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I Have Bad Past Life

Nobody can erase the past. The worst experience that change my whole life 43 People

    I Suffered From Depression...

    For 5 years i suffered from depression. It was terrible and a difficult time. I felt helpless. I had no will to live, every day was... painful. I'm sure many noticed, but no one bothered, nor my friends said a word. "I must've been a bother." Little by little i began to fall...
    WaIIFlower WaIIFlower 13-15, F Sep 21, 2010

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    Still A Pissed Off Prince

    I have been dealing with this since I left the Marines.  I have confirmed so many things and I can prove that I am who I was..   It is very sickening to me though, the things which happenend to me and the death of my father.... and how I was betrayed by both of...
    MOSHABARTLETT MOSHABARTLETT 36-40 Oct 5, 2010

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    Growing Up

      i grew up with an alcoholic father who was very controlling and emotionally abusive, when my mum would kick him out he just wouldnt leave, I can still remember all the fights even though I've tried to repress most of them, then my brother started doing drugs and ended up...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 27, 2008

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    I was involved in gangs,

    crimes and dugs as a child growing up but I want to put that all behind me. The things I have done only god can forgive me for what I did. Nothing to be proud of but I was young, wreck less and stubborn. But that's how life is In the hood. But a lot of thing changes in my life...
    Aznboi91 Aznboi91 22-25, M Jan 1

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    I am physically and mentally tortured

     and mentallyAt my 16 I left for my hostel. We are not allowed to go out due to studies. A boy stole my money. At that time I value every penny very much. I cried a lot. Anyhow he was caught after some days. At that time my family condition is not good. So it is hard for me to...
    sriraghava9990 sriraghava9990 22-25 1 Response Dec 19, 2011

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    My Elementary School Experience

    The elementary school I went to is Central. It was the worst school I've ever went in all my life. I really wanted to go to a different school for 5th grade, but I ended being stuck at Central once again for 5th grade. I felt like an unfortunate stationary person. I went to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 9, 2011

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    My Worst Elementary School Experience

     The elementary school I went to is Central which was the worst elementary school I've ever went in all my life. I went there for of my 5 elementary years. (Never moved to a different school in my life). I really wanted to go to a differnet school for 5th grade which was the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 12, 2011

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    So I have seen and done a lot

    for my age. Death, gangs, stealing, drug abuse, physical and emotional abuse. And a lot of change. I have a dark side that i want nobody to know about. But all of this led to the person I am now. Which is the complete opposite. What I'm saying is. People can change. Especially...
    Jmora43 Jmora43 18-21 Dec 8, 2013

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    Well I feel I have to get this out somewhere

    and im to shy to even tell my own friends even my one friend who I always share my stories with and its hard as I know I want to tell someone but I don't know who im just so scared of being juged by others that I end up just keeping it bottled up and its effected me so much that...
    theninjaduck theninjaduck 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2013

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    All About Money....deserve Better

    I was working like a dog to make my Mother happy, she spent huge amount of money for her travel & things she is willing to buy...until one day I got marry, of course with a middle class kind of guy, she wasn't happy, but I have to marry to the one I love, doesn't really matter...
    europretty europretty 31-35 Nov 28, 2012

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    All Caused By a Father and Stepmother...

    ...who didn't know how to be parents but decided to have children nonetheless.
    eleanorssong eleanorssong 56-60, F Sep 27, 2012

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    My Every Day.

    I'm a 16 year old girl and I was beaten and abused as a kid all the way up until I was thirteen. I've developed an eating disorder because of verbal and mental abuse from my mom. I've always been a weird poor kid so I have no friends. I was diagnosed with a 100% paranoid...
    1 Response Feb 7, 2013

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    I was born and raised in a neglected

    and isolated place where we used golf carts instead of cars and school hallways were outside and it was hot and humid outside. I lived in a small apartment and had to share a room. I was born and raised in the wrong place
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M Jul 31

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    Related Experiences

    I just have a very bad past and the people that I message on here think that I should actually post it..should I?
    bellsmarrie bellsmarrie 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I don't necessarily have bad teeth . I have a front Gap that I love . Maybe one day I'll get adult-braces or invisalign, but for right now I'm good. Straight teeth might take away...
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 16-17, F Aug 24

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    I don't have a fun life at all. All day long I just stay at home and do stuff that does not interest me. I'd like to travel, meet new people, get drunk and do crazy stuff but being...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 18

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    I was about 13.. I had this friend who I was hanging out with on a parking garage, he said he would jump if I left him too go home, I had too be home. When I got home he called me...
    TaylorRenee14 TaylorRenee14 16-17, F Aug 30

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    Always thought the choice between being happy for yourself and giving up the things we want to make others happy was such a fine line. I wanted to have a great life just being...
    enoch1005 enoch1005 22-25, M Sep 3

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    I am thankful for the people I have in my life
    cjohnson1983 cjohnson1983 31-35, F Sep 8

