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I Have a Shaman Calling

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 90 People

    There Can Be No Light Without Darkness

    A sponaneous shape shifting experience has lead me to the shaman path.
    LadyDragonesque LadyDragonesque 56-60 3 Responses Jun 20, 2008

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    Shaman Of The Wall

    I am shaman, and much more, I must gather all to war. This is my dictated fate, eternally I guard the gate. My ancestors, filling me, with the things that I must see. This could be the final stand, we must all defend the land. Perhaps I must fight alone, I already...
    Goyantalay Goyantalay 31-35, M Aug 18, 2013

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    Struggle Of The Shaman Path

    My feet tingle with energy, Harmony spreading up through the earth, A confusing cosmic high. I am my own drug. Battle rages inside and out And a serpent gnaws on my toes. Eyes open even when closed. All too much, must fly, Swim, gallop, jump, and...
    Goyantalay Goyantalay 31-35, M Aug 19, 2013

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    Cave Delay

    Can’t even go to the caves! I was supposed to today, But there are torrential rains, Now I must suffer more pain. They do not want me to go And see the things I must be shown, So I bite and fight and grow, Must learn to enjoy the show. Close my sight and shut my...
    Goyantalay Goyantalay 31-35, M Aug 20, 2013

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    Who Knew??

    It was brought to my attention a few days ago that i may be a shamanka. Untrained with my birth rigth taken from me b/c of  a fanatical mother. I have been scouring the internet since then to research more on the subject. Is it possible that the shaman that was to train me...
    NightShaman NightShaman 31-35 3 Responses Jun 6, 2008

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    Meaning...

    My maternal linage, I am shaman. My great grandmother was a shaman. My maternal side are indigenous people of Central and South America, known as Arawak or in the Carribeans as Taino. My grandmother was a Sabajo clan member and her mother was a shaman. On my paternal linage my...
    nikkiab86 nikkiab86 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 1, 2013

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    My Story

    I have an unusual family background. My great-grandmother was a granddaughter of a Sioux Medicine man or Shaman; she used to tell me that whole world is connected and animated with the divine source of life and how we are all part of this whole. She taught me engergy dances that...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 13, 2008

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    crossproduct crossproduct 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 11

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    Click-beetle

    Click bug click bug! There you are! From the tree you fell real far. Why do you always come to me? What do you want me to see? "Watch me as I bang my head, My clicks fill the bugs with dread, then I lay still like I'm dead." Ah! you teach me of...
    Goyantalay Goyantalay 31-35, M Aug 19, 2013

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    Spiritual Evolution

    I have been a Pagan all my life, though I only realized it about 12 years ago when I joined a group in Canterbury and became a Practitioner of Natural Magic. Last year I started to become aware that my 'path' was going towards the Druidic belief system and felt that I was being...
    Mooncrow Mooncrow 46-50, M Jul 11, 2008

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    Im Bad With Titles

    Well, I think I have one, at least ..shamanism if the closest practice of  alternitive religion that i'm most drawn to spiritually.  What i have taken from reading about this form of spirituality that calls to me is that you follow your own path...
    ElocEcallaw ElocEcallaw 22-25 1 Response Jun 2, 2008

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    My Name Is Chelsea And I Think I Might Be Shaman Or Awaken One.

    I have always be spiritually type of person and i had christian views much at young age and read the bible. believe in god and angels. but later down the road i started to like native American belief system and what they believe in.when i was 10 and younger i like...
    Kamali11792 Kamali11792 18-21, F Nov 29, 2012

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    Stone Dreams

    I hate it when I lose my dreams, forgetting some important things. Of realms I do lie between, but what do all the tidings mean? Battle looms over us all, who can hear my howling call? Alone I do survey the wall, it must stand and never fall. Do I see what happens now, or do...
    Goyantalay Goyantalay 31-35, M Aug 20, 2013

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    Experiencing My Own Truth

