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I Have a Secret I Can Never Tell

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 387 People

    I Will Tell. But Shhhhh....

    My most haunting childhood memory. It's my biggest secret. One that is so big i'm still dealing with the emotional scars to this day. And I probably will for the rest of my life up until the day I die. I was molested by my own uncle when I was 7 years old, up...
    ScarletDreams ScarletDreams 16-17, F 14 Responses Sep 2, 2010

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    Secrets Upon Secrets.

    If you directly ask me, I will tell you anything you want to know. But there are two in particular that I REFUSE to admit. I will die with those secrets.
    SgtWalrus SgtWalrus 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 15, 2013

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    I have a few secrets all related to something

    that I can never tell... I've only told a very tiny part of the secret to 1 person on skype. I would need to have a lot of trust in someone to tell them :( sometimes you just wish you could tell something but then no one would think of you the same (I'm not gay, trans, or doing...
    tyman512 tyman512 16-17, M May 22, 2014

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    Tell

    I have a big secret which I may or may not tell.  It all depends....
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 17, 2011

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    Secret

    well it's a secret... I can't say what it is... but I'm loving it!
    sadladylover sadladylover 36-40 Mar 2, 2012

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    Secret

    I have many many secrets that i cant tell.
    annie1953 annie1953 56-60, F Oct 23, 2011

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    Mine's A Little Crazy

    Oh, I have a secret I can never tell, except I already have. Part of it. I guess the part I haven't told is the secret though...
    Falcon720 Falcon720 13-15, M Jul 18, 2012

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    I Have a Secret

     and i will tell. because no-one i know uses this site :P I have OCD. Call me a freak if you want, but you have no-one to tell :P plus im a master at hiding it. there one less secret for me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jun 24, 2009

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    I have told my fiancé my secret.

    And I tried to share it here once but people were cruel and blamed me. They didn't even try to understand or listen.
    Jeradactyl Jeradactyl 22-25, F Jun 14, 2014

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    My Little Secret...

     Well, here goes. I've never told this to anyone before, but I just need to let it out, and since no one I know use this site, it should be perfectly safe for me to tell. I have what technically would be called a "mutation" But it is not a mutation as in what you...
    Dmark91 Dmark91 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 12, 2009

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    He Says He Needs Me

    I need you too. No, I need you to listen to me. Withhold your reaction, and listen with a fair ear. Put aside your judgments, so I can tell you my secret. I've been keeping it for so long, and it needs to escape. I need you too. No, I need you to respect who I am, and where...
    Vellamo Vellamo 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 16, 2011

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    ..

    nobody knows not even my closest bff and it stays that way I take it to my grave... its bad, very bad.... eats me up inside but I cant say a word........... a few in fact but one that is big and well push it down and it does not exist right>?
    MeltedFlowers MeltedFlowers 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 2, 2010

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    Scar I'm So Sorry...

    This secret has been tearing me apart inside every day.About a year ago me and a friend were out in he forest running.We ran into this big clearing when he yelled at me to stop.Well, I didn't stop.He is alot faster then me so he ran up and shoved me to the ground.Thats when I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Aug 16, 2011

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    Why Is It a Secret ?!

    I always thought why certain things in our life we fear to tell and soo we call them secrets ? Just the thought of leting it out makes me feel like I'm falling with no 1 to hold me, that's why I rather to hold the weight then fall. Worst thing to happen is telling someone about...
    unknowngurl unknowngurl 26-30, F 10 Responses Mar 5, 2009

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    Misdirected

    It's not much of a secret to the world, but it is to me. They all think that when I'm acting all hyper, I've either had a dosage of coke or chocolate... They're wrong...oh so wrong.. I act hyper when I'm holding back the tears.. Like anger and sadness explodes in you when you've...
    xSilverWillowx xSilverWillowx 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 17, 2011

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    So Many

    I hold so many secrets, so many so that it hurts sometimes. So many that I feel a heavy weight on my shoulders through every day of my life. So many that I once was sad. I suffered depression, but one day, I saw what it was like to lose someone. I saw the pain of my family. It...
    akaia akaia 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 3, 2011

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    I Have A Secret

    I have a secret, I cannot tell, About a flying chair, And how it flew, When it was thrown, Across the room, Who it hit, When it landed, That’s all I’m saying, ‘Bout the flying chair, And how it flew.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Oct 1, 2011

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    A Secret

    You want to know my secret, then you got to pay big bucks or else I won't tell.  ;)
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Jun 21, 2011

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    Secrets

    Secrets,Have many,So many,Hidden,In the closet,Don't know,Where to start,Today,I've decided,I'm not opening it!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 5, 2012

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    Hush It's A Secret!

    i'm not supposed to tell anyone now
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 15, 2010

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    Never Ever!!

