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I Have An Addiction

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    My addiction is human imperfection

    and suffering. I always have to find the pain in others, their secrets and feelings. I want to be able to depend on someone through a promise of pain, fear, anger and a twisted love. Someone who can see the savage boy in me restrained by morals, love and hope.
    JonathanCTVirgo JonathanCTVirgo 18-21, M Aug 11

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    I love writing short story's

    and ten include a random fapping session about some random dude...
    DreadlockJesus DreadlockJesus 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 5

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    To the phantom of the opera.

    And staring at pictures on Gerard Butler all day. My life.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 17

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    My addiction is my phone.

    I'm always on my phone. It's my baby. I take it everywhere with me. It's good to take your phone everywhere just In case
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F Nov 18

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    I have an addiction. I went through the 12

    step program. I stayed free of my addiction for three month. I used prayer and my group as tools to recovery. Over the last month I have fallen backwards letting my addiction win four times. Trying to get back on track this week, however concerned as it will be a very high...
    Dlgadlga Dlgadlga 51-55, M 4 Responses Sep 7

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    vividdreamer97 vividdreamer97 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 12

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    How To Set Your Addiction On Pauze And Control It

    I'm starting to develop an addiction for writing. This story is not only going to be about writing addiction, but in general. Whenever your doing something important and your addiction is getting in the way, teasing you. Start putting whatever is on your mind on a piece of paper...
    kemi8698 kemi8698 22-25, F Jun 5, 2012

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    I don't look like the addict the media loves to

    go on about. I've always worked full time, been responsible, been the go-to guy for everyone, and never showed weakness. I don't even know when the addiction started. One day, it was just ... there. I don't even remember where it all started. I've never smoked pot, never even...
    Steinbaum Steinbaum 26-30, M 4 Responses Jun 22

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    To Candy Crush! Someone help,

    it's getting serious...
    Seblett Seblett 13-15, F Aug 5

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    ryanjoseph ryanjoseph 18-21, M Jul 20

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    I always say I won't do this anymore

    but when push comes to shove I give into my addiction. Everyday it's the same thing over and over.... I wait until my iPhone battery life is at 3% and then frantically start searching for the charger and the closest socket. I hurt myself often while doing this frantically. I...
    xMissTix xMissTix 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Realization

    I have to realize that I am a diphenhydramine addict. I take benadryls everyday to sleep and stay asleep. I have withdrawal when I don't take it for a few days. I realized I've come to like the high feeling I get. The sluggish and dizziness. The restlessness. The increase...
    HazelEyedWolf HazelEyedWolf 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 18, 2013

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    I have a really bad sex addiction,

    and have a really big daddy kink.
    macycatmeow macycatmeow 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    I drink every day. It helps ease the pain I

    feel inside and without it, I can't sleep. I wish I could just stop, but help is limited. I've been to the doctors and explained my problems. Their answer? Go to AA. They wouldn't talk to me any further on it. I explained that I'm pretty much housebound by my fear of groups of...
    friendlygent friendlygent 26-30, M 4 Responses Nov 19

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    I So Need Help!

    We are so slow at work today and between EP and email we are all playing this freakin' penguin game. Just check out the link below and you'll understand! There are three of us left and all are yelling profanities at these birds! OMG make is stop!!!     http://n.ethz...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 33 Responses Dec 28, 2007

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    Will I ever not smoke weed?

    I smoke 2 a day, everyday. I like it this way.
    raesaddiction raesaddiction 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 12

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    I'm Weak, Broke, And Failing...help?

    My name is ________. (Can't give out my name for security reasons but you can call me Olathe.) My addiction is online gaming. Since I was 16 I have been addicted to games. I'm almost 22 now and in the span of time I have lost relationships with boyfriends, friends and close...
    BornWild24138 BornWild24138 22-25, F 7 Responses Jun 20, 2012

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    Hey I just wanna say about my experience.

    I have Trichotillomania which is a condition where you pull out your eyelashes. It was when I was in about year 4/5 of primary school and I was sitting with my sister teacher at lunch. She noticed I had no eyelashes and she told my mum and dad. They made me take eyelashes (only...
    Cookzie Cookzie 16-17, F 5 Responses Apr 11

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    Ed All My Life.

