I have been sad for a very long time.
When I was eight years old, my father left my mother for another woman, thus destroying my family. I cannot explain how this felt, because I...
Yeah... The truth is I hate being alone... And people leave my life and I feel abandoned so I just don't let people in, so I don't have to fear losing people...
I want to list my fears hoping to get over them one day
Fear of judgement, rejection, abandonment
Fear of loneliness
Fear of getting lost
Fear of not being enough
Fear of driving...
I want to run away.
Tuck my tail between my legs
Give up throw in the flag
Prove the nay Sayers right
Run for the hills
Be the scared little girl only I know I am