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I Have Always Been Lonely And Separated From The Crowd

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    Relatives, Relationships, Fetishes, And Mental Illness: A True Story

    My parents have been married for 39 years. They love each other and will always be together, but it's not always been marital bliss for them. When I was growing up they fought a lot on and off, and my mom would say horrible things to/about my dad and often threaten divorce. Of...
    PrincessPumpkin81 PrincessPumpkin81 31-35, F May 4, 2012

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    Mostly for being quiet, I think. But the funny thing I've noticed is that I get more smack from the younger kids because I'm quiet. The older kids don't really care and can just...
    laurynnm43 laurynnm43 16-17, F Oct 8

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    ...for as long as I can remember. I guess I was always this way to an extent, but the depression and anxiety became much more manifest during college and are showing no signs of...
    Scribbler17 Scribbler17 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My nine all have a name. Collectively they are 'the beans' and i call them that on a daily basis. I'll tell people that I'm dropping the beans at school. Or I'm taking the beans...
    mumsnineangels mumsnineangels 36-40, F Sep 24

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    I always say I really want a girlfriend or I have never been kissed but when it comes down to it I'm scared to be kissed or to get a girlfriend because I've never had one and it...
    deathsdestruction deathsdestruction 16-17, M 23 hrs ago

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    I have always admired people who have a natural flair for writing. It's not just that they have a way with words, it's in the way that they put together those words that make you...
    ladybug1234 ladybug1234 51-55, F Oct 3

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    I'm almost 18 and have never been kissed, although I've had two "almost" boyfriends. I can't tell my friends this because they always talk about who they banged at a party etc, and...
    mahe18 mahe18 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Haven't been on here in a while.... took a break from well here and places... time to get life on the road again.
    TinkerFae TinkerFae 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    I'm 16 years old, completely straight, I have had a peck on the lips once or twice and have even been naked with a girl in a room staring at eachother whilst drunk, but have never...
    CamQuick97 CamQuick97 16-17, M Oct 5

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    I haven't been one for many reasons. 1. I haven't dressed as a girl for 2 months. I just stopped for a while. 2. I need more help becoming a girl again 3. I have been really...
    Sarahismygirlname Sarahismygirlname 13-15, T 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am a male 24 yr old professional. I own a house and work hard. According to a friend of mine I am a catch, yet I have never been in a relationship.
    blicky1234 blicky1234 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Hi y'all! I recently chose to separate from my husband of 25 years and so far its been an up and down roller coaster! Some days are great. I feel excited, confident in my choice...
    odaem5 odaem5 46-50, F Sep 24

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    Our hearts and lives Hath tossed and turned, 'Pon waves of seas Each other seen. But... To see is to be, And seen is been; So lived lives of The other; we ween. A great swell...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    I am separated for a 1 year but I want it to work but he does not want counseling now
    brown040 brown040 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 28

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    Ok this is where it gets really dicey and uncomfortable. I'm trying to be nice. Cut the ties slowly and carefully so that I don't devastate my husband or my kids but HE'S DRIVING...
    odaem5 odaem5 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    Ok so for the past couple of weeks I've started to have feelings for my friend. Yeah it's the usual situation about a girl liking her friend but what shock me the most is how he...
    Brogann Brogann 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    I haven't met someone that understands me for who i am, i guess im still young but i do feel lonely most of the time
    Qcf257 Qcf257 18-21, M Sep 25

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    A lot of people will think it's purely out of sexual desires or something like that but, even before i was aware of anything sexual i've wanted to be a girl. I remember being about...
    stuckinhereforever stuckinhereforever 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    Being my age and being a virgin doesn't bother me as much, since I need my first time to mean something in terms of commitment. Maybe that's why I haven't ever kissed a woman/girl...
    jdhammer84 jdhammer84 26-30, M 7 hrs ago

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    I Try My Hardest~ But even with doing so some do take things the wrong way. When I write its never planned out it is spur of the moment what my heart tells me too. The other night...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 6

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    Well, I'm bi, at least I'm pretty sure I am. I've always thought I was straight, but then I had my first female crush a year ago and it's only getting stronger but I love my...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Sep 28

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    I'm 20 & have never had a real relashionship. I've had some flings but nothing truly serious, to me at least. One of those I really got my Heart broken. I tend to push people away...
    Scarlett13 Scarlett13 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    I always had asked them out They don't have the guts
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 28

