F 7 Responses Jan 12

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    Basically it sucks balls, and all i know is i have a COMPLETELY different view of what my doctors are telling me, and they wont stop saying i don't have a choice other that to have...
    willowfae willowfae 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I loved him way before we got married to other people and i still cant seem to stop loving him and he loves me too i know but cant say it for obvious reasons . We met as teenagers...
    solongago2 solongago2 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    what makes memories flash into your mind, when they come they can make you smile or they can make you cry, but I am so glad that I have each and every one of them, just had one...
    Shamrock40 Shamrock40 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 3

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    I want to forget, but can't. I'm haunted by them and the ripple effect it had on my life. I've experienced the darkest side of people, people I thought I could trust, people I...
    fracturedforever fracturedforever 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 9

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    My right testicle is the size of a tennis ball. I finally went to the doctor on Monday. They did an ultrasound and now I have an appointment with a urologist on Friday afternoon...
    Littlewing4 Littlewing4 51-55 3 days ago

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