I Have a Secret I Can Never Tell

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 370 People

    Help Me With My Soccer Club

    Hi i am 16 living around orange county and i am writing this because i need somone or any place that can help me get a sponsor for my club soccer. I am almost there for my soccer season to start in September, but there a rule in my club that if players dont pay a certain amount...
    jeno7 jeno7
    2 Responses Sep 2, 2010

    Hush It's A Secret!

    i'm not supposed to tell anyone now
    deleted deleted
    Nov 15, 2010


    I have many many secrets that i cant tell.
    annie1953 annie1953
    56-60, F
    Oct 23, 2011

    Mine's A Little Crazy

    Oh, I have a secret I can never tell, except I already have. Part of it. I guess the part I haven't told is the secret though...
    Falcon720 Falcon720
    13-15, M
    Jul 18, 2012

    Why Is It a Secret ?!

    I always thought why certain things in our life we fear to tell and soo we call them secrets ? Just the thought of leting it out makes me feel like I'm falling with no 1 to hold me, that's why I rather to hold the weight then fall. Worst thing to happen is telling someone about...
    unknowngurl unknowngurl
    26-30, F
    10 Responses Mar 5, 2009

    I have only told one person,

    but no one else. It is horrifying and I can't even tell y someone would do this to me. He was aweful and wanted something I was not willing to give.
    AlphaFire AlphaFire
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Jan 11


    Secrets,Have many,So many,Hidden,In the closet,Don't know,Where to start,Today,I've decided,I'm not opening it!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Jan 5, 2012

    My Little Secret...

     Well, here goes. I've never told this to anyone before, but I just need to let it out, and since no one I know use this site, it should be perfectly safe for me to tell. I have what technically would be called a "mutation" But it is not a mutation as in what you...
    Dmark91 Dmark91
    18-21, M
    1 Response Oct 12, 2009

    and well i hold it with me .

    I treasure my ability to keep a secret
    Angelinawhitepromdresseveryday Angelinawhitepromdresseveryday
    16-17, F
    Jan 8

    So Many

    I hold so many secrets, so many so that it hurts sometimes. So many that I feel a heavy weight on my shoulders through every day of my life. So many that I once was sad. I suffered depression, but one day, I saw what it was like to lose someone. I saw the pain of my family. It...
    akaia akaia
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 3, 2011

    Dark Secrets

    I have more dark secrets then anybody should.People think they know me....but they are wrong.My mind is twisted, my heart is stone cold.Being alone has made it worse.I have done things,said things,seen things no one could imagine.No one knows my secrets.And no one probably will...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Aug 17, 2011

    Secrets Upon Secrets.

    If you directly ask me, I will tell you anything you want to know. But there are two in particular that I REFUSE to admit. I will die with those secrets.
    SgtWalrus SgtWalrus
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Sep 15, 2013


    well it's a secret... I can't say what it is... but I'm loving it!
    sadladylover sadladylover
    Mar 2, 2012

    I Have a Secret

     and i will tell. because no-one i know uses this site :P I have OCD. Call me a freak if you want, but you have no-one to tell :P plus im a master at hiding it. there one less secret for me.
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jun 24, 2009


    It's not much of a secret to the world, but it is to me. They all think that when I'm acting all hyper, I've either had a dosage of coke or chocolate... They're wrong...oh so wrong.. I act hyper when I'm holding back the tears.. Like anger and sadness explodes in you when you've...
    xSilverWillowx xSilverWillowx
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 17, 2011


    nobody knows not even my closest bff and it stays that way I take it to my grave... its bad, very bad.... eats me up inside but I cant say a word........... a few in fact but one that is big and well push it down and it does not exist right>?
    MeltedFlowers MeltedFlowers
    31-35, F
    1 Response Sep 2, 2010


    I have a big secret which I may or may not tell.  It all depends....
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    1 Response Aug 17, 2011

    Scar I'm So Sorry...

    This secret has been tearing me apart inside every day.About a year ago me and a friend were out in he forest running.We ran into this big clearing when he yelled at me to stop.Well, I didn't stop.He is alot faster then me so he ran up and shoved me to the ground.Thats when I...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Aug 16, 2011

    A Secret

    You want to know my secret, then you got to pay big bucks or else I won't tell.  ;)
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    Jun 21, 2011

    He Says He Needs Me

    I need you too. No, I need you to listen to me. Withhold your reaction, and listen with a fair ear. Put aside your judgments, so I can tell you my secret. I've been keeping it for so long, and it needs to escape. I need you too. No, I need you to respect who I am, and where...
    Vellamo Vellamo
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 16, 2011

    I Will Tell. But Shhhhh....

    My most haunting childhood memory. It's my biggest secret. One that is so big i'm still dealing with the emotional scars to this day. And I probably will for the rest of my life up until the day I die. I was molested by my own uncle when I was 7 years old, up...
    ScarletDreams ScarletDreams
    16-17, F
    14 Responses Sep 2, 2010

    I have told my fiancé my secret.

    And I tried to share it here once but people were cruel and blamed me. They didn't even try to understand or listen.
    Jeradactyl Jeradactyl
    22-25, F
    Jun 14, 2014

    I have a few secrets all related to something

    that I can never tell... I've only told a very tiny part of the secret to 1 person on skype. I would need to have a lot of trust in someone to tell them :( sometimes you just wish you could tell something but then no one would think of you the same (I'm not gay, trans, or doing...
    tyman512 tyman512
    16-17, M
    May 22, 2014

    Never Ever!!

