I Have Alot of Sadness In My Heart

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    Throw Me A Fricken Bone!

    I give my all only to be torn apart an ripped to shreds an stomped on an mashed to the ground an spit on an kicked around an set on fire an tossed aside an screwed around an made a fool of an taken advantage of an made a mockery of an robbed of love, trust, honor, respect, time...
    Basinkim Basinkim
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Jun 10, 2012

    I was always a peculiar girl.

    Staying quiet whilst others spoke around me, observing my surroundings religiously. Staring out of windows in every class, oblivious to them calling my name. Again and again. Daydreaming of a life with the fairies that they said took residence inside of my head. I would've...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jul 26, 2015

    I grew up with no dad That drove me to find

    love in other men that I haven't learnt to love myself.
    Wyattcooper Wyattcooper
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 9, 2015

    Each Day...

    Each day I try to be better than the previous day....but I feel I have lost the battle....I have a lot many things which has left scars in my life...many memories which still make me speechless...many memories which just flash before my eyes which I have happened long time ago...
    papri papri
    31-35, F
    12 Responses Apr 11, 2012
    darkangellights darkangellights
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jun 21, 2015

    My Heart Has A Mind Of Its Own

    Why do I have a heart?When it’s never learnedHow to establish itselfAnd do it’s jobWhy bother keeping the thingIt doesn’t pay its wayIts always hogging the lime liteAnd even I’m ready to walk out It gets real hard when I want controlI can’t get it to stay inside my...
    clarkee clarkee
    1 Response Jul 31, 2012

    What a sad, depressing night.

    .. Every night it's that same feeling again, I always end up drowning myself in my own thoughts almost every single night. I could just cry, cry and cry myself to sleep again... So alone, feeling worthless, unwanted... I'm hurting.. I'm slowly losing all hope I have left.....
    Sunshineh13 Sunshineh13
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 21, 2015

    This is a modern fairytale No happy endings No

    wind in our sails But I can't imagine a life without you Breathless moments Breaking me down, down, down. (The heart wants what it wants) I thought you were the one.. I thought you were the one.. I thought you were the one.
    BeautifulDayDream BeautifulDayDream
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 9, 2015

    I feel utterly crushed.

    I put my feelings back out there again, allowed you to convince me to give it a go to have you just go. I'm thrown away as easy as rubbish in your pocket :( I told you things that were so on & deep in my mind - thought we had a genuine connection ( lies I guess ) I thought...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Mar 30

    Sometimes i like feeling sad,

    i will sit down and put on sad music, and i will just embrace my sadness, drown in it
    kayla4jordan kayla4jordan
    13-15, F
    Aug 20, 2015

    The sadness inside me is strong today.

    My heart, it aches as though slowly it will stop functioning. I am in pain.
    LavenderDarling LavenderDarling
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 16, 2015

    I really just realized I'm not

    as close to people I used to be now that my birthday is around the corner
    MississippiGal MississippiGal
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Sep 21, 2015

    Title Uneccessary, W.H.Auden says it all.

    She was my North, my South, my East and West, My working week and my Sunday rest, My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song; I thought that love would last forever; I was wrong. The stars are not wanted now; put out every one; Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun; Pour...
    deleted deleted
    6 Responses Jan 27, 2012

    I try so hard to make life positive

    for me but my long time premonition is feeling more real (refer to my other posts) all the damage I have done with my life is starting to take its toll on me, I am struggling to accept my fate but goddam I just want to scream at the top of my F#cking lungs. I've been thinking...
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    1 Response Nov 26, 2015

    The first thing I think of in the morning is

    you, therefore the first thing I feel is pain.
    LavenderDarling LavenderDarling
    26-30, F
    Dec 19, 2015

    I just found out a few minutes ago

    that my brother died this morning.
    Mollielollipop38 Mollielollipop38
    26-30, F
    39 Responses Feb 18, 2015

    I hate feeling hopeless.

    Like I'm trapped and I'll never escape. Maybe I'll just go insane eventually and none of this would even matter. All my dreams are nearly impossible..so what's the point of waiting besides freedom? besides just being even more alone? This sh*t is f***ing stupid.
    PrincessPolarBear PrincessPolarBear
    18-21, F
    2 Responses May 5, 2015

    constantly depressed.

