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I Have a Secret I Have Never Told Anyone

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    Something I'Ve Never Told Anyone

    I've never really told anybody this. I'm an 18 year old girl, and I grew up in a home with very strict parents where being "yourself" was never really acceptable. Ever since I can remember, I've always been more attracted to girls than men. I watch lesbian **** and I like to look...
    AlwaysHollyster AlwaysHollyster 22-25, F 3 Responses Oct 23, 2013

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    jumpersforgoalposts jumpersforgoalposts 51-55, M 2 Responses Feb 17, 2015

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    I think I might be turning into a creep.

    I can't find anyone to date me to save my life but I work in a dept where I'm the only man out of a staff of about 40. Also, I do nutrition assessments for children where I work. Some of these little girls are too cute! When they want to sit on my lap, I'm so tempted to let them...
    Mossonarock Mossonarock 41-45, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    blueprint432 blueprint432 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I think I am the reincarnated spirit of Christ.

    yes I know that sounds horrible for a simple human to say, but think about, hear me out. I am nothing just skin and bone and I bleed just like ever other human. I have always been told things before they happen. I been shown things that are yet to happen. I have been saved from...
    Amber237 Amber237 51-55, F 1 Response Nov 21, 2015

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    I've never had the strength

    or like the right words to tell ANYONE that I'm gay... But I told my Bestfriend tonight.. Not really, I made her guess until she got it right. Im not really sure how she took it though because she immediately changed the subject. But it does feel so much better now that she...
    ConfusedLittleTeenagedGirl ConfusedLittleTeenagedGirl 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 12, 2015

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    I ve no friends in school.

    I actually need someone who understands me, apologize me, help me. I always feels singe due to no friends. I am having so called friends but they r all trust less. I was always teased by every friends i ve made
    Bondedme Bondedme 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    Hello, I never sought professional help

    for this and because of the nature of the incidents, I have never discussed it with anyone in my real life. When I was 12, my mom had a fling with a guy at the resort were were staying that summer. She was married to my dad, but would bond with a guy she met at the resort...
    Morris1968 Morris1968 46-50, M Dec 14, 2015

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    Secrets

    Let’s be honest we’ve all got secrets. I kept my sexuality a secret for years, I’ve got a secret crush on someone at my gym – pretty average as far as secrets go. But there are many among us who have secrets beyond the realms of our comprehension. Think of...
    gerardfsmith gerardfsmith 41-45, M 3 Responses Dec 5, 2010

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    As hard as I try I can not watch the tv

    programing that is on today. when I see humans being naughty or lying or having sex with strangers or their best friends husband, oh my I just can not take it. I cry....yes I cry....I can not watch sitcoms or soap operas. it hurts me to my soul to see what they are teaching the...
    Amber237 Amber237 51-55, F 1 Response Nov 23, 2015

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    ive had dreams im a male being toped by another

    male sexually even though im not male
    KenRanWolfy KenRanWolfy 18-21, T 2 Responses Mar 30, 2015

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    I like temptation but I try my hardest not to

    do it cause I don't want to go to hell .
    blueprint432 blueprint432 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I Have A Secret...

    It's been eating away at me for years, but I don't think I'm ready to let it out just yet...I've been waiting for the "right time" forever, but it never seems to come. I hope someday soon I'll be strong enough to share.
    artiste411 artiste411 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 27, 2010

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    But the truth is some secrets are better kept

    in the dark. You can't "unlearn" something you've uncovered, so it should be no surprise people like me will painstakingly take measures to prevent anyone knowing what I do
    Hereforlols Hereforlols 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 29, 2015

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    Only one person knows

    that I'm attracted to transgender women. It was a pansexual woman I dated long distance for a while that was also attracted to them.
    OrganicMachina OrganicMachina 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    My father died from a lightning strike

    when I was two. My mother raised the four of us for 12 years on her own. She was just 27 when he died! So young and alone I can't imagine. Over my life, I've had these quasi-memories or impressions of something that has bothered me to even ponder. I know when I was very...
    wantadoover wantadoover 56-60, M 2 Responses Jul 27, 2015

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    Does That Surprise You???

    My secret is that I used to be a cutter and I still do sometimes. The only person that knows is my husband. Most of you know my history and pains from my childhood. I cut to relieve the mental agnoies of the rape, abuse, and neglect I endured during my child years. There is...
    Blackbarbie1987 Blackbarbie1987 26-30, F 27 Responses Jan 23, 2013

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    hisham98 hisham98 16-17, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Even though it affects others,

    I will never be able to tell one sercret. No one would listen. No one would believe me. So there's no point. There's no end to it. It's never going to stop. There's another one can ever know. I'm the only one who knows, even with that, I'm not sure if it's a dream or memory...
    JustAskAnything JustAskAnything 16-17, F 4 Responses Jun 14, 2014

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    I have a secret, which no one knows about.

