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I Have Bad Past Life

Nobody can erase the past. The worst experience that change my whole life 43 People

    I was involved in gangs,

    crimes and dugs as a child growing up but I want to put that all behind me. The things I have done only god can forgive me for what I did. Nothing to be proud of but I was young, wreck less and stubborn. But that's how life is In the hood. But a lot of thing changes in my life...
    Aznboi91 Aznboi91 22-25, M Jan 1

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    Growing Up

      i grew up with an alcoholic father who was very controlling and emotionally abusive, when my mum would kick him out he just wouldnt leave, I can still remember all the fights even though I've tried to repress most of them, then my brother started doing drugs and ended up...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 27, 2008

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    I was born and raised in a neglected

    and isolated place where we used golf carts instead of cars and school hallways were outside and it was hot and humid outside. I lived in a small apartment and had to share a room. I was born and raised in the wrong place
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M 13 hrs ago

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    All About Money....deserve Better

    I was working like a dog to make my Mother happy, she spent huge amount of money for her travel & things she is willing to buy...until one day I got marry, of course with a middle class kind of guy, she wasn't happy, but I have to marry to the one I love, doesn't really matter...
    europretty europretty 31-35 Nov 28, 2012

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    All Caused By a Father and Stepmother...

    ...who didn't know how to be parents but decided to have children nonetheless.
    eleanorssong eleanorssong 56-60, F Sep 27, 2012

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    My Every Day.

    I'm a 16 year old girl and I was beaten and abused as a kid all the way up until I was thirteen. I've developed an eating disorder because of verbal and mental abuse from my mom. I've always been a weird poor kid so I have no friends. I was diagnosed with a 100% paranoid...
    1 Response Feb 7, 2013

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    So I have seen and done a lot

    for my age. Death, gangs, stealing, drug abuse, physical and emotional abuse. And a lot of change. I have a dark side that i want nobody to know about. But all of this led to the person I am now. Which is the complete opposite. What I'm saying is. People can change. Especially...
    Jmora43 Jmora43 18-21 Dec 8, 2013

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    I Suffered From Depression...

    For 5 years i suffered from depression. It was terrible and a difficult time. I felt helpless. I had no will to live, every day was... painful. I'm sure many noticed, but no one bothered, nor my friends said a word. "I must've been a bother." Little by little i began to fall...
    WaIIFlower WaIIFlower 13-15, F Sep 21, 2010

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    Well I feel I have to get this out somewhere

    and im to shy to even tell my own friends even my one friend who I always share my stories with and its hard as I know I want to tell someone but I don't know who im just so scared of being juged by others that I end up just keeping it bottled up and its effected me so much that...
    theninjaduck theninjaduck 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2013

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    I am physically and mentally tortured

     and mentallyAt my 16 I left for my hostel. We are not allowed to go out due to studies. A boy stole my money. At that time I value every penny very much. I cried a lot. Anyhow he was caught after some days. At that time my family condition is not good. So it is hard for me to...
    sriraghava9990 sriraghava9990 22-25 1 Response Dec 19, 2011

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    My Elementary School Experience

    The elementary school I went to is Central. It was the worst school I've ever went in all my life. I really wanted to go to a different school for 5th grade, but I ended being stuck at Central once again for 5th grade. I felt like an unfortunate stationary person. I went to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 9, 2011

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    Still A Pissed Off Prince

    I have been dealing with this since I left the Marines.  I have confirmed so many things and I can prove that I am who I was..   It is very sickening to me though, the things which happenend to me and the death of my father.... and how I was betrayed by both of...
    MOSHABARTLETT MOSHABARTLETT 36-40 Oct 5, 2010

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    My Worst Elementary School Experience

     The elementary school I went to is Central which was the worst elementary school I've ever went in all my life. I went there for of my 5 elementary years. (Never moved to a different school in my life). I really wanted to go to a differnet school for 5th grade which was the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 12, 2011

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    I don't know my identity, or my name, in my past life, but I believe I remember my death from my past life. I believe I was only 3 years old, and I remember pulling up into a...
    laurennhem laurennhem 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    Anamari :) (means greetings in Tineria) I will keep my name hidden in this post. I never posted again but now i feel an extreme urge to do so. Since i remember my self i knew i was...
    leksoan leksoan 18-21 Jul 13

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    Fortune teller said that my past life's mostly I'm a woman and she said that I'm a model in the past XD ....
    pokwang1111 pokwang1111 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 1

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    This is from my journal today Yesterday, I was inspired to look into past lives and, a day later, I find myself writing about my meditative experiences. I do not think that I have...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 21

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    I am in love with someone from my past life. We were around the same age, did everything together. He was my best friend, not only that but a brother to me (its complicated). It...
    macabrEnigma macabrEnigma 18-21, T 1 Response Jul 6

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    I lived approximately 500 years ago, and even being pacific and never used my power to hurt others, I was bullied in the village where I lived with my mother (my father had to go...
    PrincessFromDarkKingdom PrincessFromDarkKingdom 18-21, F Jul 20

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    I am a 50 year old woman, and I've just about destroyed any hope for happiness or success in my life. For years I took care of my elderly parents. Everyone else's needs came...
    LonelyGirlOhio LonelyGirlOhio 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 15