    I was a child prodigy in paying attention.  I could be extremely focus or allow myself to drift away into the abyss of nothingness, and I was happy as a child. As I grew up I was told I was great with computers and that would be a good choice for me.  I felt sort of stale.. not...
    createculture createculture 22-25 5 Responses May 4, 2011

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    So As Not to Divulge Too Much

    Many times when one is in the line of shamanistic practice, there are healing rituals/ceremonies that must be performed to help heal another and onesself.  These healing sessions have been instrumental in teaching me more about the path I walk.  I wish I could share...
    aldricravensfog aldricravensfog 22-25, M 2 Responses Sep 24, 2007

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    Ponderance Of The Fall

    Golden gate on violet wall, What will happen if you fall? Why do I want to find out? Am I just a selfish lout? Is it curiosity Or does a deeper meaning seethe? What would I be setting free? Some thing from which we all would flee? Behind the bricks...
    Goyantalay Goyantalay 31-35, M Aug 19, 2013

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    Into The Caves

    I go soon into the caves Where I may always remain If you do not see me again Know I love family and friends. I do it for everyone, Something that must now be done. Even if my body fails, I will have finished my tale. All the evils I have eaten Sacred stones will seal...
    Goyantalay Goyantalay 31-35, M Aug 20, 2013

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    aaahhhHHHHHH! 34 years

    and still I wait for the answer to have the ultimate experience of knowing within how i should be applying all these great knowledge and deep understandings that i have received from the many nights in dedication for that communication to come around . How much of these...
    ee22 ee22 31-35, M Oct 31

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    Bathed In the Beat of Feral Drums

    The pounding, pounding hands beginning to pain right in the knuckles. A drum skin, stretched taught, sings proud steady songs in the night. The only other percussion is the crackle of pine fire. Hissing,spitting, little bursts of chemical energy. I close my eyes...
    epiphanyfusion epiphanyfusion 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2009

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    I Awakened As I Lay There...

    Bleeding out. I was dazed... staring at the blazing Sun as my skin burned through my BDU's. The time, Mar, 2003... I was deployed in Iraq when was low firing as cover support. The RPG grazed the Tail Rotor of my helo, sent it ******* hard, and threw me from my gunner position...
    KaimelarWolf KaimelarWolf 31-35, M 3 Responses Mar 26, 2013

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    I Have A Shaman Calling

    I have had dreams of having the power to call on Jesus and he answered me immediately.  I recently had a dream about the world coming to an end.  First I saw Jesus's face in the heavens I saw it very vididly, then there was havoc and I knew instantly that the world was...
    Ebony22 Ebony22 51-55, F Dec 13, 2009

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    Fraying Threads

    The threads in the tapestry fray. edges blur, undefined. Returning to the beginning. that empty nothingness. The bane of all. It has already begun to consume us. Barely held at bay, it approaches, a gibbering mass of pure consumption. Life itself hangs in the balance. Good and...
    Goyantalay Goyantalay 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 20, 2013

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    Starting Out...

    I really feel a pull towards Shamanism... the thing is i have a lot of trouble focusing and everything, and i fear that i'm not suited for the path because of it.... I can't astral project or anything, as hard as i've tried i can't project...I'd like to keep on and start my...
    candiipup candiipup 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 2, 2008

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    Many Ways To Walk Out Of One's Head

    I had no thought. I was not in my verbal brain. My perception…. oh, I can’t begin to describe it, or remember it. All I know is that I was being, and in being, I was freed to do things that I can’t do. Or so I am told. It was so blissful. I didn’t...
    wundayatta wundayatta 56-60, M 3 Responses May 24, 2010

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    Shaman

    I have come to realize that my calling is towards shamanism. I feel that I need to get to the Amazon a.s.a.p. I would love to apprentice. Shamans, in western culture, could be diagnosed with schizophrenia?
    Shamala Shamala 16-18, F 4 Responses Apr 27, 2007