    I do my best to try and stay positive but things seem to be getting worse...days like this, I wish I could just disappear.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Sep 17, 2015

    I miss my late wife! Being without her fills me

    with sadness! It's so difficult trying to get used to living without her! If it wasn't for all the support I get from my family and friends it would be intolerable. THANKYOU to all my friends here on ep that have supported me through this sense Sep 1 2015.
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Feb 13

    I miss my bird.. I saw the flowers sprouting at

    the NW corner of the house and I remembered the pretty selfies I had taken with him on my shoulder.. my adorable loudmouth green parrot.. :(
    MeowBird MeowBird
    31-35, F
    1 Response Mar 22

    Today, But It's Just Today Or Is It?

    How do you walk forward when you know not where you are going? You watch as love walks over the horizon but do you follow? The sun goes down beyond that same horizon, and darkness takes over. But still you cannot walk forward into the darkness. You search...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    46-50, F
    18 Responses Feb 12, 2009

    This day was disappointing.

    I thought by now I would be use to it. You never really get use to it. I keep trying to figure out where I belong in this world. I'm so mad at myself. I have so many missed opportunities. I'm not as educated as I wanted to be. I still have dreams. I really have some nerve. life...
    ptsdlady ptsdlady
    31-35, F
    Nov 26, 2015

    If I could do it all again Id do it all

    so much better I swear ;~;
    seekre seekre
    16-17, M
    1 Response Jul 8, 2015

    The Pain Of Yesteryear

    i feel as my time is coming farther along that i have lost to much of my heart to to many women who have just each one by one took my heart piece by piece i feel as though i am a shell of my former self that i am weak because all of what i have done is my fault and that it is...
    PhazonMario PhazonMario
    18-21, M
    Oct 14, 2012

    I grew up to love and be kind,

    look after others and always speak the truth. Recognized by my efforts, for all the good I tried and did, and also for what I did not accomplished... Coz I tried my best and that's what really matters. You won't ever feel regret if you always did your best and brought all you...
    4biandu 4biandu
    31-35, F
    Aug 6, 2015

    No man will ever want a woman

    that shatters like glass. My shaking hands trying to pick up the pieces that once resembled me. My heart died before my story ends. I'm just a shell of a girl, a broken mess. No man wants a woman full of pain and all this heartache. I have no hope left. My heart is missing. He...
    LavenderDarling LavenderDarling
    26-30, F
    13 Responses Jan 30

    Sadness This sadness in my heart Feels like

    it could tear me apart No matter how much I try It only grows and grows I wish it would decompose Fall apart, remove itself from my heart But it lies all composed Within my soul, within my mind, within me If you could only see how I want to break free! This sadness is too much...
    caramelpeace caramelpeace
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jan 1

    We were close. But I couldn't get close enough.

    If it's torn we can stitch it up. Stop ripping me from the seams I've been sewing our hearts back together for years now I'm always thinking about the two of us About the hearts that beat in our chests I love you I can't believe I still do But I do Yet you rip my heart to...
    LavenderDarling LavenderDarling
    26-30, F
    Dec 22, 2015

    Because I wail over dilapidated buildings,

    whilst neglecting my beautiful castles.
    deleted deleted
    Jul 4, 2015

    My Family Circle of Pain

    Hello  I have so much sadness inside me there is no room for nothing else .I come from a family of 8.  brothers 3 and 4 sister's and myself .We was always very close to each other And in one day one second our world turned upside down.My baby sister age 28 whom I loved...
    farruggia farruggia
    5 Responses Feb 10, 2009

    Last night my sister

    and I talked for hours. We talked about the rape I. Went through. She thinks about it all the time. You see he did it front of. Her. A .six year old child. She told me. He was confronted by my brothers ... He claims he doesn't remember any of it. Blaming the alcohol. I...
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    Feb 27

    What's worse the angel with a broken wing

    that can't fly ? Or the one who has two but won't try
    Iamalostcause Iamalostcause
    22-25, M
    Nov 6, 2015
    countrygirl52 countrygirl52
    18-21, F
    Jun 21, 2015


