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I Have Alot of Sadness In My Heart

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    I always talk to myself

    because I wonder " am I always going to get rejected by anymore boys?" Because I have been rejected by 2 in 4th grade but I hope this doesn't happen to me in 5th grade
    bela5562 bela5562 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 25, 2014

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    Wasting Time

    I feel like I haven't accomplished anything this past year. It's been almost a year and a half since I've moved back home and the happiness that I thought that I would get isn't really there. I'm happy to finally be physically away from a relationship that took so much out of me...
    redpill2013 redpill2013 26-30 Sep 2, 2013

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    Hey everyone I'm sorry to be all depressing like

    but i just really need to get this off my chest 😔 Most days are really hard for me anyways (long story lol -_-*) but today was harder than others, i come from a culture where it's WONG the be gay, bi, to lose ur virginity before ur married... No i think i it it's wrong to be...
    Prettygirl345 Prettygirl345 18-21, T 1 Response Aug 26, 2014

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    Sadness

    Sadness is an emotion that can cripple a person and prevent them from moving forward. There's always a reason for feeling sad; some thing creates it. For example: I think the world we live in can bring about a lot of sadness; actually people make up the world therefore it's...
    Alark1 Alark1 56-60, F 3 Responses Sep 5, 2012

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    When you realize that everything is not working

    out for you. Everything just sucks, my life seems to push my down, and having this emptiness inside, drowns me in sadness that I can't overcome. Waiting for things to get better is just taking too long, I'm tired. Very tired.
    XxscarsxX XxscarsxX 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 17

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    Being molested as a child,

    having drug addicted parents, abandoned by my dad, my brother dying at 21, mothering my alcoholic mother and younger brother for years because of my older brother death, then being disowned by my whole family for moving out with my fiancé, has been a tough time all right
    lostsoul4888 lostsoul4888 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 25, 2014

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    I just broke down crying at an image in my head.

    He leaves me at the bus station. No anything. He's perfect willing to let me go. He's angry though. I dk. It doesn't seem to want me here so why he's mad. I know he would be. My hearts breaking and I dk why at this thought. I'd feel better if wasn't angry cause then maybe it...
    tristaspuella tristaspuella 22-25, F Sep 3, 2014

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    Just need one person right

    now to make this go away
    ArtisticLife ArtisticLife 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    Mandy

    I'm almost 16, so I've had my share of experiences with lots of people. Usually, I just felt like it wasn't working, I wouldn't really like the person after a while, or I'd think I liked them a lot but then they'd break up with me and I'd be like "Oh, that wasn't as devastating...
    iwillalwaysrefusetosink iwillalwaysrefusetosink 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 15, 2013

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    the new truth I found out about love: That you

    cannot make another happy just with your love. That there are times that you need to choose parting to give the best to each other.
    BlueberryCheeseCakeIcecream BlueberryCheeseCakeIcecream 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 8, 2014

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    Today, But It's Just Today Or Is It?

    How do you walk forward when you know not where you are going? You watch as love walks over the horizon but do you follow? The sun goes down beyond that same horizon, and darkness takes over. But still you cannot walk forward into the darkness. You search...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 18 Responses Feb 12, 2009

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    I can't remember the last time I was

    consistently happy and content, and it kills me because I don't know how to fix it. I'm just so scared of wasting my life away,of not mattering that much to the people I've met before I die, of not being WORTH something or living a life that's fulfilling as the person I want to...
    rawanabanana rawanabanana 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 16, 2014

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    The World We Live In Is Full Of Hatred, Prejudice, Racism And Not Enough Of Love, Mercy, And Understanding!

    If I could I would buy up all of. the love in the world and give it out for free. I wish the world would be free from fighting and killing. I wish people would respect one another and their differences. I wish people would not hate one another just because their beliefs are...
    Realove4u Realove4u 46-50, M May 30, 2013

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    I like to talk any friend

    which is bored. .. .
    muralipmk muralipmk 26-30, M Nov 19, 2014

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    How can her feelings

    for another be so strong so soon 😔💔
    JaixxNinexx JaixxNinexx 31-35, F Aug 27, 2014

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    43steel 43steel 41-45, F 1 Response May 13, 2014

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    Throw Me A Fricken Bone!

