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I Have An Eating Disorder

This isn't a "pro" Eating Disorder (ED) Group. If you are "pro-ANA" or "pro-MIA" this Group isn't for you. This group is here for healing and helping. 3,876 People

    Can guys have eating disorders

    because i'm the only guy know that has one
    dominick6 dominick6 13-15, M 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    hopeandana hopeandana 16-17, F Jan 20

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    It annoys me so much,

    it really is ruining my life. I don't understand these girls that say there 'pro mia' god. I wish I wasn't like this and it makes me feel so sad for young girls who will read that. I weigh 90 pounds and I'm 5ft7, my blood results are bad, my heart is slow and I have problems...
    GeorgiaAlicee GeorgiaAlicee 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I struggle with the lingering habits of

    starvation I developed during a 5 year bout with adult-onset anorexia. I have realized lately that, even though I'm doing much better, I am still restricting too much. The weirdest thing is, my illness presented without any body-image issues. It's actually the opposite for me...
    Aimee17 Aimee17 41-45, F 2 Responses May 5, 2014

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    PixelChibi PixelChibi 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 20

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    I ate to much of my dinner

    and I felt sick so I purged it, and I still feel like getting sick..... I have overcame this! this is my first time getting sick in 3 months maybe...
    advicegiver01 advicegiver01 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I need someone to talk to.

    I dont want them to tell me I'm stupid for not eating. I just want someone who is going through what I am and who also needs someone to talk to.
    heyj96 heyj96 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I want to be this skinny

    so me and my boyfriend could do this :( <3
    Millerbabe17 Millerbabe17 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    disasterland disasterland 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 20, 2014

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    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 11

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    Lying In Weight

    I suffered from anorexia nervosa as a teenager. You may have heard that before. You may be like me. I fell into that cadre of teens in the 1980’s, who followed the Jane Fonda doctrine of compulsive fitness. Ever the overachiever, I starved and exercised as well as I, a premed...
    tgura tgura 46, F 13 Responses Jul 2, 2007

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    Someone please help me.

    Please. I need to lose this weight. Please help me. Please. I'm desperate.
    Kelnea Kelnea 13-15, F 61 Responses Dec 26, 2014

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    I'm high and very hungry.

    but I still can't bring myself to eat anything. visiting my boyfriend at college. His room mate/best friend is a culinary major. tomorrow will be interesting.
    LostGirl1029 LostGirl1029 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Banabear Banabear 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    I'm on day two of a week long fast.

    Starting to not feel hungry anymore. I feel empty and I love it... Is that wrong?
    heyj96 heyj96 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    BooBear99 BooBear99 16-17, F 22 Responses Mar 21, 2014

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    So I ate a lot today I've been snacking a lot

    and I think I should think I'm fat but people tell me I I'm not like my friends and family
    dominick6 dominick6 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    Help !

    i have struggled with my weight my whole life. i am now at a 'healthy weight' . it takes a lot for me just to maintain it, but i want to loose more. i cant help it. i weight myself all the time, and i go for days without really eating anything, then days when i binge eat. i...
    daxil daxil 31-35, F 7 Responses Jun 28, 2010

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    I feel like a pig... I ate

    so much yesterday, and I'm still hungry, but I'm not gonna cave in today. Yesterday: Half piece of wheat toast dry One small glass OJ One granola bar 6 pieces of popcorn 5 baby carrots
    lostgirl2001 lostgirl2001 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    I'm been smoking and it makes me cough

    so bad that I throw up I love it only eating protein smoothie for breakfast and protein bars for lunch and dinner.
    Banabear Banabear 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I have been struggling with an eating disorder

    (Ana Mia) for almost 15 years. I have had outpatient therapy on and off for the last several years. My boyfriend knows, I was very honest at the beginning. I do understand and consider how difficult this is to see someone go through and wanted to give him the chance to walk away...
    meanoldstepmom meanoldstepmom 31-35, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Eating Disorders/ My Life And Eating Disorders

    Why do people get eating disorders? IN my opinion, it has nothing to do with losing weight, but is to do with control, because food is one of the only things you can control in your life. You can choose to eat, or choose not to, but in reality it's a slow long drawn out suicide...
    roadofdarkness roadofdarkness 36-40 1 Response May 27, 2012

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    Will It Ever End?

    When I was 16 I went on a diet to lose a couple of pounds.  I wasn't overweight, mind you, just wanted to do something right for my mom.  She has always had a hard time showing me love, and nothing I ever did seemed good enough for her.  I lost about 10 pounds and...
    Jynx Jynx 31-35, F 24 Responses Jul 1, 2007

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    Had a bowl of oatmeal

    for breakfast almost 24 hours ago... And just had a granola bar... And I've been extremely shaky... Walking down stairs is almost becoming a struggle... But I don't want to eat... I want to lose another 30 pounds at least...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 11

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    well, I hope I don't.

    ... but I am really struggling from resisting food.... I can really hardly resist food.... and if I get to eat, I eventually regret and kinda hate myself especially if I eat supper.... I am still trying to be positive that this is just nothing and that I can eventually overcome...
    pitchy28 pitchy28 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    Umm... Where Do I Begin Or Where Did I Begin?

    Okay, well, I have strugled with bulimia for almost two years now.  I've struggled with anorexia for eight months.  I have lost so many things to this eating disorder.  I regret doing it everyday.  Yet it's so hard to stop.  I started at 130 pounds. ...
    Arisha09 Arisha09 16-18, F 19 Responses Apr 8, 2007

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    I hate food commercials!

