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I Have Bad Past Life

Nobody can erase the past. The worst experience that change my whole life 43 People

    I was involved in gangs,

    crimes and dugs as a child growing up but I want to put that all behind me. The things I have done only god can forgive me for what I did. Nothing to be proud of but I was young, wreck less and stubborn. But that's how life is In the hood. But a lot of thing changes in my life...
    Aznboi91 Aznboi91 22-25, M Jan 1

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    I Suffered From Depression...

    For 5 years i suffered from depression. It was terrible and a difficult time. I felt helpless. I had no will to live, every day was... painful. I'm sure many noticed, but no one bothered, nor my friends said a word. "I must've been a bother." Little by little i began to fall...
    WaIIFlower WaIIFlower 13-15, F Sep 21, 2010

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    My Every Day.

    I'm a 16 year old girl and I was beaten and abused as a kid all the way up until I was thirteen. I've developed an eating disorder because of verbal and mental abuse from my mom. I've always been a weird poor kid so I have no friends. I was diagnosed with a 100% paranoid...
    1 Response Feb 7, 2013

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    My Worst Elementary School Experience

     The elementary school I went to is Central which was the worst elementary school I've ever went in all my life. I went there for of my 5 elementary years. (Never moved to a different school in my life). I really wanted to go to a differnet school for 5th grade which was the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 12, 2011

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    My Elementary School Experience

    The elementary school I went to is Central. It was the worst school I've ever went in all my life. I really wanted to go to a different school for 5th grade, but I ended being stuck at Central once again for 5th grade. I felt like an unfortunate stationary person. I went to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 9, 2011

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    I am physically and mentally tortured

     and mentallyAt my 16 I left for my hostel. We are not allowed to go out due to studies. A boy stole my money. At that time I value every penny very much. I cried a lot. Anyhow he was caught after some days. At that time my family condition is not good. So it is hard for me to...
    sriraghava9990 sriraghava9990 22-25 1 Response Dec 19, 2011

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    Still A Pissed Off Prince

    I have been dealing with this since I left the Marines.  I have confirmed so many things and I can prove that I am who I was..   It is very sickening to me though, the things which happenend to me and the death of my father.... and how I was betrayed by both of...
    MOSHABARTLETT MOSHABARTLETT 36-40 Oct 5, 2010

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    So I have seen and done a lot

    for my age. Death, gangs, stealing, drug abuse, physical and emotional abuse. And a lot of change. I have a dark side that i want nobody to know about. But all of this led to the person I am now. Which is the complete opposite. What I'm saying is. People can change. Especially...
    Jmora43 Jmora43 18-21 Dec 8, 2013

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    Well I feel I have to get this out somewhere

    and im to shy to even tell my own friends even my one friend who I always share my stories with and its hard as I know I want to tell someone but I don't know who im just so scared of being juged by others that I end up just keeping it bottled up and its effected me so much that...
    theninjaduck theninjaduck 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2013

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    All About Money....deserve Better

    I was working like a dog to make my Mother happy, she spent huge amount of money for her travel & things she is willing to buy...until one day I got marry, of course with a middle class kind of guy, she wasn't happy, but I have to marry to the one I love, doesn't really matter...
    europretty europretty 31-35 Nov 28, 2012

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    I was born and raised in a neglected

    and isolated place where we used golf carts instead of cars and school hallways were outside and it was hot and humid outside. I lived in a small apartment and had to share a room. I was born and raised in the wrong place
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M Jul 31

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    Growing Up

      i grew up with an alcoholic father who was very controlling and emotionally abusive, when my mum would kick him out he just wouldnt leave, I can still remember all the fights even though I've tried to repress most of them, then my brother started doing drugs and ended up...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 27, 2008

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    All Caused By a Father and Stepmother...

    ...who didn't know how to be parents but decided to have children nonetheless.
    eleanorssong eleanorssong 56-60, F Sep 27, 2012

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    I don't necessarily have bad teeth . I have a front Gap that I love . Maybe one day I'll get adult-braces or invisalign, but for right now I'm good. Straight teeth might take away...
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    I don't have a fun life at all. All day long I just stay at home and do stuff that does not interest me. I'd like to travel, meet new people, get drunk and do crazy stuff but being...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 18

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    I know that when you love someone so deeply, are loved so deeply and you need each other, you change each other in so many ways, you heal each other.... I feel I unable to properly...
    Lucienn Lucienn 18-21, T Aug 12

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    I have been in an online relationship for 3 years with this guy who lives in New York (I live in Egypt btw) We used to see each other on a virtual game called YoWorld. We were so...
    malakhkhalil malakhkhalil 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 15

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    Bad teeth gave me confidence... when i was younger i had the best teeth ever them being milk teeth they fell out..m adult teeth i believe are the worst ever instead of being...
    twinkieblue twinkieblue 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    Born and raised in the wrong country and fly around the world. Having autism and mild insanity Dreams for the future changing randomly I have the mist confusing uncomfortable...
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M Jul 30

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    I accidentally closed the door she forgot to shut on my way out... .. My roomate had so many friggin saints and idols it looked like a botanica over 40 different figures it was a...
    PillsNpotion PillsNpotion 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 1

