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I Have A Tendancy To Isolate Myself

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    Whenever I feel really impulsive I isolate

    myself in my room because I don't want to do something stupid like have impulsive sex, buy useless things, and do something that gives me adrenaline. Whenever I'm sad with a combination of happy, I feel like a impulsive self destructive train that will keep going and going till...
    ponycupcake ponycupcake 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 14, 2014

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    If I'm not at work I'm here in my room! It's my safe place and I feel like I can be me and not worry about what others think! I wish the real world felt like this too....
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    I have tried fingering myself and it feels nice but i can never get it right, any tips?
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    I'm supposed to have a fear of abandonment, but I don't see how so, I am the one who isolates myself n doesn't wanna be bothered with people. i have borderline personalitity...
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    Sometimes I worry that I am missing out some work when I am resting. i have to tell myself I deserve to relax.
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    Most days I feel lonley. I feel isolated even though I am always surrounded by people. I have no problem talking to them but it's more about establishing a relationship with them...
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    So I'm pretty sure that I've only hung out with two different friends this summer. One of them only once, and the other twice. That's it, for the last 3 months. Other than that it...
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    Sometimes I just lay and think "why couldn't you just be honest with me?"I need to move on but I find it hard. It's simply harder cause you took away something I deserved..closure...
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    yah n I been it a lot more, lately I jus tend to isolate myself sometimes....
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    I haven't been feeling how I should. I haven't been happy and haven't been myself. I battle anxiety and depression and it seems to be coming back. But its not about to take me...
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    I feel bad sometimes cuz my best friends needs me sometimes but I can't deal with the outside sometimes
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    No choice this time! Hurt my ankle WALKING!
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    Specially when people come over.It irritates me even more if they also stay for a long time.. :/
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    Not sure if I have depression or anxiety but lately I've had a loss of interests in everything. I no longer want to read, watch tv or talk to people. I just want to isolate myself...
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    I try so hard, but it's best I just stay to myself and away from humans and other beings...
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    I'm addicted to that, every time I get mad at someone or feel stressed out I go to my room I lock the door, shut the lights off, lay down and start thinking till I start to feel...
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    My Dad wonders why I never leave my room or anything *leaves room for a sandwich or something* "Youre getting fat" *Goes back to my room* thats pretty much how it goes..
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