    I've had eating disorders my whole life.  Just read my profile and it will explain it all...I was even on deaths bed before and I still relapsed back into it.  But I'm willing to keep fighting.
    Christina3 Christina3 22-25, F Apr 2, 2010

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    I may have an addiction to caffeine.

    I'm always buying those terrible energy drinks. They don't even taste good or provide any hydration but I keep buying them! It's like I can't go to work without drinking something with caffeine.
    TravTru TravTru 18-21, M Jul 28

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    Coca-cola. The soda is the only one

    for me. Sprite, Pepsi, orange soda could never compare. It started off innocent enough. A small cup at the bowling alley or at a party. Then ordering soda with every meal out. Suddenly I was drinking a coke every meal! In the mornings before school I would take a can and drink...
    Thatonegirl53 Thatonegirl53 18-21, F 6 Responses Sep 17

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    LIVIN On a Cocktail of Cocaine and Booze

    l'm livin my life on a cocktail of cocaine and booze.  Its ruining my life.  I want to stop but i just can't.  I spend every moment either high or coming down. i just party party party, it may sound like fun but Its not a place i want to be anymore. ...
    Asiah Asiah 16-17, F 2 Responses May 12, 2008

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    I Have An Addiction, But It Isn'T A Normal Addiction...

    I have an addiction to making people feel sorry for me, for thinking of me, for making my problems ten times moreover than what they are. I have lied and I have cheated to feed these addictions. Unfortunately each have been my downfall....or rather I should say fortunately...
    CharmedAmour CharmedAmour 22-25, F 4 Responses May 24, 2013

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    afonopoli afonopoli 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    I love ****, seriously,

    half my life.
    Alexzoz Alexzoz 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 15

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    I got drunk out on the town,

    alone. Security wouldn't let me into a bar and I had a meltdown. I thought they had taken my ID so I started emptying my pockets, taking my clothes off to show I didn't have it. I made a scene. People were embarrassed for me. So out of my character. I can't drink alcohol in...
    afonopoli afonopoli 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 18

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    iergosum iergosum 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 8

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    There are things I really don't want,

    or need, but I crave..... Luckily it's nothing as bad as cigarettes, alcohol, or drugs, but actually it's just as serious. List: -High carb foods (sugars and fats) -Intimacy/physical love making -Giving/Receiving Love -Sex -Socializing ugg. I actually have come to a point in...
    colorstone colorstone 31-35, M Aug 23

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    I am an addict. but it is not drugs,

    it is not alcohol (though i think i might drink too much) and its not smoking. I am addicted to people. I crave people. I am alone, I am married so i see the same person day in and day out. dont get me wrong, i love my husband, but i am addicted to needing more, the internet is...
    confused623 confused623 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    I think I have an addiction anyways.

    To be honest I'm not sure yet. I know its weird saying your not sure yet but I'll explain. For some reason from when I was really really little...like 4 or 5 years old...I've been fascinated by sex. I remember it started when I was about 5 and I would put my teddy bears on top...
    ImYourLady ImYourLady 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    Hi... my name is Vince.

    .. and I'm addicted to House Hunters :(
    AreYouDaft25 AreYouDaft25 31-35, M 3 Responses Nov 16

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    I want to go to sleep

    and for once the last thing on my mind wouldn't be "I'm not waking up from this one" How could I have let myself get this bad
    kikoKatt kikoKatt 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    I am addicted to lingerie,

    I really am. I love it and I own tons of it - very sexy pieces, and they look amazing on me (I promise, I really don't have a head as big as this room). I find all kinds of fun pieces so I, inevitably, buy them for myself. They make me feel fun, flirty and, yep, you guessed...
    aurora11 aurora11 31-35, F 16 Responses Nov 17

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    I gnaw the epidermis off my fingertips.

    And i cant stop it. It feels nice to have something to chew on i guess... You think that weird? Is there anyone you know that has the same addiction?
    NoxAnon NoxAnon 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 12

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    My Addiction

    I have an addiction to ************. i hate it so much, i feel like its controling me. there are so many youth in my church who look up to me and i feel so undeserving. i feel dirty and ashamed. i woke up a few months ago during a dream that i was being raped but sme...
    anonimouse anonimouse 19-21 4 Responses Feb 14, 2008

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    I'm addicted to several things .

