I Have A Very Negative View Of Myself

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    on days like today. back when i was lost in my dark life i hated myself beyond words. now that i've improved i usually don't hate myself so much but i still don't like myself either. i honestly don't see what you all see in me and doubt i ever will. but on days like today...
    CaptainJackass CaptainJackass
    22-25, M
    1 Response Feb 1, 2011

    sometimes I'm awesome,

    sometimes I'm just ****
    TheCroissant TheCroissant
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 6, 2015
    torr62 torr62
    18-21, F
    Dec 7, 2014

    definitely. I know this is all in my head

    and I assume I'm ugly, pathetic, worthless even when people say I'm not. my heads been rattled by a few people in the past and it's left me lying in this hole. time to roll up my sleeves and start climbing out
    theBIT theBIT
    26-30, M
    1 Response Sep 11, 2015

    Nobody knows this, but I have serious issues

    right now. I am battling anorexia. Although I'm not super skinny, I still deal with it. I see myself as too big. I've gone up to a week and a half without eating trying to lose weight. Nothing could be worse than hating myself as much as I do.
    joshbenson joshbenson
    18-21, M
    Sep 24, 2015

    It's a very unfortunate character trait :/ I

    don't find myself at all attractive, and I'm pretty sure I'm an ***-hole XD
    MrAwesomeKyle MrAwesomeKyle
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jan 30, 2014

    Im a negative pessimistic person

    and thats nobody talks to me but i dont care i deserve it
    miz0217 miz0217
    22-25, M
    1 Response Aug 12, 2014

    There are times like these

    where I'm just waiting for the storm to pass and I don't feel like trying. I don't want to do anything but cry. This emptiness in my heart is getting bigger and travels to my throat from holding in my screams for so long. I could go on and on about why I'm feeling this way...
    torr62 torr62
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 10, 2015

    A Piece Of Trash...

    Ugly, disgusting, worthless, untalented...these are the words I use to describe myself. Pretty much between the ages of five and 17 I was described as this by everyone around me so this became my identity. I knew the ugly thing must have been true because it is reinforced by the...
    Onedayacometwillfall Onedayacometwillfall
    Sep 12, 2010

    An Understatement

    You know I always feel that whenever i say I have a negative view of myself, it always feels like an understatement. I mean really, I could not be anymore vague on the whole idea of being self-hating? Man, it makes me laugh because no one can fathom the level of hatred I hold...
    ForgottenMale ForgottenMale
    26-30, M
    Feb 3, 2013


    com/stories/Am-Lonely/5249647 Please read this
    torr62 torr62
    18-21, F
    Dec 14, 2014

    The Ugly Truth.

    I am unhappy. I wish I could die, but I can't I am fat and disgusting looking, I have an ugly smile, ugly eyes, ugly teeth, ugly hair, ugly ears, ugly piercings. I am ugly. My body is HORRIBLE, I am stupid, I am a moron. I have nothing going on. I should die alone.And everyone...
    myfairlady24 myfairlady24
    3 Responses Feb 20, 2011

    I'm a failure I'm a loser I don't matter I

    should die I'm broken and can never be fixed No one needs me for anything I'm useless I hurt everyone I know No one can help me
    BleuGirl83 BleuGirl83
    31-35, F
    Jul 17, 2014

    I don't know where to start this off,

    but I'll just first say that I can't do anything remarkable. I'm not special. I'm not good at anything. I'm just ordinary. I try so hard to change that, but nothing I do is good enough. I'm slowly starting to rethink all of this. I'm starting lose hope. I'm not seeing a...
    torr62 torr62
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Dec 14, 2014

    This Will Help You.

    http://video.server.dhamma.org/video/intro/vintro.htm watch the videos on that page with an open mind. Peace.
    tyrian69 tyrian69
    22-25, M
    Sep 12, 2012

    But I'm Better Then Some!

    Some people just SERIOUSLY hate themselves, and I find that really sad to be honest. Sure, I've got a few negative things to say about myself but any normal human being does because no one is perfect! Including me! I'm far from the poster child of perfection and I don't mind that...
    nataliaangel nataliaangel
    18-21, F
    Aug 25, 2011

    A Series Of Missed Opportunities

    Ugh. Such a long, involved story to tell. My mother was twenty one years old when she died. I was two months old. I spent my childhood being raised by my mother's mother, who hated me. My grandmother died when I was 15. I was then left to fend for myself. I got an...
    truewinegoddess truewinegoddess
    51-55, F
    1 Response Nov 8, 2013

