I Have a Secret

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    I'm about to get a BRCA1

    and 2 genetic screening done and I'm secretly hoping that it comes back positive [that I'm at a high risk for breast cancer] so I can have my breasts removed. I find them unnecessary and they cause me a lot of back pain and constant discomfort.
    InsideTheSadCafe InsideTheSadCafe
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Mar 12

    I wanna know if I can be dominated.

    being a Dom myself I get the satisfaction of someone trying and failing, which is always fun. I hate following orders so for someone to try and make me is very amusing. (over the Internet)
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Mar 31

    im addicted to ****..

    .but i promised I'd stop watching it...
    deleted deleted
    11 Responses Mar 8, 2015

    Friend: Xbox His crush: C So anyway,

    my friend Xbox has a huge crush on another friend of mine, C. He hasn't told anyone because he's really afraid of getting hate. Anyway, I recently found out that C also has a huge crush on Xbox! It's cute because he made me promise not to tell Xbox, I decided not tell either of...
    EridianaAndErin EridianaAndErin
    13-15, F
    Apr 16

    Not gonna post much,

    but I am so happy even though I probably should not be as much as I am. Yeeeeeeep! :)
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jun 6, 2015

    Deep Dark secret, that feels

    so good but is so very very very bad
    itsMaggimay itsMaggimay
    36-40, F
    5 Responses Aug 18, 2015

    I'm sleeping with my friends dad on a regular

    basis. Have been for the past 6 weeks. I'm 19, he's 56. To answer a few questions: Am I ashamed? No Does my friend know? No Is he married? Yes Am I worried we'll get caught? No Do I know i sound like a sl@t? I don't care if you think I am or not Why? The sex is really...
    deleted deleted
    27 Responses Aug 22, 2015

    I always end up thinking about how sexy it

    would be giving someone a lap dance grinding on them shaking my arse around as well as my big round boobs ;) watching as they get excited by the second wanting to take me right then and there mm;)
    Devilsdaughter100 Devilsdaughter100
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Jul 24, 2015

    I still self harm and I'm still depressed

    even though everyone thinks I'm OK I'm not
    love11915 love11915
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 4

    My wife sleep with another man on a business

    trip. And now wants an open marriage. The thought of it makes my skin crawl and me miserable. I love my wife and love being with her. She wants me to sleep with other women I don't know what to do.
    TransparentThatWay TransparentThatWay
    26-30, M
    6 Responses Mar 22

    Truth will kill me...

    As myself already tried to...
    Saya024 Saya024
    16-17, F
    Mar 28
    oldmanofuk1 oldmanofuk1
    56-60, M
    1 Response Apr 1
    YamiNoTenshi YamiNoTenshi
    13-15, F
    10 Responses Sep 13, 2015

    This one time.. At band camp.

    . I stuck a flute up my...
    KittyCakeBooty KittyCakeBooty
    13-15, F
    7 Responses Mar 12
    ElsaTheFrozen ElsaTheFrozen
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Nov 21, 2015

    I have a secret to share.

    I have a reputation around where I live & I still carry it now. The kids around the nabiorhood older & younger have called me a rebel. I put up ( in middle school ) with bein pushed around, bullied by my one to one para. She was suppost to HELP me. In 8th grade that's when i...
    SuchHorribleThings SuchHorribleThings
    16-17, F
    Mar 23

    My brother is cheating on his wife

    and has decided he wants a baby with the other woman and continues to lie and carry on the second relationship and has been teaching my nieces to call her 'mummy'. No one else in my family is allowed to know, the marriage is only 4 years in and my nieces are 2 and 1yrs old.
    Pockets1039 Pockets1039
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Apr 16

    I miss my ex so much

    and I'm still in love with him but 'be been dating a guy for 9 months who I love and I want to marry someday. But I still really would love one more day with my ex just doing what we use to do. I miss him and I want to see him but I don't think that's wise.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Mar 17
    anythinggoes5182 anythinggoes5182
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Sep 20, 2015

    I used to wear short skirts to class just

    so I could flash my college professors and then spread my legs more when I caught their attention. Then when I got home or into my car if I couldn't make it home, I'd play with myself until I came and then lick my fingers clean.
    deleted deleted
    6 Responses Jan 12

    I had sex with my friends father

    for a period of 6 weeks. 2 - 3 times a week. It's over now. Do I regret it? Not really, it's happened it's not like I can un do it.
    xomissMxo xomissMxo
    18-21, F
    14 Responses Sep 12, 2015

    This Is My Secret.

    This is the only way for me to escape from a typical marriage and I hope I don't get caught by my husband. I am only on EP for fun and I don't think anything bad will come out of it. I just want to know what other men thoughts are and I want to be able to show off my body in a...
    ginagurl ginagurl
    26-30, F
    15 Responses Mar 11, 2013

    I'm a lesbian. I have kept it a secret

    for 16 years. I'm final ready to tell my family and friends. It feels amazing to be comfortable with who I am.
    findingme85 findingme85
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jun 28, 2015

    I like having sex on a daily basis

    but no one to have it with
    warclub43 warclub43
    41-45, F
    12 Responses Nov 22, 2015

    I want the perfect guy

    even though ik I'm not perfect
    simone6990 simone6990
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Nov 25, 2015

    When i was 14 me and my teacher had a sexual

    relationship. It lasted the whole school year, but it never went all the way. The most we did was oral.
    deleted deleted
    6 Responses Mar 18

    I'm walking on the tight rope.

