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I Have An Eating Disorder

This isn't a "pro" Eating Disorder (ED) Group. If you are "pro-ANA" or "pro-MIA" this Group isn't for you. This group is here for healing and helping. 3,937 People

    I have an ED but I'm obese - I'm afraid no one

    will believe me if they found out
    omgawesomeusername omgawesomeusername 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 27, 2014

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    Umm... Where Do I Begin Or Where Did I Begin?

    Okay, well, I have strugled with bulimia for almost two years now.  I've struggled with anorexia for eight months.  I have lost so many things to this eating disorder.  I regret doing it everyday.  Yet it's so hard to stop.  I started at 130 pounds. ...
    Arisha09 Arisha09 16-18, F 19 Responses Apr 8, 2007

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    I'm so ******* hungry.

    .. I'm gonna eat a lot of food tonight... And then fast tomorrow. And eat very minimally on Tuesday... And same with wednesday. I need to stop being so damn weak. Food is bad Food makes me fat... Therefore... DONT EAT
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 3 Responses Feb 15

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    Why is it that I want to cry

    when I have to buy a shirt in large? :'(
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Had a bowl of oatmeal

    for breakfast almost 24 hours ago... And just had a granola bar... And I've been extremely shaky... Walking down stairs is almost becoming a struggle... But I don't want to eat... I want to lose another 30 pounds at least...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2014

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    OMG can I please eat a ******* apple with out

    hating myself?? What the **** ED can you please leave me alone?!?!? FUCKK.
    disasterland disasterland 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 14, 2014

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    I'm been smoking and it makes me cough

    so bad that I throw up I love it only eating protein smoothie for breakfast and protein bars for lunch and dinner.
    Banabear Banabear 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    I have relapsed back into anorexia/bulimia.

    ..the two crept back into my life and now worse then ever...I just want to be 103...I don't eat and if I do its healthy and exercise constantly why can't I see _bones??
    proudmom16316 proudmom16316 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    I get a free pizza at work.

    .. Pizza is amazing.... Until you're done eating... And then all you wanna do is cry. I'm hungry yet all I can think about is how hard im trying to deny it. I shouldn't eat it...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 18

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    I have a weird eating disorder.

    I love to eat chalk especially after having spicy food.
    Samsalsa Samsalsa 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 7

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    My eating disorder feels like it's coming back

    to me and I don't want to have it anymore.
    RedDog123321 RedDog123321 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 19

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    After being bulimic for 2 years I went from

    177lbs to 119lbs. 3 months and I've had urges but I've managed to keep my food down. But I've gained...so much, I'm up to 134lbs :/ Overall sounds like a success, went from a UK size 14 (almost 16) to a size 8. But I also lost my boobs 32D to 32B...not okay. So I have a plan...
    EvaSFenty EvaSFenty 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    I need to explain this to those

    who are not listening or severely don't get it: I am anorexic. This means that I take part in starving and restricting myself so that I can become thinner and more beautiful as a person so that people will be more inclined to see me as beautiful as a person on the inside. This...
    EmpowermentProject EmpowermentProject 31-35, F 7 Responses Jun 23, 2014

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    I can't believe this!

    My two best friends have REPORTED me skipping meals to my guidance teacher, and I had to survive through her giving me a two-hour lecture. They keep whispering about me behind my back...
    zosienka777 zosienka777 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    The Brighter Side

    Well, my actual story needs to be said at some point and somewhere...so why not here? :) Food and I have been at war for about two years and I had lost a lot of weight at times. I have lost over 5 pounds in just two days before. The pounds never came back and for some reason I...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 27, 2013

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    Lying In Weight

    I suffered from anorexia nervosa as a teenager. You may have heard that before. You may be like me. I fell into that cadre of teens in the 1980’s, who followed the Jane Fonda doctrine of compulsive fitness. Ever the overachiever, I starved and exercised as well as I, a premed...
    tgura tgura 46, F 13 Responses Jul 2, 2007

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    I have mia and Ana problems,

    but I have been doing better for a couple weeks. Then tonight I purged, im 135 I just want to be 110-115): anyone want to be my Ana,fit buddy?
    ahideekai1 ahideekai1 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I have an eating disorder.

    I am perfectly fine with it too. I think you should do whatever you need to do in order to become thin. I am pro Ana and I respect those who are not, but let me have my own opinion, while I respect yours. If you need anyone to talk to, I'd love a pro Ana Mia buddy
    Kristenbeane Kristenbeane 18-21 2 Responses Nov 13, 2014

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    Anorexia And Bulimia.

    Ive been struggling with eating disordered behaviors for 11 years that have run the gamut from restricting, binging and purging, laxative abuse, ipecac syrup on one occasion, and over exercizing. I pretty much have it beat except for the occasional relapse when i feel the need to...
    Lilcuppa Lilcuppa 70+ 6 Responses Sep 19, 2012

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    I'm finally motivated to recover again.

    I need to stop because I can't live my life this way, it's unhealthy and unnatural. After 7 months of supposed recovery, I think I may actually be committed for the first time.
    punicorn1 punicorn1 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Ya know. I'm sick of people judging anorexics

    and bulimics. Plus all the others. Those are just the most common. They tell you you're not fat. And grow meat on them bones. But you can't. You feel so fat. You see a massive number on the scale. You compare. They call you stubborn. Maybe it's not that easy. To just eat when...
    Kailenalovesyou Kailenalovesyou 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 29, 2014

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    I hate food commercials!

