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I Have A Tendancy To Isolate Myself

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    Whenever I feel really impulsive I isolate

    myself in my room because I don't want to do something stupid like have impulsive sex, buy useless things, and do something that gives me adrenaline. Whenever I'm sad with a combination of happy, I feel like a impulsive self destructive train that will keep going and going till...
    ponycupcake ponycupcake 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It is so...for example i didn't left my home since Saturday, I will do it perhaps tomorrow...yes I do tend to isolate myself...i don't know why, is a sort of self defense, or...
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    I do, I love to be in my own, and in my own company. I always hide myself in my room and stay there all day, and I don't really care what people have to say about it, like my...
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    I have to keep telling myself this. I can do this. I can graduate college with an offer letter. I can get at least 65 for my english. I am not going to disappoint my old man. I can...
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    idk why I haven't, or why I'm so scared I could be gone in a matter of seconds/ minutes ;'(
    sophieirwinnxo sophieirwinnxo 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 17

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    ^maybe because you're worth something. And so many other people have much more to worry about than you do. ( btw no hate I'm just answering the question, and stating how people...
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    I will try to start a discussion...let's see what each of us which has this tendency is doing wright now... Me: I'm at home, just had my coffee and struggle to get out to do some...
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    death seems like such a great option
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    death seems like such a great option
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