I Have Absolutely No One

Truly and Utterly A Loner or a Loser... 348 People

    I Spend My Life Alone.....

    i SPEND MY LIFE ALONE. nO FRIENDS JUST ME ALONE. i FEAR FOR tHANKSGIVING AND XMAS. how will all these hoildays work out? Personally I can't wait for the new year. A new year is a new begining of hope...
    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    1 Response Nov 24, 2010

    Hi, I'm not very good at saying things,

    explaining or communicating but i'll give it a go, i'm really sorry if my post sounds a bit rude or anything, it's not intentional at all My names Nicholas, i'm 20 at the time of writing this and i live in the UK (United Kingdom) and i'm also Autistic. My dad is dead, i don't...
    NT1995 NT1995
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 18, 2015

    If you are pursuing a hard endeavor

    and it encounters unexpected difficulties so that you are overwhelmed by stress but there is nobody sticking by you to cheer you, encourage you, support you to give you the strength, what will you do? Is it possible that you can find a person to stick by you throughout your...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself
    26-30, F
    Sep 16, 2015

    Im Depressed..........

    Im realizing how depressing my life truly is. Its not a matter of how much the depression is actually affecting my life, nor is it a matter of how my husband f***** ME UP. iTS AN ACTUAL MATTER OF "s***, MY LIFE IS A MESS'. iVE LOST gOD. iM NOT ENTIRELY SURE WHY, BUT hE'S (,,,)
    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    Nov 24, 2010

    I'm sitting in my room all alone answering

    questions and no one to talk to some one anyone msg me, preferably 13-16 age range please
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 28, 2015

    Do you want to know the person

    which I am trusting most? That´s me! I don´t have any social contacts and with the very few social contacts I had in the past I´ve made the experience that I was always running and helping all of them but if I need someone so there will be absolutely no one beside me. That´s...
    Loretta78 Loretta78
    36-40, F
    Sep 17, 2015

    Friends

    i wish i trusted people enough to become my friends, so i wouldn't be alone but i don't  i wish i could change, i don't wan't to be alone
    NerdsRuleCoolsAreFools NerdsRuleCoolsAreFools
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Jul 25, 2010

    Always Alone

    I don't think there is anyone like me.  I know all of us are special but I never met anyone similar to me.  If you are, I'd love to talk to you, because I feel absolutely alone, it's very scary and I feel this way all the time, but I can't take it, so I decided to write...
    Alta Alta
    41-45, F
    20 Responses Sep 19, 2009

    Depression.....

    I can't, I can't I can't get over my damn depression Help me, Help me, I whisper in the dark. If there are angels then where are they? Im trapped in this hell, even though it's all in my mind, it's my reality, I can't sleep, I dont wanna get out of (...)
    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Nov 24, 2010

    It's not like any of you have Absolutely no body

    but I do understand have a very small selective people to have. Anyway, I will be here for you. And I do care.
    laurenzerbe laurenzerbe
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 29, 2015

    I Got Nobody Either.

    I am homeless. I am alone. I have nobody and nothing. All I wanna do is go to california and get the **** away from here. I am literally to tears. I am unhappy, depressed and caged from what I needa do. Why cant people just see someone is having it harder than hell and instead of...
    Maximo1987 Maximo1987
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 2, 2013
    RandomExistence RandomExistence
    16-17, M
    Jul 28, 2015

    mine is a broken home at least I thought

    that my wife could make my life better but how wrong was I to think like that finally when I found out someone who could make me feel This Is Where I Belong she is my sister in law whom I can never be with and can't express my feelings to
    sjgn sjgn
    26-30, M
    1 Response Feb 9, 2015

    I had friends once but

    when I grew up I became my best friend. Then one day I realized I have no friends at all and I mean absolutely no one and it sucks.When I tell people I have absolutely no one in my life they look at me and thinking seriously.
    eyeamalive eyeamalive
    46-50, F
    1 Response Jul 28, 2015

    I'm empty. I have no close friends

    or any friends to even hang-out with. My family isn't the type to talk with me in a caring/loving sense. Growing up my folks never had a social circle and neither have I. Right now, work is my social life. I will even go to my workplace when I am off just because I have nothing...
    Justsilence00 Justsilence00
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jul 1, 2015

    The nights are bloody awful.

