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I Have An Addiction

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    I'm addicted to several things .

    Not drugs but mostly sex and reality . I won't stop wondering about the insanity of this world and people in general . I also lust over sex . I'm a very passionate lover , but it irritates me when I'm trying to recover and someone comes along and knows what's my weakness ...
    LostN2Worlds LostN2Worlds 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 1, 2014

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    I am addicted to lingerie,

    I really am. I love it and I own tons of it - very sexy pieces, and they look amazing on me (I promise, I really don't have a head as big as this room). I find all kinds of fun pieces so I, inevitably, buy them for myself. They make me feel fun, flirty and, yep, you guessed...
    aurora11 aurora11 31-35, F 15 Responses Nov 17, 2014

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    Everynight I lay in bed

    and say never again. "Tomorrow will be different" but no..it's always the same, it never stops, I'm worthless, I can see how my friends are so happy and I'm just sort of their. Not apart of it. I'm in my own world, looking in at this life I could have...I should have. I hope I...
    Zezebabe Zezebabe 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 30, 2014

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    Path Of Destruction

    everytime i drink or do drugs i usually wake up with nothing but ruins around me and a lot of angry messages, and thats when i dont wake up in jail.  i know i need to stop but its hard with the friends i have and the lifestyle i need. Ive lost a lof good friends and ruined a...
    Surrealist12 Surrealist12 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 20, 2012

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    vividdreamer97 vividdreamer97 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 12, 2014

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    As strange as this might seem,

    I think I have an addiction to tomatoes. I'm not even joking.
    DrowningInRed DrowningInRed 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 24

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    I So Need Help!

    We are so slow at work today and between EP and email we are all playing this freakin' penguin game. Just check out the link below and you'll understand! There are three of us left and all are yelling profanities at these birds! OMG make is stop!!!     http://n.ethz...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 33 Responses Dec 28, 2007

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    I'm addicted to sex I want it all the

    time Always thing about sex Can't get enough sex Always so horny Insatiable SEX
    jwood69 jwood69 46-50, M Feb 15

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    I love ****, seriously,

    half my life.
    Alexzoz Alexzoz 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 15, 2014

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    My Addiction

    I have an addiction to ************. i hate it so much, i feel like its controling me. there are so many youth in my church who look up to me and i feel so undeserving. i feel dirty and ashamed. i woke up a few months ago during a dream that i was being raped but sme...
    anonimouse anonimouse 19-21 4 Responses Feb 14, 2008

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    Ed All My Life.

    I've had eating disorders my whole life.  Just read my profile and it will explain it all...I was even on deaths bed before and I still relapsed back into it.  But I'm willing to keep fighting.
    Christina3 Christina3 22-25, F Apr 2, 2010

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    I like risking my life

    for fun and entertainment
    tj372 tj372 16-17, M 4 Responses Dec 4, 2014

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    I am addicted to stuffed animals.

    They're just too cute. They make me feel secure and protected. I hide my feelings and emotions from people. But I don't hesitate to tell my thoughts, feelings and secrets to my stuffed animals. Especifically my stuffed panda. Cuddling with my panda on my bed under a soft blanket...
    danitheasian14 danitheasian14 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Longing is such a wicked thing Wanting someone

    who drives you would walk to the en of the earth for You will do anything for that person Even if it breaks you You are my addiction I can't get enough
    VolcanicMermaid VolcanicMermaid 18-21, F Feb 20

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    ThatoneinLove ThatoneinLove 16-17, F Nov 18, 2014

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    BrokenInnocence BrokenInnocence 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    afonopoli afonopoli 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 23, 2014

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    dizzyupthegirl1 dizzyupthegirl1 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    I have an addiction ,

    I shall not disclose what it is but to me its like alcohol, its my drug. I take a sip of the wine and it feels good , amazing , the adrenaline of doing it . I have been in my little rehab for a while , abstaining from it ,its been over a month. But the temptation is strong...
    NERDYGIRL101 NERDYGIRL101 18-21, F Dec 18, 2014

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    chuckzares chuckzares 26-30, M Dec 18, 2014

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    I am an addict. but it is not drugs,

    it is not alcohol (though i think i might drink too much) and its not smoking. I am addicted to people. I crave people. I am alone, I am married so i see the same person day in and day out. dont get me wrong, i love my husband, but i am addicted to needing more, the internet is...
    confused623 confused623 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 21, 2014

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    Habitué Vs. Addict

    Addiction is an extremely rare disease, I find that many people are often misdiagnosed with this fallacious condition. Most 'addicts' are able to function and work through their disorder, which is different from a disease as it is either temporary or controllable through self...
    cowsunite cowsunite 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 22, 2013

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    MzPhoenix MzPhoenix 31-35, F 10 Responses 5 days ago

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    Hi... my name is Vince.

    .. and I'm addicted to House Hunters :(
    AreYouDaft25 AreYouDaft25 31-35, M 3 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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    I'm Weak, Broke, And Failing...help?

    My name is ________. (Can't give out my name for security reasons but you can call me Olathe.) My addiction is online gaming. Since I was 16 I have been addicted to games. I'm almost 22 now and in the span of time I have lost relationships with boyfriends, friends and close...
    BornWild24138 BornWild24138 22-25, F 7 Responses Jun 20, 2012

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    xx1KC1xx xx1KC1xx 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 11

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    LIVIN On a Cocktail of Cocaine and Booze

    l'm livin my life on a cocktail of cocaine and booze.  Its ruining my life.  I want to stop but i just can't.  I spend every moment either high or coming down. i just party party party, it may sound like fun but Its not a place i want to be anymore. ...
    Asiah Asiah 16-17, F 2 Responses May 12, 2008

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    I Have An Addiction, But It Isn'T A Normal Addiction...

