I Have Already Divorced You Emotionally

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 595 People

    I Want....

    I want to meet you at the door with soft, butterfly kisses all over your face... I want to wake you up with the touch of my tongue and my lips hungrily caressing your hardness.. I want you to feel my desire....taste it... I want to show you how much I desire you...day and night...
    OnlyOneChiquita OnlyOneChiquita
    41-45, F
    10 Responses Mar 3, 2011

    Gravity

     She says it so much better than I ever could.
    OnlyOneChiquita OnlyOneChiquita
    41-45, F
    Mar 5, 2012
    OnlyOneChiquita OnlyOneChiquita
    41-45, F
    3 Responses May 26, 2011

    What will you do when you look

    for God, only to realize, he was never lost? You were... He was there all along, you just didn't recognize him? And now that you have, he was suddenly gone..
    iDyAlx iDyAlx
    41-45, F
    Feb 11, 2014

    My Husband Who Doesn't Want To Engage In A Serious Conversation

    During our first year of marriage, my husband and I never had a serious conversation he would always perceives a serious conversation like a war. For him I always love to start a war. We never talked about our life or plans or anything about our family. I am but a clueless...
    ruchelmendoza ruchelmendoza
    26-30
    Sep 13, 2012

    Your Thoughts, Should I Or Shouldn'T I?

    I've been with the same man since I was 15 and he was 18, married at 20, baby at 24. Here we are 29 yrs later and I've fallen out of love with him. Can't blame it all on him, takes two to tango, right? Over the years he changed a great deal, started back when my son was 3...
    JustmeNJ JustmeNJ
    46-50, F
    1 Response Mar 16, 2013

    In this game of life,

    how many squares backwards to take for "obligatory sex?" And how many spaces to we have to go before our soul is completely empty?
    Gracey0079 Gracey0079
    36-40, F
    17 Responses Sep 16, 2015

    I have been married a little over 2 yrs been

    together over 3 1/2. We have a son together and he has three other children. His ex wife drives me nuts to the point of no return she ruins everything for us. My husband lies to me about everything when it comes to her then I find out the truth and it starts a new argument. I'm...
    sexywhw sexywhw
    26-30, F
    Jun 22, 2014

    The Irony ~

    Is it worth trying to salvage anymore? I'm so tired of the struggle The irony does not escape me When I was trying, you couldn't be bothered and now that you are trying, I feel nothing but pity Emptiness is all I have to offer Congratulations are in order for destroying my...
    OnlyOneChiquita OnlyOneChiquita
    41-45, F
    1 Response Nov 19, 2010

    You Lost Me....

      I could never say it more eloquently ~ I am done, smoking gun We've lost it all, the love is gone She has won. Now it's no fun We've lost it all, the love is gone And we had magic And this is tragic You couldn't keep your hands to yourself Chorus: I feel like our world's been...
    OnlyOneChiquita OnlyOneChiquita
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Dec 22, 2011

    Chiquita's Declaration Of Independance ~

      Isn't this song incredible? Not to mention, the dancers! I could watch them forever. They dance so beautifully. Such artistry, raw sexual tension and intense gut wrenching pathos.  The song is titled, "I just don't love you" by Jann Arden. Run download it! lol This is a...
    OnlyOneChiquita OnlyOneChiquita
    41-45, F
    17 Responses May 19, 2011

    I'm 38, disabled wife is 48,

    I'm emotionally divorced, lonely, poor, but have 3 kids so it's my duty to stay, but unhappily? IDK what to do!
    jgoffe10 jgoffe10
    36-40, M
    Jan 8, 2015

    dear self. get a divorce.

    move out. you need to better your life. it's time. are you ready? mentally, yes.... maybe.. i guess you will never be ready. who ever is? it's tough. you've lived there/depended on them for 5 years. it's going to be tough. you're going to be lonely. but you do have friends to...
    TakingFlight TakingFlight
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 22, 2015

    Just Need Those Papers And Separate Houses

    Yeah it has been notihng for atleast  20 years and we been together 23. So I don't know. I guess I am an over fixer. Only nothing could ever fix nothing.  Three almost four years ago he made a remark that set me free. Basically he said nothing I ever did was anything to him...
    jenvice jenvice
    46-50, F
    4 Responses May 19, 2011

    Emotionally Switched Off.

    I have been with my husband for over 15 years. The last 8years I have been emotionally switched off. This was an emotional survival instinct. He has changed his ways but I can not seem to turn the switch back on. I feel as though the damage has been done and actually the more...
    wildkittn wildkittn
    31-35, F
    6 Responses Dec 11, 2012

    The Husband

    We've been through so much. We've tried so many different things. Fact of the matter is, so many years of the same have brought me to this mental place. I will always care for him, but never the way I once did.It's sad.He's not altogether bad. Just bad in ways that kill it for me...
    lisa36 lisa36
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Jan 27, 2012

    Ain't No Way.....

    Ain't No Way" Ain't no way for me to love you If you won't let me Ain't no way for me to give you all you need If you won't let me give all of me I know that a woman's duty Is to help and love a man And that's the way it was planned Oh but how can I, how can I, how can I Give you...
    OnlyOneChiquita OnlyOneChiquita
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Jun 26, 2011

    Marriage Was The Ultimatum!

    I will be married for approximately 2 years this june. I titled this piece because that's how I ended up in my marriage. It all first started before marriage into play. I just returned from a deployment from Afghanistan and while I was there. I began talking to a old friend of...
    Feb 17, 2013

    I am just a tool for what my wife needs.

    Money is the first thing she cares.
    mulitscan mulitscan
    46-50, M
    5 Responses May 29, 2014

    I Can't Believe It

    I finally told my husband how I felt. I told him I was no longer in love with him. Pretty much that I didn't really like the person he is. And flat out told him I wanted a divorce. He has chosen to ignore me. Acts as if we are totally in love with each other. I got an email...
    grammy64 grammy64
    46-50, F
    9 Responses Mar 25, 2011

    In The Best Interest Of My Child

    I guess I knew the day before I got married that I was making a mistake. I had a lot of things that I needed to do that day, and my husband-to-be couldn't be bothered to do any of them. To make matters worse, his 14 year old son was being particularly belligerent, and the two...
    Formydearson Formydearson
    46-50, F
    4 Responses Jun 24, 2013

    it happened around this time of year.

    ...last year after getting my *** beaten and tossed in the room.....
    lovabledoll lovabledoll
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Dec 12, 2014

    Married By Force

    This won't be news to those closest to me or those getting to know me after I've been off of EP for while. I'm in a bit of an emotional quandary. I'm not having a lot of patience these days with writing out my thoughts in great detail but essentially, my life right now boils...
    lisa36 lisa36
    36-40, F
    6 Responses Apr 16, 2012

    Goodbye

    You ask why I ignore you.... You want to know why I hardly speak anymore... You cannot understand why I turn down your advances.... You wonder why I refuse to argue with you any longer.. ...............I left a long time ago, you just didn't notice until now.  ...
    OnlyOneChiquita OnlyOneChiquita
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Nov 15, 2010

    I'm sitting here watching my 5 week old baby

    sleep peacefully and I'm thinking, she is the very reason I'm still married. One of two reasons, the other being her big sister. And every day for 5 weeks I have sat watching her sleep wondering if I'm going to **** her whole life up if I leave her dad. Wondering if it would be...
    van863 van863
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 7, 2015
    OnlyOneChiquita OnlyOneChiquita
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jun 19, 2011

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