I Have Bad Past Life

Nobody can erase the past. The worst experience that change my whole life 45 People

    Still A Pissed Off Prince

    I have been dealing with this since I left the Marines.  I have confirmed so many things and I can prove that I am who I was..   It is very sickening to me though, the things which happenend to me and the death of my father.... and how I was betrayed by both of...
    MOSHABARTLETT MOSHABARTLETT
    36-40
    Oct 5, 2010

    All Caused By a Father and Stepmother...

    ...who didn't know how to be parents but decided to have children nonetheless.
    eleanorssong eleanorssong
    56-60, F
    Sep 27, 2012

    I Suffered From Depression...

    For 5 years i suffered from depression. It was terrible and a difficult time. I felt helpless. I had no will to live, every day was... painful. I'm sure many noticed, but no one bothered, nor my friends said a word. "I must've been a bother." Little by little i began to fall...
    WaIIFlower WaIIFlower
    13-15, F
    Sep 21, 2010

    All About Money....deserve Better

    I was working like a dog to make my Mother happy, she spent huge amount of money for her travel & things she is willing to buy...until one day I got marry, of course with a middle class kind of guy, she wasn't happy, but I have to marry to the one I love, doesn't really matter...
    europretty europretty
    31-35
    Nov 28, 2012

    My Elementary School Experience

    The elementary school I went to is Central. It was the worst school I've ever went in all my life. I really wanted to go to a different school for 5th grade, but I ended being stuck at Central once again for 5th grade. I felt like an unfortunate stationary person. I went to...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 9, 2011

    Growing Up

      i grew up with an alcoholic father who was very controlling and emotionally abusive, when my mum would kick him out he just wouldnt leave, I can still remember all the fights even though I've tried to repress most of them, then my brother started doing drugs and ended up...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 27, 2008

    My Worst Elementary School Experience

     The elementary school I went to is Central which was the worst elementary school I've ever went in all my life. I went there for of my 5 elementary years. (Never moved to a different school in my life). I really wanted to go to a differnet school for 5th grade which was the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 12, 2011

    My Every Day.

    I'm a 16 year old girl and I was beaten and abused as a kid all the way up until I was thirteen. I've developed an eating disorder because of verbal and mental abuse from my mom. I've always been a weird poor kid so I have no friends. I was diagnosed with a 100% paranoid...
    1 Response Feb 7, 2013

    I am physically and mentally tortured

     and mentallyAt my 16 I left for my hostel. We are not allowed to go out due to studies. A boy stole my money. At that time I value every penny very much. I cried a lot. Anyhow he was caught after some days. At that time my family condition is not good. So it is hard for me to...
    sriraghava9990 sriraghava9990
    22-25
    1 Response Dec 19, 2011

    So I have seen and done a lot

    for my age. Death, gangs, stealing, drug abuse, physical and emotional abuse. And a lot of change. I have a dark side that i want nobody to know about. But all of this led to the person I am now. Which is the complete opposite. What I'm saying is. People can change. Especially...
    Jmora43 Jmora43
    18-21
    Dec 8, 2013

    I was raised in a home

    where my dad treated my mum like filth which led to me being with a controlling physically and mentally abusive man. I remember the one time I asked my dad to help and he said no.... I did finally have a nervous breakdown and left to find out my dad was helping my bully of an ex...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 27, 2015

    I was involved in gangs,

    crimes and dugs as a child growing up but I want to put that all behind me. The things I have done only god can forgive me for what I did. Nothing to be proud of but I was young, wreck less and stubborn. But that's how life is In the hood. But a lot of thing changes in my life...
    Aznboi91 Aznboi91
    22-25, M
    Jan 1, 2014

    Well I feel I have to get this out somewhere

    and im to shy to even tell my own friends even my one friend who I always share my stories with and its hard as I know I want to tell someone but I don't know who im just so scared of being juged by others that I end up just keeping it bottled up and its effected me so much that...
    theninjaduck theninjaduck
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 29, 2013

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    18-21, F
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    LucidxxShivery LucidxxShivery
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