I Have An Opiate Addiction

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 156 People

    Struggling

    I am a 26yo mom of 3. It started when i was 16 and my mom would give me Viocden for my bad period cramps. Then it got bad when I had hernia surgery from delivering my first son. It got a little worse after my second hernia surgery from my 2nd pregnancy. When was carrying my 3rd...
    ScrewdUpBigTm ScrewdUpBigTm
    26-30
    2 Responses Aug 8, 2011
    eastorlandoneedman eastorlandoneedman
    22-25, M
    Mar 4

    How Did It Turn Into This?

    I am 24 years old and have the world in my grasp. I'm in college, working in clinicals, have a great boyfriend and a great family, but I have been struggling with addiction for about 3 years now. It all started with my last boyfriend, who introduced them to me, giving me one...
    HanPhil HanPhil
    22-25, F
    May 29, 2012

    got subs in orlando hmu quick

    and easy if your trying to not be sick
    newtofl15 newtofl15
    26-30, M
    Oct 21, 2015

    account got deleted again lol.

    ..if you need that in Orlando or the surrounding area feel free to message me and I'll take care of you asap. I have nothing but good reviews on here so u know it's legit.
    SUFFER407 SUFFER407
    26-30, M
    1 Response Feb 12

    I've been addicted to heroin

    for 3 years now and I need help getting off does anyone know anywhere I can get some suboxone from?
    BlaiseHouston BlaiseHouston
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Sep 28, 2015
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 19

    Got my oxycodone dependency under 'control'-

    decreased from 10 pills a day to maybe 1-2 a day. Usually just use them now to take the edge off or keep withdrawals at bay. I've been on this fine line for a couple of months. Not a healthy way to live, I know, but I'm working towards that final push to get down to 0!! Things...
    laletson laletson
    31-35, F
    2 Responses May 12, 2014

    Hi My Name Is Jack And I Started With Oxy

    And it progressed into shooting up a gram or two of heroin a day.I am finally man enough to seek help. I was always to tough to ask for help or thought no one knew better than me. But I realized I cannot do it on my own this disease is crippling it has brought me to my knees...
    mufasa1969 mufasa1969
    46-50, M
    1 Response Sep 24, 2013

    Battling Addiction

    Hello everyone, I'm new here...I have been struggling for about 10 years off and on for about 10 years. It started with legit prescriptions then turned to me spend so much money on pills that I don't want to think about it, probably at least a few thousand dollars. I tried using...
    Livingdoll06 Livingdoll06
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Aug 11, 2013

    A Man Who Never Knew

    I was a very active young man and always worked to get my family what they needed. I was married at the age of 20 and was a very happy man never had a doubt that wasnt easy to fix most of the time when I was 25 I hurt my back on the job and was introduced to opiates.I never knew...
    icon38 icon38
    41-45
    Apr 8, 2012

    Well it's been over a year

    now & I'm still clean. Pregnant with our baby girl and due any day now! I still think about the past and grieve for the 2.5 years of my life I lost over pills. I'm currently trying to help my older brother overcome addiction to oxycodone. He's literally going through the exact...
    StephanieBri StephanieBri
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Oct 8, 2014

    Opiates+Depression=Hell

    I hate the word depression. I hate it so much. Maybe it's because I'm really depressed and in somewhat denial about it. The whole depression thing is over-rated. When somebody asks me what's wrong I have no words anymore to describe how I'm feeling. Mostly I feel like I'm...
    beautifulcorpse beautifulcorpse
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jul 23, 2013

    Well here we are, I've been clean about 6 months

    and feel great. I'm almost 12 weeks pregnant & veryyy happy. The fiance' and my son are beyond excited about our new addition and we're looking into purchasing our first home before the baby gets here =) 7 months ago I would have never pictured my life the way it is now. I...
    StephanieBri StephanieBri
    22-25, F
    Apr 3, 2014

    Dilaudid Horror Story

    I am 27 and addicted to dilaudid. I tried dilaudid less than a year ago. I absolutely loved it. I started to noticed if I didn't have it, I didn't feel good. Now I am full blown sick day by day,as I go further and further into debt, each day is a struggle, emotionally...
    needing1help needing1help
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 14, 2013

    I have an opiate addiction.

