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I Have Bad Past Life

Nobody can erase the past. The worst experience that change my whole life 42 People

    My Elementary School Experience

    The elementary school I went to is Central. It was the worst school I've ever went in all my life. I really wanted to go to a different school for 5th grade, but I ended being stuck at Central once again for 5th grade. I felt like an unfortunate stationary person. I went to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 9, 2011

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    I am physically and mentally tortured

     and mentallyAt my 16 I left for my hostel. We are not allowed to go out due to studies. A boy stole my money. At that time I value every penny very much. I cried a lot. Anyhow he was caught after some days. At that time my family condition is not good. So it is hard for me to...
    sriraghava9990 sriraghava9990 22-25 1 Response Dec 19, 2011

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    I Suffered From Depression...

    For 5 years i suffered from depression. It was terrible and a difficult time. I felt helpless. I had no will to live, every day was... painful. I'm sure many noticed, but no one bothered, nor my friends said a word. "I must've been a bother." Little by little i began to fall...
    WaIIFlower WaIIFlower 13-15, F Sep 21, 2010

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    I was involved in gangs,

    crimes and dugs as a child growing up but I want to put that all behind me. The things I have done only god can forgive me for what I did. Nothing to be proud of but I was young, wreck less and stubborn. But that's how life is In the hood. But a lot of thing changes in my life...
    Aznboi91 Aznboi91 22-25, M Jan 1, 2014

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    Still A Pissed Off Prince

    I have been dealing with this since I left the Marines.  I have confirmed so many things and I can prove that I am who I was..   It is very sickening to me though, the things which happenend to me and the death of my father.... and how I was betrayed by both of...
    MOSHABARTLETT MOSHABARTLETT 36-40 Oct 5, 2010

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    Growing Up

      i grew up with an alcoholic father who was very controlling and emotionally abusive, when my mum would kick him out he just wouldnt leave, I can still remember all the fights even though I've tried to repress most of them, then my brother started doing drugs and ended up...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 27, 2008

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    Well I feel I have to get this out somewhere

    and im to shy to even tell my own friends even my one friend who I always share my stories with and its hard as I know I want to tell someone but I don't know who im just so scared of being juged by others that I end up just keeping it bottled up and its effected me so much that...
    theninjaduck theninjaduck 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2013

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    So I have seen and done a lot

    for my age. Death, gangs, stealing, drug abuse, physical and emotional abuse. And a lot of change. I have a dark side that i want nobody to know about. But all of this led to the person I am now. Which is the complete opposite. What I'm saying is. People can change. Especially...
    Jmora43 Jmora43 18-21 Dec 8, 2013

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    All Caused By a Father and Stepmother...

    ...who didn't know how to be parents but decided to have children nonetheless.
    eleanorssong eleanorssong 56-60, F Sep 27, 2012

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    My Worst Elementary School Experience

     The elementary school I went to is Central which was the worst elementary school I've ever went in all my life. I went there for of my 5 elementary years. (Never moved to a different school in my life). I really wanted to go to a differnet school for 5th grade which was the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 12, 2011

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    All About Money....deserve Better

    I was working like a dog to make my Mother happy, she spent huge amount of money for her travel & things she is willing to buy...until one day I got marry, of course with a middle class kind of guy, she wasn't happy, but I have to marry to the one I love, doesn't really matter...
    europretty europretty 31-35 Nov 28, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    Okay, well... I don't know how to start this... Okay........... I... uh I have a past. A bad, bad past. It all started when my Mum died of Cancer...... everything changed once she...
    akfrancheska akfrancheska 16-17, F Feb 20

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    I have always been a loner. Now I embrace it more than ever, though I wish I had open minded girls to hang out with. I want clubbing friends I guess. I've never really had a group...
    bossvixen bossvixen 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    It feels like I have wasted my life. I sometimes think that I am worthless.
    Shereen84 Shereen84 26-30, F 4 Responses Feb 6

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    i have no social life because im afraid of people not liking me or rejecting my friendship so i dont even try anymore..
    avalily avalily 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    Today is a bad day. I've been thinking a lot today and I cried. I always get lost in my thoughts and it makes me emotional. I thought about the people who care about me, the people...
    CeBeY1 CeBeY1 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    I'll try to sum up and simplify this as I could write for days, and to the untrained seem crazy if making any sense at all. I was bullied and mentally abused from childhood, as...
    NightGambit NightGambit 31-35, M 9 Responses Feb 22

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    Hello people, I am 40 years old I have severe periodontal disease, I am not here for pity, its my fault I have this, poor hygiene in my younger years, smoking unfilterred cigrettes...
    Wakeup56 Wakeup56 36-40, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm just gonna be over here ranting about the past two days which have been ****. Friday: woke up at 6 am for school. Came home slept for a few hours then worked a double shift...
    LivviyLove LivviyLove 16-17, F Feb 22