    Not drugs but mostly sex and reality . I won't stop wondering about the insanity of this world and people in general . I also lust over sex . I'm a very passionate lover , but it irritates me when I'm trying to recover and someone comes along and knows what's my weakness ...
    LostN2Worlds LostN2Worlds 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 1

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    I Think I'm Addicted To Food

    I've always had a pretty odd relationship with food. Since childhood, I've loved it. More than I should've, and I've carried it on into adulthood. Literally, I don't know when to stop eating. Even if what I'm eating isn't tasty, I will eat it anyway. The act of eating just...
    ashsmash1993 ashsmash1993 18-21, F Sep 4, 2012

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    Caffeine. Caffeine is my drug😍 I drink about

    5-7 cans of red bull a day... I know it's bad for me, but without I feel like I'm dying πŸ˜ͺ
    l0udandclear l0udandclear 18-21, F Aug 6

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    My addiction isn't ordinary

    but its very common. My addiction effects my life and other peoples lives negatively. There is no rehab for my addiction and many people question the existence of it. I've had people laugh right in my face whenever I tried to open up about it. Well, I'm addicted to hair...
    DottyUhura DottyUhura 22-25, F Jul 12

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    Addction

    Ever since i got the best of my addiction, i haven't felt that anything has had any power over me ever again. I had an addiction, but now with my strength i no longer do.
    Arorin Arorin 22-25, M 10 Responses Feb 14, 2010

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    Haven't taken Tramadol in a while

    and yep. Took some an hour ago, ****.
    GabriellaFae GabriellaFae 13-15, F Jul 12

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    Everynight I lay in bed

    and say never again. "Tomorrow will be different" but no..it's always the same, it never stops, I'm worthless, I can see how my friends are so happy and I'm just sort of their. Not apart of it. I'm in my own world, looking in at this life I could have...I should have. I hope I...
    Zezebabe Zezebabe 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 30

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    For most of my adult life I've suffered from

    alcoholism. For years I lived under the illusion of control, 'I got this, I can handle this, I know what I'm doing' were my standard responses. After losing everything, finding myself surrounded by dozens of other addicts and alcoholics, I have finally opened my mind to some...
    Allysoninaz Allysoninaz 46-50, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    I have an addiction..

    . MUSIC Cannot function without it... Has to be on all the time... It is my only religion... It is my constant... It clears my mind of all my demons... It is my saviour...
    StereoTypical StereoTypical 41-45, M 1 Response Aug 8

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    Path Of Destruction

    everytime i drink or do drugs i usually wake up with nothing but ruins around me and a lot of angry messages, and thats when i dont wake up in jail.Β  i know i need to stop but its hard with the friends i have and the lifestyle i need. Ive lost a lof good friends and ruined a...
    Surrealist12 Surrealist12 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 20, 2012

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    Pain Killers

    It started when I was thirteen. All my friends were doing it. It was the so called thing to do. I had been smoking weed since I was eleven already and was used to it. Weed wasn't an addiction. Just something that took my mind off of life. I felt safe in my own space, in my own...
    taylorcharest taylorcharest 18-21, F 4 Responses May 3, 2010

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    The Addiction...the View...the Confusion

    Latly drugs have been in my life pretty heavily. I wish I could actually say that I like doing them, or actually feel better when I do. I never really reach the high I'm trying for. When I'm almost to where I think I'm going to be satisfied with it, it's gone just as fast. What...
    powerinthepeace powerinthepeace 22-25, F 7 Responses May 11, 2012

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    I'm Being Buried Alive...

     I cringe every time I share this story, but I'm clinging to the belief and hope that If I talk about this enough it might help me to...heal.  I've had a sex addiction since I was 10 years old. It may be hard to believe but it's true. I read about ************ in a...
    muso1 muso1 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 30, 2009

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    DrowningInRed DrowningInRed 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 17

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    Addicted to drugs in general I used to be

    addicted to cigarettes have an ecig now but I prefer cigs ah well life goes on
    mellywoo mellywoo 13-15, F Jul 28

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    ThatoneinLove ThatoneinLove 16-17, F Nov 18

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