I Have An Addiction

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    I have two.... One is sex.

    Pretty normal. As far as addictions go at least. I can manage it but there are times when I have to literally toss my keys somewhere random and lock myself in my room... The second is weird. It's sugar. This came recently and it's been so hard to get rid of. I honestly...
    YouKnowWho15 YouKnowWho15
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 27

    Cigarettes, pot, and Drambuie.

    That's right boys, and girls I'm not a cheap date. Tried heroin once, really scarred me how much I loved it, but really don't want to get hooked and have stayed away since that time.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 14

    Honestly weed and drinking are my main

    addictions. IDGAF if people say you can't get addicted to weed... from the way I see it is that you can. It's as simple as breathing. I only did it once and from that day on I've not stoped till recently and am still kinda struggling. I'll get through it though(:
    angelicamarie733 angelicamarie733
    18-21, T
    1 Response Dec 24, 2015

    Almost a year since I decided to stop doing

    what I was and I'm so proud of myself. I haven't touched it in almost a year. Just shows what will power and determination can show for you.
    LittleBeelzebub LittleBeelzebub
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 2, 2015

    Ever since I have been prescribed lorazepam

    for the last 6 months, I have been taking this medicine everyday to cope with stress and anxiety and if I forget a dosage, that day is a nightmare for me as my anxiety gets triggered. I need to get tapered off of this terrible drug, but till then I am hooked :(
    HAMSOLO HAMSOLO
    26-30, M
    4 Responses Feb 29

    As strange as this might seem,

    I think I have an addiction to tomatoes. I'm not even joking.
    DrowningInRed DrowningInRed
    13-15
    2 Responses Feb 24, 2015
    dizzyupthegirl1 dizzyupthegirl1
    31-35, F
    1 Response Dec 31, 2014
    yaotl5 yaotl5
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Mar 30

    Beer.................

    ...........
    CountryBoy2k17 CountryBoy2k17
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Feb 27

    I am seriously addicted to candy!

    ! I can't stop eating it. I crave it constantly!!! I need help😫😫😫
    tholloway23 tholloway23
    22-25, M
    Feb 4

    I'm actually addicted to the music group Globus.

    Also filmmaking. And John Hurt movies.
    OrwellsAdvocate2 OrwellsAdvocate2
    18-21, T
    Mar 11

    I'm so addicted to chocolate

    that I have to have it everyday
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses May 20, 2015

    Im addicted to a rhythm game called Cytus it's

    not much better than taking drugs
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 23, 2015

    Simply.. Sex addicted.

    . With girls between 18 until 40 years.. Anywhere everywhere.. Just sex.. Friendly sex..
    scorpio2k15 scorpio2k15
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 3

    and it is getting serious.

    Jesus ! help me. I love Jesus while being an ep addict
    Angelinawhitepromdresseveryday Angelinawhitepromdresseveryday
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 8

    I am addicted to a lot of things

    but I am mostly addicted to drinking any alcoholic drinks. vodka. margaritas. rum. buzz light. corona. wine. any alcohol you name I have probably drank it. for my age I know its a bad thing but I can't stop myself and that's not even my worst addiction. whenever I feel sad or...
    ShadowRiver ShadowRiver
    16-17, F
    1 Response Dec 24, 2015

    im addicted to working out.

    i guess i can be addicted to worser things.lol i have been addicted few years now. i used to run ten miles and then lift weights. i was doing this everyday without eating some times. my skin was losing it's color. my skin and eyes stared to become yellow. i chipped my back tooth...
    hugosfbay hugosfbay
    22-25
    Dec 6, 2015

    i am addicted to humping the bed

    and pillows barefoot
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Dec 29, 2015

    Trying to keep my intention of not making my

    coworkers uncomfortable with the smell of cigarette smoke in the pantry, I cornered myself into a toilet with the exhaust. Hope it can dissolve the smoke in this toilet quick enough. I still feel bad tho' I'm sorry, guys. I am still in constant battle with my addiction. :-(
    ChannelingTruth ChannelingTruth
    26-30, F
    Feb 28

    The higher I get the smaller the rock gets ,

    the smaller the rock gets the lower my high gets, the lower my high gets, the higher my depression gets. The higher my depression gets, the higher my craving gets, the more I spend. The more I spend the more I lose. There's no end. It's never enough. it will never be enough.
    unknownmcxo unknownmcxo
    18-21, F
    11 Responses Mar 16, 2015

    My addiction is my phone.

    I'm always on my phone. It's my baby. I take it everywhere with me. It's good to take your phone everywhere just In case
    lorrena19 lorrena19
    18-21, F
    Nov 18, 2014

    I love ****, seriously,

    half my life.
    Alexzoz Alexzoz
    18-21, M
    Mar 15, 2014
    Sid93 Sid93
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 18

    I wonder what it feels like to go one day

    without thinking about ways to harm myself or about the next time I will harm myself. I've been self harming for 10 years and not a day goes by that I don't think about it / do it. I want the grip this addiction has on me to go away, but then I truly think about it and find...
    AzazelLune AzazelLune
    18-21, F
    Dec 25, 2015

    The Addiction...the View...the Confusion

    Latly drugs have been in my life pretty heavily. I wish I could actually say that I like doing them, or actually feel better when I do. I never really reach the high I'm trying for. When I'm almost to where I think I'm going to be satisfied with it, it's gone just as fast. What...
    powerinthepeace powerinthepeace
    22-25, F
    7 Responses May 11, 2012
    DoorMattress DoorMattress
    13-15, M
    Oct 10, 2015

    I So Need Help!

