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I Have Anorexic Tendencies

So I can look like the girl in the profile pic 162 People

    I don't actually have it though.

    I just am never hungry so I don't eat. I am not insecure about my body or think it's fat on the contrary I think I need to gain weight but I don't feel like eating I never do
    totorolover totorolover
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Feb 19, 2015

    I Am Not Anerexic, I Just Feel Like I Am

    I can't be anerexic I'm too fat. I have gone through phases of "anerexic tendencies" since I was 14. Mostly I was bulimic because I would binge and purge so much. When I was 16 I fell in love with my best friend who was anerexic. To me she didn't look bony or gross, she was...
    DianaXxX DianaXxX
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 9, 2011

    I need someone to convince me to stop eating /

    eat less. I'm so fat and gaining
    Beccaslife Beccaslife
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 23, 2014

    I've lost 8lbs so far this month.

    ... I'm proud of myself... but I still look in the mirror and cry.... I hate food... I know what I should eat to be healthy, and I believe it works, but at the same time I'm scared to death to eat it.... I just want to reach into my skin and pull out all the fat.... T-T .... I...
    XxLifelike XxLifelike
    22-25, F
    1 Response Sep 14, 2015

    I lost one pound in two days.

    Just got to keep going.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 29, 2015

    Ive Lost 70lbs

    im the past year ive lost 70lbs by exercising and restricting my food. all of my life ive been pudgy, but when i hit over 200lbs, i knew something had to be done.
    bluebrie bluebrie
    22-25
    Oct 11, 2012

    I'm 5'4 and around 113lbs,

    so im too fat for an ed according to Medical world yet all other symptoms/signs whatsoever I have.... Just let me die already. Well the diet pills / lax might kill me first since I kept getting heart palpitations and iron deficiency.....
    justthatinvisiblegurl justthatinvisiblegurl
    22-25, F
    Aug 29, 2015

    Three Years And Counting

    For three years I have sumbled in and out of eating problems. It first started when I went into care. I lost half a stone untintially and then I wanted to keep losing it. I lost 2 1/2 in 2 years. I then lost a stone very quickly and stayed there for quite a long time. It was...
    XanthiaJo XanthiaJo
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 1, 2010

    It Was Believed I Use To

    The first time i was hospitalised i was refusing food and was eating little. the staff thought i had anerxia, but thats because they were'nt listening. it me everything that i eat  it tasted like blood. when i was first starting to get depressed i stoped eating because i was...
    CrackedNut CrackedNut
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 3, 2011

    I am a recovering anorexic.

    I have been anorexic for a year now, with bulimic tendencies. I took an overdose in September and relapsed a few weeks ago. It's a struggle and I need constant support. Anything from you guys would be amazing. Thanks xx
    CM96 CM96
    22-25, F
    Feb 24, 2014

    One day last year I went to school without

    eating for 1 and 1/2 days and I couldn't walk or stand,I was seeing things,and I had to go to the nurse making up a reason why these things were happening
    Greeneyes5227 Greeneyes5227
    18-21, F
    Dec 4, 2013

    I Hate My Body But Am Not Strong Enough To Starve It...

    When I was 13, I stopped eating right and lost about 10 kilos in two months, which is not a huge achievement, but it felt good. Since then I started eating too much again, and have gained so much weight I look at myself every morning and think "Whale..." I want to...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 18, 2009
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 29, 2015

    Throughout elementary

    and middle school, I'd always been the skinniest one of the bunch. I had been a child model and also a vegetarian for nearly all of my life, and I liked the fact that people always called me "too skinny". As I grew up, I put on weight; this is an inherent part of growing up...
    SandyPanda SandyPanda
    18-21, F
    Jun 11, 2014

    Why do I do this? I was soooo good the whole

    day, only eating two apples, coke zero, black coffee, green tea and some carrots and lots of water, is was doing exceptionally good. I only had about 4-500 cals up until 30 minutes ago then something happened and I stuffed my face with everything I found in the kitchen. Bread...
    JoyRandom JoyRandom
    22-25, F
    Feb 18, 2015

    No food tomorrow and found a great workout.

    Can't wait till I'm out of my disgusting fat body. Wish me luck
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Sep 20, 2015

    I Try My "best"

    I try to eat as little as possible. I never really talked about this before. But because I hate my body, alot of time I want to starve it. I am curvy naturally(hourglass) shaped, and I'm OK with that, but I just want to lose the extra flesh that I hate on myself. I am 145...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Nov 8, 2009

    I've gained 3-4 pounds.

    You people don't know how scared I am. Haha, I can't get back to 130. No way. Must lose weight.
    trippyprincess trippyprincess
    18-21, F
    Jul 18, 2014

    Funny

    It is funny you know I can go along for years , then one morning I can get up and think I'm fat. Begin extra thin person doesn't help either When this happen I go though my kitchen like a demon throwing out everything with sugar in it., drink to much coffee , Go outside take a...
    CMA1234 CMA1234
    46-50, F
    1 Response Oct 31, 2011

    My mom bought watermelon

    so that's probably all that I'm gonna eat tomorrow because its a negative calorie food
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 28, 2015

    making out my weekend grocery list.

    .. -gum -appetite suppressants -sleeping pills happy weekend to me.... -_- -5lbs this week... under so much pressure to lose more... my dress fitting is only weeks away....
    XxLifelike XxLifelike
    22-25, F
    Aug 28, 2015

    meat loaf for lunch and sald

    for dinner.... why did I have to go and eat the meat loaf... my tummy feels so full... ugh.... :( I hope when I step on the scale tomorrow morning that I will not have gained... </3
    XxLifelike XxLifelike
    22-25, F
    1 Response Aug 29, 2015

    Ah yes, myself personally I would not fully

    classify it as full anorexia. But I am a girl who used to be very big. I weighed 170 pounds or more. I remember over that summer I became very depressed and never did anything. I began to barely eat anything and watch what I ate and how many calories was in it. I also began...
    trippyprincess trippyprincess
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 12, 2014

    I have always had a meager appetite,

    however my relationship with food began going drastically south when I was a Junior in High School. I would eat less and less and I would intake very limited and specific items. My erroneous relationship is most closely and accurately linked to my struggles to control my anxiety...
    peachykins peachykins
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 24, 2014
    EmoSakurachan EmoSakurachan
    18-21
    Aug 26, 2014

    Dancer

    I am a dancer.. Ballerina to be exact.. Ballerina's have the appearance of being thin.. I stive for perfection and my weight gets in my way.. When ever I see a Russian ballerina I wanna be just like her. And when I see skinny girls I get jealous and want to be that weight too. I...
    Perfectionistdancer Perfectionistdancer
    13-15
    Oct 15, 2012
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