    I give my all only to be torn apart an ripped to shreds an stomped on an mashed to the ground an spit on an kicked around an set on fire an tossed aside an screwed around an made a fool of an taken advantage of an made a mockery of an robbed of love, trust, honor, respect, time...
    Basinkim Basinkim 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 10, 2012

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    A goody two shoes girl clothed with branded

    clothes, holding a purse on the right hand and a cellphone on the other. That is how most people can describe me. Yes, I score good grades and have all these clothes and cold stuff around me but, do you know that those stuff does not actually fill the emptiness that one person...
    FloatingWithHope FloatingWithHope 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 26, 2014

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    The saddest kind of sad is

    when your tears can't even drop and u feel nothing. It's like the world has just ended. You don't cry. You don't hear. You don't see. You just stay there. For a second, your heart dies. I want to let it out. But I can't even do it now. My tears have turned into nothingness.
    Froths Froths 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 21, 2014

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    It seems there are so many

    that feel and look for the worst. I try to be friendly and people seem to be thinking that I'll take off a mask to show them the evil demon hiding in my skin.
    HONAW HONAW 41-45, M Sep 27, 2014

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    "The sadness will last forever.

    " -Vincent van gough
    lorettah lorettah 18-21, F Nov 16, 2014

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    I do. Really... sometimes it feels like

    nothing's going to be right again.. And i hate that feeling.. but i can't do anything about to stop it. ;( what a waste. :(
    ppavarotti ppavarotti 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 3, 2014

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    KINGDARKNESS1 KINGDARKNESS1 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 11, 2014

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    I just feel as if I don't belong in this world

    as if no one cares like my family they just push me out the way as if I am not a family member it puts me down 😭😭
    xjxoxdxy xjxoxdxy 13-15, F 4 Responses May 31, 2014

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    On The Outside...

    ...I'm just fine, but in the inside, I'm breaking apart. I used to be able to fake a smile before, but now, I'm just too sad to fake one. People keep saying that everyone has been through the same thing as you, but they haven't been through the same thing as me. Every single day...
    SoLonely1471 SoLonely1471 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 29, 2012

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    Fake smile fake happiness I have nothing to

    live for but everyday I have to wake up to the same lonely bad life I have :( wanting it to end
    Unknown1456 Unknown1456 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 19, 2014

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    Lost Souls

    Two lost souls Thats what we are We found each other While we're bruised and scarred We shared each other's story We shared each other's grief We tried to fight our misery  We made each other happy We made our own world We set aside our current lives We made way for brief stolen...
    prettierinpink prettierinpink 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 8, 2012

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    This may just sound like rambling.

    .. But here goes nothing... My heart is so heavy. It has been this way for as long as I can remember... Starting at 13-14 I started dating and have always gone from one relationship to another... Sometimes overlapping. I guess I never really thought much of it... But with the...
    CDC88FTC CDC88FTC 26-30, F Nov 7, 2014

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    My now ex-girlfriend broke up with me

    because she wanted to stay friends since school is ending but now I'm really sad, I see her point but I'm just so lost and now I won't be in the same school as her so I'm pretty much just a heart wondering in space with tears wondering if she loved me back the same way I did
    Djflipboom Djflipboom 13-15, M 2 Responses Apr 19, 2014

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    My Family Circle of Pain

    Hello  I have so much sadness inside me there is no room for nothing else .I come from a family of 8.  brothers 3 and 4 sister's and myself .We was always very close to each other And in one day one second our world turned upside down.My baby sister age 28 whom I loved...
    farruggia farruggia 41-45 5 Responses Feb 10, 2009

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    Well I am gay Lonely depression has me.

    Sadness has ruled me. I'm shy but outgoing , love to make others feel good but I purposely abandoned myself. I want to be loved but from past childhood not loved I taught myself to push away I push those who care but sad when I don't have love or friendship. I'm a fragile...
    poeticBrokenSoul poeticBrokenSoul 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 26, 2014

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    I'm not being pathetic.

    I just wanted to release this pain in my heart. I really hate this feeling, why some people brings out bad vibes for you? They do such annoying things for no reason. Why do someone loves to hurt other people? They are so mean? Why the hell they still exist in this planet?? Why...
    smjuap21 smjuap21 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 17, 2014

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    Living A Nightmare........................

    Loving him is something I'll always do. I pray that he still loves me too. We were for us to only find out that we were together for so long. For us to only find out that we where did I go wrong? Was it being there for him even on the slighest whim. I was there through all the...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F Jul 2, 2012

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    It Seems Never Ending

    I have so much pain in my heart and it's really taking a toll on me. Im greatly haunted by my past, i know there isn't any point in dwelling on it but I can't seem to stop. I guess I feel like things were better back then but now they have just went down hill. I constantly think...
    roseofthedevilsgarden roseofthedevilsgarden 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 19, 2012

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    I Just Feel So Sad

    I feel alone in a room full of people.
    seacrets seacrets 46-50, F 4 Responses Oct 1, 2012

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    hey ya friends.......

