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I Have All These Emotions, All These Feelings, Its Too Much

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    Im not attention seeking at all I'm really

    struggling i don't usually come on here unless I'm really bad because i get too emotional when i do come on but its all to much this time, i need someone to give me advice Ive just found out my grandad has lung cancer i saw it coming after all he does drink loads and smoke but...
    DepressedKidd DepressedKidd 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 19, 2014

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    its really hard for me to understand how I'm

    feeling because at times I just don't know how I'm feeling I'm just angry and sad
    Itsmiprada Itsmiprada 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 7, 2015

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    My emotions have always been hidden behind

    logic. in 2012 I was drawn to a church, where my emotions broke down the logic barrier. since that day, my emotions control me. When I get emotional, it starts as a snowball and ends in an avalanche. the biggest triggers for me is not having friends, feeling unloved and unwanted...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 9, 2015

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    It's too much I want to scream at the top of my

    lungs. I've got so much going on..I'm in a deep dark hole and I don't know how to get out. I can't stop crying.im surrounded by people I love but I'm just empty
    Dazzled28 Dazzled28 31-35, F Dec 15, 2013

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    I'm tired, anxious, nervous,

    mad, confused, sad, and happy at the same time...Wtf
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 8, 2015

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    to the point that I literally exhaust myself.

    I'm so depressed that I literally sleep all day
    jenneruz jenneruz 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 8, 2015

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    Can'T Even Enjoy The Music

    I'd imagine most people feel music is life, it makes us sad, makes us happy, brings back memories, creates new memories. Lately, I haven't turned the music on much. I've actually been making myself at times...because I just feel I should. There has been an unspoken reason. A...
    MsBlueDreamer MsBlueDreamer 46-50, F 3 Responses Feb 17, 2013

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    I'm always so emotional.

    I wish he were more compassionate. tell me he misses me too. instead he avoids anything too feely. as more time passes since he left . I just feel as if he has put us on pause. all the tenderness seeping to the very bottoms of the barrel. not even a merger scrap ... but he...
    olivepop4ever olivepop4ever 26-30, F Jan 8, 2015

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    I've been doing so well lately.

    He was my in every single one of my thoughts both drunken and sober. After weeks of heartache and upset I finally realized that he was not what I needed or wanted. I began to enjoy the feeling off being single, being free. I enjoyed the feeling of being able to live the life I...
    sademptynothing sademptynothing 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 12, 2014

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    •FATHER• Temporary feelings, they eventually burned as I sit here bruised and scared for the rest of my life. I might have lost the war, but reality strikes, I want to cry...
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    Characteristics Of Narcissistic Mothers 1. Everything she does is deniable. (Most of the time) 2. She violates your boundaries. (Odd time and doesn't respect my wishes) 3. She...
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    I think this group may be the best place to write about this crush that I've been having for what feels like an eternity. And this post will be long and very detailed, so please...
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    I always keep my emotions bottled up because I feel like I have to be strong, but somtiems I can't be strong anymore. its hard for me because every time I try to talk about my...
    jessical6 jessical6 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    It was during the summer. I was out of school and house hopping since I had no stable home to go back to. It was a difficult year. I felt like dying every day. I had bouts of...
    starsheepie starsheepie 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Ok! So recently I got a job at teaching at a local school in my city, it is a school for poor girls and dealing with them is pretty difficult, more especially when you know their...
    HadaraNight HadaraNight 22-25, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Sometimes you have to be slammed in the head by a sledge hammer for that brain light bulb to go off. Not too long ago I was cruising along on a shaky brain wave with all these...
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    My typical method for dealing with negative emotions would be to shunt them off into a tiny corner of my consciousness. That way I can deal with everything else that's happening in...
    BleedingOrchids BleedingOrchids 16-17, F Feb 3

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    Last night I admitted I had feelings to one of my very good friends. I've liked him for months but never had the guts to tell him. We went to the pub and I got really drunk...
    LondonLady94 LondonLady94 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 3

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    What if you’ve died…?Dear myI don’t really know how to call you, but I think you know what I mean…That day when I have heard you could have died my heart...
    Estranea Estranea 22-25, F Feb 3

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    MsJessicaRabbit MsJessicaRabbit 26-30, F 5 Responses Feb 2

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    Robberto Robberto 41-45, M 1 Response Feb 1

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    I am struggling with my marriage issues with my partner and is staying away from him. I am not the type of women who loves a man too deeply. I know someday a human heart changes...
    majesticsea majesticsea 26-30, F Feb 1

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    I feel like a powder keg that's ready to explode. I can't keep keeping all these feelings and emotions bottled up inside. It's eating away at me. I've gotten so good at shrugging...
    lexxrodriguezz lexxrodriguezz 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 1

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    I would like to know if anyone feels the same way Right now and for a while it has felt like I'm the only one who struggles so much with this Like to the point where it effects...
    Jordbaerbonnie Jordbaerbonnie 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    Does anyone else experience a great feeling of anxiety and impending constant doom from this? Like something is terribly wrong...does anyone else feel this horrific panic deep in...
    myreality1 myreality1 36-40, M Jan 30

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    He feeds off of my suffering. He doesn't just feed off of it, he finds it DELICIOUS. I know this because I have FELT what he feels before. It is HORRIFIC to feel the sheer amount...
    Hush92 Hush92 18-21, F Jan 30

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    Do I no !!!! I only wanted to write this because I can :) I wanted to first say I wanted to admire these females that do come on here and share with us all their issues or want to...
    Fatadmirelover Fatadmirelover 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 28

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    I hate colors they reflect feelings and emotions and I hate feeling those since to some it symbols weaknesses which I cannot allow. so whenever I buy a piece of clothing it has to...
    SladeTheLegend SladeTheLegend 18-21, M Jan 27

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    He's my first love, and god he was one hell of a first love to have. Its been two months since it happened and its been the longest two months of my life, I don't know a day I...
    tayybugg tayybugg 16-17, F Jan 25

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    Yes I Do Because Girls are not toys To Play With They are Angels And We Must Respect Them and Treat Them Like Queens ! They Deserve Respect and The Truth Always also the loyalty...
    RomanticHussain RomanticHussain 18-21, M Jan 25

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    I'm not sure exactly how to word all this, but I'll do my best. First off I'd like to say that I am the type of person that wants everyone around me to be happy. It's less...
    sweetgem8 sweetgem8 41-45, F 6 Responses Jan 25

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    So the story goes as follows, to be honest I don't want to get with anyone else, but this one girl whom I still love. We met in an orphanage and we basically became a couple right...
    TinselCookie607 TinselCookie607 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 24

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    The ex called and we are talking a little again.. I know mistake number one but that's not my immediate problem. His daughter who Is a single mom struggles financially. I'm...
    Cmat2 Cmat2 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 24

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    For you my love K nowing instantly who you were, I?d been waiting for all my life. I did not question anything, like intuition, I knew you were the one. In you I found the one I...
    ChantouKimmy ChantouKimmy 41-45, F 2 Responses Jan 24

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    I go online and I see SO MANY questions about relationships such as "does a girl's weight matter to be attractive?", "how to get someone to like you back?" or "what do guys find...
    SkyouInSpace SkyouInSpace 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 24

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