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    I don't know why I get into such a bad mood all the time ... I just hate that almost every single person I know lives a better life than me
    michellesydney michellesydney 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 6

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    Almost 5 years ago late one Tuesday night I decided to go for a drive. It was actually after 1 am, so technically the next morning, but I was used to working nights and didn't have...
    hazelwoodd hazelwoodd 26-30, F Feb 20

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    i have a full time job( just got promoted again as will)..I'm also going to school.soo i have lots of homework to do..and I'm married. i hardly have time for anything else...it's...
    wthdoido wthdoido 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 14

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    My teeth aren't bad at all in terms of being straight. I had braces for two years and that fixed how crooked they were. They're really stained now from all the damage I've done to...
    IngensImpetum IngensImpetum 18-21, M Feb 10

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    I hate it when you have a bad dream about someone and it seems so real that you wake up feeling just sick to your stomach and full of anger. I have no idea why last night I had...
    Welllaugh Welllaugh 36-40, F 2 Responses Feb 20

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    working at kmart I would see parents getting jaw breakers for their kids. I was always nervous when I saw that. then one day my fear was realized. mom was adjusting her baby in...
    simplyafriend simplyafriend 41-45, F Feb 22

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    I have had anxiety/panic disorder for about 18 yrs.The last year ,i have been good,but for about a week now,it's been really bad.My hands shake i get dizzy,my stomach is sick.I...
    1prettygirl 1prettygirl 36-40, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Someone please tell me that today will end and it tomorrow will be better!!!! Lol!!! I love having bad days it makes me appreciate the good ones more!!
    sunshinegirl76 sunshinegirl76 36-40, F 1 Response Feb 10

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    Today was just an all in all bad day, from the moment I woke up to getting ready to go to bed. Mistake after mistake. Couldn't wait for it be over. Sometimes you just need a kiss...
    Nottheaveragegirl Nottheaveragegirl 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Just broke a mirror and to be honest the bad luck will just blend in and I'll think it's normal.
    Paleandpolluted86 Paleandpolluted86 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    We were basically coming from the cinema after a really nice film, when I spoke and asked about dad...mum was saying really horrible things like he stalked her, he once made a hole...
    melissad98 melissad98 16-17, F Feb 16

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    I remember that day i found her(let's call her E for now) in the bathroom, she gave me a note saying she took a lot of pills. In a second she just passed out and I managed to get...
    wolflover514 wolflover514 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 19

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    I am 30 years old. Plain and simple, I've wasted the life God gave me. There are years of my life that are just a blur due to my frequent marijuana use. I have many regrets and...
    zarpanzur zarpanzur 26-30, M 3 Responses Feb 5

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    I am almost 32 years old, unemployed for 6 month as I returned to my home country and again living with my parents, actually me and my husband both are living with my parents. My...
    bubucis bubucis 31-35, F Feb 17

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    Wrote this as a sample for when I was teaching my students about memoir :) I still have the photograph of what looked like the most perfect day. I'm sitting on the dock with my...
    Classangel00A Classangel00A 31-35, F Feb 18

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    I feel like I don't have much of a social life. I'm just tied down with school. I haven't gotten the chance to see my friends. I feel like everyone is doing something or there busy...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 10 Responses Feb 14

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    My mom keeps telling me I haven't ruined it but I am not so sure. I've had suicidal feelings for weeks and felt like giving up. I feel like everyone in my life is sick of me...
    jetezak jetezak 36-40, F Feb 14

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    Im done. Im bored. I have no life and my one friend doesnt hang out with me as much anynore. So, scr*w it. I guess i give an aura of dont talk to me, i dont want to talk to you.
    Eve34 Eve34 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 14

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    Lol well online I have a few friends. But off line it's a completely different story. I have one friend who moved to a different state, and one acquaintance who I believe only...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 3 Responses Feb 15

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    I consider friends being a major component of my life. I truly value friendship. I'm so sick of feeling betrayed by my so-called "friends." All my friends are either fake/flaky or...
    ysimm23 ysimm23 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    Well 1st I love to talk and my family puts up with it we went to Kalahari for new years eve and I love 2 dance I owned the floor well we seen a show with some acrobats and a 10...
    spygro spygro 13-15, M 6 days ago

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    Its hard for me to find people to talk to. I want to do activities so i can meet people but whenever I do im too shy to talk or no one wants to talk to me. I just want a few...
    wxvx wxvx 16-17 Feb 14

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    I am not the first person you loved. You are not the first person I looked at with a mouthful of forevers. We have both known loss like the sharp edges of a knife. We have both...
    hunterw0lf hunterw0lf 41-45, M Feb 14

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    in the grocery store parking lot while putting groceries in my trunk, a man next to me made a gurgling sound. when I looked up I saw him lean against his car and hold his chest. I...
    simplyafriend simplyafriend 41-45, F 3 Responses Feb 21