    I have a secret that I would rather die before telling! It eats me up everyday and makes me angry as hell to know that I keep doing it but at the same time I am too ashamed to tell a soul! I would rather live in pain and misery than to live with my secret in the open!
    Brokenyounglife Brokenyounglife
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Mar 7, 2013

    I Have A Secret

    I have a secret, I cannot tell, About a flying chair, And how it flew, When it was thrown, Across the room, Who it hit, When it landed, That’s all I’m saying, ‘Bout the flying chair, And how it flew.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Oct 1, 2011

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    Fuzzies Fuzzies
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    1 Response Apr 20
    I havee. I can't say they are my best friends now, but when they were, oh boy did we do some stupid stuff! I think it's only right I end my time here on EP with a positive, fun...
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    Apr 20
    I'm usually very good at keeping secrets but for some reason, this the one secret I can't seem to want to hold onto. My friend's boyfriend just called and told me he bought the...
    blackbear12 blackbear12
    22-25, F
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    Since today is the last day of being able to post for the foreseeable future, I thought I should let everybody know a few things about me. 1) I love the great outdoors. I could...
    HaleyAnnabelle HaleyAnnabelle
    18-21, F
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    Get this song out of my head. Grisi variation. I have to learn it and now I'm going to dream about that variation I swear. I also can't remind you after EP closes to positively...
    FieryWolf FieryWolf
    16-17, F
    Apr 19
    I have been told this so many times. "I love you forever" "I'll be there for you always" but none really stepped up to prove it. Either they get tired too easily or isn't really...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
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    If I love you, I will love you forever. Even if the feeling diminishes over time, in no way will it disappear into nothing; a small part of me will still love the memory of you...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
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    I’m posting this hoping for feedback from a third party. I’ve been told by friends that my boyfriend is abusing me emotionally. - He only supports what I do if he likes it...
    LoreleiLoch LoreleiLoch
    18-21, F
    Apr 19
    Words and pictures between us are only between us. If I tell you something it's true. I don't believe in lying. It does not get you anywhere, it's useless. If you tell me something...
    blushedcheeks blushedcheeks
    46-50, F
    Apr 19
    I like this girl in my tech school but I can't tell her because she wouldn't care. She talks to a lot of guys and craziest part is we have a snapchat and we had a great convo on...
    YourSecretAdmire22 YourSecretAdmire22
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 18
    Some are my own, some were told to me, some I've observed without the knowledge of the subject...
    SparkofDecency SparkofDecency
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 18
    I wrote these words about life before you: "I have no idea how I ever went through life without feeling your absence." It made me cry because now your absence is all I feel.
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    2 Responses Apr 17
    This particular memory somehow keeps floating into my head. When you called me "your beautiful and worthwhile complication." Until it got far too complicated though, right? My...
    VioletVivid VioletVivid
    Apr 17
    I just realized one day that I like him again and its killing me I know I will never have him, he already likes someone else he is someone I can never reach, can I just delete all...
    girlpandaaa girlpandaaa
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 16
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    Blueberrybliss Blueberrybliss
    18-21, F
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    I gave up on it a long time ago, but damn hope popped up for a minute. for what now seems like a brief moment of time I thought I was going to have what I craved most in this world...
    kk1874 kk1874
    31-35, F
    Apr 15
    nobody knows it but me. better to bury it.. forget about it.. and move on.. :p
    yayepisoverimsad yayepisoverimsad
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 15
    I know I said That my previous story would be my last, but I'd be such ungrateful woman if I did not write this about and to a friend of mine.Nearly five years ago, I joined...
    Soossie Soossie
    51-55, F
    5 Responses Apr 14
    Wanna exchange secrets???????
    16-17, M
    Apr 14
    My bf and I are in a long distance relationship. Yes, long distance relationships are little hard to maintain but they are not impossible! so all the people who say they (long...
    deleted deleted
    6 Responses Apr 14
    How to tell my pastor parents that I don't really believe in God anymore? (with facts about the holes in the bible but with love)? My dad is the pastor and my mom is the co-pastor...
    DespicableTruth DespicableTruth
    22-25, F
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    Nine important facts to remember as we grow older: Number 9 - Death is the number 1 killer in the world. Number 8 - Life is sexually transmitted. Number 7 - Good health is merely...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Apr 11
    My childhood was not happy as everyone remembers it but it was full of all the abusive you can imagine which impacted my future and all my life I am trying to run from it and not...
    remains27 remains27
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 11
    Dark private secrets that I have held to myself for over fifty years. Like the time i was in the apple orchard, something I didnt even trust to tell my wife. Then there is...
    boldtimer boldtimer
    66-70, M
    Apr 10
    I'm attracted to men who are already in long, committed relationships because on some level I know they can never actually commit to me. I'm afraid I'm a terrible person with no...
    kenna2 kenna2
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    Last time I said, I love you wholeheartedly, it was to my mother before she passed...
    ChrisErizo1 ChrisErizo1
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    yes i have many secrets for some that now are not completely secret anymore as more and more find out about me as i come out or get exposed and outed but some of my extended family...
    alexiswcd alexiswcd
    56-60, T
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    sabrina01 sabrina01
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    11 Responses Apr 9
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    cmom96 cmom96
    18-21, F
    Apr 9
    Alright will somebody explain what's going on?? I've now had two young girls that want to have a baby and tell me stuff dirty and I say things like what's a **** and I can go and...
    burpfartlover69 burpfartlover69
    18-21, M
    Apr 8
    Indigo27 Indigo27
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    3 Responses Apr 8
    Yesterday I caught a glimpse of you again, and for a brief moment the memories of what used to be brought a short smile to my face.
    ChrisErizo1 ChrisErizo1
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