    I'm looking for someone to talk to that really wants to stop too
    shamus1234 shamus1234
    36-40, M
    7 Responses Feb 7, 2014

    Opiate Cravings

    I used to love those pills. They made me feel at one with the Universe. My lifetime mood disorder finally cleared up thanks to my friends, tram, oxy, roxi..I became so much more pleasant to be around on pills, and even recieved props from people clueless of what I was up to. My...
    mariaweeks mariaweeks
    46-50, F
    1 Response Mar 16, 2012

    Help Me Through Withdrawls

    going through opiate withdrawl. What can i do at home and over the counter to help allieviate the mental and physical sypmtoms. please help!
    oneofakind99 oneofakind99
    22-25, F
    7 Responses Oct 22, 2012

    Don't Want It All Just Happiness

    Hello everyone, I'm a 20 year old male and have been using opiates for about four years. I'm not normally fond of chat rooms but honestly has gotten to the point where I just want some guidance and more or less someone to talk to. Grew up in the whole scene and everything...
    BucketAAR92 BucketAAR92
    22-25, M
    4 Responses Aug 26, 2013

    9 Days Clean

    I'm going into my 10th day clean & I've never felt better! I'm still having withdrawal symptoms but the clarity & happyness I feel makes it worth every second of pain. My family is proud, I haven't seen my fiance smile this way in years.. I feel so good about myself!! Every time...
    StephanieBri StephanieBri
    22-25, F
    Sep 26, 2013

    Day 67!

    Over 2 months and I don't miss it at all. I had one moment a little over a week ago, when I left my fiance'. I thought for just a second that a pill could make me happy. And just that one second feeling that way disgusted me. I am so much stronger than that. I don't worry about...
    StephanieBri StephanieBri
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 24, 2013

    Day 45!

    I feel like I should randomly update this during my recovery to give hope to others who are going through opiate addiction or withdrawals. Today is day 45.. I remember last Halloween having to shovel oxy's down just to go trick r treating with my baby & family. This Halloween I...
    StephanieBri StephanieBri
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Oct 31, 2013

    This Has Gone On Way Too Long!

    So I'm a 29 year old female and, well, this is the first time I've shared with anyone that I am seriously addicted to Vicodin, Percocet and even Morphine. Pretty much any painkiller. I started taking them about 3-4 years ago. I have struggled with addiction my whole life. At 15...
    Whospearedbill Whospearedbill
    26-30
    4 Responses Mar 5, 2013
    aild1982 aild1982
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jan 8
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 27, 2015

    my fiancé and father of my two children got

    addicted to pills almost a year ago. I know he's struggling. I have been understanding and I've tried to help him. We've tried weening him off 3 times and he gets to a point where he feels fine then the opportunity presents itself again and he just can't say no he just says...
    LeeseeDoll LeeseeDoll
    26-30, F
    Mar 24, 2015

    9 Years And Counting

    well i was 12 years old when my back started hurting way more then any 12 yr olds should.....found out my my L4 and L5 verts. were out off allignment and pinching a nerve....by 14 the doctors started giving me lortabs...of course then i only needed mabey 15-20mgs to help...well...
    startedtooyoung startedtooyoung
    22-25, M
    5 Responses Nov 27, 2009

    Pills

    My personal experience with pills. The feeling slowly spreads through your head gradually taking over your mind, your senses begin to dull. As the world slowly starts to fade around you. Every problem suddenly feels smaller, racing thoughts slow to a snails pace and become...
    thatonemexicanguy thatonemexicanguy
    18-21, M
    Jul 29, 2013

    Mmmmmm Opiates!

