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I Have A Tulpa

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    Yep, had one for going on a year now.

    Her name is V. Yes, just the letter. And I have to say, she has been a great help with the problems I have gone through this past year. So hears to you V, you dashing rogue you.
    CrowCypher CrowCypher 22-25, M Dec 3, 2014

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    Her Name Is Summer Rose(Rosy) I just made her

    today and I think I am connecting with her. But I'm not positive. I feel like I might be forcing myself to 'feel' her presence. Is this normal? I have already created her image and personality, along with our wonderland and I think I talked with her. But as I said, I'm not sure...
    NeighFlowers NeighFlowers 16-17, M Jan 3

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