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I Have Acknowledged That I Belong In A Solitary Existence

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    Yes, it is true, I am twenty-seven years old and have learned an outstanding list of aspects of my character, psychology, and ambitions as well as what renders a smile upon my face.When I was younger, I remember being able to see myself alone in the distant future; it was as if...
    Ameliorate Ameliorate 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 22, 2012

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