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I Have All These Emotions, All These Feelings, Its Too Much

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 56 People

    I've been doing so well lately.

    He was my in every single one of my thoughts both drunken and sober. After weeks of heartache and upset I finally realized that he was not what I needed or wanted. I began to enjoy the feeling off being single, being free. I enjoyed the feeling of being able to live the life I...
    sademptynothing sademptynothing 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 12

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    It's too much I want to scream at the top of my

    lungs. I've got so much going on..I'm in a deep dark hole and I don't know how to get out. I can't stop crying.im surrounded by people I love but I'm just empty
    Dazzled28 Dazzled28 31-35, F Dec 15, 2013

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    Im not attention seeking at all I'm really

    struggling i don't usually come on here unless I'm really bad because i get too emotional when i do come on but its all to much this time, i need someone to give me advice Ive just found out my grandad has lung cancer i saw it coming after all he does drink loads and smoke but...
    DepressedKidd DepressedKidd 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    Can'T Even Enjoy The Music

    I'd imagine most people feel music is life, it makes us sad, makes us happy, brings back memories, creates new memories. Lately, I haven't turned the music on much. I've actually been making myself at times...because I just feel I should. There has been an unspoken reason. A...
    MsBlueDreamer MsBlueDreamer 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 17, 2013

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