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I Have An Occasional Urge to Be Bad

Please share your struggles with goodness... 1,571 People

    Feeling Devious Sometimes

    Sometimes just feel the need to be a little devious!!!!
    adarkhunter adarkhunter 51-55, M Jan 28, 2011

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    Caged Animal

    When I was 18-20 I used to be the life of the party. My best friend at the time and I would either have a party at her place or go to the club Thursday thru Sunday. And I'd stay over her house a lot Monday thru Wednesday to drink and have fun. We would dance all night and sleep...
    isthiswrong90 isthiswrong90 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 27, 2013

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    Paybacks are a b!tch my friend

    Back in the 80's I lived near S.F. and my best friend who worked beside me at a big corporation had a 26' Bay-liner boat that we took out as often as possible (it cost a couple hundred bucks just to to fill the gas tank). One glorious summers day we stocked up on ice, beer...
    zillaron zillaron 51-55, M 5 Responses Nov 29, 2009

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    Just This Once.

    I'll promise to redeem myself, I'll promise to be pure and loving and innocent again. I'll try and stay away from sex, drugs, cigarettes, alcohol, and try and keep my emotions under control. I'll try and keep myself healthy and clean.And then something just tempts me. I want...
    bathanie bathanie 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 24, 2011

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    LukeLondon24 LukeLondon24 22-25, M May 3

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    Change Of Heart

    I just felt like since I'm still young I should be able to do something bad and get away with it because everyone has stories of doing someting stupid when they were younger where they look back when they're older and say "i can't believe I did that." I felt like I was such a...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2012

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    Seduction

    I doubt if it is occasionally that I shelter the bad one. I suspect him to have a moreandless permanent residence within me. Sometimes, even I am not aware of his presence, but then, in a wink, he may whisper something in my ear, inspire me, incite me, urge me, excite...
    moreandless moreandless 56-60, M Dec 8, 2010

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    Is It Wrong?

    And the key word is "occasional".  She is a very decent, moral, kind, considerate, caring, intelligent lady who is currently in an exclusive dating relationship who cares very much for her significant other.  However, the occasional "urge" to...
    chance1 chance1 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 12, 2009

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    Iniquity

    Sometimes it's fun being a bad, bad girl.
    AwesomeAngel AwesomeAngel 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 22, 2012

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    It's not that I have the urge to be bad,

    i have the urge to fight from time to time
    addictedtoweightlifting addictedtoweightlifting 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 26

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    Sometimes I just wanna forget all

    and be again the hard rock careless for emotions but only fun.Please myself and make my will,be in control,have the power.I suposse I should be happy...this is not a rollercoaster anymore but a low ride making me only down wich at least gives me the possibility to get used to it...
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    Well....

    not really....i don't think "occasional" urge is quite right.......more like constant urge
    ihaveanameitsrick ihaveanameitsrick 46-50, M 29 Responses Oct 22, 2009

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    9

    When i wake up most of the time i wanna bang, funny thing is ... so does my lover. Rise n' shine !
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 28, 2012

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    I Tend To Be Really Bad

    a lot of people who dont know me would consider me a goody good because I am very successful and thats what people should know about me but truthfully i find bad things very interesting and irresistable most of the time, especially when i can get away with it. If it's not too...
    swoosh1baby swoosh1baby 18-21, F Dec 2, 2010

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    Pacman Fever And The Bubble Game..

    Okay.  I admit that occasionally I NEED to play Pacman or Bubble Shooter on EP.  It's terribly addictive, especially since I'm so bad it them and always feel the need to prove to myself that next time will be the one!  So, so juvenile.  So, so B A D...
    wildernessgirl wildernessgirl 36-40 7 Responses Nov 21, 2009

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    O I Wish I Knew Why

    I just cant be good full time.. I'm only good when it concerns my children &  My work (sigh!)  these keep me  very balanced other than that I'm  - Bad! Naughty! Cheeky! Willful Curious! Imperturburable tsk what more can I say?
    Mmmcherries Mmmcherries 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 10, 2010

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    Like Right Now......

