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I Have An Hiv Aids Phobia

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    I Keep Getting Blood Tests In Case

    Ive been told it can lay dormant for at least 8 or more years ... so since the date rape... I have had test after test after testwhat if he gave me aids? hiv .... ?
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 2 Responses Feb 19, 2012

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    Living In Disbeleif

    i live in a small town and everyone talks about everyone. i have heard that my ex was exposed to hiv while we were together. i dont have the facts all i know is i get tested every year because of this rumor. This has been since 2003. i have never tested positive but its likeim...
    jsmith3131 jsmith3131 31-35 3 Responses Feb 29, 2012

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    This Is Killing Me...Literally !!!!!!

    Hello Everyone, I am new here, it was finally nice to find a site with people that have the same fears I do. Everywhere else I have tried to seek help, they just say I have mental issues and brush me off. Anywho, here is my story; I have been sexually active for eight years and...
    3 Responses Feb 11, 2013

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    I grew up in a science oriented family

    and i was always exposed to health news..unfortunately when I was little HIV was at it's highest peak and it seemed to be the discussion of every room! It really scared me for life..ever since then I've had a terrible HIV OCD and PHOBIA..It's ruining my life.I always find a...
    HIVmadnees HIVmadnees 22-25, F Dec 29, 2013

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    Consequences For Guj Fobia

    Friends I had foreplay with girl of unknown hiv status,this is of my first time after that from next day an wards started HIV fobia &mental depression for about last 5 months,after 4 and1/2 had test got negative doctor suggested me to no problem .But I am unable to come out of...
    cymo cymo 22-25 1 Response Sep 27, 2012

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    This hiv Phobia Is Ruining Me:-(

    It began about 6 months ago.. I had gone through something traumatic.. and it seemed as if the switch tripped.. I became paranoid.. this hiv phobia took over my life.. it ruined me.. I became crazy as some ''NORMAL'' people would think.. I went to china town and I got a scratch...
    babygirl026 babygirl026 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 21, 2013

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    I Am Very Scared,what Should I Do ??please Help Me

    Hello everyone,   My name is vik and i am 24 years old.I have always had an HIV phoebia since i turned 18.I have had unprotected sex with my girlfriends only ,have never been to any prostitutes,never had any needles injected.I got so mad at one point that i started...
    vikster24 vikster24 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 8, 2010

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    I Know It Is Totally Irrational, But I Am Still Afaid Of Contracting It

    I am a very conservative person. But I have very severe HIV phbia. I have being tested several times for HIV, every time the result is negative. I read a lot of online articles about HIV. I am not afraid that I will get it through sexual behavior. The only way worries me a lot is...
    suntechniks suntechniks 41-45 4 Responses Apr 24, 2011

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    Going Crazy

    So I KNOW I SHOULD JUST MOVE ON BUT I LIKE TO DRIVE MYSELF CRAZY.  I HAD PROTECTED SEX TWICE ONCE 4 MONTHS AGO AND ONE A MO RH AGO. I KNOW THERE WAS NO RISK BUT I LIKE THINKING IWILL BE THEFIRST PROTECTED PERSON TO GET HIV
    John613 John613 26-30, M 3 Responses Dec 27, 2009

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    Living Over 20 Yrs Whit Hiv Been At Aids Doors Twice

    hey all  am going to share my story whit you  as a symbol of hope for you guys ;-) was born aug 30 -65     was out in  gay bars at an early age  as a young gay man was in  search of who i was    and had unprotected  sex  the more of it i had  well the more i...
    hryrob hryrob 41-45 6 Responses May 10, 2012

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    Hey

    who wouldnt have a phobia from this disease...we are still humans just like everyone else and we still have feelings
    fashionave24 fashionave24 22-25 1 Response Apr 16, 2012

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    Plz Answer I Am Afraid..!!!!

    One of my friend tested Positive. And he is my room mate. From then the phobia started, I read a lot of online articles about HIV. I am not afraid that I will get it through unsafe sex. The only way worries me a lot is I am afraid is through causual contact like hand shaking...
    lotta123 lotta123 26-30, M 1 Response May 26, 2012

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    Hiv Phobia Creating Symptoms

    I have suffered from this anxiety for 2 years now. Three different incidents each time more far fetched than the last (that's what the drs and my family tell me) most recently I was going to a bar and getting into a taxi cab and touched the seat and something sharp stuck me...
    Anxietyhasme Anxietyhasme 18-21 2 Responses Dec 20, 2011

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    Someone Help !!!!