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    Older men do it better. At least from my experiences.
    Celeste88 Celeste88 22-25, F 15 Responses Sep 30

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    If I'm going to die alone it might as well be an epic death. So I imagine that I must first acquire a weather balloon and an air tight capsule and suit. From that point I space...
    Youngnerd Youngnerd 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 3

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    I'm a young dude and I'm slightly bi-curious, been super turned on lately by the idea of sucking another guy, would love to try it
    KingCharles69 KingCharles69 18-21, M Oct 13

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    Anyone live near the DC or Maryland area? I'm young and a little bicurious, really been wanting to try out sucking a guy lately, let me know if you're interested
    KingCharles69 KingCharles69 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 13

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    The reason I never had a girl as a friend just aquintances that turn to be nothing some people are lucky to have friends that are girls and this is the point from where everything...
    Darlinghton Darlinghton 18-21, M Sep 27

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    I've never been kissed. No, not even amiss people class as 'not a real kiss'. I've never kissed or been kissed at all. Never been asked out or dated anyone. I'm 22 and don't see...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 70+, F 2 Responses Oct 5

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    Apparently, my niece and nephew have recruited me for Halloween this year. My niece wants to be Neytiri and my nephew wants to be Jake Sully's Na'vi avatar from the Avatar movie...
    Triscuitan Triscuitan 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    27 years old and ive never been in a meaningful relationship. I've never wanted one and not sure if I do now, but I'm curious if I'm missing anything....
    BlondeQueenOfSpades BlondeQueenOfSpades 26-30, F 12 Responses Sep 22

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    I've never been "properly" kissed the last guy i kissed nearly licked my face like i was an ice cream cone or something! Now im affraid of kissing someone because i dont want to...
    Pingu113 Pingu113 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 24

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    Wow! It's been super long. Sorry all! Updates--> My boyfriend and I are doing a lot better, and my parents are not fighting as much anymore. Also, I came out to my dad and stepmom...
    Greenman777 Greenman777 13-15, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm sorry guys my phone was taken away by my daddy because I wasn't doing well in school if you want to know what happened with that then message me I can't get into graphics due...
    Tygersilk Tygersilk 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 22

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    I actually really miss kissing so much. I've only kissed women, and have yet to experience this with a man, but I can't wait. I want to be kissed so much.
    Parkerluv1 Parkerluv1 22-25, M Oct 5

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    Gonna be 20 later this month and I still have not had my first kiss yet Reminds just how ugly and worthless I am to girls
    Dynamite500 Dynamite500 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 6

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    17 years old, there's one thing in life I want to experience even if it's just once. There's two things we have the closest to magic disney and love. Sometimes I wonder if it's my...
    libb3yjan3 libb3yjan3 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 6

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    And I have bitten my fingers for a while but I can now remain passive no longer. The majority of posts on here are superficial and short-termist. People aren't that interested in...
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M 1 Response Oct 12

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    So many stories of wanting to dress like a girl many already told in several other groups I don't feel like repeating myself but indeed that was me too. The great thing is now I...
    Joanne0chan Joanne0chan 31-35 1 Response Oct 14

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    I have met someone for the first time in my life and we have known each other for about five months. We talk every day and slowly growing closer.
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 14

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    I know I will never feel love. I have sunk deep down where no girl will find me. My life is just pain I have no happiness to give, girls all have lives they all have things going...
    benjiescobar benjiescobar 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Nope never have an never will. Its just not in me.
    SadisticPsychoBitch SadisticPsychoBitch 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    And I Never Will Be! Men have their uses, but not I am not into guys.
    DonnaDomm DonnaDomm 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I was with someone when I was 18, utterly in love, thought he was the one. we ended not long after we fell in love when he left for the war. He said he was leaving me for my sake...
    roryta roryta 26-30, F 1 hr ago

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    Three times, to be exact. I am not the most valuable employee here but I do what I am asked to do until the job is completed. I don't take kindly to someone with 'little man...
    iamokaynow iamokaynow 31-35, M Sep 25

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    Both genders atracts me a lot,I would love to experience more and also my likings over one gender or another varies with my mood.Sometimes I rather females over males...others I...
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 27

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    Survey Says, Why isn't there a NZ show of this?
    T3chmupp3t T3chmupp3t 18-21, M Oct 13