I Have a Shaman Calling

I really feel a pull towards Shamanism... the thing is i have a lot of trouble focusing and everything, and i fear that i'm not suited for the path because of it....
I can't astral project or anything, as hard as i've tried i can't...

I had no thought. I was not in my verbal brain. My perception…. oh, I can’t begin to describe it, or remember it. All I know is that I was being, and in being, I was freed to do things that I can’t do. Or so I am...

I have an unusual family background. My great-grandmother was a granddaughter of a Sioux Medicine man or Shaman; she used to tell me that whole world is connected and animated with the divine source of life and how we are all part of...

A sponaneous shape shifting experience has lead me to the shaman path.

Many times when one is in the line of shamanistic practice, there are healing rituals/ceremonies that must be performed to help heal another and onesself.  These healing sessions have been instrumental in teaching me more about the...

I was a child prodigy in paying attention.  I could be extremely focus or allow myself to drift away into the abyss of nothingness, and I was happy as a child. As I grew up I was told I was great with computers and that would be a good...

Bleeding out. I was dazed... staring at the blazing Sun as my skin burned through my BDU's. The time, Mar, 2003... I was deployed in Iraq when was low firing as cover support. The RPG grazed the Tail Rotor of my helo, sent it jerking...

I have come to realize that my calling is towards shamanism. I feel that I need to get to the Amazon a.s.a.p. I would love to apprentice. Shamans, in western culture, could be diagnosed with schizophrenia?

I have had dreams of having the power to call on Jesus and he answered me immediately.  I recently had a dream about the world coming to an end.  First I saw Jesus's face in the heavens I saw it very vididly, then there was...

The pounding, pounding hands beginning to pain right in the knuckles. A drum skin, stretched taught, sings proud steady songs in the night. The only other percussion is the crackle of pine fire. Hissing,spitting, little bursts...

It was brought to my attention a few days ago that i may be a shamanka. Untrained with my birth rigth taken from me b/c of  a fanatical mother. I have been scouring the internet since then to research more on the subject. Is it...

I have always be spiritually type of person and i had christian views much at young age and read the bible. believe in god and angels. but later down the road i started to like native American belief system and what they...

I have been a Pagan all my life, though I only realized it about 12 years ago when I joined a group in Canterbury and became a Practitioner of Natural Magic.
Last year I started to become aware that my 'path' was going towards the...