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I Have a Secret I Have Never Told Anyone

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    This is pretty stupid but.

    .. All of my friends think that I lost my virginity ages ago. I've never had a boyfriend, or even seriously kissed a guy (who was sober). I want to tell my best friends that I lied about all of my relationships, but I'm too scared to do so, especially since they all are involved...
    bellamarie9182 bellamarie9182 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 1, 2014

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    My Secret

    On the outside, I have many friends, and my social life is great. I workout daily, and I am in great shape. I am doing awesome in my studies, and I am on the road to becoming a lawyer. I appear to everyone who knows me to be doing great. Or so it would seem.... However, what they...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Dec 26, 2012

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    I Love Her So Much Though...

    I am very confident in my sexuality, and I know that I am straight, but I have a friend that I think I might be falling in love with. We're both women. I don't want to have any type of sexual relationship with her at all. I don't want to make out with her, or touch her where I...
    TheFinalSojourner TheFinalSojourner 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 31, 2012

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    I Have A Secret...

    It's been eating away at me for years, but I don't think I'm ready to let it out just yet...I've been waiting for the "right time" forever, but it never seems to come. I hope someday soon I'll be strong enough to share.
    artiste411 artiste411 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 27, 2010

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    It's Bugging Me!

    I've been meaning to tell my wife this secret, but I don't know how. Post in the comments how I can break it to her! DO IT NOW!
    BoopaTrooper BoopaTrooper 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 5, 2012

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    ive had dreams im a male being toped by another

    male sexually even though im not male
    KenRanWolfy KenRanWolfy 18-21, T 2 Responses Mar 30

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    Just One...

    We all have our secrets. Past mistakes, relationships, regrets that we tell only a select few. But this particular one is known to none, the one that I am vaguely going to divulge into here.No one has any idea how many coats of concealer I use (and I'm not talking about my face...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Oct 5, 2012

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    Do You Want to Share Your Secret?

    Is there something about you that you haven't told your family, friends or partner? Do you have a job they wouldn't approve of? Do you live one way by day and another by night? MTV is searching for people that are struggling with keeping their secret from their loved ones, co...
    want2shareyourstory want2shareyourstory 31-35 Jun 25, 2009

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    Does That Surprise You?

    ?? My secret is that I used to be a cutter and I still do sometimes. The only person that knows is my husband. Most of you know my history and pains from my childhood. I cut to relieve the mental agnoies of the rape, abuse, and neglect I endured during my child years. There is...
    Blackbarbie27 Blackbarbie27 26-30, F Aug 23, 2014

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    And I'm Still Not Telling Anyone...

    ...at least not until EP enables the feature to allow posting stories anonymously!I sometimes wonder if I need to share the secret with my boyfriend simply because I don't want secrets between us......It wasn't cheating on him...it wasn't illegal.
    OMGitsRiley OMGitsRiley 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 16, 2012

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    I Broke His Stuff

    When my parets divorced (when I was 15) I broke and stole some of my dad's stuff. I scratched his Alfa Romeo (sports car) with my belt buckel, broke the keel off of a very expensive model boat, and stole the letters he wrote to his mom from Vietnam.
    spidey6 spidey6 26-30 1 Response Nov 2, 2012

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    Even though it affects others,

    I will never be able to tell one sercret. No one would listen. No one would believe me. So there's no point. There's no end to it. It's never going to stop. There's another one can ever know. I'm the only one who knows, even with that, I'm not sure if it's a dream or memory...
    JustAskAnything JustAskAnything 16-17, F 4 Responses Jun 14, 2014

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    No One Knows That I Am On Here

    My EP account is a secret. I have a lot of secrets and issues in my life and no one knows it. I just can’t tell real things about me, because they are too personal. No one really knows how I really feel about my self and everything else around me. Those feelings are in my...
    confessionstotell confessionstotell 13-15, M 5 Responses Dec 30, 2010

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    I Cant Tell

    i have a secret, i want to tell others but i know life will change if i tell! i just want it to be better!! i know i need help and I've thought about it but getting help means telling people! but i don't like keeping this secret it just gets worse and stressful! i wish i never...
    xxxktxxx xxxktxxx 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2009

