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I Have A Secret To Share

Have a secret? Secret life? Something you want to share? Let it out! 6,323 People

    I know this is going to sound really ridiculous

    coming from someone of my age. I really want to be in a relationship. I act like I don't want to or that I shouldn't be concerned about it but I can't help how I feel. I know that it's due to my insecurity. Whenever I see people together I envy them.
    Casualdeviant Casualdeviant 18-21 7 Responses Feb 21

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    The secret I have to share is,

    I don't why I keep fantazing about every girl I come across. It's bad, I want to get rid of it. It's just the version of me, I don't want to be
    GhulamMustafaJr GhulamMustafaJr 18-21, M 2 Responses May 5

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    I don't believe in love.

    . my ex ruined it for me I know I shouldn't let it get to me but he's ruined me and I'm scared to find the one and when I catch feelings I end it because I'm scared in going to get hurt ?? I know ridiculous but he hurt me so bad
    Blazie69 Blazie69 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 1

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    I am shamelessly addicted to standing on the

    city sidewalk. Breathing in the toxic air, counting how many times I can make myself feel dizzy before I see a haze of black-gray stars, and feel my knees buckle beneath me. There's something wonderful about letting yourself go for just a minute and then gaining all of the...
    lynnox lynnox 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    I Still Hold A Candle For My First Real Love.

    I still can't shake her.  It is weird.  I know there will never be another opportunity, that ship set sale way too long ago.  It is actually probably unhealthy that I still feel this way.  But we can't always help the way we feel.  Often it is, simply...
    jtfwall jtfwall 26-30 37 Responses Feb 8, 2010

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    I told my mom that I was going to my friends

    house after work to celebrate her birthday, but instead I spent the night with a guy 18 years old than me and got drunk, high, and had sex for the first time. I feel bad because I lied but then again I'm 20 and I've never lived a normal teen life so I finally felt free.
    LoveWash95 LoveWash95 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    I Don't Like Spending Time With My Family.

    My family is really filled with good people, there is no doubt of that.  I don't want to paint a picture of them as a collection of monsters or crazies or otherwise relatively unenjoyable people. In fact, they are great in many ways and many people love to be around them...
    EPjake EPjake 26-30, M 28 Responses Feb 8, 2010

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    I had an abortion. I think about it all the

    time but I know there isn't anyone to confide in. I was pregnant, and could have had a baby. I would have a two year old child right now. It's so mind-boggling. Part of me wonders if my attachment to kids come from this experience. Maybe I secretly AM longing for genuine love...
    mylifesajoke mylifesajoke 18-21, F 7 Responses Mar 2, 2014

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    Secret Thats Been Ruining My Life

    I just remebered why i cant have kids. No kid is gonna want a mother that never got over nocturanal erisess or whatever the hell its called. They'll be embaressed of me. I could keep it a secret from them but what will they say when ur doing laundry at two in the morning...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Jan 8, 2013

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    twistedmr twistedmr 46-50, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I am wearing a slightly wet goodnight

    and it feels fantastic :) You might think that's really messed up but if you try it you'll be hooked for life. Ask me anything about how it feels and I'll be happy to explain <3
    Wetsweetie Wetsweetie 18-21, M Apr 10

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    One time in the middle of the afternoon.

    I decided to steal money from my grandmothers purse but you know like instead of taking a dollar or two I took a $100 bill. I went to the summer carnival and bought all my friends funnel cakes, stuffed animals, and we went on all the rides and stuff. Went I came home my mother...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jun 12

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    Can't Let Go

    I'm a 21yo guy and I still have my stuffed dog when I was a kid. Oh, and I still have a favorite blanket
    jonnywoo jonnywoo 22-25, M 41 Responses Feb 11, 2010

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    I know I was sexually abused

    as a child, but I have blocked out the memories. I just started to have these flashes of memories several years ago. I think whatever happened is why I am so screwed up. I always knew I was different, I just didn't know why.
    SoConflicted233 SoConflicted233 46-50, F 3 Responses May 12

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    I always get off when I touch myself to

    thoughts of cheating If I could have my perfect fantasy I would have my married boss who take advantage with my body any time at work in his private office Have my night shift working boring boyfriend who does me twice a week and don't do back passage Visit my next door...
    TMI4real TMI4real 31-35, F 6 Responses Mar 31, 2014

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    I Try Not To...