    I hate anything that reminds me of food
    Banabear Banabear 18-21, F Jan 30

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    I was a gymnast when I was younger

    and gymnastics was my life. When I was about 11, I was getting really conscious about my weight and the way I looked. I started skipping meals and if I went to a party or to a restaurant, I would make myself throw up. When I was 12 all the way thru 13, I would only eat 2 meals...
    caribbeanbabe808 caribbeanbabe808 13-15, F Jul 8, 2014

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    disasterland disasterland 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 20, 2014

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    It annoys me so much,

    it really is ruining my life. I don't understand these girls that say there 'pro mia' god. I wish I wasn't like this and it makes me feel so sad for young girls who will read that. I weigh 90 pounds and I'm 5ft7, my blood results are bad, my heart is slow and I have problems...
    GeorgiaAlicee GeorgiaAlicee 18-21, F 7 Responses Jan 30

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    I just don't know if this makes sense to anyone

    else. Support appreciated. Thanks. I have an eating disorder. I have had an eating disorder off and on since I was 14 or so, maybe 15. I'm 23 now. My eating disorder has been steadily 'on' really bad for a year, for which I've been hospitalized for in a psych ward. At the time...
    ChantelSurvived ChantelSurvived 22-25, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    i need to fear the consequences of WHAT i eat,

    yesterday i just ate ate, even when i was full i kept eating. and today was the same, i remmber i ordered a hot pretzel wenni dog and when the girl handed it to me, i was up set that it wasn't big enough
    TodayForay TodayForay 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 11

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    Lately I've been trying to eat healthy amounts

    of food... But honestly... Makes me feel worse... Been getting worse stomach aches and the lowest of mind sets... I need to start starving again... I felt better and healthier in every way... Even though that is far from true... It still felt better... :/ Need to lose weight...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 22

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    Fading Away Day By Day.

    I have always have problems with eating disorders in my life... Last year I began to get much better, I began to eat healthy, became more energetic and fortunate! everything was great, I ate what I wanted and did not care about any calories, it was all so great, I felt so...
    Fezzii Fezzii 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 13, 2013

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    i have a binge eating disorder.

    this is an eating disorder and i feel completely out of control of it. after going through a healthy weight loss i am back to binge eating and i need to recover from it because im gaining weight rapidly. every time i eat large amounts i feel out of control and afterwards i feel...
    jermdbt80612 jermdbt80612 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I fear that my boss is catching on to my eating

    disorder... He commented on it... In a way... Not towards me about having an eating disorder, but he notices that I don't eat much... His words: "you don't eat much eh?" It terrifies me.... It's not even for sure that he knows... But it's driving me crazy... What if he does...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 4 hrs ago

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    I like the feeling of an empty stomach,

    even though it can be uncomfortable at times.
    rumblingheart rumblingheart 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 4

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    Those times where the weigh ins are telling you

    you are gaining weight again but you have done everything to lose it.
    ivorianangel ivorianangel 18-21, F Aug 14, 2014

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    One of the reasons i want to loose a crap load

    of weight to have a tiny wrist and wear all my favorite band with out them not fitting and feeling tight
    Millerbabe17 Millerbabe17 18-21, F Feb 13

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    So lately I've been restricting.

    .. And since I've been sick, it helped a lot because my appetite dropped, and I haven't let it come up much!! I've been eating a mostly vegan/vegetarian diet, so I'm not putting animal fat into my body, and eating healthy foods.. I also try to eat gluten free so I don't get...
    catho catho 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    If one more person tells me that

    if you have an eating disorder you are an attention seeker I am going to go mad! I didn't ask to not want to eat, I didn't ask to go round the shop looking at all the calories in food checking that I don't eat above 300 because I feel fat or that sometimes I'll sit there and...
    gingexx gingexx 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 12, 2014

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    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Feb 21

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    You'd Think....

    after so many good days, weeks, months, really, i am having one hell of a bad food day.  i know that i have to eat to stay well, but at this moment, i cannot force myself to.  the specter of the "perfect 24" hours without food is hanging, only 7 hours away...
    SunnyKris SunnyKris 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 24, 2007

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    It's not a "cool" new thing it's a genuine

    problem. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy and if sickens me that people treat disorders as a trend or as though I made a choice and in some cases people even wish they had them. I would do anything to get back the years I've wasted. You can lose all the weight in the world...
    Nethaly Nethaly 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    well, I hope I don't.

    ... but I am really struggling from resisting food.... I can really hardly resist food.... and if I get to eat, I eventually regret and kinda hate myself especially if I eat supper.... I am still trying to be positive that this is just nothing and that I can eventually overcome...
    pitchy28 pitchy28 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    cuttinggirl96 cuttinggirl96 18-21, F 1 Response May 15, 2014

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    My size eight pants fit again!

    ! Unfortunately I've been throwing up and fasting again to accomplish that...
    punicorn1 punicorn1 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 21

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    Someone please help me.

    Please. I need to lose this weight. Please help me. Please. I'm desperate.
    Kelnea Kelnea 13-15, F 62 Responses Dec 26, 2014

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    Hello! My name is T. For about 4 months

    now I've suffered from an eating disorder. But I wouldn't call it "suffered" actually, because I'm enjoying it. I like feeling in control of my body. I eat as little as possible and exercise excessively. But don't worry, I'm still healthy. I guess I just love the feeling of...
    SkinnyIsPerfect SkinnyIsPerfect 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 9, 2014

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