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    I guess this would count considering how bad it could have bin, today was a normal day at work done my shift and was gonna go home but I thought I'd say a bit to help out and it...
    lloydac lloydac 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    Hate that its true. Good karma is delayed by it. Traded trucks. Thought i could get the new one legal. Found out i cant. The miner i traded with vanished. Could...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Jul 30

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    There's bad days, then there's days like this. Today was horrible. Rest in peace sweet angel your sleeping up in heaven as I type this. I hope God or whatever higher power is...
    Jess7787 Jess7787 26-30, F Aug 1

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    Lately I been having really bad dreams that don't stop so I'm really to scared to fall back asleep because they seem to scary . My first dream was me dreaming in the exact...
    riaa777 riaa777 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 2

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    My hand-writing is so bad, when I was at school they made me write everything in capital letters. Has it helped? No way! Uppercase, lowercase, my hand-writing is shocking no...
    ConcreteSleeper ConcreteSleeper 31-35, M Aug 6

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    So I've been talking to this guy, he's a senior im a sophomore. I had a dream where my mom read our texts and found out we were sexting and it was so bad cause at first she asked...
    PierceTheGreen PierceTheGreen 13-15, F Aug 6

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    Many. But that shows good days. If i live through the bad.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Aug 12

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    Lately, i've been feeling really on edge, like i just want to ******* blow up & cry & then just laugh. I've been feeling suicidal, but i haven't been wanting to go back to the...
    xxbangbangxx xxbangbangxx 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    Im 14. When I was 11 I had braces put on, simple expect for one of the tooth's next to my two fronts is deformed and small amd jagged, as if its coming through but never does. i...
    avabelle24 avabelle24 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    I randomly get all depressed and I feel like no one want me around :( I don't know what to do. I don't have many friends as it is and my family is a damn mess. If only there was an...
    tm0801 tm0801 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 15

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    Whenever I smile I don't show my teeth. I don't have any cavities or rotten teeth. However my top front teeth are yellowed due to years of smoking. I no longer smoke. This has...
    BtotheR BtotheR 36-40, M Aug 16

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    Omg we are going back to school in about 2 weeks and I'm freaking out, I have a lump in my throat again how will I manage another year like this? Help me :((
    acissej10 acissej10 13-15, F Aug 21

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    I can write well... but that is when I proofread everything. I have re read my essays in college over and over again... most times I always miss somthing. I usally get good grades...
    stawnalahcim stawnalahcim 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    People have said to me I'm only young how can my life be boring...here's the answer my life can be boring by your friends living in the town 10 miles away with mk transport into...
    Daisyellenrose Daisyellenrose 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 7

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    I must be a boring person really or led a sheltered life! I didn't think l was, but I've noticed some folks on here have literally hundreds of experiences, some have thousands and...
    MistyMoon1 MistyMoon1 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    On a friday night, in bed watching big brother. I wish my life was more social.
    cantpick cantpick 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 1

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    I saved this old lady who was having a seizure in the pool, cause who knows where the lazy *** lifeguard was. And then my nephew who jumped in the pool without arm floaties -_...
    ciciyoshi ciciyoshi 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 3

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    My schools science block was burning down due to someone leaving the gas taps on, I could hear someone screaming. It was like I didn't care about my life at that moment as I...
    connotjp99 connotjp99 41-45, M 4 Responses Aug 3

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    This is true. Im not talking about your typical hollywood action movie scene where i dramatically took a bullet for somebody or pushed them out the way of a moving truck at the...
    oxzymoron oxzymoron 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I used to have this friend who couldn't swim and for a week in gym class, we were swimming. She had permission to stay in the shallow end, but the other girls laughed at her so she...
    Ellyhi Ellyhi 13-15, F Jul 30

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    My family and I were walking in the streets of New York when we stopped and waited to go across the cross walk. The light changed from stop to go and my mom started walking across...
    kaylaes52 kaylaes52 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 7

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    When I was 19 years old I used women for their bodies but after having my heartbroken by someone I used to love I understand what I did and am ashamed
    IDGAF1991 IDGAF1991 22-25, M Aug 8

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    You know, what do you call it? Not afterlife, not hell or heaven, not resurrection, I forget what you call it...
    calypsoandbob calypsoandbob 13-15, F Aug 11

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    Well, I wouldn't say that my handwriting is sloppy. I think of my handwriting as my own font!!!
    AwkwardlyClumsy AwkwardlyClumsy 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    They say rapid cycling bipolar. My pals say i care too much. Me says too hypersensitive. And too humane. And too ethical. And too much good stuff. Lol. Lmao...
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Aug 12

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    Today. I don't want to be a mom. For one day I don't want to be responsible. Day in day out I'm mom and dad. Today I want to be irresponsible. Today I want to get drunk. Today I...
    Jess7787 Jess7787 26-30, F Aug 12

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    Got a credit card at age 18 and it was a downward spiral from there. Now, I'm working on rebuilding it.
    guideme2truth guideme2truth 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    Cyclothymia maybe :/ there are triggers though. I'm not good with change.
    Bluesrain Bluesrain 26-30, F Aug 18

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