    I'm thinking of stories to write and ways to make love to my wife. I'm thinking very naughty things right now. I am a baaaaaad boy. *bats eyelashes and adjusts halo*
    Snookybear Snookybear 36-40, M Jun 4, 2010

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    Not As Bad As You Think

    When I have the urge to be bad, I want to go drinking until I puke and dance the night away with cute guys. See, not that bad really.
    Spedunk Spedunk 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 20, 2009

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    Hihi :)

    Haha I am the kind of person who doesn't break the rules very often. I do my homework, I respect my teachers, and yeah I am generally what you can call "a good person." But then there are those moments when I am just filled with this desire to be bad! haha not necessarily...
    awesomenesstania awesomenesstania 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 26, 2011

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    Don't You?

    If you catch me at the right time, I can be a very fun partner in crime.  Euphamize that however you please and you'll probably be right.  : )
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 7, 2011

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    Ya thats true, as quite

    as I am. My academic record is probably one of the worst been suspended half a dozen times, and expelled from one school. But ya I changed, bigtime. Still get a rush of crazy ideas every now and then.
    BeatTheBest BeatTheBest 18-21, M Mar 10

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    Who Doesnt Have An Occasional Urge To Be Bad

    i sometimes have an occasional urge to be bad. i just dont act on it not that im no goody two shoes no just that i went through my rebel stages in my early twenties. and in a way i shed most of those urges. iam still a rebel freespirit inside just one that has been toned down. a...
    echosofdarkness echosofdarkness 26-30, F Oct 24, 2011

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    Rules Are Ment to Be Broken

    i have no clue how many times i wanted to break the rules...some cases i did :D well every once in a while when my parents say no ill go behind thier back or at school chew gum or text...Tehehe... well i have other bad urges to like to steal but its the exitement after you have...
    theshortloud1 theshortloud1 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 29, 2009

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    Its A Adrenaline Thing

    Yeah I love the energy that starts building up once that little idea pops into my head, starts growing and building momentum. The smirk the creeps onto my face when I start visualizing it. If its not going to hurt anyone there is no voice telling me not to do it or bargaining...
    KidYamamoto KidYamamoto 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 3, 2012

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    Well I Used To?

    Perhaps I'm letting the side down? I used to have an occasional urge to be bad - written about at length at http://www.experienceproject.com/stories/... - but received a comment on that story recently and was reminded that I haven't really had the urge for a while. A long while...
    rojblake rojblake 36-40, M 17 Responses Oct 11, 2009

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    I Don't Know Why

    Sometimes being bad just FEELS so good! I really, really, really strive to be a good person, and most of the time, I am. However, there's that occasional time, when I just get the urge to be bad. . . . really bad.
    teach82 teach82 31-35, F 8 Responses Sep 22, 2010

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    Occasionally?

    i have an urge more than just occasionally to be bad but hey sounds better to say occasionally than all the time right ? :)
    N1808 N1808 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 11, 2010

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    Family Problems And How They Get On My Last Nerves

    Ok so dont get me wrong i love my family, but sometimes i get the feeling like i want to explode!For example my grandpa sees that i am busy doing something and need to concentrate, but he starts asking me lik 100s of ques and i dont have the time to talk to himm all i wanna do is...
    mariamosquera97 mariamosquera97 13-15 Mar 22, 2012

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    Oh, Silly Teenage Rebellion!

    Just going into highschool, and so excited. Forget occasional, I crave to be one of 'those' girls! Don't get me wrong, I love my sister, but she's so goody two-shoes perfect! All A's, tennis champ, beautiful, good boyfriends, doesnt rebel at ALL! Now most girls would look up to a...
    BumpkinBoo BumpkinBoo 13-15, F Jul 7, 2011

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    Yes I Do A Lot

    Haha I lie to my parents all the time (of course that's not too bad, considering they say I'm worthless), and I do drink at parties sometimes (but just like one or two glasses, but then again I'm small and that's enough for me to be drunk)...
    oliveostrovsky oliveostrovsky 18-21 Sep 25, 2011

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    Well...I should say defiant.

    But such is being a teenager, no?
    CharlieBarrett CharlieBarrett 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 8

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    I Have Moodswings...

    ...not just the ones where sadness and happiness (or anger) kinda roll around and interchange. This one is more about being nice and then suddenly sprouting horns. I shared this anonymously, but what the hell, I'll share it here anyway: I once replaced a "friend's" drink with...
    sodancewithme sodancewithme 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 7, 2010

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    I Do!

