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I Have A Tendancy To Isolate Myself

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    Whenever I feel really impulsive I isolate

    myself in my room because I don't want to do something stupid like have impulsive sex, buy useless things, and do something that gives me adrenaline. Whenever I'm sad with a combination of happy, I feel like a impulsive self destructive train that will keep going and going till...
    ponycupcake ponycupcake 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 14, 2014

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    I generally isolate myself in my place 2-3 times a week, so that i can be completely alone, and nothing negative will happen in my life. I am self employed, and my business is so...
    herbals4ever herbals4ever 46-50, M Jan 13

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    Why nothing feels funny anymore?...Why everything i do feels like a waste of time?...Why people look way more happy when i'm not around?....Why should i seek help? i wasted...
    anderlr anderlr 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 13

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    I know it's normal to feel worried about your future, but I'm overwhelmingly anxious. I try not to worry about things that I can't control but I can't help it. Since my parents...
    DarkGoddesss DarkGoddesss 18-21, F a week ago

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    I wonder why I stay. I only have one thing keeping me here. I have nothing else, someone please save me from my own destruction.
    lovelydisgrace lovelydisgrace 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 11

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    This is true. I attempted about a month ago, and I think it's my mother that keeps me from acting upon my thoughts. My girlfriend recently left me, I lost my father to drug abuse...
    allilynnx allilynnx 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 12

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    Tonight was the first night I went out since a year of isolation. I think I would choose to stay home on me own rather than going out. I hate to drive home on my own...
    kiwipp kiwipp 26-30, F Jan 6

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    I lost my trust and faith in people awhile back and it's taking awhile to regain it.
    Letmebepatient Letmebepatient 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 8

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    I don't care what people think am a different kind of breed most people can't understand
    jovorrism jovorrism 16-17, M Jan 11

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    Why cant ny heart just stop working thats easier
    WarriorPoet97 WarriorPoet97 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 11

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    Then I say to my self the world would be a darker place because I will not be there to save it.
    Deuz Deuz 18-21, M Jan 12

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    I've thought about this a lot. I keep saying I'll wait until my sister graduates high school, but I may be able to work around that if need be. I've talked with my family about my...
    PuckDrop PuckDrop 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 13

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    Ever since I was a young child I have battled social anxiety disorder. Social situations always made me anxious and at times panicky. When I was a teen I came to realize that I was...
    tormentedinternally tormentedinternally 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 12

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    So often we build walls around our hearts to protect ourselves. We hide behind them the parts of ourselves we deem too vulnerable to ever share and we feel safe and secure in the...
    diablesse34 diablesse34 46-50, F 20 Responses a week ago

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    My mood changes so much that it's exhausting to handle. I wish it didn't happen all the time. It takes over so fast and strong that I feel I can't control it. At these times I feel...
    Nalani2 Nalani2 18-21, F Jan 16

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    I had a horrible friend through junior high and high school, i opened up and told a lot about myself...my dreams .. my desires..my future...my fantasies. ..everything...little did...
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 5

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    I've come to the realization that my social anxiety is ruining opportunities for me. Ever since I started homeschooling I have isolated myself from people. My parents have...
    Delicateflower98 Delicateflower98 16-17, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Unintentionally. I just want to sit on the edge of a building. I've pretty much isolated myself from others. I don't want to hurt anyone anymore. I'm a disease.
    nostalgickittens nostalgickittens 16-17, F Dec 29, 2014

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    I've trusted to many people and yet I have gotten hurt. I have isolated myself from society. I thought I could trust one girl and she proved me wrong. I feel as if I can be...
    Ginger1313 Ginger1313 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    Hi. I am a 28 y/o male, living in New York. I am a published author, and I used to sing for a somewhat popular band. I ran my own record label, and designed the majority of the...
    burningallmytimeaway burningallmytimeaway 26-30, M 2 Responses Jan 11

