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I Have Always Been Lonely And Separated From The Crowd

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    Relatives, Relationships, Fetishes, And Mental Illness: A True Story

    My parents have been married for 39 years. They love each other and will always be together, but it's not always been marital bliss for them. When I was growing up they fought a lot on and off, and my mom would say horrible things to/about my dad and often threaten divorce. Of...
    PrincessPumpkin81 PrincessPumpkin81 31-35, F May 4, 2012

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    Am I to old for you girls I will play real good
    patto500 patto500 51-55, M Nov 17

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    i have never been in a real relationship with anyone. i have always been insecure, and i have trouble meeting new people. Probably becuase i have bpd. also introverted. ive never...
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M Nov 17

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    I am older than I have ever been before - that is one the few constants in my life. It has always been true and I expect it to continue to be true, at least for a while. There...
    xxxtop xxxtop 36-40, M Nov 16

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    I'm almost 17 and I've never been kissed, had a boyfriend or girlfriend, or even had someone show interest in me. As a result of this(along with a few other issues), I've developed...
    libbyizard libbyizard 16-17, F 4 Responses Oct 25

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    I am a 23 year old female and for as long as I can remember I have always liked men. I even was deeply in love with one 5 years ago who broke my heart and the pain was so...
    grateful420 grateful420 22-25, F Nov 2

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    I have completed 26 years of my life and I never had any relationship with anyone. Also, I have never been in any sexual relationship with anyone either. I am happy for myself as...
    Deepak2J Deepak2J 26-30, M 2 Responses Nov 17

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    I've only kissed someone once sober and it was a peck on the lips. I have never kissed anybody passionately or intensely other than when I have been pissed drunk and don't remember...
    kleox7x kleox7x 18-21, F Oct 26

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    Looks like a bit has changed . A lot if people I used to talk to haven't been on in at least a year just like my self. It's my own fault I guess though they could have texted me...
    dragonslayer001 dragonslayer001 41-45, M Nov 13

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    I have never been in a fight but I have seen fights before.
    readerleader readerleader 22-25, F Nov 14

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    So I haven't had an actual girlfriend since I was in 7th grade, and how we met was that my friend back then set us up on a kind of blind date. Two weeks later we went out again on...
    Dembubble Dembubble 18-21, M a week ago

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    is it just me or have others been in the same shoes as me never being in a proper relationship???
    jaimz jaimz 31-35, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    We'll I'm in high school now and I feel like I hag out with the wrong people but I still hang out with them why is the question .See we have 80 mins of lunch but it's broken up...
    Heyitsjalenn Heyitsjalenn 13-15, F 3 Responses Nov 17

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    sometimes I wonder if there's something wrong with me or if I'm just flat out choosing partners that are not going to make it to that point. I'm going to be 34 on next Sunday, and...
    FoxyNC FoxyNC 31-35, F 3 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    If you always do what you've always done - you will always get what you've always got
    luckychan12 luckychan12 13-15, M Nov 5

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    Forever I have stood in the middle of a grand hall.. Looking about, seeing love.. but never knowing love.. "Love always leaves, do not trust it,"..are the whispers, "It will hurt...
    Midnightheart Midnightheart 36-40, F Nov 10

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    I dream alot about this town off the highway. by the scary water. there is a casino and water park. It has a downtown in the valley with thin streets and stores very close together...
    Lungmyster Lungmyster 41-45, F Oct 28

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    From very little boy, I wanted to get one leg cut of, it always appeared to me as a wonderfull experience to live. Then of course, with the years, wanting more and more, I came to...
    must308 must308 46-50, T 1 Response Nov 5

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    Regression to the mean: Things can't always be good, but they can't always be bad either.
    Ashleigh3103 Ashleigh3103 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 6

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    I think there are many reasons why I've never been in a relationship... Mainly because I'm always afraid of how it's going to turn out, or how much I will change once I'm in one...
    tayylah tayylah 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I always think others are always better than me when I know for a fact, they arent
    Jay2002 Jay2002 13-15 Oct 29

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    Happiness is a choice. You cannot choose some circumstances but you can always choose how you react to it.
    filledspaces filledspaces 26-30, F 3 Responses Nov 5

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    Always remember your value doesn't decrease based on someone's inability to see your worth.
    curiousgirl1214 curiousgirl1214 26-30, F Nov 5

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    I've never been in a relationship or even been on a date, probably due to confidence. So I thought "**** it" and ended up going out with a girl I liked a few times, we talked a lot...
    robbo1806 robbo1806 22-25, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I lost my mom this January. actually she is my step mother but she raised me since I was 8 so she is my mom to me. her death was slow and painful and a very long time coming. I...
    omgeezus omgeezus 26-30, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I think I'm always going to be alone.
    staystrongandlive staystrongandlive 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I was diagnosed in 2009. I went to see my DR for a checkup when my back started to hurt. I originally thought it was a herniated disc because just before the pain set in I was...
    goodwitch011070 goodwitch011070 41-45, F Nov 4

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    I usually keep away from people, I don´t have interest in forming a meaningfull relationship, or getting married, or having children. Some friend try to set my up with guys, but I...
    DildoSlut DildoSlut 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I’ve never been kissed and I see my friend kiss her boyfriend almost everyday. I don’t want to say anything since it feels like I’m the only one out there who hasn't.
    princess9800 princess9800 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 25

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    Yep. I am that loud and funny girl who everyone automatically assumes must be in a relationship. I am walking neon sign of all that is an extrovert. I have been on dates,flings...
    filledspaces filledspaces 26-30, F Nov 5

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    As sad as it sounds, I've only been kissed once. It was an amazing feeling the first time it happened with the guy I was dating then I came to my senses that I didn't go out with...
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    All my friends have been kissed yet i have not and that gets to me sometimes.
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    I've never been in love but it's fine by me. I'm still young and certainly am not prepared to waste my time by chasing boys who have yet to fully form their minds. Instead I intend...
    Livinglife95 Livinglife95 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 11

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    Yeah I never been in a proper one, don't really see the point if I'm not going to marry them, you get in a relationship with someone at a young age you setting yourself up for...
    jolley2k jolley2k 18-21, M a week ago

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    Been dating this guy for almost 18 months. Never been on an actual date.
    XxAllixX XxAllixX 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    As a guy I must say this is true for me. I don't have to be in competition with anyone. Just being around them and talking. Just like one of the girls. Especially since I decided...
    Adam59 Adam59 56-60, M 6 days ago

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    I never been on a actually date that last 3 hours. When I go on dates it last about 1 hour then we leave each other. Kiss and say goodbye I want to go on a date that would last 4...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm 28 years old, and haven't even had a proper relationship. Allthough I absolutely hate being single, I can't be in a long term relationship with someone I'm not in love with.
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    Two of my uncles died from cancer. I know they are both in a better place now.
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    I lost my grandfather to cancer after he had it twice,a third time took him from me :( that was 3 years ago and I still miss him a lot
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    Sometimes when I see someone staring at me in public, I think, are they looking at me because they like me, or because they are thinking, wow, this girl is ugly. I don't get how...
    IntrovertedHuman IntrovertedHuman 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 2

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    On dating and marriage: "You have to be able to take a risk knowing you're going to get hurt and knowing you're going to get rejected. That's the only way you're going to find 'the...
    atadbitinlove atadbitinlove 18-21, F Nov 4

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