for me but my long time premonition is feeling more real (refer to my other posts) all the damage I have done with my life is starting to take its toll on me, I am struggling to accept my fate but goddam I just want to scream at the top of my F#cking lungs. I've been thinking...
It's sad, I have problems. It has been too much lately, I struggle to ask for help. And I am the type of person that seems happy and ok all the time. I can carry my burdens with smile on my face thinking everyone gets a problem, but the complication lately is that I get...
Jun 9, 2015
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that shatters like glass. My shaking hands trying to pick up the pieces that once resembled me. My heart died before my story ends. I'm just a shell of a girl, a broken mess. No man wants a woman full of pain and all this heartache. I have no hope left. My heart is missing. He...
If it's torn we can stitch it up.
Stop ripping me from the seams
I've been sewing our hearts back together for years now
I'm always thinking about the two of us
About the hearts that beat in our chests
I love you
I can't believe I still do
But I do
Yet you rip my heart to...
wind in our sails
But I can't imagine a life without you
Breaking me down, down, down.
(The heart wants what it wants)
I thought you were the one.. I thought you were the one.. I thought you were the one.
that I best can express this and this story may be long so I appreciate anyone that read through this and comment.
I don't tell many people this because I don't want them to think that I want attention or seek pity from other people...I am nervous and feel like an idiot just...
Each day I try to be better than the previous day....but I feel I have lost the battle....I have a lot many things which has left scars in my life...many memories which still make me speechless...many memories which just flash before my eyes which I have happened long time ago...
I have so much pain in my heart and it's really taking a toll on me. Im greatly haunted by my past, i know there isn't any point in dwelling on it but I can't seem to stop. I guess I feel like things were better back then but now they have just went down hill. I constantly think...
How do you walk forward when you know not where you are going?
You watch as love walks over the horizon but do you follow?
The sun goes down beyond that same horizon, and darkness takes over.
But still you cannot walk forward into the darkness.
Sadness is an emotion that can cripple a person and prevent them from moving forward.
There's always a reason for feeling sad; some thing creates it. For example: I think the world we live in can bring about a lot of sadness; actually people make up the world therefore it's...
it could tear me apart
No matter how much I try
It only grows and grows
I wish it would decompose
Fall apart, remove itself from my heart
But it lies all composed
Within my soul, within my mind, within me
If you could only see
how I want to break free!
This sadness is too much...
and my chest feels like ice is slowly encasing it in a burning sensation that is only felt in association with frostbite, whether it be warm or not. I have no control over this illness, and no medicine can ever relieve the ache. It's an ever present and persisting pain that...
look after others and always speak the truth. Recognized by my efforts, for all the good I tried and did, and also for what I did not accomplished... Coz I tried my best and that's what really matters. You won't ever feel regret if you always did your best and brought all you...
Like I'm trapped and I'll never escape. Maybe I'll just go insane eventually and none of this would even matter. All my dreams are nearly impossible..so what's the point of waiting besides freedom? besides just being even more alone? This sh*t is f***ing stupid.
Every night it's that same feeling again, I always end up drowning myself in my own thoughts almost every single night. I could just cry, cry and cry myself to sleep again... So alone, feeling worthless, unwanted... I'm hurting.. I'm slowly losing all hope I have left.....
She was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever; I was wrong.
The stars are not wanted now; put out every one;
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun;
I give my all only to be torn apart an ripped to shreds an stomped on an mashed to the ground an spit on an kicked around an set on fire an tossed aside an screwed around an made a fool of an taken advantage of an made a mockery of an robbed of love, trust, honor, respect, time...
Two lost souls
Thats what we are
We found each other
While we're bruised and scarred
We shared each other's story
We shared each other's grief
We tried to fight our misery
We made each other happy
We made our own world
We set aside our current lives
We made way for brief stolen...
when your tears can't even drop and u feel nothing. It's like the world has just ended. You don't cry. You don't hear. You don't see. You just stay there. For a second, your heart dies. I want to let it out. But I can't even do it now. My tears have turned into nothingness.
I have always been a fragile girl emotionally. I haven't been through a lot of terrible things.... but what I have been through I just can't seem to let go of. It's gotten to the point where the sadness and depression is almost as comfortable as my blankets...
I'm going to try and take a break for awhile from EP. If you want to keep in touch with me outside of it, contact me, and we can work out some way to do that. If not, I'm sure you have your reasons. I hope to see you around when I get back, if you are still around. And if I come...
Why do I have a heart?When it’s never learnedHow to establish itselfAnd do it’s jobWhy bother keeping the thingIt doesn’t pay its wayIts always hogging the lime liteAnd even I’m ready to walk out It gets real hard when I want controlI can’t get it to stay inside my...
I thought by now I would be use to it. You never really get use to it. I keep trying to figure out where I belong in this world. I'm so mad at myself. I have so many missed opportunities. I'm not as educated as I wanted to be. I still have dreams. I really have some nerve. life...
I just wanted to release this pain in my heart. I really hate this feeling, why some people brings out bad vibes for you? They do such annoying things for no reason. Why do someone loves to hurt other people? They are so mean? Why the hell they still exist in this planet?? Why...
and face my problems.. but I guess a person cant stay strong beyond a limit (atleast for me, it is like that).. I'm in a position where I cant even share my problems to anybody.. I just cant handle all the problems at the same time.. I wish I could go back to my normal life soon...
I know those that are connection with their heart can understand and feel what I have written, but sadly I cannot, and ye understand this. I have become numb to much that is around me. It could not have gone any other way for me. The way I learnt to cope was by shutting myself...
I have so much sadness inside me there is no room for nothing else .I come from a family of 8. brothers 3 and 4 sister's and myself .We was always very close to each other And in one day one second our world turned upside down.My baby sister age 28 whom I loved...