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I Have a Secret

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    Gemz2411 Gemz2411 18-21, F Oct 8

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    I see what will happen

    before it does, I hear what people say before they actually say it, I see things that arent there. I'm a freak.
    xrheex xrheex 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 23

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    Love Me In All Red...

    I want to submit, but I want to put up a fight too. I want to be teased, and tortured, and loved firmly. I want to be sexual desired more than anything else. I want to play dirty games 24/7, no time outs, no breaks, just endless desire. Tie me up, force me down, just make it...
    RoseKitten RoseKitten 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 20, 2012

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    I am in love with someone

    who is incarcerated for breaking parole. (I've know him for years) I am married and asking my husband of 10 years for a divorce at the end of August. He just doesn't do it for me. I've always felt like something was missing. And G makes me feel complete. It's just hard...
    raedavis raedavis 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    I Have A Secret...

    ...and I can't tell anyone what it is about. I want to so badly...but I can't. I made a promise...and promises are meant to be kept. This secret affects too many lives...and could cause irreparable damage to certain people's lives. So I sit here with this secret day in and day...
    KassieKat KassieKat 46-50, F 11 Responses Oct 23, 2011

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    I'm not exactly the girl I seem to be to others.

    I've taken drama classes and my teachers always said I should really pursue a career in acting, but I never believed it to be a realistic path for me. Never thought much about "making it big" anywhere because it seems a "one in a million" kind of thing in my opinion. I love...
    SubmissiveSecrets SubmissiveSecrets 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 30

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    Everyone has secrets.

    Few people know some of mine but there is one secret that I have never told anyone.
    Lonelyone19 Lonelyone19 22-25, T 3 Responses May 14

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    This is not my biggest secret.

    I am not ashamed of it. I did something considered bad. I have done it before, and I'm glad I did it again because my life is so boring I've been missing out on other stuff. I am not ashamed of this secret, and this isn't my biggest one.
    NeonPurple NeonPurple 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    I assume none of you know this

    but well... I like polar bears... there I said it
    ilikepolarbears22 ilikepolarbears22 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 8

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    Oh. My. God! A few days ago,

    I experienced, but avoided one of the closest and most embarrassing situations I've ever had. So, it happened later after me and my friends got home from school, you know, just hanging out, when it happened. My friend wanted to check something on my phone, I was mostly just...
    ak0123 ak0123 13-15, M 6 Responses Sep 1

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    I was raped at 14.. Diagnosed with severe

    depression for three years and last month I suddenly started tossing my meds. in the trash. No one knows I stopped taking them yet. &I think if my mother found out, she'd nearly kill me. Really needed to let that out xx
    SubmissiveSecrets SubmissiveSecrets 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 21

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    There's still one secret

    that no one knows... And another that I don't think anyone knows... To say them, not sure I ever could... It's locked away deep inside... With the key lost and forgotten...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 26

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    I'm a cutter, and burner.

    When I'm alone with my feelings I have to let them go by just one cut or one small burn. That's my secret, can you keep it?
    LenaBena1430 LenaBena1430 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 27

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    I'm scared that my husband knows & just isn't

    telling me. I wonder if he spies on me. I don't think he does, but it crosses my mind sometimes. I'm not even doing anything bad. I'm just friends with someone he doesn't want me to be friends with. And I get it. I totally get it. Sometimes I wonder if I'm a horrible person...
    saundra04 saundra04 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I don't know who I can trust.

    I don't want to have anyone against me. I have a really dark secret. Can I trust anyone?
    ncka04 ncka04 22-25, F 5 Responses Jun 3

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    So even though I am 100% straight I like to

    watch lesbian **** because the regular stuff doesn't really arouse me tbh unless the guy and the girl are very attractive. I don't know why though lol but am I the only one or nah? 😳
    KyLeone KyLeone 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    We all have Secrets.some small ones

    that aren't really a big deal.Some we're ashamed about.Some we love having because we can visit them when we're having a rotten day and remember something we shouldn't have done, but did anyway...Those are the most interesting.We KNOW we should feel guilty, so guilty that our...
    SweetKiester SweetKiester 41-45, F 6 Responses May 15

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    I have been told things

    that is secret even by people that I really really hate now but the secrets will still come with me to the grave so anyone can tell me anything and I PROMIS that it will stay with me for life
    Rossthayer Rossthayer 22-25, M Oct 26

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    Psssst I have a secret!

