and then the next minute your whole life has changed. I had a blood test last week and got the results today. I have diabetes (not bad) but my body is not rejecting sugar and stores it as fat. I got 4 medications today. And I'm flying out to Minnesota for more testing on my legs...
I woke up feeling happy and ready to rock the day. But first my friend hit me on the nose by accident and I got nosebleed, then I got a D on a test in english, then I dropped my phone on the ground and now I can barely see what time it is, then when I got home I used the wrong...
today and I cried. I always get lost in my thoughts and it makes me emotional. I thought about the people who care about me, the people who don't. I thought about why they would care about me and I thought about the people I've lost. I've hurt people by my actions and my actions...
I didn't think about him nearly as much and when I did it was less sharp.
I got to rescue my little girl from class early. I got to play my sims. I made meatloaf and cleaned the kitchen. I got to correct a mistake.
I yelled at one of my sons. for a mistake. and I was a bit...
reason, don't start yelling at me when I walk in because your in the wrong. I have things to do and no time to waste, and I'm avoiding you because your a waste of time even being around so therefore I'll get my stuff and leave and more then happy not to come back awhile...
6th March 2012, 21st August 2014 and 25th January 2015. Worst days of my life, to date.
Today I have no confidence, feel embarrassed to be me, feel I have a ****** future and I'll never find a lover. I don't know if this is the worst of the bunch but I suppose I've survived the...
past two days which have been ****.
Friday: woke up at 6 am for school. Came home slept for a few hours then worked a double shift. Then went to help my friend pack because he's moving.
Saturday: Drove three hours, helped him unload the Uhaul and unpack everything then drove...
such a good, positive attitude for years, with an amazing outlook on life, and then in five months it all goes to awful stuff. It doesn't make sense...I know that God has a plan for me, and that sometimes I have to just put my faith and trust out and let things fall into place...
i would not understand
She left a note that said I'm sorry, I
I had a bad day again
She spilled her coffee broke a shoelace
Smeared the lipstick on her face
Slammed the door and said I'm sorry, I
I had a bad day again
And she swears there's nothing wrong
I hear her playing...
ago and just got up the nerve to go through my photo albums. So rough not only do I feel Lonely again. But all the bad emotions from what happened came flooding back. I feel so empty and drained. That was rough.
from the moment I woke up to getting ready to go to bed. Mistake after mistake. Couldn't wait for it be over. Sometimes you just need a kiss on the forehead and cuddles from baby to be alright. That's all I want right now, a tight hug, kisses and to forget all about this day...
not knowing what to do... what to keep going for .. it all come back to me a feeling of loosing everything .. that feeling i had.. were i did not want to keep goin... those black days are over but still fallow me .... i now i have the anwer infront of me .. i still have not...
after a really nice film, when I spoke and asked about dad...mum was saying really horrible things like he stalked her, he once made a hole in the garage and broke in the house. He used to always turn up and scare mum. At this point I already felt ****, and then mum said that I...
young girls they do get weary
Wearing that same old shaggy dress yea yea
But when she gets weary
Try a little tenderness yea oh nana
You know she's waiting
For things she'll never never never never posses yea
But while she's there waiting
Try a little...
at school all the lil 7th graders called me and my friends a hoe, bc at a party we played spin the bottle.
and now i apparently ****** a dude.
when all i did was kiss 2 people while playing spin the bottle.
ugh, i cant stand people.
You know the ones.
The days where you just need one of those hugs? You know the hugs I’m talking about.
The ones where someone just holds you so that you don’t feel like the end of something in your life is near. So you don’t actually have to cry those tears you’re...
dozy, I was coming back from Vacation with my brother an a friend in Austin, Texas an I was currently living in Dallas , but was going to be driving back to my home city(Cincinnati) once I got there. Here is where things went wrong, somehow along the trip I lost my wallet and my...
A little bit of pleasure is worth a whole lot of pain. Everyone has bad days. As long as you are alive, you will have bad days so why is it such a surprise? Its not, you just need to be strong. Do not allow your problems to control you, you control it. Problems are gateways for...
i can't be better today.
today is sucks!!
i knew it.i shouldn't believed people easily.
i did it again...i feel like i am so stupid,ha.
no preach no advice.
just wanted to throw my feelings out.
Thanks for hearing this.
i hope you guys have a better day.
where nothing makes sense...and I wonder about life and all this ducked up reality.I feel pain and cold...missunderstood and all I wish is for love and a true hug...no that I need anybody as couple but whoever caring: a friend,a caring person...whoever,even a strange person with...
Or rather two. I guess I was keeping everything together the past two weeks. A lot has been going on with my dad being sick. Everyone in my family worrying. My mum being a bit too much lately. Having other friends and family just turning up out of the woodwork.
I don't even...
Nothing is going right ..
I cannot smile my way
I cannot carry another feather
I will break..
I am home..In my favorite Pyjamas
The one that makes my friends..
Giggle..Filled with loud Hello kitty Print
plus matching reindeer Furry house slippers...I look...
and like I'm a downer to all my friends but I don't know how to tell them the reasons why I'm down either because I don't want to bother them or make them worry about me. I'm not worth their worries and I don't want to admit to them or myself that I feel like ****