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I Have All These Emotions, All These Feelings, Its Too Much

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 137 People

    It's too much I want to scream at the top of my

    lungs. I've got so much going on..I'm in a deep dark hole and I don't know how to get out. I can't stop crying.im surrounded by people I love but I'm just empty
    Dazzled28 Dazzled28 31-35, F Dec 15, 2013

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    I've been doing so well lately.

    He was my in every single one of my thoughts both drunken and sober. After weeks of heartache and upset I finally realized that he was not what I needed or wanted. I began to enjoy the feeling off being single, being free. I enjoyed the feeling of being able to live the life I...
    sademptynothing sademptynothing 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 12, 2014

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    its really hard for me to understand how I'm

    feeling because at times I just don't know how I'm feeling I'm just angry and sad
    Itsmiprada Itsmiprada 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    to the point that I literally exhaust myself.

    I'm so depressed that I literally sleep all day
    jenneruz jenneruz 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    For a little over a year

    now I have had feelings for my friend, but now what I was afraid would happen is happening-I'm falling in love with her. I had a strong crush on her so I've always missed her, but now that it's love it feels like I can't take it. I feel like I'm going to go crazy not seeing her...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Jan 8

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    Can'T Even Enjoy The Music

    I'd imagine most people feel music is life, it makes us sad, makes us happy, brings back memories, creates new memories. Lately, I haven't turned the music on much. I've actually been making myself at times...because I just feel I should. There has been an unspoken reason. A...
    MsBlueDreamer MsBlueDreamer 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 17, 2013

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    My emotions have always been hidden behind

    logic. in 2012 I was drawn to a church, where my emotions broke down the logic barrier. since that day, my emotions control me. When I get emotional, it starts as a snowball and ends in an avalanche. the biggest triggers for me is not having friends, feeling unloved and unwanted...
    jarae jarae 31-35, M Jan 9

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    Im not attention seeking at all I'm really

    struggling i don't usually come on here unless I'm really bad because i get too emotional when i do come on but its all to much this time, i need someone to give me advice Ive just found out my grandad has lung cancer i saw it coming after all he does drink loads and smoke but...
    DepressedKidd DepressedKidd 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 19, 2014

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    I'm tired, anxious, nervous,

    mad, confused, sad, and happy at the same time...Wtf
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 8

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    I'm always so emotional.

    I wish he were more compassionate. tell me he misses me too. instead he avoids anything too feely. as more time passes since he left . I just feel as if he has put us on pause. all the tenderness seeping to the very bottoms of the barrel. not even a merger scrap ... but he...
    olivepop4ever olivepop4ever 26-30, F Jan 8

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    I do I don't understand why though... sometimes I think way to much me and my bro Joey know how it goes he's my best friend and we over think everything lol but I create these...
    wallflower395 wallflower395 13-15, F Apr 28

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    I've never wanted to scream so bad in my life. I want so badly to blast my feelings all over the place and tell everyone how miserably in love I am....but what the hell good would...
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    ArcticNorah ArcticNorah 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    What is true love? A good friend on ep asked the question and i remember my own confusion back 4 months ago. So there i was thinking and writing in my diary about love, perhaps for...
    msb2015 msb2015 26-30, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    i dont know why i writer on this as apart of me just doesnt care anymore why is everyone blocked out i feel like im in slow emotion im so fricken depressed that i dont even wan to...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F May 15

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    16I don't know where this would fit in so I'm just gonn' post it here.I thought I'd post it as a confession but every time I click on the confessions page, just looking at those...
    TheDedicatedChampion TheDedicatedChampion 22-25 1 Response May 12

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    ⌂ Home Debbie Avatar Debbie ⚙ Forgive my spelling errors (was very hard to write) Also forgive how long winded this is, but fellow FM sufferers can relate to how...
    debbie913 debbie913 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 26

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    I am a difficult person.... I am pretty chilled out when it comes to most things but when it comes to matters of the heart well i am an abyss too deep to just dive in. Yes my...
    VintageSparrow VintageSparrow 22-25, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I like them,at least am starting to like them more/appreciate them,they're not always easy to deal with to feel but i like having them,I wouldn't be me without them feel like...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    why isnt there anybody on this group anymore there sure isnt much support i want o know if other people feel the same i dont feel real i always feel i need to matter my mood is so...
    hannahabbie hannahabbie 46-50, F 1 Response May 8

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    walkingwarrior walkingwarrior 26-30, F Apr 30

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    Odd dream this morning It's been a long time and I still dream bout him it's odd I don't want him I'm fed happy and healthier yet my dreams play tricks with me It's almost...
    ophelia379 ophelia379 26-30, F 2 Responses May 4

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    Some people just know what they want to do with their life but for me it's never been clear cut. I have a lot of things I'm good at but nothing I'm really great at. When I was a...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 3 Responses May 11

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    Listening to music really helps. The lyrics help me relate to the song I am listening to. Even if I cry, it helps. Also writing my feelings out helps too.
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 12

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    I was 19 when I had my first kiss. I was in a night club for one of those sport's socials and I didn't really know anyone. We were all just acquaintances. And we started talking to...
    idunnoeven idunnoeven 22-25, F May 12

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    Too much unnecessary or irrelevant thoughts in my mind. There's so much nonsense that's been happening in my life and it's been bothering the heck out of me. Why do people come...
    courtsley courtsley 18-21, F 1 Response May 2

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    I started today in pain emotionally due to past horrors that resulted in a miscarriage. I am very sensitive emotionally. Emotional pain my whole life has turned into physical...
    neverendingfairytale2 neverendingfairytale2 36-40, F May 10

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    My first read was about relationships. Just knowing what other people's feelings are has been an eye opener for me. I realized how I don't pay attention to others feelings. Heck, I...
    twoputt twoputt 36-40, M May 11

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    My mind goes a million miles per second. Heck, even right now, I'm already into the next four conversations, in my head. Obviously, that was a little of an exaggeration but, that's...
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    I love my boyfriend so much, but I don't know what is happening. He moved to another city and I started to feel really lonely... So, I started classes in another city (not the same...
    DreamyMermaid DreamyMermaid 16-17 1 Response May 3

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    I feel like I'm going crazy. I have a crush on a coworker and its driving me nuts. He's really nice and handsome and just really cool. I haven't had any experience with love or...
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    I honestly don't know how I feel anymore. Feeling rejected sucks.. when you feel like you're the only one trying to talk to the person you like. Its not like I don't have a reason...
    Vanessyi Vanessyi 18-21, F May 2

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    I met someone from online. We are from different place. We chat all day and never stop. Except when sleep or he play games. Im in love with him. Bcs he is really nice and funny...
    ochamr ochamr 16-17, F 2 Responses May 3

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    It's difficult for me to tell my story, I've never fully told anyone; I've never found the right words. I want to try it now. I want to put my feelings down an hope it lifts some...
    LexiDoll LexiDoll 18-21, F 1 Response May 12

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    I met you in 8th grade, you were new and very quiet. For some reason I just couldn't keep my eyes off of you, I was drawn to you, I was attracted to you. I would try talking to you...
    MrSpecify MrSpecify 18-21, M May 9

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