    Sadness is an emotion that can cripple a person and prevent them from moving forward. There's always a reason for feeling sad; some thing creates it. For example: I think the world we live in can bring about a lot of sadness; actually people make up the world therefore it's...
    Alark1 Alark1
    56-60, F
    3 Responses Sep 5, 2012

    I often wonder what that point was in my life

    where I made the wrong decision to cause everything to fall apart. I've watched all the people around me in my life accomplish things, find happiness and love. It all seems to elude me. I don't blame anyone else for that, no one's fault but my own. Perhaps I just am not able to...
    darkechoes darkechoes
    41-45, M
    Feb 22
    sassycookie sassycookie
    18-21, F
    16 Responses Feb 20

    I Wish It Were Different....

       I have always been a fragile girl emotionally. I haven't been through a lot of terrible things.... but what I have been through I just can't seem to let go of. It's gotten to the point where the sadness and depression is almost as comfortable as my blankets...
    deleted deleted
    7 Responses Feb 10, 2009

    My partner and I split

    and he took my child and has taken full control. I feel helpless. I need to find my own place to live. Living in my mothers house at 44 is killing me slowly. I need my own space.
    Kammy2413 Kammy2413
    41-45, F
    1 Response Mar 27
    countrygirl52 countrygirl52
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 21, 2015

    On The Outside...

    ...I'm just fine, but in the inside, I'm breaking apart. I used to be able to fake a smile before, but now, I'm just too sad to fake one. People keep saying that everyone has been through the same thing as you, but they haven't been through the same thing as me. Every single day...
    SoLonely1471 SoLonely1471
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Apr 29, 2012

    It Seems Never Ending

    I have so much pain in my heart and it's really taking a toll on me. Im greatly haunted by my past, i know there isn't any point in dwelling on it but I can't seem to stop. I guess I feel like things were better back then but now they have just went down hill. I constantly think...
    roseofthedevilsgarden roseofthedevilsgarden
    26-30, F
    1 Response Dec 19, 2012

    I wanted to find the group

    that I best can express this and this story may be long so I appreciate anyone that read through this and comment. I don't tell many people this because I don't want them to think that I want attention or seek pity from other people...I am nervous and feel like an idiot just...
    PetiteChica PetiteChica
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 25, 2015

    I urge all to steer clear of me you don't wanna

    be where I am , and you Damn sure don't want to follow where I'm going
    Iamalostcause Iamalostcause
    22-25, M
    Jul 2, 2015

    The next morning isn't any easier

    than the day it all fell apart
    countrygirl52 countrygirl52
    18-21, F
    Jun 22, 2015

    I wish I could stay strong

    and face my problems.. but I guess a person cant stay strong beyond a limit (atleast for me, it is like that).. I'm in a position where I cant even share my problems to anybody.. I just cant handle all the problems at the same time.. I wish I could go back to my normal life soon...
    amazingmoment90 amazingmoment90
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 23, 2015

    I have a deep sadness within my heart.

    I know those that are connection with their heart can understand and feel what I have written, but sadly I cannot, and ye understand this. I have become numb to much that is around me. It could not have gone any other way for me. The way I learnt to cope was by shutting myself...
    JavierHunting JavierHunting
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Nov 30, 2014

    Sadness is just a small word to tell

    or express ur feelings so hide them because u never know who will break them again ....
    ayazzahmed ayazzahmed
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Feb 25, 2015

    Lost Souls

    Two lost souls Thats what we are We found each other While we're bruised and scarred We shared each other's story We shared each other's grief We tried to fight our misery  We made each other happy We made our own world We set aside our current lives We made way for brief stolen...
    prettierinpink prettierinpink
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 8, 2012

    I'm not being pathetic.

    I just wanted to release this pain in my heart. I really hate this feeling, why some people brings out bad vibes for you? They do such annoying things for no reason. Why do someone loves to hurt other people? They are so mean? Why the hell they still exist in this planet?? Why...
    smjuap21 smjuap21
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 17, 2014

    The saddest kind of sad is

    when your tears can't even drop and u feel nothing. It's like the world has just ended. You don't cry. You don't hear. You don't see. You just stay there. For a second, your heart dies. I want to let it out. But I can't even do it now. My tears have turned into nothingness.
    Froths Froths
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Oct 21, 2014
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