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I Have a Secret I Have Never Told Anyone

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    All Alone

    When I am all alone I pull out my ace bandages and camo cargo shorts and my brothers favorite shirt and dress like a boy.
    schellystarstruckk schellystarstruckk 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 27, 2013

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    It's Bugging Me!

    I've been meaning to tell my wife this secret, but I don't know how. Post in the comments how I can break it to her! DO IT NOW!
    BoopaTrooper BoopaTrooper 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 5, 2012

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    You Can Stay Trapped But I Won't Be There With You.

    I have a secret that I have never told anyone. Not even my best friends. Because I wasn't sure if it was true. And I'm afraid that no one's gonna be my friends anymore. Today i knew about something that I've always known but never wanted to face it. This secret is up in my chest...
    iwillnevertellthem iwillnevertellthem 18-21 1 Response Aug 29, 2010

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    Secrets

    Let’s be honest we’ve all got secrets. I kept my sexuality a secret for years, I’ve got a secret crush on someone at my gym – pretty average as far as secrets go. But there are many among us who have secrets beyond the realms of our comprehension. Think of...
    gerardfsmith gerardfsmith 41-45, M 3 Responses Dec 5, 2010

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    My Secret

    I was practicing celibacy but started having sexual desires. Three years ago, one day as I was passing a self car wash located in an alley behind other businesses. I noticed a guy there older than me washing his truck. No one else was there but him. I parked across from him and...
    Nikki858 Nikki858 41-45, F 13 Responses Sep 6, 2013

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    Just One...

    We all have our secrets. Past mistakes, relationships, regrets that we tell only a select few. But this particular one is known to none, the one that I am vaguely going to divulge into here.No one has any idea how many coats of concealer I use (and I'm not talking about my face...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Oct 5, 2012

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    It Is My Big Secret!!!

         I listen to opera....   and i love it....     *shhhhh!* don't tell!!
    rainbowclouds rainbowclouds 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 15, 2009

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    I Have A Secret...

    It's been eating away at me for years, but I don't think I'm ready to let it out just yet...I've been waiting for the "right time" forever, but it never seems to come. I hope someday soon I'll be strong enough to share.
    artiste411 artiste411 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 27, 2010

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    A Secret I Kept To Myself For Years

    Back in 1988 the year my first daughter was born I was married to a man I really loved but no not my daughter's father, A man that treated me right for a while till he showed what his true colors where. My baby was only a couple of months old and my husband and I got into a fight...
    Tweetybird2012 Tweetybird2012 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 12, 2013

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    I Told My Friend My Secret.

    I told my friend a secret and she's the only one that knows my secret. The secret it I cut I told her my reason and she said she understood but I don't think she dose nobody really understands me. They don't understand me when I tell them I'm not like everyone else that I have a...
    EmoUnicorns EmoUnicorns 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2012

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    Addiction

    Hello People Of World,My name is Chris (male) and I am addicted to gay **** and ************.  I'm not gay but just seeing another male ********** turns me on.  I hate doing it but i just can't seem to stop doing it.  Everyday when I come out if the shower is dry my skin, hop...
    chrest12 chrest12 13-15 1 Response Jun 8, 2012

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    Something I'Ve Never Told Anyone

    I've never really told anybody this. I'm an 18 year old girl, and I grew up in a home with very strict parents where being "yourself" was never really acceptable. Ever since I can remember, I've always been more attracted to girls than men. I watch lesbian **** and I like to look...
    AlwaysHollyster AlwaysHollyster 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 23, 2013

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    I Love Her So Much Though...

    I am very confident in my sexuality, and I know that I am straight, but I have a friend that I think I might be falling in love with. We're both women. I don't want to have any type of sexual relationship with her at all. I don't want to make out with her, or touch her where I...
    TheFinalSojourner TheFinalSojourner 18-21, F Oct 31, 2012

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    It's Driving Me Crazy

    I have a secret from when i was younger. No one knows about it and i won't ever have the courage to tell anyone about it! Sometimes i forget about it but when i remember it again. I feel so disgusted with myself and ashamed. I also feel really guilty because i won't ever be 100...
    DrowningInMyOwnSorrow DrowningInMyOwnSorrow 18-21, F 1 Response May 21, 2012

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    Total Harry Potter Moment

    The title makes this story sound like something lighthearted, but it just reminds me of a part from the fifth movie, "The Order of the Phoenix", when Harry is sympathetic towards Voldemort because he has no one, and no one has him. In fifth grade, the middle school band came up...
    TheFinalSojourner TheFinalSojourner 18-21, F Nov 6, 2012

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    Do You Want to Share Your Secret?

