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I Have a Secret I Can Never Tell

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    I have a big secret which I may or may not tell.  It all depends....
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 17, 2011

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    A Secret

    You want to know my secret, then you got to pay big bucks or else I won't tell.  ;)
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Jun 21, 2011

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    Misdirected

    It's not much of a secret to the world, but it is to me. They all think that when I'm acting all hyper, I've either had a dosage of coke or chocolate... They're wrong...oh so wrong.. I act hyper when I'm holding back the tears.. Like anger and sadness explodes in you when you've...
    xSilverWillowx xSilverWillowx 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 17, 2011

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    Abuse

    My biggest secret is that I self harm myself. I have only told my ex girlfriend, one of my ex best friends and my current best friend. This is a huge thing. If my family ever found out I hurt myself they would hate me. It wasn't just cutting. I used to punch myself, throw myself...
    lightsaboveus89 lightsaboveus89 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 25, 2011

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    He Says He Needs Me

    I need you too. No, I need you to listen to me. Withhold your reaction, and listen with a fair ear. Put aside your judgments, so I can tell you my secret. I've been keeping it for so long, and it needs to escape. I need you too. No, I need you to respect who I am, and where...
    Vellamo Vellamo 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 16, 2011

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    So Many

    I hold so many secrets, so many so that it hurts sometimes. So many that I feel a heavy weight on my shoulders through every day of my life. So many that I once was sad. I suffered depression, but one day, I saw what it was like to lose someone. I saw the pain of my family. It...
    akaia akaia 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 3, 2011

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    Dark Secrets

    I have more dark secrets then anybody should.People think they know me....but they are wrong.My mind is twisted, my heart is stone cold.Being alone has made it worse.I have done things,said things,seen things no one could imagine.No one knows my secrets.And no one probably will...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 17, 2011

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    I have told my fiancé my secret.

    And I tried to share it here once but people were cruel and blamed me. They didn't even try to understand or listen.
    Jeradactyl Jeradactyl 22-25, F Jun 14

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    Why Is It a Secret ?!

    I always thought why certain things in our life we fear to tell and soo we call them secrets ? Just the thought of leting it out makes me feel like I'm falling with no 1 to hold me, that's why I rather to hold the weight then fall. Worst thing to happen is telling someone about...
    unknowngurl unknowngurl 26-30, F 10 Responses Mar 5, 2009

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    nobody knows not even my closest bff and it stays that way I take it to my grave... its bad, very bad.... eats me up inside but I cant say a word........... a few in fact but one that is big and well push it down and it does not exist right>?
    MeltedFlowers MeltedFlowers 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 2, 2010

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    Secret

    well it's a secret... I can't say what it is... but I'm loving it!
    sadladylover sadladylover 36-40 Mar 2, 2012

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    I Have a Secret

     and i will tell. because no-one i know uses this site :P I have OCD. Call me a freak if you want, but you have no-one to tell :P plus im a master at hiding it. there one less secret for me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jun 24, 2009

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    Secret

    I have many many secrets that i cant tell.
    annie1953 annie1953 56-60, F Oct 23, 2011

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    Never Ever!!

    I have a secret that I would rather die before telling! It eats me up everyday and makes me angry as hell to know that I keep doing it but at the same time I am too ashamed to tell a soul! I would rather live in pain and misery than to live with my secret in the open!
    Brokenyounglife Brokenyounglife 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 7, 2013

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    Hush It's A Secret!

    i'm not supposed to tell anyone now
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 15, 2010

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    Secrets Upon Secrets.

    If you directly ask me, I will tell you anything you want to know. But there are two in particular that I REFUSE to admit. I will die with those secrets.
    LunaKye LunaKye 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 15, 2013

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    I Will Tell. But Shhhhh....

    My most haunting childhood memory. It's my biggest secret. One that is so big i'm still dealing with the emotional scars to this day. And I probably will for the rest of my life up until the day I die. I was molested by my own uncle when I was 7 years old, up...
    ScarletDreams ScarletDreams 16-17, F 14 Responses Sep 2, 2010

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    I have a few secrets all related to something

    that I can never tell... I've only told a very tiny part of the secret to 1 person on skype. I would need to have a lot of trust in someone to tell them :( sometimes you just wish you could tell something but then no one would think of you the same (I'm not gay, trans, or doing...
    tyman512 tyman512 16-17, M May 22

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    Secrets

    Secrets,Have many,So many,Hidden,In the closet,Don't know,Where to start,Today,I've decided,I'm not opening it!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 5, 2012

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    Scar I'm So Sorry...

