after a really nice film, when I spoke and asked about dad...mum was saying really horrible things like he stalked her, he once made a hole in the garage and broke in the house. He used to always turn up and scare mum. At this point I already felt ****, and then mum said that I...
i would not understand
She left a note that said I'm sorry, I
I had a bad day again
She spilled her coffee broke a shoelace
Smeared the lipstick on her face
Slammed the door and said I'm sorry, I
I had a bad day again
And she swears there's nothing wrong
I hear her playing...
i can't be better today.
today is sucks!!
i knew it.i shouldn't believed people easily.
i did it again...i feel like i am so stupid,ha.
no preach no advice.
just wanted to throw my feelings out.
Thanks for hearing this.
i hope you guys have a better day.
where nothing makes sense...and I wonder about life and all this ducked up reality.I feel pain and cold...missunderstood and all I wish is for love and a true hug...no that I need anybody as couple but whoever caring: a friend,a caring person...whoever,even a strange person with...
today and I cried. I always get lost in my thoughts and it makes me emotional. I thought about the people who care about me, the people who don't. I thought about why they would care about me and I thought about the people I've lost. I've hurt people by my actions and my actions...
young girls they do get weary
Wearing that same old shaggy dress yea yea
But when she gets weary
Try a little tenderness yea oh nana
You know she's waiting
For things she'll never never never never posses yea
But while she's there waiting
Try a little...
such a good, positive attitude for years, with an amazing outlook on life, and then in five months it all goes to awful stuff. It doesn't make sense...I know that God has a plan for me, and that sometimes I have to just put my faith and trust out and let things fall into place...
and then the next minute your whole life has changed. I had a blood test last week and got the results today. I have diabetes (not bad) but my body is not rejecting sugar and stores it as fat. I got 4 medications today. And I'm flying out to Minnesota for more testing on my legs...
I talked to my ex (the infamous guy in a couple of my less skanky, more depressing experiences) and he wants to try us again. He went through therapy and he says hes better now. I don't want any more pain, I don't want to be scared anymore, but I know I screwed things up last...
...another is Monday
...another is Thursday
...and even Saturday.
What happens on theses four days from September to January?
Edit: March 17, 2013...
I came across this story and asked myself, "What in the hell were you talking about?"
Then it came to me...
...I was referring to...
I didn't think about him nearly as much and when I did it was less sharp.
I got to rescue my little girl from class early. I got to play my sims. I made meatloaf and cleaned the kitchen. I got to correct a mistake.
I yelled at one of my sons. for a mistake. and I was a bit...
at school all the lil 7th graders called me and my friends a hoe, bc at a party we played spin the bottle.
and now i apparently ****** a dude.
when all i did was kiss 2 people while playing spin the bottle.
ugh, i cant stand people.
You know the ones.
The days where you just need one of those hugs? You know the hugs I’m talking about.
The ones where someone just holds you so that you don’t feel like the end of something in your life is near. So you don’t actually have to cry those tears you’re...
A little bit of pleasure is worth a whole lot of pain. Everyone has bad days. As long as you are alive, you will have bad days so why is it such a surprise? Its not, you just need to be strong. Do not allow your problems to control you, you control it. Problems are gateways for...
6th March 2012, 21st August 2014 and 25th January 2015. Worst days of my life, to date.
Today I have no confidence, feel embarrassed to be me, feel I have a ****** future and I'll never find a lover. I don't know if this is the worst of the bunch but I suppose I've survived the...
day, i had so much going round in my head and it had to all come out. I have sat for 15 years and observed, and listened and taken in his every movement and it finally hit me and i pieced together everything. So there we was in the car with him driving and the silence was...
ago and just got up the nerve to go through my photo albums. So rough not only do I feel Lonely again. But all the bad emotions from what happened came flooding back. I feel so empty and drained. That was rough.
from the moment I woke up to getting ready to go to bed. Mistake after mistake. Couldn't wait for it be over. Sometimes you just need a kiss on the forehead and cuddles from baby to be alright. That's all I want right now, a tight hug, kisses and to forget all about this day...
Nothing is going right ..
I cannot smile my way
I cannot carry another feather
I will break..
I am home..In my favorite Pyjamas
The one that makes my friends..
Giggle..Filled with loud Hello kitty Print
plus matching reindeer Furry house slippers...I look...
past two days which have been ****.
Friday: woke up at 6 am for school. Came home slept for a few hours then worked a double shift. Then went to help my friend pack because he's moving.
Saturday: Drove three hours, helped him unload the Uhaul and unpack everything then drove...
dozy, I was coming back from Vacation with my brother an a friend in Austin, Texas an I was currently living in Dallas , but was going to be driving back to my home city(Cincinnati) once I got there. Here is where things went wrong, somehow along the trip I lost my wallet and my...