because i'm "smart" and i was forced to try out for a sport. I hate it when my parents take my educational freedom from me.. I dont want to be in a private school because im smart but because i have friends there. My parents even shove off my likes and dislikes i cant stand...
and I wrote songs about my feelings. It just helps me. I had issues with my mom and wrote stuff about her and she went through my room one day and found it. The next thing I know, all my songs are ripped up and in the trash.
- I want to sneak out at night
- I cuss sometimes
- I know how to street fight
- I feel like they don't understand me
- I want more freedom
- I tried to run away
- I tried suicide
- I hate my glasses
I keep all the stuff I dont want my parents to see in an old leather box, under my nightstand. Stuff like notes, a flash drive, and, yes, a little book filled with confessions and maybe a picture or two!
experience and as I listened I said why doesn't she.... Etc.
She seemed surprised that I knew what she should do!
She questioned me on a few things and I said that there's a whole lifetime of experiences she knows nothing about.
I think that surprised her somewhat.
The idea that...
lets see if i can list some of the things id be ok with mentioning to others...
-my ep account
-for several months, my now ex
-i was engaged for 6 months
-i want to be a teen mom
-ive wanted to be a teen mom since i was 13
-im not all that innocent
-i want 8 kids
because I criticized her for calling my little brother a worthless person for scoring Bs and Cs instead of As. She then started complaining about how bad she has it in the family. Then my dad started reading too on both me and my brother and on her. I then fled the house with my...
so, my mom now knows about ep. she saw me on someones profile, and they were in the group involving pregnancy, and shes so judgemental. she barked at me, asking if i felt the same as that girl. she didnt even care to realize it wasnt a girls profile. she judges is unjustly now...
and Father Are Unaware of
Let us see.... My dad doesn't know about this account. my mom thinks i deleted it. for awhile my mom didn't know i use skype. my dads so clueless. They don't know about the depression, or when i was anorexic, or when i cut...or beat myself...
There is so many things that is best for them not to know about me. If they knew everything they would probably kill me . Probably want to make me live in a bubble. Aren't we all that way? Having to keep so much stuff private because if your guys parents are like mine I probsby...
I have several files on my computer dedicated in containing my own thoughts and concepts, that are for no one else but people I trust. Unfortunately I can't say I can trust my parents with these. Or possibly anyone else.Knowledge is power to me, and anyone with that much...
I know years later I learned any of the things I thought we had gotten away with we had not they knew about it.
We never really hide anything from the adults in our life as young teens or growing up with each other.
they even knew I found out about us making love while...