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    i cant tell anyone because ill get in major

    trouble and most likely lose all my friends :/
    wwefan332 wwefan332 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 17, 2014

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    jumpersforgoalposts jumpersforgoalposts 51-55, M 2 Responses Feb 17

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    Secrets

    Let’s be honest we’ve all got secrets. I kept my sexuality a secret for years, I’ve got a secret crush on someone at my gym – pretty average as far as secrets go. But there are many among us who have secrets beyond the realms of our comprehension. Think of...
    gerardfsmith gerardfsmith 41-45, M 3 Responses Dec 5, 2010

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    I've never had the strength

    or like the right words to tell ANYONE that I'm gay... But I told my Bestfriend tonight.. Not really, I made her guess until she got it right. Im not really sure how she took it though because she immediately changed the subject. But it does feel so much better now that she...
    ConfusedLittleTeenagedGirl ConfusedLittleTeenagedGirl 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 12

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    But the truth is some secrets are better kept

    in the dark. You can't "unlearn" something you've uncovered, so it should be no surprise people like me will painstakingly take measures to prevent anyone knowing what I do
    Hereforlols Hereforlols 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 29

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    I have a secret but I'm scared to say it.

    I'm not like that in anyway. Maybe it was a dream or it actually happen I don't remember which one was it. I was 12-13 when it occur.
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    You Can Stay Trapped But I Won't Be There With You.

    I have a secret that I have never told anyone. Not even my best friends. Because I wasn't sure if it was true. And I'm afraid that no one's gonna be my friends anymore. Today i knew about something that I've always known but never wanted to face it. This secret is up in my chest...
    iwillnevertellthem iwillnevertellthem 18-21 1 Response Aug 29, 2010

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    A Painful Numbness

    This is my 1st time ever posting on this website. I've been feeling *numb* for over a year now. Something had happened to me that caused me to feel "dissociated" but that's another long story. Everyday I felt it but I would push myself to go on and move forward and live and work...
    mediajunk11 mediajunk11 22-25 3 Responses Oct 13, 2013

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    Addiction

    Hello People Of World,My name is Chris (male) and I am addicted to gay **** and ************.  I'm not gay but just seeing another male ********** turns me on.  I hate doing it but i just can't seem to stop doing it.  Everyday when I come out if the shower is dry my skin, hop...
    chrest12 chrest12 13-15 1 Response Jun 8, 2012

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    Not anyone in real life,

    anyway. I once had an account here and shared it, but I got tired of ONLY talking about that, so I got rid of the old account and made a new one. The secret is hidden in an encrypted file on my computer. I need some help! Has anyone experienced their videos, in such an...
    YuriXWolfram86 YuriXWolfram86 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 8, 2014

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    I Told My Friend My Secret.

    I told my friend a secret and she's the only one that knows my secret. The secret it I cut I told her my reason and she said she understood but I don't think she dose nobody really understands me. They don't understand me when I tell them I'm not like everyone else that I have a...
    EmoUnicorns EmoUnicorns 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2012

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    I Was A Victim Of Domestic Violence For Many Years

    and today I am a degreed professional psychotherapist------------and no one knows my secret. Why? Because I would get the same psychological/emotional abuse from others that I got from my ex. I've heard the disdain you have for women who stay with abusers. You call her stupid...
    Shannen2 Shannen2 46-50 Sep 8, 2012

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    My Secret

    I was practicing celibacy but started having sexual desires. Three years ago, one day as I was passing a self car wash located in an alley behind other businesses. I noticed a guy there older than me washing his truck. No one else was there but him. I parked across from him and...
    Nikki858 Nikki858 46-50, F 13 Responses Sep 6, 2013

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    Monster

    Several of my friends have known a person in their life that has a particularly evil personality. Someone that they think of as a monster. Well, what I've never confessed to them is that I know a monster too. It's me....
    evilnotshy evilnotshy 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19, 2013

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    My Secret - I was possibly almost raped one day

    but I was too young to understand. Until I realized they took advantage of me and it was a sexual assault.
    Ornah27 Ornah27 13-15, F Jan 18

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    Shhhhhhh.

