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I Have An Unhappy Unguided Life

I was never taught right from wrong I have suffered the hard life 2 People

    I Do Have...

    ....an unhappy and unguided life. I have no idea what is going to happen in the future. I am hoping that with the changes I am trying to make that life will get better.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 13, 2010

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    Life Could Have Been Different If....

    Today I was shouted upon and was mocked by my dad (who is also a doctor) for not knowing accounting of a pharmacy. Well, I am a dental student and my college doesn't teach me accounting. Alright, even if it wasn't suppose to be learnt at college, where else should have I learnt...
    drkailashrathi drkailashrathi 22-25, M Apr 5, 2012

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