    This secret has been tearing me apart inside every day.About a year ago me and a friend were out in he forest running.We ran into this big clearing when he yelled at me to stop.Well, I didn't stop.He is alot faster then me so he ran up and shoved me to the ground.Thats when I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Aug 16, 2011

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    I Have A Secret

    I have a secret, I cannot tell, About a flying chair, And how it flew, When it was thrown, Across the room, Who it hit, When it landed, That’s all I’m saying, ‘Bout the flying chair, And how it flew.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Oct 1, 2011

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    Help Me With My Soccer Club

    Hi i am 16 living around orange county and i am writing this because i need somone or any place that can help me get a sponsor for my club soccer. I am almost there for my soccer season to start in September, but there a rule in my club that if players dont pay a certain amount...
    jeno7 jeno7 16-17 2 Responses Sep 2, 2010

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    Mine's A Little Crazy

    Oh, I have a secret I can never tell, except I already have. Part of it. I guess the part I haven't told is the secret though...
    Falcon720 Falcon720 13-15, M Jul 18, 2012

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    My Little Secret...

     Well, here goes. I've never told this to anyone before, but I just need to let it out, and since no one I know use this site, it should be perfectly safe for me to tell. I have what technically would be called a "mutation" But it is not a mutation as in what you...
    Dmark91 Dmark91 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 12, 2009

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    I have maybe....6 secrets that I have never told to anyone. Not even family members know what they are o.O
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    You are a tough, lean, mean Marine; boy you certainly live up to the expectation. You stand one head taller than me. You can easily cover my whole head with both your hands, but I...
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    I don't understand why you did what you did and blame me for you smashing my heart into a thousand pieces. You think I was bluffing when I said that I loved you? I don't...
    SgtRecker97 SgtRecker97 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 18

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    so this is from the end of my freshman year, it was part of an assignment, but its all mine. my creativity. so here it is: As Juliet sees her body lying on the ground lifeless...
    LawrenceGirl16 LawrenceGirl16 16-17, F Nov 28

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    I miss having my best friend who not only made me feel great but also put me in check with brutal honesty. never judging regardless of my flaws but just accepted me for who I am...
    True2myHeart True2myHeart 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 15

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    The only people who tell me they love me and mean it are my parents, no one else.
    Mindofanintrovert Mindofanintrovert 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I was naive to have believed you when you said you loved me. I didn't even know that i would fall so in love with you when we first met. I treated you as a good and close friend...
    Shimmerz479 Shimmerz479 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 18

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    The title explains it all, and it is so true i dont see why people have to fake so much about love.It is three words which will turn anybody on I LOVE YOU they should be used in a...
    dareingggirl dareingggirl 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 27

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    I just want someone I can tell everything to, someone who will really care about me and what I have to say. I hate keeping everything inside!
    courtalicious courtalicious 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 14

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    So I havnt seen my uncle in years! I saw him for the first time last night and gave me money! I'm not a person to accept cash like that! They made me keep it! Turns out he was...
    Kevin444 Kevin444 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 14

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    God im so stupid. In got into deep this time. I ruined it all but then again what was there to ruin? There never was it was all an illusion. Just something to keep me around as I...
    wickedlilangel69 wickedlilangel69 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    I was raped by a man that was never put into jail. It's hard to forgot when you still see him everyday
    revolvingaroundmusic11 revolvingaroundmusic11 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    Ah yes. Whitehorse cadet summer training Center, July 20th-August 4th 2014. Best time of my life. Even the bad parts! Domino dancing by Petshop boys brings back some great memories...
    louisrcac louisrcac 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 10

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    I decided to read some of my old Facebook chats I had with some friends. One of them was from my ex boyfriend 2 years ago. I still remember how I felt, where I was at, and what I...
    christarose96 christarose96 18-21, F Dec 11

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    It was the night of 8th of December when I met her for the first time. Ever since that day I never had feelings for anyone but her. I was falling for her and she knew it because...
    HerrJay HerrJay 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I miss my dead husband...I can't even breath without him...3 months passed now ..it's horrible to think that he is gone forever..
    loly88 loly88 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    To be honest.. I cant figure out wether i ache for this person or if i ache for the "happiness&feelings" i had with this person. I have been like this for quite some time now, and...
    MichellexxLevine314 MichellexxLevine314 16-17, F Dec 9

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    Doesn't everyone? My story began as typical of the times in some form or fashion.Born to a single Black mother and lover at the time who turned out to be a married man my early...
    Serkha Serkha 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I sometimes feel like I shouldn't be this knowledgable, this openminded, this empowered and confident about myself. Throughout my childhood, my parents were too busy to interact...
    twelves twelves 22-25 1 Response Dec 11

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    No one knows about my self harm and no one knows I'm suffering from depression that it f*cks me all time. N one knows when everybody's sleeping I'm awake crying myself, cursing my...
    laineswift13 laineswift13 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I even remember my first birthday, I think it could be some type of disorder, but I like it.
    Enderjones Enderjones 22-25, M 2 hrs ago

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