    Im not sure why or whats behind it, but yes from time to time I feel like doing something I know is wrong...SO glad to know im not alone :)
    noisycricket noisycricket 36-40, F Aug 5, 2010

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    Stands Up And Confesses: ...

    This Angel may have wings, but they are quickly detached when I watch and listen to the following: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xl3PYk_s4Kk   We close our eyes ... "we can talk to strangers, we are burning with the spark, and we can walk on water, we are...
    angelwings626 angelwings626 41-45, F 10 Responses Nov 28, 2009

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    Can't Help It!!!!!

    I have always had the occasional urge to be bad!!!  I can be very bad at times.....:-P     It's fun to be bad.  I think if I stopped being bad, I would become very BORING!!!  I'm 52 but inside I feel 20, so I tend to be bad more that the...
    TexasLily TexasLily 51-55, F 11 Responses Oct 24, 2010

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    BeatTheBest BeatTheBest 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 26

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    Sweet Self-sabotage

    I used to have a good sense of what was right and wrong, and I used to act on it. I didn't consciously do things that I thought were 'wrong'. On reflection, maybe there were a heap of things that I hadn't really classified as right or wrong back then. They just...
    rojblake rojblake 36-40, M 6 Responses Jul 26, 2009

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    Is It Wrong?

    And the key word is "occasional".  She is a very decent, moral, kind, considerate, caring, intelligent lady who is currently in an exclusive dating relationship who cares very much for her significant other.  However, the occasional "urge" to...
    chance1 chance1 46-50, F 5 Responses Aug 12, 2009

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    Little Town Of Nothing

    My life like everybody else's finds it way for me to be abnormal. It is bad to say that all ive ever wanted is to be normal? I know curse me because j want to fit in, but it isn't the fact that I want others to look like me or for me to look like them, I just want to know what...
    meeeadoe meeeadoe 18-21, F Jul 7, 2013

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    The Time Has Come...

    Sometimes it only takes one picture to explain it all... *high fiving my friend destry*
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 22, 2011

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    A Glimpse

    Today, after getting upset about something, my friend and I decided to go shopping.  I was wearing a white blouse, black skirt, stocking, black lace bra and panty and black high heels. On the way to the mall, I could feel the breeze rustling through my legs and freedom that made...
    deleted deleted 26-30 20 Responses Feb 3, 2011

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    Exorcist

    Warning,I’m an exorcist,If you don’t pay me,I’ll repossess your soul,And give it to the devil!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Nov 1, 2011

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    ....

    ... I call up my guy and talk dirty to him when this happens. Gosh though it is more than on occasion.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 12, 2009

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    AnonymousNinja123 AnonymousNinja123 18-21, F Jan 20

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    Yup

    It was over 2 years ago me and my old friend was walking across this quadrangle and I have no idea where the rolls of toilet paper came from, but without a word we began throwing them thru this tall pine tree. We threw and threw until there was long strips of t.p. streaming thru...
    ashleerox ashleerox 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 17, 2013

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    Succubus

    I believe that I am a modern day succubus. And possibly bi-curious. Well I'm not 100% on either of those things but I do know I am a tease and I check out girls so I don't know. I'm using this guy, that really likes me. It's just it feels so good to be wanted. Everything in life...
    jojobead jojobead 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 8, 2012

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    Always The Do-gooder

    So I've always been the good child in my family. I've always been the role-model the one my siblings look up to and the one who gets good grades. My mom can be somewhat of a hypocrite at times because she does not hold us all to the same standards. Every now and then I get the...
    lifesnotfair23 lifesnotfair23 18-21, F Nov 22, 2009

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    I get embarrassed sometimes when I talk about my childhood to my friends. They have all had great childhoods and mine was just complete horrible. I have never went on family...
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    I've never been in a romantic relationship, but I do feel that my friendships did not help me much in the end. These friendships weren't violent or anything, but I did not feel...
    thisisausernametoo thisisausernametoo 18-21 Jul 13

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    I am compelled to sing, whether songs or just music, no words, which I usually do. It goes for at least a half hour, and then I get really tired.
    NovaScotia902 NovaScotia902 22-25 Jun 25

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    When i started cutting it wasn't to kill myself no way would i want to die, i started cutting too help beat the emotional pain with physical pain when i started it felt right and...
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