    Everybody listen! Are you listening? :P My sexy babe and I have quite a few secrets with eachother and not a single person will ever find out any of them ;) Right babe? ;) You know what I'm talking about! You little baby ;) Haha I love you babe :* You've been hacked by your boo...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I have something that I can't really tell

    anyone.. I love this site because I can just talk anonymously and no one I know can find it.. I still don't feel like I can say this secret on this site though.. My boyfriend knows.. And no one else..
    Jessicaliners Jessicaliners 18-21, F 10 Responses Oct 20

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    My secret is extremely big.

    So big that if it were to ever come out it would tear my family apart. It of course is not a secret that affects me, but a secret that was told to me. A secret that my uncle has taken to the grave but the month before he died, he revealed the secret to me while he was hitting...
    Thatthing978 Thatthing978 16-17, M 2 Responses Nov 9

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    It's never even been said out loud.

    I bottle it all inside, and I'm too afraid to admit to anyone
    Dane2015 Dane2015 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 15

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    A secret is when you cannot divulge

    who you are with important people in your life.
    jeresey jeresey 56-60, F 4 Responses Jul 3

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    Pssst...

    I have a secret Within the walls I live And I don't want to reveal it Some may view it as a sin I don't think it would ruin me If it were to escape per se But, just thinking if they knew Would their words to me Be harsh and crude
    SweetlyLingering SweetlyLingering 70+, F 1 Response Jan 28, 2012

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    Ok so I haven't liked a guy in a while,

    but my streak is over. So um yeshiva like this guy and he's one of my friends, and he used to be straight but then he dated this guy. That guy like ripped his heart out and crushed it. So now he has a new bf. and I'm just now realizing i like him :(
    piercethemack piercethemack 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 22

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    I secretly would love to climb on a changing

    table and have a diaper taped on, only to have to ask when I can go Potty and I would still have to go in my diaper
    ITzGravy ITzGravy 18-21, M Oct 17

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    I don't tell this to many people

    but I think I'll share because I'll be brave to say it 1) I'm bisexual I like both genders and I'm not confused about it 2) I smoked hookah sticks (not everyday) This shouldn't make me a bad person I can be nice I know I'm rude but it happens
    MerpR MerpR 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 17

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    I have a secret :P, or should I say we have a

    secret. But I'm not sharing it :$. I love you boo leslie <3 Hacked by yours truly, me :P :*
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    No Secrets!

    No, I do not have a secret and I never have. I seem to have to shout my every truth from the moment I open my eyes until I sleep once again. I'm an open book. Read me, don't read me, it's your choice. I've done this good thing and that bad thing. I am unashamed for all have made...
    hillbillycrone hillbillycrone 56-60, F 4 Responses Jun 24, 2012

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    Only Mine

    I have a secret. A secret only a few know. I have a secret, buried very deep below. Something down inside, that hurts too much to realize, the pain that im feeling, keeps me constantly reeling. the blood that continues to drip down, onto that very cold hard ground. the tears...
    southernbelle864 southernbelle864 18-21, F 10 Responses Jan 29, 2012

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    I love a college boy

    who is 21 and I'm 15. We text all the time and we met at church. We fantasize about being together all the time.
    elizabethtrattles elizabethtrattles 18-21, F Jun 15

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    im in a secret relationship,

    im hiding it from my parents because they dont want me to smoke but the person im secretly dating is a smoker. should I keep it a secret, break it off, or come out and tell?
    Donpi Donpi 18-21, T Dec 17

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    ITzGravy ITzGravy 18-21, M Oct 2

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    CookE114 CookE114 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 29

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    sethjackson2015 sethjackson2015 16-17, M Jan 16

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    To my darkest desires I know come to know I

    want to release u but fear to be loathed I am not wanting to admit what I hold deep but know what is there is pure and true I fall asleep thinking of you but when I wake my face turns blue to once think u laid next to me to now come to realize that you are gone every night I...
    cassiescowboy cassiescowboy 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 15

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    The way this world is frightens me.