    ......been long no words from my side was going gud with my love life,bt situation changing like and wind changes its path..........i love an girls she love me too bt still in contact wit his Ex,he hampers her to came back bt she wont leave me coz she love me and finds me prefect...
    vegeta420 vegeta420 22-25, M May 30, 2014

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    My Heart Has A Mind Of Its Own

    Why do I have a heart?When it’s never learnedHow to establish itselfAnd do it’s jobWhy bother keeping the thingIt doesn’t pay its wayIts always hogging the lime liteAnd even I’m ready to walk out It gets real hard when I want controlI can’t get it to stay inside my...
    clarkee clarkee 51-55 1 Response Jul 31, 2012

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    Title Uneccessary, W.H.Auden says it all.

    She was my North, my South, my East and West, My working week and my Sunday rest, My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song; I thought that love would last forever; I was wrong. The stars are not wanted now; put out every one; Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun; Pour...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jan 27, 2012

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    I have a tight grip on the "what ifs" of the

    past and I just can't let go no matter how desperate I am to shut that sh*t way of thinking off. That's all it is...destructive poisonous thinking that doesn't let you truly move the **** on. Wondering what you could have done differently, why you didn't have the courage to take...
    Miamortis Miamortis 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 16, 2014

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    When will I ever find lasting happiness?

    It is always taken away from me.
    XxscarsxX XxscarsxX 16-17, F Nov 25, 2014

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    i wish i could forgot everything.

    something dying in my heart every day... i can't stand it anymore..tiied
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    My boyfriend and I got in an argument last night

    and I feel terrible. He won't talk about it and no one got any sleep. I can't stop thinking about it
    shfinger shfinger 26-30, F Dec 4, 2014

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    Lost So Much

    i have lost so much in the last couple of years,freinds ,family now dead and gone.i miss their voices and there companionship.my health isn`t what it was.and both of my brothers are addicted to drugs.what they have done to my family has effected every thing.i don`t know if i will...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 3 Responses Mar 12, 2009

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    I Wish It Were Different....

       I have always been a fragile girl emotionally. I haven't been through a lot of terrible things.... but what I have been through I just can't seem to let go of. It's gotten to the point where the sadness and depression is almost as comfortable as my blankets...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Feb 10, 2009

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    So for sometime now the gf

    and I have been having issues, mainly due to communication and practice on our part. It all started amazing for me, I had met the girl I wanted to Marry. Now I know we all feel like that about the person we're with in a relationship, anywyas, we started going out, I wanted to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 25, 2014

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    I have a deep sadness within my heart.

    I know those that are connection with their heart can understand and feel what I have written, but sadly I cannot, and ye understand this. I have become numb to much that is around me. It could not have gone any other way for me. The way I learnt to cope was by shutting myself...
    JavierHunting JavierHunting 18-21, M 4 Responses Nov 30, 2014

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    I Want To Help But Dont Know How

    So here is the story...We met online at the end of last month...so in a few days it will be a month since we are in touch.It is fusional, we exchanged emails every day for the past 3 weeks. Irresistible.He opened up to me like a book...- he is divorced, no children- his father...
    diaphane diaphane 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 26, 2013

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    I love to listen to music

    so much but every time I do it just makes me really sad and depressed. I'm back to thinking about cutting. I havnt for 2 weeks ever since I got back from the suicide clinic, but I can't find any razors in my grandmas house. I'm terrified of going back home and seeing my dad. I...
    NPkid97 NPkid97 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 31, 2014

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    My face was already soaked.

    Drenched. My eyes were red. In my hand was a shiny, sharp piece of metal. I hated myself. I fingered the metal and let it hover over my arm. Suddenly my breath was stuck in my throat. When I looked down I didn't see my wrist. Or my hand. I saw my best friend's. I couldn't do...
    AerynAVA AerynAVA 18-21, F Dec 11, 2014

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    Does Anyone Else Feel It?

    I get a feeling in my heart, like it's cold, or like its ice just sitting there. I feel it when Im alone and when Im sad, especially when I've just had a fight with someone. It builds up in my chest, growing bigger and colder. Does anyone else get this too?
    imperfectionz imperfectionz 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 25, 2011

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    2014.12.16---21:49 I am not sure I can post

    stories here or not any longer.. We got a phone call from one of my aunt,she is gonna do a surgery ,it means my dad has to take care of my grandpa and maybe my family becomes poor or pathetic in a way..Born in my country,I never feel I am lucky..it is a conservative country and...
    Farmerwork Farmerwork 22-25, F Dec 16, 2014

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