    I have a secret that I would rather die before telling! It eats me up everyday and makes me angry as hell to know that I keep doing it but at the same time I am too ashamed to tell a soul! I would rather live in pain and misery than to live with my secret in the open!
    Brokenyounglife Brokenyounglife 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 7, 2013

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    and well i hold it with me .

    I treasure my ability to keep a secret
    Angelinawhitepromdresseveryday Angelinawhitepromdresseveryday 16-17, F Jan 8

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    I have only told one person,

    but no one else. It is horrifying and I can't even tell y someone would do this to me. He was aweful and wanted something I was not willing to give.
    AlphaFire AlphaFire 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 11

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    Help Me With My Soccer Club

    Hi i am 16 living around orange county and i am writing this because i need somone or any place that can help me get a sponsor for my club soccer. I am almost there for my soccer season to start in September, but there a rule in my club that if players dont pay a certain amount...
    jeno7 jeno7 16-17 2 Responses Sep 2, 2010

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    Dark Secrets

    I have more dark secrets then anybody should.People think they know me....but they are wrong.My mind is twisted, my heart is stone cold.Being alone has made it worse.I have done things,said things,seen things no one could imagine.No one knows my secrets.And no one probably will...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 17, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    You leave me so frustrated because you will not listen to me, nor believe me. All the lies, leaves me enveloped in pain and grief, then left to deal with it.I've never lied to you...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Secrets........everyone has a secret....one we will never know,....or it wouldn't be a secret!;)
    Spitbak Spitbak 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    When do you like to tell your SECRETS ?
    CODECRACKER2014 CODECRACKER2014 41-45, M 2 days ago

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    I wish I could forget this one memory it's been coming back on and off recently. It was something I allowed to happen that I shouldn't have. I don't really feel guilty I just feel...
    cvlt cvlt 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    What if you’ve died…?Dear myI don’t really know how to call you, but I think you know what I mean…That day when I have heard you could have died my heart...
    Estranea Estranea 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    I think that the only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memories are the only things that dont change; when everybody else does.
    Poisonprincess2 Poisonprincess2 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm not shy to say that i want my girl to ripe my A** :( don't hate :) that's why i feel that I'm a girl and every time i get h**** i get it from my A** :)
    xxCamiliaxx xxCamiliaxx 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I swear if my ep profile randomly gets added to ONE MORE GROUP...
    peepmoo peepmoo 18-21 5 days ago

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    Actually it's a someone. But then don't we all, really?
    LuvinKitty LuvinKitty 51-55, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    THIS IS MIGHT BE A TRUE STORY: ANGELA got into a really big fight with her foster Mother one day. After losing her marbles during the fight, she walked down several city blocks...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    When you're forced to do time in a Psychological ward.... all of a sudden you develop an issue with doctors especially with needles. I wonder why?
    TowerJimmyDabzs TowerJimmyDabzs 31-35, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    This is a true story of an event that happened to me a while back; also funny and kinda weird :D. When I was 2 years old, in my neighborhood they used to have a farm just around...
    Tagstar2000 Tagstar2000 13-15, M 6 days ago

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    Some amazing memories of the years gone by. Dancing the night away in the rain with the love of my life and waking up to the most amazing morning. Would not trade it for anything...
    Poisonprincess2 Poisonprincess2 36-40, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm married to a woman i dont love and the woman i do love i let go for the sake of my famliy she waited for a year to see if i would leave my wife when i didnt she met someone...
    hikk01 hikk01 41-45, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Disowning family is rough But often needed So me does At 48 But at 49 Its a tornado of pain Rivaling what the wealthy did After they bought congress But in...
    JustBipolarMe JustBipolarMe 46-50, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    going to family day trips to the beach .when my son was born. and when I met my friend Emma when I was 13 had some good laughs. and meeting you for very first time Friday 30th of...
    deadbyaprilpromiseme deadbyaprilpromiseme 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    Join me if you want. I am bit crazy, but good at heart. I hope i will have money autumn 2016. Starting from Croatia. Daily active, night party.
    Neslanasrdela Neslanasrdela 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    Releasing my belated love of my life's things back into the universe.
    bearhug13 bearhug13 56-60, M 1 Response a week ago

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