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    Odd Communion

    It is hard to focus. I delve so far into my own mind it is like I see through different eyes. I am called, pulled somewhere. Where does my heart lead me and can she hear me? I scream like a beacon across the very universe. When will she hear me and heed my call? Is the wolf...
    Goyantalay Goyantalay 31-35, M Aug 19, 2013

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    i have a pure white wolf spirit inside of me but i need a pure indian shaman to talk to
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    I had a great life. I was happy, successful, and very highly respected as the Nursing Supervisor of a large Pediatrics Practice. My corporate supervisors and the Dr's I worked for...
    xxTayaLionessxx xxTayaLionessxx 41-45, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    EFF THIS IM CALLING MY EX AND IM GOING TO RIDE SOME D AND BE HAPPY
    Angelcum Angelcum 18-21, F 10 Responses Nov 26

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    THE STRANGER IN TEMPLE stranger she was stranger she was we Exchanged few Glances and now i miss the Chances oh my god what shall i do she warmed my dampy Heart and...
    Camouflage Camouflage 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 27

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    I'm fairly certain I would be a much happier person if I could just cut my contact with my Mother. As an only child though, I don't have a lot of choice. Someone has to take care...
    whynot13 whynot13 46-50, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    After fighting last night my husband's suicide personality came out :( It is awful because we fight as I try to stop them and they act out by calling me name, lying, bring our...
    jayroad jayroad 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 29

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    I dont dream very often but I always remember it. . Last one, about a month ago, was abt being alone at home at midnight and a storm was on. . Whenever there was a thunder I...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    Control Freaks Let's discuss. To call a person a control freak is like calling a person with a cold a sneeze. Now then. That said. If a sneeze is a symptom of a head cold...
    Tannasheart Tannasheart 46-50, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    Yes , I do have a very low self esteem I want to boost it ; but to many pretty girls around me calling me ugly! I feel bad about myself. Not even my own parents tell me I am...
    Katt007 Katt007 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 3

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    This morning I ran into the room, picking on my husband. Me: Babe!!! Babe!!! **jumping up and down excitedly** Him: **Looks up from making the bed** Yes baby? Me: I have some to...
    HeyyMrsCarter HeyyMrsCarter 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 3

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    It happened tonight. He was making a speech about the need to get ADT in the home here. I had taken notes for him during a phone consult while he was at work. He had just gotten...
    Solfeggio Solfeggio 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 3

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    I regret a lot of things but thing I regret the most is calling him the mistake when it was just me .... :(
    Javier09 Javier09 13-15, M Dec 3

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    I leash my sisters two large dogs to my bike trailer for the 4 mile (6.4 kilometer) ride from her Saint Paul, Minnesota, USA home to the west bank of the Mississippi River for...
    WizGeezer WizGeezer 56-60, M 2 Responses Dec 4

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    My mother used to be so loving and showed affection towards me and my siblings when we were younger. After we began to notice my mom was a hearing things no one else heard and...
    aquikay aquikay 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 6

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    as i told you in my previous content that i am going to share my experience about the self-made so called gods of india soooo here it is...... i was tooo young at that time almost...
    Ahaanaa Ahaanaa 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 7

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    We all have those whose names 
taste like iron, like war, whose faces are ash. They walk in skin like serpents, and shed mortal coils like you shed tears—in droves. They come...
    Loveonhersleeves Loveonhersleeves 18-21, F Dec 8

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    I used to get up and go for a 2km run (my kids say crawl) first thing in the morning. It used to wake me up and really have me in top form for the rest of the day. I love the...
    AthenaJones AthenaJones 36-40, F 5 Responses Dec 8

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    If you ever need a laugh, text someone old (like a parent or grandparent) and spam them. Just constantly send things until they can't keep up and get confused. Just random things...
    AEHeroine AEHeroine 18-21, F Dec 8

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    1. People calling me babe or baby or anything like that. 2. Bully's 3. Anyone that thinks they are better than everyone else. 4. Any thing sour. 5. Animal abuser and child...
    mirajane123 mirajane123 18-21, F Dec 10

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