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I Have An Addiction

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    I have not gotten a fix in three days now.

    I am at my breaking point. i want to give in so much. it hurts. i feel very uncomfortable right now. writing helps a little bit. i think i will just play a video game and drink some faygo, if to distract me for just a bit. my muscles are so achy.
    hopelesslyalone7654321 hopelesslyalone7654321 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    I'm addicted to several things .

    Not drugs but mostly sex and reality . I won't stop wondering about the insanity of this world and people in general . I also lust over sex . I'm a very passionate lover , but it irritates me when I'm trying to recover and someone comes along and knows what's my weakness ...
    LostN2Worlds LostN2Worlds 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 1, 2014

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    My Addiction

    I have an addiction to ************. i hate it so much, i feel like its controling me. there are so many youth in my church who look up to me and i feel so undeserving. i feel dirty and ashamed. i woke up a few months ago during a dream that i was being raped but sme...
    anonimouse anonimouse 18-21 4 Responses Feb 14, 2008

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    I don't look like the addict the media loves to

    go on about. I've always worked full time, been responsible, been the go-to guy for everyone, and never showed weakness. I don't even know when the addiction started. One day, it was just ... there. I don't even remember where it all started. I've never smoked pot, never even...
    Steinbaum Steinbaum 26-30, M 4 Responses Jun 22, 2014

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    To ice cream... I can't stop loving it!

    And it's the only thing that stops me from being on a diet :( *SEND HELP ASAP*
    Undecodable Undecodable 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 15

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    my addiction is pretty different its a coping

    mechanism I use being extremely flexible I suck myself yes I have the ability to suck myself I do it because of my past problems and it did develop into an addiction but its an addiction I actually like. It's good on the abs and to answers questions isnt it uncomfortable or...
    nronic1 nronic1 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 12

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    My addiction is my phone.

    I'm always on my phone. It's my baby. I take it everywhere with me. It's good to take your phone everywhere just In case
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F Nov 18, 2014

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    The higher I get the smaller the rock gets ,

    the smaller the rock gets the lower my high gets, the lower my high gets, the higher my depression gets. The higher my depression gets, the higher my craving gets, the more I spend. The more I spend the more I lose. There's no end. It's never enough. it will never be enough.
    unknownmcxo unknownmcxo 18-21, F 11 Responses Mar 16

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    I have over 40 Percocets

    and everyday when I come home, I take 2-4 pills. I take them because I'm tired of feeling. Although I get a 'feeling' from taking that many, it's an enjoyable feeling. A feeling that doesn't make me want to cry and scream. I hate myself for taking pills to mask my feelings but I...
    emmers95 emmers95 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 3

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    IΒ΄m addicted to the way I feel

    when I think of you...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 3

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    I have an addiction to pantyhose,

    and it is a very strong one, I simply CAN NOT get enough of them, the way they make me feel when I wear them gives me an uncontrollably high, now if I only had the female body I would be even higher and much more happier and at peace.
    wtbwoman wtbwoman 41-45, T 5 Responses May 20

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    I have had this addiction

    for quite a while now, it has really consumed my life and I feel like I cant be comfortable with myself, I feel like Ive changed so much from the person I was before, Ive changed for the worse its been really hard to accept myself. It took me almost 2 years to admit I had an...
    Doctorwhodat Doctorwhodat 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 1

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    I So Need Help!

    We are so slow at work today and between EP and email we are all playing this freakin' penguin game. Just check out the link below and you'll understand! There are three of us left and all are yelling profanities at these birds! OMG make is stop!!!     http://n.ethz...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 33 Responses Dec 28, 2007

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    Everynight I lay in bed

    and say never again. "Tomorrow will be different" but no..it's always the same, it never stops, I'm worthless, I can see how my friends are so happy and I'm just sort of their. Not apart of it. I'm in my own world, looking in at this life I could have...I should have. I hope I...
    Zezebabe Zezebabe 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 30, 2014

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    I'm addicted to sex and self harm.

    And now the self harm has gotten really bad, so nobody wants to have sex with me (because I'm obviously damaged, fugly goods) so I'm slowly going insane. Yay.
    KittyCunt KittyCunt 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 27

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    I have an addiction ,

    I shall not disclose what it is but to me its like alcohol, its my drug. I take a sip of the wine and it feels good , amazing , the adrenaline of doing it . I have been in my little rehab for a while , abstaining from it ,its been over a month. But the temptation is strong...
    NERDYGIRL101 NERDYGIRL101 18-21, F Dec 18, 2014

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    It's been three years

    and I still can't get over how good it is. To see it, to experience it with other people, and the euphoric way it makes me feel each and every time. I tried to stop it but I find myself failing to do so, more and more as time goes on. I would like to know if there is any one out...
    shumphrey1 shumphrey1 31-35, F Apr 26

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    I am addicted to Gem.

    ..the best drug I ever tried and the only one im gonna keep consuming
    yairdjudas999 yairdjudas999 18-21, M 1 Response May 20

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    As strange as this might seem,

    I think I have an addiction to tomatoes. I'm not even joking.
    DrowningInRed DrowningInRed 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 24

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    I love ****, seriously,

    half my life.
    Alexzoz Alexzoz 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 15, 2014

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    dizzyupthegirl1 dizzyupthegirl1 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I am addicted to the Mocha Coconut frappuchinos

    at Starbucks ._. This is my 7th in the past 2 days ._.
    Waffl3s Waffl3s 13-15 4 Responses Jun 10

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    I always say I won't do this anymore

    but when push comes to shove I give into my addiction. Everyday it's the same thing over and over.... I wait until my iPhone battery life is at 3% and then frantically start searching for the charger and the closest socket. I hurt myself often while doing this frantically. I...
    xMissTix xMissTix 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 30, 2014

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    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 16-17, F Dec 18, 2014

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    I dont just have one addiction.

