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I Have Alot of Sadness In My Heart

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    Throw Me A Fricken Bone!

    I give my all only to be torn apart an ripped to shreds an stomped on an mashed to the ground an spit on an kicked around an set on fire an tossed aside an screwed around an made a fool of an taken advantage of an made a mockery of an robbed of love, trust, honor, respect, time...
    Basinkim Basinkim 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 10, 2012

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    I Want To Help But Dont Know How

    So here is the story...We met online at the end of last month...so in a few days it will be a month since we are in touch.It is fusional, we exchanged emails every day for the past 3 weeks. Irresistible.He opened up to me like a book...- he is divorced, no children- his father...
    diaphane diaphane 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 26, 2013

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    This may just sound like rambling.

    .. But here goes nothing... My heart is so heavy. It has been this way for as long as I can remember... Starting at 13-14 I started dating and have always gone from one relationship to another... Sometimes overlapping. I guess I never really thought much of it... But with the...
    CDC88FTC CDC88FTC 26-30, F Nov 7, 2014

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    I just broke down crying at an image in my head.

    He leaves me at the bus station. No anything. He's perfect willing to let me go. He's angry though. I dk. It doesn't seem to want me here so why he's mad. I know he would be. My hearts breaking and I dk why at this thought. I'd feel better if wasn't angry cause then maybe it...
    tristaspuella tristaspuella 26-30, F Sep 3, 2014

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    Its late, I cant sleep.

    . So you know what that means. .My thoughts are all over. .I keep thinking of the loss of my dear cat. I miss him soo much. It's been two years. It still hurts. I catch myself crying a lot thinking of him. I just wish I would have been there for him! ! !:'(
    littlejxoxo littlejxoxo 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    Hey everyone I'm sorry to be all depressing like

    but i just really need to get this off my chest πŸ˜” Most days are really hard for me anyways (long story lol -_-*) but today was harder than others, i come from a culture where it's WONG the be gay, bi, to lose ur virginity before ur married... No i think i it it's wrong to be...
    Prettygirl345 Prettygirl345 18-21, T 1 Response Aug 26, 2014

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    Today, But It's Just Today Or Is It?

    How do you walk forward when you know not where you are going? You watch as love walks over the horizon but do you follow? The sun goes down beyond that same horizon, and darkness takes over. But still you cannot walk forward into the darkness. You search...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 18 Responses Feb 12, 2009

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    Wasting Time

    I feel like I haven't accomplished anything this past year. It's been almost a year and a half since I've moved back home and the happiness that I thought that I would get isn't really there. I'm happy to finally be physically away from a relationship that took so much out of me...
    redpill2013 redpill2013 26-30 Sep 2, 2013

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    Sadness is just a small word to tell

    or express ur feelings so hide them because u never know who will break them again ....
    ayazzahmed ayazzahmed 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 25

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    My Heart Has A Mind Of Its Own

    Why do I have a heart?When it’s never learnedHow to establish itselfAnd do it’s jobWhy bother keeping the thingIt doesn’t pay its wayIts always hogging the lime liteAnd even I’m ready to walk outΒ It gets real hard when I want controlI can’t get it to stay inside my...
    clarkee clarkee 51-55 1 Response Jul 31, 2012

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    I do. Really... sometimes it feels like

    nothing's going to be right again.. And i hate that feeling.. but i can't do anything about to stop it. ;( what a waste. :(
    ppavarotti ppavarotti 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 3, 2014

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    Sadness

    Sadness is an emotion that can cripple a person and prevent them from moving forward. There's always a reason for feeling sad; some thing creates it. For example: I think the world we live in can bring about a lot of sadness; actually people make up the world therefore it's...
    Alark1 Alark1 56-60, F 3 Responses Sep 5, 2012

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    My Family Circle of Pain

    Hello  I have so much sadness inside me there is no room for nothing else .I come from a family of 8.  brothers 3 and 4 sister's and myself .We was always very close to each other And in one day one second our world turned upside down.My baby sister age 28 whom I loved...
    farruggia farruggia 41-45 5 Responses Feb 10, 2009

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    Fake smile fake happiness I have nothing to

    live for but everyday I have to wake up to the same lonely bad life I have :( wanting it to end
    Unknown1456 Unknown1456 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 19, 2014

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    Well I am gay Lonely depression has me.