    ..... and no one will, until I find the right person, which will be hard Don't trust anyone
    BloodCravings BloodCravings 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 30, 2015

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    I've never told anyone this

    but I'm going to share this with everyone here I want to get married someday and I can promise you this future wife I will always be their for you when you need someone I will be your everything and will give you my world and heart our wedding is going to be the best one ever...
    LuisB3344 LuisB3344 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 30, 2015

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    I have so many of these,

    they've never been told and they never will.
    CheyCheyAislinn CheyCheyAislinn 13-15, F Sep 7, 2015

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    well my cousin knows

    because it was at her house and she was with me but when I was 10 or so I peed in a diaper and liked it...so the next few times I went I peed in diapers those times too but then I stopped because I felt like I was going to get caught by someone...
    aby2015 aby2015 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I haven't really been able to admit this out

    loud so I will just have to type it. I'm very confused, I'm think I want to be a boy but I am a girl, because although I have a boyfriend I still like girls, does this make me bisexual? Whenever I go shopping I generally get men's shirts or trousers. I have never told anyone...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 1, 2015

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    luckyzach luckyzach 18-21, M Mar 29, 2015

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    I Was A Victim Of Domestic Violence For Many Years

    and today I am a degreed professional psychotherapist------------and no one knows my secret. Why? Because I would get the same psychological/emotional abuse from others that I got from my ex. I've heard the disdain you have for women who stay with abusers. You call her stupid...
    Shannen2 Shannen2 46-50 Sep 8, 2012

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    FT141 FT141 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    i am ftm transexual and I'm sure now.

    it's not a secret on online but in school&family, it is. it really is.
    darklotus01 darklotus01 13-15, T 1 Response 2 days ago

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    One day, maybe two years ago,

    I had attempted scuicide, I felt as if I was alone and at the time I didn't have any friends, they had all began to dislike me due to another "friend" starting rumors, as it would be one day I went home after school feeling especially depressed as I spent that entire day reading...
    Gage13Flores Gage13Flores 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I like seeing people bleed

    and die but I never killed I just like the color and flow of blood I don't drink it trust me I am not into canabaslism .
    blueprint432 blueprint432 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    And I'm Still Not Telling Anyone...

    ...at least not until EP enables the feature to allow posting stories anonymously!I sometimes wonder if I need to share the secret with my boyfriend simply because I don't want secrets between us......It wasn't cheating on him...it wasn't illegal.
    OMGitsRiley OMGitsRiley 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 16, 2012

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    ep has a way of helping people get their

    secrets out without thinking. i think i've revealed more to people here in a few months than i have in a lifetime out in the real world
    trailsonrails trailsonrails 51-55, M 3 Responses Oct 3, 2015

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    It Is My Big Secret!!!

         I listen to opera....   and i love it....     *shhhhh!* don't tell!!
    rainbowclouds rainbowclouds 18-21, F 4 Responses Sep 15, 2009

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    And that secret is...

    . Well its a secret. I'm taking it to the grave!
    GrinchFairy GrinchFairy 16-17 2 days ago

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    I guess I cant say that I have never told

    anyone anymore. I told a love I met on here . But outside of her, no one knows, not even my wife. It is so odd that i would meet a lady online and be so close to her to tell her my darkest secrets, things that I hadn't let out of their box in over fifty years. And still I know...
    boldtimer boldtimer 66-70, M 1 day ago

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    Okay here's my secret.

    It's probably not much to most people but it's something I just need to get off my chest. As a senior in HS I'm often regarded as a semi popular kid in cool. People say I'm incredibly friendly, loyal and sincere. I'm regarded as a respectful person who's incredibly confident...
    Xirzin Xirzin 18-21, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    i am attracted to brown girls.

    avg looking with dark eyes and beautiful smile.
    Lashary Lashary 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    My Secret

    I was practicing celibacy but started having sexual desires. Three years ago, one day as I was passing a self car wash located in an alley behind other businesses. I noticed a guy there older than me washing his truck. No one else was there but him. I parked across from him and...
    Nikki858 Nikki858 46-50, F 13 Responses Sep 6, 2013

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    It Rips Me Up Inside

     I wish i could just scream it out to the world and be done with it but that would be the end of my life as i know it i have even cryed over it several times i wish i could write it on here but i cant in case anybody recognises me id be realy ashamed too. i dont Think any of...
    LunaWolff LunaWolff 18-21, F 10 Responses May 28, 2009

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    When I was 8-9, I planned to take my life on my

    16th birthday. January 14th. That event was soon coming close and January came and I stayed home from school, I couldn't function. I couldn't breathe. I didn't want to face anybody that day. I knew what I had to do. It was night and I tied a noose in my closet. Everything was...
    TheSilentOnes TheSilentOnes 16-17, F 1 Response May 26, 2015

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    My Secret

    On the outside, I have many friends, and my social life is great. I workout daily, and I am in great shape. I am doing awesome in my studies, and I am on the road to becoming a lawyer. I appear to everyone who knows me to be doing great. Or so it would seem.... However, what they...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Dec 26, 2012

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    This is pretty stupid but.

    .. All of my friends think that I lost my virginity ages ago. I've never had a boyfriend, or even seriously kissed a guy (who was sober). I want to tell my best friends that I lied about all of my relationships, but I'm too scared to do so, especially since they all are involved...
    bellamarie9182 bellamarie9182 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 1, 2014

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    I Did Something Impossible

    I started thinking about how I'm in love with my female best friend yesterday, and after mulling it over with mine, and other's opinions, I finally just told her today. I'm not good at talking though, so I actually wrote her a letter that I wrote as a story because she loves to...
    TheFinalSojourner TheFinalSojourner 18-21, F Nov 1, 2012

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    My Secret - I was possibly almost raped one day

    but I was too young to understand. Until I realized they took advantage of me and it was a sexual assault.
    Ornah27 Ornah27 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 18, 2015

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