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    I don't know how I did it but I somehow managed to not write any stories over the summer. It was hard to fight the urge because I'm a bit of writer and when ideas come I just want...
    Dreamer32 Dreamer32 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    I fell from the stairs at school about one story high and knocked myself out 😓 and by the time I woke up (just now) I find my big brother going through my phone (Bruno I'm so...
    johannesc4 johannesc4 13-15, M 17 hrs ago

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    Bad teeth gave me confidence... when i was younger i had the best teeth ever them being milk teeth they fell out..m adult teeth i believe are the worst ever instead of being...
    twinkieblue twinkieblue 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I'm having a bad day. Week. Month. Year. LIFE.
    tianajade tianajade 18-21, F 10 Responses 4 days ago

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    I guess this would count considering how bad it could have bin, today was a normal day at work done my shift and was gonna go home but I thought I'd say a bit to help out and it...
    lloydac lloydac 18-21, M Aug 23

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    Without my glasses I am helpless, which sucks cause I hate glasses. I have had glasses for 10/17 years of my life. Now, at only 17 years old I have a prescription of -8.00 in both...
    sarasstories sarasstories 16-17, F Sep 1

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    Not even bad luck, it's more like no luck.
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 2

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    Omg we are going back to school in about 2 weeks and I'm freaking out, I have a lump in my throat again how will I manage another year like this? Help me :((
    acissej10 acissej10 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    Today was my birthday. 11:11 (this is the time, and some say you can make a wish at this time) ! I'm officially one year older. I feel the same, but in a way I feel better than a...
    TheAnonymousINFx TheAnonymousINFx 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 31

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    I have a dream that I shot myself in the head. I've had that dream so many times recently ): I'm losing hope... I know I'm messed up in the head, and I already think about that...
    NegativePulse NegativePulse 18-21, M Sep 7

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    Its very bery easy for me to have them.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M Sep 8

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    So much built up tension was released the other day, i had so much going round in my head and it had to all come out. I have sat for 15 years and observed, and listened and taken...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    It used to be much worse. Just a year ago, there were gaps in my memory ranging anywhere from a matter of minutes to a matter of years. False memories would endlessly generate and...
    thetalkingmushroom thetalkingmushroom 18-21, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I must be a boring person really or led a sheltered life! I didn't think l was, but I've noticed some folks on here have literally hundreds of experiences, some have thousands and...
    MistyMoon1 MistyMoon1 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    The good life, as I conceive it, is a happy life. I do not mean that if you are good you will be happy; I mean that if you are happy you will be good. - Bertrand Russell
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 30

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    I had mono my senior year in high school (most likely the trigger event). After that I realized my body wasn't right, but I pushed through it. I was a college athlete. 2 years ago...
    Shannyn7 Shannyn7 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    This is true. Im not talking about your typical hollywood action movie scene where i dramatically took a bullet for somebody or pushed them out the way of a moving truck at the...
    oxzymoron oxzymoron 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 25

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    Be Thankful They Blessed Your Life
    lovingRIZA lovingRIZA 51-55, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    I just threw in this group for people that have done so much with there life, they are burn out or bored with it. My goal is to use this experience we have to help others.
    starfoxACEFOX starfoxACEFOX 26-30, M Sep 2

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    I have saved many lives. They were all kids lives though like under 18. I have also talked many people out of self harm as we'll. I am suicidal and I wish to self harm as we'll but...
    gamerslippy99991 gamerslippy99991 16-17, M 3 Responses Sep 4

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    I really don't asides my older sister she's my best friend really she's actually my only friend I wanna know what's so repellent of me in real life 0.0 like do I come of as a...
    BabyDuchanne BabyDuchanne 16-17, F Sep 6

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    Right though I mean just for this teen part of my life I don't regret how I spend my sad little days -,-
    BabyDuchanne BabyDuchanne 16-17, F Sep 6

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    I am a girl and it is a pain in the butt we have so many responsibilities bras and period etc. And if we don't look pretty we get judged for also mood swings 1 sec I will be happy...
    ChloeMcLeod ChloeMcLeod 13-15, F 5 Responses Sep 5

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    "Why should I apologize for the monster I am, when the ones who made this way never did"......... She says to the one she once called father... say your words of hate, I see it...
    SassyBabe39 SassyBabe39 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    I trust no one because in the wise words of Sean from Degrassi:The Next Generation "everyone has an angle"
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Cyclothymia maybe :/ there are triggers though. I'm not good with change.
    Bluesrain Bluesrain 26-30, F Aug 18

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    My teeth are awful. When I was younger I never brushed my teeth as I hate Mint and now , even though I do brush my teeth , I am seeing the consequences of my malnourishment . I'm...
    hannahleonard23 hannahleonard23 13-15, F Aug 24

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    I somehow managed to smash my grandmothers $200 per lamp, lamps in under 10 seconds. Oh great. :((
    TheSongPlaysWithin TheSongPlaysWithin 16-17, F Aug 24

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    I am just in a miserable mood today and no reason for it. Snap out of it.....