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I Have Always Kept A Diary

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    I Dont Like People Reading My Diary Without Permission - I have always kept diaries from the time I was a little girl they couldn't stop me writing out my experiences and feelings...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F Feb 1, 2012

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    Most of them are incredibly beautiful and incredibly brave as well. I've always wanted to know one and dress her up. I think they're very cool girls. I have always compared my life...
    WanabeBuxom WanabeBuxom 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    i know this sounds really weird but i am a very big fan of the creepypasta's , i have always wanted to be one (I guess you could say i am saying this in the fan girl sense, no hate...
    jeff0the0killer0 jeff0the0killer0 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I know this sounds weird and even sick to others ... but for me its one thing I have always wanted ... I have always wanted to have as many children that I can physically possible...
    ThisGuyOnline ThisGuyOnline 22-25, M 12 hrs ago

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    I have been tortured and harrassed by kids all the way from elementary school first grad through up to 8th grade. I don't know why and I could never figure out why. The kids used...
    RachelRosieanne RachelRosieanne 16-17, F Mar 29

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    I'm always fatter than everyone around me and because of that I get left out. I am seriously contemplating downing some pills and sleeping for the rest of the week so I don't eat
    hypnoticz hypnoticz 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I used to have a gay friend and enjoyed confiding in him and would support him, then i found out he was telling people my business so the friendship ended Other times If Ive...
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    Ever since i was little i knew i was a little different the biggest tale tale sign was that i am left handed and taste in clothing music hobbies and interest, later in life i...
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    I grew up with an older half-sister. We were somewhat close when we were kids, but do not communicate at all anymore. Have tried to reconnect with her, but the feelings aren't...
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    I have really bad acne. It's disgusting. I'm super ugly. Whenever someone looks at me I know they're staring at my spots and judging me. I hate going out in public. I disgust...
    SpottyFreak SpottyFreak 13-15, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I know I'm not a Genius but I am not as stupid as people think I am too... I'm only a bit of a weirdo sometimes but I am a good person... I am sad for being treated like a retarded...
    Anonymus943 Anonymus943 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    Ive kissed guys but ive never french kiss somone
    smores19 smores19 18-21, F Mar 24

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    My dream car would be either a purple '73 El Camino with black leather interior and silver star stitching Or A robin's egg blue '57 Chevy with pink interior, chrome trim, and...
    meghanmonroe meghanmonroe 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I gave everything I am. Together we were like magic, apart we always kept contact. I encouraged you to be whoever you wanted to be. When you failed, I was there. You could have...
    1daymaybe 1daymaybe 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 29

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    I fell in love over 20 years ago and never let go. We loved one another but the timing was off, again and again. After years of heartache, I trusted my head over my heart and...
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    I have posted a lot of stories talking about Egypt’s revolutions, more than a hundred maybe, whether they were about the 25 January revolution against Mubarak’s regime...
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    She was broken. Her heart lay in billions of pieces, spread about the floor like tiny specs of dust. It would be impossible to tell that her heart had even been there at all, had...
    suppressingadulthood suppressingadulthood 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    I have this account for the longest time ever but I never got the courage to share one of my many stories to be heard or in this case read. But lately I've been feeling a bit down...
    SamyLo SamyLo 18-21, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I don't why~ I have a big one who's generally aloof to me. I always wanted a cute little brother who looks up to me and thinks I'm the coolest. :D Hm...really awesome kid who's...
    ladypirate108 ladypirate108 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 4

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    I have always been someone that people could confide in, someone that someone can turn to for help and support and to lean on, and I have always been fine with that, because...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F Apr 7

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    We think we know right from wrong but we don't. We have our laws and our regulations and our expectations, social or otherwise and they change all the time. Laws are added and...
    T4RD15 T4RD15 26-30 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I just wanted to share something with you guys, I have had these three friends since I was 3(sisters). And they have had the worst childhood you can wish someone. Perhaps not...
    SJNak SJNak 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 29

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    I dont know, but I have always waiting someone. Once, there was a guy who ask me for a date. Disgusting, I wait him for four hours and more. When I text him, he said that he ride...
    chocogirl87 chocogirl87 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    While this feeling has been with me as long as I can remember, I've recently come to a new way of thinking about how I feel about this. I'm sort of a naturally curious person. So I...
    kope45 kope45 31-35, M 4 Responses Mar 30