    I try not to comment on a user's confessions and etc. too much at one time to make sure it doesn't seem like I'm stalking them... >.> But I don't mind if people do it to me. XD 
    TerminaHero TerminaHero 18-21 9 Responses Sep 30, 2013

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    I Was Bullied.

    Two years ago, my freshmen year, I started to get texts from someone I didn't know. At first, he/she kept asking me to hang out with them and "hook up" with them. I didn't really take it seriously so I just ignored them. Then the texts started getting confusing because they would...
    beautifulgoodbye beautifulgoodbye 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2013

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    I Am No Longer A Christian And Have Not Told Anyone.

    Hi everyone... MY SECRET is that I was a christian for MANY years, actually close to 25 this past summer, when I STOPPED being a christian. I have sung in churches, coordinated christian programs, musicals, bus tours, etc...and I have not told one single christian whom I "used to...
    Missalaineyeus Missalaineyeus 46-50, F 9 Responses Feb 16, 2012

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    I am very bi-sexual! I love men

    and women! No one in my real life knows this besides my boyfriend and possibly my brother if he had checked my phones history any of the dozens of times he stole it.. I have been playing an app called "The Test" (with the red background if you're interested!) where it asks you...
    Jessicaliners Jessicaliners 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 21

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    After every failed relationship I spiral .

    .. I feel low and lean on my ex to validate me... I suppose it's because of the rejection and the need for that person to acknowledge my worth ... So I create scenarios and situations and share with them so that they can know that others are interested...it's interesting how it...
    1spicygirl 1spicygirl 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 23

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    I've never had an ****** 😩 I was 18-19

    when I had sex for The first time.. So obviously you can tell from my age I'm not VERY experienced. But I'm really starting to think there's something wrong with me. I love sex. But lately I don't even want to be touched by my boyfriend because I know it doesn't lead to me...
    mylifesajoke mylifesajoke 18-21, F 11 Responses Mar 4, 2014

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    real secret that no one belivea.

    .. I'm dead, a monster if you will. Message me if you have any questions. I will answer.
    Zellaplayzcreepypasta Zellaplayzcreepypasta 18-21, T Apr 26

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    I would like to share a secret

    that I've been holding on for weeks,and it makes me feel bad about it.
    oxyJean oxyJean 18-21, F 12 Responses May 25, 2014

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    Some people I chat with think I'm a graceful

    and magestic woman but really I'm just in my undies eating cheetos sorry to ruin your illusion :P
    deleted deleted 26-30 11 Responses Mar 8

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    Annaambrose Annaambrose 16-17 22 Responses Mar 8

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    About 5 years ago, I was single

    and living alone. I had a younger friend that was going through a divorce at the time, and we both found ourselves working crazy schedules and then with nothing to do when we were off work. He is 19 years younger than I am. At first he would come over and we would hang out and...
    SoConflicted233 SoConflicted233 46-50, F 2 Responses May 20

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    My man is married ...

    Has been for the year we've started this.... Now they are divorcing ... And we are so in tuned with each other.... Kinda like old love? 20 age difference .... Oh well no one is perfect
    Countrygirl3632 Countrygirl3632 18-21 1 Response Apr 28

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    I have a huuuge secret to share.