    We are so slow at work today and between EP and email we are all playing this freakin' penguin game. Just check out the link below and you'll understand! There are three of us left and all are yelling profanities at these birds! OMG make is stop!!!     http://n.ethz...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    33 Responses Dec 28, 2007

    Did anyone else notice

    that the cover for this group is Johnny the Homicidal Maniac?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 23, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 22

    it is sex. I want it all day,

    erryday. I prefer girls but will take a dude if I got to! I constantly think about naked girls and want them on me!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Dec 23, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    6 Responses Jul 12, 2014
    wendysport2 wendysport2
    46-50, F
    9 Responses Dec 26, 2015

    I have had this addiction

    for quite a while now, it has really consumed my life and I feel like I cant be comfortable with myself, I feel like Ive changed so much from the person I was before, Ive changed for the worse its been really hard to accept myself. It took me almost 2 years to admit I had an...
    Doctorwhodat Doctorwhodat
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Jun 1, 2015

    I'm addicted to several things .

    Not drugs but mostly sex and reality . I won't stop wondering about the insanity of this world and people in general . I also lust over sex . I'm a very passionate lover , but it irritates me when I'm trying to recover and someone comes along and knows what's my weakness ...
    LostN2Worlds LostN2Worlds
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 1, 2014

    I don't look like the addict the media loves to

    go on about. I've always worked full time, been responsible, been the go-to guy for everyone, and never showed weakness. I don't even know when the addiction started. One day, it was just ... there. I don't even remember where it all started. I've never smoked pot, never even...
    Steinbaum Steinbaum
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Jun 22, 2014
    xoPandoraBlack xoPandoraBlack
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Apr 26, 2015

    I am addicted to the Mocha Coconut frappuchinos

    at Starbucks ._. This is my 7th in the past 2 days ._.
    Waffl3s Waffl3s
    16-17
    4 Responses Jun 10, 2015

    Hi everyone PoopyLover24 here!

    Today I have something to confess... As you can tell from my profile I am in love with poop. I am very scared because this morning I woke up crying because I had a nightmare about poop. Does anyone know anything to help me stop my addiction?
    PoopyLover24 PoopyLover24
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 26
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 23, 2015

    art, my hand itches when im not writing

    or drawing, and it aches when im not holding a pencil, since im an only child and never really have fit in with schoolkids, im left with a sketchbook, and i spend so much time with a pen in my hand that i hate being without one
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 26

    I gave into cutting myself

    after being clean for so long. I am so ashamed of myself. :(
    whereiamfree whereiamfree
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Mar 25

    I have over 40 Percocets

    and everyday when I come home, I take 2-4 pills. I take them because I'm tired of feeling. Although I get a 'feeling' from taking that many, it's an enjoyable feeling. A feeling that doesn't make me want to cry and scream. I hate myself for taking pills to mask my feelings but I...
    emmers95 emmers95
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Jun 3, 2015

    I have an addiction to pantyhose,

    and it is a very strong one, I simply CAN NOT get enough of them, the way they make me feel when I wear them gives me an uncontrollably high, now if I only had the female body I would be even higher and much more happier and at peace.
    wtbwoman wtbwoman
    46-50, T
    4 Responses May 20, 2015

    Cookies man...they whisper to me.

    ..."I'm delicious".
    yourguardingangel yourguardingangel
    22-25, M
    Sep 2, 2015

    I am addicted to sex.

    I started ************ at a young age and ever since then it's progressed rapidly. At times, I was preforming very risky behavior. I didn't even realize it was that big of a problem until now. During sex, there is pleasure initially, but then it's like all the pleasure...
    itscooloutside itscooloutside
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Mar 3

    used to be an alcoholic.

    .. quit for the sake of my attitude changing for the worse. been REAL tempted to start again recently
    diegosauns diegosauns
    18-21, M
    Feb 27

    I dont just have one addiction.

    I have multiple. Love pot and hard alcohol. Digs me some coke. meth aint nothing new for me. Id do molly or shrooms any day, any time anywhere. I wouldnt say I do this **** to escape necessarily, I think I just dont remember how to have fun, or get through a social situation...
    MissTish85 MissTish85
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Jan 24, 2015

    do you ever feel like

    if you say your addiction out loud it makes you feel physically sick? almost feels like doom. I dont know why
    wendysport2 wendysport2
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Dec 23, 2015

    I have a few myself. I'm fairly embarrassed by

    one of them. I don't know how I can stop. I write this for other that maybe have the same addiction but afraid to share. So here it goes.. Ever since I turned 40, my urge to "to take care of business" has gone bonkers, and it sometimes gets to be too much for me. I can be in the...
    SailorsAngel SailorsAngel
    41-45, F
    4 Responses Dec 24, 2015

    Im addicted to pillow humping

    and exploding on it.
    richmond001 richmond001
    56-60, M
    3 Responses Dec 29, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    6 Responses Feb 27, 2015

    To this dang site. I left

    for like 3 days and I'm like no plz give me more Ep lol
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses May 20, 2015

    to the best candy on earth,

    Reese's Peanut Butter Cups
    SexyMed69 SexyMed69
    18-21, M
    Dec 24, 2015

    I often wondered... and

    now its confirmed. I tested positive as a (virgin) sex addict.
    cillasavage cillasavage
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Nov 20, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 18, 2014
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