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I Have Bad Past Life

Nobody can erase the past. The worst experience that change my whole life 42 People

    I was involved in gangs,

    crimes and dugs as a child growing up but I want to put that all behind me. The things I have done only god can forgive me for what I did. Nothing to be proud of but I was young, wreck less and stubborn. But that's how life is In the hood. But a lot of thing changes in my life...
    Aznboi91 Aznboi91 22-25, M Jan 1

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    I Suffered From Depression...

    For 5 years i suffered from depression. It was terrible and a difficult time. I felt helpless. I had no will to live, every day was... painful. I'm sure many noticed, but no one bothered, nor my friends said a word. "I must've been a bother." Little by little i began to fall...
    WaIIFlower WaIIFlower 13-15, F Sep 21, 2010

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    I am physically and mentally tortured

     and mentallyAt my 16 I left for my hostel. We are not allowed to go out due to studies. A boy stole my money. At that time I value every penny very much. I cried a lot. Anyhow he was caught after some days. At that time my family condition is not good. So it is hard for me to...
    sriraghava9990 sriraghava9990 22-25 1 Response Dec 19, 2011

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    My Elementary School Experience

    The elementary school I went to is Central. It was the worst school I've ever went in all my life. I really wanted to go to a different school for 5th grade, but I ended being stuck at Central once again for 5th grade. I felt like an unfortunate stationary person. I went to...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 9, 2011

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    Still A Pissed Off Prince

    I have been dealing with this since I left the Marines.  I have confirmed so many things and I can prove that I am who I was..   It is very sickening to me though, the things which happenend to me and the death of my father.... and how I was betrayed by both of...
    MOSHABARTLETT MOSHABARTLETT 36-40 Oct 5, 2010

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    Growing Up

      i grew up with an alcoholic father who was very controlling and emotionally abusive, when my mum would kick him out he just wouldnt leave, I can still remember all the fights even though I've tried to repress most of them, then my brother started doing drugs and ended up...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 27, 2008

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    Well I feel I have to get this out somewhere

    and im to shy to even tell my own friends even my one friend who I always share my stories with and its hard as I know I want to tell someone but I don't know who im just so scared of being juged by others that I end up just keeping it bottled up and its effected me so much that...
    theninjaduck theninjaduck 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2013

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    I was born and raised in a neglected

    and isolated place where we used golf carts instead of cars and school hallways were outside and it was hot and humid outside. I lived in a small apartment and had to share a room. I was born and raised in the wrong place
    Miserablechildhood Miserablechildhood 13-15, M Jul 31

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    All About Money....deserve Better

    I was working like a dog to make my Mother happy, she spent huge amount of money for her travel & things she is willing to buy...until one day I got marry, of course with a middle class kind of guy, she wasn't happy, but I have to marry to the one I love, doesn't really matter...
    europretty europretty 31-35 Nov 28, 2012

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    My Worst Elementary School Experience

     The elementary school I went to is Central which was the worst elementary school I've ever went in all my life. I went there for of my 5 elementary years. (Never moved to a different school in my life). I really wanted to go to a differnet school for 5th grade which was the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 12, 2011

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    So I have seen and done a lot

    for my age. Death, gangs, stealing, drug abuse, physical and emotional abuse. And a lot of change. I have a dark side that i want nobody to know about. But all of this led to the person I am now. Which is the complete opposite. What I'm saying is. People can change. Especially...
    Jmora43 Jmora43 18-21 Dec 8, 2013

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    All Caused By a Father and Stepmother...

    ...who didn't know how to be parents but decided to have children nonetheless.
    eleanorssong eleanorssong 56-60, F Sep 27, 2012

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    mandala033 mandala033 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 19

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    I am glad to see this blog. I have been meeting past-life husbands for some time now. I have actually married two of them in my present life. I have recently met Myron and we...
    vidabridges vidabridges 51-55, F 1 Response Nov 6

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    Whenever I hear a rifle fire I experience memories of a past life, world war 1 in the trenches watching my friends die, and feeling helpless to stop the slaughter.
    Scrios Scrios 16-17 Nov 9

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    I seem to have bad taste in everything...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 28

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    6 years ago I was a normal guy who wanted to have a normal life with a good career, family and a life partner. I never wanted anything more than that. But my life completely...
    jeetj12 jeetj12 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 15

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    I feel like ive been cursed or something. All of my life ive been only suffering. It started from my childhood and continued now. I tried so many things but nothing helped. I fail...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I was in a very dark place when I as younger. I hated every single thing about myself. I would look in the mirror and wished I looked like someone else. Talked and thought like...
    solojo solojo 31-35, M 2 days ago

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    My past made me very mature. Made me grow up way too fast.. My mother died by my dad's hand, and he's made many marks upon my body. 10 years this went on, I'm just glad I'm not...
    Scarlott Scarlott 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 1