    Nobody know about it. Well some of them know..... Well it's really a huge secret. I am scared that you will judge me for that.. Well I shower naked....
    HeyHeyitsEmilie HeyHeyitsEmilie 16-17, F 23 Responses Mar 3, 2014

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    Growing up, I always thought I had some sort of

    x-Ray vision to see people naked under their layers of clothing. But now I come to know that I am a bit of a perv.
    kiatre kiatre 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 23

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    I want to try sucking,

    especially an older guys, I'm in Brampton canada if anyone is interested message me or respond
    Funmango Funmango 22-25, M Apr 28

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    I am jealous of my friend

    and what she has. She got a boyfriend and a kid while I am at home lonely. I sometimes think that It's not meant for me to have anything because I wanted a boyfriend for the longest but I can't due to meeting people who are insane. smh....I can't never have anything
    WeirdOtaku WeirdOtaku 18-21, F 1 Response May 14

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    heres a secret that will come in handy one day

    for those of us who are challenged with the daunting task of parallel parking. I have alwsys been pretty good at it as long as I have a good power rt side mirror or one of those fisheye bubble mirrors and a clear mind. around here, you gotta be quick. when you locate your spot...
    jayciedubb jayciedubb 46-50, M 1 Response Apr 20

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    I am so down. I have recently become single

    and no longer have any friends. I am so lonely. All I have is my family an work friends.
    doglovverr56 doglovverr56 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 18

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    Nobody knows but I want people to know I love

    poetry and I love writing it my favorite kind of poetry to write is free verse
    Artisticwizard Artisticwizard 16-17, F Apr 10, 2014

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    My supervisor wants to have sex with me

    and so do I but I'm too scared.
    LoveWash95 LoveWash95 18-21, F 1 Response May 29

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    im in love with someone

    who dont love me
    dabo513 dabo513 22-25 1 Response May 8

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    We all have secrets. The best part about

    having a secret is sharing with someone. There's something oddly cathartic about sharing a secret with a stranger.
    Some1umayNo Some1umayNo 46-50, M Mar 9

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    So the neighbor came by last night i let her in

    to wait for my wife. Wife had errands to run wouldnt be home til later... When i told the neighbor she smiled and said she wasnt hear for the wifey anyway...she seduced me right in the kitchen...now i cant stop thinking about how hot it was
    Hubbynxtdoor Hubbynxtdoor 41-45, M 2 Responses May 12

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    My parents made me promise

    and even bought me a purity ring and I love the idea of saving it for the one, but at the same time I think I'll regret it once im 18..
    nemelabychtubyt nemelabychtubyt 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    If Only

    I have a boyfriend and he is perfect for me and he is a good guy and he respects me and never treats me wrong but he has a friend and his friend lives very far away and I always see his pictures over the internet. He is VERY good friends with my boyfriend and so therefore i have...
    battlefighter battlefighter 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 27, 2013

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    SSSSHHHH!!! Sometimes

    when I should be doing college homework I am surfing EP visiting with my friends!!! LOL!
    LadyGypsy LadyGypsy 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 24

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    I don't think I'm mentally ill.

    I function fine right? So I'm not ill. I just experience the world in a different way than everyone else. Americans are too quick to deem people who don't follow their standard beliefs as ill.
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response May 23

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    I shower naked. I'm so sorry.

    And I'm naked under my clothes. Wow. I feel so much better after getting this off my chest.
    loveyourselfalwaysxx loveyourselfalwaysxx 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 23, 2014

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    I have a big big problem.

    .. I am a girl, and I am in love with my friend/roommate/teammate who is also a girl. I don't know how or why this happened, I just know that it happened. I started feeling this way when we started hanging out a lot back in October. We were super close, she told me virtually...
    clearmymind clearmymind 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 24

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    Once upon a time there was a girl

    who came from an extremely rough back ground, abused, raped and broken. Her parents thought her more a burden than a blessing. As she grew up. She dreamed of the day her knight in shining armour would swoop in and save her. Take her from all her pain and misery. Her teenage yrs...
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 9, 2014

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    I Used To Despise My Mother-in-law

    The relationship between me and my mother-in-law hasn't always been rosy. After the initial cordial exchanges, I started dreading being related to her. She was mostly the main source of any type of arguments between me and my husband. And the more arguments we had about her and...
    cdub23 cdub23 26-30, F 5 Responses Feb 9, 2010

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