    I have multiple. Love pot and hard alcohol. Digs me some coke. meth aint nothing new for me. Id do molly or shrooms any day, any time anywhere. I wouldnt say I do this **** to escape necessarily, I think I just dont remember how to have fun, or get through a social situation...
    MissTish85 MissTish85 26-30, F 5 Responses Jan 24

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    I am an addict. but it is not drugs,

    it is not alcohol (though i think i might drink too much) and its not smoking. I am addicted to people. I crave people. I am alone, I am married so i see the same person day in and day out. dont get me wrong, i love my husband, but i am addicted to needing more, the internet is...
    confused623 confused623 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 21, 2014

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    xoPandoraBlack xoPandoraBlack 31-35, F 5 Responses Apr 26

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    I'm Weak, Broke, And Failing...help?

    My name is ________. (Can't give out my name for security reasons but you can call me Olathe.) My addiction is online gaming. Since I was 16 I have been addicted to games. I'm almost 22 now and in the span of time I have lost relationships with boyfriends, friends and close...
    BornWild24138 BornWild24138 22-25, F 6 Responses Jun 20, 2012

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    I am Rebecca and I am addicted to YouTube!

    !! There I said it haha Yey I love YouTube and Youtubers so much. In my room I have lots of YouTube things, books,jumpers,drawings It's sad but I couldn't give a damn what you think I love YouTube!!! P.s I do go outside haha I have a life
    ItsJustRebecca ItsJustRebecca 13-15, F May 23

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    I have a confession. I've become addicted to.

    .. EP. My bad. Yeah, I used to like EP somewhat... I went online sometimes for a while... Now, I'm here 24/7. WHAT HAPPENED TO ME? *send help* lol jk I love being on EP. :D *and nope, I don't have an addiction* right? lol I'll continue being here :v haha.
    Undecodable Undecodable 18-21, F Jun 15

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    I'm a teen and I'm addicted to ***********

    and I HATE IT! I want to be a true Christian, but I feel like this is the only thing that's stopping me from getting closer to God, I hate it! I just want to kill myself from being that kind of person..... I don't know why got addicted to that stupid thing.... I wish I was...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 12

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    I am addicted to anything I start.

    I have been addicted to **** since I was 13 years old, I have been addicted to video games so much that for 5 years I only left my house to go to work and pick up dinner. I would play for 8 to 12 hours a day. I am addicted to chatting with people. That is all I ever want...
    Somonkey76 Somonkey76 36-40, M 5 days ago

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    I am addicted to lingerie,

    I really am. I love it and I own tons of it - very sexy pieces, and they look amazing on me (I promise, I really don't have a head as big as this room). I find all kinds of fun pieces so I, inevitably, buy them for myself. They make me feel fun, flirty and, yep, you guessed...
    aurora11 aurora11 31-35, F 16 Responses Nov 17, 2014

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    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Feb 27

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    It's been a month since I gave away my life to

    Christ. I've stopped all evil deeds. Gossip, and tried not to sin with intent but moreover I stopped m.saturvbation. I'm still a virgin but u find myself being bored I haven't gave in. I've never had s..ex only played with my cl*it . But it's really hard I pray through it please...
    NamzyNayNay NamzyNayNay 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

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    Any type of prescription drugs.

    I'm Getting better though
    hhannahhbabe hhannahhbabe 13-15, F Mar 15

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    I started wearing heels at the age of 4.

    I fell in love with them since. I remember wearing them at my first peagent. I was cute 😘. Im still wearing them and can't stop. I have them in all shapes and sizes. Different colors and sort.
    Ameliaaxo Ameliaaxo 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 17

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    I'm so addicted to chocolate

    that I have to have it everyday
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 20

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    I'm addicted to ************

    and putting other people before my self. addicted to eating, smoking pot, used to be ciggerrets, and used to be fast food . cut out fast food and cigs and lost 90 pounds in 2 months
    mundinger1992 mundinger1992 22-25, M 2 Responses May 12

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    LIVIN On a Cocktail of Cocaine and Booze

    l'm livin my life on a cocktail of cocaine and booze.  Its ruining my life.  I want to stop but i just can't.  I spend every moment either high or coming down. i just party party party, it may sound like fun but Its not a place i want to be anymore. ...
    Asiah Asiah 16-17, F 2 Responses May 12, 2008

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    it's been almost 4 days without a single

    cigarette, but I'm hanging on ??
    muradgh muradgh 18-21, M 3 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    vividdreamer97 vividdreamer97 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 12, 2014

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    I gave up all of my addictions alcohol,

    ciggerettes good food. The only addiction at the moment I can have is artichokes. It's been 15 days without a drink, 4 months no cig and strict diet for 2 days. Quite boring without it all if you ask me kinda like my post.
    Katnap411 Katnap411 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 10

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    Anotherdayjay Anotherdayjay 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    For over half my life I have been addicted to

    food. When I'm indulging in all my favorite foods it's like I'm in my own little world and everything is just perfect. Due to this addiction I have ballooned to 400 pounds. I'm dieting right now and all I can think about is food. I long for my cheat day.
    tormentedinternally tormentedinternally 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    The Addiction...the View...the Confusion

    Latly drugs have been in my life pretty heavily. I wish I could actually say that I like doing them, or actually feel better when I do. I never really reach the high I'm trying for. When I'm almost to where I think I'm going to be satisfied with it, it's gone just as fast. What...
    powerinthepeace powerinthepeace 22-25, F 7 Responses May 11, 2012

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