    Sadness has ruled me. I'm shy but outgoing , love to make others feel good but I purposely abandoned myself. I want to be loved but from past childhood not loved I taught myself to push away I push those who care but sad when I don't have love or friendship. I'm a fragile...
    poeticBrokenSoul poeticBrokenSoul 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 26, 2014

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    I Just Feel So Sad

    I feel alone in a room full of people.
    seacrets seacrets 46-50, F 4 Responses Oct 1, 2012

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    CπŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜”πŸ˜πŸ˜”
    LAsuperstar LAsuperstar 70+, F 3 Responses Feb 13

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    Does Anyone Else Feel It?

    I get a feeling in my heart, like it's cold, or like its ice just sitting there. I feel it when Im alone and when Im sad, especially when I've just had a fight with someone. It builds up in my chest, growing bigger and colder. Does anyone else get this too?
    imperfectionz imperfectionz 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 25, 2011

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    My soul had a conversation with my heart one

    day......you need to close down for a while, your letting too much pain inside, and it is beginning to hurt a lot in here......No one really cares what we feel, so it is time to take a vacation and put our selves away for a while behind the protected walls that once saved us...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 22, 2014

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    the new truth I found out about love: That you

    cannot make another happy just with your love. That there are times that you need to choose parting to give the best to each other.
    BlueberryCheeseCakeIcecream BlueberryCheeseCakeIcecream 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 8, 2014

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    i wish i could forgot everything.

    something dying in my heart every day... i can't stand it anymore..tiied
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    I'm not being pathetic.

    I just wanted to release this pain in my heart. I really hate this feeling, why some people brings out bad vibes for you? They do such annoying things for no reason. Why do someone loves to hurt other people? They are so mean? Why the hell they still exist in this planet?? Why...
    smjuap21 smjuap21 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 17, 2014

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    I Wish It Were Different....

       I have always been a fragile girl emotionally. I haven't been through a lot of terrible things.... but what I have been through I just can't seem to let go of. It's gotten to the point where the sadness and depression is almost as comfortable as my blankets...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Feb 10, 2009

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    My face was already soaked.

    Drenched. My eyes were red. In my hand was a shiny, sharp piece of metal. I hated myself. I fingered the metal and let it hover over my arm. Suddenly my breath was stuck in my throat. When I looked down I didn't see my wrist. Or my hand. I saw my best friend's. I couldn't do...
    AerynAVA AerynAVA 18-21, F Dec 11, 2014

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    My boyfriend and I got in an argument last night

    and I feel terrible. He won't talk about it and no one got any sleep. I can't stop thinking about it
    shfinger shfinger 26-30, F Dec 4, 2014

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    Being depressed over a girl isn't cool.

    And whats worse, i am afraid of letting my friends, family know because i don't want to be laughed at. Even if i know they won't. For over a year, i fell in love with a girl, and for 4 months straight i dd not know she liked me bacl, i was thinking things like "Oh ****, she is...
    Lance142Vance Lance142Vance 16-17, M Feb 5

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    It Seems Never Ending

    I have so much pain in my heart and it's really taking a toll on me. Im greatly haunted by my past, i know there isn't any point in dwelling on it but I can't seem to stop. I guess I feel like things were better back then but now they have just went down hill. I constantly think...
    roseofthedevilsgarden roseofthedevilsgarden 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 19, 2012

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    Each Day...

    Each day I try to be better than the previous day....but I feel I have lost the battle....I have a lot many things which has left scarsΒ in my life...many memories which still make me speechless...many memories which just flash before my eyes which I have happened long time ago...
    papri papri 31-35, F 13 Responses Apr 11, 2012

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    Make my wish come true with darkness put

    aside Hiding all the hope, mocking what we treasure Battles we can win, if we believe our souls Hang onto the light til dawn Fate will not leave you Hate will not heal you Pray and one day peace will unfold everywhere My mom and dad and I have these ralks about life, so I made...
    DragonAcid DragonAcid 13-15, M Feb 13

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    I have a tight grip on the "what ifs" of the

    past and I just can't let go no matter how desperate I am to shut that sh*t way of thinking off. That's all it is...destructive poisonous thinking that doesn't let you truly move the **** on. Wondering what you could have done differently, why you didn't have the courage to take...
    Miamortis Miamortis 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 16, 2014

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    On The Outside...