    Some people like beer... others like chocolate.... I LOVE Opiates. I am glad to say that I am not as bad an addict as I was, meaning I know longer shoot the stuff up and gobble handfuls of pills... but, yeah, I'm getting there.
    EffectsHer EffectsHer
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Jun 14, 2010
    yourheroingirl yourheroingirl
    31-35, F
    1 Response Mar 5

    I am 37 and have been addicted to pain killers

    for over 10 years I have been 1 month clean with the help of suboxone. I chose suboxone treatment because it was what was best to fit my lifestyle. But my husband can't understand. He makes me feel like I'm still this horrible addict tells me I can't function because I'm not...
    nicolec5339 nicolec5339
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Sep 20, 2015

    I need help and advice.

    I currently take 10-12 10mg of hydrocodone a day. I have tried cold turkey and that did not go well at all! I now want to try to taper. I love them in the morning and usually start my day with 30mg. I have recently figured out I can manage on 40mg a day. I would love to check...
    mmlovers mmlovers
    31-35, F
    1 Response Mar 29, 2014
    zeya23 zeya23
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Nov 10, 2015
    aild1982 aild1982
    31-35, M
    Jan 18

    Dilaudid Horror Story

    Looking for admins to a facebook dedicated to addiction. Anybody interested please message me. If you have a facebook account and wish to particapate in the making and work to this page, pease let me know.******************** I am 27, and addicted to Diluadid. This drug is...
    needing1help needing1help
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 14, 2013

    I Hate This.

    I'm 21 years old and have been addicted to oxycodone for 2.5 years, since the birth of my son. I was lonely, sad and in pain when my mom & nanai (grandma) gave me an oxycodone 10 mg. and it was like a ray of sunshine came into my life. I felt happy despite my sons biological...
    StephanieBri StephanieBri
    22-25, F
    Sep 22, 2013

    Please Let There Be A Light At The End Of This Tunnel

    I will be 43 on Thursday, I have been addicted to opiates for 10 plus years. A year ago I was introduced to heroin and the needle, my life consists of where and how am I going to get something today so I won't be sick! I don't want to live like this anymore, I have an appointment...
    krissylee0509 krissylee0509
    41-45, F
    4 Responses May 5, 2013

    Day 100!! Oh wow, that's an awesome feeling

    while typing that in! 100 days clean... I honestly never believed that I could make it past a week but here I am =) I nearly relapsed around day 80 but immediately called a supportive friend & he helped me through it. Just looking back to that moment is rough, it shows me how...
    StephanieBri StephanieBri
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 26, 2013

    25 Days Clean

    I've made it almost a month! I haven't fallen off once. I've never been so proud of myself. The withdrawals are gone, my cravings creep up from time to time but I push them away & I have faith that in time they'll be gone completely. I'm sleeping like a baby & my energy is coming...
    StephanieBri StephanieBri
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 11, 2013

    I'm now 2+ years clean of a serious addiction

    of opiates . I Just want to pay it forward and Help someone going through it that is Honest and serious. I did it on my own. It wasn't fun but it didn't kill me . I am LOVING my new life. I didn't do it over night, but Did it ! Hydrocodone, percs viccoden Methadone . All gone...
    Cleannow Cleannow
    61-65, M
    8 Responses Dec 16, 2013

    I feel alone in coming off pills.

    yesterday I did tell my husband and mother I need support to get off. I was wondering if anyone is now starting this adventure. Today is Sunday and I was going to call tomorrow to find a Dr who can help. what kind of Dr should I search for? I was hoping for some support from...
    lilmk730 lilmk730
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Aug 30, 2015

    Opiates Addiction Sucks!!!!

    Hi All, I'm a 39 years old male and been battling opiates for almost 20 years!!!!! And it's I'm 5 day clean going 2 doc at 3:00 2 day and im not even thinking about subs my buddie has been clean for 9 month and he told me 2 ask 4 maletroic or something like that cause...
    KurtyLuv246 KurtyLuv246
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Aug 23, 2013

    I Thought It Was Supposed To Get Easy.

    W.T.F.!!!! I have been clean for a week. I also have suboxone to help me. I have spoke with a lot of people about this, and was told that it gets easier with every day, but I can't get it out of my head. I have a good job, but a tough boss. I also have my girlfriend of 4 years...
    cdsaz cdsaz
    26-30
    4 Responses Apr 2, 2012

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