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I Have Alot of Sadness In My Heart

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    Sometimes my heart clenches painfully tight

    and my chest feels like ice is slowly encasing it in a burning sensation that is only felt in association with frostbite, whether it be warm or not. I have no control over this illness, and no medicine can ever relieve the ache. It's an ever present and persisting pain that...
    Hunttheheartofblack Hunttheheartofblack 18-21, F Jun 16

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    darkangellights darkangellights 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 21

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    The Pain Of Yesteryear

    i feel as my time is coming farther along that i have lost to much of my heart to to many women who have just each one by one took my heart piece by piece i feel as though i am a shell of my former self that i am weak because all of what i have done is my fault and that it is...
    PhazonMario PhazonMario 18-21, M Oct 14, 2012

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    The saddest kind of sad is

    when your tears can't even drop and u feel nothing. It's like the world has just ended. You don't cry. You don't hear. You don't see. You just stay there. For a second, your heart dies. I want to let it out. But I can't even do it now. My tears have turned into nothingness.
    Froths Froths 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 21, 2014

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    i wish i could forgot everything.

    something dying in my heart every day... i can't stand it anymore..tiied
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F Jan 10

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    My Heart Has A Mind Of Its Own

    Why do I have a heart?When it’s never learnedHow to establish itselfAnd do it’s jobWhy bother keeping the thingIt doesn’t pay its wayIts always hogging the lime liteAnd even I’m ready to walk out It gets real hard when I want controlI can’t get it to stay inside my...
    clarkee clarkee 51-55 1 Response Jul 31, 2012

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    My Family Circle of Pain

    Hello  I have so much sadness inside me there is no room for nothing else .I come from a family of 8.  brothers 3 and 4 sister's and myself .We was always very close to each other And in one day one second our world turned upside down.My baby sister age 28 whom I loved...
    farruggia farruggia 41-45 5 Responses Feb 10, 2009

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    Lost So Much

    i have lost so much in the last couple of years,freinds ,family now dead and gone.i miss their voices and there companionship.my health isn`t what it was.and both of my brothers are addicted to drugs.what they have done to my family has effected every thing.i don`t know if i will...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 3 Responses Mar 12, 2009

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    When you realize that everything is not working

    out for you. Everything just sucks, my life seems to push my down, and having this emptiness inside, drowns me in sadness that I can't overcome. Waiting for things to get better is just taking too long, I'm tired. Very tired.
    XxscarsxX XxscarsxX 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    I'm not being pathetic.

    I just wanted to release this pain in my heart. I really hate this feeling, why some people brings out bad vibes for you? They do such annoying things for no reason. Why do someone loves to hurt other people? They are so mean? Why the hell they still exist in this planet?? Why...
    smjuap21 smjuap21 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 17, 2014

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    I just found out a few minutes ago

    that my brother died this morning.
    Mollielollipop38 Mollielollipop38 26-30, F 55 Responses Feb 18

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    Does Anyone Else Feel It?

    I get a feeling in my heart, like it's cold, or like its ice just sitting there. I feel it when Im alone and when Im sad, especially when I've just had a fight with someone. It builds up in my chest, growing bigger and colder. Does anyone else get this too?
    imperfectionz imperfectionz 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 25, 2011

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    Wanting to dissolve into nothing.

    How nice that would be.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 14

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    PrincessPolarBear PrincessPolarBear 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    I urge all to steer clear of me you don't wanna

    be where I am , and you Damn sure don't want to follow where I'm going
    Godofblackclouds Godofblackclouds 18-21, M Jul 2

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    Its late, I cant sleep.

    . So you know what that means. .My thoughts are all over. .I keep thinking of the loss of my dear cat. I miss him soo much. It's been two years. It still hurts. I catch myself crying a lot thinking of him. I just wish I would have been there for him! ! !:'(
    littlejxoxo littlejxoxo 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    C😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😍😔
    LAsuperstar LAsuperstar 70+, F 2 Responses Feb 13

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    What a sad, depressing night.

    .. Every night it's that same feeling again, I always end up drowning myself in my own thoughts almost every single night. I could just cry, cry and cry myself to sleep again... So alone, feeling worthless, unwanted... I'm hurting.. I'm slowly losing all hope I have left.....
    SunshineH13 SunshineH13 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 21

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    It Seems Never Ending

    I have so much pain in my heart and it's really taking a toll on me. Im greatly haunted by my past, i know there isn't any point in dwelling on it but I can't seem to stop. I guess I feel like things were better back then but now they have just went down hill. I constantly think...
    roseofthedevilsgarden roseofthedevilsgarden 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 19, 2012

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    Just need one person right

    now to make this go away
    xEstrellax xEstrellax 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    I am not able to talk emotions very well.

    It's sad, I have problems. It has been too much lately, I struggle to ask for help. And I am the type of person that seems happy and ok all the time. I can carry my burdens with smile on my face thinking everyone gets a problem, but the complication lately is that I get...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jun 9

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    I wish I could stay strong

    and face my problems.. but I guess a person cant stay strong beyond a limit (atleast for me, it is like that).. I'm in a position where I cant even share my problems to anybody.. I just cant handle all the problems at the same time.. I wish I could go back to my normal life soon...
    amazingmoment90 amazingmoment90 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 23

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    This is a modern fairytale No happy endings No

    wind in our sails But I can't imagine a life without you Breathless moments Breaking me down, down, down. (The heart wants what it wants) I thought you were the one.. I thought you were the one.. I thought you were the one.
    BeautifulDayDream BeautifulDayDream 22-25, F 2 Responses May 9

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    Because I wail over dilapidated buildings,

    whilst neglecting my beautiful castles.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 4

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    Throw Me A Fricken Bone!