    The worst I've ever felt. But other than that it's livable after you stop looking for signs that you "have" someone you can trust, and feel comfortable in believing that they care about you. It makes you all kinds of paranoid and delusional. Causes you to make stupid decisions...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 15, 2015

    I Dont Know What To Do.

    i have never kissed anyone i feel like such a freak... i have to hear every day i have to hear from ******** how i am creepy and pathetic and i dont have friends... i dont know what to do.
    matthewnew matthewnew
    18-21
    1 Response Oct 9, 2013

    I Literally Have Nobody, In A Different Country Totally Alone........

    Hi, If i may share my experience: I am 26 years old and have never been one for having lost of friends, 3 years ago i had a little job and some work collugues and i used to get by alright. Like you my parents never phoned me and it was always up to me to contact them (it...
    stevefosterl7 stevefosterl7
    26-30, M
    5 Responses Apr 22, 2010

    i have some friends but no real friends

    that like to talk with me. i havent had a long, good conversation with someone for about 4 years.
    baeleaves baeleaves
    16-17, M
    Jul 28, 2015
    BradleytheBeast BradleytheBeast
    16-17, M
    1 Response Jul 28, 2015

    The friends I got in MSN

    and Yahoo messenger are all gone because the two messengers have been outdated. Nowadays people use facebook or twitter or skype to keep contact. But I can't retrieve friends from the two messengers to the new social media. I have not made new friends in reality for long so I...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Sep 7, 2015

    I have FB and Twitter Friends

    but to me they aren't real. Friends are people that you hang out with and keep in touch with, which no one has done with me these past five years. I have no one but I hope to find someone who won't rip through my ribcage and shatter my heart.
    Ilovefeet2015 Ilovefeet2015
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jul 1, 2015

    Holding Out For Whatever Has Lost It"s Appeal.....

    Why is love and Security so importantant to me? I dont really know. But I wish it wasent. I wish I could just accept my circumstance as my deestiny.
    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    Nov 24, 2010

    When your only best friend has other friends

    and your stuck with no friends a lot of times.
    Artxsy Artxsy
    18-21, F
    Jun 30, 2015

    Sure I have friends but it always feels like

    when I really need somebody, no one is able to be there
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 1, 2015

    Iam really still alone no one loves me ,

    no one is interested in me , it is definitely a harsh thing to feel like that , but this is the life which we must accept in its good and bad , otherwise it will run and smash us without any mercy , and the believing in the truth which is " after the night , there is the morning...
    umayyad umayyad
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Feb 9, 2015

    I am so alone... Everyone moves away from this

    small town. Wish I had someone to talk to...
    WeepingWillow27 WeepingWillow27
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 8, 2015

    Does anyone want to talk?

    I feel like there's no one around anymore
    Artxsy Artxsy
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 27, 2015

    Friendless "perfect Girl"

    I'm totally alone. Here, I finally admit it. No friends, no enemies...nothing... nobody even bothers to hate me...i'm irrelevant...Whole my life I wanted to be someone special, someone people would care about and I did my best but nothing...nobody cares...When people look at me...
    HatedPrincess HatedPrincess
    18-21, F
    7 Responses May 18, 2010

    I've lost everyone who cared about me

    for real I don't have any friends that look forward to talking to me im just all alone left with the monsters inside my head
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Jul 31, 2015

    I think I can only make friends in school

    because I feel I can only find people having the disposition I like in school. I like people who are debonair, like to talk about intellectual things, view knowledge as very important, have the scholarly bearing, don't talk gossip, etc. Outside school people are generally...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Jul 28, 2015

    Utterly Alone........

    I feel.....empty I thought for a while that I may never feel anything again, but to my dismay, the pain returned. I thought that I had friends, but still I am alone,. Apparently I'm not the actress I had imagined,  What a fake I am. I thought I could please everyone, but...
    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    Nov 24, 2010
    craz3f8g craz3f8g
    18-21
    1 Response Jul 28, 2015

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