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I Have An Eating Disorder

This isn't a "pro" Eating Disorder (ED) Group. If you are "pro-ANA" or "pro-MIA" this Group isn't for you. This group is here for healing and helping. 4,073 People

    lockedsweetheart lockedsweetheart 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 4, 2014

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    I need an Ana coach to help me lose weight.

    ..AND YES I HAVE AN EATING DISORDER...I just feel like the voices in my head aren't enough... Message me please if you are available!
    OriginalJuli3 OriginalJuli3 18-21, F 1 Response May 5

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    Hello! My name is T. For about 4 months

    now I've suffered from an eating disorder. But I wouldn't call it "suffered" actually, because I'm enjoying it. I like feeling in control of my body. I eat as little as possible and exercise excessively. But don't worry, I'm still healthy. I guess I just love the feeling of...
    SkinnyIsPerfect SkinnyIsPerfect 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 9, 2014

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    I feel so guilty after eating everything I put

    in my mouth, even water. I feel so lonely every time all day. I wish there's someone who knew how I felt and just don't nag at me every time I don't eat.. Anyone up for a chat? In the age of 13-18?
    LookAtThatLlama LookAtThatLlama 13-15, F 7 Responses Apr 28

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    gave into my urge to purge.

    .. i dont like purging.. but i do it if i have to.. maybe ill learn to love it?
    Catho Catho 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 30

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    Ya know. I'm sick of people judging anorexics

    and bulimics. Plus all the others. Those are just the most common. They tell you you're not fat. And grow meat on them bones. But you can't. You feel so fat. You see a massive number on the scale. You compare. They call you stubborn. Maybe it's not that easy. To just eat when...
    Kailenalovesyou Kailenalovesyou 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 29, 2014

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    Pretty girls don't eat ): that's what ana says

    (yes I know ana is not a person ana is anorexia)
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15 2 Responses Apr 29

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    Lying In Weight

    I suffered from anorexia nervosa as a teenager. You may have heard that before. You may be like me. I fell into that cadre of teens in the 1980’s, who followed the Jane Fonda doctrine of compulsive fitness. Ever the overachiever, I starved and exercised as well as I, a premed...
    tgura tgura 46-50, F 13 Responses Jul 2, 2007

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    Those times where the weigh ins are telling you

    you are gaining weight again but you have done everything to lose it.
    ivorianangel ivorianangel 18-21, F Aug 14, 2014

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    I was a gymnast when I was younger

    and gymnastics was my life. When I was about 11, I was getting really conscious about my weight and the way I looked. I started skipping meals and if I went to a party or to a restaurant, I would make myself throw up. When I was 12 all the way thru 13, I would only eat 2 meals...
    caribbeanbabe808 caribbeanbabe808 13-15, F Jul 8, 2014

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    I want this my body is

    so bleh it's nasty I can't fall asleep I think I might relapse and puke why can't that beauty be me
    hmg21699 hmg21699 18-21 May 11

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    Know what's the best feeling?

    Eating one meal that's slightly more than "average".. And feeling that you've just ingested a weeks worth of food... FML.
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response May 7

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    It's not a "cool" new thing it's a genuine

    problem. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy and if sickens me that people treat disorders as a trend or as though I made a choice and in some cases people even wish they had them. I would do anything to get back the years I've wasted. You can lose all the weight in the world...
    Nethaly Nethaly 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    I want to do a week or more water fast

    but I need someone to do it with me anyone want to do it with me?
    Maria134747 Maria134747 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Someone please help me.

    Please. I need to lose this weight. Please help me. Please. I'm desperate.
    Kelnea Kelnea 13-15, F 59 Responses Dec 26, 2014

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    I am really struggling.

    I need someone to talk to about my eating habits. I have had bulimia for around three years now and no matter what I do I can't seem to stop
    lilypad017 lilypad017 18-21, F 1 Response May 17

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    ...and I Am Still Overweight

    I am obsessed with putting food into my mouth. I haven't even finished chewing my first bite before I am thinking about the next. I am also thinking about how much I will need to throw up after I am done eating. I stay up later than I want to so that no one will hear me puking. I...
    sammy sammy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 12, 2007

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    I like the feeling of an empty stomach,

    even though it can be uncomfortable at times.
    rumblingheart rumblingheart 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 4

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    If one more person tells me that

    if you have an eating disorder you are an attention seeker I am going to go mad! I didn't ask to not want to eat, I didn't ask to go round the shop looking at all the calories in food checking that I don't eat above 300 because I feel fat or that sometimes I'll sit there and...
    gingexx gingexx 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 12, 2014

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    When I'm hungry I listen to this song here are

    some of the lyrics Self hatred grows on me like cancer, I can't locate its whereabouts but it's feasting on its host. I expected him to have the answers. I thought I thought him how to love me; now he fears me like a ghost. self-fulfilling prophecy, you're the only guaranteed...
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15 2 Responses Apr 29

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    I barely eat, I exercise like hell

    and I purge and yet I DON'T THINK ITS WORKING. Help me please, I'm desperate.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 16

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    *posted this on I had an eating disorder.