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    i am going to say what happened, so i have a severe case of it, well, had, i am not over it yet but the severe part is a was, so, i had a severe case of it, but my head looked like...
    iamnoor iamnoor 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I'm not suicidal , but tend to think of disappearing most of the time. Like who cares anymore...but I stop myself and realize "I ain't the only one!" I feel jealousy towards...
    Frenchgal11 Frenchgal11 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 26, 2014

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    I've become so warped cynical and bitter... I'm not outwardly bitter not without good reason anyway I can't stand it I used to be so bright so colorful now it just seems im...
    Kitten2514 Kitten2514 22-25, F Dec 28, 2014

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    Ok so here goes, I was diagnosed with PCOS in July 2014 and I feel its about time I shared my story and hopefully hear from people who feel the same way. After searching through...
    genna genna 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    A while back someone asked me a question when I responded on a sexless marriage forum. I never answered the question, but thought about it for quite some time now. They wanted to...
    sundancesoul sundancesoul 46-50, F 2 Responses Jan 3

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    Sometimes I see people from my old life when I was the old me, and I get sad. I'm working on not being like that anymore though. I have a really good memory when it comes to...
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    Hello my name is Kayla , I weigh 198 pounds now ! I am 12 .. yes im not proud of my weight whats so ever , But I have been starving myself for a week or so and ive lost weight ( 8...
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    I never placed a lot of stock in IQ or personality tests or horoscopes or astrology. Not saying they don't serve a purpose. Just always struck me as woefully inadequate assessments...
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    I have a disability that no one can see. It has been almost ten years since I found out, but I continue to have insecurities about myself. To keep my symptoms under control, I...
    powerinmyself powerinmyself 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    Lately I've been feeling really anxious. I have this weird and terrifying feeling that I'm not really here. Of course I'm here but I don't feel like myself. I can do things...
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    Holy doolie what a crap day! I would love to know when grieving stops! I thought things were getting much better. Have been feeling generally so much better. It's the holidays...
    willbefreeiwill willbefreeiwill 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    I'm skinny, but recently I've been gaining weight due to eating unhealthy stuff and eating a lot due to stress. I recently visited my older sister and she slapped me on my thighs...
    laubrown1 laubrown1 18-21, F Jan 4

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    I have been through several downs in my life, tried a lot, explored different opportunities, failed, and finally came to conclusion that a traditional work from 9 to 5 or 6 or...
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    I'm 21 and I have pica. I love the taste and texture of paper from cardboard, some types of tissue paper and other types of paper. It started when I was a baby, my mom noticed me...
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    I started self harming myself in 7th grade. I am now in 8th grade, and have to admit that I still do. I first started because, well, I honestly kind of just wanted to try it out...
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    This happens all the time. If I don't want to or want to do something, why do people always have to question it? If I want to go watch a movie with the little friends I have, why...
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    Yes, it is true. I have, and if my memory serves me right, it was my first physical experience. I think I was about 13, maybe 14, but most likely 13. There was this girl in my...
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    Honestly I just wanna fcking slice my throat open so I don't have to see myself or fck anything up anymore cause that's just all I do
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    I love edging... And I haven't touched myself in four days in a row. Right now I'm laying in my bed, with only a shirt and underwear. You can't imagine how hard I am. And I'm just...
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    I wouldn't wish this on anyone. I have always been a nervous person..even as a kid. I didn't really start having regular panic attacks until I was in my early 20's. I had them...
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    coffeejunkie87 coffeejunkie87 26-30 Dec 30, 2014

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    1.Better grades because I have to remind myself that I still have a functioning brain. 2.Be more active even if it kills me,even if sometimes I find it so hard to do anything at...
    Sheiriam Sheiriam 18-21, F Dec 31, 2014

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    So it's finally the NEW YEAR. And a new year symbolises a new start, starting anew, starting fresh again... Of course there were many unforgettable moments, both happy and sad in 2...
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