    Back story...I dated this guy for a little while in 2000. I knew his wife and child died during child birth in 1994. He didn't take any medication. I asked him how his wife died, and he said she was week. Being a mom myself, I thought she may have died of toxemia or placenta...
    SolSkinn SolSkinn 31-35 3 Responses Sep 15, 2009

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    Hey

    being born with hiv... my mom died when i was very young. Alot of family members made me feel bad. growing up family members would hide spoons and forks ... wouldnt want me to use there bathroom. and wont allow me to play with there children. it wasnt right
    fashionave24 fashionave24 22-25 3 Responses Apr 16, 2012

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    Calm Me Down Pleaaaase

    Ok, so this summer I have tryied having sex with two guys (not at the same time). Tried, and by that I mean just a little bit of penetration with a condom, that stopped right away because it hurted me too much. What else happened was a little bit of oral sex, but not all the way...
    notnownotever notnownotever 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 23, 2012

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    Hiv Phobia

    It has started 6.5 years ago,i had protected sex and a body massage. I was extreamly obsessed about the fear that my penis would slip in during body massage. I went to test my blood and during testing,my heart was beating so heavily ,my blood pressure went so high. It was...
    Possy008 Possy008 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 15, 2013

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    I Just Want To Leave It Behind

    This phobia started because I was very sick last year; nothing seemed to help, I was sick for about 4 months, I had all kind of exams, and I got tested on my own for HIV, I was happy for the negative result, however I continued to be sick for more time. IT WAS STRESS THAT...
    ImTheSearcher ImTheSearcher 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 12, 2012

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    Aids Phobia

    Ok first of all here is my story. Six weeks ago I had this one night "sex" encounter. I had MM and oral sex. I'm pretty sure that was all. I was worried that it might have been some corporal fluids(blood, vaginal fluids or fecal matter) on the lube she used on me. Any way that...
    quasimodo1492 quasimodo1492 22-25 2 Responses Jul 19, 2011

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    Hiv Phobia

    Ever since I was in school and first learned of hiv it bothered me. I went and started getting tested at age 13 before I even ever had sex several times I was tested. I had a nervous breakdown the first time I actually did have sex because of my hiv phobia. It completely...
    christine1112 christine1112 26-30 2 Responses Nov 19, 2013

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    Paranoid

    I'm a 24 year old lesbian, who has been with the same bisexual partner for 3 years. We had talked about having an open relationship, but i didn't really know how i would take it when she actually was with someone else. She had a one night stand with a 25ish man, army guy and says...
    km000 km000 22-25 Nov 17, 2011

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    Scared To Death

    I was normal until this stupid mistake. I'm 23 ,white, very sweet, girl, that has her head on her sholders. There is just one thing. It all started April 9th 2011. I had a one night stand. I didn’t use protection. He said he was a medical student and just got tested. A few...
    Astupidfear Astupidfear 22-25 1 Response Sep 11, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    ...a friend of mine has AIDS. He was given about one year to live....*sighs*
    perpetualThinker perpetualThinker 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    I'm 18 years old. Turning 19 this year. I tested in last year in February and I was negative. I did that because I was planning on breaking my virginity later that year & in...
    009VW 009VW 18-21 4 days ago

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    I'm 18 years old. Turning 19 this year. I tested last year in February and I was negative. I did that because I was planning on breaking my virginity later that year & in...
    009VW 009VW 18-21 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Like Holes..like if I see them in the frost they like scare me or like videos of oversized pores with like rocks in them or a disease. (I've had this phobia forever)
    KarleeJo23 KarleeJo23 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 6

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    Ever since I became addiction-free, I've always had this phobia of someone watching me while I sleep. Well, something like that. Every night I cannot fall asleep without something...
    HollyD23 HollyD23 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm a chef and I have a phobia of being locked in the freezer. Maybe it stems from the film "Shallow Grave".
    michaeln41 michaeln41 41-45, M Jul 4

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    I never thought this was weird until someone said it to me but I have a phobia of lifts or elevators what ever u like to call them lol. I think it might have something to do with...
    Life8227 Life8227 16-17, F Jul 6

