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I Have All These Emotions, All These Feelings, Its Too Much

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    My emotions have always been hidden behind

    logic. in 2012 I was drawn to a church, where my emotions broke down the logic barrier. since that day, my emotions control me. When I get emotional, it starts as a snowball and ends in an avalanche. the biggest triggers for me is not having friends, feeling unloved and unwanted...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 9

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    I'm tired, anxious, nervous,

    mad, confused, sad, and happy at the same time...Wtf
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 8

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    Can'T Even Enjoy The Music

    I'd imagine most people feel music is life, it makes us sad, makes us happy, brings back memories, creates new memories. Lately, I haven't turned the music on much. I've actually been making myself at times...because I just feel I should. There has been an unspoken reason. A...
    MsBlueDreamer MsBlueDreamer 46-50, F 3 Responses Feb 17, 2013

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    to the point that I literally exhaust myself.

    I'm so depressed that I literally sleep all day
    jenneruz jenneruz 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    I'm always so emotional.

    I wish he were more compassionate. tell me he misses me too. instead he avoids anything too feely. as more time passes since he left . I just feel as if he has put us on pause. all the tenderness seeping to the very bottoms of the barrel. not even a merger scrap ... but he...
    olivepop4ever olivepop4ever 26-30, F Jan 8

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    It's too much I want to scream at the top of my

    lungs. I've got so much going on..I'm in a deep dark hole and I don't know how to get out. I can't stop crying.im surrounded by people I love but I'm just empty
    Dazzled28 Dazzled28 31-35, F Dec 15, 2013

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    Im not attention seeking at all I'm really

    struggling i don't usually come on here unless I'm really bad because i get too emotional when i do come on but its all to much this time, i need someone to give me advice Ive just found out my grandad has lung cancer i saw it coming after all he does drink loads and smoke but...
    DepressedKidd DepressedKidd 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 19, 2014

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    its really hard for me to understand how I'm

    feeling because at times I just don't know how I'm feeling I'm just angry and sad
    Itsmiprada Itsmiprada 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 7

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    I've been doing so well lately.

    He was my in every single one of my thoughts both drunken and sober. After weeks of heartache and upset I finally realized that he was not what I needed or wanted. I began to enjoy the feeling off being single, being free. I enjoyed the feeling of being able to live the life I...
    sademptynothing sademptynothing 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 12, 2014

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    I've known her since high school, but she was taken and I was a dork. Despite that, she was always nice to me and treated me like a person. That's what made me start falling hard...
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    I wonder if being aware of the lack of said emotions isn't really an emotion in itself? That means you're feeling something right? Feeling like you don't have any feelings is...
    Bikiexd Bikiexd 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I've had these issues for a long time. Now, unfortunately after having the same experience over and over and over again, I've come to understand. I tend to date the same man...
    boompowsplat boompowsplat 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    so my parents are always fighting and my father can't listen to anyone, and i think that's probably why i hide my feelings. sometimes i want to tell him to listen but he's always...
    vicor123 vicor123 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I didn’t know he felt that way too. Why didn’t I see it? Why didn’t I felt it? He takes the entire blow from me and he just said “It’s okay” He looks okay, he seemed...
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    "Bittersweet" Every now and then I still get a flashback Of the time I spent Thinking you could be that one Should I have just kept your love? As I understand, We did have some...
    LanaKane LanaKane 70+, F 4 days ago

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    Broken and empty, sad and blue. The one that I loved and trusted has now hurt me too.. ill never forget those words that I read.. all these feelings I have built up inside are now...
    lostnlonley32 lostnlonley32 31-35 5 days ago

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    I'm rather amazed at how many emotions I'm having right now. Alright, I don't want to exaggerate -- there are only a few. And they're pretty much gone already. I might not have a...
    DeGustibus DeGustibus 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I love EP. It allows me to say and write things I don't want to keep in my diary. If anything, yesterday; I just went and burnt my diary of last year just because it felt, it wasn...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Do you know what it's like to hide your feelings, because you don't want to get that person in trouble? Do you know what it's like to throw your studies aside, just to be by his...
    Fuzzies Fuzzies 61-65, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I think? Lately I question the twin flame label. I've heard of twin flames before, but honestly they sounded impossible. One person created from the same energy and same soul? It...
    norlights3 norlights3 36-40, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    these past few days, I've thought a lot, my head is full, filled with thoughts, memories, sadness, happiness, wondering and questionning myself. Listening to all everyone had to...
    ChantouKimmy ChantouKimmy 41-45, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I live in my head WAY too much. I haven't really gotten much sleep over the past 2 months because my mind won't let me relax. My mind just keeps racing all my stressful thoughts so...
    KeepItSimple98 KeepItSimple98 26-30, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    1: What would you name your future daughter? Oliva. 2: Do you miss anyone? My ex. 3: What if I told you that you were pretty? I would believe you had ulterior motives. 4: Ever...
    macabre00 macabre00 26-30, F a week ago

