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I Have All These Emotions, All These Feelings, Its Too Much

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    I'm always so emotional.

    I wish he were more compassionate. tell me he misses me too. instead he avoids anything too feely. as more time passes since he left . I just feel as if he has put us on pause. all the tenderness seeping to the very bottoms of the barrel. not even a merger scrap ... but he...
    olivepop4ever olivepop4ever 26-30, F Jan 8

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    its really hard for me to understand how I'm

    feeling because at times I just don't know how I'm feeling I'm just angry and sad
    Itsmiprada Itsmiprada 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    I've been doing so well lately.

    He was my in every single one of my thoughts both drunken and sober. After weeks of heartache and upset I finally realized that he was not what I needed or wanted. I began to enjoy the feeling off being single, being free. I enjoyed the feeling of being able to live the life I...
    sademptynothing sademptynothing 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 12, 2014

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    My emotions have always been hidden behind

    logic. in 2012 I was drawn to a church, where my emotions broke down the logic barrier. since that day, my emotions control me. When I get emotional, it starts as a snowball and ends in an avalanche. the biggest triggers for me is not having friends, feeling unloved and unwanted...
    jarae jarae 31-35, M Jan 9

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    I'm tired, anxious, nervous,

    mad, confused, sad, and happy at the same time...Wtf
    savvy1998 savvy1998 16-17, F Jan 8

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    For a little over a year

    now I have had feelings for my friend, but now what I was afraid would happen is happening-I'm falling in love with her. I had a strong crush on her so I've always missed her, but now that it's love it feels like I can't take it. I feel like I'm going to go crazy not seeing her...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Jan 8

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    to the point that I literally exhaust myself.

    I'm so depressed that I literally sleep all day
    jenneruz jenneruz 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    Can'T Even Enjoy The Music

    I'd imagine most people feel music is life, it makes us sad, makes us happy, brings back memories, creates new memories. Lately, I haven't turned the music on much. I've actually been making myself at times...because I just feel I should. There has been an unspoken reason. A...
    MsBlueDreamer MsBlueDreamer 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 17, 2013

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    It's too much I want to scream at the top of my

    lungs. I've got so much going on..I'm in a deep dark hole and I don't know how to get out. I can't stop crying.im surrounded by people I love but I'm just empty
    Dazzled28 Dazzled28 31-35, F Dec 15, 2013

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    Im not attention seeking at all I'm really

    struggling i don't usually come on here unless I'm really bad because i get too emotional when i do come on but its all to much this time, i need someone to give me advice Ive just found out my grandad has lung cancer i saw it coming after all he does drink loads and smoke but...
    DepressedKidd DepressedKidd 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 19, 2014

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