I Have All These Emotions, All These Feelings, Its Too Much

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    I'm tired, anxious, nervous,

    mad, confused, sad, and happy at the same time...Wtf
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 8, 2015

    I've been doing so well lately.

    He was my in every single one of my thoughts both drunken and sober. After weeks of heartache and upset I finally realized that he was not what I needed or wanted. I began to enjoy the feeling off being single, being free. I enjoyed the feeling of being able to live the life I...
    sademptynothing sademptynothing
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Oct 12, 2014

    Im not attention seeking at all I'm really

    struggling i don't usually come on here unless I'm really bad because i get too emotional when i do come on but its all to much this time, i need someone to give me advice Ive just found out my grandad has lung cancer i saw it coming after all he does drink loads and smoke but...
    DepressedKidd DepressedKidd
    16-17, F
    1 Response Aug 19, 2014

    My emotions have always been hidden behind

    logic. in 2012 I was drawn to a church, where my emotions broke down the logic barrier. since that day, my emotions control me. When I get emotional, it starts as a snowball and ends in an avalanche. the biggest triggers for me is not having friends, feeling unloved and unwanted...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 9, 2015

    There goes everything.

    .. All the feelings, All the hope, All gone... But to this I know there is something good coming from it. Something I will have to wait and find out. I'll see what it is in the future. Where will this take me.? Hopefully.... Somewhere beyond this shameful world in...
    inquisitiveDamen17 inquisitiveDamen17
    16-17, M
    Apr 6

    to the point that I literally exhaust myself.

    I'm so depressed that I literally sleep all day
    jenneruz jenneruz
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 8, 2015

    I'm always so emotional.

    I wish he were more compassionate. tell me he misses me too. instead he avoids anything too feely. as more time passes since he left . I just feel as if he has put us on pause. all the tenderness seeping to the very bottoms of the barrel. not even a merger scrap ... but he...
    olivepop4ever olivepop4ever
    26-30, F
    Jan 8, 2015

    It's too much I want to scream at the top of my

    lungs. I've got so much going on..I'm in a deep dark hole and I don't know how to get out. I can't stop crying.im surrounded by people I love but I'm just empty
    Dazzled28 Dazzled28
    31-35, F
    Dec 15, 2013

    its really hard for me to understand how I'm

    feeling because at times I just don't know how I'm feeling I'm just angry and sad
    Itsmiprada Itsmiprada
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 7, 2015

    Can'T Even Enjoy The Music

    I'd imagine most people feel music is life, it makes us sad, makes us happy, brings back memories, creates new memories. Lately, I haven't turned the music on much. I've actually been making myself at times...because I just feel I should. There has been an unspoken reason. A...
    MsBlueDreamer MsBlueDreamer
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Feb 17, 2013

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