    There's no safety net, only my demons below. If I fall, I don't break bones. Those demons; they catch me. I hover above the rocks on the bottom; their happy home. They don't scare me anymore. I just forgot they were there. I can't feel them anymore. To speak their names would...
    Anonylyn Anonylyn
    22-25, F
    Apr 5

    I nursed my friend's toddler

    when I babysat her. It was the most amazing experience that I'll never forget, but I feel bad for lying and not asking.
    earthmamabrown earthmamabrown
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 4
    BabyNico BabyNico
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Mar 22

    I really enjoy going on Craigslist

    and finding horny men to email. I don't necessarily meet with them. I just like the attention and the false, temporary company. I especially like finding older men. They tend to write the best. I'll ask them about what they do professionally... What their lives are like...
    Ha12mo17y Ha12mo17y
    31-35, F
    10 Responses Apr 21, 2015

    I sure do have a secret

    that I don't share with people often at all cause I'm worried about what they will think of me :/
    deleted deleted
    8 Responses Feb 10

    I love having sex with older men.

    The more off limits they are the hotter it is. Have slept with my Dad's best mate. Currently hooking up with my sisters husband. The oldest man I've slept with is 63. I'm 19.
    deleted deleted
    29 Responses Jun 24, 2015

    I miss my friend. I miss him a lot.

    I wish he'd return back into my life. He was such a good influence on me. He was my muse. I miss my friend. I miss him a lot. Not often do people come into your life that you instantly click with. Ones who are pure and unselfish. I miss my friend. I miss him a lot Ones...
    itsMaggimay itsMaggimay
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 16
    soshi80 soshi80
    31-35, F
    16 Responses Jul 30, 2015

    I pierced my friends nipple

    and I had no idea what I was doing.
    deleted deleted
    11 Responses Mar 8, 2015

    I've cheated on my bf 4 times.

    Because ik about the times he has cheated on me. But he doesn't know ik.
    simone6990 simone6990
    18-21, F
    31 Responses Nov 25, 2015

    The baby across the road is always screaming

    yeti don't do anything about it because the parents are very obvious drug dealers.
    Pockets1039 Pockets1039
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Apr 8

    I'm 19, F and I'm having sex with my sisters

    husband (he's 36) we've been hooking up 2 - 3 times a week for the past 6 weeks.
    deleted deleted
    20 Responses Jun 21, 2015

    So I have a secret and there are quite a few

    people that found out about it and made my life hell for it. But I have had a lot of body image doubt and just struggles with myself. So I have been told my whole life I'm to ugly, to skinny, to fat whatever. And sometimes that gets to you. A few years ago I was looking for...
    ShawnaMae123 ShawnaMae123
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Mar 12

    In all honesty. I really wish I could pull off

    an emo look... I don't tell many people that, but I really wish I could
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Apr 10
    Stillwetshisbed Stillwetshisbed
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Mar 18

    I'm 35 and never been married.

    I don't have any children. I don't have any friends. When I get home from work and on the weekends I don't leave my house. I stay in my room and watch YouTube videos wishing the lives of the YouTubers were mine. I don't have a relationship with anyone in my family except my mom...
    theforgettable1 theforgettable1
    31-35, F
    15 Responses Apr 16

    I can't stand some of my boyfriend's friends.

    I really can't and I don't know what to do and I just want to vent!
    nemophilist8 nemophilist8
    18-21, F
    Apr 11

    I think I like my best friend

    that is over the Internet๐Ÿ˜ฑ๐Ÿ™ˆ๐Ÿ™Š
    skyegraeler skyegraeler
    13-15, F
    1 Response Mar 29

    A secret. It's one I can barely hold onto.

    I want to tell the world. I want to shout it from the mountains. I want everyone to know. But.... Then I could not write this story.
    hawkfan12 hawkfan12
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Mar 17
    Louuann Louuann
    13-15, F
    6 Responses Jan 13

    I'm being chatting with men

    and that makes me hot I want to be with a man for the first time.
    Girlylu Girlylu
    56-60, M
    1 Response Mar 29

    if i tell then its not a secret.

    its not that people would care but that i dont want interference. you have to have a dream. if it cant be the perfect dream then it will be the one that makes the most people happy.
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer
    46-50, M
    1 Response Mar 18
    jennnjay jennnjay
    56-60, F
    21 Responses Apr 16

    Ok.. I have a hot half brother I didn't grow up

    with. We were like seriously attracted to eachother and when we got drunk on Halloween one year I almost let him **** me.
    simone6990 simone6990
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Nov 28, 2015
    Ruby209 Ruby209
    31-35, F
    6 Responses Jun 10, 2015

    I'm obsessed with ******.

    So far I have 9 and I've recently purchased another๐Ÿ˜ƒ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ†๐Ÿ’ฆ.
    deleted deleted
    Apr 14

    This may shock some of you.

    ... But there are women who are kick *** drivers, love sex, hate talking during movies, don't want your money and always say exactly what they mean.
    deleted deleted
    9 Responses Jan 6

    Right after I left home

    and went straight to college, I started collecting **** videos, like the big box VHS tapes. I think it's questionable why a girl would start doing this ...at the time I was questioning my sexuality. I met a really good guy friend who had the same facination and we completely...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Apr 23, 2015

    My late night desires are getting out of

    control. 22 years young, and my sex drive is in a rage && wanting wanting wanting
    janinepauline janinepauline
    22-25, F
    5 Responses May 13, 2015

    I'm sure everyone does

    and I'm not going to tell everyone but sometimes I do want to share it. I think it helps to share with friends that don't judge you
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Aug 30, 2015

    I'm completely infatuated with my neighbor .

    .. But he's married...to an amazing women...I would never pursue it but still grrrrrrrrrrrrr...
    311trixie 311trixie
    31-35, F
    7 Responses Apr 4
    Alania21 Alania21
    22-25, M
    Apr 19
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