    The fact that you can't be sick unless your rich because insurance is to high. Many people have to run to from themselves by self medication. Everyone is so damned depressed, that they need weed t block our all there pain, or alcohol, or pills or any kind of drugs. We have...
    MiMiMaNiAc MiMiMaNiAc 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    I'm still feeling this dread.

    It's gotten to a point where I really am sick of having these emotions, live inside of me. There are many that say the same thing, yet you will find most are lying and simply want to be a noticed, wounded human. They thrive on being tortured and enjoy the attention they recieve...
    MyDnaBiology MyDnaBiology 31-35, F Oct 27

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    We all have Secrets.some small ones

    that aren't really a big deal.Some we're ashamed about.Some we love having because we can visit them when we're having a rotten day and remember something we shouldn't have done, but did anyway...Those are the most interesting.We KNOW we should feel guilty, so guilty that our...
    SweeetKiester SweeetKiester 41-45, F 4 Responses Sep 27

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    Slapping The Baby

    Have you ever done something that you were so ashamed of, you wanted to cry every time you thought about it? I have. Only one other person knows about this and considering she has passed away, she literally took it to her grave. It's time I got this off my chest. No, I didn't...
    texastomboy texastomboy 36-40, F Jul 20, 2012

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    I have different groups

    that see different aspects of the same me. The reason for having these separate groups are so that nothing I want to let out is ever bundled up inside. The reason they're separated is because I don't wan certain groups of people to know certain things about me. Now two groups...
    OBuddyOpal OBuddyOpal 13-15, F Dec 5

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    I've only told 2 really close friends

    and my boyfriend. I'm just scared of this secret,(not about my boyfriend) I'm scared my parents will find out and not treat me the same, I'm scared people will look at me in disgust. Wait, they already do. I've got only 2 best friends who support me in any decision I make. To...
    TheHurting TheHurting 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 14

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    When I was a baby my mom got me a stuffed

    animal dog at a carnival and I had this dog till I was 13 (this is normal) but the cool part was that one day a cut appeared in the neck of the dog so I started hiding things in there (let your imagination think of what I put there to hide I don't really care) But one day I had...
    RandomSingingGuy RandomSingingGuy 13-15, M 4 Responses Oct 5

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    It'S Beating Me Up (Literally)

    I already said this on confessions as anonymous and I don't think that was enough because i am still having a problem and still need help with it.. Well anyway i like the feeling of pain with pleasure.. M*sturbating and hurting myself go hand in hand for me.. They feel good...
    HeartAndWings HeartAndWings 16-17, F 4 Responses Feb 15, 2013

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    We all have Secrets.some small ones

    that aren't really a big deal.Some we're ashamed about.Some we love having because we can visit them when we're having a rotten day and remember something we shouldn't have done, but did anyway...Those are the most interesting.We KNOW we should feel guilty, so guilty that our...
    SweeetKiester SweeetKiester 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    I have a secret that no one knows,

    and never will. Anyone else?
    kolo1463 kolo1463 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 26

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    I have such a secretive secret I can't

    even admit it to myself. It's to scandalous hehe 🙊🙊🙊
    SassySam77 SassySam77 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 2

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    This Is My Secret.

    This is the only way for me to escape from a typical marriage and I hope I don't get caught by my husband. I am only on EP for fun and I don't think anything bad will come out of it. I just want to know what other men thoughts are and I want to be able to show off my body in a...
    ginagurl ginagurl 26-30, F 14 Responses Mar 11, 2013

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    I might seem indecisive.

    but guess what? I already have my mind made up before I ask ppl for their thoughts and opinions on something im going to do. I basically ask just for the h3ll of it. to see reactions from ppl and really its more like a challenge. make me change my mind! I dare u too! lol 99% of...
    wickedlilangel69 wickedlilangel69 31-35, F Nov 15

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    And I can't tell my best friend

    because it's about his Mother.
    Snco Snco 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    TransmutedHeart TransmutedHeart 18-21, F Dec 9

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