    *whispers* i have a secret about a boy.
    JadedDeath JadedDeath 26-30, F 5 Responses Apr 1, 2011

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    It's Driving Me Crazy

    I have a secret from when i was younger. No one knows about it and i won't ever have the courage to tell anyone about it! Sometimes i forget about it but when i remember it again. I feel so disgusted with myself and ashamed. I also feel really guilty because i won't ever be 100...
    DrowningInMyOwnSorrow DrowningInMyOwnSorrow 18-21, F 1 Response May 21, 2012

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    I Did Something Impossible

    I started thinking about how I'm in love with my female best friend yesterday, and after mulling it over with mine, and other's opinions, I finally just told her today. I'm not good at talking though, so I actually wrote her a letter that I wrote as a story because she loves to...
    TheFinalSojourner TheFinalSojourner 18-21, F Nov 1, 2012

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    It Is My Big Secret!!!

         I listen to opera....   and i love it....     *shhhhh!* don't tell!!
    rainbowclouds rainbowclouds 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 15, 2009

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    luckyzach luckyzach 18-21, M Mar 29

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    All Alone

    When I am all alone I pull out my ace bandages and camo cargo shorts and my brothers favorite shirt and dress like a boy.
    schellystarstruckk schellystarstruckk 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 27, 2013

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    My father died from a lightning strike

    when I was two. My mother raised the four of us for 12 years on her own. She was just 27 when he died! So young and alone I can't imagine. Over my life, I've had these quasi-memories or impressions of something that has bothered me to even ponder. I know when I was very...
    wantadoover wantadoover 56-60, M 17 hrs ago

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    I've never told anyone this

    but I'm going to share this with everyone here I want to get married someday and I can promise you this future wife I will always be their for you when you need someone I will be your everything and will give you my world and heart our wedding is going to be the best one ever...
    LuisB3344 LuisB3344 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 30

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    Something I'Ve Never Told Anyone

    I've never really told anybody this. I'm an 18 year old girl, and I grew up in a home with very strict parents where being "yourself" was never really acceptable. Ever since I can remember, I've always been more attracted to girls than men. I watch lesbian **** and I like to look...
    AlwaysHollyster AlwaysHollyster 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 23, 2013

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    When I was 8-9, I planned to take my life on my

    16th birthday. January 14th. That event was soon coming close and January came and I stayed home from school, I couldn't function. I couldn't breathe. I didn't want to face anybody that day. I knew what I had to do. It was night and I tied a noose in my closet. Everything was...
    mightymouse69 mightymouse69 16-17, F 1 Response May 26

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    Total Harry Potter Moment

    The title makes this story sound like something lighthearted, but it just reminds me of a part from the fifth movie, "The Order of the Phoenix", when Harry is sympathetic towards Voldemort because he has no one, and no one has him. In fifth grade, the middle school band came up...
    TheFinalSojourner TheFinalSojourner 18-21, F Nov 6, 2012

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    Does That Surprise You???

    My secret is that I used to be a cutter and I still do sometimes. The only person that knows is my husband. Most of you know my history and pains from my childhood. I cut to relieve the mental agnoies of the rape, abuse, and neglect I endured during my child years. There is...
    Blackbarbie1987 Blackbarbie1987 26-30, F 29 Responses Jan 23, 2013

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    It Rips Me Up Inside

     I wish i could just scream it out to the world and be done with it but that would be the end of my life as i know it i have even cryed over it several times i wish i could write it on here but i cant in case anybody recognises me id be realy ashamed too. i dont Think any of...
    LunaWolff LunaWolff 18-21, F 10 Responses May 28, 2009

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    I have a secret, which no one knows about.

    ..... and no one will, until I find the right person, which will be hard Don't trust anyone
    BloodCravings BloodCravings 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 30

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    Secret

    I will keep your secret if you keep mine.  :)
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F 5 Responses Aug 14, 2011

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