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    i thought i was over my ex (it's been just over a year and i ve had a gf since) but i now have all these feelings flooding back. im on really good terms with her and everytime...
    iceman223 iceman223 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 22

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    I think it's kinda ****** how someone's willing to come into your life for the second time just to hurt you all over again. why come back when you're not into a commitment? idk, I...
    itllkillme itllkillme 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 21

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    Why do I seem to put my heart into a woman who I love and care for so much in my life but I have never seen her only talked to her on the phone or through text messages and I feel...
    readytofeelwanted readytofeelwanted 41-45, M Jul 21

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    I'm just going to babble for a bit. There's no real point to any of this, so I don't think it'll end up coherent. I woke up early with cramps shooting down my legs. Poor...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 31-35 2 Responses Jul 21

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    I've been thinking about this a lot recently, so hopefully writing about it will get it out of my mind. I don't really know where to start. First of all, just for some background...
    brint0n brint0n 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    I want to share a verse to all of the strugglers in sin and in their relationship with God. But first i want to send a powerful message, and that is God sent his son to die for us...
    TemptaionWontShakeMe TemptaionWontShakeMe 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    This past year has been a hard year for me. Everything seems like a struggle. My whole life I had these feeling. I always felt I was meant to suffer. I was about to work through it...
    Madmanwithabox29 Madmanwithabox29 26-30, M Jul 19

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    Just my thoughts for today. Oh yes I love everything about femininity. As a man I am very attracted to beautiful feminine women. I feel that is quit normal. What others may not...
    silkydrawers silkydrawers 46-50 3 Responses Jul 19

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    I come here a lot since I am disabled and have tons of my own problems. It does a lot of good reading and replying to the posts here. I sometimes just give younger people an off...
    boldtimer boldtimer 66-70, M 1 Response Jul 19

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    unknown by autumn nicole costa https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3OuXc0iedrg If your stressing on a girl baby, keep your head up it's not the end of the world even though your fed up...
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 18

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    A year ago, my heart was an aching mess - a hurt organ with pain resonating from it's dingy chambers and broken strings. It was a stranger to the ray of hope, of optimism. It...
    ArcticNorah ArcticNorah 16-17, F Jul 18

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    and it is just a normal human emotion. So is depression, mood swings, and stress. We are so programmed to want to be "normal," and "okay." But the truth is, human emotions are...
    AnnUrban AnnUrban 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    I was wrong. It IS important that people be allowed to say whatever they want. If someone is inciting violence then maybe look into it, in case they're a terrorist or something...
    ICIwaswrong ICIwaswrong 41-45, M Jul 18

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    I'm just gonna share an experience with a teacher, this was years ago. I just want others to know if you are a teacher or student and felt humiliated or embarrassed or ashamed don...
    XxCuTiE14xX XxCuTiE14xX 16-17, F Jul 17

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    I have been so weird as of late, mixed feelings have come on my way and I feel so blinded. I don't understand who I am anymore and what I have to feel inside hurts and pleases me...
    actuelly actuelly 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    So for the past few weeks l have been watching the tv show Mr. Robot which l may say is really good. This show is so good that it actually make one think about what really goes on...
    DaCreativeChild DaCreativeChild 22-25, F Jul 17

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    So for the past few weeks l have been watching the tv show Mr. Robot which l may say is really good. This show is so good that it actually make one think about what really goes on...
    DaCreativeChild DaCreativeChild 22-25, F Jul 17

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    These are 10 Assertive Rights I have as a human being that I have to say out loud 3 times a day... Assertive Right #1: I have the right to judge my own behavior, thoughts, and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 17

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