    Is there something about you that you haven't told your family, friends or partner? Do you have a job they wouldn't approve of? Do you live one way by day and another by night? MTV is searching for people that are struggling with keeping their secret from their loved ones, co...
    want2shareyourstory want2shareyourstory 31-35 Jun 25, 2009

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    I Was A Victim Of Domestic Violence For Many Years

    and today I am a degreed professional psychotherapist------------and no one knows my secret. Why? Because I would get the same psychological/emotional abuse from others that I got from my ex. I've heard the disdain you have for women who stay with abusers. You call her stupid...
    Shannen2 Shannen2 46-50 Sep 8, 2012

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    Shhhhhhh.

    *whispers* i have a secret about a boy.
    JadedDeath JadedDeath 26-30, F 5 Responses Apr 1, 2011

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    This is pretty stupid but.

    .. All of my friends think that I lost my virginity ages ago. I've never had a boyfriend, or even seriously kissed a guy (who was sober). I want to tell my best friends that I lied about all of my relationships, but I'm too scared to do so, especially since they all are involved...
    bellamarie9182 bellamarie9182 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    A Painful Numbness

    This is my 1st time ever posting on this website. I've been feeling *numb* for over a year now. Something had happened to me that caused me to feel "dissociated" but that's another long story. Everyday I felt it but I would push myself to go on and move forward and live and work...
    mediajunk11 mediajunk11 22-25 3 Responses Oct 13, 2013

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    Secret

    I will keep your secret if you keep mine.  :)
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 5 Responses Aug 14, 2011

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    And I'm Still Not Telling Anyone...

    ...at least not until EP enables the feature to allow posting stories anonymously!I sometimes wonder if I need to share the secret with my boyfriend simply because I don't want secrets between us......It wasn't cheating on him...it wasn't illegal.
    OMGitsRiley OMGitsRiley 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 16, 2012

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    I Broke His Stuff

    When my parets divorced (when I was 15) I broke and stole some of my dad's stuff. I scratched his Alfa Romeo (sports car) with my belt buckel, broke the keel off of a very expensive model boat, and stole the letters he wrote to his mom from Vietnam.
    spidey6 spidey6 26-30 1 Response Nov 2, 2012

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    i cant tell anyone because ill get in major

    trouble and most likely lose all my friends :/
    wwefan332 wwefan332 13-15, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I Did Something Impossible

    I started thinking about how I'm in love with my female best friend yesterday, and after mulling it over with mine, and other's opinions, I finally just told her today. I'm not good at talking though, so I actually wrote her a letter that I wrote as a story because she loves to...
    TheFinalSojourner TheFinalSojourner 18-21, F Nov 1, 2012

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    Monster

    Several of my friends have known a person in their life that has a particularly evil personality. Someone that they think of as a monster. Well, what I've never confessed to them is that I know a monster too. It's me....
    evilnotshy evilnotshy 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19, 2013

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    I Cant Tell

    i have a secret, i want to tell others but i know life will change if i tell! i just want it to be better!! i know i need help and I've thought about it but getting help means telling people! but i don't like keeping this secret it just gets worse and stressful! i wish i never...
    xxxktxxx xxxktxxx 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 1, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I have secrets that only my boyfriend and best friend know to their full extent. I have a pretty troubled past and it has led me to some trauma. I was extremely depressed for a...
    MellifluousMilkshake MellifluousMilkshake 18-21, F Apr 8