    I give my all only to be torn apart an ripped to shreds an stomped on an mashed to the ground an spit on an kicked around an set on fire an tossed aside an screwed around an made a fool of an taken advantage of an made a mockery of an robbed of love, trust, honor, respect, time...
    Basinkim Basinkim 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 10, 2012

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    I have a deep sadness within my heart.

    I know those that are connection with their heart can understand and feel what I have written, but sadly I cannot, and ye understand this. I have become numb to much that is around me. It could not have gone any other way for me. The way I learnt to cope was by shutting myself...
    JavierHunting JavierHunting 18-21, M 4 Responses Nov 30, 2014

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    Sadness

    Sadness is an emotion that can cripple a person and prevent them from moving forward. There's always a reason for feeling sad; some thing creates it. For example: I think the world we live in can bring about a lot of sadness; actually people make up the world therefore it's...
    Alark1 Alark1 56-60, F 3 Responses Sep 5, 2012

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    countrygirl52 countrygirl52 18-21, F Jun 21

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    It feels like the Universe is ripping me away

    from all my friends, and the message I get is they need space! I guess I need space too, and if I'm not going to do so myself it will be done for me. Thats just how I feel and probably just my perspective, all I know is that it is very painful. :'(
    Butterflywings1 Butterflywings1 36-40, F Mar 23

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    2014.12.16---21:49 I am not sure I can post

    stories here or not any longer.. We got a phone call from one of my aunt,she is gonna do a surgery ,it means my dad has to take care of my grandpa and maybe my family becomes poor or pathetic in a way..Born in my country,I never feel I am lucky..it is a conservative country and...
    NoneEver NoneEver 22-25, F Dec 16, 2014

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    I Wish It Were Different....

       I have always been a fragile girl emotionally. I haven't been through a lot of terrible things.... but what I have been through I just can't seem to let go of. It's gotten to the point where the sadness and depression is almost as comfortable as my blankets...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Feb 10, 2009

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    Sadness is just a small word to tell

    or express ur feelings so hide them because u never know who will break them again ....
    ayazzahmed ayazzahmed 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 25

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    I grew up with no dad That drove me to find

    love in other men that I haven't learnt to love myself.
    Wyattcooper Wyattcooper 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 9

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    Lots to Be Sad About, of Course -- But I Keep Trying

    All of my sadness and major disappointments have been pretty dormant and subdued lately.  I think because I keep so busy these days, or else do things I enjoy, that I don't end up dwelling on them much.  Also, I think I've accepted that a lot of the hurt is in the past...
    UnderEli UnderEli 46-50, M 6 Responses Jun 18, 2009

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    Each Day...

    Each day I try to be better than the previous day....but I feel I have lost the battle....I have a lot many things which has left scars in my life...many memories which still make me speechless...many memories which just flash before my eyes which I have happened long time ago...
    papri papri 31-35, F 13 Responses Apr 11, 2012

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    I have just told someone everything.

    ...everything that has ever happened to me...I'm scared of what he will think...
    nomnommings nomnommings 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    I don't know why I feel like this,

    but for the past 3 days I have felt a lot of sadness and anger within me. I want to cry and when I'm not crying I am just angry at the whole world. I feel bad because I shouldn't feel this way.
    coraimaal coraimaal 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 24

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    countrygirl52 countrygirl52 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 21

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    I was always a peculiar girl.

    Staying quiet whilst others spoke around me, observing my surroundings religiously. Staring out of windows in every class, oblivious to them calling my name. Again and again. Daydreaming of a life with the fairies that they said took residence inside of my head. I would've...
    FindingNirvana420 FindingNirvana420 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    Lost Souls

    Two lost souls Thats what we are We found each other While we're bruised and scarred We shared each other's story We shared each other's grief We tried to fight our misery  We made each other happy We made our own world We set aside our current lives We made way for brief stolen...
    prettierinpink prettierinpink 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 8, 2012

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    If I could do it all again Id do it all

    so much better I swear ;~;
    seekre seekre 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 8

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    Being depressed over a girl isn't cool.

    And whats worse, i am afraid of letting my friends, family know because i don't want to be laughed at. Even if i know they won't. For over a year, i fell in love with a girl, and for 4 months straight i dd not know she liked me bacl, i was thinking things like "Oh ****, she is...
    Lance142Vance Lance142Vance 16-17, M Feb 5

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    The next morning isn't any easier

    than the day it all fell apart
    countrygirl52 countrygirl52 18-21, F Jun 22

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    On The Outside...

    ...I'm just fine, but in the inside, I'm breaking apart. I used to be able to fake a smile before, but now, I'm just too sad to fake one. People keep saying that everyone has been through the same thing as you, but they haven't been through the same thing as me. Every single day...
    SoLonely1471 SoLonely1471 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 29, 2012

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    Make my wish come true with darkness put

    aside Hiding all the hope, mocking what we treasure Battles we can win, if we believe our souls Hang onto the light til dawn Fate will not leave you Hate will not heal you Pray and one day peace will unfold everywhere My mom and dad and I have these ralks about life, so I made...
    SpiritualStoner SpiritualStoner 16-17, M Feb 13

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    Today, But It's Just Today Or Is It?

    How do you walk forward when you know not where you are going? You watch as love walks over the horizon but do you follow? The sun goes down beyond that same horizon, and darkness takes over. But still you cannot walk forward into the darkness. You search...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 18 Responses Feb 12, 2009

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