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    It is called pharmacophobia. Its kind of strange and does affect my life a little bit. I am terrified of drugs. I'm afraid if getting addicted to them. I refuse to even take asprin...
    Jessica4729 Jessica4729 13-15, F Jul 10

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    I have a fear of the vents in swimming pools, ive always been scared of them ever since i can remember! The thing is, its totally illogical... No big event or reason to make me...
    Electropterodactyl Electropterodactyl 18-21 3 Responses Jul 6

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    I do not know what it is called but when I think about all these organs that I have inside my body makes me feel really uneasy, especially knowing there is a blimmen brain right...
    PensiveEuphoria PensiveEuphoria 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    Emethophobia. Fear of puking or someone puking. I get shaky, nauseous, and get a very fast beating heart if even someone says they feel they have an upset stomach.
    AnonymousJSS AnonymousJSS 13-15, F 9 Responses Jul 17

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    The husband started taking Atripla on Tuesday evening. This makes the diagnosis undeniably real. Of course this kind of scares me, but is undeniably a good thing. I honestly didn't...
    ShaeDM ShaeDM 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    I'm scared to death of moths but I like butterflies. I'm also afraid of birds. And worst of all, boys are scary too (lol, last one is a joke)
    bryce7 bryce7 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 1

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    I'm utterly terrified of octopi. Between being pretty much boneless, mega-smart, suckery, beaky, awful spiders of the sea, they're just freaky looking. I can't even watch a video...
    dolceharajuku dolceharajuku 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 6

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    HELP I am DEATHLY terrified of pool drains pool filters and pool lights. It's weird because I'm a swimmer and lifeguard.
    Spcowgirl Spcowgirl 13-15, F a week ago

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    I get paranoid that psychic people are watching me when I exercise or am doing something I don't want others to see. Yes, I am serious lol.
    ambular1006 ambular1006 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I rather prefer to be with a guy that has no STD's, STI's or HIV/AIDS. Believe it or not people do lie about their sexual health just to sleep with you. I always ask if there is...
    Gemz2411 Gemz2411 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    My first epilepsy was when I was 13 and then again at 15. The pre-seizure would happen to lots of zoning out, and seeing some pretty colorful spots it's slowly speeds up that seems...
    signbrat04 signbrat04 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    *Throws tea at window* Oh why hello there. Today I'm going to tell you a story. If you don't want to bother to read or at the end your going to judge the door is this way .-. I...
    DysfunctionalPiano DysfunctionalPiano 13-15, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    HIV Positive does not mean “Dirty” All over hook-up websites, gay men portraying themselves as HIV Negative refer to themselves as “being clean”. This is also true on TV...
    Ralphsnt69 Ralphsnt69 46-50, M 2 Responses Jul 21

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    HIV Positive does not mean “Dirty” All over hook-up websites, gay men portraying themselves as HIV Negative refer to themselves as “being clean”. This is also true on TV...
    Ralphsnt69 Ralphsnt69 46-50, M Jul 21

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    If any one struggling to cure HIV ,and If u like, I can help u to 100% cure the HIV. Its a eaten herbal medication .It's 100% guarantee. If u like let me know I can provide more...
    jbndj jbndj 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 2

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    Siting on the train and thinking ... It's gonna be 5 months since I got the life changing news about my status . So far accepted that life is like this even though it was and still...
    1981angel 1981angel 31-35, M 3 Responses Jul 15

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    HIV has been ongoing in my family for long..I lost both parents to HIV and it is so much pain have not been able to get over.As we all know medically,there is no solution or cure...
    silvabeckham silvabeckham 31-35, M Jul 9

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    Actually, I'm highly phobic of bees, wasps, and hornets. If I see one in the , I'll feel very anxious, my breathing will change, and I ignore everything else around me while...
    PunkinH2O PunkinH2O 31-35, F Jul 15

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    I was diagnosed HIV+ 2 years ago....I'm currently very healthy and on medications and physically feel great. But I hate the stigma of being HIV+....I feel like no woman will...
    SuperblackSER SuperblackSER 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 2

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    now its a month since I know that im hiv positive..of course im not happy about it ..but then I have to accept my situation and look at the future with positivity.....reading...
    paulcor paulcor 51-55 2 Responses Jul 18

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    It's hard living with HIV especially if you in North America, it's hard finding someone that will love you with HIV! Sometimes I wanna give up on dating but I get very lonely...