    " I thought and want to give people hope on here too!!! You can recover even from a very serious eating disorder. I am basically fully recovered:) I recovered after a five year battle with anorexia nervosa. Including five inpatient stays & tons and tons of intense outpatient. At...
    JuliaHHL JuliaHHL 18-21, F 1 Response May 10

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    I struggle with the lingering habits of

    starvation I developed during a 5 year bout with adult-onset anorexia. I have realized lately that, even though I'm doing much better, I am still restricting too much. The weirdest thing is, my illness presented without any body-image issues. It's actually the opposite for me...
    Aimee17 Aimee17 41-45, F 2 Responses May 5, 2014

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    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2014

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    It annoys me so much,

    it really is ruining my life. I don't understand these girls that say there 'pro mia' god. I wish I wasn't like this and it makes me feel so sad for young girls who will read that. I weigh 90 pounds and I'm 5ft7, my blood results are bad, my heart is slow and I have problems...
    GeorgiaAlicee GeorgiaAlicee 18-21, F 8 Responses Jan 30

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    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 11

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    I've decided today, that im going to fight this

    eating disorder... I'm not gonna let it win... I've talked with my sister and she's gonna help plan healthy meals for me. Taking into account healthy calorie and fat intake. I'm not gonna let this illness consume me. I want to get out! I want to rise from the ashes and become...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 3 Responses May 4

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    BooBear99 BooBear99 16-17, F 24 Responses Mar 21, 2014

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    There is a girl who sits next to me in my

    ceramics class and I always thought she must be a lot younger than me. She is really really short and tiny. Today, I talked to her for the first time and she is actually my age. She was born with multiple organs outside of her body and only one ear.. She told me all about her...
    SadKittenOnLine SadKittenOnLine 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 23, 2014

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    I need to explain this to those

    who are not listening or severely don't get it: I am anorexic. This means that I take part in starving and restricting myself so that I can become thinner and more beautiful as a person so that people will be more inclined to see me as beautiful as a person on the inside. This...
    EmpowermentProject EmpowermentProject 31-35, F 7 Responses Jun 23, 2014

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    Just ******* love it

    when my breakfast doesn't want to stay down -.- The pains I get from eating hurt so much, makes it worth just not eating.
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 1 Response May 6

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    I haven't ate in like 3 days

    and when I did eat I purged im so happy with myself! If anyone makes me eat I'll kill them #darklordofdeath
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15 4 Responses May 11

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    The Brighter Side

    Well, my actual story needs to be said at some point and somewhere...so why not here? :) Food and I have been at war for about two years and I had lost a lot of weight at times. I have lost over 5 pounds in just two days before. The pounds never came back and for some reason I...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 27, 2013

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    I was hospitalized for an E.

    D. as a teenager.I had a healthy pregnancy in my 20's.I went back and forth with binging-purging-starving-healthy all through my 30's.Now in my early 40's, with no child at home, I find myself skipping more and more meals. I like it when people comment about my weight loss.I see...
    SJCP22 SJCP22 41-45, F May 14

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    Umm... Where Do I Begin Or Where Did I Begin?

    Okay, well, I have strugled with bulimia for almost two years now.  I've struggled with anorexia for eight months.  I have lost so many things to this eating disorder.  I regret doing it everyday.  Yet it's so hard to stop.  I started at 130 pounds. ...
    Arisha09 Arisha09 16-17, F 19 Responses Apr 8, 2007

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    I feel so gross inside I hate every inch of me

    I feel like I don't want to eat as much or at all not till I get to where I want to be
    Dezitorsmilez Dezitorsmilez 18-21, F 2 Responses May 3

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    I told my bff meadow I have a eating disorder

    today when we were at school she kept asking me to tell her what was up so I wrote her a note telling her about my eating disorder and how she probably doesn't believe me after she was done reading it she didn't say anything she turned to me and gave me a big hug I started to...
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15 4 days ago

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    One of my teachers pulled me aside the other day

    and asked if I've been eating. I'm in recovery. I don't know how to react to that.
    galaxyle galaxyle 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    I think I started to have so.

    I started eating in much less amount and it actually satisfies me. Problem is, I lose weight easily so it drops by like 3-5 Kgs in 3 days so if I'm not eating well, I eventually get tired and try to eat anything that has lots of calories in it anything sweet in general
    ReemNoctis ReemNoctis 16-17, F 4 Responses May 12

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    I haven't ate in SOOO long

    and no one cares I've only know one person in my whole entire life who spent more than a hour telling me I have to eat and im perfect the way I am but I lost him matthew is no longer in my life and I miss being friends with him not even bf and gf just friends because I knew he...
    butterflybaby123 butterflybaby123 13-15 2 Responses May 16

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    So today I'm going to start a diet by just

    drinking water and it's under 100 calories in a week, which I'm very happy for. So I hope I get great results! It's says that you are supposed to loose 10 kg in a week if you follow the plan, hope for the best!
    LookAtThatLlama LookAtThatLlama 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 29

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    I have such a horrible relationship with food.

    It's literally feast or famine in my life.
    sugarbabysub sugarbabysub 31-35, F 1 Response May 7

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    Anyone else have anorexia?

    Just want to talk to people who understand what I'm going through!?
    aimeex18 aimeex18 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Going to start dieting.

    .. Forcing myself to exercise.. Stick to mostly liquids rather than food. I've started to put on weight and that makes me unhappy... I feel sick after eating.. Maybe I should start purging again... That always made me feel better..
    Catho Catho 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 28

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    I have an ED but I'm obese - I'm afraid no one

    will believe me if they found out
    omgawesomeusername omgawesomeusername 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 27, 2014

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    I have an eating disorder.

    I am perfectly fine with it too. I think you should do whatever you need to do in order to become thin. I am pro Ana and I respect those who are not, but let me have my own opinion, while I respect yours. If you need anyone to talk to, I'd love a pro Ana Mia buddy
    Kristenbeane Kristenbeane 18-21 2 Responses Nov 13, 2014

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