    Trying To Over Come It

    How do you undo close to 20 years of verbal, emotional, and physical abuse?   I mean, not all of it is my own doing.. you get told that your fat, ugly and worthless and you start to believe it don't you.  What I learnt, was that I was my own worse enemy.  ...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody
    31-35, F
    Apr 16, 2010

    How can I not ? I've had

    such a pitiful life that I wish I was never born or died in my mothers womb . My life was useless for years . It's just sad .
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Aug 29, 2015

    Maybe Im Too Hard On Myself.

    i know there are things I really cant help. I'm having trouble with a car, i don't have a job and my family doesn't have much money. and when i had my chance to get a car, something i cant help got in the way. i really could try harder to get a job. but when living in such a...
    rawrxcupcake rawrxcupcake
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 14, 2011

    It Doesnt Matter

    even when i do something worthwhile, never seems to be any good, i never like being told when i have done something good as it always sounds patronizing so i push people away
    isitalwayslies isitalwayslies
    1 Response Apr 10, 2012

    Warped Perceptions

    .If one hundred people like me and one doesn't then I have a tendency to focus on that...ignoring all the positive messages I get from the majority. I have had what feels like a long hard time of it this life...and it is hard for me to accept praise or feel good about anything...
    greenlionburning greenlionburning
    1 Response Oct 5, 2011

    You shouldn't be depressed cause famous people

    like EINSTINE Walt Disney were told they would never amount to anything . Most famous celebrities were once depressed and didnt give up and became some of the greatest people in terms of talent success and money . Im goin i be positive all the time now cause i wil remember this...
    miz0217 miz0217
    22-25, M
    1 Response Aug 12, 2014

    I developed BDD body Dysmorphic disorder months

    ago if anyone can relate please message me
    lifewithBDD lifewithBDD
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 6, 2014

    i have all sorts of feelings today .

    .i just want to block out the world for a while..im feeling tired of life..im feeling really down..im feeling cant be bothered doing anything...im not looking forward to today..im feeling disaapointed im feeling ashamed im feeling no hope..my depression needs to get out of my...
    LegendBattles LegendBattles
    31-35, M
    Aug 16, 2015

    I wonder what it's like to have a great deal of

    self confidence and self esteem. What is it like to not hate yourself so much?
    whatsthepointt whatsthepointt
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 15, 2015


    I dislike almost everything about my physical appearance. I feel I will never be pretty, or feminine, or worthy. I'm not sure exactly where this view got started, but it has been reinforced by other people for years. When I look in the mirror, I see fat and ugly.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    36-40, F
    Nov 27, 2010

    I don't know how to explain it.

    I love myself but I will never expect anyone to share my opinion.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Dec 3, 2014

    I Feel Extremely Negatively About Myself....

    I hate most things about myself: 1. The fact I look so ridiculously young (I am 25 nearly 26 but get told I look 16/18) 2. My looks in general, I have a big nose, flat chested and thin lips with stupidly small ears 3. I have a weird voice 4. I still live at home as can't afford...
    deleted deleted
    May 12, 2011

    I Wish

    My view of my self is not about looks i know in that way im what others think of as attractive. my negative view comes from a bit deeper i cant seem to get things right i seem to let people down alot, i dont do it on purpose it jhust happens I have a tumour that causes...
    gypsymae gypsymae
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Apr 22, 2010

    I realize it's time to stop.

    There is no peace, love, or joy in negativity.
    Foreverlove Foreverlove
    22-25, F
    Dec 10, 2015

    But really, who doesnt?

    Trying to lose weight and be healthier is what I am sturggling with now.
    ModifiedMamaofTwo ModifiedMamaofTwo
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 2, 2014

    I Think I'm Pretty.

    But I can't really think of anything else I have going for me. I'm very shy, not particularly skilled at anything other than maybe writing short stories, I'm kinda lazy, and I think I'm really boring. I don't talk much, so I'm generally ignored once people realize there really...
    KaBe22 KaBe22
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 10, 2010

    My dog died a couple days ago

    and I'm feeling more dumb tonight than ever. I can't do anything and My sister is better than me. I hate her for it. I'm so negative and I hate that too. Whatamigonnado? 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃
    deleted deleted
    Mar 27, 2016

    It's so easy to create a list of everything I

    hate about myself. I filled up a page in minutes. It's a lot more difficult to make a list of good things. Especially since many if the things I know people say about me are contradicted by my negative attributes list. Some days I like myself okay. Other days I don't...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Nov 29, 2014

    normally think I'm not good enough to be

    someone's friend significant other. or a good brother or employee but I some how make it work.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Mar 19, 2016
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