    ...I'm just fine, but in the inside, I'm breaking apart. I used to be able to fake a smile before, but now, I'm just too sad to fake one. People keep saying that everyone has been through the same thing as you, but they haven't been through the same thing as me. Every single day...
    SoLonely1471 SoLonely1471 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 29, 2012

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    Lost So Much

    i have lost so much in the last couple of years,freinds ,family now dead and gone.i miss their voices and there companionship.my health isn`t what it was.and both of my brothers are addicted to drugs.what they have done to my family has effected every thing.i don`t know if i will...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 3 Responses Mar 12, 2009

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    Title Uneccessary, W.H.Auden says it all.

    She was my North, my South, my East and West, My working week and my Sunday rest, My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song; I thought that love would last forever; I was wrong. The stars are not wanted now; put out every one; Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun; Pour...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jan 27, 2012

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    I like to talk any friend

    which is bored. .. .
    muralipmk muralipmk 26-30, M Nov 19, 2014

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    I just found out a few minutes ago

    that my brother died this morning.
    sweetcandycane99 sweetcandycane99 26-30, F 63 Responses Feb 18

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    Living A Nightmare........................

    Loving him is something I'll always do. I pray that he still loves me too. We were for us to only find out that we were together for so long. For us to only find out that we where did I go wrong? Was it being there for him even on the slighest whim. I was there through all the...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F Jul 2, 2012

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    When will I ever find lasting happiness?

    It is always taken away from me.
    XxscarsxX XxscarsxX 16-17, F Nov 25, 2014

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    It seems there are so many

    that feel and look for the worst. I try to be friendly and people seem to be thinking that I'll take off a mask to show them the evil demon hiding in my skin.
    HONAW HONAW 41-45, M Sep 27, 2014

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    So for sometime now the gf

    and I have been having issues, mainly due to communication and practice on our part. It all started amazing for me, I had met the girl I wanted to Marry. Now I know we all feel like that about the person we're with in a relationship, anywyas, we started going out, I wanted to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 25, 2014

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    Lots to Be Sad About, of Course -- But I Keep Trying

    All of my sadness and major disappointments have been pretty dormant and subdued lately.  I think because I keep so busy these days, or else do things I enjoy, that I don't end up dwelling on them much.  Also, I think I've accepted that a lot of the hurt is in the past...
    UnderEli UnderEli 41-45, M 6 Responses Jun 18, 2009

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    A goody two shoes girl clothed with branded

    clothes, holding a purse on the right hand and a cellphone on the other. That is how most people can describe me. Yes, I score good grades and have all these clothes and cold stuff around me but, do you know that those stuff does not actually fill the emptiness that one person...
    FloatingWithHope FloatingWithHope 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 26, 2014

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    2014.12.16---21:49 I am not sure I can post

    stories here or not any longer.. We got a phone call from one of my aunt,she is gonna do a surgery ,it means my dad has to take care of my grandpa and maybe my family becomes poor or pathetic in a way..Born in my country,I never feel I am lucky..it is a conservative country and...
    Farmerwork Farmerwork 22-25, F Dec 16, 2014

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    It feels like the Universe is ripping me away

    from all my friends, and the message I get is they need space! I guess I need space too, and if I'm not going to do so myself it will be done for me. Thats just how I feel and probably just my perspective, all I know is that it is very painful. :'(
    Butterflywings1 Butterflywings1 36-40, F a week ago

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    Just need one person right

    now to make this go away
    DyingLightx DyingLightx 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    How can her feelings

    for another be so strong so soon πŸ˜”πŸ’”
    JaixxNinexx JaixxNinexx 31-35, F Aug 27, 2014

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    When you realize that everything is not working

    out for you. Everything just sucks, my life seems to push my down, and having this emptiness inside, drowns me in sadness that I can't overcome. Waiting for things to get better is just taking too long, I'm tired. Very tired.
    XxscarsxX XxscarsxX 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 17

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