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    Never been on a date which really isn't surprising when you consider the fact that guys don't approach me. Dating seems fun, hopefully I'll get to do it soon😊 I haven't really...
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    I fear men and boys. I don't like being touched by people. I wish I would have told but it's too late now. It first started in the 5th grade. I remember the day it happened. I kept...
    EmyD EmyD 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    First I thought I was bi,but now I'm not so shure .i find myself really attracted to girls but never to boys.Im afraid to come out,every time my friends talk about lesbians there...
    crazcat97 crazcat97 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    It's equality week this week and at school we had to write down our secrets and they're going to put it on a big wall XD
    YukiiCCX YukiiCCX 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 8

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    My life isn't falling apart, its falling together. Why do I do the things I do? Why do I hurt the people I love most so unexpectedly? Isn't it obvious? I'm done here. In this world...
    Blissfulkissofdeath Blissfulkissofdeath 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 10

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    You should never ever underestimate anyone in anything. its illogical to do so I learn that the hard way things are not always as they appear to be
    Returnoflordtyrant Returnoflordtyrant 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    I am so self conscious and have so much social anxiety I never had the courage to date somone
    Maddya Maddya 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 9

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    I was a teenager in the early to mid 1980's the time when it felt like HIV was going to be a world wide epidemics you'd see in one of those zombie films. I'm not a perfectly...
    AGothicOdyssey AGothicOdyssey 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    they put sanction on me and it ruined my life I left because all I need to say was I had a desire to stop. I found something new and they still ruined that to . Now I still have a...
    judp judp 46-50, M Apr 5

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    i tried to write a poem for you, and realized that i could not. I guess you have done a very good job at leaving me speechless.
    NefelibataAggression NefelibataAggression 18-21, F Mar 23

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    I have so many, hard to believe sometimes but no regrets. Will only share privately..
    kbarbaro kbarbaro 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    The willow by the lake one love at stake two hearts would break nothing more to take the sun sets casting a shadow of a figure hanging from the tree that girl that meant so much to...
    tatterdremains tatterdremains 13-15, M Apr 9

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    You don't know me you just know who I pretend to be
    tatterdremains tatterdremains 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 10

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    These demons they are my own a tortured soul cast of in the cold left to discover a world unknown the lonesome silence a burden to hold the only company are these voices inside my...
    tatterdremains tatterdremains 13-15, M 5 days ago

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    When did hustling women become the new norm for men? I'm thinking its been going on forever maybe I'm just more aware of it now?
    QuietStar76 QuietStar76 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    Watching my future slips away as I go down memory lane
    tatterdremains tatterdremains 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    And she said maybe angels weren't meant to fly
    tatterdremains tatterdremains 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    A broken soul cast aside left to wonder aimlessly without a light to guide it on it's journey back home, back to me
    tatterdremains tatterdremains 13-15, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Without you there is no joy in my life all the happiness gone now I'm nothing but a shell of how I used to be back when I was me
    tatterdremains tatterdremains 13-15, M 14 hrs ago

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    Yet... but the time may be coming soon.
    yulico yulico 13-15, F 6 Responses Mar 21

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    I wonder how it would be like and if I would be any good at it
    TKM126 TKM126 13-15, M Apr 7

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    I have never told anyone about this. It happened when I was on vacation. I had a boyfriend that time back home, but he had some trust issues. Until one time, we fought and I ran...
    chocofrappe249 chocofrappe249 22-25 1 day ago

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    Gypsy Shack Haunting By Paul Dale Roberts, HPI Esoteric Detective HPI (Hegelianism Paranormal Intelligence) International https://www.facebook.com/#!/groups/HPIinternational...
    PaulDaleRoberts PaulDaleRoberts 51-55, M Apr 6

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    Ok so. I haven't told anyone that I cut but I don't do it a lot. Maybe once a mouth but I've never told anyone. And I don't think that any one knows. But I just really have to get...
    Awkward0Turtle Awkward0Turtle 13-15 Apr 8

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    Would love to hear advice or similar stories... I was raped when I was 6 and adopted at birth. I never told anyone until I was 15. I am 18 now. I was assaulted last month again. I...
    liv10101 liv10101 16-17, F Apr 11

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    Well I never told anyone about it because I didn't think it was a big deal! Well I told my mom and dad yesterday! My step dad use to touch me and stuff
    mcginnis98 mcginnis98 13-15, F 3 Respo