    I have an addiction to making people feel sorry for me, for thinking of me, for making my problems ten times moreover than what they are. I have lied and I have cheated to feed these addictions. Unfortunately each have been my downfall....or rather I should say fortunately...
    CharmedAmour CharmedAmour 22-25, F 4 Responses May 24, 2013

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    I am very addicted to pantyhose!

    !! I simply CAN'T get enough. I will wear pantyhose 24 hours a day 7 seven days a week, if I could and when I finally become the woman I have always wanted to be.
    wtbwoman wtbwoman 41-45, T Dec 4, 2014

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    How To Set Your Addiction On Pauze And Control It

    I'm starting to develop an addiction for writing. This story is not only going to be about writing addiction, but in general. Whenever your doing something important and your addiction is getting in the way, teasing you. Start putting whatever is on your mind on a piece of paper...
    kemi8698 kemi8698 22-25, F Jun 5, 2012

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    You are my poison, I've been using you

    since I was 4. Every day I've used you. You pretty much just brought me misery. I've tried to quit on you but I always come back. What is it about you that I makes me addicted. My face looks awful because of you! Only recently did I realize you weren't good for me whatsoever...
    Mixedemotions2k Mixedemotions2k 13-15, M 3 Responses Dec 18, 2014

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    I'm addicted to everything.

    When I was 4 my grandpa taught me how to play chess. I then proceeded to play at every available opportunity. When I turned 7 I got my first couple video games, and played them til I got headaches. Games were pretty readily available for a kid, so my childhood ended up...
    addictedtoeverything addictedtoeverything 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 5

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    For most of my adult life I've suffered from

    alcoholism. For years I lived under the illusion of control, 'I got this, I can handle this, I know what I'm doing' were my standard responses. After losing everything, finding myself surrounded by dozens of other addicts and alcoholics, I have finally opened my mind to some...
    Allysoninaz Allysoninaz 46-50, M 3 Responses Nov 21, 2014

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    I got drunk out on the town,

    alone. Security wouldn't let me into a bar and I had a meltdown. I thought they had taken my ID so I started emptying my pockets, taking my clothes off to show I didn't have it. I made a scene. People were embarrassed for me. So out of my character. I can't drink alcohol in...
    afonopoli afonopoli 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 18, 2014

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    Realization

    I have to realize that I am a diphenhydramine addict. I take benadryls everyday to sleep and stay asleep. I have withdrawal when I don't take it for a few days. I realized I've come to like the high feeling I get. The sluggish and dizziness. The restlessness. The increase...
    HazelEyedWolf HazelEyedWolf 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 18, 2013

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    I don't look like the addict the media loves to

    go on about. I've always worked full time, been responsible, been the go-to guy for everyone, and never showed weakness. I don't even know when the addiction started. One day, it was just ... there. I don't even remember where it all started. I've never smoked pot, never even...
    Steinbaum Steinbaum 26-30, M 4 Responses Jun 22, 2014

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    Pain Killers

    It started when I was thirteen. All my friends were doing it. It was the so called thing to do. I had been smoking weed since I was eleven already and was used to it. Weed wasn't an addiction. Just something that took my mind off of life. I felt safe in my own space, in my own...
    taylorcharest taylorcharest 18-21, F 3 Responses May 3, 2010

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F Dec 18, 2014

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    and I am petrified that I am on my way back to

    losing this never ending battle
    jazzaddict jazzaddict 26-30, F Feb 3

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    I drink every day. It helps ease the pain I

    feel inside and without it, I can't sleep. I wish I could just stop, but help is limited. I've been to the doctors and explained my problems. Their answer? Go to AA. They wouldn't talk to me any further on it. I explained that I'm pretty much housebound by my fear of groups of...
    friendlygent friendlygent 26-30, M 4 Responses Nov 19, 2014

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    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    if you've never struggled with an.

    addiction then **** off.and.don't judge.. we live.a pain full life
    bj7278 bj7278 41-45, M 1 Response Feb 20

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    To you ;) My amazingly perfect boyfriend is my

    addiction. :P we talk all day every day all night every night :* I love you my sexy addiction <3
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 18, 2014

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    I'm addicted to sleeping tablets

    and my anti psychosis tablets...
    DeadGhost123 DeadGhost123 13-15, M Jan 22

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    I can't stop gambling.

    ... my bank accout is damn near close to nothing because of my addiction. I think I need help.
    lilpoetbear lilpoetbear 26-30, F 4 Responses Dec 19, 2014

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    I Think I'm Addicted To Food

    I've always had a pretty odd relationship with food. Since childhood, I've loved it. More than I should've, and I've carried it on into adulthood. Literally, I don't know when to stop eating. Even if what I'm eating isn't tasty, I will eat it anyway. The act of eating just...
    ashsmash1993 ashsmash1993 18-21, F Sep 4, 2012

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    The Addiction...the View...the Confusion

    Latly drugs have been in my life pretty heavily. I wish I could actually say that I like doing them, or actually feel better when I do. I never really reach the high I'm trying for. When I'm almost to where I think I'm going to be satisfied with it, it's gone just as fast. What...
    powerinthepeace powerinthepeace 22-25, F 7 Responses May 11, 2012

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