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I Have Arithmomania

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    Alone With Arithmomania

    tl;dr I do things in fours. Since i was a kid i would always let the number four make my decisions. I would split every meal i have into fours, i would count patterns of objects i saw until i was satisfied that is is relative to the number four, but most signicantly i saw a...
    thaderane thaderane 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 14, 2011

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