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    I just have bad luck with guys I'm tried of getting let down hurt and told the same bs lies over and over. I'm here for you, I won't leave, I'm not like other guys, I won't lie or...
    SimplyAmazingx SimplyAmazingx 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    Stormtroopers don't have bad in. In ANH, they had to let Han, Luke and Leia escape so that they would lead Vader to the rebel base. So the stormtroopers had to shoot to miss. When...
    Hoplite39 Hoplite39 41-45, M 1 Response Jul 5

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    (Pic) Ya i have bad days, but they could be worse. I feel sorry for Mr. Stickman. He really has been out through a lot all these years.
    UnMuro UnMuro 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I am haunted by who I am. Everyday is a dream compared to my memories. The pain of the past turns my life into a nightmare. No one sees who I really am. I wish for nothing more...
    Afrondae Afrondae 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Idl how to feel right now...I think I would be more happy to fall asleep and just not get back up. I'm trying to be strong and positive but I just can't do it no more. Last night...
    SimplyAmazingx SimplyAmazingx 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    She had pale skin that seemed to reflect the hue of a full moon, dark hair.. black to the point it was raven and dazzling emerald eyes. She was somewhat short I recall, around 5'2...
    Kazimeriz Kazimeriz 26-30, M Jul 2

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    Tried meditating on it but I couldn't get past this door to see anything. Anyone know what this means?
    WinterSkyout WinterSkyout 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    I posted something similar to this before and deleted it for no apparent reason. I killed a woman in my last life. I'm sure of it because I vividly remember assaulting her and...
    dazedreamer dazedreamer 18-21, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    The first life I remember is before the first europeans arrived to what they would call the New World. My father was a chief. I was engaged to the son of a neighboring tribe who...
    SkylarPurdy SkylarPurdy 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    Right now I'm unmarried. No bf. a single mom of one kid. In my dream I was married and very happy & contented. My husband had a job and ride a horse to work. I remember feeling...
    Myalee Myalee 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    Oooh yeah...really bad days where nothing makes sense...and I wonder about life and all this ducked up reality.I feel pain and cold...missunderstood and all I wish is for love and...
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F Jul 4

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    This is weird, because in normal everyday life I don't stop to think about it - I just get on with things. But when I do stop to think about it, I get a little scared at how bad it...
    CarMechanic CarMechanic 66-70, M 2 Responses Jul 13

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    I remember a death. It was night, dark clouds had been threatening for a while and it had begun to rain softly. I know I was someplace high up, possibly on an overhang or cliff...
    macabrEnigma macabrEnigma 18-21, T Jul 6

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    Let me start by saying a little bit about myself. I consider myself to be shy, reserved, kind, and sensitive. This hell all started 17 years ago when I was born. So I lived with...
    aaaadse aaaadse 26-30, M Jul 13

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    I can barely find the words to explain it. It's like we understand each other without saying anything and we get on so well with each other. Her birthday is about 5 days before...
    LittleMissIntrovert LittleMissIntrovert 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    I joined this website a long while back because I was going through a very bad time, I was depressed, suicidal and lost. My life has changed now and I still feel funny. I had...
    doctorwhofan doctorwhofan 22-25, F Jul 17

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    Born and raised in the wrong country and fly around the world. Having autism and mild insanity Dreams for the future changing randomly I have the mist confusing uncomfortable...
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M 1 day ago

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    Anxiety disorder has ruined so many things in my life, and sucked the joy out of things and people I used to love. I had a psychologist I used to see, but I haven't gone in...
    jonicole jonicole 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I deserve so much more in life, a lot of people do.
    Anna85xo Anna85xo 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    I didn't really realize I had anxiety until March of this year. I was hospitalized twice this year, January and March, for depression and i began realizing that I had anxiety. My...
    heapograss heapograss 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    I have such bad mood swings I hate it even when I txt I'm suddenly happen then mad then sad...it sucks
    boredandlonly boredandlonly 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    Whenever I feel like I'm stuck in a rut or I'm having a bad day I feel like I need some kind of change. So tonight I'm dying and cutting my hair, it always makes me feel better for...
    LivviyLove LivviyLove 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 5

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    My hand writing is atrocious, mostly because I'm homeschooled and my school is online, I like to think I have my own font instead of having bad handwriting ;)
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F Jul 10

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    A lot of bad days actually 😏
    BeccaK1 BeccaK1 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 11

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    Once again, in popular fashion, if one of our work trucks is going to break down, it will be when I am driving it. Weather it is a clutch going out, pulleys locking up, water pumps...
    System113 System113 18-21, M Jul 11

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    I have had bad luck for awhile.Right now my husband has been out of work for a week,and i have money to pay rent for august but thats it. .I'm working odd jobs right now.He was...
    1prettygirl 1prettygirl 36-40, F 9 Responses Jul 20

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    so I've had gum disease for pretty much my whole childhood all the way to now; and last year it got real bad, part of my gums had swollen and I didn't know what to do! my grandma...
    gypsykk gypsykk 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Hate that its true. Good karma is delayed by it. Traded trucks. Thought i could get the new one legal. Found out i cant. The miner i traded with vanished. Could...
    converted converted 46-50, M 1 day ago

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