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    So what is that we girls want in our guys? Well it's diverse, I mean it varies from person to person, no exact fixation about that. For me, I have always envisioned my guy to be...
    Alveira04 Alveira04 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 31

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    Truth is I don't think I've ever had any Self Esteem or Confidence. I say that only because looking back throughout my life I cannot recall a time where I was truly okay with being...
    needinganescape needinganescape 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    what I’m here to talk about is that I think I have a crush on someone, but this isn't your typical love story, it's just a sad thought of an insomiac trying to get rid of some...
    weirdo333 weirdo333 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    Hello...... I am hoping somebody could give me some advice, I'll explain my situation and I'll try to keep it short.... I think I have a narcissistic mother. In fact I am pretty...
    blueberry36 blueberry36 36-40, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I have a huge, caring, supportive extended family! I have eight siblings, seven in-laws, and one ex-in-law that is still close to the family (and to my sister). At last count I...
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    Hey everyone my name is Aneesah and I have just been diagnosed with psychosis and mild depression.Just a little history :so last year this time i tried to commit suicide i...
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    I love improving my body and morality. I have always been fit but just recently started getting shape. Before I was constantly unhappy and depressed, but when I started to improve...
    Zachy342 Zachy342 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 21

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    I don't know how to even start, especially when I'm writing to a post where people might not even reply... I guess this shows that I'm very desperate and just looking for answers...
    rebeccadb1 rebeccadb1 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 22

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    Just because I am pretty forthcoming on EP does not mean I feel comfortable sharing my stories with the outside world. I am an INFJ and we comprise about 1% of the human...
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    Hi everyone, i am 17 years old and i started feeling like this when i was 15. One day i went to my cousin's house and i got really sick and threw up. I have always been scared of...
    Emilymontenegro Emilymontenegro 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    I just turned 34, and I am seeking treatment for social anxiety, in earnest, for the first time in my life. It was pretty severe and is still at least moderate. I've made some...
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    Ever since I was young I have always dreamed about wearing dresses. In the third grade I would wish that on opposite day all the boys would be able to wear dresses and skirts. My...
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    I suffer from depression anxiety and self harm. I have been on so many meds, begged for help and I will always be this way. I have always felt this way. I wish I was dead.
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    I Confessed to my girl friend that even though I am a man I have always thought like a girl. For the longest time I thought I was a freak. I found out a few years back that when I...
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    i have always preferred the window seat, ever since i was little, i just love staring out the window :)
    xhesikaxo xhesikaxo 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I was diagnosed with depression at eight years old and have lived with it in such a way that it has crippled nearly every aspect of my life. I have never been on medication to help...
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    I have seen and experienced my fair share of things in life. Paranormal things has always been an interest and is inherently in the family. I also trained at my uncles development...
    Valtielislord Valtielislord 18-21, M Mar 27

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    This is the first time seeing a blog-type program that welcomes this topic of discussion. After reading a few of the experience posts, I thought I'd also enjoy posting mine. I was...
    WhosThatTallGuy WhosThatTallGuy 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I have always found dreams to be really interesting. I'd like to talk to other about dreams they've had.
    brokenguy1 brokenguy1 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    Funny you mention it. I have always been supper safe(not really just lucky). Now in my life I'm supper selective and careful.
    Readytorun567 Readytorun567 26-30, M 3 Responses Mar 25

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    My dad and I have always been the best of friends, partners in crime. Up until 2 or 3 years ago I started with my social anxiety I stopped hanging around my parents.. I've gotten...
    freeebird freeebird 18-21, F Mar 25

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    As a black female that has dated majority white and Hispanic guys, I can personally say that interracial relationships are no different from any other. It just seems so ignorant...
    maribear maribear 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 27

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    My nightmares are bizarre, i'm either in some warped version of Walt Disney World being forced into going in to the Haunted Mansion or going through various places where I grew up...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M Mar 27

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    I love being on things outside. Ever since I was young I have always enjoyed peeing on objects outside. I love the splashing sound it makes. Plastics are the funniest to pee on as...
    splashy34 splashy34 26-30, M 5 Responses Mar 28

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    I have always wondered probably no one has had a crush on me because I'm Too ugly
    Dynamite500 Dynamite500 18-21, M Mar 28

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    I have always been of this mindset. I am willing to give up all my things to be with my husband. I came into this world with nothing. I and my husband can build back up from...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F Apr 7

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    My boyfriend is in the navy so he is stationed far away. We have always been so close but recently things aren't the same. We don't talk near as much and it isn't actual...
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