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I Have All These Emotions, All These Feelings, Its Too Much

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 133 People

    Can'T Even Enjoy The Music

    I'd imagine most people feel music is life, it makes us sad, makes us happy, brings back memories, creates new memories. Lately, I haven't turned the music on much. I've actually been making myself at times...because I just feel I should. There has been an unspoken reason. A...
    MsBlueDreamer MsBlueDreamer 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 17, 2013

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    I'm always so emotional.

    I wish he were more compassionate. tell me he misses me too. instead he avoids anything too feely. as more time passes since he left . I just feel as if he has put us on pause. all the tenderness seeping to the very bottoms of the barrel. not even a merger scrap ... but he...
    olivepop4ever olivepop4ever 26-30, F Jan 8

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    I've been doing so well lately.

    He was my in every single one of my thoughts both drunken and sober. After weeks of heartache and upset I finally realized that he was not what I needed or wanted. I began to enjoy the feeling off being single, being free. I enjoyed the feeling of being able to live the life I...
    sademptynothing sademptynothing 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 12, 2014

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    My emotions have always been hidden behind

    logic. in 2012 I was drawn to a church, where my emotions broke down the logic barrier. since that day, my emotions control me. When I get emotional, it starts as a snowball and ends in an avalanche. the biggest triggers for me is not having friends, feeling unloved and unwanted...
    jarae jarae 26-30 Jan 9

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    its really hard for me to understand how I'm

    feeling because at times I just don't know how I'm feeling I'm just angry and sad
    Itsmiprada Itsmiprada 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    to the point that I literally exhaust myself.

    I'm so depressed that I literally sleep all day
    jenneruz jenneruz 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    I'm tired, anxious, nervous,

    mad, confused, sad, and happy at the same time...Wtf
    savvy1998 savvy1998 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    It's too much I want to scream at the top of my

    lungs. I've got so much going on..I'm in a deep dark hole and I don't know how to get out. I can't stop crying.im surrounded by people I love but I'm just empty
    Dazzled28 Dazzled28 31-35, F Dec 15, 2013

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    For a little over a year

    now I have had feelings for my friend, but now what I was afraid would happen is happening-I'm falling in love with her. I had a strong crush on her so I've always missed her, but now that it's love it feels like I can't take it. I feel like I'm going to go crazy not seeing her...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Jan 8

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    Im not attention seeking at all I'm really

    struggling i don't usually come on here unless I'm really bad because i get too emotional when i do come on but its all to much this time, i need someone to give me advice Ive just found out my grandad has lung cancer i saw it coming after all he does drink loads and smoke but...
    DepressedKidd DepressedKidd 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 19, 2014

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    I've kept my feelings and emotions to myself for quite a while. I've helped others go through theirs as I've experienced many different situations similar to theirs.. I've opened...
    HighHopes811 HighHopes811 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    Okay, so I was recently in a relationship with a girl,"Mickey" (nickname). We go to the same high school and she's two years older than me . We stayed together for about two weeks...
    CurvyFrance CurvyFrance 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 8

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    LoneFox29 LoneFox29 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 13

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    And by liked, I mean as in feelings. I get on these chat apps called chatous and meowchat and almost every guy and a few girls I talked to started to like me because of either my...
    NaNaJene NaNaJene 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    I know this is petty, but I had a work friend who broke my circle of trust. It wasn't a huge violation of a trust, just a small one... but the small act hurt my feelings. No, I'm...
    SomeGuy9999 SomeGuy9999 36-40, M 6 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    TWIZTID - LDLHA-IBCSYWA They tend to misunderstand the paper man With scissor hands who watches the hourglass for grains of sand To fall and fall again as he pretends That...
    idleheart idleheart 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    First I have to apologize my language, English is not my native language. So I am a 18-year-old female anf I am in my final year of high school and I am obsessed with my female...
    Blomma Blomma 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    I have never missed anyone this much in my life as I miss HIM. He has brought out traits in me I never knew existed, including jealousy. I always thought I was above it and even...
    Piscesrose Piscesrose 46-50, F 3 Responses Jan 5

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    so I saw my doctor today. I wanted to talk to her about my anxiety and how bad it gets, along with my panic attacks. I have been having a lot of trouble breathing, and I just...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 10

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    I guess this is karma for someone like me. I don't know. When I start to like someone, it always starts with an attraction. Crushes don't really last long in my case, and sometimes...
    ZeraSummers ZeraSummers 16-17, F Dec 29, 2014

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    I was watching a documentary on domestic violence a week ago. They spoke of abuser traits and it dawned on me how much my dad fits that profile. He has always been so hard to deal...
    JasmineRoses JasmineRoses 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    Devinologist Devinologist 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 14

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    a while ago i lost faith in my emotions because they only have proven to be delusional,unrational and cause me great pain most of the time and led me to commit spontaneous actions...
    AndeleAndele AndeleAndele 18-21, M Jan 3

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    The events that unfolded in Paris this week cannot be described with mere words. To describe such loss of life as a tragedy seems too weak, too disrespectful. But as shocking...
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    By my friends. They always hurt my feelings they never care just bc everytime they hurt me i never get mad at them. I get mad! Eventho i never show it to them. I am always afraid...
    cinderellyy cinderellyy 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 5

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    I have been in a relationship with my boyfriend for 5 years and we have been very happy. he is my best friend and frankly the kindest person i have ever dated . I know he will...
    Evolution7 Evolution7 26-30 1 Response Jan 16

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    To shorten the story, I have an ex fiance from 2004. My father died and he walked away due to my father's death. You know why as good as I do. I ended up having an emotional...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Jan 18

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    Alright Experience Project, I need all of your help. I'm doing my first ever cleanse, but not from food or the tv from people. More specifically, a person. My closest friend is...
    MadAsAHatterXII MadAsAHatterXII 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 19

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    Hi All, I'm new to EP and have spent the past couple of days reading posts on the topic "I have found my Twin Flame". I found this site by accident but was also looking to...
    SpiritualScientist SpiritualScientist 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    This is a site for people to let out their feelings and problems to take it off their chest or get advice into how to combat situations to the problems...It is also a site for...
    LegendBattles LegendBattles 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Dear friend I want to share with you my experience with the mental health services in the uk I'm a dark skinned woman of Asian appearance .people often assume that I'm an Indian...
    newyear15 newyear15 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    I've known him for two years. He always makes me smile and laugh when I'm upset, teases me, jokes around and worries about me when I have problems, spends time with me talking...
    sweetice007 sweetice007 18-21, F Dec 27, 2014

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    Runner/Chaser. Vent. I've been listening to say something- A Great Big World ft Christina Aguilera lately. I tend to get into mainstream stuff a bit late but this came on the...
    topsykrit topsykrit 18-21, F Jan 6

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    cailynrenee cailynrenee 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    if you dont accept crossdressers or transgender ppl read on cause this could become your son/daughter unless you stop it dont become a murderer this childs death solely lies in the...
    guyindresses1991 guyindresses1991 22-25, T 2 Responses Jan 15

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    its hard to: understand what your feeling when some one a asks what's wrong with you and you have so many emotions running
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    bujji14 bujji14 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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