    I hate anything that reminds me of food
    Banabear Banabear 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    ...and I Am Still Overweight

    I am obsessed with putting food into my mouth. I haven't even finished chewing my first bite before I am thinking about the next. I am also thinking about how much I will need to throw up after I am done eating. I stay up later than I want to so that no one will hear me puking. I...
    sammy sammy 21-25, F 2 Responses Jun 12, 2007

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    I ate too much today :( had a piece of chicken,

    a small cookie, a can of tuna with some kidney beans, an icecream and then dinner... I feel like I missed something out though :/ But thanks to being sick, I don't eat much anymore and I'm so happy!!!
    catho catho 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 27, 2014

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    i fainted today for the first time

    since i went back to dieting, i should be happy. i mean, if i faint, then i dont have energy, if i dont have energy im not eating, therefore i should be getting skinnier. I cant see the slightest change, the scale says otherwise but the mirror if ******* with my mind. Ofcourse...
    KatherineSnow KatherineSnow 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Can i have her bod plz i hate how i feel i wish

    i could feel beautiful and be confident who i am but i stead im so insecure with who i am just hide behind a fake smile but just like my fav artist jake miller song like me his says "their is no one like me " just gotta put my head phones on and tune the world out
    Millerbabe17 Millerbabe17 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    hopeandana hopeandana 16-17, F Jan 20

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    If one more person tells me that

    if you have an eating disorder you are an attention seeker I am going to go mad! I didn't ask to not want to eat, I didn't ask to go round the shop looking at all the calories in food checking that I don't eat above 300 because I feel fat or that sometimes I'll sit there and...
    gingexx gingexx 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 12, 2014

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    OMG can I please eat a ******* apple with out

    hating myself?? What the **** ED can you please leave me alone?!?!? FUCKK.
    disasterland disasterland 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 14, 2014

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    Hello! My name is T. For about 4 months

    now I've suffered from an eating disorder. But I wouldn't call it "suffered" actually, because I'm enjoying it. I like feeling in control of my body. I eat as little as possible and exercise excessively. But don't worry, I'm still healthy. I guess I just love the feeling of...
    SkinnyIsPerfect SkinnyIsPerfect 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 9, 2014

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    Ya know. I'm sick of people judging anorexics

    and bulimics. Plus all the others. Those are just the most common. They tell you you're not fat. And grow meat on them bones. But you can't. You feel so fat. You see a massive number on the scale. You compare. They call you stubborn. Maybe it's not that easy. To just eat when...
    Kailenalovesyou Kailenalovesyou 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 29, 2014

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    So hungry.. But I must starve myself.

    .. I will lose more weight. :/
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I've had so many incarnations of ED.

    Right now, I'm overweight. People have no idea that when they tell me that I should just stop eating, that they are triggering my ED... :(
    sugarbabysub sugarbabysub 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    I feel so terrible. I was confident this week

    so I ate a lot and now I just hate myself for eating so much. I didn't even eat that much. I ate the recommended amount of calories you should eat. Why do I feel so disgusting for it? I hate this so much I just want to disappear. I thought I was getting better but I'm not. I...
    whatsupgirly whatsupgirly 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 22

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    I wish recovery wasn't

    so hard! I find recovery is when I think of other ways I can become skinnier. And they aren't healthy either. :/ I hate this
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F Jan 20

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    Those times where the weigh ins are telling you

    you are gaining weight again but you have done everything to lose it.
    ivorianangel ivorianangel 18-21, F Aug 14, 2014

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    I need to explain this to those

    who are not listening or severely don't get it: I am anorexic. This means that I take part in starving and restricting myself so that I can become thinner and more beautiful as a person so that people will be more inclined to see me as beautiful as a person on the inside. This...
    EmpowermentProject EmpowermentProject 31-35, F 7 Responses Jun 23, 2014

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    cuttinggirl96 cuttinggirl96 18-21, F 1 Response May 15, 2014

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    I was a gymnast when I was younger

    and gymnastics was my life. When I was about 11, I was getting really conscious about my weight and the way I looked. I started skipping meals and if I went to a party or to a restaurant, I would make myself throw up. When I was 12 all the way thru 13, I would only eat 2 meals...
    caribbeanbabe808 caribbeanbabe808 13-15, F Jul 8, 2014

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    When it gets really bad.

    ..I only eat when I feel like I'm about to pass out :/
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Today all i had was a protein bar

    for breakfast then a protein wrap from carls the had cheese popcorn thats all i want to eat for today if i get Hungary ill eat a protein and thats it for today for me
    Millerbabe17 Millerbabe17 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Anorexia And Bulimia.

    Ive been struggling with eating disordered behaviors for 11 years that have run the gamut from restricting, binging and purging, laxative abuse, ipecac syrup on one occasion, and over exercizing. I pretty much have it beat except for the occasional relapse when i feel the need to...
    Lilcuppa Lilcuppa 70+ 6 Responses Sep 19, 2012

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    I have an ED but I'm obese - I'm afraid no one

    will believe me if they found out
    omgawesomeusername omgawesomeusername 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 27, 2014

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    I hate how I do good in my Ed all week

    and fall back the next... and it's like I never lost any weight ??
    hopeandana hopeandana 16-17, F Jan 20

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    I Cant Eat Till Im Full and Keep My Food Down.

    In my family being full up is a sign of a good meal.  like after every sunday roast my dad always leans back in his chair pats his stomach proudly and says something about being full and how good a meal it was. Im not sure if I have ever liked being full like the rest...
    pine90apple pine90apple 18-21, F 4 Responses May 13, 2009

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    The Brighter Side

    Well, my actual story needs to be said at some point and somewhere...so why not here? :) Food and I have been at war for about two years and I had lost a lot of weight at times. I have lost over 5 pounds in just two days before. The pounds never came back and for some reason I...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 27, 2013