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    One minutes I'm happy the next minute I'm depressed then I'm angry. I hate my life so much it make me sick when I think about certain things from my past.... God please bring peace...
    Ace2117 Ace2117 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 19

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    I feel the memories flow past me like when the wind catches strains of my hair and the feeling of an uplifting from the heavens as I gaze out the window at the mountians, I feel...
    hartbri12 hartbri12 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    I'm looking for someone that I knew in several past lives he is a non human ( actualy he might be now half human) if someone knows a way to find someone please help me
    naamainra naamainra 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 8

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    I have these memories, i know she is real and can't be from this life, she is out there, and I hope some day I find her, I will never stop looking.
    redwolfmoon redwolfmoon 22-25, M Nov 19

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    I eat fruits and drink vegetable juices everyday, limit my fast food consumption for only once per two months and junk food once per week and my skin is still bad as hell. My girl...
    GuitarJacque GuitarJacque 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Sometimes I just dont realize it . I have recently just been so pissed off , but I can't blame nobody but me , I just grew up too early. so I ... Just take a breath and move...
    RougeWarriorOfLight RougeWarriorOfLight 18-21 Oct 27

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    One day it was the summer of 2014 me and my girlfriend were surfing in Hawaii out of no where this 18ft tiger shark ripped her left arm off took a huge chuck of her board so I...
    KendricFortner KendricFortner 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    i have dated about 10 men in my life time and im 22 old and only my first bf seemed to be sane, after that every guy i dated has somekind mental problems with insecurity or...
    BethLeKitteh BethLeKitteh 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 8

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    ugh, today was a bad day. at school all the lil 7th graders called me and my friends a hoe, bc at a party we played spin the bottle. and now i apparently ****** a dude. when all...
    bblluuee bblluuee 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 27

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    I reckon it'll be quite rare for someone to admit this. We'd all like to think we 're pretty cool in our music tastes. Well. Chances are, if you have a singles collection,(that's a...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Oct 29

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    Not "bad-teeth" just a crooked smile 😊
    Onechoice Onechoice 31-35, M Nov 9

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    Things break. Open flavor pack with teeth. Juice everywhere. Try with knife. Bleed. Get given trailer. Generator breaks. Add solar panels. They drain...
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Nov 16

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    Today's been so bad and the mornings just started. Late to school, but on the bright side I gotta play with 6 babies at daycare :)
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F a week ago

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    No wonder I have nightmares all the time...
    Vagabond01 Vagabond01 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    I was raised with a physically abusive alcoholic father and a verbally abusive mother. every relationship I have had over the years has ended up being verbally abusive. how many...
    blueeyeddevil18 blueeyeddevil18 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 9

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    I really don't know how to deal with my mood swings. They have been causing problems in my relationship. Taking my anger and sadness out on my boyfriend for no reason. Anyone have...
    anawat83 anawat83 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    One, I didn't look for... but alone came along. The first one is sustained by monotony...while the other one, is full of love and passion. This one here (the second one) I live it...
    lisqbansil lisqbansil 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Lots has happened, be it sad or happy, I find my life somewhat useful and lively.
    TetraZL TetraZL 13-15, F Oct 31

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    my whole life im to blame for everything that went wrong,. its all my fault.
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 31

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    But I like it , I like nice peaceful place ,drama free and less complication life .
    minniekoala minniekoala 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 19

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    With my job I am social. With my dysfunctional disagreeable family I am pretty social. But when I get off work, or when I wake up on my day off, I just want someone to spend the...
    Peacepuppy Peacepuppy 22-25, F 14 Responses 5 days ago

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    I wish I had a social life! I had a great social life when I was in college, but then I moved away and so did my friends. I have since lost touch with them and moved back to my...
    lovingleila329 lovingleila329 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    I am so glad that I have people that are looking out for me and helping me. I don't think I could have gotten through today with out the help of two of my friends. Life has taken a...
    Madhatter135 Madhatter135 18-21, F Oct 30

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    Lately I've been having this feeling of dislocation like I'm not supposed to be here like by being alive I'm being distracted by what I'm supposed to be. I don't know who I am I...
    Ihelpbutneedhelptoo Ihelpbutneedhelptoo 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 1

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    I have never had more than three friends at once. I live in a small town and no-one my age shares the hobbies that I have. They all prefer drinking alcohol, going to parties and...
    FascinatingFear FascinatingFear 18-21, M Nov 11

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    Occasionally it suits me, but it rarely does. I'd love to be like most people my age who have one, but I don't. :(
    Reallifeperson Reallifeperson 22-25, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have been married for 6 years. We love each other. I love to do sex but my wife don't like it at all. She have no feeling at all. She can not feel anything when I touch her. Well...
    masalaexbii masalaexbii 31-35, M 5 days ago